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- !! AIZAWA X OVERWORKED NB! READER!! - ♫✿

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- Suicide

- aged up reader!

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aizawa x fem! reader

Everyday seemed like the same endless loop. You would go home from a long day of learning, desperately trying to cling on to the hope that this will all be worth it in the end. However, the thought of ending this stressful and burnt out life was eating at you. Your body seemed to be begging you to be free from the constant pain of doing the best you can.

You lazily slump into the chair of your desk, putting your head down for just a second. You open your eyes to a knock on the door. You put your head up to see that it’s, dark out? But you only put your head down for a second…

“‘come in..’” you mumbled as you set your head back down. It was Aizawa. He was just doing his usual dorm checks. Even Though you’re a third year; it is mandatory. He opens the door to see you slumped down on your desk, confirming you were there. However, something stops him form just closing the door and moving on.

he clears his throat; ‘“uhm- Y/n. I can’t help but notice that everytime I do my rounds that you’re still awake at your desk. Is everything alright?’” he says, in a softer tone then his teaching voice. You whip your head back up and look at him; ‘“me? fine! always fine!”’ you said in a nervous, fast voice. It’s clear you were not a very good liar.

He walks in and closes the door behind him, then leans on it. “‘You know, kid, i’ve always noticed you’ve been dozing off in class more. Don’t lie to me.’” he says as he looks at you from the door. “‘i’m sorry.’” you sigh as you look back down at you desk covered with papers. “‘The truth is, I haven’t been sleeping well. I guess i’ve just been to focused on school work that I lose track of what time it even is..’” you say. Aizawa stops leaning and walks over to you and places his hand on your head. “‘Y/n, you need to advocate for yourself more. I’m not able to help you if you don’t tell me.”’

A light blush spreads across your face as he places his hand and speaks supporting words to you. It was the most relaxing thing you’ve felt in god knows how long. You don’t even notice, but you lean your body on Aizawas torso from your chair. He feels his face heat up a little, but keeps it together and places an arm around you. He wasn’t the best at comforting, but he was trying to do the best he could.

Aizawa speaks up, “‘if you need extensions or a few days off; I understand and I’m willing to talk to your other teachers.’” He says in an even more gentle voice as he adds his other arm around you.

You definitely heard him, which made the relaxation sink into your skin even more. Your stress was going to be easier to handle due to him. Before you could even reply, you feel asleep against his body. He tried to say something else to you, to which he realized you were asleep and not waking up any time soon.

He smiles down at you as he picks you up and places you on your bed. He really cared about you; maybe even felt more then just a friendship or teacher towards you. But he knew you needed rest right now.

He kissed the top of your forehead and left your dorm room, smiling at how cute you look when you sleep. “‘Goodnight, y/n’” He closed the door and took a deep breath, regaining his thoughts and composure.

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Hope you enjoyed! :D

(sorry for any mistakes +.+)

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- !! DEKU X PANIC ATTACK NB! READER!! -♡︎𖦹♫

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Mentions of;

- suicide

- body image

- sh? (nail digging)

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DEKU X NB! READER

You were in your dorm room, curled up in your bed. Tears that feel like acid flowing down your face. You wanted all this pain to end, but nothing was able to make you think even remotely logical. You didn’t even notice, but your nails were digging into your skin causing indents that were about to break through. You craved comfort. You needed comfort.

You wished everything would just fade away. You wanted to die, did you? You just wanted the voices and thoughts to end. Maybe even an endless silent void of pure white. Anything to make things quiet again; to be able to hear yourself.

The door to your dorm room opened. You jumped as the light from the hallway peered in and a shadow of a boy was seen. It was- your boyfriend, Deku.

“‘Deku…?’” You said as tears continuesly flowed. “‘Hey baby-‘“ He cut himself off as he saw your hived up red face. He quickly rushed over to you and wrapped his arms around you. To this, you wrapped your arms around his neck. He was practically squeezing you. “‘w-what’s wrong?!”’ He said nervously. He cares so much about you, but he is still getting used on how to help you the best way he can. He is aware about your struggles and takes every second he can to understand more.

“‘I’m just, *im cut off by a sniffle* so tired of everything… School is so difficult and the teachers seem to always be against me and hate me!’” You bawled out into his arms. He held you tightly as he gently speaks; “‘No one hates you, my love. Even if you feel that way. I will do everything in my power to prove you wrong on that. If you need help in school, tell me! I’ll always be here to help you out.’” He says as he pulls back from the tight embrace and cups your face gently.

“‘And- my body… it’s so, imperfect… everything about me is disgusting! Why does someone as attractive and kind as you even love me?!’” You continued to cry out as you move your eyes to look down. ‘“look at me’” he says in a more serious tone, ‘“I love you. You’re the prettiest/most handsome/attractive person I have ever seen. I love you for you. Not your body. Although, your body is a total bonus!’” he says while mumbling and blushing at the last part.

Because of his endless compliments, your body forces a smile on your face. You couldn’t help it, Deku made you feel safe and special.

He plants a kiss on your nose and continues to cup your cheek. He then uses his other hand to hold yours. The tears magically faded and you didn’t even notice. The acid tears stopped stinging, the thoughts were gone, the voices were silent.

“‘Let’s go order takeout and watch a movie’” he says with the cutest, but nerdy, smile. You let out a little giggle before rubbing your eyes one last time. He picks you up princess style. You can’t help but blush a little at his strength but you quickly melt into his chest and hear his calming heartbeat.

‘“I love you, Deku…’” you mumble into his chest…

‘“I love you too, baby.’” He says as he kisses the top of your head.

- 45 minutes later

“‘I call picking the movie!’” He says to you.

you just smile back at him, ‘“okay baby’” you say in a laugh as you eat your favorite food. Of course it took some encouragement from Deku for you to finally eat. But because it was him, it worked.

It was only fair, you picked the food, he got the movie. Even though everything you loved, he did too.

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The end! ><

(Sorry for any mistakes!!)

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- KIRISHIMA X SH FEM! READER - ミ★𖦹

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mentions of;

-sh

-body image (brief)

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Kirishima x fem! reader

You were no stranger to being alone on a friday night. In fact, you weren’t a stranger to being alone in general. Not to say you preferred it that way, but it’s something you have adapted to over the years. Your phone was laying on your chest, no notifactions buzzing as you’re seemingly lost in the endless void of your mind. *why did I do that?* *why did they leave me..?* Questions you repeatedly asked until it was to loud to even hear the buzz on your phone;

Kiri ♡︎: Hey Y/N - babe! I’m still

coming over tonight, right? Just got

done with a killer lift!

-sent just now-

Of course, no response to him. You loved Kirishima so much, but some nights like this happen. You were to busy lost in your head that you got up, not bothering to check your phone.

You looked into the mirror;

*Why isn’t my waist skinny enough?* *ugh, why aren’t my boobs big enough* *my teeth look so yellow!*

You continued to blab senseless insults to yourself until you are just staring into your eyes, an endless abyss staring back. You wanted something more then insults though. Something more than just a word anyone or anything could say to you.

You make your over to your nightstand, grabbing a small, but harmful sharp blade. it was so shiny… The moon reflecting down on it, creating a gorgeous shimmer. Why does something so pretty sting so badly? You look down at your wrist, it looked so, lonely? There were a couple of healed scars, but that’s about it… You gently run the blade across your wrist once, a gentle sting hitting back at you. Nothing you haven’t felt before.

As you continued to run the blade, progressively getting harsher, more blood started dripping from your arm. You were so lost in thought and in the sight of the crimson red blood that you didn’t notice the uncountable missed texts and calls from Kirishima…

Kiri ♡︎: Babe?

Hello!?!

*missed called (x 3) *

Babe you’re worrying me.

*missed call* (x 2)

… *more continues efforts*

I’m coming over.

-sent 5 minutes ago-

“‘shit..’” You whisper to yourself. *If he left 5 minutes ago that means- *knock knock* he will be here any second…* You thought to yourself. Taking a deep breath in before picking up your phone;

you: the doors unlocked.

-sent 30 seconds ago-

(read)

You didn’t bother to hide it. You can barely hide anything from Kirishima and you loved that. Maybe if he wouldnt have come over tonight you would’ve had a slim chance of him not noticing for a couple days. However, fresh cuts was something he will see immediately. Even if you were fully clothed.

But since you were wearing one of his t-shirts and your panties, he has to see it.

Your stomach bubbles up with anxiety as you hear him open the door swiftly and begin to run up to your room. Your heart sinks as he opens the door, revealing your perfect, but bloody body to him. His face was completely red at first, lovestruck at your beauty even though he’s seen it many times, quickly turing as pale as a ghost once he notices the red isn’t from his Crimson Riot shirt.

“‘y/n…?’” He chokes out, trying to stay strong for you as tears fill his eyes. He slowly walks over to you with his arms out, to which you fall into. Tears beginning to fill yours eyes as well.

“‘I-… i’m sorry i just-‘“ you try to explain yourself, but there wasn’t any explanation you had. “‘shhhh’” Kirishima says as he rubs your back with one hand and your head with the other. He also didn’t care for an explanation. You were now safe with him and that’s all he cares about.

He was really careful about hugging you, making sure he didn’t squeeze your cut wrist. He walks you over to your bed without letting go of you, laying you down. “‘I’ll be right back sweetheart,’” he says as he lays a kiss on your hand and goes downstairs to the kitchen.

He comes back up with a hot rag, some bandages, and a fresh glass of water.

As he gently cleans off your wrist, he has the most genuine smile on his face. He’s so happy he was here before it was to late and that you trust him enough to do this for you. After everything was bandaged up, he softly kissed up your wrist, not leaving one cut un touched by his lips.

He gets into bed next to you; “‘You’re so beautiful, Y/n. I may not understand why you do this, but I want you to talk to me more. I’m not mad and will never be mad, i just want to be able to help you.’” he whispers into your ear as he spoons you, kissing the back of your neck.

You nod yes. You truthfully do want to be more open with him. But you came from an unstable family that didn’t do expressing emotions. He understood that, so he doesn’t push you to hard when you’re sensitive or don’t know how to express yourself all the time.

You guys were in a comforting cuddle. Kirishima praising you for how brave strong, and gorgeous you are and how proud he is. Also, occasionally cracking jokes that make you actually laugh at. It feels unreal. Having an actual laugh after a hard day of trying not to break under the pressure of others and your own violent thoughts. A huge weight was lifted off your back because of Kirishima.

“‘Y/N… I love you so much…’” Kirishima mumbles as he falls asleep with you in his arms.

‘“I love you too..’” You say as you melt more into him; finally feeling safe.

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The end! hope you enjoyed ^^

(sorry for any mistakes —.—)

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!! INTRODUCTION !! ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.

- This is a little introduction for my page and what I will be posting! <3

- Sorry about any writing mistakes. I’m dyslexic and sometimes can’t catch them —.—

- Name: Lauren

- Gender: Girl

- Pronouns: she/her

- I’ve had a lot of struggles while growing up. My goal for this blog is to let people know they’re not alone. I hope to also be able to provide comfort and support when needed! >w<

- Fandoms: HSR, Hi3, genshin impact, mha, haikyuu, aot, etc.

- I’m not the best at writing so please be nice ^^

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I will be writing about;

-sh

-su1cide

-sa (comfort only)

-abuse

-body issues

-depression, anxiety, adhd, bipolar, etc.

!! BE CAUTIOUS AND ALWAYS PUT YOURSELF FIRST!! ♡︎ －－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

- If anyone ends up liking my stories I will and do take requests <3

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Have an amazing day or night where ever your are!🦋

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!!HELP NUMBERS!! ⭐️ ——————————————

- 24 hour crisis line: 866-427-4747

- national runaway line: 800-786-2929

- national child abuse line: 800-442-4453

- national sexual assult line: 800-656-4673

- national domestic violence line: 800-799-7233

- trans lifeline: 877-565-8860

- You’re not alone. People want to help you. Please reach out if needed for you or someone before it’s to late. You’re strong and capable. I’m always here to talk as well.

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