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monabananana · 2 months
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It isn’t fair to expect yourself to act as if your trauma didn’t happen. It did happen and it’s okay to be struggling.
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monabananana · 2 months
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Seonghwa introducing his son (in all forms)
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monabananana · 5 months
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Missed the chance to enter for Vixx video call. For all the starlights who won how does it feel to succeed at life and have clear skin?
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monabananana · 5 months
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monabananana · 5 months
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𝖻𝖺𝖻𝗒 𝗅𝖺𝗆𝖻𝗌 𝖻𝗒 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝖼𝗈 𝗍𝖺𝗓 𝟩𝟣
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monabananana · 5 months
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Cha Hak Yeon
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monabananana · 5 months
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[231208] hello82 Official Twitter Update | hello82: send us a cute video of the socks, ATEEZ:
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monabananana · 5 months
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I have had people attempt to reach out to me on Tumblr too. Some were kind and some were trying to send inflammatory messages, claiming I don't exist while talking to me. We who were actually involved in this and affected by it want it over. It's people who were not affected and uninvolved who keep bringing it up for drama. I've moved on to the point I'm traveling for the first time in years today, writing this from the airport. For once without fear I'll run into the person who has stalked me for years finding me.
You can see it clearly here now, we have both asked for everyone to drop this and leave us alone. Thank you.
I didn't want to post on the Bubbles situation and I feel others have already said all that needs to be said. Unfortunately other people don't feel the same way. Other people who likely realized tea blogs won't post about this anymore have decided to instead invade my personal life. I don't know what possesses people to harass someone who is trying to recover from being stalked, harassed and impersonated but leave me alone. Stop calling me. Stop sending me message requests on discord. Stop trying to look me up on other sites.
Whatever you believe is your opinion but I know the actual truth. I didn't harass, stalk or abuse anyone. Believing that I did doesn't give you the right to search up my personal information and harass me. I haven't been going around bashing the people that didn't believe me. Haven't spoken about the friend I lost in all this. Haven't made any attempts to contact her either. I have no ill will to anyone involved in this, even Bubbles. She needed help and she's getting it now. I am too so kindly leave me alone. You all reaching out to harass me now didn't talk to me when I was on any sites with you so why are you trying to now?
I'm posting this on my personal rp blog instead of tea blogs because I want this to be the end of it.
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monabananana · 5 months
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Waking up in the middle of the night to head to the airport makes me feel like I'm a secret agent. If I make too much noise the kids won't let me leave.
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monabananana · 6 months
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VIXX 'Amnesia' Official Teaser Trailer
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monabananana · 6 months
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I don't think I ever crossed paths with you either in the kpop community (I'm also a fellow VIXX stan even tho I'm mostly a girl group stan and I've been in since like 2011 holy cow) or the rpc but I hope you find peace and comfort now that whatever happened is behind you 🫶
Vixx! ❤️ The only group from my past where my bias is still a good guy. Leo lol Thank you for the kind words and defending against the trolls when you didn't have to. I quit rp such a long time ago but 2012 was my most active year.
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monabananana · 6 months
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As someone who recently came back to the K-pop/K-RP community: I doubt we ever came across each other but still sending you a lot of love and strength through this situation. ❤️
Thank you for your kindness. It's overwhelming but I am hoping to be active again in the kpop community, rpc I'm done with.
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monabananana · 6 months
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{Words by Charles Bukowski/ Mary Oliver from invitation}
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monabananana · 6 months
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I close my eyes and again find the you inside of me I’m drunk, a little more intoxicated I want to fall deep into this dream
SHANGRI-LA (2017), VIXX.
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monabananana · 6 months
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For the person talking about Emi sending a long letter. She wrote about 8 of these and sent them to people. This is the start of the one I received. I asked before posting this and am not going to post the entire thing. It was deeply personal and coming from someone who is trying to heal from the trauma all this caused them.
If you received one and shared it with others without her knowledge shame on you. These weren't attempts to harass anyone, they were to explain things and give everyone involved closure. She didn't even ask for responses in return. Yet uninvolved people have been given license to use them against Emi.
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monabananana · 6 months
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For those trying to claim Emi is the one posting about her former friends here are the screenshots she sent me yesterday of her dreamwidth inbox. She doesn't want people posting about this. She asked it to be deleted every time it came up on Jcink Anon. She has her suspicions who is posting about her, Kef and UP rpc but has said she's not going to feed the trolls and post here. I have nothing to lose since I am not active in the rpc and with my stalker no longer in the picture I can post on socials again. That is why I'm sharing and disputing all the misinformation. Leave people alone. Nothing happened to you and you're now harassing the people genuinely affected.
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monabananana · 6 months
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The timing of events for those confused and using it to attack people. I can't reveal all the details but these are what I can say.
The restraining order I filed against Rie was many years ago after she was exposed for stalking me. She created the Bubbles persona in 2019. In 2021 she contacted my cousin who used to be friends with her. My cousin threatened to expose her, she quit rpc in early 2022 and stopped contacting the people she later harassed.
August, Bubbles reconnects with old friends that aren't aware she's Rie.
September, There's an argument between those friends, Bubbles sends harassing messages questioning the friends and making the situation worse. She gets blocked by everyone involved. She begins to log into any accounts she has access to, editing and sending messages to cause more arguments. The friends try to reconcile, Bubbles posts on anon blogs to throw more flames on the situation.
October, The posts on anon blogs and the messages aren't working, the friends are still talking. Bubbles sent messages that couldn't be ignored, it tipped me off to something being off. I confront my friend with screenshots, I can't share these because they were forwarded to my lawyer. The friends have their falling out. Bubbles post all over anon blogs about it giving personal details. The posts get deleted by request of the person she impersonated. Legal papers are served to Bubbles, she posts more on jcink anon and starts privately messaging people. Every email and discord dm is forwarded to lawyers. I help my friend file a restraining order, Bubbles continues posting until the lawyers take over and we come to an agreement. The person impersonated tries to apologize and reach out to people. One person forgives them and accepts the truth.
November, This is when Bubbles began the process for hospitalization. There was paperwork to go through to reach a legal agreement. I can state she was hospitalized as part of the agreement but not the details or exact time. Even if I could I wouldn't do that as the root of the problem in this is people crossing boundaries.
Bubbles is the only person who stalked, harassed and impersonated someone. She is legally facing repercussions for her actions. The opportunistic trolls who are using this to attack Kef and Emi need to stop. Neither did anything wrong. They were victims like I was. Let them heal. You are not helping your friends by attacking the person they used to be friends with. You're hurting them more.
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