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Hulk + stairs

#marvel #endgame #avengers

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Taylor Swift - Enchanted

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When you’re Fine™

#i relate to all of these #but currently i feel the I’m Breezy scene in my soul #friends

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the 100 meme » 9 quotes » Monty Green

#monty green #the 100

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Eliza Taylor photographed by Catherine Powell for NKD Magazine (2018)

#eliza taylor

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Feelings Feelings Feelings Feelings Feelings

#so yeah anyway

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Ok. Who wants to see him? I need to know.

#smile tag #animals

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The canonical truth at the moment is: Bellamy is a lame, aloof boyfriend but an AMAZING, hopelessly-devoted husband who will do anything to protect his wife, even if it means kissing his space girlfriend and family goodbye.

I got this ask weeks ago I think along with ep 8, where Bellamy left with Clarke.

And I had a lot of thoughts and opinions and kind of just… left it there.

bc I actually wasnt as excited as the rest of fandom about Bellamy leaving his family behind for Clarke. Because I think you shouldn’t ever have to choose; and I saw it as something tragic, not romantic. 

And now episode 11 rolled around and HOT DAMN. Bellamy killed me. Bellamy poor bastard “my people are all that matters to ME, Clarke!!”

Tortured, torn, hurting Bellamy Blake trying to live with what he’s done. Abandoning his family. Being so helplessly in love that he lost it and went off on a suicide mission to get Clarke back.

And then the chip ordeal. Guess what that was?? It was his fucking beard. Bellamy is still scared of his feelings for Clarke, that doesnt just stop. It got a lot better but it’s still there. “I don’t need you anymore, Clarke.” He’s scared of losing control and he can’t control his emotions when it’s about Clarke. Soo.. this irrepressible need to save her was irrational, and it scared him, and he picked her over everyone else, which was another round of no good choices, and he loves his family to the ends of the earth, so he feels horrible. And then he remembered their original plan; the chip. He’ll get it out and use it like he used the mug and voila two birds one stone, right? He didnt pick, he chose both. He needed this plan as an excuse to justify prioritising Clarke. First with his family, then for himself.

He needed it to not admit defeat when Josephine was taunting him. He made the smart move. He is rational. He is the leader. He is the good guy. We only look forward. And now he is none of that. Now, the chip is gone, and he is just so grateful to have Clarke back, and he’s drowning in all the guilt he has for feeling like that in the first place. He lashed out at everyone bc of it, including Clarke. Just like he did with Echo back during the Sanctum party. He is angry. Why is he angry?? Things not working out isn’t new for Bellamy. He’s lived his entire life minus 6 years in space with stakes this high. He isn’t angry about the situation, or at Clarke, or at Gabriel (’we’ll take it from here’) - he’s angry at himself. For not being able to stop loving Clarke, even after all these years. But he also doesn’t deny it anymore and is letting himself go - which is just a lot to handle and for me personally? Would be very confusing and just extremely scary. 

Bellamy is more than an aloof boyfriend, he is a bad, stupid, cheating boyfriend. And yes he’s cheating, emotionally. If my partner was like that with someone else… we’d been over a long time. But he’s also kind of none of that at all bc he feels bad accordingly? It’s killing him.

And we are getting a guilt arc. It’s truly incredible. And it needed to be told for me to really get into the whole “leaving his family for Clarke” plot. We’re getting a horrified Bellamy whose entire naive pretend-plan collapsed in on itself, this house of cards he built, emotionally. Successfully balancing on top of it, in his stubborn head, would have meant being the good guy and doing right by Echo and everyone else. And now he finds himself lying on the floor amongst the rubble, having to face the reality of why he did what he did, and Clarke, stupid Clarke, wants to go in and sacrifice herself again ohhhh my god. BUT HE’S NOT DONE EVEN BEGINNING TO DEAL WITH HIS GUILT OVER DROPPING EVERYTHING TO SAVE HER ASS. Because he can’t live without her, nothing makes sense without her, and he’s not losing her again, and he needs her.

Oh it’s so epic. Kill me. 

#i like this analysis #bellamy needs a hug #the 100

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aries: bonfires, competitiveness, hand veins, loud laughs, messy hair, sneaking out at 2am, abandoned beaches, stray dogs, candle lights, body language, creaking floorboards, ouija boards, having no regrets, karaoke nights out

taurus: house plants, oversized sweaters, soft hands, fuzzy socks, visiting big cities, snoozing your alarm clock, the colour yellow, vanilla scented candles, aloe vera, fruit smoothies, baking cookies, the mom friend, loves the ukulele

gemini: femme fatale movies, in love with female villains, sharp eyeliner, quick-witted, does things out of spite, do no harm but take no shit, in love with dogs, probably cries during sad movies but won’t admit it, easily excited, ripped jeans

cancer: mermaids, easily infatuated by love, smelling flowers, picnics in open fields, gets sad when thinking about the past, impressed easily, daydreaming in class, plucking fresh fruit, loves skirts and fashion, would die for their friends

leo: confident in what they do, kill them with kindness, high ponytails, probably wants to visit paris once, not afraid to tell the truth, in love with cute animals, the one to lift others up, good at teamwork, the warm feeling of summer, dragons

virgo: pastel markers, the smell of lavender, has an welcoming vibe around them, actually organized, scrunchies, neat notes, loves going to museums, probably into photography, neutral colours, handwritten letters, stardust

libra: soft blankets, cuddling the ones you love, always standing up for your friends, hopeless romantic, can be very distant, can be a little dramatic, pretty hair, dresses nicely, tries to be popular on social media, optimistic, humorous

scorpio: cottages in the woods, in love with greek mythology, vintage t-shirts, really emotional but doesn’t want anyone to know, determined, moonlight, pretty handwriting, into the retro aesthetic, rainy days, doesn’t judge people, cats

sagittarius: always ready for an adventure, street smart, wants to travel the world someday, doesn’t easily trust people, alcohol, paintbrushes, can’t sit still, untied shoelaces, tangled up earphones, blasting music at midnight, eye-gazing

capricorn: cold aura, coffee is what keeps them going, probably haven’t slept in two days, actually a big softie, high-waisted jeans, cute pet videos, small apartments, has too many notebooks, often goes to the library, writing essays

aquarius: loves to paint and do any kind of art, wants to live at the seaside, knows a lot of random facts, shares food, messy notes, bullshits an entire essay, graffiti, has their own distinct style, wants to live their life like they want to

pisces: old teddy bears, unsent love letters, mom-jeans, loves to sing, feels at home by the ocean, writes poetry, hard-workers, always up for deep conversations, probably did the stupid thing, open curtains, a soft breeze

#pisces #other than the mom jeans it’s very accurate

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#this is awesome #marvel

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We do, but friends don’t. (requested by @bugs-valdez)

#I CANT BELIEVE SOMEONE DID AN EDIT WITH THESE LYRICS #THIS WHOLE SONG IS BELLARKE #AND I HAVE WANTED TO DO A FIC FOR SO LONG #omg im so happy #thank you #this is amazing #the 100 #bellarke

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Types of Girls: flower edition 

Daisy girls: naturally beautiful, childlike but wise, loves dancing, languages and pastels, top of the class, secretly wants to be a mermaid

Rose girls: falls in love easily, obsessed with glitter and sunsets, dreams of foreign cities, always rosy cheeked, sensitive, can be hard to talk to

Sunflower girls: rays of sunshine, always knows how to make you smile, secretly insecure, sad a lot, sweet tooth, procrastinates a lot, best fashion sense

Hydrangea girls: confident, good at sports, has an aesthetic bedroom, listens to 80s music, likes conspiracy theories, can be stubborn

Violet girls: likes fairy lights, daydreams too much, secretly rebellious, acts tough but is soft, wants to dye their hair, loves their friends more than anything

#definitely sunflower except for the fashion sense

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We love (1) supportive wife 😭😭

#i do love them #bob morley #eliza taylor

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watch this if youre having a bad day

#cats #smile tag

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LOL for real though.. if I were Gabriel?? Bellamy would freak me out. Not in a good or bad way particularly, but just in general.

This dude reveals himself as one of the guards and straight up executes all of them, saving everyone’s life. Then barely speaks at all. Even during the love fest with Josie/Gabriel, he doesn’t scream at Gabe, he’s just this silent storm, focused on the girl on the table.

And then hard cut to him a puddle of tears, a crying screaming mess, angry and devoted and in so much pain???

I’d be like dude.. who is this guy?? This scary looking calculating and cold warrior who turned into some kind of greek type god of anguish in a nano second. I’m fucking SERIOUS he was all in control and then suddenly it dawned on him that Clarke might die and he snapped. goood this episode killed me

#it all changes when he realizes Clarke might not make it #and that’s when I died #bellamy blake #the 100

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#a delight #cats

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Once the head stops telling the heart to beat, it’s over.

#THIS SCENE #i cannot even say anything right now #the 100