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I cant write about my original characters. I get too emotional

#tgeyre just kids 😫😫😭😭😭😭 #my post

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I still think about writing my naruto oc again

#my post #meiko #i miss you #i miss figuring out your story and how youd fit in #how youd change things and how youre just a single person who cant do anything #maybe once ill graduate ill dedicate time to you

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About to cry about sun and moon imagery. The way the crescent of the moon can hold the sun. Even on opposite sides of the earth, the moon is full of the sun's light. In their dance across the sky, the moon follows the sun, to one day take the sun aside for a kiss. Basking in the sun's embrace during an eclipse, turned away from the earth for a moment to themselves. The sun's light still reaches around the planet during a lunar eclipse, the moon blushing in the earth's shadow.

#no wonder there are so many iterations of them as lovers #my heart 🥺🥺🥺 #sun #moon #my post

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Try not to cry challenge: when's the last time you were hugged?

#my post #im sad #i need a hug #i need to hug my friends #but im so far away from them

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Any resources for college students with adhd and depression? A lot of stuff that shows up is either specifically for adhd or depression, but i cant find much for both as a college student

#like specifically to do assignments #god i havent done anything #my post #adhd #depression #college #student #homework #assignments

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People talk about the wilhem scream, but no one talks about woman scream, baby cry, or crowd cheering

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Aside from 3-5 people, no one in college knows how fucking chatty and passionate i am. The friends i have dont know how many interests i have. I am reserved and not that talkative at first, but I will listen and chat when approached. I feel embarrassed when i see other people (other neurodivergent ppl) simply expressing themselves when they get loud and are visibly excitable when their interest is mentioned. I get embarrassed since im just like them but i mask myself to hell. I feel like i need permission to speak. Permission to express myself.

#my post #personal #vent

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Oh cosco chicken bake, it's been years but i still think about you

#my post #cosco #food #i am not getting a membership just to eat a delicious and juicy baked chicken with parmesean and crunchy bacon with creamy sauce #not worth it #nope #definitely not

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Having depression is like living in a small town prone to storms. Sometimes you can see the clouds the distance, or even feel it in the air, it's coming. Sometimes it's only a few rain showers, sometimes the wind is howling and tosses things around while the unrelenting rain beats down. It could last a day or two, or weeks coming and going in waves. The town's sewer system hasn't been updated in who knows how long, but sometimes you'll see small renovation projects ever since that one disasterous storm a few years back. The townsfolk try to be prepared, knowing to watch out for signs. But sometimes they're caught off guard, or didn't think a small sprinkle would develop into a torrent. They're used to it. They'll wade through water to get to work and stock up on pantry food. They'll keep trying to go about their day despite it, until it traps them in their homes and wait it out.

#depression #my post #ive been thinking about this concept a lot #i always try to understand or explain things through metaphor #depression is very difficult to explain #some days my body mind and spirit feel so heavy #and when im forcing myself to walk somewhere; it's like going through knee high mud or ocean or water in general #sometimes it's up to my waist #i used to think of it as swimming in the ocean and just wanting to float wherever it takes me but i always get caught up in logistics #or id feel like that 'stink' spirit from spirited away #my body feels like this guck and bits of me fall off as a drag my way through days

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Having curated seasonal depression sucks bc summer depression is 'depressively laying in bed wanting to peel off my skin,' winter depression is 'depressively turns my bed into a nest and buries myself under 5 layers.' Spring and fall, im just chillin (with depression)

#my pists

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Death note wouldve worked as a telenovela

#i KNOW they wouldve made the chip scene work #death note #telenovela

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FUCK why is applying for jobs so hard. Why am i even trying when i can barely take care of myself and it's a miracle i can anything done for classes

#i need to eat

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LUFFY!?

#luffy #one piece

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Girl help my favorite pair of pants is ripping

#pants #chaffing #my post

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IM FUCKING SCREAMING

#mitski #the land is inhospitable and so are we #mitski star #mitski heaven #my post

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Im interested in miguel o'hara as a butch lesbian

#i was not attracted to this man until i thought of him as butch #spiderman #spiderverse #across the spiderverse #miguel o'hara

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Horrific cars deleted scene where lightning's engine (consciousness) gets transferred into a different car body so he can fix the road he wrecked and you see his old body as a ghoulish shell (exoskeleton)

#cars #pixar #deleted scene #my post