#& i haven't looked away since

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

No time to play. You are being sent away.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #yu ziyuan #jiang yanli #jiang cheng #wei wuxian #Do you know how hard it was to *not* do a 'Sold To One Direction' spoof comic? It took nearly all my will power. #Mostly because it misaligns a little too far off from the canon events and vibes. #But sit with me for a moment. Consider it: #“BEEP BEEP BEEP. I threw my pillow at my alarm clock. ”Wei Wuxian get your lazy ass downstairs!“ Yu Ziyuan yelled. #I ran to the bathroom and looked in the mirror to see my grey orbs staring back at me. #I put my long straight black hair in a ponytail with a red ribbon. #I went downstairs to see my adoptive mother holding a bottle of vodka and a cigarette. #'Listen up whore! I need money to pay the bills so I sold you. Your new owners will be here any minute so go pack!' #I stormed upstairs. There was no way I was going to let her sell me to a creepy old man! #I decided to run away. Since I'm not like other girls I don't have very many friends. #My gay friend Lan Zhan was mean but he lived like a block away. #As I opened the door I saw Wen Chao blocking the door. 'Ello Love. We're your new owners!' #I rolled my eyes and pushed him. 'Aren't you from that stupid Wen Sect? There's no way in hell I'm going with you!' #Hey again. It's me the OP of this blog taking a pause. I haven't actually read this story before aside from the memes #and I am honestly reeling from how this watpad fic chapter ends. What do you mean one of the one direction boys chloroforms her??? #Chapter 2 is so much worse #Why is there such a strong focus on the *eyes* of every boy!!! #This fanfic is a horror story actually. I came into it trying to make a funny parody but I got in over my head. Dear God. #It's me again. Several minutes have passed and I'm on chapter 4. What the FUCK is going on here? #I feel like I opened up pandora's box hoping for a fun little treat and got the plauge upon me. Dont read this fic.

[dreamaze]

minhyuk :: living his best life in misc dance relays

#mx7net #monstaxedits #minhyuk #monsta x #choreography #dance relays #tuseral #wabisarah #oorieri #userkyutie #wings.gifs #wings.original #i've said this before but idc what his dancer status he caught my eye during fantasia choreo when i was getting to know mx #& i haven't looked away since #the brain likes what the brain likes #(& what the brain likes is minhyuk dancing in all the floaty outfits and/or with pretty swaying hip adornment thingies) #ALSO VERY FOND HERE OF: #exhibit a) kihyun laughing his head off in the background #exhibit b) best dad 'here let me help u fix that jacket' *takes it off*

[simmyfrobby]

― Voting as Fire Extinguisher, Kyle Tran Myhre

Hockey Poetry Post 48/?

(Photo credit: Dave Sandford, Chase Agnello-Dean, link, Chris Sweda, Debora Robinson, Bill Smith, Jeff Haynes, Chase Agnello-Dean, Jeff Vinnick, link)

#this poem has been rotting away in my drafts since the day after the lottery #and I haven't wanted to post it because #idk. obvious reasons I guess. #but then the NHL draft brought it all back so now I guess I WILL post it and just trust u guys to understand Nuance #NHL be better challenge #this one looks a little different than most of the other poems but also there's certain names and faces I dont really want on my blog #and also I hate the logo so ... #ok sorry about the weird tags im still not sure about this is all #hockey poetry posts #connor bedard #nhl draft 2023 #might delete this first thing tomorrow morning if I change my mind. who's to say. #chicago blackhawks #< for blacklist

[divinekangaroo]

rewatching S6 in bits and pieces for current fic and ahhhhhhhhhh but the whole Jack, Diana, Mosley and Lizzie final dinner is so *viscerally* fucking satisfying on every sensory and intellectual and emotional level of consumption.

#every single movement facial expression breath flick of an eye the choice of 'mosley' not 'mr mosley' #the way mosley says 'lizzie' for the first time #jack's buildup and his mad fucking innuendo just before diana and oswald show #particularly how every drink is taken and by whom and when #lizzie constantly holding herself back the entire time from Saying Something all these flinches and half-breaths #insane #INSANE #as much as the end of S3 is roaringly wrenchingly furiously emotionally good #this dinner is something else #this whole episode is pretty much something else though fffffffffffff #jack's patronising constant reference to tommy as if he's a much younger man/boy when you look at these two guys and jack looks younger?? #by design i am sure #in the scene with the tie before the dinner.the way tommy's face says one thing while facing away from lizzie #then he puts on that mask as he turns to face her and you can SEE HIM DO THAT jesus #it would a writing exercise and a half to actually try to capture that scene in writing and work out what needs to be said/described #to carry the same effect because @coffeeatnight23 -> this scene is totally Tommy ripping his own heart out then eating it with relish :) #it *is* the saddest thing but also a fucking *reclamation* of something that tommy hasn't had since his suicide attempt. there's lots of #small reclamations of self that happen in post-Ruby S6 i seem to recall. despite flicks old trauma/foggy memory wandering also this- #-sort of structural shift/acceptance he is who he is and that is how he has agency (not solely money?) #anyway it's not triumph but there is *something* that i haven't found the word for yet #acceptance is one word but there's something more vicarious and dark in it that acceptance doesn't connote

[yourubersawcrit]

Oh Medic TF2, we're really in it now.

#I'm so not ready for Medic monday! #I still haven't finished some assignments since there was a car crash and we got both water and electricity cut for hours <//3 #But I stay silly! [looks at carpentry saw] But I... Stay silly!! [look away] #I have to explode something with my mind. I have to maul someone with my bare hands. I require enrichment. #hal by themselves

[girlwiththegreenhat]

the fallout tv series is THE best screen adaptation of a Video Game... ever.

#liz blogs #fallout #fallout tv series #look out there will be spoilers in the tags. im gonna put spoilers in the tags i am buffering it so you ahve the opportunity to leave #fallout tv spoilers #leave now. go away. shoo #ok. I AM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS MAKES THE FNAF MOVIE LOOK LIKE SHIT #AND THE FNAF MOVIE WAS *EXTREMELY GOOD.* HOLY GOOD VIDEOGAME ADAPTATIONS BATMAN I AM GOING INSANE #I CANNOT BELIEVE THEY CONFIRMED WHO DROPPED THE BOMBS. ALL I DID PACKING ORDERS FOR BLACK FRIDAY WAS #BINGE FALLOUT LORE VIDEOS ASKING WHO DROPPED THE FIRST BOMBS AND I FUCKING KNEW IT WAS--. YKNOW #AND FALLOUT NEW VEGAS IS FINALLY GETTING SOME FUCKING RECOGNITION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HANK YOU BITCH STAY AWAY FROM MY CITY #WE'RE GOIGN BACK TO VEGAS WE'RE PROBABLY GETTING A CANON ENDING. IT HAD BETTER BE WILDCARD I SWEAR TO GOD #SHOW ME YES MAN !!!!!!!!! SHOW ME THE SECURITRONS #OGHHHH GOD I FUCKING HATE THE BROTHERHOOD #4 AM I CANT SLEEP IM FUCKING VIBRATING #I HAD HIGH EXPECTATIONS FOR ONCE AND I AM *STILL* IMPRESSED. HELLO !!!!!!!!!!! HELLO. OH MY GOD. #IM INSANNEEEEE im insane im insane im insane. i am so insane. i am crazy. #(robert house comes on screen) '' i am going to beat that man to death with a golf club '' #ohhh my god i want to play fallout new vegas again so badly. holy shit #i wonder if i have time to make some fallout art prints before anime central #holy shit. holy shit oh my god i haven't been this excited about a show since like... steven universe. oh my god im insane

[bewilderedbuck]

on losing a mother

#s.txt #s.poem #mom tag #poetry #okay to reblog #it's officially been over a year since the last time i saw my mom. #her skin was translucent paper thin and she looked so fragile in tht hospital bed but she was supposed to be getting better #and she did. for about a month. #she went back into the hospital 3 days after my birthday. #she stayed there for like 2 weeks and then died about a week after she checked herself out. #the last time she ever texted me was on my birthday. i waited two days to text back. and i never heard back from her. #the next time i saw her she was a pile of grey ashes in a plastic urn. she sits on my shelf now. i haven't gotten her a new urn yet. #i try not to feel guilty. there wasn't much i could do from a thousand miles away #but i still feel the guilt every day itching under my skin and screaming at me in my mind that i should have done better #that i should have been there for her #her phone number has since been given to someone else. i deactivated her facebook account. i cleaned out her apartment & threw away almost #all of her belongings. #i took photo albums. i took some jewelry - including the ring she wore as she was cremated. it survived the fire. the funeral home put it #in the urn with her ashes. i wear it sometimes just to feel like there's still a part of her with me. #but she's gone and i don't believe in an afterlife and neither did she #there's some comfort in knowing she is no longer in pain that she is no longer suffering #but i still sit here and i think of all the things i never got to tell her and the new things i want to tell her every single day #i never got to come out to her. not really. i never got to tell her that i understood what she went thru with my dad because i lived it too #anyways. sorry for going off in the tags. i'm okay i promise. just feeling a lot of feelings right now.

[kyouka-supremacy]

Does anyone know where I can find the good quality version of this image? It's so frustrating because when cross searching on google it'll tell me the original quality is 850x478, but I can't find a way to download it in that quality. This is another version of the image (I'm guessing it's Mayoi promo art):

But I liked the clean white background one...

#It's cute... #It's got Akutagawa stealing glances at Atsushi #Thought asking was worth a try ;;;;;; #Google cross image search has changed and as someone who used it as I use breathing it's been absolutely heartbreaking. #It makes cross searching images so much harder it's awful #Because before when you looked up an image it suggested you the best quality avaible of that image. #And the search got worse every year but it was still functional you know?? #But now there's not that anymore. There's no “large” “medium” “small” and instead it only gives you “find image source” #Dude I don't want to find the image source. I've downloaded the image I KNOW the source. What I want is ANOTHER SOURCE with better quality #And I used to get it when I was 10 and I used to get it when I was 15 and I sued to get it when I was 20 #And now I don't have it anymore?? It stripes away one of the most powerful search tools on the internet from the public???? #It drives me insane. Like why does internet get worse every year that's not how humanity is supposed to work #Sorry. I needed to rant. This makes every quality-freak media archivist (like me) job harder beyond comparison #Btw if you're looking for an alternative Yandex images still does the work... It's not as powerful search engine as google #and it's often going to miss the particular hidden media (y'know- super niche Akutagawa merch from 2018 and stuff) #But for the rest it does a pretty good job. If anything there's still the best quality avaible option #But seriously looking up stuff for aktgw-daily has gotten so much harder ever since this fucked up change to google lens #and it makes me hate the world. I haven't been able to find a way to reverse it but if anyone more tech savy than me who has any idea- #what I'm talking about can help me. Please please hmu I'll be grateful forever #Sorry for the rant I have a lot of pent up rage over this. Stop making broke people's lives harder challenge #random rambles

[hanjisungz]

Jisung ♡ Music Bank [221007]

#staysource #bystay #3rachasource #hjsnet #forhanji #stray kids #jisung #han #skz #m.gif #m.hjs #idek if these are any good.... i haven't giffed a music stage in so long #he had two other shots but they were from far away and </3 not doing that ! #anyways it's new cb season ! my first cb since being back here ! looking forward to it 😬💖💓

[r0semultiverse]

Adventure Time: Fionna and Cake finale spoilers without context

#all im gonna say is that if you know you know! lol #iykyk; not sure if I should tag this as spoilers or if this is incomprehensible enough to not need one 😂 #you're welcome to take guesses on whats going on with adventure time fionna & cake if you want lol to avoid spoiling anyone though I'll #neither confirm nor deny your guesses lol #some of these are very specific references so I think i'll just post it lol #by the way; I'm counting episodes 9 and 10 as the finale since they dropped in pairs of 2! #all of this is seen in those two episodes though; in one way or another; you'll see if you haven't yet! plz go watch it on HBO Max! #boosted numbers & stuff could get us more adventure time spinoff series or even a F&C season 2 (though I don't think one is needed tbh) #I wouldn't be upset though if they somehow came up with more material to cover for a season 2; there are little loose ends left over #but I'm not sure it's really enough content for an entire 2nd season unless we're going to lava world; apocalypse world; tiny world; etc. #the lich could also come back for however many times he has if it's a different instance of him from across the multiverse; but idk #tried to get a little bit of everything in this post without giving it all away; hope I did okay in that regard! #if you can tell me the collegehumor reference without looking it up; you get a cookie! 🍪💜 #mine #op #adventure time #fionna and cake #atimers #casper & nova #cheers

[sysig]

I love how you draw expressions! They’re so emotive (:

Who’s the character in your most recent post, The one in the second drawing with the hammerhead? She looks very cute

Thank you! :D

Haha, that'd be Pilok! Looks like she officially celebrated 10 years of existing this past December actually, man

Whewph, those're some crunchy pixels lol

She was my proof of concept for a species meme I filled out ages ago, kind of as practice for an original species I was more serious about but never actually finished or published lol. I'm glad you like her! :D

#Original #Doodles #From over a decade ago pfft but still! #Kinda wild to think about how I've finally overtaken my first decade of posting stuff online :0 #I didn't even really think about it but yeah - I first joined DA summer of '13 and I've been churning away since then lol #Sometimes haltingly! But I haven't stopped yet haha #Pretty sure I was using ''stolen'' scrap paper for a lot of my doodles at that point #Occasionally in the margins of my schoolwork :P I still remember certain lessons based on what I was drawing! #Quelliens still look so silly to me haha - I always imagined their heads as being like cans of tuna stuck at the top of a long neck #They're very cartoony #I'm glad I finished one species meme haha - shame about the other #But there will be a small feature coming up of one of their members as well haha ♪ #Some are also featured in that first link lol #Old doodles!

[cozycreaturescorner]

y'all i'm finally applying to colleges after basically 4 years of procrastination! be very proud of me

#em is yelling #i have not written this much in a While #i'm really only applying to conservatories/intensive drama programs #bc i am terrible at real school and want to be surrounded by art all the time #mostly looking at boston and new york but lowkey also considering california.. #but i'd rather stay on the east coast lol esp considering i've never lived away from home #i haven't been in school since i was taking single community college theater classes one at a time pre-pandemic #soooo. nervouss. but i need to further my career and education and also not live at home anymore afjfxhn

[dreamypumpkins]

Intimidation (Perspective Practice)

#dreamypumpkinsart #anthro #sfw furry #this was a test at perspective! that was meant to be just a sketch to try and post before it hit midnight that i hyperfixated on (it's 1 am #fun fact penumbra is 7 ft. tall they use their height to scare people away from trying to talk to them :3 #(they really need friends but they're scared) #also hope this looks okay #also adjusted eyes here #perspective i haven't tried much but figured I'd give an attempt #since wanted to draw penumbra #also trying shading style

[bronzetomatoes]

see you think it'd be daunting to realise that in order to have plans i need to actually make plans but instead it feels like the world is opening up. doing stuff can be scary but i love planning

#look anika's talking! #this is gonna sound silly but my birthday is 2 months away but i've already got an idea for what i wanna do #bc i really haven't done anything for it since before covid and this year im moving a few weeks after i turn 18 #and i just wanna make sure i don't put it off until it's too late to make any plans!!!

[edelorion]

#edel vents #disclaimer: really personal issues in the tags. also wishes of death upon others. this is PROBABLY too much information tbh... #so if you're not up for it scroll down fast!!!! the deluge is coming!!! #today was... eventful. bad. also very bad. grandma's birthday celebration was today #and while she... definitely has Old People Issues (racist) shes also very lonely since the death of my grandfather so i can't really not go #i'm the only one who really visits her regularly to begin with #aside from the... very serious racism issue... she's “alright”. i guess. but that's besides the point. there's family there #and among those... my parents. which i don't like to talk to #discovered they threw more of my old stuff away. typical. wanted to strangle them. as usual. #had to “talk” with my mother (read: spend approximately ten seconds reciting exactly why i *don't* talk to her anymore) #so that whole ordeal completely soured my mood. #went home tired. can't really do anything right now. #at least the food was good i guess. but i also really want to cry... which i can't. which sucks. #...i really like to think i've improved as a person. i used to be really hateful of everything and everyone #worst of all myself. still kinda do but i'm... getting better..? #i like to think i've grown past most of it but every time i see my parents i feel this gripping at my heart. as if i haven't really changed #as if instead i'm still the hateful person i “always was” deep down... bc there's this visceral joy that i feel whenever i'm mad at them. #when i looked at my mother and told her how much i despise her i felt a shiver of happiness. righteousness. #to be clear: i do NOT care for her. at all. she's the worst person on this earth #and the only person whom my philosophy of “nobody deserves to die” does NOT apply to. i'm not scared of hating her. #she genuinely deserves this. but...every time i see my parents - and thus her... i feel as if i'm slipping back into that mindset of hatred #i don't want that. not anymore. it consumed me whole. i was a horrible person back then and i've caused so much grief for so many #i can't let go of this hatred. i can't forgive them. they don't deserve my forgiveness anyway. but i'm tired of hating. #i'm tired of letting that hatred define me. i'm tired of letting that hatred direct me. i'm tired of letting it bring me to ruin. #i'm tired of being who i was. i'm no longer “that”. i'm edel now and i'm happy for people now. if i don't like something i just walk out. #i can just leave. “if it sucks hit the bricks” right?.. but i didn't. i had to say it. i had to tell them. her. and i liked it. #and... i'm scared of that. because it tells me i haven't improved. #i'm not sure what i'm expecting out of posting this i guess. maybe help. maybe i wanna be told that this is normal or something. #maybe i just want to get my thoughts in order. i don't know. i'm gonna stop writing now. #sorry for making you read all this. thanks for doing it anyway. tags were cut off on this one btw so it may look like a mess. but. yeah.

[eggmeralda]

just remembered dreampop. he was literally just a guy

#the onceler askblog not the genre #except his personality leaned more towards the genre than the one slur. which is probably why he backfired #had no choice but to deoncelerise #now he's just some guy named dezodawn who played guitar in a 90s shoegaze band from a country I made up #king #anyway I am suddenly remembering him. my first born son. the only oc other people actually know about lol #I was looking at the 2022 drawings I did of him and it was like #a bit disproportionate and all over the place and messy and all that #and it was SO colourful #but I still prefer it to most of the art I've done before and since that era #at least when it came to like lighting and shading and stuff #bc I'd never done that stuff before and I also haven't done it since lol (effort) #also I kept drawing him in outfits I wanted? I had to put him away bc he kept wearing things I wished I owned 😔 that's why he died #(he didn't die). anyway. #ramble #dp vibes