without reservation | rhaenyra x daemon
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Tags: canon divergence, minor harwin/rhaenyra, loss of virginity, incest, infidelity, size kink, breeding kink, painful sex, darcyphilia, happy ending
Warnings: ambiguous ages, possible period typical underage
Summary:
âI want to hear you.â He said, words firm.
She shook her head before admitting, âI might cry.âÂ
He smiled, a twisted crooked thing, âIâm almost certain you will, my princess.âÂ
She shifted a littleââYou wonât stop, if I do?â She asked, nervously.Â
âOh sweetheart, I promise you, tears have never been the reason my desire wanes.â
Rhaenyra wailed when he seated himself fully inside of her. Her tears were in painâpartially, but they were in relief too. Finally she wasnât a maiden, and she had her uncle to thank for that.Â
part four of ? of amorous autumn / kinktober.
7. darcyphilia / crying during sex / painful sexÂ
đŻď¸without reservationđŻď¸
Rhaenyra was a beautiful brideâher eyes bright and smile wide when she leaned in to kiss her new husband. Harwin Strong was not a prince, but in her eyes he was better. He was a knight, a protector, and best of allâhe loved her.Â
Her father was pleased that she had finally settled on a match, and one so close to his own advisor. The Strongâs were loyal and trustworthy, a good family to bind themselves to through marriage, even if they were not a particularly famed name.Â
Rhaenyra did not need to marry for a nameâshe was a Targaryen, after all.Â
No, she needed to marry because she needed to have an heir.Â
But Viserys hoped she would find happiness, too.
There was not a doubt in anyoneâs minds that she would have both in her marriage, with how she smiled on her wedding day and seemed to bloom in response to her new husbandâs touch.Â
Her wedding night, however, wasnât spent smiling.
No. It was spent with her head buried in a pillowâit muffled her sobs, and hid her tears. Though it could not hide her shame, the pain, the embarrassment.Â
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Harwin was a good man.Â
He was a good enough man that when his new wife complained of pain, he stopped.Â
No matter how much she pleaded, he wasnât going to hurt her. He couldnât, truly. His length flagged just from seeing her wince beneath him.Â
He knew violence and suffering from his work and it had no place in his bedroom. He wouldnât inflict such things on his wife. The mere thought made him feel sick.Â
 She was young, and stressed from the day. They would try again, he promised.Â
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Harwin was a good man.Â
He was, perhaps, not good with his fingers.Â
Not that either he nor Rhaenyra were aware of this.Â
But it meant they made little progress, and all attempts had ended much like the first.Â
Despite being married for twenty days, Rhaenyra was still a maiden. Â
Harwin insisted it was enough to kiss her, and to lay with her.Â
It wasnât enough for her, though.Â
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It was strange how all the things she loved about him were the same things causing her resentment.Â
She could hardly complainâwhat would she say? Her husband was too kind. Her husband didnât wish to hurt her. Her husband was too honorable to even stay aroused when she was in any sort of distress.
Gods, women would swoon at the thought of a man so honorable. And Rhaenyra would have, too, a month ago.Â
But nowâŚ
Rhaenyra knew she was more than a vessel for an heir. But that was all she was to her father, and his council, and his kingdom. The expectation of conceiving someday was there, it was why she had wed. And the lack of success and consummating the match was a failing that seemed to guarantee her future failure, too. .Â
But what could she do? It was too late to tell someone. It would invalidate the marriage and make them vulnerable. More than that, it was embarrassing. Harwin has been promoted to Commander of City Watch, and though he had thrived in the role, men were fickle creatures. They were eager to compare their virility in a bedroom to all they did beyond itâthis fact would make Harwin seem weak, even if the kindness should have been seen as a strength.Â
It was embarrassing for her, too. She had failed to take himâher duty as his wife, perhaps her singular duty as his wife.Â
She tried. She was willing! She begged him. She knew any pain would fade, but Harwin denied her. And every time she was left naked, alone, and humiliated.Â
If she believed in a god, she would pray to them.Â
Pray for someone who loved her without reservation.Â
Pray for someone who would hurt her in this way.Â
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Daemon returned a moon later and was apologetic for missing her weddingââI would have liked to see itâor at least the bedding ceremony.â He said with a teasing leer.Â
At the mention of that, Rhaenyra burst into tears.Â
The truth came out with them, as she cried into the leather vest covering her uncleâs chest.Â
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He kissed the top of her head, shushing away her worries and fears as his thumbs brushed tears off her reddened cheeks.
âIâm here now, Iâll help you. I promise.âÂ
He had never broken a promise to her before. She knew he wouldnât break this one, either, and the relief it brought her was palpable.Â
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Harwin complained at supper that patrols had been changedâas commander he could adjust the schedules, giving him a reprieve opposed to taking night shifts three days in a row, but that would be unfair.Â
âI shall miss you.â He said with a smile, pressing a kiss to her cheek. She nodded, poking at her food, realizing this meant he would not come to her rooms that week. âI shall miss you, too.â she said.Â
It was partially true.
She liked being held at night. The warmth and comforting embrace that reminded her of sneaking into her mother or uncleâs rooms when she was a girl. But with Harwin it made her heartache, too, for his presence in her bed reminded her of what they had failed to do there.Â
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She did not consider that her uncle had orchestrated her husbandâs absence. Not until she entered her rooms, ready to retire for the evening, only to find him seated at the table she often ate breakfast at.Â
âI was not expecting you.â She said, though she wasnât upset, not really.Â
He leaned back in his chairâthe action rude for he should stand in greeting her, the princess, but they had never cared about such formalities.Â
âI do not make promises lightly, princess.â He said, his voice smooth.Â
âPerhaps, but even so I was not expecting you so soon.â She said, correcting herself.Â
He tilted his head, âI wished to unburden my niece of her troubles, I would not wish suffering upon her for a moment longer. I saw little reason to wait.âÂ
Her lip trembled, he sounded so very sincere. He beckoned for her then, pulling her into his arms and lap. Cradling her like she was a little girl while she clung to him.Â
âMy poor niece has been neglected, does your husband not even do this? Does he not even hold you?â She shook her head, he didnât, not really. He was afraid to even touch her, most nights, for fear she might find pain in it.
That memory emboldened herâDaemon was here to help her. She wanted to know what that would entail. And so she asked him what was to come.Â
Daemonâs hand, the one running up and down her back, stilled. âI shall tell you, but you must undress first.âÂ
Rhaenyra felt her cheeks flush. It had to be done, she supposed, in order for him to aid her.Â
She hadnât expected him to help, though. It felt oddly intimate, having a man undo the laces and hooks of her dress. Harwin had always come to her laterâafter she had changed into a chemise, either on her own or with the help of a servant. The sensation of his deft fingers and short nails pulling through the lacing wasâŚnice. She could feel the heat of him behind her, too, and his breath on her neck.Â
When the dress was in a puddle of fabric on the floor, he peeled the chemise over her headâdone so quickly she was too surprised to stop him. She hadnât realized by undressed he meant fully nude. But she didnât want to doubt his methods when he was helping her. She was still as a statueâand naked as one too, save for the silk stockings that clung to her legs.Â
Daemon made no move to touch her, and she found herself almostâŚdisappointed by that, even more so when he backed away.Â
âCome hereâyes, on the table.â He said, tapping the surface of the wood as she turned and looked at him with confusion. She did what he said, feeling awkward as she sat on it, still naked and now with her feet dangling slightly off the floor.Â
âNow lay back.â Daemon said. She swallowed, still unsure, but she followed the instruction. She felt a warm hand wrap around her ankleâand she damned the stocking that prevented her from feeling it fully. He gently brought the ankle to the table's height, and thenâoh.
He repeated the action with her other ankleâthe positioning of them had her feet flat on the table, and her knees bent, forcing her thighs to part and fully display her folds. Gods, this was humiliating. She bit her lip, willing him to say something, but the only sound in the room was of fabric shiftingâhim sitting, and then the scratch of the chair scooting closer. She tilted her head up, slightly, to see him staring intently at her most private parts.Â
She wanted to cry. This was stupid, she was about to close her legs when his hand stroked her ankleâthe pressure of a thumb on the sloping bone helping to calm her, despite the humiliation of the pose.Â
âThis is how a Maester would examine youâbut I will attempt to make it less dreadful, and I beg you to feel no shame.â His words were almost reverent when he next spoke, âYouâre beautiful, Rhaenyra. You always have been, trust meâhave confidence in your beauty here too.â He whispered, and she thought he might be leaning in closer.Â
Her own breath hitched at the compliment, suddenly feeling a bit warm.Â
âIâve seen more cunts than I can countâwhores, ladyâs, queenâs, and everything in between, but none as perfect as yours.â He said, sounding sincere.Â
âI have to touch you, to help.â He saidâopposed to asking her if he could touch her. But he did say, âI shall stop, if you ask me too. I promise.âÂ
She nodded, and he squeezed her ankle before it began.Â
He pressed on her stomach and stroked around the flesh between her legsâgently parting her folds but making no effort to penetrate. His fingers moved above her slit, his thumb gently pressing a bud of flesh that rested there.Â
âHas he touched you here?â Daemon asked, and she shrugged. He had tried, she thought. But he had large hands, his fingers were not very precise.Â
Her uncle made a humming noise, and she heard the sound of a bottle uncorking. His finger returned to that spot, this time slick with something, and then he began rubbing.Â
Gods, that was lovely. She wanted more of that. It was like the coil of arousal she had felt was finally expandingâlengthening into a spring as it was all drawn to the place where his finger wasâand then he stopped.Â
She whimpered, and Daemon calmed her before once again parting her folds. âGood, thatâs good.â He murmured, âYouâre wet nowâyou just needed to feel good, before your cunt would consider allowing something inside it. Some women canât get wet, but not youânot your perfect cunt, itâll weep and gush as it should, it just requires your partner to earn it first.âÂ
Rhaenyra blushed, not sure what to think about that.Â
âNow that youâre wet this shouldnât hurt.â Daemon said, and she felt a digit slip into her. She whimpered a little at the stretchâthough he was right, it didnât hurt, exactly. He curled it inside of her before thrusting it gently. When he paired the movement with his thumb pressing down on that spot above sheâohhhh.
She was moaning, she thought, and her head ached from where it had slammed against the table. She didnât even notice when he added another finger, too concerned with the pleasure. Her hips arched against his hand as she rode out her releaseâher first release, before collapsing back to the lacquered woodÂ
Daemon was stroking her still, his fingers wet and slipping easily across her skin. âThat was good, Rhaenyra. Nowâyouâre relaxed and wet, this is when a man should try and enter you,â Her breath hitched, and Daemon smiledââOr,â he continued, âWhen they should try to stretch you for such an entry.âÂ
Two fingers pressed back in, curling and making her plead for something. Something more.Â
A third finger squeezed in between the other two, sinking in without incident but making her hiss when it settled fully inside her. It wasnât the stretch so much as the sharp sensation of cool metal on the hot overstretched skin of her cuntâa signet ring. A Targaryen signet ring. She thought with a whimper. Her eyes were squeezed shut, but the ring reminded her of who was doing this to herâher uncle, her Daemon, and she wanted to watch.Â
He had been watching her, she realized with a little gaspâher eyes opening only to see his own gazing at her in return. And then she saw his mouth move before she heard the words, it was as if everything was off slightly.Â
âDo you want more?â He asked, and she nodded without hesitation. âWhat do you want?â He followed, and her brow creasedâwasnât it obvious? He smiled, a soft thing, at her confusion.Â
âI could fill you with a taperâjust enough to rid you of the film that ails you.â She shook her head, she didnât want him to remove his fingers only to replace it with some object as impersonal as a taper.Â
âThe alternative is my cock, Rhaenyra.â He said. She knew he was going to say it, watching his lips form the harsh sounds with an eagerness that was shown when she nodded in response.Â
He smiled, fingers lazily pumping into her while his other hand freed his tunic from his trousers. Heâd already removed his leather vest, and the belts that held his blades. Whether it was for comfort, or because he intended on their meeting ending this way, she wasnât sure.Â
She wasnât sure she cared.Â
Why did his intentions matter, when it was she who wanted this?
She didnât even see the appendageâit was slipped out from his pants and covered by the tails of his smock. But she felt it being lined up with her folds, the tip dragging through the mess of fluids Daemon had drawn from her.Â
Before it pressed inside, he rearranged her slightlyâbringing her legs around his waist and forcing her hips to arch up slightly to meet his own. It was more comfortable, less awkward than before, when she was spread wide for himâthough truly even that had not been as embarrassing as she feared.Â
She had never felt more comfortable with someone than she did with her uncle. She trusted him, in this and in everythingâand so there was not a trace of nervousness as he began to press his length into her. It was warm, and big, but everything was so incredibly slick that it felt right.Â
His hand guided the appendage, feeding it slowly into her foldsâthere was no awkward ramming or thrusts that resulted in him between her thighs instead. He was practiced in this, that much was obvious. But it didnât bother herâthe practice had contributed to this being good and she was grateful for that.Â
She whimpered as her folds swallowed the head of himâand then bit her lip, tensingâworried he might stop at the sound. It wasnât painful, it was just a lot and her body conjured a noise that wasnât entirely of pleasure. But even that had been enough to make Harwin still, and she didnât want that to happen now.Â
But Daemon didnât stop, his hand stroked her thigh until she relaxed, and then he carried onâpressing deeper. God the stretch of it, his fingers had not prepared her for that, and it ached, the muscles unused to being strained from the inside in such a way. She whined, biting her lip so he wouldnât hearâbut Daemonâs thumb pulled her lip from her teethâs prison.Â
âI want to hear you.â He said, words firm.
She shook her head before admitting, âI might cry.âÂ
He smiled, a twisted crooked thing, âIâm almost certain you will, my delicate little princess.âÂ
She shifted a littleâstill speared on the first inch of his length. âY-you wonât stop, if I do?â She asked nervously.Â
âOh sweetheart, I promise you, tears have never been the reason my desire wanes. Especially not from youâyou look so pretty when you cry, princess, makes me so hard. Donât hide it from me. I swear I will stop at the word ânoâ and nothing less.âÂ
God, the relief that offered herâshe felt her entire body relax. She didnât even flinch when he warned the next bit might sting. She just nodded, her eyes closed and fingers gripping the edge of the table.Â
She wailed when he seated himself fully inside her, the task done with a single thrust that bludgeoned through whatever barrier of innocence remainedâthen went so far beyond it she swore he was in her guts.Â
It hurt. It was like the pain of every previous attempt combined and multiplied by a thousand, the tearing sensation in her core so sharp she was sobbing. His length was unyielding inside her, solid as an iron stake, and feeling like one for how it burned. But there was a relief in this fact, that he was still hardâthat he had done it, she had done it. He hadnât pulled out, even as she writhed and whimpered and cried.Â
Her tears were in painâpartially, but they were in relief too. Finally she wasnât a maiden, and she had her uncle to thank for that.Â
One of his hands was stroking her thigh, while the other cupped her neckâhis thumb brushing tears away from her cheek while he remained inside her, unmoving, and likely waiting for the pain to fade. She wasnât sure it would. Her whimper of, âIt hurts, kepa.â Was evidence of that.Â
His expression was one of sympathyâbut his words were not an apology. âThatâs because youâre so perfect, a cunt so tight your husband canât even handle it, can he? Itâs so little and so pretty.â He paused for a moment, his eyes squeezing shut as if trying to control himself. âBut the prettier the cunt, the more it hurts at first. It has to be broken in, sweetheart, before it feels good.âÂ
She nodded, though to be honest she wasnât entirely listening, too distracted by the pain. It was still thereâthough not as sharp, it was as if the points had dulled slightly and it was more of a throbbing than a stabbing. It was still enough to make tears leak from her eyes, though. She couldnât help it. She wasnât used to pain, not like this.Â
But Daemon was there. Which made it better, somehow. He didnât coddle her. He didnât stop. He was honest with her, that this might hurtâbut that it would pass, and he would be there.
Gods, she loved him.Â
She loved his fingers, too, especially now as they slid between their bodiesâfinding that little bud above her folds. It was stretched too, as if he had pulled it closer to her opening with his cock. He freed it, though, and rubbed the sensitive nerve with slick fingers. It felt good, both the sensation and the reminder of how this had led to pleasure earlier in the evening.Â
A shadow of that pleasure seemed to loom, lingering below the clouds of pain. And for the first time since he entered her she could imagine it feeling good, even if that feeling was far away. He seemed to sense this too, for he started moving.Â
She had thought it might make things worseâlike a leather shoe rubbing against a blister turned wound on your heel, adding to the rawness. But it wasnât, it was a relief, the movement creating a distraction from the pain that turned intoâŚsomething else. She closed her eyes and let her body move with Daemonâs, the thrust creating a rhythm of the flesh that was so unfamiliar, so unlike her other attempts with Harwin.Â
Daemon was nothing like him.Â
He was better. Part of her whispered.Â
Harwin didnât love you enough to do this.Â
Harwin was too weak to do this.Â
She moaned, surprising herselfâand then it happened againâher eyes fluttering open to see Daemon smirking, almost victorious at the noise of pleasure he had wrenched from her.Â
âDoes it feel good now, princess? Getting used to the feeling of a cock in that pretty cunt. Just a matter of time until you crave this, too.â He said, hiking her leg higher and leaning forward to brace his other arm on the tangle. The angle changed and she moaned loudly, her hands rising from the table to reach for Daemon. The length inside her wasnât enough, she wanted to feel his flesh beneath her palms. Beneath her lips. She wanted him everywhere.Â
She wanted him.Â
His thrusts were emphasized with a grinding motion now and it was pressing him even deeper in a way that felt unnatural and impossible but not unwelcome. She wasnât sure what had changed, but suddenly her body had decided to accept him, and decided to allow the pain to fade away. It wasnât a conscious choice on her part, she could only thank the gods for itâbecause gods, she was grateful for this feeling.
Her hips were rising from the table to meet his own, and his chest was heavingâa droplet of sweat falling from the tip of his nose and landing on her neck, the exertion he was putting forth obvious. They were both moaning, the sounds of their breaths and hips meeting contributing to the sinful noises that echoed through the room.Â
They would echo in her head after, too, she thought. Sheâd never forget thisâthe way he felt inside of her, and the way he sounded. This is how it should have beenâthis is how it should always be.Â
Her nails dug into Daemonâs shouldersâmore like claws than fingers with the brutality of their grip. Daemon just moaned, his own fingers digging into her thighs, so hard that even his dull nails felt like daggers against her skin. She wasnât sure why that of all things did it, but the sharp sensation was one too manyâshe burst.Â
She clenched down so tightly Daemon hissed, as if the pressure wounded him. Her core was trying to force him out, but he was stronger, continuing to thrust through the pulse of her muscles in a way that made her release just keep going.Â
It took all her energy with it, and when the tingles of pleasure began to fade, fatigue set in. She slumped against the table, her desireâher ability to participate had been drained from her. Daemon didnât seem to mind, though, his pace didnât changeâthough he gripped her more tightly and his gaze strayed to where he was entering her.Â
She wondered if it looked obscene, it must, surely? Sheâd felt herself down thereâthe slit that seemed much too small for anything more than a finger. But heâd fit three in there, and then somehow his cock had followed. And it was perfect, but she doubted it looked that wayâDaemonâs expression could have fooled her, though, he looked awed by what he saw.Â
[He was]
[She did not know that he had dreamed of this.]
[That he had been enraged by his actions that forfeited his right to this, to her.]
[That he thought he had lost his chance at this, at having her like this.]
[But no, his little nieceâmarried for a month and still a virgin, as if she was waiting for him.]
[Heâd taken it from her, happily, biting back the desire to come when she whimpered and struggled because her tiny little cunt was too tight for his cock. But she took it. He made her take it. And she had loved it, sheâd come from it, and nowâgods, he didnât know if she was still conscious but he was going to finish.Â
It was going to happen soon. The sight was too goodâher stretched around his length, body clinging to him and pulling him back in while also fighting him, trying to rid itself of the appendage. It was perfect. She was perfect, now more than ever, with her folds stretched out around him and messy from come, blood, and sweat that had spread from his cock to her pelvis with the enthusiasm of his thrusting.Â
He wanted to make her even more messy. Wanted to fill her so full of his seed she was choking on it. With so much she got pregnant.
Fuckâthat was it, he spilled inside her, deep thrusts that he ground even deeper. He wanted it to get to her womb, he wanted his seed to plant a baby in her before her husband could. If he would even live long enough to. He was slamming into her now and she was whimpering, and he wasnât sure if it was in pleasure or pain, he didnât care. His purpose was getting all his seed into her, where it wouldnât spill. Even if it hurtâsheâd understand when it was their child she held to her breast.]
[Eventually, he was empty.]
She was emptyâhe had come, gods he had come, so much. She was sure when he finally finished and slipped out of her that it would come pouring outâenough to fill a washbasin, if not two. But she couldnât focus on what was spilling out, no, all she felt was empty.Â
He had split her open and hollowed her out, rearranged her body to make a place for his cock and then just taken it from her, and he was gone, and she was crying before she even knew what she was sad about. Daemon hugged her to his chest as she, not for the first time that day, sobbed into his fabric covered shoulder.
It was a long time before she was calm enough to speakâbut Daemon seemed to know, asking her, âWhatâs wrong? What can I do?âÂ
She pulled back from him, so she could see his faceâhis eyes lined with concern and face set in a frown.Â
âDonât leave me again. Not ever. If you go, you have to take me with you. The Keep is emptyâIâm empty without you, especially now.â She said, wiping snot from her nose and using her thumbs to rub away tears. He had always filled her emotionallyâthe cups of joy and happiness never as full as they were in his presence. But now that she knew what it was like to be full of him physically, too, she couldnât imagine being parted.Â
âOkay. ButâI must warn you, I take my job of filling you very seriously.â He teased in an attempt to lighten her mood and it workedâshe laughed.Â
Eventually, a peacefulness settled between them, a contentness with his palm stroking her hair and her nose against the bone of his collar. He was standing, while she remained seated on the table they had just coupled on, making their difference in height less dramatic than it usually was. And so, when her chin tilted up slightly, she found her mouth so very close to hisâclose enough to kiss.
They hadnât done that yet, and she rememberedâfaintly, him saying to her as a girl, âkisses are for those you plan to marryâ.Â
Well. That settled it.Â
She cupped his cheek, drawing him to her and letting their mouths meet.Â
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Poor Harwin never made it back to his wifeâs bedâthe streets were a dangerous place. Sometimes the gold cloak served as a beacon instead of protection.Â
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When Rhaenyra started showing, people pitied the young widow all the more.Â
(After all, they had no idea she spent nearly every night in her uncleâs bed.)
Her father was almost thankful, when Daemon offered to wed herâto treat any child like his own.Â
(After all, they would be, but they had no idea of that, either.)Â
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Rhaenyra was a beautiful brideâher eyes bright and smile wide when she leaned in to kiss her new husband. Daemon was a prince, but in her eyes he was better. He was a knight, a protector, and her uncle. He loved her as only another Targaryen could. Â
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She cried on her second wedding night, too.Â
Daemon wasnât a good man, after all.Â
And he was far too good with his fingers.Â
He drew nearly a half dozen orgasms from her, leaving her writhing and pleading and sobbing until finally he entered her with his cock.Â
That was finally enough to satisfy her.
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