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nouvellevqgue · 3 months

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EYE CATCHING!

pairing: oscar piastri x instagram model!reader

summary: is when everybody is distracted with the news of lewis moving to ferrari, oscar on the other hand, is busying himself with his girlfriend and their own world.

face claim: laura harrier

TWITTER AFTER FEBRUARY 1ST ANNOUNCEMENT:

MEANWHILE OSCAR ON INSTAGRAM:

oscarpiastri added a photo to their story! 3h

landonorris replied to your story!

landonorris: wow look at you boyfriend

landonorris: yeah right keep doing this and act idgaf like usual

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yourusername 📍 Rome, Italy

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oscarpiastri 📍 Rome, Italy

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oscarpiastri Hello everybody!! Don't forget to follow me at ＠yourusername 😙😙

P.S. Love from Italy, Love yaaa💗💗

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⤷ oscarpiastri I asked her to hack my phone, actually

⤷ landonorris WHAT

openeast + 2 Others

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openeast ＠lailahasanovic & ＠yourusername is taking you with them to explore the coast with Open East Australia and Spain! Click the link in our bio to explore more about their adventures!

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yourusername added a photo to their story! 18h

lilymhe replied to your story!

lilymhe: Oh my god, did you just...

yourusername: 😉

lilymhe: That is so naughty, even for you, Y/n.

lilymhe: But I can tell that was really such an Oscar-like behavior

yourusername: see, what did i tell you

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yourusername

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yourusername hey look at you, pretty boy

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oscarpiastri added a photo to their story! 21m

TWITTER AFTER OSCAR'S STORY:

yourusername

👤: ＠oscarpiastri liked by sza, and 1,967,548 others

yourusername illuminated by the italian sun

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oscarpiastri The prettiest woman to ever exist 💗💗

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charlottesiine 🥹

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username another day another that should be me

laufey Italian sun really do good to you

franciscac.gomes That top is so adorable

⤷ username ＠oscarpiastri i know, he's cute right?

⤷ franciscac.gomes Wrong top, sorry

username i love his effort in taking every pictures of her, and in think that he should open a jpg account

⤷ landonorris NO DON'T YOU DARE GIVE THEM ANY INSPIRATION

oscarpiastri added a photo to their story! 17m

caption: Looks like we've got a new family member after Houdini.

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leclercloml · 7 months

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Enchanted to meet you | CL16

part 1 , part 2

Pairing: Charles Leclerc x singer!reader

Summary: cheating in never a option it's a choice, a choice that he made while she loved him with her whole heart but you know there's nothing that she do better than revenge.

Genre: SMAU

warnings: google translated french, grammar mistakes, incorrect time line to match the story line, A LOT of charles slandering (I'm sorry my love)

Author's note: important! this is not any kind hate towards alexandra she's a beautiful woman from inside and outside this is all fiction and if I see ANY hate toward her in comments you'll be blocked...and also this fic is slandering our it boy as well, so don't attack me for that because I love that guy sm, my username and profile should explain a lot, that's it hope you y'all like it 🫶🏻

fc: Gracie Abrams

celebnews

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celebnews do you believe in fairytale? Well...no not anymore, the popular singer and songwriter Y/n L/n and formula 1 driver Charles Leclerc recently made their relationship public, they were also given the nickname called "the it couple" everything seemed perfect and fairytale and rainbows until few days ago Charles was spotted with a girl on his yatch which sources says is an arts student named Alexandra saint melux and the duo looked pretty comfortable around eachother, or more than comfortable meanwhile y/n was in new york for her work, thoughts on this?

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yourinstagram added to story

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iMessage

instagram

yourinstagram

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yourinstagram I would rather spend my time a honest whore rather than a dishonest lover. (ps: that wasn't me on my story, i don't cry over disappointments 🥰)

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username mother.

yourinstagram

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yourinstagram girls dinner ft. some stupid boys🥂 (they begged us to come)

tagged; sabrinacarpenter, oliviarodrigo, lilymhe, alex_albon, pierre_gasly, francisca.cgomes, rubendias, carlossainz55, landonorris, szoboszlaidominik

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⤷lilymhe you and Sab are super cool as well! It was awesome meeting you guys.

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rubendias finally! reunited and happy!

⤷yourinstagram reUNITED and happy 👀?? Nah buddy I don't think so

⤷szoboszlaidominik lmao 💀.

carlossainz55 I INFACT DID NOT BEGGED YOU! you told ME to tag along.

⤷yourinstagram AND you didn't wanted to????

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⤷username and i oop-

⤷username if i speak now.

⤷username shhhh

francisca_cgomes could've been better without those idiots tbf.

⤷yourinstagram ikr

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⤷francisca_cgomes says who?

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celebnews

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celebnews when at some point we all thought Charles Leclerc was regretting his decision or mistake, he infact was not, yesterday charles leclerc and probably his new girl alexandra saint mleux was seen leaving a fancy restaurant in Monaco, few fans said that the 'couple' seemed very happy and after that they both left to charles appartment in his custom pista, that's a very shameless behaviour. thoughts?

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⤷username ikr like no one even cares about this guy 💀.

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⤷username ate her up lmao

rubendias who?

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⤷username rubennnnnn

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username can't spell charles leclerc without L, L and L.

charles_leclerc

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charles_leclerc there's a thing called privacy.

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⤷username ahm ahm...

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ps: I finally did it! Thank you soooo much for waiting! And yes there will be part 4 AND once again this is no hate to charles or alexandra this is all just fiction so take it lightly, thank you 🫶🏻

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sunny44 · 12 days

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Forget about us

Pairing: Carlos Sainz x Ex!reader

Warnings: nothing I guess

Summary: Y/n writes a song about her ex and ends performing for him.

Note: heyy, this story was inspired by the song Forget about us from Perrie, im using her as face claim and her last name also.

Y/nedwards instagram post

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Y/nedwards Hey guys, I’m happy to tell you all that my new single “Forget About Us” is out now. This is a very personal song for me and I was really concerned to put it out but here we are.

Hope you guys like it

@f1fan this song is fantastic and I love it

@jnao22 I hope Carlos listens to it

@Imrebeccad In love with this song

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This was definitely the most personal song I had ever written. I had written songs about him and our relationship before, but nothing so deep and exposing my feelings so clearly. But after years, I finally felt ready to expose my feelings to the world, and here we are.

And it happened to be during the Monaco Grand Prix weekend, to which I was invited by Ferrari. Even though I knew he would be there, I couldn't refuse because, according to my agent, this was what I needed for my career, especially since I made a song about him, even though people didn’t know about it.

So here I was, entering the garage and being greeted by some familiar faces.

"Y/n." I turned around to see Charles, surprised to see me.

"Hi." I hugged him.

"How are you? It's been a while." He said, a bit awkwardly.

"I'm fine, and you?"

"Also fine. I heard your song, and it's amazing."

"Thanks, I listened to yours too, and I'll definitely ask you to do a piano solo for me."

"I'd love that."

"Y/n?" And the voice I least wanted to hear.

"Carlos." I said simply.

"I didn't know you were coming."

"Yeah, I was invited."

"Oh, that's great. How are you?" At this point, Charles had already found a way to slip away.

"Good, and you?"

"Good too." Thank God he didn't mention the song.

"You are..." he was interrupted by a woman with brown hair and beautiful blue eyes.

"Hi, love." She kissed him and looked at me. "Hi, you’re Y/n, right?"

"Yes."

"I'm Rebecca, Carlos's girlfriend." She said kindly and extended her hand to me.

"Yeah, of course." I shook her hand. "Nice to meet you."

"Likewise, I loved your song. I haven't stopped listening to it for a minute."

"Song?" Carlos asked, confused.

"The one I showed you the other night, and you said it was very good."

"Thanks for that. Look, I need to go, but it was a pleasure meeting you."

"Sure, if you want to watch the race with me."

"Thanks for the invite." I said, walking away.

It was all too much. The encounters happened very quickly, just minutes after I arrived so I needed some time away. But on my way, I bumped into someone and would have fallen if the person hadn't caught me.

"Oh my God, I'm sorry." I said as soon as I regained my balance.

"No problem, I almost made you fall." I picked up my bag from the floor. "Y/n, right?"

"Yes, nice to meet you."

"Max." He said, and that's when I realized he was another driver.

"Of course, I know who you are." He smiled. "Sorry again, I wasn't paying attention, and it's very crowded here."

"Small place with lots of people, it's normal." He laughed. "Which garage are you in?”

"Ferrari."

"I knew I recognized you from somewhere."

"Please don't tell me it's because of Carlos."

"Actually, no, you released a song a few days ago, didn't you?"

"Yes I did."

"Daniel hasn't stopped listening to it, and he insisted I listen to it too. Really good, by the way." He said kindly.

"Thanks, that means a lot."

"Now I know who it's about." He joked, and for some reason, that made me laugh.

"Yeah."

"You're welcome in the Red Bull garage anytime."

"Thanks."

"Well, I have to go, but I'll see you around."

"Sure, definitely." He waved and started to leave. "Oh, there's an event tonight, and they're looking for someone to close the night. I'll mention you."

"Wow, thank you, that would be amazing."

"See you later then."

"Sure." And then he left.

...

A few hours later, I got a call from the event organizer at Tag Heuer, saying that if I was available to sing my song at the end of the night, she would send me the details. Since I couldn't refuse, I obviously accepted.

And now, I was here, nervous, trying to think of an outfit that would look good but not too simple since Monaco wasn't a place where people wore ordinary clothes.

"Oh my God, I have nothing to wear." I said, frustrated, to myself, and seconds later, there were knocks on my door. When I opened it, my manager walked in with a black garment bag, probably with an outfit inside, followed by two more women. "What's going on?"

"Did you really think I wouldn't find a way?" She shook the hanger in her hand, and I laughed. "Have you showered?"

"Yes."

"Then you can start on the makeup."

I think an hour later, I was ready. The outfit was perfect for a performance at an event in Monaco. I would say a bit over-the-top in my opinion, but according to my manager, it was a common outfit for the place we were in.

When I left the hotel and headed to the event, I was wearing a black dress for now since I would be participating in the party a bit before my performance, and she didn't want to spoil the outfit's surprise.

When I arrived, I obviously passed by several photographers before managing to get inside. Once I stepped inside, a few gazes turned directly to me, and I just smiled and tried to blend in.

"You look beautiful." I heard a voice behind me, and it was Carlos.

"Thanks, you don't look bad yourself."

"Thanks."

"Found you." Now it was Max. "So, are you nervous about later?"

"Later?" Carlos asked.

"Oh, I mentioned her to the Tag Heuer folks. They were looking for a final performance to close the event."

"You're going to sing?"

"Yes."

"Want something to drink?"

"Oh, I don't think it's a good idea. Better not to be tripping during the performance." Max laughed and agreed. "But I'll take a sparkling water if you have."

"Sure, be right back."

"About the song..."

"We don't need to talk about it. Actually, I don't want to talk about it."

"Why?"

"I don't want to talk about it with you."

"Because the song is about me?"

"Look, just forget it, okay? I wrote a song about something in my life, and there's nothing wrong with that."

"I didn't say there was."

"Just forget it, okay? Why don't you go be with your girlfriend?"

"So you can stay here alone with Max?"

"What do you mean by that?"

"It's obvious he's into you."

"And this concerns you because?" He didn't respond. "That's what I thought."

With that, I left and found Max halfway. We talked until it was time for me to go. I changed clothes and was backstage, waiting for them to announce me so I could go on stage.

"And now we have one last performance, singing her newest single. Y/n Edwards."

I went on stage, and the music started playing. I felt the gazes on me, but his gaze felt like it was burning my skin. I had to be careful not to stare at him the whole song, but a few times our gazes met, and when the song was ending, I looked at him, who was smiling at me and applauding along with everyone else.

After that, I returned to the party, which now had a DJ. I received several compliments and once again encountered Carlos, but this time with his girlfriend.

"You were amazing." She said excitedly and hugged me. "It was even better live, and I loved your outfit."

"Thank you."

"Y/n." Max came with a drink in hand. "Here, your manager said it's your favorite."

"Thanks."

"Come on, let's leave them alone." Rebecca said, and reluctantly, Carlos went with her.

"Come, let's go over there." He took my hand, and we went to the other side.

Most of that night is a blur. Max and I drank too much, and I only remember waking up naked next to him the next morning. I spent the day at his apartment with him until I caught a flight to England in the evening.

...

Already back in my routine, I woke up to the alarm, ready to get dressed for an interview. When I picked up my phone, I was hit by thousands of news stories with titles like "Carlos Sainz and Rebecca Donaldson Break Up," and there was also a message among the thousands of others that caught my attention.

Bonus scene!

Y/nedwards instagram stories

“So happy that I got to play my song here in Monaco, thank you @Taghauer”

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For media presence (kiyoomi) that was one of the cutest and interesting fic i've read. Each chapter had me squealling for some reason😭😭

ooo that's so fun, I'm glad you liked it!! honestly, I'm so proud of that one because I never thought I would be able to write for Sakusa and then suddenly my mind just went there. I used a lot of ideas to make all the parts, so let's see what more I have!

– Pick a fic and I'll give you some headcanons that I can think of related to it, Media presence for Sakusa Kiyoomi

When you meet for lunch the next day (after part 3), it's super quiet at first. You're both staring down at your food and eating, wondering what you should talk about. You thought he might be making a move, but guess not.

He scoots a bit closer to you without making eye contact. Then he goes 'enjoying your food?' and it just makes you laugh a bit. 'Yeah, everything's fine in good company'. makes him huff because he thinks you might be sarcastic, which you sort of are.

You ask him instead 'I saw your story yesterday, what was that about?' He grumbles a bit like he didn't want you to ask, but still mumbles 'Was it okay?"

You're frozen for a second, not expecting him to care about your opinion like that. 'It was great. You should take one of your food now too,' you say, mind always at work. He gives you a sour side-eye before following your suggestion anyway.

Except he's kinda bad at it so you lean over and take the picture for him. 'Can I take one of you?' he asks. 'Not for Instagram, single guys are attractive,' you tell him, to which he says 'Don't worry, Miya's going to be single for a long while so you can use him.'

I'm getting carried away. Anyways, you two keep up your bickering yet soft energy and eventually go on actual dates, and you start allowing him to soft launch you on his social media.

Sakusa thought you might ease up on him now that you were dating, but no, you're even stricter because you know he'll still kiss you around the corner when you're done with the meeting or event so he's your outlet for any stress during the day. 'Sakusa you look constipated'. 'Miya is outshining you.' 'You should not have talked to that reporter yesterday, Sakusa.' 'Omi I found this ugly picture of you, when is this from?'

'Did you just call him Omi?' 'I definitely did not, Hinata, get back to what you were doing.'

Somewhere down the line, you reveal to the other guys that you're changing jobs and you really liked working with them, but might see them around anyway. Sakusa comes up behind you telling them 'they're my _friend so they have to switch jobs' instead of sugarcoating it and Miya is like 'I knew something was up, I just knew it' and Bokuto is like 'we all knew'.

When you get overwhelmed at your new job, Kiyoomi gets to cradle you up in his arms after you showered and lets you rant about all your problems, even though he's terrible at giving advice because he's more pessimistic and just agrees that everything is terrible. which you can appreciate sometimes. at least he thought you were pretty great.

In return, you don't mind a quiet evening instead of going out, both reading your own book while leaning on each other on the couch.

His family loves you because you totally know how to charm a crowd, it's your job after all, while he just watches you from the side with an affectionate smile under his mask.

I hope this was alright!!

#200 followers event #ask-mp4 #sakusa x reader #sakusa kiyoomi #I almost forgot media presence was gn for a moment oopsie

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gavisuntiedboot · 9 months

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Familiarity

A/N: guys sometimes I just have ideas that MUST be shared with the class

Okay guys I'm going to paint a picture for you all and I need you to stay with me

It's summer break in those two weeks where the boys actually have free time right

And it's after a really spectacular 23-24 season (please Lord my knees are bruised from begging)

Because of how close everyone has gotten, the pretty boys (aka Gavi, Pedri, Ferran, Fermin, Joao, etc) all are vacationing together for a couple of days

Because ya know

Hot single champions league winners (Lord I'm looking at you again)

They're just ready to have a good time being hot and young

As Ariana said, it feels so good to be so young and have this fun and be successful

So they go to Ibiza (ofc)

And they're just out just making the lives of the PR team hell

Shirtless pics on the Insta story every day

Yacht, club, another club, another club, pass out in a luxury hotel

Wake up and repeat

And one night they go to ushuaia

That club that everyone and their mothers went to this year

Gavi, Ferran, George Russel, Daniel Ricciardo

Just really expensive and hip and fun place to listen to music and get turnt

But ofc they're not like paying entry to get in

Oh no, they've been invited as part of an event with, as Pedri so eloquently put, some magazine

Did they care who was paying for their liquor? Absolutely not

So they're all there in pressed shirts with the top two buttons undone (whores)

And having a great time watching girls fall over themselves to come talk to them or get a spot at their table

And then Gavi, trying to remedy the onset of his social anxiety, looks over to the next table and sees you sitting there looking like a slice of heaven

Short black Mugler dress (you know the one with all the see-through paneling? Yeah.)

Heels giving your legs a sculpt and your ass a lift that was borderline illegal in his opinion

And you were just leaned over the table sipping on your drink and swaying by yourself to the music

So Pablito decides that, since you're already in the VIP section, he really can only fall upwards by flirting with you a bit

At least it would be better than whatever Tiktoker Pedri pulled

So he walks over and introduces himself, pushing his glasses further back on his head so you could get a proper look at his face

And our boy is charming and cute and you're ready to have a good time in Ibiza, so you reciprocate

And y'all are just talking and laughing it up and he already has your number to "see you again"

But you're starting to think the "again" is going to be 60 minutes from now in his hotel suite

So now you're both on the same side of the table, his arm is around your waist, fingers dangerously close to your ass

And every time you want to say something, you're getting closer than necessary to his neck and ear and just letting your lips "accidentally" brush across.

And then the rest of F.C. Pretty Boy walks over to interrupt the moment because of course they had to

Professor Pedri had reminded the gang "hot girls have hot friends"

And now Gavi, who was playing with the exposed skin of your thigh, was introducing you to the other wildly famous teammates.

And that's when it happened

It was surprisingly Fermin who finally said "you look really familiar"

And that's when 5 pairs of eyes started to examine you more intensely

Pedri agreed, unable to place you

Gavi knew he had seen you on Instagram before, but didn't want to come across as weird

Ferran was the bravest, asking the question that the others were thinking

"Are you a model?"

"Um, yeah, I guess I'm a model."

The redness in your cheeks and the giggle at the end of the statement had all their eyebrows raised.

"So you're an Instagram model then?" Gavi followed up

"Careful, that's Pedri's type"

The resounding laughter almost drowned out the speakers

"No, I do print as well. I work with brands and stuff but I'm mainly a shoot model. You know, magazines and stuff."

They boys all sent praises your way, exclaiming how they knew you were too hot for just Instagram.

"Pedri here is also a model. His friends over at Men's Health got us in." Gavi smiled widely with his attempt to embarrass his older friend

"Oh, I saw that cover! All of my friends sent it in the groupchat."

Wolf whistles for Pedri and palpable jealously across the group. The other four made mental notes to get a camera and some baby oil asap.

"And what about you, Gavi? When are we going to see you on the cover?"

"Ah, maybe if they get us into another event with you, I'll consider it."

You laughed louder than the generic line deserved, but you were ready to fall to the floor chuckling and snorting to go home with this boy.

"Ah, that might be possible actually. Men's Health is owned by Hearst, and they just bought our magazine. They actually invited me and the girls out tonight."

"Wait, which magazine?" You had been staring at Gavi and didn't place who asked the question

"Um, a men's magazine, you might have heard of it. Do you guys know Playboy?"

Everyone went silent all at once at the realization

So that's why you looked so familiar

"I'd offer you all free subscriptions but it looks like you guys are already avid readers." Your teasing made all of them go red in the ears.

"Is Gavi even old enough to buy a Playboy?"

Despite being a valid question from Fermin, he received a smack on the arm as a response.

"Wait, you also did a campaign for that lingerie brand right? The Rihanna one?" Gavi asked, face brighter than the red lights at the club

"Yeah, back in December! I wore their 'Naughty' line."

Gavi then went off in a tangent, explaining that's where he knew you from (and that maybe he followed the Playboy instagram on his private account)

As the two of you walked off, there was still a tension between the other four

"So..." It was Joao that started

"You guys are jerking off with magazines like we're in the 80s?"

"Hey! Playboy also have a porn channel!" Pedri responded angrily before taking in what he had said.

"So you've been watching her in action and didn't recognize..."

"Okay listen I'm not usually looking at her face!"

Ferran slumped against the table

"All of us out and Gavi picks up a fucking pornstar. He lost his virginity last week and now he's going to fuck a Playboy bunny."

"Guys, did you not hear the part where she said she was here with other girls?" Fermin reminded the group

In conclusion, I would give anything to lock these five in the Playboy mansion for a day. The end.

#gavisuntiedboot #pablo gavi #pedri #joao felix #fermin lopez #ferran torres #guys what even is this

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tillthelandslide · 1 year

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Insufferable Arsehole Part 7: All I Need To Hear Instagram AU - Matty Healy Series

A/n: okay before we start, I've been getting a few anon comments in my asks about my Instagram AUs, specifically the ones apart of the Insufferable Arsehole series... (Briefly spoke about this when I posted part 4) buttttt Lots of people are saying that not all the photos relate to what happens in the specific chapter they correspond with... And that's correct, I've added a few photos that aren't WRITTEN about in the chapter, but it's supposed to represent what is going on around the same time, to add some depth to their relationship. Hope that's okay and makes sense. p.s i dont mind anon asks at all but im still a person, kindness doesn't cost anything

trumanblack:

trumanblack a gift from @thisislou how sweet... She acts like she hates me but she doesn't

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thisislou ikr I'm such a good friend😉❤️

-> trumanblack oh yeah you're the best ✨friend✨

bedforddanes75 she doesn't get me presents so count yourself lucky

-> thisislou my ✨presence✨ is your present... See what I did there?

hater1 why is she so cocky? She's really not all that

-> hater2 literally 🤣

loufanpage omg we stan

1975fan love how she's on board the ratty train

75fan okay but they HAVE to be together now surely!!

thisislou:

thisislou a rare day off spent with my favourite guys ❤️

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fan1 omg guys i met them and they were the sweetest... they looked so happy and also matty was walking with his arm around lou it was adorable... I thought he was going to kiss her at one point

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trumanblack the best day🖤

-> thisislou with you 🖤

bedforddanes my best friends ❤️

-> thisislou love you ❣️

rass1975 look at them 🥹

75fan the golden trio 💛

fan1 I ship Lou x Matty so hard

fan2 okay but I need a friendship like G's and Lou's they've know each other for so long and they're still besties

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fan3 why does it feel like George was third wheeling

hater she's living the life I deserve, hate her more now

-> 75fan omg just stop this now it's just sad... Get a life

thisislou via stories:

thisislou:

thisislou @trumanblack you're alright i guess... i quite like your face

Liked by trumanblack, bandmate, bedforddanes75 and 671,819 others

trumanblack i happen to like your face too❤️

-> thisislou ❤️

fan1 okay... they must be together now... surely?

bandmate cute

hater1 god she's unbearable

-> bedforddanes75 kindly fuck off, thank you ☺️

75fan omg they were holding hands guys!!!! i saw them

-> lou75fan my friend saw them hugging!!

thisislou:

thisislou forever thankful for you @bedforddanes and everyone on the @the1975 team for supporting me and having my back , you know who you are and I love you all ❤️

Liked by trumanblack, rass1975, 1975adam, carly.rh, charli_xcx, jamieborne, jwaughsaxophone and 431,819 others

bedforddanes75 always got your back 🖤

-> thisislou my best friend, my brother, always. I love you

jamieborne family 🖤

trumanblack you're one of us now ❤️

-> thisislou 🥹❣️

rass1975 always here for you rockstar 🖤

-> thisislou right back at you Macdonald ❤️

jwaughsaxophone the kindest soul 💙

-> thisislou waughy 🥹❤️

1975adam you've got my back, I've got yours 🖤

-> thisislou always Hann ❤️

carly.rh families stick together 💜

-> thisislou there's truly no family better than this one ❤️

charli_xcx do I need to kill a bitch? 🔪

-> thisislou I love you... But no

loufanpage is everything okay?

75fan hope nothing happened for her to have posted this

-> the1975updates I think some fans were giving her hate unfortunately

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the1975:

the1975 family 🖤

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thisislou 🖤

trumanblack the best family

bedforddanes75 family 🖤

rass1975 what a beautiful bunch of people

1975adam always and forever 🖤

jwaughsaxophone proud 🖤

the1975updates:

the1975updates a fan that met George, Matty and Lou today (who wants to remain anon) sent me this picture and said it's Lou's lock screen 🥹

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75fan omg 🥹

loufanpage be still my beating heart 💓

fan1 I actually can't deal... I need answers... Happy for them regardless but I need to know

fan2 they're really her boys aren't they

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fan3 how did they get access to this photo

-> the1975updates the power of us stans

loufanpage:

loufanpage okay... This picture is swarming my socials rn and lots of people (including the og poster) are saving it's Matty and Lou... This is quite zoomed in bc the og picture was taken from quite a distance away... Need to know if this is actually them because I can't deal if it is. My parents 💛

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75fan I'm pretty sure it is, her outfit is the same as the one she posted on her story ... They're so cute

fan1 there's pictures from other angles too which tbh low key annoys me bc yes we want to see them together bc they're freaking adorable but like... This was taken outside their hotel, give them some privacy

-> loufanpage yeah that's true, I mean these pictures make me so happy that's why I repost but I'd rather everyone just respected their privacy and wait until they're ready to announce it

fan2 so cute

mattyloushipper I'm so happy rn

#the 1975 fanfic #matty healy #the 1975 #matty healy x reader #ross macdonald #matty healy smut #the 1975 smut #george daniel #adam hann #matty healy fan fic #matty the 1975 #matty healy fake instagram #insufferable arsehole matty healy series #matty healy series

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siriustaylorsversion · 1 year

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sebastian stan x reader social media au

【ｉｎｆａｔｕａｔｅｄ】 can i go, where you go? can we always be this close? forever and ever...

yourname.official

yourname.official thank you to all the fans, for every song you've streamed, every era you've been a part of and every moment i've had with you. i'm blessed to have each and every one of you! liked by zendaya, chrisevans and 4,09,300 others.

blakelively i say that's my baby and i'm proud!!! 🥺

oliviarodrigo MOTHER 😔

y/nandsadie.forevermore YOU'RE THE REASON FOR EVERY FREAKING TEARDROP ON MY GUITAR!

chrisevans LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, THE MUSIC INDUSTRY.

chrisevans

chrisevans @yourname.official guess who i converted into a swiftie?! his favorite album is evermore.... liked by yourname.official, imsebastianstan and 3,09,800 others.

imsebastianstan Yes, I'm a man and yes I cry to tolerate it.

y/ntourupdates KING! folkmore.forevermore THIS IS WHAT WE NEEDED

yourname.official no you didn't! OMFG shjdvagds you WHA-

chrisevans she okay?

gigihadid can confirm she's broken! imsebastianstan Had the same reactions AND a mental breakdown knowing she knows I exist. thank you Chris, for finally being useful!!

gigihadid

gigihadid she threw her phone away... liked by youname.official, imsebastianstan and 2,09,800 others.

yourname SHJBDSGGHFASDGFHGHS-

gigihadid should i take her to the doctor? blakelively a vet would be nice... chrisevans yeah, what she said.

youname.fanpage BLAKE AND Y/N'S FRIENDSHIP IS ALL I WANT IN LIFE, GOD.

imsebastianstan update: the phone is alright for all those who are worrying.

seabass hOw dO yOu kNo- forevermore.y/n THEY TALKED, I DIED.

imsebastianstan added to their story...

sebastianstan.fanpdates

sebastianstan.fanupdates GUYS WHAT THE FU- liked by imsebastianstan, folklore.superior and 80,00 others.

folklore.superior MY OTP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sadiey/n.forevermore this is all i needed, i'm CURED.

imsebastianstan 💕🧣

living.fory/n THE SCARF SHFBJSK

yourname.official

yourname.official went to the studio again after a long time... here's to new music, movies and mayhem. liked by imsebastianstan, zendaya and 5,06,100 others.

blakelively can't wait!

chrisevans you call yourself a fan? okay, decode the background...

y/nfan.club chris is my spirit animal i can't 😭😭😭

paulrudd good to see the phone's okay...

imsebastianstan too excited to see what's in store...

zendaya omfg, me too... yourname.official oh hush, as if you two don't already know. sadieandy/n.updates i feel like i'm saying this a lot on this page, but WHAT THE FU-

zendaya excited to work with you ;)

yourname.official the pleasure's all mine ;) forever.folklore QUEENS, WHAT?

zendaya.y/nallupdates

zendaya.y/nallupdates everybody's losing it after the queens of hollywood and the music industry posted each other on their instagram stories...

enews

enews this is gonna HAVE to be your favorite couple after all this time... read our article to track down their journey from being each others fans to allegedly dating! how cute ;) liked by zendaya.y/nallupdates, sadieandy/n.forevermore and 1,03,400 others.

zendaya.y/nallupdates omw to make a ship edit 🏃🏻‍♀️💨

folkmore.y/n we may be overreacting but idgaf

sadieandy/n.forevermore i agree.. i hope they are but i'm still happy for them if they're just friends!

link to part 2

take care of yourself and give yourself 3 affirmations from my side!

#tayor swift #taylor nation #taylor swift x reader #sebastian stan #sebastian x reader #sebastian stan x reader #marvel #marvel x reader #avengers x reader #sebastian stan fanfic #fanfic #smau #swifties #siriustaylorsversion

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stop-breaking-my-heart-telltale · 9 months

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So with Clementine Book Two coming out in October, I decided to do another reread of Book One. Though, I'll be honest, the bigger reason for this reread was out of spite; I follow Tillie Walden on instagram, and while I don't go on there often, I usually check her page when I do so I can see any new artwork or Clementine updates. Her latest post is from one of her other graphic novels, and I guess I just... don't get it.

I don't understand why people are like this:

This is on a post that has nothing to do with the Clementine comics. As for ones that are about Clementine-

Those are just a handful from a few Clementine-related posts, but there's so much of this all over Tillie's posts and I don't understand.

What does this accomplish? Other than making you look like an asshole? Like... no one is impressed by this. No one is applauding you for repeatedly commenting "lol we didn't want a forced gay romance ew," which by the way? Repeating that in every single paragraph you comment? Tell me you're homophobic without saying you're homophobic, y'know?

There are legit criticisms to be had of Clementine Book One- The pacing is all over the place where it starts very slow and then goes into whiplash mode after Amos dies. Georgia as a villain is a weak point in the story. Clementine naming her leg after Kenny is a bit icky considering in canon, he physically and verbally abused a disabled person with a brace on his leg in S2. I don't think there was much thought behind that decision past "Hey, the fans like Kenny," and I think that's worth pointing out as "Hey... maybe don't?"

Some of the dialogue is a bit stilted, but some of it is actually pretty good. My personal favorite is when Clementine and Amos are fixing a roof-

Amos: Lord, this roof is... Clementine: ...fucked? Amos: SHH, don't say that! It's... troubled.

I'm sorry- that's funny! And it actually says a lot about who these characters are and the kind of friendship they have.

And yeah, Ricca is just okay. She's clearly the love interest, and I'm hoping we get more development of her character. And yes, the "baby" thing is still weird.

There's a lot about the art style that I'm not crazy about, specifically Clementine's face and expressions, and I hope to see an improvement in that for Book Two.

And then the obvious: Clementine leaving because she was unhappy and felt everyone thought she was a liability doesn't match up with the end of TFS.

I don't think it's mean to say that Tillie wasn't the best fit for this project, but that's on Skybound. They're the ones who reached out to her and hired her. I think Tillie's a great artist and her graphic novels have great queer, wlw representation in them. Just because she wasn't the perfect fit for Clementine that doesn't mean she's bad, it means that maybe she should've been considered for a different project.

And honestly...? Y'all, Book One isn't THAT bad. It's not great or anything, but the comics can't take the games away from you. If you want to say canon ends with the TFS, then that's where it ends. That's where it ends for me; these comics are more of a "what if" scenario than anything.

No one is forcing you to accept this as canon, and if you're so pathetically butt hurt over the existence of a comic that you feel like you have to go on Tillie's instagram, the artist who is only doing the job she's obligated to do, and comment shit like this on every. single. post-

Maybe, just maybe, you need to go outside. I'm serious.

This isn't the only comment about grooming on Tillie's posts, or that I've seen on reddit. Like... do you understand what grooming actually is and how serious it is? Or are you just using it as a buzzword that you know is bad and triggering as a means of insult and convincing others that she's bad, too?

Also, I don't think you really understand how creativity and writing work. Maybe it's just me, though I doubt it, but when I create characters or write already established characters in my fanfiction, they all have a piece of me that's apart of them. My life experiences and who I am as a person influences everything I write, and that bleeds into the characters, for better or worse.

What, you think Louis having a random pillow collecting problem was something I just pulled out of my ass? No, it's because I have a pillow collecting problem! Do you know why I've always had a such a hard time writing for Violet? It's because I see a lot of myself in her and that scares me and I'd rather just not unpack all of that, okay?

I mean, how many times on this hellsite have you come across someone saying, "lol my otp is just Person A is my type and Person B is the one I project onto" and it has thousands of notes because, on some level, we all get it.

Tillie has talked about Ricca before and like most creative people, she's drawn from her own life to create her characters. Ricca isn't some self-insert character just because they both wear glasses, I'm-

You are just being an asshole! I just- I'm getting pissed off because this shouldn't even be a thing. WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS? WHO HURT ALL OF YOU?

I love Clementine, too! She's important to me! I have replayed TWDG more times than I can count! I was pissed about the comics in the beginning! You can go back on my blog and I probably said stupid shit, too!

But Clementine isn't real. She's a fictional video game character. She isn't going to reward your bullying or white-knighting because she doesn't exist. You're not doing this because you're a "true fan" that loves Clementine. Honestly, if you were a true fan, you would know that if Clementine was real, she would find you and this behavior disgusting. Tillie Walden is a real person and I don't give a flying fuck if you hate her work. By all means, hate the comic! Criticize the comic and Skybound for continuing the series, but leave Tillie out of it.

And I think the part that sucks the most is it doesn't matter what I say, you can't rationalize with irrational people intent on being assholes so they're not going to stop.

I guess what I'm trying to show with all of this is when Book Two comes out, and y'all start reading it and making posts... please don't be these people.

Whatever you may feel about Clementine Book Two, try to remember that Tillie Walden is a real person and she's just doing the job that Skybound hired her for. Tillie's an artist just trying to live her life in Vermont with her wife and their cats, and she's gotta deal with all of these people harassing her posts. She can't even post something non-Clementine related without a bunch of #notmyclementine shit in the comments.

I don't even know what else to say... Uhm, I guess if anyone from those screenshots sees this, then... I don't feel that bad about calling you an asshole. We all learned in kindergarten to treat others the way we want to be treated, but maybe you were sick that day, I don't know. Go outside. Get your life together. We have a short time on this planet and maybe you should try to actually accomplish something while you're here. Eat a kitkat or something👍

#twdg #twdg clementine #twdg louis #twdg violet #clementine book one #clementine book two #i'm so irritated y'all i'm sorry #long post #i just can't imagine following tillie and waiting with anticipation for her next post #so that i can write another paragraph about the same shit over and over again #like why though #and i guess i should also throw out there not to go and harass these people but you're smart you know not to stoop to their level #and like i said even if you tried to reason with them you can't because you can't reason with the unreasonable #and they're doing fine jobs of making asses of themselves anyway so don't feed the flame

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You have a very broad readership; do you still, like most ao3 writers, use writing as a way to make friends? If so, how do you manage both to make connections and keep from uncomfortable parasocial engagements?

(admitting: I like your work a lot, I have a similar interest in writing trauma and recovery, I would like to befriend you, but I don't want to bother you bc lots of people want to be friend with writers they like and there's no way you'd have energy for all of them!)

Hi hi anon,

So...this response might be disappointing, but I didn't use fanfiction writing as a way of making friends. That's not why I started, and it's never been the reason for me to be in fandom.

(Thoughts about friendship and stuff under the read more, it's pretty personal so no obligation to read. The TL;DR is I am bad at friendship and I also am not like 'most AO3 writers' (is that really why most AO3 writers write?) in the sense that I never wrote fanfiction as a way to make friends and it's very weird to me sometimes that people actually do this as a motive).

When I turned up in fandom, it was a very private experience for me. I didn't know anyone else locally who shared the same fandom/s I do. When I shared fanfiction on Livejournal, I did so to complete strangers who I never got to know better, or to people who were already friends through other interests.

I've never gone to fandom conventions (there's few here, and I have severe social anxiety. By the time I thought about going I was in my late 30s, and just felt like I'd be too much of an outsider even among fellow outsiders - again, I shared almost no fandoms or ships with anyone I knew locally, and no one I'm friends with / know in person reads my fanfiction). Fandom was always an incredibly isolated experience for me.

When I joined AO3, it wasn't with a view to making friends. I was extremely burnt out, I'd quit my previous job as a professional artist because I couldn't see a way of making the income work out, and I just wanted to write a very angst-filled story that would help me deal with my loneliness which I didn't see as something that would ever change. Writing about a character who's experienced centuries of loneliness was like 'cool, yeah, I'm gonna write about him.'

I did end up making friends, but it was kind of by accident! And not all of those experiences were positive. One person in particular became quite toxic and cruel towards me, and I experienced my first kind of encounter with...I guess what I would call the uglier side of fandom life and also just friendship and relationships. It took me a long time to recover from that experience (and to learn what emotional abuse is), and after that I shut down and stopped kind of making friends on the internet.

I have made friends through the writing since (they're usually the mutuals I also have on Instagram, or here, or people I've DMed in Discord etc.), but I haven't really sought it out actively and I think anyone who knows me well enough that we've private messaged a few times, also knows that I'm quite aloof and reserved, and that I will engage quite deeply sometimes but then disappear for a few months (or years) re: communication, which is a remnant of a period of time where I used to get sometimes 200 Whatsapp messages in 5 minutes from someone who expected me to be accountable to her every second of every day when she was awake and wanted me to be.

On top of like, severe social anxiety + PTSD, and being very reserved in general, I would also say I'm very time poor. I don't have much time for the friends I already have and care about. I often view myself as quite a poor friend, who is not good at starting and even worse at maintaining connections. I'm also very private. As in, I will happily tell the world I have PTSD. But I won't tell my friends in a private conversation when I'm having a bad night, and I don't give friends many opportunities to connect. Even with really close friends, this is an ongoing issue that I'm working on.

So as for befriending, that's extremely sweet of you anon, but who I am in my personal life is sometimes very different to like... the way I can respond in comments or to anons, because it's actually easier for me to talk to strangers sometimes than it is for me to talk to friends, lol. I honestly think some of the people I consider my friends don't even know that I do, because I don't really behave like one. I chat online regularly to one person only, and one other person intermittently (and they're a romantic partner) and that's it. Everyone else I chat to pretty rarely in DM. But I do turn up in the Fae Tales Discord every day.

I don't actually think lots of people want to be my friend, tbh? Not in a 'woe is me' way, but simply because I think some people do grok that kind of... polite distance or that sort of warm 'I care for a lot of people but I am also quite personally walled off' kind of way. The good news is a lot of the folks in the Fae Tales Discord also share a lot of interest in writing trauma and recovery, or have those experiences, and I know a lot of good friends have been made within the like...faedom itself. A lot of neurodivergent, trauma-focused folks have met each other through this writing, and it's really cool seeing the different friendships that have sparked up between people. There's a lot of extremely like... skilled, talented, interesting people that I've met through this job, who I admire, respect and want the best for, and am very happy to talk to.

But yeah I'm a bit difficult to befriend, anon, and that's been an ongoing thing all my life, tbh. But it did specifically get worse in fandom because of some early fandom experiences when I started out in Rise of the Guardians fanfiction.

#asks and answers #personal #pia on fanfiction #tbh the idea of writing to make friends #is very strange and even a bit offputting to me #not that other people do it like i'm happy for them if they do #but it's just so far apart from why i started #i like making connections with my writing don't get me wrong #and i love meeting different people #but fandom was never a very social experience for me #to this day i hate discussing fandom headcanons with other people #and i don't like a lot of fandom meta #i always feel like i'm in fandom #and that i contribute to fandom #but in a very satellite / outsider kind of way #that's why i find it so easy to bounce from fandom to fandom once i'm done with a fic #i'm not saying i don't make friends with people in fandom ever #i'm saying i don't really make friends *in general*#and when i do those people often have no idea they are a friend because i'm not #very connected on a regular basis

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Hey, I loved the lance fic you did for me, and was wondering if you do another one but like a soc media au (pref fluff). If you have time

Have a good day/night

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seiwas · 7 months

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THE SHADOWBAN IS GONE MY QUEEN IS FREE!!!!!! Anyways I forgor this happened but reading all the sleepover asks made this memory resurface again (also iris wtf was ur story that was so cute y'all were crushing hard 😭 and niku oh my god your story *head in hands* )

Ok so in short: my previous childhood friend turned relationship turned ex cheated on me 1 month after he went abroad (damn what a headline)

So here's the tea, we've known eachother since we were preeschoolers, he's a year older than me, we became friends soon after that and he is the textbook definition of a gentleman. Like literally the grenenst green flag out there. Neon green. Fast forward to 7th grade, he confessed during a christmas party at his place. He took me out to his little garden and sat on one of the benches and yeah. Now lil old me was also crushing hard but was too pussy to fess up so when this happened ofc I said yes. A small voice in my mind I thought he was joking cause let's face it 7th grade me wasn't exactly the prettiest rose in the bush ok It's kinda lopsided and a bit uneven but at least I was funny. I was fully expecting it to last like 2 weeks. A month at most. But I said yes anyways cause I wanted to give it a chance. It lasted almost 5 years.

He was my first everything, and overtime we grew closer and if we weren't joined at the hip before we sure are now. Fast forward to highschool, he's in his last year and will be graduating soon. He decides to go abroad and ofc I support him. We'll make this whole ldr work. No it didn't work LMAOOOO after he went abroad we started texting and vidcallibg but that lasted 2 weeks. I kept trying to get trough to him but he didn't answer, not even a read.

Now one day I decide to call him cause it's been 2 weeks since I heard anything from him. And to my surprised he picked up, but it wasn't him that spoke. It was another girl. I told her that I'm his girlfriend and asked her if he was there and she just hung up. My heart dropped. And that's how I found out he was cheating 😃👍 and to make it worse he cheated on me 3 months before our 5th aniv <3 3 months before CHRISTMAS <33333333

Not long after that happened the girl found me on instagram (I think via my ex) and dmed me telling me the whole story. About how they met at a house party, got shit faced, made out, and hooked up. When she asked if he was single he said yes so she was basically lied to. She left him after our convo so good for her I hope she finds someone better.

Cue a montage of desperate texts and many phonecalls I declined from my ex who tried to make excuses on how he was drunk and it was an accident. I ignored all of em and blocked him when he didn't stop. I went by to his parents place to drop off his things and his parents didn't know yet so I told them, legit broke down in front of his mom and she called him and yelled at him on the phone shdjhffh 💀 I'm still close with his family (esp his sisters) cause well we've known eachother since we were kids, I'm basically their daughter at this point. And thankfully they're also mad at him and idk what happened after that but one of his sisters told me he's "all on his own now" so I guess they cut all contact from him? Or cut his funds? I'm not sure.

But yeah end of story, I think this is my juciest life story yet. And what's the moral of the story? No matter how neon the green flag it only takes one switch to make it blood red *eats snacks* anyways how are you sel :D

midi!! hello again!! 🥹 & yes omg i’m so happy the shadowban is gone pls 😭

oh my god midi you sent such a long story and i feel bad for not responding in equal length but i’m literally just 😦 at everything 😭😭 idk what to say oh my god??? i can’t believe he did that… literally what the fuck. and i’m so so so so sorry that you had to go through that, that young also 😭 what he did to you is so shitty i hope he got what he deserved for it 😭 i’m also glad that the girl reached out to you to talk about it.

i can’t even imagine how hard it must have been, especially since you’ve known his family since forever too 😭 it’s good that you were able to confide in them about it 😭 i feel like that type of relationship is so rare despite everything that’s happened, and it’s so refreshing to see that you’re still close to them.

& that’s so true!! i think there are certain lines that shouldn’t be crossed and are completely unsalvageable once they are.

thank you for sharing this midi omg i feel like it’s super personal, i’m touched that you’re trusting this with all of us here 😭 i hope YOU’RE doing better now 🥺 esp with your current partner!! i can see that u’re very much in love & am so happy that they’re treating you the way you deserve to be treated 🥺

i’m doing great 🥺 so thoughtful of you to ask!! i was kinda hesitant to go out today bc my bf wanted me to join him and his friends (but i kinda felt bad bc i wanted him to have his own time w them 😭 idr the last time they were all together without me for their boy time yk? they definitely don’t mind having me around but i kinda wanted to give them that space)

but!!! i’m really glad i went still 🥹 lots of laughs and talks and eats for the entire night!! one of the newer gf’s was there too, and bc she isn’t really as close as the rest of us (context: i’m one of the older gf’s ahsbhaah i’ve been w my bf for like 5+yr and have known these boys since hs too haha) i guess she still felt kinda nervous!! but she was really making an effort to get close to me (asking abt makeup!! and she even asked if she could braid my hair 🥺 most of my friends are guys so talks like this r pretty rare for me lmao) it was so sweet 🥺

my heart is very full rn!! i love friendships 🥺 i think it’s especially sentimental rn bc we’re growing w each other as life goes on!! how our conversations have shifted along with where we are in life 🥺

#long post!#sorry i shared a bit here too 😭#but aaaah thank u for dropping by again midi!!!#midi.🥔#mididoodles #ask #rep #sleepover!

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teeth--thief · 2 months

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Do we have the opinion of anyone in the control room on Dyatlov? Leonid, Akimov, etc.? I watched the interview with Stolyarchuk. Very good. Also, I learned color text on this web site… though I’m unsure as to why there is no yellow or blue? :(

- Rodka

@atomshchik I'm almost caught up with all your asks, that calls for a celebration! (proceeds to disappear for a few days)

I guess there's no yellow because it'd be too low contrast? Who knows... But I think you can make fancy gradient text with any color you want! That's probably just for posts, not asks... I'm blissfully unaware of how, though, as I'm a mobile phone user (I don't have a working PC or a laptop... matter of fact, I need a new phone, too).

Stolyarchuk seems like good vibes overall, doesn't he? He's always so calm and collected. He's just chillin. We love an unproblematic guy.

I've gotta be honest, I have gaps in my memory when it comes to whether or not Stolyarchuk ever explicitly said much about Dyatlov in any interviews. I need to rewatch both the one with KishkiNa and the panel with Steinberg and the rest... By that, I'm assuming he never said anything ground breaking but I might be wrong. Either way: I'm putting a pin in that, I'll come back to this matter.

Not to even mention the SIUT - Igor Kirschenbaum. We know so little about him overall that his thoughts on anyone are... yeah, we just don't know. I'm pretty sure he only ever did one interview, on the phone, at that - with KishkiNa (starts at 15:52) - and I'm not sure if you can even call that an interview...

About Akimov and Toptunov... There are of course their testimonies, as they were interrogated while in the hospital in Moscow, but those never made it out of the prosecutor's office. At this point, no one knows if they ever will get out to the public or even if they're still there at all. They couldn't have been that - if at all - incriminating for Dyatlov, though, as they weren't brought up during the trial in reference to him forcing them to do anything, being verbally abusive etc etc.

And, of course, when mentioning Toptunov, Sasha Korol comes up once again: we know for a fact he was absolutely terrified of Dyatlov. So much so that he had some real... unkind things to say about him in his interview with Kupnyi (translation taken from here from the one and only @/toptunovleonid on Instagram):

(...) And Lenya opened the door, he entered. He rang [the doorbell] first, then opened the door. I was reading a magazine about science and he said "Let's go, in my work time there will be a test. Dyatlov will be in command..." and I... Kupnyi: You didn't get along with him [Dyatlov]... Yeah... he was a petty tyrant. Kupnyi: Did you have to deal with him? Thank God, I didn't have to deal with him! Only once but it doesn't matter. We went to the reactor shop. Lenya arrived earlier - immediately after graduation arrived at the power plant. I went there after a month. By this time Dyatlov was promoted, and the chief of the [reactor] shop became Sitnikov. Sitnikov hired me. That's how we didn't cross paths with Dyatlov, Thank God. If it wasn't Dyatlov, there wouldn't be accidents. The whole story would be different... Before he worked at Chernobyl, he tested nuclear reactors of submarines. And then there was this system, like a party nomenclature. (Dyatlov was) "unsinkable", as they say. They chided him, they chided him and he came [to Chernobyl] to control an even worse reactor. On submarines, reactors are well controlled due to the "enrichment" dynamics of control. And our "enrichment" was small... Well, in short, he covered (himself; probably he was hiding after the accident on the submarine). He was obsessed with proving that RBMK were secure. A program was written if one block stops working and gets disconnected to the others, will water still be pumped. It's different than... where there is a cooling system, natural cooling. In RBMK there are 1648 channels controlled manually? And if the connection is lost, the diesel generator turns on but it takes 3 minutes so it can start working. For this time, cooling is needed. He tried to prove it. He did everything as he should... but he proved the opposite. He proved the opposite. The program was... Kupnyi: Did he initiate the program? Yes. He wanted to be promoted. He wanted to prove this immediately. No one has read the program he wrote. Everyone said so. Everyone knew there would be a test of the generator runout. Nobody had seen (the program). They saw it when he brought it himself, and there was strikethrough text, corrections. That's the whole deal. To get ready for the program, they had to see, to discuss it, to study it. I mean he just brought it and (said) "Here. Do this.". Nobody could understand, that's why he commanded. Kupnyi: Did this experiment have to be performed in the evening but they postponed it to the night shift? Yes. Kupnyi: Logically, the night shift wasn't familiar with the test that had to be performed in the evening. The evening shift got ready for... (the test). Not the evening, nor any other shift read the program (that Dyatlov wrote).

Only once but it didn't matter, you say? Define doesn't matter, please. If I had to guess, someone got scolded real bad for something... Anyhow, he never mentioned what Toptunov thought about Dyatlov - I'm assuming if Lyonya had been that terrified of him, too, then Korol would have mentioned so, you know, to boost his case... But he said nothing so I suppose we may never know...

#file: special interest: chernobyl #file: ask!#asker: @atomshchik #chernobyl

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https://www.instagram.com/reel/CsH6JYItyWJ/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

Some of Jensen’s Instagram Post replies:

“Wish them the best but honestly the whole cast felt forced and yes even the level of “inclusivity" in the characters y supernatural magic was the seamless chemistry between the characters and not just the main ones! Plus the plot was a lot more solid... Maybe it's saved and it gets better idk”

“We love u Jensen and the idea behind this new series but the acting FOR ME was just not there....Favorite episode was the last one where u made a cameo with our fellow Idit bobby ©  missed seeing you guys. . Perhaps if u get renewed there will be more of u and maybe #savethewinchesters”

“I loved Supernatural. Actually I love still. But the show The Winchesters needs to end. It is so very woke. That's my issue with it. Maybe next time don't go full woke to don't go broke again”

“@jensenackles love to love this show, but it's lacking something..good lucky always tho”

“The Winchesters were Sam and Dean period. That's why people was not interested in that other series.”

“I loved supernatural, I loved the chemistry between you, jarad and all the others but this show for me was a bomb. No chemistry and poor story”

“Seems like there were a lot of directions to go but this one didn't land with the fans I think. Sorry man”

“Honestly I rather have a real sequel or prequel done and not save this one this one wasnt even OUR John and marry”

“Yeah I have to agree with the general consensus of evervone's comments, I loved the idea but it didn't really hit the mark for me, I know it was to reveal other twists and turns throughout the seasons connected to SPN and the whole going back in time ect ect but it wasn't for me and like everyone said the Winchesters are Sam and Dean • no matter what spin off they do this is what it all boils down to #samanddeanforever) I would like to see a Bobby and Rufus spin off that would be awesome...if produced and directed properly a and directed properly”

“Jensen, the homie. I love you, but it didn't look good” (translated)

“Hey Jensen take the loss buddy, you had a whole season, time to move on to bigger things”

“Nah the show is absolutely trash”

“It just didn't feel

"tough "enough to be the lead up to Sam & Dean”

“Nah the show wasn't any good”

“Jensen blink 3 times if you need help”

“Jensen honey let it go please”

Mist of the comments that are negative about TW are very level headed. Most of these people aren’t just “antis”. Of course there was pleanty of fawning or supportive comments. But the majority I saw just want the show to end.

I think Jensen doesn’t really care himself about TW anymore, but he let/made the cast go ahead and make this video to look like an effort was made. I honestly think he’d rather it just go away at this point.

If they're really hoping executives review the SM posts, they'll find that and so much more on Twitter. For a fan campaign to be successful, it usually involves universal support, which TW just doesn't have. (Not that I think the fan campaign for a show that failed in all aspects would even work).

I really think this is just Jensen pretending to care, and quite possibly acting out of jealousy that Jared's show is still going and his isn't. (Why else would he try and hijack SM during Walker?) It's too little, too late and he knows it. Guess he's going to have to actually feel what it's like to fail. I hope he learns from it instead of being bitter about it.

#ask box #anti jensen #anti spn prequel

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Copycat: Agent Zero —(Marvel Fem!Oc)

A/N: Once again Matthew is here to steal the show -Danny

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Phase Four Masterlist

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Listen to: ‘Stranger’ -by Taylor John Williams

xviii: Date Night

Cat had gone out intending to patrol the city thinking Peter would be too busy for that, but then a sudden fear waked at the back of her mind: What if she hadn't caught all of Beck's helpers and now they were planning to take Peter and MJ while no one was looking?

She tracked them down (checked Peter's Instagram stories to see if he'd posted anything that day) and watched them for almost three hours. She would've stayed until the date ended but someone had been looking for her as well, and they'd finally found her on the rooftop closest to the cat cafe.

"So it's wrong to date a teenager, but it's okay to stalk him?"

Cat threw her spear and Daredevil caught it with a smirk.

"Matthew, you fucking idiot," she walked up to him to retrieve her weapon. "I could've killed you! What were you thinking, approaching me like that while I'm looking the other way?"

Matthew laughed, he let her grab the spear but when she tried to take it, he held it tighter.

"What?" She asked.

"Is your suit different?"

She looked down at the white and blue fabric. "How did ya know?"

"Are you wearing a cape?"

"It's a shield and a glider, actually," she pointed out. "It's pretty cool, wish you could see it."

He raised his hand and brushed his fingertips against the hood, he smirked. "Are those cat ears?"

"I wasn't ready for a drastic change."

Matthew's smile grew. "You're in a good mood for someone who's been watching her ex-boyfriend date someone else."

"Okay, first of all, I've had time for introspection and now I'm over him. Second, how the fuck do you know I'm watching over my ex-boyfriend?"

"I can hear two teenagers talking and they've mentioned you at least twice. Something about how cool you are..."

"Awww," Cat looked back at the cafe with a soft smile. "They're so sweet."

"I guess there's no point in asking how the mission went? I heard in the news you made your debut as an Avenger."

"Yeah, and I made peace with Spider-man."

"So everything's back to normal?"

Cat stopped to think about her answer, she crossed her arms. "I don't know what you mean by normal... My high school friends are still five years younger than me, my brother's still dead, everyone knows Copycat... and I quit S.H.I.E.L.D."

Matthew's voice lost its playfulness. "What?"

She explained that her old friend had gotten involved by accident thanks to S.H.I.E.L.D's lax security and she didn't want to work in such a place. Now she was making sure her friends were protected.

"You've been here for hours, Cat."

"So? Someone could try to hurt them as they leave..."

"I trained you well," he replied sternly. "You would know by now if someone were following them. You're being paranoid."

"I'm not."

"Stop torturing yourself."

"What? I'm not— I'm just looking after my friends!"

"The ones that are having a normal date while you sit here in the cold?"

"You make it sound way worse than it is..." Cat pouted, she avoided looking at him. "Fine. I wanted to look after them, but I also wanted to watch. It's been so long since I had a real date... If it can't be me, I'm happy witnessing one from afar."

Matthew sighed shortly, he turned and started walking. "Come."

"No, you're being annoying."

"We're going on a date."

Cat slipped almost falling off the building. She managed to pierce the floor with her spear and kept herself in place. "Excuse me?"

"An adult shouldn't follow teens without their consent. C'mon Cat, I thought that after working with a lawyer you'd know better..."

"Wait, wait— you're taking me on a date? What?"

"We'll have fun," he shrugged lightly. Matthew stopped and tilted his head a little without facing her. "What, you don't like me anymore?"

"I don't want a consolation prize."

"Ouch. You really think I'm a consolation prize?"

"I think you're pitying me and I don't like that."

"I'm just cheering up a friend. You would do the same for me, right? That's what friends do."

"Friends take other friends to dates?" she replied skeptically.

"I don't date all my friends, only the cute ones."

She bit back a smile. "I'm cute?"

He smirked. "How would I know?"

Cat got to his side and punched his shoulder playfully. "Asshole."

"Welcome to Josie's," Matt pushed the door open for her.

"This bar is your favorite?"

"Hey, I'm hearing scorn in your voice," the man frowned. "Josie's the best worst-bar here, I promise."

"I promised Kurt I would not get involved in any bar fights, Mr. Murdock, so you better be right about this place..."

"Don't worry, I'll make sure you're safe at all times," he grinned.

The lady behind the bar noticed them. "Good God, Matthew, I didn't take you for a man who takes advantage of young women..."

"I'm the victim here," he joked.

"He's right, I've been planning this for three years," Cat mused. "I'm gonna get him drunk, and then I'll take his virtue."

"You be careful, sweetheart, this one's a lawyer— And a damn good one at that!"

"I'm blushing," Matt guided her to the bar and pull out a stool for her.

Cat was delighted, she didn't know what was going on inside her friend's head, but she wasn't going to stop it.

Matthew passed her a beer. "So what are you gonna do now that you have no job?"

Cat tilted her head. "Don't know... I never stopped to think what my dream job would be."

"I could hire you back in the office if you want? We could use the help."

"The thing is, you can barely afford three people," she grinned. "And I ain't cheap. Besides, isn't it unprofessional to have a date with a possible colleague?"

"You care about that now?" Matthew raised a brow, his thumb was rubbing the neck of his bottle and it was distracting her. "You had a self-discovery journey while you were away?"

"You know when you go through so many traumatic experiences you just reevaluate your whole perception of life?"

"Yeah."

"I guess I had one of those."

"Good for you."

They smiled. Cat's gaze went up to the tv and saw the news: They were nearing the end of that night's transmission, which meant no big incidents were happening. It was eleven o'clock, Peter and MJ had to be home by now, they were safe.

"I can't spend my days hanging out with teenagers, right? And I refuse to spend my twenties surrounded by the same people who looked after me when I was a kid..."

Matthew took a swig sip of his beer. "Kurt's not ready to be out yet?"

"Oh no, he's more than ready. I'm the one that's not ready to—"

"Put him at risk," he finished her sentence. "You're heroes for a reason, Cat. You're always risking your lives."

"I'm not a hero. But no, yeah, I know... I wanted him to have a long break before returning, though."

"Is that what you want for yourself?"

Cat grimaced. "No. I wanna find my place again. The former Avengers are all scattered throughout the universe and the news are calling me the face of the New team, but that team's not even real. I mean, the only available heroes are Spider-man, Nightcrawler, and I—"

"You might wanna lower your voice," Matthew reminded her. "You have an identity to hide now."

Cat blinked, she'd forgotten about it. "Right. Sorry."

"Here's some advice," Matt leaned forward. "You'll have to decide who belongs in your civilian life, and who will know you as Copycat."

"I can't make half of my friends forget the last ten years of our lives!"

"What I'm saying is that from now on you'll have to make a choice. You know people with no superpowers, and I'm sure you'll want to keep them safe..."

"Yes."

"Those are the ones that you can't talk to about your hero life."

She frowned. "But that's impossible. They know—"

"Of course they'll know, but it's better if they don't know all there is to tell," Matt finished his beer. "People get worried, and you'll have to calm them while also tending to your bruises. It gets tiring with time."

Cat looked at him intently. "Is this what you do with your friends?"

"Helps them sleep at night, and it's a time saver for me," he nodded.

"Jesus, Matthew, I didn't know you could be such a coldhearted man."

"No no, it's the opposite. I care about them, that's why I do it."

The mutant grabbed her beer and finished half of it before replying. "So what does this mean?"

Matthew tilted his head. "What do you mean?"

"You telling me this. Does it mean I belong in your hero life? I won't get invited to birthdays and all that?"

"You want to be part of those?" He grinned.

"Only if you take me as your cute date."

"If this one ends well, I'll definitely think about it."

"You mean like if this ends with you taking me to your place, or..?"

Matthew laughed. "You wish."

Her body had too much energy still, she was used to fighting or training almost every day and therefore she wasn't tired after a day of just walking around the city with a friend.

Cat grabbed her earpiece and put it on her bedside table, she decided to organize her room now that she had time.

"Call Rocket."

"Connecting. Please hold."

She heard unintelligible screams and voices overlapping, when she looked up she saw Peter Quill.

"You," she made a face.

"Who is this?" Quill squinted. "Wait, I know you! You're the little weirdo that could turn into Mantis, right?"

"Can you pass the pad over to Rocket?"

Thor snatched the pad and looked at her with glossy eyes, it was clear they'd been drinking. "Cat! How are you, little lady? I see you're not so little now, are you?"

"Hey, you're still alive," she smiled at him. "Good to see you, man! How are you?"

"Ah you see, having fun," he smiled tearily. "All good on earth? What's going on? Do you need us?"

"Oh no no, no one wants that blond dickwat here," Cat replied.

"Hey, I heard that!" Quill pushed Thor aside. "Watch your mouth!"

"Or what, Starship, are you gonna cry?"

"Why are you two brainless giants yelling?" Rocket's voice came from the back.

"That's my captain!" She exclaimed. "Thor, could you please give the pad to Rocket? I wanna talk to him..."

"Sure, sure... Look after yourself, alright? Be good."

"Of course, big guy. You know me."

The god handed the pad to Rocket. "What do you want?"

"Well, you asked me to call often and it's been a month since my last call, so here I am!"

"Good."

Rocket went back to his seat, behind him Quill shouted. "Hey, your friend is a mean ass! You better tell her to shut up!"

"I heard what she said, and I agree!" Rocket sprawled on his chair and continued. "So what's new, toddler?"

Cat gave him the update, and he seemed pleased for the most part, but genuinely confused over her definite breakup with Peter Parker.

"I don't get why are you so pissy about his age."

"You might not get the concept, but people would give me eery looks if I dated a kid. That's just wrong."

"But didn't you say your new guy is like twelve years older?"

"Okay but that's different. We're both adults."

"You're being stupid, that's what."

"Well, yeah, but what's new?" She grinned. "We went on a date today."

"Good for ya, kid. As long as he treats you right I got nothing against him..."

"Look at you being protective over me..."

"I did say you and Kurt are like my children."

"I wish you stopped saying that—"

She stopped mid-sentence, she'd opened the bottom drawer of her desk and there she'd found the old letters she'd addressed to Peter during the blip. Rocket didn't seem to notice her pause, he began to talk about Groot and his demands, he wanted to pilot the ship.

"You should let him try. I mean, what's the worse that could happen?" She commented, absently going through the missives.

"Oh you know, nothing special except maybe our ugly, abrupt deaths!"

"So nothing too awful then."

Rocket cackled. "No one here gets me like you and Kurt."

"You're starting to sound like an old man. How old are you again?"

"Maybe ten, maybe a hundred."

"That sounds about right..." she chuckled.

"What the hell are you doing?"

Cat was looking for a box under her bed. "I'm cleaning my room."

"It looks dark outside, what time is it?"

"About two in the morning..."

"Are you sure you're okay?"

"Yeah, yeah, don't get all fuzzy," she waved her hand to dismiss it as she crawled out from under the bed. "Gotcha."

She grabbed the thick stack of papers and placed them all inside. Impulsively, she opened another drawer and pulled out an old, battered shoe box.

"So this isn't you having a case of the jitsies?"

She began looking through the stuff, pictures, and old valentine cards that were spreading on the carpet. "I'm not anxious, I'm super energized, it's different. I think... I think I'm kinda happy."

He snorted. "Good to hear."

"Yeah... it is good," she stopped for a moment to take it all in, then kept going.

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