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archivalofsins · 4 months

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hey so im not trippin right? chronologically, the events in meme take place after the events in double, at least from what i can gather. if thats the case then what the hell happened for mikoto to go from 'giant eyebags and grey hairs at age 20 whatever' to perfectly fine? its probably just that the artstyle wasnt fully finished baking but idk it could be something too.

Oh boy howdy anon you're going to love this. You're right the events on the train do happen before MeMe. However, that's at the start we actually see the events of MeMe play out in the middle of Double. Plus we see the events of Double play out in MeMe as well.

We're just viewing it from a different side like Deco said when Double released.

Also John totally appears in MeMe. So, let's get into this.

So first yeah, the murder repeats in Double. Like we see, the murders occur again during each of the prisoner's trial two songs. I believe the murder is re-illustrated in Double during these scenes.

As you'll be able to see during these scenes the blood splatters inside the train, but the broken doll pieces are outside of it. Mirroring how the murders actually occurred outside in MeMe.

As you can see in MeMe the train that Double takes place within is actually passing through when the murder is committed. We're also shown in MeMe that all of Mikoto's attacks just canonically happen outside the train.

Hence the theme being a dialogue between the front and back. MeMe is the front Double is the back. We also see Mikoto with bags in MeMe but they're less pronounced this is seemingly done purposely to make it more difficult to distinguish between the two of them.

He can be seen with bags under his eyes when they're looking at each other in the mirror, and when he's waking up in the tub. The scene of them looking in the mirror basically mirrored at the beginning of Double.

It's also shown that Mikoto doesn't have bags beneath his eyes when being brought to Milgram. Yet, as soon as it's implied that Mikoto (John) has been fronting the most suddenly guess what's back.

Yep, the bags under his eyes. This is why the line,

"Take a good look at me."

Is repeated through MeMe and why Mikoto's first voice drama emphasizes looking him in the eye as much as it does. Also, why when he does draw a blank and is shown disposing of evidence his eyes are conveniently omitted.

Yet even then before that scene when he does get up lines can be seen drawn under his eyes.

And they can definitely be seen here as well,

And here too!

Mikoto the one Milgram has recognized as a prisoner is the only one not to have bags under his eyes throughout their music videos. Something Milgram does nothing to hide.

In fact it's like the staff has been doing their best to highlight this.

Like if it was just a matter of art style that wouldn't explain how he went from no eyebags to eyebags at the beginning of double and from the beginning of Milgram to now. Or why he went back and forth between them in MeMe.

At that point this is something being done out of intent. Intent that is confirmed in Double when Mikoto (John) goes-

"Aghhh- I'VE GOT YOU, LEAVE IT TO ME!"

After Mikoto's facial expression changes from happy well rested no bags ultimately ending on this expression-

I lovingly call, "Shut the hell up I heard you the first time okay I'll do something about it."

But yeah Mikoto consistently switches between alert, attentive well rested and please, please god let it end i don't remember what a bed looks like let alone feels like please I can't take it anymore. Instead of illustrating this through eye bags in Double it's illustrated through body language more so but the focus on the eyes is still there.

Even with the eye bags. In the first shot Mikoto's eyes are downcast while in the second he's alert and looking at something ahead of him. Similar to how he is in MeMe

So, yeah chances are it could be nothing. Or the one we see with bags under their eyes and seemingly tired throughout both songs is Mikoto (John). Whereas, the one who is energetic and doesn't have as prominent or any bags under his eyes is just Mikoto.

Overall it's an interesting tidbit about Double and MeMe. Simply because it's so easy to miss. I personally think it's there to differentiate between the two but it could be nothing. This retroactively makes this scene funny because there's no bags to be seen so it's more than likely just Mikoto.

And this one because also no bags

Which again by this logic means that is just simply Mikoto. Also calls into question why we never see the face of the Mikoto hunting the other down in Double just their back. Along with all the times they deliberately decide not to show his face. Like he didn't even commit murder in the clothes he's on the train in.

Because the anniversary art is literally all of the prisoners after their crimes. So like it's kind of funny he's been getting away with this so easily.

#milgram #mikoto kayano #gunsli rambles

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short-black-diamond · 8 months

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YOU GOTTA STOP ME DIA!!!!!!

I can’t help it.

Okay so you remember H? Yeah

Never had a gf!! (As far as im aware lmaooo)

Hes single

We are closer friends recently !! And and we send stupid videos going “me n who” to eachother cause single loool and are actually super alike

And our mutual friend R said “your literally the girl version of H” LMFAO

Its not a crush crush its more like

I love being friends but would say yes if you ask me out??? Yk? Like if nothing happens i wouldnt be upset:))

Hes just so nice!!! And fucking funny

He fixed my hair today and stuff 🤭 thehehe

AGH!!

Plus i posted a tiktok about small things that i like such as people taking photos of me without me noticing and he done it the otherday AGHHH

Im also not too sure if he has a crush on his best friend cause when he mentions his best friend people go “yeah friend” as if it’s obvious like he had/has a crush on her or if its a running joke

EITHERWAY!! if we stay friends forever i dont mind!!! :D

Healthy crushes>>>

(Giggling to myself)

- feeling slightly better about myself🍓

(Also pretty sure ex bf J used me so fuck him!!!!!)

No.

absolute no.

you will focus on your studies to become an independent woman and have men crawling after you (because they are not worth to be on eye-level with you) and beg on their knees to have a chance with you.

You will become a rich woman who can take care of her stuff just fine.

I am not telling you this because i am tired of you falling in love over and over again, because love itself is a beautiful thing.

I am telling you because I want my strawberry to become a wonderful bush, not cut or scratched or bent, you hear me?

Sure, you can do whatever you want as this is your life.

just...be careful.

do not trust him too quickly. no kisses. no touching. (sorry for acting like such a mom.)

I don't want your heart to be broken again. boys and men are not really well trusted creatures, as we know by now.

...

my love,

please don't think that I don't want you to be happy, because I really do.

I want you to have all the fun you have in this world. laugh until your stomach hurts, until you have tears of happiness rolling down your eyes and your cheeks hurt from smiling too wide.

I want you to focus more on your education more though, okay? sure, flirting with boys is fun and all, and I'm not saying that you're wasting your time, but I'd rather you focus more on learning than chatting with boys who are most probably not even worth a sliver of your attention.

Please be careful with H, my love.

-your very concerned dia.

#my precious 🍓#🍓#🍓 anon #🍓 talks #strawberry 🍓

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annahxredaxted · 2 years

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Forgot.

Parings: Asher/ baabe

Summery: asher forgot baabe and his anniversary. (Opps) 👀

I literally live for Asher angst. It's my fav.

So Tw/ forgot anniversary (dunno if that's Tw or nah)

Part 2

You walked through the door after a long dreary day at work. It was the worst. Your coworkers, and boss nitpicked ever itsy bitsy little thing you did. As if you were crazy, on top of that, Asher hadn't said anything about your guy's anniversary at all that day or the day before.

You thought maybe he was planning a surprise and didn't want to attract to much attention, but it was Asher. He loves attention, he couldn't keep his mouth shut for anything, surprises, promotions,gifts, secrets, you name it he already told half the universe about it.

You grumpily took off your coat, and hung it up. 'Maybe ash already took care of dinner?' You silently thought to yourself. Stepping into the kitchen you realized that was not the case.

Your eyes brightened when you remembered the gift you had gotten ash, as a (I'm assuming 3-4) year anniversary present!

You kicked off your shoes and raced to your bedroom where you sneakily had hid the present. You were so ecstatic you could hardly contain yourself!

Suddenly you heard a noise. The door opening and closing. No, 'hey baabee im home!!' Just a loud sigh.

You speedily changed into your pjays before ash came into the bedroom. He was probably gonna go to the kitchen first anyways.

You gently, but quickly clutched the present towards your chest. Aghhh you could hardly wait to see his reaction for the gift.

You hid the carefully wrapped gift behind your back and slowly walking toward the kitchen, looking down, only seeing the floor and your fluffy socks.

The second you walked into the kitchen, you frowned, the dull look on ash's face was unbearable. He sighed and shook his head a couple times.

"Hey baabe. I'm kinda tired, prolly gonna go to bed." He stated walking past me after a quick kiss on the forehead.

Bed? No 'Happy anniversary baabe, so glad to have spent 4 years with you' just bed.

You scoffed. Then remembered you don't have the courage to back it up

"B-bed?" You questioned, with a lump in your throat. Did he forget?

"Yes. Bed. You coming?" You glanced over to the clock. 8:23pm

"Right now? Today?" You questioned once more.

He looked rather confused. "Uhm?? Yes ..?" He slowly walked toward me. "You okay baabe? Any cold sweats?" He asked feeling the back of his hand to your forehead.

You didn't believe it. All this work, put into making this gift for the love of your life, for 4 years, and he just 'forgot'

You mustered up the strength and straight up asked him.

"Did you forget Asher?" You used a firm voice, one he knew meant you were dead serious. You tried so hard not to cry. Did he actually forget?

He chuckled and looked around "forget what?" He was more confused.

You felt a stab in your back. Your heart sank. Eyes probably glistening with tears about to betray you by falling, a lump in your throat yearning to cry.

You looked down and nodded. 'Of course,' you thought 'why is it always me that's not important enough to remember?'

"Baabe?" He broke through your intrusive thoughts.

He put a hand on your shoulder. Knowing you were gonna cry.

"Hey,Hey, what did i forgot? Birthday? Promotion? Date nigh-," you cut him off

"Our anniversary ash!," you paused. He looked shocked, then guilty. ,"I have spent months putting this stupid present together. But who cares, happy anniversary." You remarked as you threw the present at him, he caught it, you ran off to your room.

Asher's POV

The fuck? HOW AM I SO STUPID OH MY GOD I FORGOT- SHITTT I AM AN ASSHOLE.

i slapped my face.

I looked down to see the nicely wrapped present still, in my hands.

As I carefully undid the paper I found a scrapbook.

"aww baabe.." I whispered.

There was a picture from our first date, the picture of the paper I put my number on, a movie ticket from the movie we saw on their birthday,so much stuff from the last 4 years of our lives and I just

Forgot?

WHAT KIND OF AN ASSHAT AM I???

I can't believe I forgot..

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#redacted asmr #redacted asher #redacted baabe

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nicosraf · 8 months

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Hello angel, I hope you had a wonderful day, I just wanted to tell you that I absolutely loved abm. Maybe you’re probably tired of hearing that at this point but idc, you deserve the love. Ever since i’ve found your work I’ve been a big fan. Being a hispanic myself, your stories really hit different.

I was really surprised to find you were really young when you published your book. I never thought someone that age could write something so beautiful and impactful. I am also a writer, or at least I aspire to be, im probably only four years your junior, and I dream about writing my own book someday. Unfortunately, with the college workload, all my writing had to be put on hold for the moment.

But a while back I had a dream that inspired me to write a queer short-story retelling of Tobit, which is a old testament book I’ve read a few times. Never imagined I’d write such a thing, but im hoping you might be able to read it someday, if I ever manage to publish it, it’s also a work I’d like to dedicate to you.

thank you very much! i'll never be tired of hearing it, it means a lot to me! i can't really emphasize enough how anxious i am about people reading my stuff, even now

yes, i am young! it's something i don't really like to mention, not just because of dismissal in the publishing world but dismissal I've experienced in professional/academic spaces too. one time, i joked that i should've waited until i was 80 years old to write ABM but the future can feel so precarious. I'm really happy you found it impactful. im just writing from the heart.

Ooo a dream-driven gay bible story in your head! You should write it! I love the Book of Tobit :) It's so wacky to me, and it features Asmodeus and Raphael, two people i like very much. I would love to read it and aghhh you don't have to dedicate it to me. I would cry if you did that, I think. But thank you. Thank you and I wish you well!

#<3 #mine #ask #also im in my early twenties if you all didnt know

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jiangwanyin · 2 years

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it's literally only half past three pm but what if i just went to bed..................

#i'm insanely tired and im in a bad mood because my head hurts too #but also i should eat i'm hungry #but then i won't be able to sleep for another half hour at least #and that's STILL too early to go 2 bed because i'll just wake up at midnight #which is less than ideal #what do i doooo #angie.txt #also if i go to bed now i'll probably wake up earlier because i'll be hungry hwyfnshkf #this sucks either way tbh i think i'll just sleep #if i stay awake any longer i'll probably just get even more irritable and annyoed with everything so it's probably for the best aghhh #i just really hope i won't wake up too early

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cuoxou · 3 years

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#AGHHH IM SO TIRED i am home now 😏

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swept-away · 4 years

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i feel like if i ever get skinny, that’s literally all i’ll have going for me. like my personality is literal shit, my grades aren’t the worst but they certainly aren’t the best, and i literally can’t talk to a new person without breaking down after in the bathroom.

idk i’m just in a mood rn where i feel like even if i lose all this weight, i still won’t be happy.

(but am i still gonna partake in this dangerous behaviour because of that teeny tiny chance that my life will magically turn around after i hit my ugw? oF cOuRsE)

07.01.20

#tw ed #ed rant #ed things #pro ana #pro mia #not pro just using tags #aghhh im so tired of everythijg right now #july 1 2020 #happy canada day to me

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neptunebeetle · 4 years

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Egh

#idk ignore this im just thinking #i dont think its actually gonna be popukarized or mainstream—tho i wont br surprised is those stupid idiot celebrities in particular get-#-into it—#but im not gonna lie with yall!!! im actually gonna be kinda really mad if more and more ppl start figuring out abt kin related stuff #not bc. itd bring mroe attention. and more ppl would start doing it #its that its Celebrities. of all people.#basically i wanna say stop stanning celebrities stop babying them or treating them like some internet experience as if theyre not a real-#-person and also learn more abt these people and never assume a celebrity is a good person ever and dont put them on a pedestal EVER #anyways with that being said bc yeah twitter is like ‘omg so cute the celebrity i stan is kin now i wanna see his list hehe’#its just IDK at first i was like oh okay lol but now im just thinking its kinda weird lol..#ugh idk i know a lot of people kin for fun its just whatever but celebrities. celebrit. ies.#anyways what im basically saying is this shit already gets made fun of enough as it is #and ppl think there are right and wrong ways to do it and make mentally ill ppl doin it out to be the bad guys bc we’re not doing it for-#-shits and giggles and basically i dont think its gonna become popukarized but if this shit turns into a trend im gonna be mad? idk man #idk if thats bad or selfish of me to fhink but this shit matters a lot to my mentally ill ass and if a celebrity makes a kin list and gets #his friends in on it too im just gonna collapse. it just seems exactly like something grimes and musk would fucking DO AND I HATE THEM AGHHH #they seem exactly the type to do kin drama or some shit i just fucking mnow it and ill genuinely want to flee this earth if i have to see #that go down. i hate famous ppl i hate celebrities gdjfn :(#im just thinking maybe probably it wont happen but stop. treating celebrities like cutesy little animals or some shit #i see the way ppl interacted with his posts abt kin on twitter like ‘omg gimme ur list :3’ like bruh this is a 50 year old man im tired bye #sorry im really afraid of saying things that ppl might not agree with but honestly i just hate twitter agjdndmfn hell hell hell

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circeschild · 2 years

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i literally had not even think right now. Im done omg.

I feel so tired aghhh

someone tell me something to spark me back to life

#//ooc

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cheerfulimp · 4 years

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Cursed....characters

ok no I wont wait days...and I will talk about characters, I’m not gonna compare it with the book I haven’t read. Just what I saw

Arthur

I didn’t like the Arthur at all....like at all...I’m not judging him being in a band, he was abounded kid, and stuff, didn’t know what to do blalal...but come on like he STOLE the Sword, and then after Nimue went after him and demanded the Sword back...he was like “hey nothing really mattered, just a sword sis chill, why are you talking with me like that and stuff..pff...why are so rude to me, why why”...aagghhh...and after, through the series, I can’t explain it, aghhh I hope there will be a NEAT character development for him...I really hope...how do they even fell in love?

Green Knight aka Gawain

Boi my boi....such a perfect character, again I hope to see his character development. Because heeere what I didn’t liked at all. He told us a story about his close friend being killed in front of him blalal, and it was tough yet the right decision, to let him die. AND THEN we have windmill scene, where another yet fairy is tortured in front of him, they demand him to come and fight, BUT hey oh my lovely Gawain whom I really love, this time you’re not alone, it’s not only about your life, there were kids, and honestly you didn’t even know that fairy, so the reaction you gave was really stupid. Yeah Yeah we all can agree that that fairy life really mattered, plus he remembered his friend’s death etc., but come on we all know he saw/witnessed/went through that same things after many times. And sure that stupid behavior of this only was written in order for ARTHUR to kill himself that poor fairy, so Gawain would not kill his own-kind, though he knew it was the only logical move. Come on people, we saw/ read plenty of movies/books with similar situations.

Nimue

I love the actress. Her character is not set well yet. She was not really practicing with her powers during her childhood, neither she can really fight. Idk we need more I hope we will get more. I’m not talking about her sometimes crazy behavior under the RING’s influence , sorry SWORD’s...this LOTR RING and CURSED SWORD have SAME ENERGY honestly =D However I must say something. The scene where Dof died, let’s be honest she didn’t even really tried helping, like “man i’m so tired after all that and stuff, i might not be helpful blala...sorryy my best friend since childhood...welp he’s dead sorryyyy” and immediately when the other viking dude announced that now they with Red Spear are allies, she immediately had that smile on her face, like good good thanks!! Sure in that time of trouble it’s good to have someone on your side, But I mean let’s be honest she didn’t even tried hard enough to save that man. And we all remember that on the other hand she really tried hard to save dead Gawain. Double standards? like IDk who is this man so nope im tired, GAWAIN my childhood ( i feel he was a crush) i will try to undead you. Remember Vinny? yeah had that vibes

Merlin

How can you hate Floki?Sure Floki killed Edelstein, but it was in the past. And his Flokiness was coming out in Merlin. Nah really good character....we need more of him agaaain to understand him, well ok not understand rather than justify his actions. True there’s a lot went between him fairy people and human (not mentioning shadows, creatures and other dimensions ) during his loooong lifetime. Man can have depression and anxiety. IDK we saw lot’s of characters that live long life and vie life differently idk idk. He tried at least saving his own daughter, that is a start I guess, and now his powers are back, who know what craziness awaits us. ALSO NOW he has no connection with humans, neither with shadows, and fairies, he is all by himself. This can lead to something interesting? morality? He will train Morgana? who knows? he still have fairy fire or smth .I was not going to talk about him honestly. I love Floki

MORGANA

Before knowing who is she. I hated her, cause for no reason she slapped Nimue..like dude wtf she just woke up she don’t know where is she, who are you and who was that future bitch little nun sitting in front of her. WHY SLAP?? ANd then we found out her love towards Fairies, and i loved her. then we heard her version of letter she said her fav part, that was “ damn i feel we gonna see it in the future”. Plus How did she killed the Widow?? spider? sword? Graphics were weirdish. And with all due respect, you left the “one you really loved that hard” in the monastery, and then “I will do shady things to return to you..more like dead version of you”. We all know this is not her but the spider, and Morgana is supposedly smart, why is she not considering that option? blinded by pain and love? naah...this is ridicules, but heey she is not fully doing shady things so far she returned to Nimue, idk how becoming a Widow on the way...maybe this is some king of time paradox type things...anywaay let’s seee...SHE IS THE MORGANA PEOPLE>>>SHE MUST BE BAD ASSISH

Percival=PERFECTION nothing to add. He’s gonna be trained by best out of bests!!!

Weeping Monk? Lancelot!! He did nothing wrong! And in this fandom we love him!

When I first saw him, I was like ok ok i know your backstory. Definitely fairy raised killing machine. For a little brief moment in the very beginning i though he might be Mordred (first two episodes), but then we had Gawain, so i was like “ okaay I see some epic Lancelot revel coming soon”, cause the whole squad is here already.You can’t have Arthur, Gawain, Morgana,Nimue,Perci,Merlin, but magically bring Lance in the end or somewhere in the middle of seasons. Have you noticed that “Weeping Monk fighting against Trinity Guards had the SAME energy of Ben Solo fighting agains Knights of Ren” ?I will go down with this character...perfection...

Red Spear

Is she Guinevere ? Maybe i forgot some knight with a spear..Sir Balin? he was not part of round....but idk this book i haven’t read, so why not he was one of the Savagest one...I ship my/this theory

#cursed #arthur #nimue #merlin #gawain #green knight #squirell #percival #weeping monk #lancelot #morgana #red spear #idk..maybe i woke up and delete this...or add plot holes #i need to talk #netflix #characters #cursed characters

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thedancefloorsilly · 3 years

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just watched the demon slayer movie. i’ll be crying for days

I HAVENT EVEN FINISHED IT DEMON SLAYER YET AGHHH

Was it that sad ??? omg I wanna watch the movie so baddd but I need to finish all these episodes why am I such a slow anime watcher 😭

I wanna watch now but im also hella tired so Im boutta go to bed </3 good day or good night to you !!

#wait she talks

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towerfandoms · 3 years

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Whoa a swing?! that was #girlboss u.u Very proud of you!! I bet it looks really nice. Restrictions were lifted last week here...not all tho but i still don't go out much...

Ohhh I've heard about tokyo revengers, the anime started recently right? I've been thinking about watching it...should i?

I don't have many updates...idk if you remember me telling you about starting doing beaded rings and necklaces but i did some and guess what? i already sold a few!!! and i have three more orders hehe other than that still the same life xD

AND TOG IS COMING BACK!!! 🥳🥳💖🥳🥳💖 Im so excited!! best news i got in a while ☺😍 Anyway i hope you're doing well and having a nice day!! You gonna rock your exams!-🌸

THANK YOU !! same tbh it’s up but i don’t wanna go out and catch covid.

YOU ABDOLUTELY SHOULD ITS REALLY GOOD !! i feel like it’d be your vibe. all the characters are so loveable it’s amazing.

AGHHH IM SO PROUD OF YOU. I KNEW YOUD DO WELL. that’s so good tho. i hope you get more orders soon !! it’s fine at least you have something to occupy your time with. and a really pretty hobby too !!

I KNOWWW IM SO EXCITED FOR TOG TO COME BACK. HOPEFULLY ITLL BE WEEKLY AGAIN AGHHH.

my life has been ok so far. i graduated yesterday and now i’m kinda sad. but idm too much cuz college will be much more fun 🥰🥰 thank you very much !! i hope so. i just want it to be over and for summer to start 😭😭😭 tired of waking up early every day

I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY

#🌸 anon

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seblore · 3 years

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everyday i wake up and you still havent posted your evermore rant </3

there u go boo 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

GDBDNSKDJHHDDNDS GIRL................ ok so i very cleverly avoided ranking folklore because every song REALLY HIT and the whole album was just SO.. SO.. yeah. i can however rank miss evermore. i dont want to compare the two album i do not get the point in that. both give off really different vibes. now what i will say is with folklore, AS AN ALBUM, it is just a master masterpiece. The songs flowed amazingly with each other and really held you close the entire first listen. at least thats what I felt like <3 with evermore however, the individual songs are OMG!!! THERE IS LITERALLY NO SONG I DONT LIKE FROM ANY OF THE TWO ALBUMS. but as an album on the first listen i did feel a bit disconnected from evermore which didnt happen to me with folklore. why i think that might’ve happened is BECAUSE taylor is just so brilliant m8.... the MASSIVE contrasting emotions between the songs was too much for my little brain to handle.

Ok so now that’s out of the way dhsjsk time for rankings :) i have no idea where im going to put each song im just going to make it up as we go <3 ill ALSO give you my fave lyrics from each if I remember it <333 (oh and also you’ll notice marjorie isnt here. im sorry but i never listened to it after the first listen because it hits a little too close to home and i dont want to unpack all of that now im sorry! it is a beautiful song)

14. Closure: she popped off <3 she really said dont treat me like a situation that needs to be handled 💃🤙💯 a beautiful song with beautiful lyrics HOWEVER its the first song i couldnt connect with thus it’s down here BUT I STILL WOULD LISTEN TO IT ON REPEAT THO... the last in my ranking but still fucks 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ thats taylor swift 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

13. long story short: i have never been in a relationship ever BUT GODDAMN ‘pushed from the precipice, clung to the nearest lips’ hdjsksksjjddjnBbdns jddd ubebs!:!?:?:$3&39383$hzjs WOAH.... and this bitch really summarized the full 2016 drama with long story short it was a bad time. HILARITY. yeah not much to say here tho this is just the ‘at least one mandatory song to shake your tits to on each ts album’ song of evermore <3 and always remember that if the shoe fits walk in it TILL YOUR HIGH HEELS BREAK WOOH ANDIFELLDOWNTHEPEDESTALRIGHTDOWNTHERA—

12: dorothea: making a lark of misery :D RENt free. i had to listen to ‘if youre tired of being known for who you know you know youll always know me’ 113 times to finally understand it tho 😐 some of us are stupid and illiterate have you ever thought about that miss swift???? anyways TINGTINGTINGINGINGING THE STARS IN YOUR EYES SHINED BRIGHTER IN TUPELO <33333 such an innocent feel good song I LOVE!!!!!

11. ivy: the goddamn here and the hush of mirrorball ARE THE REASON IM STILL ALIVE 😽 another lyrical masterclass <3 ‘id live and die for moments that we stole on begged and borrowed time’ IS2G!!!!!!!!!!! anyways what if you cheated on your husband with me and i cheated on my husband with you and my pain fit in the palm of your freezing hands 😳 JK JK 😅 unless...... 🤪😏 hdjsks yeah this song is magnificently cursed and i am in love with it 🧎‍♀️

10. tis the damn season: this song is august but the other side of the coin. august but four months later. AUGUST SLIPPED AWAY LIKE A BOTTLE OF WINE- THE HOLIDAYS LINGER LIKE A BAD PERFUMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... she sounds so pretty goshhh! ‘time flies messy as the mud on your truck tires NOW IM MISSING YOUR SMILE hear me out we could just ride around and the road not taken looks real good now’ is on repeat in my mind. and as always the bridge ::::::::::::::.............:::::::::::::: how does she do this everytime. ‘and wonder about the only soul who can tell which smiles im faking’ 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ after every ts song i listen my expectations about true love grows exponentially and my chances of finding true love falls exponentially simultaneously ADIEU.

9. willow: she really took the invisible string quartet and put it in huh..................... FUCKED IN THE HEADDDDDDDDDDDDDD. what can i say <3 its just such a pretty song <3 hashtag gorgeous hashtag i cant say anything to its face. WRECK MY PLANS!!!!!! WRECK IT BITCH!!! ‘wait for the signal and ill meet you after dark’ LOVE STORY WHIPLASH. also mate i cant even focus on the song she looks SO GOOD in the music video i—

8. happiness: !!!! what can i say.... one of the best songs of the album hands down. lyrical masterpiece AND musically rich. she really logged into tumblr dot com and typed out ‘THERE’LL BE HAPPINESS AFTER YOU’ AND ‘THERE WAS HAPPINESS BECAUSE OF YOU’ ARE IDEAS THAT CAN COEXIST and logged off...... h8 her and her insanity. the one word i have to describe this song is: picturesque. tis a picturesque song <3 oh and dfbhhffcbhDDVHHTRSDVJK when i heard ‘i hope she’ll be a beautiful fool who takes my spot next to you’ i audibly GASPED and then she says ‘no i didnt mean that sorry i cant see facts through all of my fury’................. i fell out of my chair. IT FELT LIKE AS IF SHE HEARD MY GASP AND TOLD ME SPECIFICALLY THAT NO SHE DIDNT MEAN IT LIKE THAT... anyways yeah. ill write an article one day named THE SWIFT DECEPTION OF TAYLOR about how she keeps writing songs with deceptive titles and this will be the opening case 😈🤙 also the fact that this is one of my faves and i put it in number 8 says a lot......

7. evermore: i havent recovered from ‘motion capture. put me in a bad light’. i mean come on the whole goddamn song is a lyrical masterpiece. ‘writing letters addressed to the fire’. IS SHE OK!????????????? i think tf not. beautiful song beautiful arrangement. iver sounded really good too. and lol lol rofl WOOFWOOFbarkbark ‘HEY DECEMBER GUESS IM FEELING UNMOORED’ unmoored definition from google dot com: no longer attached. she doesn’t go back to december anymore. about2 faint oml. long story short: i did not survive. THIS PAIN WOULD BE FOR EVERMORE........ what i felt with this song is that she took the quarantine sadness we all felt at least once this year and made it into a masterpiece of a song. couldve been easily the top song on any album except this. no i will not elaborate <3

6. no body no crime: i cannot believe. she teased us with a musical number. this woman teased us with. a musical number. I THINK SHE IS WRITING A MUSICAL BUT I JUST CANT PROVE IT! when she wins that tony 16 years later call me prophetic xoxo. anyways yeah she literally wrote this to flex her storytelling abilities. send tweet 🐥

5. cowboy like me: YEEEHAWWW I’LL BE HONEST WITH YOU I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE FULL SONG SOUNDS LIKE I JUST HAVE THE BRIDGE ON REPEAT!!!! OMFG!!! the skeletons in both our closets plotted hard to fuck this up. AAAA!! ??? STFU. IM NOT EVEN TALKING ABOUT THE LYRICS MATE THE WAY ITS SUNG!!!!!!! GUT WRENCHING! the best bridge she has ever written musically. i cant stop listening to it. REALLYYY DID BELIEEEVE I WAS THE ONEEE. STORIESSS ABOUT WHEEEN YOU PASSSEDDD THROUGHH TOWN. y e l l. and then she hits me with ‘now you hang from my lips like the gardens of babylon.’ L ???? M !!!!! A $$$$$ O “”””” i had to pause it and sit there for 10 minutes to take in what i had just heard. case closed critical hit sustained yeedhawd.

4. tolerate it: i cried. the only reason it’s not 1 is because it hurt me too much. WHAT THE FUCK YOU MF YOU ASSUME IM FINE BUT WYD IF I BREAK FREE AND LEAVE US IN THE RUINS???? TOOK THIS DAGGER IN ME AND REMOV— m8 this physically hurts me everytime. if its all in my head TELL ME RN. aghhh aRghhhhhhh. pain. and lol she broke down sleep to its bare essentials ‘breathing with your eyes closed’.

3. ??? coney island: i know it’s a bit of a controversial top three but WHO CARES 🕴this is solely here for ‘AND IM SITTING ON A BENCH IN CONEY ISLAND wondering where did my BABYy GO’ im shaking. my bed is shaking. my body is shaking. my pupils are shaking. THE WAY SHE SINGS IT OH MY GOODNESS ME i have to lie down gimme a sec. ‘and if this is the long haul howd we get here so soon 😟’ SCREAM. and when i was hearing it for the first time and she said ‘sorry for not making you my centerfold’ i was like yeah and?? so what?? and then she hits me with ‘over and over’...... so she didnt make him/her/them her centerfold over and over !!!!!!! she is sorry she didnt do it over and over!!!!!! mannn.... the chorus.. i shall not speak. i am held at gunpoint i CANNOT SPEAK. the bridge tho dhdnsksksjsb I CAN SPEAK AND I SHALL SPEAK. BITCH WENT OFFFFFFFF. <3 this is the apology she deserved from her exes which she never got so she wrote it herself. podium. grey skies. birthday cake. ACCIDENT. im laughingggggggggggg <///3 and yeah so overall it is a really yummy song with yummy vocals and yummy arrangement 9/10 would recommend. also!! life lessons kids life lessons. disappointments? SIMPLY CLOSE YOUR EYES AND PRETEND YOU DO NOT SEE IT YAAAAAAAAAS

2. gold rush: ETHEREAL!!!!!! The last time i felt like this™️ whilst listening to a song was with mirrorball <3 the production of this song omg omg omg LOVE 💃 but what propelled it to number two status was the ‘i dont like slow motion double vision in ROSE BLUSH/ i dont like that falling feels like flying till the BONE CRUSH’ imagine how fucked in the head a person needs to be to rhyme rose blush with bone crush. yeah i have nothing more to say really this song is extremely gorgeous and ‘eyes like sinking ships on water so inviting i almost jumped in’ / ‘walk past quick brush’ ?:!:!&:8483 F A V E <33333 and the transition transmission transfusion from ‘... gray old tea cuz itll never be ᵍˡᵉᵃᵃᵃᵃᵐⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʷⁱⁿᵏˡⁱⁿᵍᵍᵍᵍ’ MADAME

1. champagne problems: are we surprised? ARE WE REALLY SURPRISED? when listening to new albums i normally listen to it at one go in order. i stick to that rule. HOWEVER after many years of my solid album listening self made rule tm i finally broke and immediately replayed this mf song after listening to it once. ‘you had a speech, youre speechless/ love slipped beyond your reaches’???? stfu???? VILE. PUNISHABLE. DEROGATORY. and welp the entire bridge ...... .... ........... what can i say. And the parallels to miss all too well??? WHAT WAS THE REASON???? your SISTER splashed out on the bottle- left my scarf there at your SISTER’s house 😐 she’ll patch up your tapestry that i SHRED- maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you TORE it all up 😐 your MOM’s ring in your pocket- your MOTHER’s telling stories bout you on the tee ball team 😐 November flush and your FLANNEL cure- PLAID shirt days and nights when you made me your own 😐 wHAT A SHAME SHE IS FUCKED IN THE HEAD IS2G........... and also why would she not rhyme POCKET with LOCKET?????? why with wallet???????????? slant rhyme why????????????? AND THE NOTE THIS MF SONG ENDS ON..... FUCKED IN THE HEAD

THATS IT. i really sat here and did this for the past 2 hours huh...... hhdjsms anyways LONG STORY SHORT: I HATE ONE INSANE WOMAN AND HER NAME IS TAYLOR ALISON SWIFT. GODSPEEED 🏃‍♀️

#obviously i have not listened to the two delux songs yet so yeah <3 #im sorry about this i have neither proofread this nor do i think this makes any sense </3 #also i just realized i swore alot in this.... its that kind of a year huh ;D #anyways tysm anon for your eagerness for MY rant on evermore <3 truly honored #have a great day ilyy #answered 🗣#evermore era

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A/N: HI GUYS IM SORRY FOR NEVER POSTING AGHHH I’ve been so caught up with school i took the SAT and lost all my brain cells,,, bUT i was listening to + by Ed Sheeran and i was so soft thinking abt Brian May talking about the stars with you ahhh so here’s me badly writing about Brian May hah pls request i promise I’ll get to them <3

After so many months your beautiful boyfriend was coming home. He’d been on tour for so long and you missed playing with his curly hair every night before bed, trying to braid it only to give up in fear of tangling his gorgeous locks. You were sitting at home calmly eating some cereal, hair messy and eyes droopy. You heard some shuffling around in the hall of your small apartment but paid no mind. Probably your new neighbors, you couldn’t wait to complain to bri about how loud they’ve been since they’ve moved in.

Too engrossed in your not so interesting cereal as some Queen songs played in the background, softly humming along. As you went through the motions of dancing and singing along, you used your spoon as a makeshift guitar to copy your boyfriends impeccable skills.

“I mean at this rate you’re gonna replace me in the band, love” you spun around dropping your spoon and choking on the milk in your mouth. “Bri! Jesus you scared me” you yelped running toward him and quickly wrapping your legs around him. Hugging him so he wouldnt leave again.

“I’ve missed you so much pretty boy” you spoke softly as you kissed his cheek, wasting no time to run your hand through his hair. “I’ve missed you too sweets” he spoke as he kissed your lips softly. He gently put you down as he grabbed his suitcases and walked into the room to set them in tie shared bedroom. As he unpacked you finished your routine, giddy to spend more time with you curly headed boy.

“Are you doing anything later?” He questioned from the bedroom as you walked in to lay on the bed. “Not that i know of, why?” You huffed as you belly flopped on the side of the bed that wasn’t being taken up by his bags. “I have a date idea is all” he gave you a quick smile before finishing putting his clothes in their rightful places.

“And what is that Mr. May?” You quipped sitting up and crossing your legs, looking up at him with a sweet smile. His heart rate picked up, god he had missed you. He missed humming to you so you could sleep, playing with your hair, trying to teach you to play guitar only for you to get frustrated and give up every five minutes.

He tackled you with a hug as he layed on top of you. “You’re gonna crush me with your lanky body Brian! Get off!” You giggles trying to push the tall man off you but failing and he kissed you all over your face- sloppy wet kisses at that. “I’ve missed you so much my angel” he spoke, adoration laced in his every word. “I’ve missed you too, more than you can imagine” just as you were about to kiss a loud bang against the wall caused you to jump and accidentally kick Brian in the stomach, he fell off the bed coughing trying to get his breath back. “holy shit I’m so sorry baby, these neighbors suck, they’re always so loud and arguing i hate them” you ranged as you quickly got off your shared bed to help your beloved boyfriend up. “‘S fine Y/N, but next time they’re loud and ruin our moment, we’re gonna have a problem” he spoke, face completely serious. You smiled and placed a kiss on his jawline humming in agreement.

After spending the rest of the day talking about all his time on tour and catching up (even though he had called every night) he went to shower and change into other clothes for your date. As Brian showered you changed into comfortable clothes since he had said to wear that for the date. When you finished changing you sat on the couch waiting for you boyfriend to finish changing and fixing his hair. “I think you take longer than i do to get ready honey” you laughed as he exited the room and grabbed his car keys. You got off the bed as he grabbed your hand placed his arm around you. “It’s hard work to look this good” he replied smiling.

You had been driving for 30 minutes and you wondered where you were going, there was nothing around. “Where are we going bri? There’s nothing here?” You questioned as he told you to wait in the car while he stopped at a grocery store. After waiting for a good 15 minutes he came back putting everything in the back seat. “No peeking!” He scolded you when you tried to see what he was doing, “fine! jeez i can’t even look anywhere now” you huffed playfully as he got back in the drivers seat, leaning over to kiss you. You leaned your head against the window slowly drifting to sleep as Brian had his hand on your thigh.

“Y/N, darling get up.” Brian’s soft voice woke you as he slightly moved you to help you out the car. “Where are we pretty boy?” You yawned seeing the blanket on the ground with some snacks in a basket. It was dark and there were no city lights. You heart rate picked up, you always loved when he talked about the stars and had always begged him to take you star gazing. He had promised to do it when he came back from tour- and always the gentleman of course he remembered. He laughed as the realization hit you and your sleepiness gone as you bounced around happily.

“What are you waiting for come here! Tell me about the stars Dr. May!” You yelled excitedly settling on the blanket and laying down waiting for Brian to sit down so you could put you head in his lap. He quickly took his spot, looking at you in adoration.

He pointed at a set as he traced the stars “that one there is Canis Major, this one over here is my personal favorite, oh! This one is Ursa Minor and over there is Ursa Major. There’s Orion..” he continued to point out all the stars, naming each of them, you couldn’t help but feel your heart ache of happiness and love for your space boy. Each one he named it’s like they lit him up with pure joy and passion. You stared at him and looked back at the stars.

You saw a shooting star, “look bri! A shooting star, make a wish!!” you said sitting up quickly and clinging to his side as a chilly breeze passed. He looked at you as he picked you up and placed you between his legs to wrap the blanket around you.

“I’ve already got everything i need with me love” He looked down at you. “I’ve always thought the stars were beautiful, but sweets you’re definitely the brightest star in my life.” Your eyes began to gloss over as you sat up and wrapped your legs around his waist. “People always say we find beauty in nature because we think it’s all for us, i never believed it. But being here with you, the stars have never shined so brightly, and it’s for you, it’s always for you” as he finished his sentence he kissed you.

It was different this time from other times, always full of love, passion, happiness but now nervousness. He shuffled around as he pulled out a small velvet box from his pants. “Y/N you’re my girl and i love you with all my heart, i never want to lose you. You play with my hair and manage to not get your hand stuck in it, you supported me ever since smile and never once lost faith in me, you love my music and everyday you surprise me with something new. It’s always an adventure despite however many miles away we are. I’m always at home with you, i can look up at sky and i can talk to you about everything for hours and you don’t get tired of it, you help me with everything and love me unconditionally. And i never want to lose you. You’re my North Star. I promise that no matter what happens I’ll always come back to you, you’re always my guiding light. The love of my life. Will you marry me?”

You sat there almost sobbing as tears flowed down your face, you could see his hands shaking slightly, you nodded you head quickly choking out a small yes as you threw yourself on him burying your face in his neck. “I love you so much Dr. Brian May” you whispered as he slid the ring on your finger, glinting in the moonlight. “And i love your Mrs. May.”

#brian may #brian may x reader #brian may imagine #brian may fluff #queen imagines #gwilym!brian #gwilym!brian x reader #70’s brian may #80’s brian may

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