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theokapuco · 1 day

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I've been trying different ways to draw these two silly goofy ahh guys. here's a human-ish version with Bradley still looking like himself 😭. Plus some of my own head canons of the characters

#Am so tired #Might start making fanart of some maxley fics actually #Art #Digital art #fanart #an extremely goofy movie #max goof #bradley uppercrust iii #max x bradley #maxley #theokapuco

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fillthedarkvoid · 5 months

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Sometimes you just want to curl up next to someone you love and sleep forever

#am so tired

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healingheartdogs · 11 months

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One thing about PDA (pathological demand avoidance/persistent drive for autonomy) is that living is a demand. All of the necessities for maintaining life are demands. Staying alive is literally a series of neverending demands. I can never stop eating or I will die. I can never stop drinking fluids or I will die. I can never stop maintaining a basic level of hygiene because it's necessary for health and comfort. I can never stop cleaning in order to keep my spaces functional enough to meet all the other demands that keep me alive. Regardless of how burnt out or tired I am, regardless of how badly my PDA is triggered, regardless of how fatigued my body is or how bad my executive dysfunction is on top of all that PDA, I still have to meet those demands to live. Just staying alive when your brain is like this is constantly being triggered and burnt out by the basic demands of life.

#actually autistic #actually audhd #pathological demand avoidance #im so tired of what it takes to stay alive #i dont want to die #i just #am so tired #and want the demands to stop #at least for a while #ndr #not dog related

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bluetorchsky · 1 month

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WIP of Accordion and Violin’s fusion, Harmony (He/Him, They/Them). This is their first form when they first formed with the Music Dragons, so their second look with the Toppats will be different.

Harmony is about 14.5-15 ft tall, so he’s VERY tall, quiet but expressive when it calls for it. He never stays around for too long, as it takes a lot of magic and energy from Accordion and Violin to stay together as a fusion. When he speaks, it’s a blend of Accordion and Violin’s voice, which can be soothing to their loved ones, or a deafening sound to those they want to kill.

Their first pair of arms have the prosthetics of Accordion, while the second pair are Violin’s. There are also extra magical pair of arms that are based on the souls that are etched into Accordion’s prosthetics.

I’ll refine this info at some point, when I get this finished and redo some stuff

#bluetorchsky #bluetorchsky wips #thsc oc #henry stickmin oc #thsc accordion #thsc violin #thsc harmony #oliver arc #trent coil #am so tired #but i wanted to cook a little

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sicklysaccharinerush · 2 months

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these were for an exam ( everyone made such cool animations and posters, and I made a furry bro what's wrong with me lmao )

I made a animation for my exam but the file is to big for tumblr

the client for this exam did like my creations so that's cool she even took a bunch of pictures and kept asking me questions about my work process, the teachers also said I did really well :')

#my art #digital art #character design #exam season #I passed my exams so YIPPIE #concept art #am so tired #tiger #mascot

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stardustdiiving · 9 months

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I would read your zhongxiao codependent yuri Like, I do generally picture them as a vaguely father/son dynamic BUT THAT IS NOT CANON. It's just as much fun to view them through a romantic interpretation! Idk why people can't view the same characters in different kinds of relationships without being weird about it.

Anyway I love your vision and would love to hear more about it lakdjs

THANK U SO MUCH Im not sure if I’m gonna write zx in the future since I’ve tended to be shy about posting my stuff relating to them for over a yr now, but I did post this fic with them last year while trying to get a hold on how to write them (mind the tags it’s pure angst omg). I was too shy to tag it as ship since it didn’t feel shippy enough, which is kind of funny to me in hindsight bc I reread it and am like. Man I think only a zx shipper would write this NUFNVJVJV

Post got kind of lot Im gonna go on a tangent about them under the cut

Honestly my theory for why ppl r very set on the father/son interpretation is everyone’s immediate thought on to how to make the power imbalance between them seem less uncomfortable is to apply a parental interpretation to it. Which is fine ofc, I get it, but the way ppl push it as canon a lot kind of grates on me a little bc they’re usually incredibly passive aggressive and pushy even if u clearly designate ur post as ship OTL

Also not really a fan of the characterizations either since ppl tend to treat Xiao like a moody teenager Zhongli has to reel in (this is hilariously reminiscent of the post I made about how ppl handle scaramouche and nahida a bit ago haha). And idk I just feel kind of polarized about the headcanon overall bc I associate it with people being really uncomfortable and frustrating about zx

I just like how there’s sort of an imbalance to them, some zxs like them being more fluffy and functional but I sort of like it where it’s not like, entirely dysfunctional but I’m prioritizing a specific kind of character study over romance. This tends to be how a lot of my ships go ngl I just sometimes enjoy the intensity/intimacy of romantic feelings thrown into the mix if it makes it interesting but I’m not often interested in a lot of my ships following more standard romance plots(?) I guess? Unless it’s specific ones. Which sounds clinical when I put it like that but this is just bc I am very aromantic NHFBVJVJ

When I say codependency in zhongxiao honestly it’s sort of a theoretical(?) codependency—not sure how to word it? I think Xiao would be really fucked up if he didn’t have Zhongli in his life suddenly but I don’t think his relationship with getting attached to people invokes what people would majorly think of when they think of codependency in a ship I suppose. It’s moreso I just feel Xiao could be at his worst with dehumanizing himself in comparison to other people with Zhongli, because said mental state is driven by how he feels about debt, service, and duty which are very closely tied with devotion and how he would feel about someone he considers his god and leader, as well as someone who saved him

It’s fun this is paired with Zhongli who generally knows how to work with Xiao kind of understands the self destructive depth Xiao’s loyalty/devotion comes with. Also fun they have been around each other for a very long time and Xiao as one of the adepti is familiar with the past I think Zhongli appreciates having around. They work but it’s also a case where Zhongli is in such a position of power over Xiao its kind of very delicate situation that’s hard for both of them to navigate. Which is fun to explore. I esp love contrasting it with other Xiao pairings (actually i think i still have that xiaoven fic up on my ao3 where I tried to convey a specific interpretation of them in a similar exploration vein too)

I totally get why people wouldn’t like it (I feel a lot of my opinions on xiao ships just clash with a lot of fandom consensus so bad all the time And it’s just bc I’m like this I’m not even trying to be contrarian or anything. HELDINCJD) but I just tend to handle shipping in a specific way. It’s not I don’t enjoy fluffy or lighthearted zl and xiao stuff I actually enjoy it a lot I just like there being layers. This makes it feel more impactful when I think about how Zhongli looks out for Xiao in canon or how Xiao gets like textually flustered talking to him (lantern rite 2023 was so tailored to my tastes it’s not even funny)

#the yuri part is more of an inside joke w my friends bc this is how we all talk but I did once compare zx to my sapphic awakening pairing #which is rose & Pearl from steven universe and it is truly my favorite thing to pitch to people verbally bc It kind of sounds #incomprehensible but also I’m totally onto something….no one understands….#Pearl and xiao r literally both spear wielding birds who’s arc revolves around being ok w being a person who lives for themselves ://#and they r eternally grateful to their war general leader . no one gets it. it torments me personally bc #I loved Pearl SU when I was 11 and now I enjoy xiao a lot and it’s like…we’ll these r very different characters but also I think I have not #changes. JUDJDKXJD #it’s 3am I woke up in a haze to answer this…I need to go to bed smh #fern.txt #zhongxiao #Edit: I woke up and finished writing this post and I a #am so tired #asks

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bomberqueen17 · 10 months

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ha ha ha

oh cool it's thursday again and i didn't do basically any writing this week and now i'm in this brace which actually doesn't stop me from typing so that's good but uh yeah it slows me down

sister and fam are coming home today so that's great i should probably clean things and empty the rabbit's litter boxes again but i have so much to do today. i have the follow up appointment with the orthopedic thingy. i am really regretting going to the ortho urgent care because so far he's right and it's not bacteria and honestly my tendons would've healed fine on their own i just needed to know it wasn't still an infection. i don't need this brace, which i'm sure my insurance will charge me like two hundred dollars for. Sure it helped but i wasn't actually there because the pain was bad, i was there because i thought the pain meant i was being eaten.

and i'm not convinced it's not going to come back in a week anyway like last time. but. idk. (It is, incidentally, extremely horrifying to me to contemplate that the current pain is that the bacteria, which was not unmedicated in my body for more than a couple of days at any point, managed to inflict so much damage on my tissues that it's inflamed now. the cyst on my forefinger tendon is the most painful bit and it's nowhere near the original injury.

i am just overwhelmed in general, idk when that's going to ease up if ever.

veg man has fed me several times this week, which is very sweet of him. nobody thinks i can feed myself. my sister thinks that because the only kitchen i can use is hers and i'm afraid to meddle with her stuff. anyway everyone's probably right, left to my own devices i'd only eat weird shit.

i'm eating all of the dairy at the moment though, because i can.

gotta give a friend a ride from the garage, then i gotta go to my doctor's appointment like fully two hours later. this is not a full schedule, exactly, but i am jittery at the possibitlity of missing something, since of course it's outside my normal route and it's all time-sensitive. Ridiculous, but that's how my brain works.

maybe i'll be told i can stop wearing the brace; i have a bunch more baskets of eggs to wash and i told veg man i'd help him by freezing some green beans tomorrow so i could really use having two hands back.

#about the author #no i have no brain #am so tired #why i don't know #i've slept a lot but it's not that kind of tired #tho i'd benefit from a nap for sure #idk

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disorganizedkitten · 4 months

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G-day: a celebration of Girlfriends and Glitter

Miraculous Ladybug | 2019 | 2,294 | Ao3

In the quest to become better people, Chloe and Sabrina took over planning this year's Galentine's Day activities.

Valentine's Day last year had been an adventure. That much could be attested to by anyone. That did not explain why this year, it seemed half of the students were looking forward to the day before more. That half of the school’s population were also only girls.

And Sabrina was beyond excited too. Since the Queen’s debacle, as they had so aptly named the horrific fashion show weekend, Chloe had been eager to prove her worth as a hero, and become the bestest super best friend ever!

And become friends with more people.

It was amazing!

The two of them had been stressing over planning this year’s Galentine's Day party for months, having gotten the go-ahead from Marinette and Rose as soon as Marinette had let it slip that she couldn’t wait to see what Rose planned for this year.

If anybody asked, the amount of glitter favors included were a bargaining chip. And only a bargaining chip. Chloe was not secretly as much of a glitter fan as Rose. And neither was… oh, whatever, Sabrina wasn’t going to deny it. She loved glitter. Sparkles were so pretty!

“See you tomorrow.” Mme. Bustier’s statement was all it took to start the chaos.

“Alright, Fuschia, spill!” Alix leaned over the desk she and Mylene shared, her tiny frame oozing with anticipation.

“Nope,” Chloe shook her head, her ponytail flicking around. “Gather up your things, it’s all going to be a surprise. And we’re taking the limo.”

“Oh that’s so cool!” Rose squealed, skipping down the aisle steps until she was right beside Chloe and Sabrina’s desk. “I’ve always wanted to ride in the limo! It looks so cool!”

“Oh, it’s cooler than cool. And this time, it’s set up for all of us and the driver has the itinerary.”

Rose squealed, clapping her wrists together. “Oh I can’t wait!”

“Then let’s not wait!” Alya dragged Marinette over to the group too. “Galentine's Day fun, here we come!”

“Yeah!” the remaining girls echoed.

Chloe glanced back at Sabrina, an eyebrow raised. Sabrina nodded quickly.

“Then let’s get going girls!”

The limo wasn’t a new experience for Sabrina, but seeing all the other girls crowd into it, oohing and ahhing over the layout, was. Sometimes, Sabrina took the perks of being Chloe’s friend for granted.

“Can you tell us now?” Mylene chanced.

Chloe shook her head. “Nope. We can give out the first set of gifts though!” Chloe reached under the seat and pulled out eight black bags.

“I thought the gift exchange was tomorrow?” Marinette said slowly.

“Oh it is,” Sabrina answered smiling. “But these aren’t for the exchange.”

“Think of them as... favors. Or maybe compensation. For surviving all those years with me being absolutely horrid.”

Another high pitched squeal rang out, and then Chloe and Sabrina were tackled. “I’m so proud of you!” Rose’s initiative served as a cue for the others, and they piled on, too. Probably not safe, since they were in a car that was moving, but Sabrina was not going to complain about hugs.

Eventually they got everyone back to their own seats, and in their seatbelts - if her dad could see this, there would be a safety lecture - and then the black bags were passed around.

Chloe hadn’t let Sabrina come with her when she went to get this set of surprises, so Sabrina was just as eager as the others to see what they had.

Rose got another book of scrapbooking paper, a pink rose, and a set of barrettes. Juleka got a guitar maintenance kit, henna supplies, and a purple rose.

Mylene’s had a personalized button set, a yellow rose, and a card that she didn’t let anybody else read but had made her super excited. Alix’s had a high-end gas mask, a black rose, and new knee pads covered in green, glittery snakes.

Alya’s had an orange rose, a lens for her phone camera, and a subscription to a new superhero comic that was making a name for itself, along with a notice that the previous issues were already shipping to her house. Marinette’s had a magnetic pincushion, a set of gift cards, and a white rose.

And Sabrina’s? Sabrina’s had a new set of notebooks - specifically, kind that she could use easily - a light green rose, and another set of headband supplies.

Were they simple? Yes. Were they still things she was going to use and love forever? Also yes!

A chorus of “Thank you!”s sounded in the car after the bags had gone been emptied, and before anyone noticed the one tiny inconsistency. Marinette was who noticed.

“What’s in your bag, Chloe?”

“Oh this?” Chloe lifted hers, and then flipped it over. “Absolutely nothing. But I need a bag for collecting everything too.”

A round of oohs.

“Mademoiselles, we have arrived.”

“Perfect! Thank you Jean-Claude!” Chloe pulled her sack over her shoulder and smiled. “Pack up, we’re going to be here for a little while.”

“But where is here...” Alix trailed off mid-sentence, catching sight of the sign. “A pool? None of us brought swimsuits.”

Sabrina chuckled. “I may have taken the liberty of talking to parents? It wouldn’t be a surprise if you knew it would have to do with water, right?”

“I want to be creeped out, but for once you didn’t have malicious intent. Pool party time!”

“Good plan, you two,” Marinette smiled. “Everybody loves the pool.”

“Oh, we’re only here for a few hours. We still have movies, crafts and snacks at my place,” Chloe assured her. “But for now, I think Alix needs someone to race.”

Marinette spun, “Hey, wait up! I call first lap lane!”

Chloe held out a fist for Sabrina. “Ready to go have some underwater fun?”

“We are the best planners.” Sabrina tapped her knuckles to Chloe’s. “Let’s go show them how to really rock a swimsuit.”

***

“My hair has so much chlorine in it, it’s going to be brown again by Monday,” Alix plopped onto one of Chloe’s couches, snuggling into the cushions. “Maybe I’ll try green this week.”

“We should have a dye party this weekend!” Rose suggested.

“If we’re not sick of each other by tomorrow morning,” Alya moaned. “Juleka, how did I not know you were that good of a swimmer?”

“No idea,” Juleka shrugged.

“So what’s next, Fuchsia?” Alix turned to the blonde, who was similarly splayed on the other side of the couch.

“We were supposed to build picture frames and then watch a movie, but I don’t want to get up. Anybody opposed to movies and chocolates right now, and crafts after?”

“But if we start watching movies now, we might forget about the picture frames.”

“Myleneeeeeee!” Alya whined.

“It was just swimming you guys. Alya, you chase Akuma across half the city almost daily. How are you tired from this?” Marinette propped herself up to stare at the brunette.

“The Miracle Cure heals all my excursion.”

“That is not how it works.” four voices replied.

“Fine. What do we have to build the frames?”

“There’s foam, there’s bases, there’s around seventy colors of glitter, some pipe-cleaners, stickers, foam stickers, paper, pictures, some paints, and a lot of glue,” Sabrina informed them.

“Well, come on guys! The sooner we’re done, the sooner we can laze around and watch TV for seven hours.” Marinette pumped her fist as she got up.

“It won’t be seven hours!” Alya argued, standing up to help pull the supplies out. “Chloe?”

“Cabinet on the other side of the bed.”

“Thanks.”

Rose hopped up to help too, vanishing from sight as she rounded the corner.

“Marinette should not have that much stamina,” Alix sighed. “I am never this tired after racing Kim. And he does this regularly. It doesn’t make sense.”

“Alix, Marinette hasn’t made sense since the Miraculous appeared. Maybe even since before. There is no constant with her,” Chloe groaned back. She should know. Before Marinette had friends, she and Sabrina knew Marinette the best. That sounds very sad when it’s put that way.

“I heard that!”

“If you want a constant, you can always count on her tripping!”

“Alya!”

“Sorry, sorry. Hand me that glue bottle too, will you?”

“Here.”

The three girls came back into view, dropping their loads onto the coffee table.

“Alright girls!” Chloe was back in business. “Let’s build some frames!”

***

“Juleka, can you pass me that foam rose?” Mylene leaned over, pointing the item in question. Juleka nodded and tossed it to her, going back to her crosshitching afterwards.

“Alya, look!” Marinette held up a tiny fox decal excitedly, elbowing her friend.

Alya glanced up and gasped. “Oh, it’s perfect! I am definitely putting it in with the turtle. Thank you!” Marinette blindly dropped the sticker into Alya’s outstretched hand, her nose already buried in sticker sheets again.

“Mylene, do you still need a feather charm?” Chloe glanced across the floor. “I just found a really cool bead if you do.”

“I do!” Mylene answered quickly, holding out a hand. “Thank you, Chloe!”

Chloe handed the bead to Rose, who passed it to Mylene. “Of course!”

“I love the symbols, Mari.” Alix leaned over, eye’s trained on the markings Marinette was writing on the edge of her frame. “Chinese?”

“Kind of! It’s a dying sub-dialect, but I love the way it looks, and writing on here will help me always remember it!”

“Sounds wicked awesome! Hey, if it’s dying, what if you teach us, and we revive it as our gal-code?”

Marinette giggled. “I don’t think I know it that well, but it does make a pretty good code.”

“Here, Sabrina.” Mylene nudged her, holding out an origami flower with a pearl in the center.

Sabrina gasped, covering her dopey smile. “Oh, Mylene, it’s adorable! I love it!” She took it carefully, holding it against different parts of her frame to see where it would look best. “I’m going to put it in the top corner. It’ll be a perfect centerpiece to the flowers!”

“Chloe look!” Marinette held up another sticker, this one a cartooned bee. “If you color the eyes, it’ll look like Pollen!”

“Wait really?” Chloe shot to her feet and maneuvered her way over to beside Marinette. “You’re right! That’s awesome, Marinette! Can I put it on my frame?”

“Of course!”

“Hold up,” Alix waved her hands. “Since when do you have a pet bee named Pollen?”

“Pollen is not a pet!” Chloe snapped. At the raised eyebrows of most of the group she forcibly got ahold of herself. “Sorry. Pollen is my Kwami. Marinette saw her during the ‘debacle’.”

“And a Kwami is?” Rose prompted.

“The creatures that power the Miraculous.” Alya answered boredly.

“How do you know, Cèsaire?”

Alya’s head snapped up, eyes wide behind her glasses. “Ladybug! Of course. How else would I know?”

She was so lying, but Sabrina wouldn’t push it.

“Yeah, that makes sense,” Chloe shrugged. Did it actually or was she doing the same thing Sabrina was? Either way, finding a kwami-esque sticker was cute. Chloe moved back to her original seat, grabbing a sheet of flower stickers as she sat down.

Mylene gasped, leaning over to tap Rose’s shoulder. “Rose! Look! Glitter animal stickers! They’re so cute!”

Rose squealed back, taking one of the sheets to examine herself. “Oh my gosh, they are!”

***

They ended up moving on from picture frames to bookmarks, and then to cards. Chloe pulled the snacks out around four-thirty, but they didn’t start the movies until closer to seven. After there had been an inpromtu glitter war. The cleaning staff had their work cut out for the fifteenth. Well, power to them if they succeeded.

First on the movie list was Bridesmaids, a romcom from a few years ago that Rose had already had planned to watch.

“Oh you kept this one! I love it!” Rose clapped her hands as the opening titles played. “It’s so-”

“No spoilers!” Alya cut her off. “I want to figure it out on my own!”

“It’s not a mystery,” Juleka said.

Alya huffed, tossing a pillow at the duo and hugging another one. “Not who did it, who she’s going to end up with!”

“Uh-”

“Spoilers!”

Rose pouted at Alya, crossing her legs and hugging her own pillow. Juleka patted her head. “Just enjoy the movie. She’ll love it too.”

“Right.”

"Candy popcorn anyone?" Marinette asked, sitting down on the edge of the couch with a large bowl of the stuff.

"Yes please!"

"I do!"

"Yes!"

"Oohh!"

"Of course."

"Pass the bowl around!" Alix ended the series of confirmations. "Everybody grab a handful and then pass it on."

"But that'll get it on my clothes!"

****

Three movies in, and most of the girls were asleep. Sabrina wasn’t exactly sure why she wasn’t too, not at first. And then the room lit up for a moment, an explosion sounding from outside. Must be another Akuma attack. Hopefully it wouldn’t get any closer to the hotel.

Sabrina counted heads as she waited, wishing she was a heavier sleeper. Everyone looked to be there. Without her glasses everything was really fuzzy, add that to the darkness and she could only tell you who was where by memory. But there were changes in the shadows in all the right spots.

Another flash, this time pink, and a couple of sparkles rubbed against the window. Looked like it was over. Sabrina adjusted her position, closing her eyes again. It had been a fun day. And an exhausting one. Tomorrow she was going to use one of the glitter bath bombs Chloe was going to give out, and spend a few hours relaxing on her own. And then she'd try to get the glitter out of her hair.

It would be quiet without the chatter from the other girls.