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Get To Know You Better Part 25

Summary: Gabrielle has a nine-year-old son who is a huge Captain America fan. He notices one of the actors on the subway and loudly points it out to her. That’s when Gabrielle realizes that actor was the man she had a one-night-stand with the week before.

Chapter Summary: Things get emotional in the Stan/Wilson household as everyone talks through some things

Warnings: Just angst

I usually couldn’t wait until Sebastian got home from a trip. I’d count down the hours until he was home. But we hadn’t spoken since our fight over the phone, so I was dreading the reunion.

I was dressing Stela in her pajamas after a bath when I heard the door open. Stela shrieked happily and ran out to greet him. “Daddy!”

“Hey, îngeraș, I missed you!”

I stood up and started to clean up the bathroom a little, biding my time before I had to face my fiancée. My stomach was in knots and everything I said to him kept echoing in my ears. I’d been so unforgiving. I took Stela’s towel to the laundry room and started to take out a fresh load from the dryer.

“Alright, I’m sure mom said you could stay up until I got home, so let’s get you to bed.” Sebastian passed by the hall and brought Stela to her bedroom.

I tried to keep myself occupied as I folded the clothes carefully, sometimes refolding a shirt a few times just to waste time.

Less than a half an hour later, I heard Stela’s bedroom door close and footsteps came down the hall. I hoped maybe he would just go to bed and not try to talk to me at all. I deserved the silent treatment after everything I’d said to him.

But instead, he came into the laundry room. “Hey.”

I already felt like breaking down into tears. My lower lip trembled and I put down the washcloth I was folding for the third time. “Hi.” I finally got the word out without sobbing.

But it was clear he could see my distress. “Gabby…” He walked over to me and gently pulled me into his arms.

“I’m so sorry, you should be so angry with me.” I swallowed and felt my eyes stinging with the inevitable tears.

“I’m not angry with you.” He sighed. “We both messed up. I should’ve told you about the call, that wasn’t right.”

“I just got so overwhelmed. I thought I couldn’t handle the kids without you.” It was so comforting being near him again. I had been so worried for days that everything would come crumbling down. But I knew, being in his arms again, that everything would be okay. We could work through things just like we had in the past.

“You can though. You’re a great mother, you can’t keep doubting yourself. You raised James on your own for nine years.” He reminded me.

“But Stela is so much different. She loves you so much more and I feel like I’m doing everything wrong with her. James won’t even listen to me anymore.”

“Gabrielle, you know that’s not true.” He said firmly. “She loves you more than anything. And James is a teenager now; he’s going to be like that sometimes. We’re going to make mistakes but it doesn’t make us bad parents. We’ll learn and keep doing our best.” He stroked my hair back.

“I didn’t mean what I said before. You’re the best father they could ask for, Sebastian.” I looked up at him.

“I just feel guilty I leave you three alone.” He admitted quietly. “I wish I could be there for you all the time and…maybe I need to take a break.”

“No, you don’t need to do that.” I shook my head. “We’ll work through this and make it easier for all of us. We just need to figure out ways to be closer even if you’re away.”

He looked unsure but nodded. “Just know I would do anything for you and the kids.”

“I know.” I hugged him close.

He exhaled softly and buried his face in the crook of my neck. “I love you.” He murmured.

“I love you too.” I was so relieved to make up after the fight. I ran my fingers through his hair. “I love you so much.”

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The next morning, after dropping Stela off at daycare, Sebastian, James, and I all took a trip to the principal’s office at his school.

James sulked in the waiting room beside Sebastian. He had almost hoped Sebastian would bail him out of trouble but that was not the case.

Heather at the desk stood up. “You can head in, he’s ready for you.”

The principal, Mr. Bishop, was a kind-hearted man who was always looking out for the best interest of the kids at his school. But he wasn’t lenient when it came to discipline.

“Miss Wilson, Mr. Stan, thank you for coming to meet with me. James, I’m glad to see you too.”

My son sank lower into the chair and kept his eyes on his shoes.

“Sorry for the delay, Sebastian was traveling,” I explained. “But we’re ready to handle it and see what we need to do.” I felt more confident as Sebastian’s hand rested on my knee.

“Of course, I don’t want to just punish James, I want to see if there’s any root cause to his behavior in the last few weeks.” The man said understandingly. “James, if there’s anything you want to add to the conversation, you can talk to us.”

He was silent as he continued to glare downwards.

“James, if something’s wrong or there’s something bothering you, you know you can talk to us,” Sebastian said gently and rested a hand on his shoulder.

James shook him away and went to stand up and leave. It was his main form of defense, I’d found over the past few months. If he didn’t like something he ran. He never faced his issues.

“James, come on,” I begged.

“There’s nothing to be afraid of, bud, you can be honest with us.” Sebastian reached out to grab his hand before he bolted.

That seemed to set James off at full force. “You said you’d always be there for me!” He exploded out of nowhere.

It startled everyone in the room but Sebastian looked especially taken aback. James hardly ever talked back to him or showed a bit of anger towards him.

“I-I am always here for you.” Sebastian did his best to recover from the outburst.

“No, you’re not!” James started to cry angrily. “You’re traveling or you’re working or you’re out with mom or you’re paying attention to Stela. You don’t care about me, you never have!”

“That’s enough yelling…” I was stunned and tried to keep from creating a scene in the office.

But Sebastian seemed more willing to take the verbal abuse. “I’m sorry I’m away a lot. I know it hurts your mom and your sister. I’m sure it hurts you a lot and it hurts me too. I miss a lot of important stuff and that’s something I can’t make up to you. But I’m doing my best to take care of you guys. I promised I would take care of you.”

“You promised you wouldn’t abandon me like my dad did. Everyone is saying that mom is keeping me from my dad and that you don’t really care about me.” He hiccupped and his anger seemed to morph into vulnerability.

“Is that why you got into a fight? They were talking about us?” I asked.

“I don’t…I don’t want to be left again.” James rubbed his eyes. “I never even met my dad but it would hurt more if you just stopped caring about me.” He cried.

Sebastian stood up and hugged him tightly. “I would never abandon you.” He promised. “I swear to God, I’m going to be here for the rest of your life, James, that’s something you can count on. I’m sorry I’ve been busy and I didn’t realize I was neglecting you. But I’m glad you’re telling me now. Of course, we can spend more time together, I would love that.”

“You’d rather sp-spend time with m-mom and St-Stela.”

“Nah, let the girls do their girly things. We can go do manly stuff like football. You, Captain, and I, we’ll have a guy’s night. Okay?”

James sniffled and nodded. “Okay.”

“But mom and I need to know that you’re not going to keep cutting class and getting into fights. If you have a problem with your classmates, you come to us or Mr. Bishop about it. You should apologize to your mom too.”

“Okay, I’m sorry.” He mumbled and went over to hug me too. “I’m sorry, mom.”

“It’s okay, baby, I love you.” I held him close. The weight off my shoulders was a huge relief and I felt silly to even question Sebastian’s parenting.

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buckisthatyou · 6 years

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Tagged by @1940sbuckybarnes , THANK YOU!

Rules: Answer 20 questions and tag 20 people you want to get to know better

Name: Mun

Zodiac sign: Taurus

Height: 5'1

Languages spoken: Malay, English (little bit of arabic,french and thai)

Nationality: Malaysian

Favorite fruit: Banana

Favorite scent: Freshly washed clothes

Favorite color: Black/Grey

Favorite animal: Wolf/Whale

Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate?: All of them but coffee wins my heart

Favorite fictional character: Obviously Bucky Barnes :’) and Stevonnie

Dream trip: Travel around Europe

When your blog was created: My main is 4 years old but this side blog is like 7 months lol

Last movie you’ve seen:Captain America:The First Avengers they showed it on tv last night for Eid lol not like im complaining tho

Song you’ve had on repeat: THIS STUCKY PLAYLIST IVE BEEN LISTENING TO THIS SINCE LAST WEEK

Favorite candy: Not a fan of candy so i dont have any preference

Favorite holiday: Probably during Eid season or any other festive season (CNY/Diwali/Christmas) i mean im not that hype over it but I love seeing people being happy with their fancy clothes, various yummy food, the decoration in the malls or houses. it is nice.

Favorite MCU character: Bucky Barnes

Favorite MCU movie: Captain America: The Winter Soldier

Favorite food: Pizza with lots of cheese

Tagging: imma pick 20 first followers because I wanna know who are you twenty people that saw this shitty blog and decided to follow hahagaha. have a nice day guys! (don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. no pressure) @justanothergeekinthewall @rudegrungegirlxx @bitchingwintersoldier @avengersfan25 @paintballkid711 @dreamer7black @kkella @buckyforbreakfast @sebastianisbae82 @random-fandom-grl @leabarnesxx @thatchickisnuts @lovelybones81 @kimberlydyan @monochrome44 @colonel--sarge @katkatcrina @sarahwitt1 @overthinkingisdeadly2806 @smollyssa

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