#I need to draw but I can’t focus

[rwsdarw]

Anyone have video essay recs?

#heLLPPPP #I need to draw but I can’t focus

[castielsupernatural]

the in-universe explanation i think is funniest for why they edited sam out of that image is that by going back in time dean has already done something to john and mary that will one day prevent them from having a second child

#i’m at work i’m on a deadline i need to focus but i can’t bc i’m laughing #no i’m not qualified to draw in universe conclusions about this show as i only watched the pilot however i think it’s funny so

[pannypunkpanda]

Hallo— I know I disappeared for like a year but I’m alive, wooooooooooo

#Panny babble #I’m back baby~ #sorry for disappearing I lit went #I can’t handle trying to draw or anything else right now #sooooooooo……. #but! I dunno if anyone will care but brain has gotten into a new hyper focus #which because I’ve been struggling it means I might need another challenge #I guess look for that pretty soon? #I have to decide fully what I’m doing~ #I have to see if I have access to the episodes to do what I have in mind

[acesammy]

man how do you tell someone you literally do not have the emotional bandwidth to deal with their breakdown

#Like. Hey stop sending me emotionally manipulative texts I keep having panic attacks when I see them <3 #stop calling me 5 times in a row when it’s almost midnight and I have work tomorrow #like I /do/ care about you but I fuxking /cant/ with this #don’t text me shit like ‘I’m jealous that you can engage in your interests bc I don’t think I’ll ever be able to again’ #bro I am GRASPING at the small amounts of comfort drawing and spn are giving me rn what do you want me to DO #I know I shouldn’t ghost #but that’s what I’ve been doing and I just. #fuck me dude I’m trying to put my focus towards finding jobs to apply to. Towards actually making my hours at my #Current job #bc I have family memebers dying and I need to visit them and the family that is around #Ugh I’m just. Maybe this would’ve gone differently if I wasn’t on the fucking brink already #but I am and I can’t and I cannot be the person you’re obsessed with #Anyways I’m on my lunch break crying in a park and I just want to stop existing #lea speaks #can’t wait to go back and work until 7 bc that’s the only way I can think to make my hours to visit my brother next week #Vent

[starcunin]

@weaverots

#drawing today #because my brain can’t focus on anything else lol #i’m in too much pain to make WORDS #ships : i don’t need the moon or a mansion. all we have is all i need. [ weaverots ]

[studyblrintraining]

does anyone have advice for focusing on other stuff when a hyperfixation hits? cos that’s been kind of a problem for me these past few months :’)

and it’s really annoying cos i study spanish & portuguese largely bc language learning is a special interest of mine, i was literally hyperfixated on spanish for months last year before starting uni (v helpful for my A level exams in it!) so i’m used to having that passion and focus directed towards the language areas of my studies not away from them

#the lessons are fine #generally speaking i enjoy the lessons and can focus in them #but anything outside of class not so much #outside of class my mind is overtaken by the magnus archives or guitar or crochet or drawing #or whatever it is that i’m hyperfixated on at the time #and it’s awful #because i love a lot of the aspects of hyperfixation! #it’s the deepest enjoyment i know and i love to sit for hours with what i love and indulge it like that #but i can’t do that all the time because i have things i need to do #and things i want to do that aren’t related to it! #but i can never fully get it out of my mind so i can’t properly focus on anything else #oh audhd how you plague/bless me #studyblr #langblr #studyblr gets real #neurodivergent #audhd #adhd #autistic #hyperfixation

[malbenita]

Baby girl

#guess who just caught up with mob 100 #it’s 4am here I need to go to sleep but… but Tome… #this doodle is so off canon probably but I can’t focus my eyes at this point akasjajs help #I just needed to draw her rn I love her she’s a good girl #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho fanart #tome kurata

[softmcbighard]

“im totally normal about this piece of media” i say as i park myself in front of my pc to play more astarion dating simulator 3

#i have until the end of the week to beat this game and then I must return to the real world #I can’t wait to make every single one of my drawing projects relate to this game somehow #and I already have plans for stuff #honestly I’m so hyped to go back to school so I can focus on my art again without distraction #I just need to draw my oc’s being absolutely fucking miserable #like what’s the point in making little fictional characters if I can’t destroy their will to live??? #bg3

[the-travelling-witch]

i think it’s my flaw as a human that all my hobbies require hands and i can’t do them all simultaneously… time to turn into an octopus

#┊glimpse into the crystal ball ೃ༄ #writing needs hands #drawing needs hands #video games need hands #turning the pages of a book is significantly easier with hands #and i don’t have nearly enough #also multiple brains would be nice so each one can focus on a different task #if it wasn’t obvious #i currently can’t decide what to do

[nerdy-hyperfixations]

Damn if I could just be Luz rn and escape to a fantasy world that gives me all the dopamine I need that’d be wonderful. I have a tiny door in my closet and next time I’m in there i’d like the super glue to melt off and reveal a magical world in it—preferably with space themes—please and thank you.

#the owl house #toh #I’m not even that cool type of adhd #that can get lost in fictional worlds #not to say I don’t hyperfixate #my username says so #but I am still very much in reality #and I can’t create my own realities #i feel perpetually uncreative as a creative person #like ‘yeah I do art! yeah I make OCs! oh you wanna know about them…? #um… so this is… uh… my character and they like…. fuck.’ #oh and I can’t even focus on my hyperfixations rn #i can’t focus on anything #I’m so bored and I need something fun in order to be able to do the things I have to do #but because of those things I have to do I can’t focus on doing anything fun #so I just wallow in misery #i can’t even draw #because I have no ideas #my brain is a very noisy static with occasional yelling to do my important shit #the door in the closet is real btw #when I found it I was so excited just to find it’s impossible to open #wanted to be coralline 😤 #apparently it just leads to wires? or attic stuff #idk my parents weren’t specific #which makes me more curious

[lovelydolls]

Very sorry I can’t stop talking about the dream-

#it’s just #I can’t draw without thinking about it #I can’t focus on any media without thinking about it #I can still feel his hand and his hug and just #god I’m a guy #and I’m comfortable with it #okay after this I’m done just it’s making me cry I’m sorry for the emotional dream posting #I’m a guy… and someone likes me as a guy… dream person #I just like. needed to get it down… I’m a guy and someone likes me as a guy #okay I’m done I promise-

[ryusei-green111]

I cannot art properly, had to trace a picture of my own hand for this /srs

OKAY SO MORE CONTEXT BECAUSE EVERYTHING I DO IS SO RANDOM HELP-

I was dragged into the enstars fandom by my friends because one of them sent me ensemble taisou so i randomly decided to draw my new persona (i have different ones for different fandoms) dancing to it. Kirakira no aidoru ni kimi datte narerunda genkiyoku kakoyoku bachiri kime pozu (it’sstuck in my head forevef)

Please give ideas for this character because i have no idea if i should make them a cinnamonroll or an ass because i can be both or either /hj

Ps: i thinkiwas supposed to write a poem for class?? Just posting this because i can’t focus and then i’m gonna stop myself from scrolling and/or posting lmao

#ensemble taisou #enstars #ensemble stars #ensemble stars!! #enstars!! #ensemble stars music #ensemble stars music!! #ocs #oc art #original character #i need help #can’t draw hands #aaaaaaaaaaaa #i really should focus on class

[emily-mooon]

Because everything related to school is technology based, I can see why I barely got anything done in high school

#most articles talking about how to focus always say put away distractions but how can I do that when I have to write an essay on a computer #like everything with school has tech involved with everything #of course I’m gonna stray away from doing English homework and go play the dinosaur game #also my brain is an ass who is like ‘noooo it’s too quite we need NOISE play some music’ while also being like #‘noooo it’s too noisy let’s wait until we get home to do it’ #cycle then repeats back and forth and it ended with me having like less than a paragraph written #i do not understand the concept of focus how does one stay focused doing something for long periods of time cause I sure can’t #i find I can do it with drawing but even then there are times where I stray away and do something else #man I really should call my doctor and ask if I could possibly get a referral to get tested for adhd cause the signs are there ngl #but even then there’s a little birdie in my head saying that I don’t have it and I’m just lazy or making up excuses and that ppl w/o adhd #can have bad time management and struggle with focusing and staying in topic #anyways I should get back to drawing now sorry for essentially venting something #have a good day and I’m sending lots of hugs if you need one :3

[acesammy]

ugh someday I will draw again

#Like I know I’ve had a fucking bad few weeks #I know it’s understandable that I can’t quite access any will to be creative #or focus to just draw #but it also feels bad #and I want to improve but I can’t improve if I don’t fucking do it #but also I just #idk #I think I should probably draw my brother #but that seems like a task that’s beyond me #and I need to work on my SIL’s tattoo #but that /also/ seems beyond me #I’m just not good enough for it #Idk #I’m also just #not good enough period #lea speaks #random vent #kinda letting shit overwhelm me bc it’s been a long day #don’t worry abt it

[kommetz]

ootd 👍

#comet draws #2 of my classes were moved online today and because i can’t focus on zoom i doodled instead #i hate drawings clothes but i need practice and love my japanese skeleton painting shirt so here we are

[bitterpngs]

idk what to watch

#i’m on yt and nothing seems jnterestinggg #i need something to occupy my brain while i draw but i can’t focus too too much on it #angel.txt