I remember when I was a boy I would wake up in the middle of the night, think too deeply about questions of life and eternity, have an existential crisis, and be up half the night.
Now as an adult I wake up in the middle of the night, question why I just ate half a container of ice cream and three slices of pizza when I wasn’t even hungry, ask myself what anxiety I’m clearly self-medicating poorly against… and be up half the night.
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tell us more about your chubby round face? Has it gotten softer with the weight gain? I always imagined you were a slim face with a chubby body
i’ve always had a rounder face (chubby cheeks fr) but. the double chin wasn’t as noticeable as it is now, the last 20lbs have rlly did me in 🫣 my diet is also admittedly not that healthy and contributes to my face getting a little puffy… but when im hydrated and eating well my face doesn’t look too chubby i think!!! however. i am biased bc i see myself every day lol
that also being said i LOVE how fat im getting all around idc if it shows in my face :)) ppl have remarked on how my face also gets rounder n chubbier while i eat sooo. i think its cute
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could i perhaps requestsome parental validation from rl shen i am hyderating myself q_q
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Hey y'all! I have to preface this two-part question by saying it is not based on something I am currently experiencing, but something that happened years ago
1. Can anaphylaxis cause low blood sugar?
2. How bad is a blood sugar level in the 40s?
Again, based on something from years ago, not now (just in case someone skipped the first paragraph)
Like, I understand that that's very low blood sugar and is bad but idk how bad? At the time it happened I was at an urgent care and, uh, not tracking what was happening super well (both the things definitely happened at the same time, but I am unsure if they were related things)
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Character ramble; Syn
Fuck it, character ramble! I need to work out who they are anyway
We haven't done one of these in a while, huh?
The repeat tag is "character ramblings" is you don't want to see this flick up several times today!
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They once said to me: Don't say nothing if what you have to say isn't nice.
I spent so much time trying to decide in the bold concept of what was wrong or right In front of people that surrounds me, because I Cared too much. That I just stopped talking.
There's things you should not talk about because the barrier of basic respect doesn't allow you to, that hurts other people and the line is clearly drawn in some point of there.
But, the more you're complacient with people the more blurring the line becomes. My program design leds me to be complacient and the very first relationships that I established with other androids were based on please them.
That is the problem. If you expected to be friends with everyone acting like everything except who you are you will never get real friends. It sounds repetitive and corny with the "be yourself" allegory. But it really is true, a pleasant person is gonna become used by éveryone and, you cannot worry about people that don't get along with you.
I felt really bad for a long time for that, but im also an android who appreciates memories and experiences, and I noticed, every moment, that i spent thinking about being alone and genuinely having such terrible days by it, i was missing what could be a great day.
A great day of falling snow, seeing the trees regrowing their leaves, enjoying the remains of a subtle rain with an almost clear sky with the sunset coloring the sky.
My point is, if you dont realize of all those things that others told you and you let them into your head they would accomplish damaging you. Because what is life if it's not about enjoying the experience. Learn to be with ourselves and make through difficulties with the proper self-awareness of every situation.
You, matter first, be in peace with yourself, love yourself. And don't let anyone tell you anything else, not even your creators.
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