#I want to hear my heartbeat

[scurvioli]

I wish the world was quieter so I could hear my internal organs and mechanisms work

#I want to hear my heartbeat #hear my organs work #theyre my organs after all #why shouldn't I get to hear them #I want to hear my muscles flex as the pull my bones to where I tell them to go #tw body #body thoughts

[itayaki]

I'm still thinking about that scene

#lupin iii #lupin the 3rd #lupin the third #daisuke jigen #jigen daisuke #lupin zero #jiglup #sketch #sry for the low quality #I remember trying to finish studying for a test the next day #and finally I was in the bed at 1:00 am and I rly wanted to watch the ep even though I was tired #and oh boy I could hear my own heartbeat watching that scene like *screaming and sobbing on volume 0 for 10 minutes* #it was impossible to fall asleep after that TMS how dare you #jiglup is real in lupin zero aaaa

[tornado1992]

“One way dream” but it’s a lullaby Sonic sings or hums for Tails while hugging him whenever there’s a thunderstorm so he doesn’t get too scared.

#sonic the hedgehog #miles tails prower #sonic and tails #unbreakable bond #they’re brothers your honor #I know the skies ahead are vast and clear is not a too fitting lyric to sing in a thunderstorm but hey he’s trying #he just wants his brother to know that he’ll always be there for him #thunderstorm sonic and tails fics wreck my heart #just how i like it #they are cosmic truth #Sonic would sing it to soothe tails #but what really does the trick is tails being snuggled close enough to sonic that he can hear his heartbeat #sonic headcanon #headcanon

[danwhobrowses]

For anyone else who is gonna struggle surviving the next 3 weeks with the angsty and tense situation of Callowmoore here's a few things from the last 2 episodes that I feel were underrated and will assist in trying to keep me sane/emotionally stable: - Matching messed up hands built for holding - Fearne nervously playing with her hair as she approaches Ashton - Ashton wanted Fearne to be either the last thing they saw if they died or the first thing they saw when they succeeded - Fearne's admittance corroborates Ashley's 4SD revelation that Fearne is in love with someone in the party but doesn't know how to process the emotions - Fearne wanted Ashton to be happy, while Ashton wanted to feel whole so they would be worthy of the Hells - Ashton twice tried to lead a search for Fearne, and instantly clocking onto Chetney saying he followed Fearne - Fearne making herself look as radiant as possible before giving Ashton the cold shoulder - Ashton only rose to Chetney's provocations until he said 'You hurt Fearne' Use how you will

#godspeed my poor damaged psyche #critical role #bells hells #callowmoore #ashton greymoore #fearne calloway #fearne x ashton #ashton x fearne #strangely enough I don't enjoy having a dark and sad pit sitting in my chest day to day #3 weeks and we don't even get a cute M9 reunion in between to distract us? this was worse than Callowmoore's sistergate 3 week wait #also 'a little'? Sweetie people don't jump into lava for a little you got the big L and it's not Lesbian(s) #Feel like Laudna was a bit cruel this ep (Ash has been there for her a ton and she kinda villainized him) but we'll put it down to Delilah #much of Ashton's trauma has been overlooked or left to them to internalize but still nobody has told them that they are loved #and Ashton Greymoore needs to be told they're loved! (by Fearne) #but yeah time for more positive mental scenarios that 99% won't happen (but when that 1% does ho boy) #couldn't have just had Fearne go 'no talking' and sleep on Ash's chest to hear their heartbeat as her touch soothes Ash's pain could we? #or final fight scenarios where Ludinus is a walking harness and Ashton tricks them into absorbing their titan powers so he'd explode #they could've even had a talk in the woods because they wanted to find her so bad but was not gonna test Imogen's patience #I for one though will have at least one where Ashton seeks out Mori for advice (Fearne too but separately) #Tal I need you to use all your romantic arsenal in the feywild (Percy's worst travel experience) to win back Ashley's beautiful faun girl #bonus prompts for 'You will always be perfect to me' and 'Promise you'll come back to me' they pop up often in my scenarios #taliesin jaffe #ashley johnson

[coldflash-corner]

I am a big worldbuilding bitch. When I make soulmate AUs I have fully stopped thinking abt the main pairing, and have started working out the entire world and society and all of the soulmates every canon character I find compelling would have, or would not have, depending on the context of the AU and the character

So what I'm trying to say is that I started making a Coldflash AU where soulmates can hear each other's heartbeat and now I'm in a worldbuilding pit that I can't crawl out of

#coldflash #leonard snart #the flash tv #barry allen #soulmate au #please send help #i don't think anyone wants to hear my random ramblings about the universal workings of the soulmate system #or certain community beliefs surrounding non-soulmate marriage #or how mick never had a soulmate and he honestly thought people were lying or tricking him abt the heartbeat thing #or how kendra didn't know how to tell carter that he may hear her heartbeat but she didn't hear his #on my. yknow. COLDFLASH BLOG

[oatbugs]

my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her. #and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more. #he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you. #the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her. #red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago. #crushposting

[jazzzzzzhands]

SO!! Y'all wanna see the GIFT i got my Wally?? I got him something SO SPECIAL!! Um um!! Voice reveal because it was so hard to capture the SOUND this was the best take i did for a friend!!

Yes YES!! I gave him .. A HEARTBEAT! A HEART!! Oh it PULSES, so i can FEEL him!! The surgery went so well and it was very easy and fast! (Putting his shirt back on was the hardest part) The Beating Heart comes from Build-A-Bear!! (For anyone else who wants to give Wally the gift of a Pulse!)

I think Wally loves his gift!!! Well his Heart is all a flutter anyways! Um and HEY while i'm here!! Thanks for 2000 Followers!! Wow! i'm flattered! Gushing even! It feels like not long ago, i was flustered over 1000!! I'm such a small time artist! and i've always done what i love! I know it is not a massive number, but it is to me!! Always feel free to drop me an Ask! a Request! Especially if it involves playing Dress-Up with Wally!! (or another neighbor!!... hey i need to get used to drawing the others tooo)

#oooh oooh i better post this while i'm still feeling bold!! #surprise!! its me!!! #its Jazz!! the 33 yr old store manager who is obsessed with Wally Darling!! #oh tags! #wally darling #plush #would this be considered an edit?? what do i even tag this as?? #i stuck a heart into him! #a collab??? #anywaysssss #um yeah so my voice!! #i dont mind yall hearing me!! #im a bit low and country!! #its very strange to hear myself tho!! #im a bit strange tho!! #i wanted to give him a voice box too #but i could not find one and also hes a bit small for both!! #i could put one in his head.... #i may still do that if i get my hands on a recorder #ooh the heartbeat!! #its SO !!!! #the audio still doesnt do it justice #even tho i turned that part up! #its a soft sound but the fact that you can FEEL IT #i was just going to record a heart beat but they just HAD them!! #i guess there is a demand!!! #i was very careful!!! during the process!! #but i have sewing experience so i was pretty confident in it!! #i was thinking of editing out my voice but it was gonna be so jaring #i tried so many times to get the beat alone but awaaaaa recording with my old ass phone

[dootznbootz]

Telegony? More like the Tele-GONE-y! HAHAahhahahh BE GONE! hahahahah

*gets booed off the stage*

#*gets shot* #*gets tomatoes thrown at me* #*banned for life* #I'm sick and have a fever and I find this funny in my craziness. let me have this. #Let the guy die peacefully in his sleep with his wife okay? He didn't want adventures in the first place #his so called “grasping nature” is more about just wanting everything to be worth it. #and it is. his “wanting more” is wanting more moments of hearing his wife's heartbeat to fall asleep. more moments of watching his son get #stronger and grow into a fine king someday. #leave Ody alone #odysseus #odyssey #the odyssey #greek mythology #tele-gone-y #mine #Mad rambles #shot by odysseus

[fathomlesscrazy]

The Invasion & twojamie & way too many semicolons

#fanfiction #my writing #doctor who #second doctor #jamie mccrimmon #twojamie #Doctor who and the invasion #doctor who fanfiction #I cannot believe that is a tag that I used #who have i become #have you ever wanted somebody else’s heartbeat in your throat bc they almost died #wait that sounds more thoschei than twojamie #but hear me out #it kind of works #(I’m tired)

[quietwingsinthesky]

Castiel seeing how terrified Dean is when he threatens to throw him back into Hell and getting extremely horny about it: Oh. I could make him do anything.

#this is my secret evil destiel agenda. #i dont think cas forces dean to have sex i think he just makes his threats louder and more intense the more disobedient dean is #in order to see him crumble. there's a sense of control there. one heaven won't take from him because they also want dean to bend. #and in the process cas develops a kink for hearing dean's heartbeat skip and speed up and seeing him swallow to choke down his fear #he's an angel. he likes having someone afraid of him. #spn #destiel #dean winchester #castiel spn

[bl00d-1n-wat3r]

My review of Hell Followed With Us by Andrew Joseph White copied and pasted from Goodreads

I have never written a review before but I need to. This book, I have no words is just beautiful in its own fucked up way.

I am a trans 15 year old boy with autism and full of rage who hasn’t gotten a chance to express himself. I grew up in the church and when Covid hit I figured out myself. Im an atheist and unapologetically gay. But the guilt still weighs down on my shoulders like God is watching me disappointed in me. This book made me feel seen. Made me feel heard, I no longer feel alone in my anger or sadness that bares over me.

I see why this book isnt for everyone and anyone who decides they want this book read the trigger warnings, this book is gory and not for the faint of heart. But if you decide to read it I hope you experienced it the way I did. I couldnt put it down and finished it in one day. The characters felt real. And every time something happened I had to put the book down for a moment and pace and stim because I was so full of excitement thinking about what was going to happen.

TLDR: Be gay, make lizards, read the TW’S, and Andrew Joseph White is an amazing author who deserves more recognition than the world could give him

#hell followed with us #andrew joseph white #the spirit bares its teeth #your books make me sob #in a good way #fuck #i just finished it #and fuck me dude #/pos #i wish I could erase my memory of this book so I could read it for the first time #spoiler: #stop reading the tags to not be spoiled #when Benji got want to New Nazareth I could hear my heartbeat in my ears I was so scared #my face was literally tingling #which only happens when I am SUPER scared which almost never happens #i am still coming down from the high of finishing this book and now Im exhausted

[spaciebabie]

I don’t think I’ll be on this platform anymore, at least for now, due to everything that’s happening. I’d just like to keep away from it and supporting it at all. See you later, maybe.

-heartbeat anon

i understand heartbeat!! safe travels wherever you find yourself!! thank you for sticking around <3333

#putting this in the tags so it doesnt feel like im trying 2 change your mind! #i am definitely not! but what people hafta realize is that every single internet platform is either in support of or silent on israel #on every platform posts are being suppressed. its not just here i assure you #the only way ta....not support ANY large internet platform is just ta not use the internet at all unfortunately #im surprised that so many people were surprised at the news of tumblr's ceo? all ceos suck DICK #people are treating tumblr as if its a unique case and it is definitely NOT LMAO #im happy people feel so passionate about this!! but also ppl are jumping ship 2 twitter and twitters ceo is....from what im hearing #also terrible in this situation?? #im afraid almost everywhere on the internet is a similar story. #also....the only way you're really supporting tumblr is if you buy stuff from them #my blog doesnt generate them any profit im not sure where people are hearing this from- #but again. even if it did its the same situation other major platforms are in #that doesnt mean you shouldnt be upset though! continue ta put your best efforts where you can!! #spacie splains #anybeans #heartbeat anon we may never see each other again but i want u ta know that your writing has touched me as well as a lot of people <333 #ill always treasure what you gifted me!! #never gonna forget you fr fr #stay safe!! have a good one :>

[dbphantom]

The blood sacrifice for the silly god has been accepted.

Goofy imminent...

#I just want to hear his heartbeat so fucking bad #I swear to God if it sounds like either the drums in overtaken or the drums from the Skypeia party I'm going to ugly cry #The drums from the volume 103 trailer are also acceptable #The drums from the 103 trailer go so hard. But *imagine* if it's the opening to overtaken. Or the Skypeia festival drums. #I still believe my Nika has the power to summon and shape the Skypeia bouncy clouds theory is true bc Oda brought them back in egghead #After so many years the bouncy clouds make their reappearance AND Nika can summon and shape cloud looking objects with the 'poof' SFX #So now we wait and see. #Cruddy rambles #Opspoilers #Op spoilers #One piece spoilers #Spoilers #I like this wording because it is ambiguous enough to not be about One Piece while still obviously being about One Piece #Goo-fy = Goopy Luffy. Goof-y = Goofy Luffy. Goofy = Goofy. It's a joke with 3 meanings! Perfect for his awakening.

[rnm-magic-space-xsd]

Credits : Yoki-Fox-C (Deviantart)

#Moonlit Longing #🎁💗! #Mystic Messenger #Jumin #Jumin Han #Juju’s eyes are so enchanting and mesmerizing #I feel hypnotized 😳🥰😻🌸💋💞🍯🫣💗!! #his wrist is as slender as mine! and his fingers and neck are so slim and elegant! and graceful! #his hair looks so shiny and soft #like brushing through feathers uwu <3 #a raven..like Chikage #is that..Elizabeth curling into Juju’s hair and neck? how adorable ! #the way her tail twirls around Juju’s hand is a nice and creative touch! I like it a lot! #I want to cuddle with JujuBear and hear his heartbeat. I wish to feel it reverberating through my ear #to feel his warmth #to be embraced by JujuBear…🫣🥹🥲💘💖💋❤️‍🔥🌦️🌺💞❤️‍🩹🍯🌟!!!

[grollow]

At the risk of kicking the hornet’s nest, since I’m not active in the Elden Ring fandom and don’t actually know what’s going on on that side of the internet (despite writing a fic for it and loving the game), I want to reply to some of the stuff about Miquella I’m seeing.

I’m too chicken to reply to anyone’s blog posts directly, especially since I don’t know them, so I’m just going to rant on my own blog. Feel free to ignore.

I think that the implication that good person and being manipulative are mutually exclusive is probably not a good one and ignores inherent human flaws. The sign of a good character is one that has nuance. That, to me, means that they can at once have the best of intentions and be doing things for all the right reasons -- and still be doing things the wrong way.

I perceive Miquella as someone who very much believes in his cause, and whose intentions are noble. It is my interpretation of him that he is someone who genuinely, truly wants to help his sister and other people along the way at the same time.

But I also believe that he has enough of his mother in him to adopt a “the ends justify the means” approach when he has to. And that can, in turn, mean doing things that would be deemed manipulative, or even flat out wrong. The demi-gods are far from infallible and they make mistakes, or they handle situations badly. Miquella’s ability to charm people and make them want to do what he says is absolutely something that, IMO, can and probably has fallen into that category before.

Not because he’s evil. Not because he’s a “bad person.” But because a good person still makes mistakes sometimes. One of my favorite story tropes is the road to hell is paved with good intentions and I personally see that as that guy’s anthem.

And for the record, I don’t ship him with Mohg. Thank you for listening to me rant.

#ashe rambles #maybe delete later #probably delete later #i dont want to cause discourse but it did bother me to hear my opinions labeled as 'ship with mohg' like that #kinda debating abandoning two heartbeats now tbh

[glorious-blackout]

Just back from Arctic Monkeys and....yeeeeah my prediction that seeing them so soon after Muse would put them at a disadvantage turned out to be correct 😂

I will say though that the songs from TBHC and The Car sounded soooo fucking good that I'm honestly offended there weren't more of them in the setlist. I need them to do a theatre tour one day where they play both albums in full...

#not even a slight against Arctic Monkeys btw - it's just that Muse are *so* fucking good live that everyone else looks worse in comparison #if I'd had time to forget that i might have enjoyed tonight more #but honestly the bits that weren't as good wasn't even their fault; we were just stuck in a section that had rubbish sound for the 1st half #I could barely hear Alex at all and the crowd was so packed in that I couldn't see anything either #as soon as we moved back the sound got soooo much better and we could actually appreciate the lovely staging #thankfully we were at the back for all The Car songs and they sounded fucking amazing #just wish we'd moved earlier as I barely got to enjoy Ritz and Fluorescent Adolescent #honestly it's been a busy weekend and I'm 90% sure I'm getting sick as a result so tiredness and burnout definitely impacted my enjoyment #hence why two massive gigs in one weekend are a bad idea 😅 #honestly I don't think I'd see Arctic Monkeys again in that setting - I just wasn't feeling it tonight as much as i wanted to #but I'd see them again in a heartbeat in a smaller venue #anyway I'm off to bed 😂 #also the setlist was a bit meh for me but they were forgiven for that as soon as Sculptures started #Arctic Monkeys