the dark cloud is pretty formidable at this point (my youngest sibling, Mo, is now thoroughly sick as well), but at least there are silver linings
Mo and I can hang out now, and company is certainly preferable to being alone all the time
also,
we have taken temporary possession of Nana’s tv and successfully set it up at the end of my bed, hooked up to my laptop, so that we can watch stuff together. our Big Halloween Watchlist has been on pause since I got sick, but we’d still like to tackle at least part of it if we can. watching Elvira’s Haunted Hills tonight
so I just had a conversation with my friend about something pertaining to her love life and I said “if you want to engage in adult activities, then you need to engage in adult conversations” which is pretty good advice coming from my currently covid riddled self except im not even able to take my own advice and call up my manager to tell her that I don’t think ill be able to work tomorrow cause im still feeling like utter trash 🫠
I cried. I threw up. I shook. I climbed the walls. I cried some more. I tore my hair out. I saw the light. I was on the brink of death. And I cried even more. Charlotte and George were everything and then some. Like my brain chemistry has been permanently altered. I will never be the same. Every time I think about them I’m launched into a brand new mental breakdown. I don’t know how I will recover from this.
naruto thinks it’s cool when sasuke smokes. sasuke thinks it’s cool when naruto breaks down sobbing because he loves him so bad he wants them to die together
if we were to look at it through a racial lens, I do find it very interesting that Jupe’s wife is white. that the audience at Star Lasso are majorly white. that he’s basically robbing the Haywoods, a black family, of their horses to feed them to an alien creature for white people’s entertainment. that he was the token asian adoptee in sitcom as a child. the model minority. fitting himself back into a system that used and failed him as a child, so he can find some semblance of respect and power as an adult man, only to still be swallowed up whole.