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The Final Countdown

"One day more... Another day, another destiny On this never-ending road to Calvary..."

--Jean Valjean, "Les Misérables"

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The sun was setting in the city of Little Rock, Arkansas on February 17, 2005. The end of another day. He watched the magnificent yellow and orange orb descend dispassionately, knowing that he was another day older, another day wiser (so he hoped), and another day closer to the end of his wrestling career.

He sat on a park bench, listening to the birds, and feeling the wind blow through his short blonde hair. Closing his eyes for a moment, he allowed himself to feel pleasure from the gentle sensations of nature-- truly, they were a gift from God. It'd been a long time since he'd given himself over to a simple longing like this, the longing to be closer to nature that had been imbedded in the heart of man since time was time.

Of course, man had historically misinterpreted that desire as a desire to take over nature, and perhaps that was how the human race had gotten into its current predicament. How can human beings live what they consider to be the "ideal" life without destroying the environment or allowing themselves to become complacent? There really wasn't a good answer to that question. Or perhaps the answer to the question was, "They can't," as illustrated in concepts like The Matrix trilogy-- mankind became too dependent upon machines, and were conquered by their own creations.

He grunted at that thought, and unzipped his leather jacket a little bit, pulling out a Wint-O-Green Life Saver and sliding it into his mouth. He resisted the temptation to immediately chomp down on it as he recalled that night in his youth, long ago, in which all the kids at church camp had been given a Wint-O-Green Life Saver and chomped down on it simultaneously. The flashes of light had surprised and delighted him, and the small, thumb-sized candies had been his favorite sugary treat ever since.

This time he decided to hold it in his mouth, allowing its minty freshness to permeate through him. It, like the wind, felt quite nice. It was always delightful to be able to enjoy such simple sensations when one is in an introspective state of mind-- such as he was. Ever since he'd accepted Jade's invitation for one last night, one last highlight and-- hopefully-- one last reign as World Heavyweight Champion, his mind had wandered, thinking about the things that had happened to get him to this point.

As the old church bells rang six times, he listened to each one as they marked the times of his life. He was nearing the end of his story-- at least, the end of the wrestling chapter of his story, and the beginning of a long-awaited new chapter. But every story...

...Every story... had a beginning.

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One sweetly solemn thought Comes to me o'er and o'er; I am nearer home today Than I ever have been before.

--Phoebe Cary

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The thing that first struck him as he stepped out of his family's brand-new 1982 Ford Escort was the August heat. He'd never experienced anything quite like the sweltering heat just outside Arena Lucha in Guadalajara, Jalisco, Mexico. This month-long family trip-- from Juneau, Alaska to Guadalajara and back-- had taken them through the Yukon Territory, British Columbia, Alberta, Montana, Wyoming, Colorado, New Mexico, Texas, Chihuahua, Durango and Zacatecas.

Steve Grant was a precocious young nine-year-old, but a trip like this was far beyond anything he'd ever experienced-- or thought he would ever experience-- in his entire life. The first thing that had come out of his mouth when his father, David, had announced this trip six months ago had been, "Why can't we simply fly to Mexico?" Certainly, it was well within the family's means. David Grant was a world-renowned neurosurgeon, making in excess of $1 million annually, with offices in Juneau and Los Angeles. The five-member Grant family-- parents David and Melinda and children Steve, Rachel and Brian-- could easily have afforded to go first-class to whatever city they wanted to, and wouldn't have missed the money.

His father's reply to his question had been hard to argue with. "Nobody ever learned anything flying in an airplane all over the place." Steve had opened his mouth to protest, but his mother's warning look had informed him that his parents had already made up their collective minds about this, and that any further argument would meet with severe consequences. The youngster had learned long ago that he might be able to turn one of his parents to his point of view if they weren't on the same page with one another, but if they presented a united front, he could forget about it.

So he'd had the task of telling his siblings-- six-year-old Rachel and three-year-old Brian-- of the planned trip. Much to Steve's chagrin, Rachel had immediately exclaimed, "Oooh, family trip!" and her enthusiasm had quickly rubbed off on Brian, who'd started bouncing on his bed exuberantly. Steve had muttered something like, "Thanks a lot for [i]your[/i] help," and had walked out of the room.

Looking back on their trip so far, Steve had to grudgingly admit that his parents and siblings had been right-- although he'd be damned if he would admit that to them out loud. So many things they'd seen, so many of the world's wonders. Yellowstone National Park. The Alamo. The Canadian Rockies. British Columbia's Mount Revelstoke National Park, which contained part of the world's only temperate inland rainforest. Colorado's Black Canyon, with walls so deep and narrow that very little sunlight shone through them, making them appear black.

Before the trip had begun, Steve had never been out of his home state of Alaska. He'd been born in Juneau on February 23, 1972. Certainly he'd gone to other cities in Alaska, sometimes even on school field trips. But now Steve could say that he'd been to Canada, Mexico and the contiguous United States. He'd never really gotten a sense for, well... how big it all was, until they'd packed up the gold Escort and taken off.

Certainly, it was a trip that Steve would never forget as long as he lived. But unknownst to him, on this day when he and his family walked into Arena Lucha, he'd remember the exact date-- for this was a day that would change his life forever.

August 8, 1981.

****

"Wow, look at how [i]big[/i] this place is!" Steve exclaimed, leading his family into the Arena Lucha's main colosseum area. His mother smiled. "Yes, Steve. Careful, let that man through." Steve had been told by his parents to walk in front of them, "where we can see you," and Steve's reaction had been to simply nod in understanding. Steve had seen sporting events on TV in which the crowd had become an angry mob, and knew that that tendency typically increased when there was alcohol involved-- as there was here. His parents were keeping a close eye on him for his own protection, which re-assured Steve that they loved him and were going to make sure he was well taken care of.

His father was giving Brian a piggyback ride, and his mother held Rachel's hand, glaring at anyone who came near Rachel in the way that mothers do. So even surrounded by 40,000 wrestling fans, most of whom didn't speak English, Steve felt completely safe.

The Grants' seats were one section back from the ring, which had prompted an immediate protest from Steve when he'd heard the news. "Aww, why can't we sit in the front row? We could afford it, right?" His father, ever the wise parent, had replied, "By sitting one section back, we're afforded a better view of the action. Sit in the front row and you won't be able to see most of what goes on."

Steve took his seat and realized that Dad had been right. His view of the ringside area and entrance ramp was perfect, obstructed only by the ring itself-- and even then, he'd be able to see a fight if it broke out on the opposite side of the ring. Maybe not in perfect detail, but he'd get the gist of what was happening.

If Steve were more mature at this age, he'd reflect that everything his father had told him so far had proven to be wise. He wasn't quite at the age, though, where he'd accept that he wasn't the smartest person in his universe.

A fanfare broke out, and the crowd rose to its feet, even as his mother was ordering popcorn, Pepsis and soft pretzels for the Grant clan. A well-dressed Mexican ring announcer slipped underneath the ropes and made some pronouncements in Spanish, which he'd then translated into English for the benefit of the visitors from the United States. "Please don't throw anything into the ring, please don't touch the wrestlers," et cetera. Steve imagined that every show had these same rules of conduct, and most of the time they were followed-- but when they weren't followed, chaos and panic ensued.

Finally, the ring announcer called out the names of a four-man tag-team as the four individuals entered the arena to a funky Latin beat. The crowd stood and cheered in appreciation, and the masked luchadores took the praise, reveled in it and played to the crowd, which brought a smile to Steve's face.

After the técnicos had entered the ring, the rudos were introduced, and Steve realized that they were much bigger as a group, much more dangerous-looking, and two of them were even unmasked. The crowd booed and hissed at the bad guys, and when they entered the ring, all hell broke loose.

The referee regained control of the situation after a short time, and the match reverted to eight-man tag-team rules-- but with a twist. In addition to having standard tags, if someone was ejected from the ring the next person on his team to enter the ring became the legal man. The high-flying maneuvers were fast-paced, exciting and seemingly never-ending.

Steve sat in awed silence, gazing at the contest with large blue eyes, as the high-risk maneuvers just got more and more crazy...

****

It was a bombshell his parents had never seen coming. Several days after watching the Arena Lucha show, the Grants were on the road again, headed back north on the long trip that would take them back home, when Steve said, completely out of the blue, "I want to be a wrestler when I grow up."

Normally, any parent would say something like, "That's nice, dear," and promptly forget about it-- after all, how could a nine-year-old possibly know what he wants to be when he grows up? And how many times in his life would a nine-year-old have said, "I want to be a fireman," or "I want to be a vet," or "I want to be a marine biologist," while having absolutely no idea what that entailed, and pursuing no study to achieve that goal?

But with Steve, his parents had no reply for a moment. Because this was the first time Steve had ever said he wanted to be anything when he grew up. He'd made no bones about the fact that he was undecided-- there were so many wonderful things he could be, and so much time in which to make that choice, so what was the hurry?

Furthermore, several days had passed since the wrestling show, so David and Melinda Grant knew that Steve didn't say this in a sudden burst of youthful enthusiasm. He said it with a completely serious voice, as if to say, "That's what I'm going to do, dammit, and you can't tell me that I won't be one." His face matched the seriousness of his voice, and his parents realized that they had an interesting task ahead of them.

They hadn't commented on it at the time, but after the children went to sleep that night in a Best Western in New Mexico, David and Melinda stood outside the porch, talking about Steve's revelation. It was just past midnight, and clearly they weren't of the same mind about this one. Melinda thought that the idea of her son becoming a wrestler was horrifying, while David's argument was, "If that's what the child wants to do, let him follow his own path."

In the pale moonlight, Steve and Rachel realized that their parents were no longer in the room, and had crept, barefoot and in their pajamas, over to the window. They crouched down in front of it and were able to make out some-- but not all-- of the conversation.

Rachel giggled girlishly as she realized that her parents were debating about her older brother. "You're really in for it now, Steve," she said, curling and uncurling her toes in relief that she wasn't the one in trouble.

Steve rolled his eyes. "You're no help, Raych," he replied. But he was a little concerned. If Mom had her way, he'd grow up to be a doctor-- but it was something he had no interest in, or aptitude for. He much preferred his father's reasoning-- that you couldn't force that decision on a child. Steve had the suspicion that even Dad secretly hoped he'd "grow out of it," but when he'd watched those luchadores, Steve had had a moment of clarity that he'd never had before in his life. He knew, instinctively, that he wanted to be a wrestler-- not only that, but he knew he had the drive to be a [i]successful[/i] one.

"You think Mom's gonna turn Dad against your wrestling dream?" Even though she liked to tease him, Rachel had also seen in Steve's eyes that he was 100% serious about being a wrestler, and she knew that once big brother set his mind on something, he gave it everything he had. It was part of the reason she looked up to him so much.

"I hope not," Steve sighed. "Because I'm not sure I can do this without the support of my family."

Just then, Mom and Dad walked back towards the hotel room, and the two young Grant children dove into the bed, quickly covering each other up with the blankets. The door opened, and Steve jammed his eyes shut, resisting the temptation to make an "honest to God, I'm sleeping" snore, because he knew it'd sound fake. But before long, he'd drifted off to sleep for real, despite the feeling of his brother and sister's cold bare feet against his.

****

The following day at breakfast, Steve was in the middle of chewing one of his scrambled eggs when Mom said, "Steve, your father and I have something to say about your revelation last night. The wrestling thing."

Steve steeled himself for disappointment. Of course Mom and Dad wouldn't understand, or would think that he was better than being one of those crazy athletes who put their bodies on the line for the enjoyment of fans. Mom was an eighth-grade social studies teacher, after all, and Dad was a neurosurgeon.

Mom looked to Dad expectantly, and he took a sip of orange juice before speaking. "We've decided that if you want to be a wrestler, we're going to do whatever we can to help you achieve that goal."

Steve couldn't believe his good fortune. He stared at his parents in stunned silence for a moment before letting out an exultant "Whoo-hoo!" and hugging Rachel, Brian and finally his parents.

David Grant let his oldest son celebrate for a few more moments, but then held up a warning finger. "I should tell you, Steve, that nothing worthwhile was ever achieved in this world without effort. Saying you want to become a wrestler and becoming a wrestler are two different things. And you have to keep in mind that very few wrestlers make enough money to support their own family, let alone ride around in fancy limousines like that Ric Flair character you're such a fan of."

"WHOO!" Steve immediately replied. He couldn't help himself. Beside him, Rachel laughed, having seen that one coming a mile away.

His mother gave him the look. "But if you're willing to put forth the effort, we're willing to help you however we can. We'll sign you up for wrestling and martial-arts classes, and we'll work with some doctors and personal trainers to help you put together a fitness regimen. No more cheeseburgers for you, Steve, except under very special circumstances. You're going to have to eat right and exercise regularly from now on."

"In addition," his father said, "you're going to keep those grades up, or so help me, we'll pull you right back out of the wrestling and martial-arts training. Don't assume you're going to make money doing what those wrestlers do. If something happens, you're gonna have to use your brains to make a living for yourself. We won't be supporting you 'til you're 47."

His parents looked at him expectantly, as if waiting for Steve to reply. Steve turned all these things over in his head, and finally said the words that would set him on his life's new journey--

"Bring it on."

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"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."

--Abraham Lincoln

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It was September of 1997, a full sixteen years after Steve had set himself on this path, and he still couldn't believe it had actually happened. Oh, he already had some ring experience, to be sure. He'd trained in the WCW Power Plant for the last two years, learning valuable things about not only the way to have good matches, but the nature of the business itself. Sgt. Buddy Lee Parker had admired his commitment, and a year ago had recommended he be called up to WCW.

World Championship Wrestling hadn't done so, though. Indeed, for three months they hadn't given any answer at all, and when they had, they'd insisted Steve was "not ready for prime-time". His phone conversation with the World Wrestling Federation's Jim Ross had gone much the same way, and Steve hadn't even considered Extreme Championship Wrestling, discarding it as being "garbage wrestling".

Steve stuck in there for six more months, learning absolutely everything he could from Sarge, but had become disheartened by WCW's lack of confidence in him and his abilities. "How can they stick their nose up at me," Steve had commented, "when they've got a 90-year-old champion who can't wrestle his way out of a brown paper bag?" Steve was referring, of course, to "Hollywood" Hulk Hogan.

Three weeks later, WCW had released Steve from his contract, and left with nowhere to go, he went to Japan. He wrestled in New Japan for two months, primarily as a jobber to Japanese luminaries like Jushin "Thunder" Liger, Super Delfin and Mitsuharu Misawa. Along the way, he befriended fellow American wrestler "The Warrior" Nick Wolf, a native of Arizona who'd allegedly been raised by wolves in the wilderness (Steve hadn't quite yet worked up the courage to ask Nick if that were true or not).

Unbeknownst to them, scouts from Internet Championship Wrestling (ICW) had been watching in the crowd when Steve and Nick put on a 20-minute technical wrestling clinic against each other that had resulted in Steve tapping out to Nick's Pretzel Lock submission hold. The scouts introduced themselves backstage later, handed them both plane tickets back to the States, and said "Maybe you should come see us."

Steve and Nick had waited until the scouts left, looked at each other for a moment, and simultaneously exclaimed "Boo-yeah!" while high-fiving one another.

Now, a week later, they were backstage, three hours before they'd both debut on ICW's Monday Night Metal show. Steve would go up against a guy with the unlikely name of Jumping Terror, while Nick battled a man named Joey Richards. They entered the locker room together, and were immediately agog at the number of wrestling legends they were sharing the room with.

"Holy shit, man," Nick exclaimed as he changed into a white wifebeater and a pair of ripped blue jean shorts. The 5'10", ripped African-American was clearly star-struck. "Everywhere you look, there's someone you've seen on TV."

"I know," Steve replied. "Silencer Chris Fry, Stunnin' Steve, Jason Bagwell, Destructo, even 'Bad Ass Brian Marcotte! And they're all right here, in this federation! We could learn a lot from these guys."

Nick nodded his head in agreement. "Damn straight. So, have you talked to this Jumping Terror guy yet?"

"We're supposed to meet in about an hour to discuss our spots," Steve replied. "This is his 'real' debut-- I mean, he didn't wrestle in Japan or anything. He's completely fresh."

"Oh, boy," Nick said, rolling his eyes ironically. "God save the world from rookies, eh?"

Both of them laughed-- the joke, of course, was that both of them still were rookies [i]themselves,[/i] despite their experiences in Japan. And they were both in a joking, jovial mood, because tonight was the night that they'd finally wrestle in front of a live crowd in their home country. God bless the U.S.A.

"Come be a part of the best thing going today," a voice called out. "Death Valley, soon to be the greatest stable this sport's ever seen! Sick of not having anyone to watch your back? Become part of Death Valley today!"

Steve's ears perked up, and looking next to him, he saw that Nick's had, too. "A stable?" Nick asked, in wonderment. "This could be a big thing for us, Steve. There will be plenty of guys waiting to stab a knife in our backs, especially if we achieve the kind of success we're looking to achieve. And that guy distributing fliers is a big, big guy-- rather have him on our side than against us."

"That's certainly true," Steve said, but there was more to it than that. As he looked at the big guy handing out fliers to disinterested-looking wrestlers, something clicked inside Steve's mind. Suddenly, he knew without a doubt that this was something he had to do, something that would change the course of his whole life. To be part of a team, be part of something larger than oneself, was extremely important to him. Just like that day in 1981 when he'd realized he wanted to be a wrestler, now he knew that he had to be a DV member.

Steve and Nick walked up to the big guy, and realized that the tank-top-wearing man wasn't that much bigger than the 6'9" Steve. Of course he dwarfed Nick, but then so did most guys in the locker room.

The man had a frustrated look on his face, as he'd so far gotten a grand total of zero takers for his stable formation idea, but he put on his best customer-service face as he handed a flier to both Steve and Nick. "Come, be part of something great," he said. "Join Death Valley, the alliance that will turn the wrestling world on its head."

Steve and Nick, much to the man's surprise, replied in unison, "All right."

----

"I too shall lie in the dust when I am dead, but now let me win noble renown."

--The Iliad by Homer

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It was over. The crowd knew it, the announcers knew it, and without a doubt, TANK Thomas knew it. Oh, the kid had certainly fought hard to get to this point, and had earned the World Champion's respect. Definitely the kid would be able to get here again, and maybe sometime down the line, he'd be World Heavyweight Champion.

But not tonight, he decided, grinning in anticipation of his victory. He lifted the tall blonde onto his shoulders, prepared to deal him the devastating powerbomb that had won him so many matches in the past...

****

It's not over. Screw what the crowd thinks, the announcers think, and what TANK Thomas thinks. Steve Grant knew he was in a lot of trouble-- he'd taken quite a pounding the last few minutes after a battle that had see-sawed back and forth-- but he didn't allow himself for a moment to think his fight was over.

Nor did he accept the possibility of failure. Failure was something he never allowed himself to experience as long as there was fight left in him; to give up simply wasn't the way he was taught. Two weeks earlier, he'd gone through three men in the same night to win the inaugural Lord of the Rings tournament, and he knew that no matter what happened in the future, he'd always be able to say, "I was the first man to win the Lord of the Rings tournament."

But never did it occur to him to simply settle for that distinction. The LotR victory had transformed him from a tag-team star (indeed, a former four-time World Tag Team Champion) into a singles star overnight. It had propelled him from being one of DV's junior members into the unquestioned leader of Death Valley-- certainly, something he never expected would happen so soon.

Yet he knew that this World Title shot, guaranteed him by winning the tournament, was something he had to take full advantage of. LotR winner or no, he didn't know how long he'd be able to maintain his spot in the upper echelon of New Extreme Wrestling, and had absolutely no idea how many opportunities he'd have like this. An opportunity not only to win the World Heavyweight Championship, but to do so against a man that, up until a month ago when he suffered back-to-back losses to Grant's DV teammate Doomsday (including the second loss which cost Thomas the U.S. Heavyweight Title), had put together a tremendous undefeated streak.

But right now, Steve was in tremendous pain. His head, neck and back were agonized by the continuous assault of the World Champion. He'd just about been knocked unconscious by some of those blows, and was grateful he hadn't been, because he knew Thomas would have immediately capitalized and pinned him to retain the title. As Steve was lifted onto Thomas' shoulders, the crowd let out a collective gasp, as if not believing that Steve's first title shot would end like this. But they'd seen this scenario on many occasions, and probably weren't particularly surprised by it. Oh, well, somewhere down the line TANK had to lose to someone, right?

They couldn't possibly have any idea that they were about to witness the coronation of a blossoming legend.

****

"TANK Thomas lifts Steve Grant up for the powerbomb! This is gonna be the end of it, folks...!"

"Wait... what is Steve Grant doing?"

"He's punching away at the champion's head as hard as he can! There is still life left in the Blue Inferno after all! Come on Steve, you can do it, kid!"

"Steve Grant has managed to climb off the stunned TANK Thomas' shoulders! He's lifting him up onto his own shoulders... Death Valley Driver! Steve Grant has hit the Death Valley Driver on TANK Thomas!"

"That's the move he used to defeat EGANRAC two weeks ago in the Lord of the Rings tournament finals!"

"Steve Grant's trying to shake off the abuse he suffered only a few minutes ago... he's crawling over to make the cover... do it, kid! Take your place in history!"

"He's slumped down on top of TANK Thomas, and he's got his leg hooked!"

"One...

"Two...

"THREE! Steve Grant has done it! Steve Grant has done it!"

"I don't believe it!"

"Ladies and gentlemen, your winner... and new World Heavyweight Champion, 'Blue Inferno' Steve Grant!"

****

It didn't seem real, but there it was. Referee Mark Pence handed Steve the World Heavyweight Championship belt and raised his hand to signify his victory. Steve stared at the title belt in disbelief for a moment before slumping down onto his knees and weeping tears of joy.

Finally, he'd done what he'd set out to do. Finally, the world knew him as its Heavyweight Champion. He'd proven wrong everyone who'd ever doubted him, and he'd earned the admiration and respect of wrestling fans all over the globe.

Nick Wolf was the first to slide into the ring, and he embraced his friend, his partner, his brother. He, too, was shedding happy tears, as happy for Steve as he would've been if it had been Nick who'd won the championship. More friends and loved ones entered the ring... Hawk Manson, Steve's girlfriend Jessica Riley, "Warhammer" Kano Kumira, "TombStone" Adam Holiday. All of them embraced him not only as their friend, but as their champion.

Later that night, Steve knew, he'd propose to Jessica as he'd planned to do. He had the ring in the inside pocket of his leather jacket, which he'd left in the locker rom. Tonight he'd ask her to marry him, and they'd be very happy together, because Jessica was the woman he wanted to be with for the rest of his life.

He knew that the anxiety wouldn't set in until the adrenaline from his victory fully wore off, so he allowed himself to bask in the glow of his successful challenge, knowing that a far more difficult challenge-- marriage-- could possibly be awaiting him in the very near future.

----

"Aren't you beginning to feel time gaining on you? It's like a predator, it's stalking you."

--Tolian Soran, Star Trek: Generations

----

March 28, 2000 was a date that would be forever embedded into his mind. It was perhaps the most memorable day of his life-- more memorable than his first World Title victory, his first day of school, or even the day he got married to his wife.

Memorable, yes-- but not all memories are good memories.

****

Steve was frantic in those moments that he stood helplessly, waiting for the paramedics to arrive and carry away the woman he loved. Who would have thought that things would come to this? Who would have thought that, by winning a #1 contender's match against Sport Jones only nine days ago to earn a title shot against the World Champion, Trent Raven, harm would come to his family? And not just his family-- his wife!

Steve knew how important the World Heavyweight Championship was, having held it on two previous occasions. To someone in this business, the World Title was everything. It was the culmination of everything that you'd worked towards in your life, the one thing you could point do and say, "See this? This means I'm the best." While Steve had held it, he'd referred to it in promos as "his life", a comment that had been slightly tongue-in-cheek. In reality, sure, the belt was important to him, but he was always mindful of the fact that there were other things that were of far more worth-- to him, if not necessarily to anyone else.

At the absolute top of the importance totem pole was the woman who right now lay bleeding in his locker room. Four days earlier, while Steve had been out shopping, Trent Raven's posse, "Trent's Rave", had kidnapped Jessica from her home. Steve had immediately summoned the police, but when they'd caught up with The Rave, Jessica was no longer among them. With no evidence to make a case against them, the police had been forced to let them go.

No evidence. Steve rolled his eyes angrily at that notion. As if the fact that Trent had left his signature flannel sweater "calling card" at his home wasn't evidence enough. Steve knew, without a doubt in his mind, that The Rave had been responsible for the kidnapping, and whatever they'd done to her between then and now, she was clearly in need of immediate medical attention. She was bleeding profusely from the stomach and groin area, and underneath her torn clothing he could see that her once-beautiful skin had lines of blood drawn down it.

The paramedics arrived within thirty seconds of Steve's summons, although from Steve's perspective the time seemed to stretch on forever. Steve had seen some strange things in his life, and been part of some brutal matches-- including the inaugural "Mall Madness" match against Damien Simons and Chaos twenty-four days earlier in which he'd Inferno Kicked Simons off the mall balcony into a fountain.

But this...

Steve's mind simply wasn't coping with this, and he had no strength to resist or even acknowledge as he was gently led into the ambulance.

****

When they reached the hospital, Steve was gently ushered into a waiting room. It was then that his resistance began to return, as he cried out, swore, and tried desperately to stay by Jessica's side. Somehow-- Steve couldn't remember exactly how it had happened-- they'd talked him down from the verge of violence, and managed to get him to sit in relative peace and quiet, waiting for word.

Although Steve's exterior demeanor was rather calm considering the circumstances, his emotions were rolling over top of one another, some of them conflicting and many not making sense. He should have been there, he should have... gotten to the locker room sooner... should have paid to have the groceries delivered instead of leaving Jess alone in the house... should have allowed Sport Jones to beat him for a change... hell, he shouldn't have gotten into the wrestling business in the first place.

There it was. Although obviously Steve hadn't done this to Jessica himself, and had, obviously, gone insane with worry as he'd done everything in his power to find her, the fact remained that if not for the decision he'd made on that hot summer day in 1981, Jessica wouldn't have been kidnapped, and wouldn't at this moment be fighting for her life in the emergency room of St. Joseph's Hospital in St. Louis. The fact that if not for his wrestling career, he and Jess would likely never have [i]met[/i] didn't cross the anguished man's mind. All he could think was, It's my fault... it's my fault... oh, my God, Jess is going to die because I wasn't strong enough... wasn't good enough...

Steve would later look back on this waiting process with curiousity. Earlier, it had taken the paramedics less than a minute to get to Jessica while she'd been bleeding in the locker room-- even though it had seemed like hours to Steve. But as he waited four hours for word of his wife, the only person that, in the final analysis, meant anything to him at all-- when the news came, it felt like only minutes had gone by. He'd been lost in deep meditation, praying to God to intervene, to please let Jessica live... Jessica, who'd never stepped on an anthill in her entire life, let alone Death Valley Drivered the living daylights out of the people she worked with. Please, make me die, Steve had thought on more than one occasion, but not her. Please, there aren't nearly enough gentle spirits like her on earth... and there are far too many savages like me.

His conversation with God had alternately taken the forms of pleading, bribing, begging, demanding and finally, when he'd had no alternative, trusting. Trusting that whatever was planned for her was the way it was going to be, and Steve had to try and prepare himself for life without her. Even though life without her seemed absolutely inconceivable.

Steve looked up into the kindly eyes of an old, gray-haired male doctor, wearing wide glasses, aquamarine hospital scrubs and a nametag on his right breast that read "K. Thompson". Belatedly, he realized that the gentleman had been trying to get his attention for the past minute or so.

He rose to his full height of 6'9", towering over the doctor by over a foot-- yet Steve had never felt quite so small.

"Mr. Grant," Dr. Thompson began, formally and with sympathy in his voice. He spoke in technical terms for a few moments, but all of them rolled off his mind when he said, "I'm sorry, there's nothing we can do for her."

****

Steve slowly crept into Jessica's hospital room, still far too much in shock to shed tears. This was impossible, this couldn't be happening, he'd wake up any minute now and Jess would be sleeping right beside him, with that same beautiful smile that she'd reserved only for him even in her slumber. He'd go downstairs, make her breakfast in bed, make slow, passionate love to her and tell her that he'd never let her go, not ever.

But as he saw her lying there, being pumped full of IV fluids and continuing to lose so much blood despite the doctors' best efforts, his personal mantra was shattered. This was real, Jessica was dying, and if he happened to die and go to hell, his personal torment would be reliving this moment for the rest of eternity.

He sat to her right, and gently took her hand in his. Her skin felt so cold and clammy to the touch-- nothing at all like the warm, sensuous Jessica he'd been married to for the past 17 months. Only seventeen months of marriage, dammit! She was only 24 years old... she could have had sixty, seventy more years of life left in her! And they hadn't even made time to have a family yet! Why did it have to be like this...?

Her eyelids fluttered open, and she looked at Steve with momentary confusion, as if trying to remember who he was. Steve's heart sank for that instant-- but melted again when she gave him that smile. Somehow, though she was dying, that smile still had a lot of life left in it. What she had was a gift, a gift for making people happy, for taking care of people. That gift was why she'd become a med student in the first place. What sane person could ever want to harm her?

"Steve," she said simply. She clearly had to strain even to say that one syllable. Her eyes seemed to be glazing over slightly.

"I'm here, baby," Steve said, choking back his tears. "I'm here now, and everything's gonna be all right... we're gonna go home soon, and I'll sing you into a beautiful new world..." He didn't even know half the things he was saying right now, overwhelmed with the sense of loss and grief he was experiencing.

Jessica laughed, though the laughing sounded like croaking in her throat, and looked at Steve in the same way she did when she knew he wasn't being serious. "Silly boy," she gurgled. "You... you don't have to lie to me... I know we don't have much time left..."

The tears were flowing freely down Steve's face now, and he struggled to control the anguish in his voice as he said, "We'll... always have time, Jessica... our world is only you and me, baby..." He kissed her then, for the last time, as he remembered the first time he'd kissed her three years ago on that beautiful Sunday evening. Where had the time gone, and why had it been taken away from them so early?

When he broke off the kiss, it didn't take him long to realize that Jess had died while they'd been kissing. Much later, when he was in a more reflecting, more stable state of mind, he'd decide that he was happy her final moments were pleasant moments.

But that time was a long ways off...

****

What happened in the next few hours was a blur to Steve, even looking back on it in the present-day. All he knew for sure was that he'd gone back to his hotel room, almost completely destroyed the place, and gone outside and burned his Blue Inferno tights in the hotel parking lot. With a pair of scissors, he cut all of his hair from the base of his neck to the base of his skull. He found an old pair of black jeans, black tank-top and boots, and walked out of his hotel room, got into his car and zoomed off into the distance.

He swore that the Blue Inferno was dead. In his place was The Dark Warrior, a man on a mission of vengeance. He'd no longer sit idly by while people suffered-- he would inflict judgment on those who had wronged him. The first person on that list would be the man who was chiefly responsible for kidnapping his beloved wife-- Trent Raven. Their World Title match was eleven days from now. If Trent had kidnapped Jessica thinking he'd hold some kind of power over whether or not he kept his title, he was going to find out that he'd made a horrible mistake.

****

"Grant! Grant! I killed Jessica, you stupid son of a bitch!"

Those words startled Steve out of his reverie. Less than a minute earlier, he'd easily defeated Trent Raven to win his third NEW World Heavyweight Championship, and was now in the process of beating the living hell out of him with a metal folding chair. Throughout the course of the evening, Steve had surreptitiously eliminated the members of Trent's Rave-- attacking various members in the locker room, parking lot, backstage "gorilla position", everywhere and anywhere he could find them. He'd done that for only one purpose-- to prevent their interference in both the title match and the aftermath he'd planned. Oh, yes, it was shaping up to be a very long night for Trent, indeed.

But the words spoken by TYRANT on the massive ExtremeTron above the arena brought Steve up short. The surprised look on his face quickly twisted into an expression of rage, and for an instant he walked towards the entrance ramp, prepared to head backstage and beat the living fuck out of him. But the camera zoomed out, and he could see clearly that TYRANT wasn't in the arena-- indeed, he was probably nowhere close to the arena.

He was sitting on a crate in an old, apparently abandoned warehouse, accompanied by his vile henchman, Demonic. Both of them looked smug at seeing the look of furor on the face of The Dark Warrior.

Steve stared at a ring attendant as if to say, "If I don't have a mic in my hands right now, I'm gonna beat the hell out of you." The ring attendant got the idea and quickly tossed him a microphone.

"TYRANT, you're a dead man! A dead man. At our next pay-per-view, it's going to be you and me... for this," he said, gesturing to the belt. "And whether or not you leave that match alive is gonna be entirely up to me."

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"For a thousand years in thy sight are but as yesterday when it is past, and as a watch in the night."

--Psalms 90:4

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The time had come for Steve's World Heavyweight Title defense against TYRANT. It was taking place in none other than the "World's Most Famous Arena", Madison Square Garden in New York City. And as Steve walked down the entrance ramp to the thunderous roar of "Hells Bells" by AC/DC, an equally thunderous roar rose from the crowd as they realized that instead of walking out in the black-and-white colors of The Dark Warrior, Steve had returned to his roots as The Blue Inferno.

He'd intentionally avoided his family and friends since he'd begun his campaign of vengeance, but Brian had tracked him down earlier that night in the boiler room. "You've got to stop this," Brian had pleaded. "If nothing else, so you can defeat TYRANT. Only good can conquer evil. TYRANT may have taken Jess from us, but he did something even worse to you-- he twisted the goodness inside of you. Don't allow him to have the satisfaction of destroying a good man."

What Brian had said made a lot of sense to Steve-- as it almost always did. Steve and Rachel had used to joke that it was a good thing their younger brother was so good at talking his way out of danger, because he certainly didn't have a size advantage on most people. Though Steve was 6'9" and Rachel was 5'11", tall for a woman, Brian was only 5'9". He could still wrestle with the best of them, but his greatest attribute was his mind-- which had convinced Steve to throw away the Dark Warrior colors once and for all.

And though Steve had only been able to find a blue pair of adidas track pants with the characteristic three white lines going down the sides, the symbolism was very clear to everyone in attendance. The Blue was back, and he'd use the power of his goodness to destroy the power of evil.

But as Steve looked TYRANT in the eyes, his message was clear-- Dark Warrior or no Dark Warrior, he'd still inflict the most heinous example of DV ass-whipping that the world had ever seen.

****

Twenty minutes later, after the most hellacious battle of his life, Steve Grant held his NEW World Heavyweight Title belt unsteadily above his head after his successful defense. He'd vanquished TYRANT with not one, not two, but three Death Valley Drivers-- which was far less than the son of a bitch deserved, but when he saw the concerned look on the face of Brian sitting ringside-- the look that said, "Don't do anything they'll lock you up for"-- he'd finally pinned him and ended the suffering-- for now.

But suddenly the lights in the arena went out, and when they came back on, Steve jumped back in shock as he was face to face with the menacing visage of Ragnarok. Ragnarok was TYRANT's soulless minion, an intimidating figure that wore a characteristic black mask and apparently felt no pain. Men had hit him with everything in their arsenal and he'd popped right back up. And when Ragnarok hit you, it hurt like hell-- like slamming into a brick wall.

Steve looked into Ragnarok's evil eyes and knew that he was in no condition to fight off an attack by him-- nor would he likely have been in any condition before the contest.

But Ragnarok wasn't looking at him-- he was looking at the fallen form of his master, TYRANT. Steve stepped to one side, and Ragnarok walked over to TYRANT, helping him to his feet-- and then he lifted him up for a piledriver!

The crowd went apeshit, and Steve watched in stunned silence. Ragnarok tore off the mask, and it was none other than Ben Genesis-- a wrestler who'd recently disappeared with no apparent explanation. There was the answer.

"That one was for my mother! This one's for my father!" Genesis said, and hit a second piledriver. "This one's for my brother!" WHAM! "This one's for my sister!" WHAM! "And this one's for me!"

He connected with yet a fifth piledriver, and when TYRANT slumped to the mat, his neck was bent at an odd angle. Steve had no doubt that the evil man's neck was broken.

Two days later, in his first promo since the title match, TYRANT would take a gun to his head and (apparently) shoot his own brains out. Looking back on Genesis' stunning annihilation of TYRANT later, Steve would realize that he could have saved TYRANT if he'd chosen to-- but he'd deliberately stood there and watched as Genesis effectively ended his life.

And what's more... he didn't feel the least bit bad about it.

----

"As if you could kill time without injuring infinity."

--Henry David Thoreau

----

It was a proud day for Steve Grant. Two years ago, he'd opened the Inferno U. wrestling school with the intention of giving back to the industry that had given him such a wonderful life. He'd put his days of wrestling in the past, and focused on teaching the next generation what he'd learned, so that perhaps they could achieve the same kind of success that he had.

Steve had not allowed any of the potential applicants to become complacent. 319 wannabe professional wrestlers had showed up the first day he'd opened this gym in San Francisco, California. Many of them had clearly been in it just to be on camera, or had reasoned that "wrestling is fake" and therefore anybody could do it. Steve had been more than happy to disavow them of that notion, although he'd been careful not to cause serious pain to any one of them-- after all, many of them had been kids with delusions of grandeur.

He'd invited forty-seven back the following day. 24 of the 47 students made it to the third day, and that number was cut in half the fourth day. The "Original Twelve" had all been serious about becoming wrestlers and making it in the business, they'd all been in tremendous physical condition, and each of them had a solid work ethic-- the exact characteristics that Steve had been looking for.

He put those twelve students through hell for one week, seeing if any of them could distinguish themselves. Immediately, three names had jumped to the forefront-- Antonio Mason, Lee Conway and Mark Alizandro. Steve even coined nicknames for two of them-- "The Wild Child" for Mason, due to his intensity in the ring, and "Lee Charisma" for Lee Conway, for the way he really got the audience involved in his promos and ring work.

Following the "Week of Hell," as some of the students later referred to it as, Steve had released five individuals-- and told the remaining seven that they were Inferno U.'s Class of 2004. He'd taken them to DV Headquarters in Expedition, Alaska, shown them all of DV's accomplishments, and then said, "You see all this stuff? To hell with it."

He'd paused, and taken a sip of water. "All that you've worked towards right now, it represents only an opportunity I'm trying to help you build. An opportunity to prove to yourselves, and to everyone else, that you can make it into this business. But even if you do graduate from Inferno U. in two years-- which, I assure you, is not a foregone conclusion with anyone-- I'm not promising that anything will come of it. You have to be willing to make the effort, but just as importantly, you have to be willing to make the right decisions. Because anybody can put a lot of effort into doing the wrong thing."

Some of his students had taken that lesson to heart, and some hadn't. In the following two years, Inferno U. students had gone through an intense training regimen that had made NFL training camps look like kindergarten. Each of them had suffered an injury at different points throughout their "education". Many of them hadn't been able to make it-- in fact, five students washed out of the program before graduation. Steve hadn't cut any of them-- they'd simply decided one day not to show up, or walked out in frustration after taking one too many bumps. Even Mark Alizandro, whom Steve thought had good potential, had one day called the university and said he wouldn't be returning.

There had been many days that Steve wondered if he should be upset with the five who couldn't cut it. But not long ago he'd come to the conclusion that he shouldn't be frustrated with the students-- or himself-- if 99.3% of the people who'd walked into Inferno U. on that first day hadn't made it long enough to see today. If he could say without a doubt that he'd trained two students that had a very good shot at making it to the top of the wrestling business, then the past two years had absolutely been worth it. And what was more, "The Wild Child" Antonio Mason and Lee Charisma could smile when they looked back on this day, knowing that it had only come through intense work and sacrifice.

So on this day, November 17, 2004, Steve watched proudly as Mason and Charisma put on a thirty-minute wrestling clinic, mixing fast pacing with exciting comebacks and brilliant technique. The planned ending came off perfectly-- Charisma went for a Frog Splash, only to find that Mason was no longer where he'd been only a second before. Charisma rolled over onto his back, clutching at his stomach, and that was all Mason needed to climb the opposite turnbuckle and hit a spectacular Phoenix Splash. Nick Wolf, the referee, counted the pinfall.

As it ended, Steve and his brother Brian rose from their seats, applauding in appreciation as Nick held up Antonio's hand. As the Grant Brothers showed their respect for the talents of the two young men, they were joined in a standing ovation by the night's special guests-- the Conway and Mason families, gathered here together on this very special day.

Antonio reacted to their admiration with his typical small half-smile, and helped Lee to his feet, embracing him warmly. Mason and Charisma had become good friends as they'd spent the last two years bleeding, suffering and learning together. And they both knew the match they'd just put on was the best they'd wrestled in their lives thus far, so they were more than entitled to this moment.

Brian muttered to Steve, "Great kids you've got here, bro." Steve didn't disagree. They'd done everything he'd asked of them and more, far more. He knew there was nothing else he could teach them that wouldn't be superfluous. Soon, it would be up to them to make the right decisions in the industry and in life.

"Lee, Tony, if you'd be so kind as to exit the ring and come here. Oh, Jay, did you get all this on video?" The cameraman, Jay Wilder, gave the thumbs-up signal. Steve would give several copies of the match to both Tony and Lee, so that they could send them out to whatever federations they were interested in trying out for. The last time Steve had asked, Lee told him that he was looking into probably going to Japan for awhile. Tony had been less forthcoming about his plans, but Steve respected his privacy enough to leave it alone.

Lee Charisma and Antonio Mason stood in front of Steve and Brian, trying very hard not to be too obvious about basking in the glow of their great match. Steve chuckled at their failed attempt to repress that emotion as Nick tossed a bottle of water to each of them. Lee took a large gulp of it, while Tony sipped it gingerly.

"Gentlemen," Steve said, "you've done well to make it as far as you have. You've defied expectations, extended the boundaries of what you once were, and hopefully learned something about yourselves along the way." He reached down into his gym bag, which was underneath his chair, and pulled out two plaques. "And so on this day, November 17, 2004, I recognize you, Lee Charisma, as a graduate of Inferno U."

The tall blonde received a round of applause as Steve presented him the plaque and shook his hand, and then Steve said, "On this day, I recognize you, Antonio Mason, as a graduate of Inferno U." Steve handed Tony his plaque, shaking his hand as well.

And for the next four hours, Inferno U. had its first party, as the families of the school's first two graduates congratulated their sons, their brothers, on completing one of the most difficult tasks of their life. But Steve knew that he'd only shown them the door to opportunity, and where they went from there would be entirely up to them.

Steve smiled as he saw Lee, and even Tony, grinning from ear to ear. Lee had always had that quick smile from the first time he'd walked into the school, but it didn't come quite so naturally to Tony. In a way, it looked almost... bizarre on him.

He chuckled. If doing this was his life now, he had no complaints. He'd left the in-ring portion of his wrestling career behind him, and he'd been more than happy to do so.

So he thought.

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"Time is the coin of your life. It is the only coin you have, and only you can determine how it will be spent. Be careful lest someone else spend it for you."

--Carl Sandburg

----

When six minutes had elapsed since the sunset, he listened to the distant bells of the old church some miles in the distance. Church bells told a strange tale, they told of completion... finality... the knowledge that God had given us all a limited time to be here, and when it was over, there was no turning back.

The Wint-O-Green Life Saver dissolved fully in his mouth, as he'd known it would do. There was something about the inevitability of that that comforted him. It had dissolved into the nothingness from which it had come, as all things eventually did. Nothing on this sphere was eternal; not even the sphere itself was eternal. Seasons would pass, this year would fade into the next, and the next, and the people he'd known would grow old and die, as would he. He prayed that the generations that would follow would take better care of themselves than this generation had. What was that old saying? "Each generation grows weaker and wiser"?

The number of quotations he'd recalled recently about time might even be enough to drive his Zen-like younger brother Brian insane. It wasn't as if Steve was particularly old, although he'd gotten ribbing from the boys about his age. He was only 32, dammit, but on days like this, he felt time gaining on him.

"Feeling introspective today, Steve?" Steve looked up to see who had spoken, and smiled. It was his former student, "The Wild Child" Antonio Mason.

"Just been one of those days, Tony," Steve replied. "Please, sit down." Tony complied, and the two men sat in silence for a few moments. It was Steve who broke the silence. "I heard you signed with PWK. Congratulations, they're a good federation... they treat their people right."

"So I've heard," Tony replied. "I heard you've decided to come back one last time yourself, for the final show in the history of New Era Wrestling."

Steve nodded. "That's what I've been sitting here contemplating... thinking about what's past, and wondering what's to come." The look on Tony's face told Steve that he knew all about the career of The Blue Inferno-- and had even thought of some of those moments from his own perspective, as a fan watching those images on television week after week.

"This is a great time to be a wrestler, Tony," Steve said. "You're young, you haven't even begun your career yet-- you're talented, but you've still got a lot to learn. I hope that you learn from the decisions I made... some of them good, others terribly unfortunate. I wish better things for you than I received myself."

Tony smiled, but it was clear his perspective was different. "If I could come remotely close to accomplishing everything you've accomplished, I'd consider myself to be a man of achievement," he said. "It meant a lot to me to graduate from Inferno U., but that's just the beginning for me."

"I know. I think you knew from the moment you walked in the door that you'd be sitting next to me now, the beginning of your wrestling career inching closer and closer. You earned everything you got, and so did Lee, and that makes me feel good. No political bullshit like NEW and especially NEGWA loved to pull. Just two guys, working their asses off because they believe in the business, and believe they have a future in it." Steve grinned. "Now if I can only find a class that's anywhere near as talented as my first one, I'll be a happy man."

"That's kind of you," Tony replied in a tone that indicated that he was trying to be polite, but was beginning to get a little tired of all the praise. "But you've got a mission to accomplish first. The NEW World Heavyweight Championship... a belt that I know means more to you than any material thing in this world. You're gonna go out there nine days from now, defeat everyone in that battle royale, and then introduce yourself to Will Storm by shaking his hand and then kicking his ass and taking his title.

"And you're going to do it because you're Steve Grant, dammit, an NEW Hall of Famer, and it's your destiny to become NEW World Champion for the rest of your life. And all the rest of it is bullshit."

Steve chuckled. "Long week ahead of me," he said. "I'll probably spend most of it lost in memories of years past. But the 26th may end up being the most memorable night of my career-- the very last night, before I turn the wrestling over to the young-uns like yourself."

Steve rose, and Tony walked side-by-side with him as they left the park. Every man faced a day when he had to ride into the sunset, and if Steve was doing so, he'd be damn sure he was carrying fifteen pounds of gold along with him.

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"The only limit to our realization of tomorrow will be our doubts of today."

--Franklin Delano Roosevelt

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