#actually might cry a bit

[ghostofvalorie]

Oh no.

I'll refrain from posting any MWIII spoilers for those trying to stay unknowing.

But I'm in shambles.

#save me #i'm not okay #actually might cry a bit #cod mw iii #cod mw iii spoilers #update: i've cried a bit now #after 12 hours of processing #finally had a good cry about it #felt good #do recommend

[bigfatbreak]

THEY CAN TAKE HER IN FOR SURGERY!! AAAAAA

#actually literally sobbing right now #we might still lose her on the operating table but #we get to TRY to save her #sorry i havent gotten back to anyone today ive been waiting for the bad news #and instead i get a little bit of hope that we can save her #when the vet said she has to get her in for surgery ASAP i almost dropped my phone bc I thought. I really thought. we might just #not be able to save her at all #but the fact that we get to try... man!! im crying my eyes out

[tianhai03]

happy halloween, have a very messy and very feral dante <3

some bonus doodles:

i drew more but these two are the cleanest ones that i can show... the other’s are a bit confusing to look at bc of how messy they are. might clean them up and post them another day

#this wasnt the halloween drawing i was planning to finish but hey. it kinda fits so shrugs #people like it when dante is a teeny bit feral anyway so <3333 heres your food <333333 #devil may cry #dante(dmc) #allyart #cw // blood #i'll post the actual drawing i was preparing for halloween in the afternoon #i couldnt finish it but it's at least presentable for now... i might have time to work on it further #i'll post it when im happy enough with it </3

[nirvanaida]

code geass is underrated for so many reasons but i just wanna say it’s INSANE that there aren’t more people pointing out how good the fucking score soundtrack is. not just the ops and eds!!! genuinely nakagawa should have been given fifty bajillion awards for the shit he cooked for the backing tracks because they add so so so much to the series. stream eternal seperation and zero

#code geass #when i say cg is underrated im not saying that no one likes/talks about it #it was one of the most popular animes in the late 00s #and has had like 50 spinoff and the like #no what im saying is i think code geass is the best anime of all time #and im not even joking a little bit #the fact that it isnt considered essential watching anymore is a crime to me #honestly #it might actually be up there as one of this millenia’s best pieces of television so rar #anyways that soundtrack always makes me cry #code geass: lelouch of the rebellion #lelouch vi britannia #lelouch lamperouge #suzaku kururugi

[tangledinink]

I can imagine the first cycle after moving. Probably Leo because Donnie likely has internal scarring, so leo goes through the process of laying his eggs, panics, his brother can't help, and finally, *finally* they ask for help. It's not willingly. It's not for fun. It's purely necessity. It's purely because there's *literally noone else* and the idea of telling anyone at all is so scary that the way they do so is in a note. Splinter sits them down and basically walks them through "You're safe, you're fine. We can handle this however you feel most comfortable, including getting you both on blockers if you prefer" and they just.... sigh. For the first time, there's *someone else* in their circle, and it's willing and it's warm, and it's *safe*. There will be tears.

Yes, except I'm not convinced that either of them could stand to tell anyone. Even if it was literally life or death (which it has been before,) I'm not sure if either of them could bear to give up that information. Donnie is finally, finally away from the people who hurt him when he got found out last time, and even though logically, he knows that it's different here, he's absolutely petrified of the thought that the same thing will happen again and it won't be over anymore. He's still horrified by the idea of anyone else knowing about Leo when he's gone to such lengths for so long to protect him, and Leo is likewise terrified in the same way. They've spent years with this being their more closely guarded secret, and that's going to be really difficult to give up.

But it's really not a secret they'll be able to keep for long.

They're in a completely different environment, with far less space and privacy. They're both stressed as hell and Donnie WAS on birth control and taking all sorts of vitamins and supplements to make sure he didn't eggbind again and now he's suddenly not and it's not only messing with his body, it's fucking scary. It literally keeps them both up at night. Neither of them know how to wash blood out of clothes or sheets. There's no private en suite bathroom they can sequester themselves away in. They're both literally making themselves sick with anxiety trying to deal with this, and they're used to handling this on their own, this is routine for them, but they're not used to all of this.

They'd probably metaphorically limp through a few cycles before their family puts it together and gently confronts them.

Venus probably figures it out first. She's pretty smart, and incredibly observant, and after all-- she quite literally experiences the exact same thing. April may not lay eggs, but I think she'd be able to get the idea after a bit as well. And while I think Splinter would realize something was wrong pretty quickly, Draxum would probably realize what was wrong first. Splinter has April, so he has a little bit of experience in this realm, but Draxum has Venus and so he has far more experience.

And so when they do sit them down and talk with them, it's going to be really scary at first. And then they get to, "you're safe, you're fine, we can handle this however you feel the most comfortable. It will be okay. No one will hurt you."

And then there's finally other people in the know, in the circle, people who will actually help them. And yes-- there will definitely be tears.

#leo in particular will probably panic at least a little when theyre confronted #because its been what? almost four years? #almost FOUR YEARS of him keeping this a secret at any cost #almost four years with no one else in the universe aside from his twin knowing #and now the spell is broken #but its okay #and they might panic and cry for a little but then they calm down and its... actually ok. things will actually be okay #april will take to big-sistering them so hard #and lowkey just? having venus exist in the household will be incredibly helpful #(she was honestly so baffled that everyone else didnt realize what was going on right away. it wasnt obvious????) #mikey tries to spoil them the same way he tries to spoil venus whenever she feels nasty #(but has to adjust a bit to respect boundaries because. donnie will bite him...) #likewise raph tries to take care of them the same way he'd take care of casey #(ie by leaving offerings at their doors and staying the fuck out of their way. just overall letting them do or have whatever they want) #their family will take care of them and keep them safe and things will get better #its honestly a huge relief when they get caught in some ways because leo can finally be like #and donnie got really sick one time and almost died and im scared itll happen again PLZ can we make sure it doesnt happen again #donnie in the background like >:0000 that leo just fucking OUTTED HIM LIKE THAT #but to leo 1000% worth it if it means donnie wont get sick and die #(as if donnie is actually realistically at any more significant risk of that than leo is) #(quite frankly theyre BOTH at risk of it at the time because of how stressed they are. lowkey a miracle neither of them eggbound yet smh) #also donnie def has internal scarring lmao;;;; poor bab. makes it a bit rough... #menstruation #tw menstruation #cw menstruation #gemini au #asks #anon #csa implied #cw csa implied

[puppyeared]

bestieesssss /platonic

(Xīn Yá belongs to me, Sailor belongs to @crow-cap)

#some of these are kind of out of context so I’ll explain a bit djshdhshs #Xīn Yá’s fruit are ‘oranges’ but this could also mean fruits like tangerines and clementines #their taste also changes depending on Xīn’s mood. it does taste like orange but it could be sweeter or sour. if you get them really mad it #could be spicy somehow.. however the fruits healing powers and taste only work if you’re within a certain range of Xīn Yá. if u try to leave #the island with a shit ton of her fruit you just have a bunch of regular oranges. so you can’t just grab a bunch and save em for later exp #expecting it to work. although crow told me Sailor would take some oranges with him fully knowing they would end up being regular oranges #once he leaves. the idea of him taking them as souvenirs makes me cry EVERYTIME #LIKE CMON.. XĪN IS SO USED TO BEING USED AS A TOOL TO HEAL PPL OR SERVE OTHERS SO JUST. ACCEPTING EVEN READILY TAKING THEM #WITH YOU KNOWING ITS NOT GONNA DO SHIT IT JUST REMINDS YOU OF HER.. OUGGHHFFFFHHHH #on that note since sailor is their first friend it’s very fun watching their interactions dhfhsh. Sailor has actually been around and #might even have a social life so Xīn is learning a lot of new things sjfjfs #bc of that Xīn is probably possessive of him and hates it when he leaves. sailor asking them to come with him would also be a good chance to #show them how to ride and sail a boat so they can come with him but their reclusiveness outweighs that. sorry sailor shfhfsg #I lov themb #myart #my art #doodles #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk ocs #lmk oc #Xīn Yá #Xin Ya #little sailor #friend oc #my oc

[yanderespamton78]

the current state of the arg

sorry guys the art isnt arting D:

(btw if youre confused on why i drew turnip like that i was referencing the picrew he did ages ago bc idk it looked fun to draw anddd i dont like taking reference off real life images)

#i felt like just a lillll bit of a creep relistening to voice messages over and over to find a good quote but. yk what. it was worth it #i totally didnt take reference from the really cool face i used in that animation because im still really proud of it #idk if emi or TD have a sona but if they do im not aware of it and i didnt feel like asking so i just drew both of them as blank characters #im too stressed to scheme lol #maybe #just maybe #i need to stop drinking tea because the caffiene makes me anxious #... #naaaaahhhh #i dont really know what to do with myself atm because i dont want to work on the animation unless turnon is ok out of pure spite #this morning i was absolutely radiating stress #i have a friend who shows up so we can walk together to school and she could tell smth was off lol #i literally could not hide it at all even if i wanted too #i kept pulling my hat over my face thats the main way you can tell that im stressed #not that it really matters that you know that bc none of you are ever gonna witness that but. fun fact abt me ig #ugh #if turnon dies i am gonna cry so hard <333 #and i wont finish the animation <333333333 #(at this point just trying anything to get turnon back) #im gonna make a word doc #i make word docs when im stressed /hj #quick question turnip : is there a way to get turnon out of the situation he is in or is he just gonna die and theres nothing we can do #about it /gen #because i have a sneaky suspicion that we cant actually do anything about this #i swear to god #LETS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!! #A DEFRAG MIGHT COME OUT TMR!! #its been 21 days and a defrag takes on average 20-25 days #ough #turnip and addon im gonna find where you live and i will burn your respective houses down

[strawberrryangel]

today was a good day! *collapses into bed and sobs uncontrollably*

#had a dentist appointment this morning #then had to go to work #bought myself a few things #got home around 8:20 #had dinner #watched a bit of gilmore girls and supernatural #then had to unpack groceries #and almost had a meltdown #i feel like i’m doing so much around the house #and nobody else is doing anything #and like i was at work all day after my appointment #and it just feels like so much of the organization/cleaning of the house is on me #i’m so fucking exhausted #and i have to work an 8 hour shift tomorrow! #and i couldn’t even actually cry because i always shove it down! so. #anyway #just showered and now am gonna go to bed #it’s almost 11 so not bad i might read a bit of fanfic if i have the brain power #vent post ig lmao

[thundergrace]

SHE'S COMING! THEY'RE COMING!

#janelle monáe #janelle monae #oh my God are we actually getting a new fucking album next year #i might actually cry #that bit she posted from 'Float' was so good

[sga-owns-my-soul]

anyways sometimes my cat decides he's a model

#look at him #he's so #best cat ever #literally the most perfect specialist boy #he's beauty he's grace he will bite your face #but he's perfect #most beautiful boy #so perfect #so good #i love him #he's actually the love of my life #also i tried so many times to make this post and tumblr would not let me #i had to restart my entire phone #and if this doesn't post i might scream and/or cry a bit #lemme share my gorgeous boy!!!!!!! #the people deserve to see!!!!!!! #my cat #cat #not stargate

[curatedbysnail]

Funny how season 2 is basically us watch how Aziraphale tried his best to create the moment for confession to Crowley and it took 10 minutes for everything to go apeshit and we all are traumatized or whatever hahaha

What I'm trying to say is that, we got so caught up on how Crowley literally in verge of tears and seen to be Aziraphale's second choice after heaven, but what about Aziraphale? Sure, he's hurt too, but now we know that the ball and all that was dedicated for his confession for Crowley and he decided to leave it all, hurt Crowley, and fight for earth because apparently Heaven is so keen on second coming and ending earth (again). Idk, man, sounds like he's hurting even more than what we thought.

#diary entry #good omens #rambles #crowley #aziraphale #good omen meta #i said meta but idk #people might actually talk about this before #im a bit slow if you haven't guess it lmao hahaha #lemme cry a bit more--

[meirimerens]

What's your nsfw sideblog??

you're gonna have to either find it yourself or come off anon/into the DMs to ask me my love. for obvious reasons.

#i'll see you in my notifs regardless ykwim...... #ring ring (answers) #^ same answer to anyone curious btw. if you haven't found it on your own already. due to the. same artstyle. #to be fair i don't tag the art in there with the actual characters/ship names because I Don't Want To Appear In Tags On Purpose i have my #own tagging system for the sideblog so. actually maybe a bit harder to find than i think it to be. #and if you're too shy to ask me. well. you might not survive the. extremely vanilla burakhovsky sex that's on there. weep and cry for that' #all they're doing and with great enthusiasm too.

[dandyshucks]

been coping with [gestures vaguely at family] by writing a little thing in my notes app of Guz and I having an exhaustion-fueled and stress-fueled argument and how we would handle that because good golly it is definitely better than how this family handles it lmao at the very least it would not be Constant Griping :')))

#get me OUTTA HEREEE #we might be gone an extra day now bc of some stuff happening and im just like... wanting to cry a little bit bc of it fjdkdl #my god these ppl sure can gripe though. its genuinely like. at least 60% of the talking is just complaining or arguing #i have been staying quiet as much as i can without being too quiet bc then i get accused of ''pouting'' or being ''owly'' #im just trying to keep my mouth shut so yall dont get snippy at me 😭😭 #i am exhausted tbqh dhfkfl we have... four or five more days left depending on if we take that extra day away #gritting my teeth and pushing through this !!!! with the love of blorbo giving me strength LMAO #it's kind of comforting though to write about arguments with Guz bc we would be able to talk it out afterwards #and figure out better ways of handling things and be proactive and also ACTUALLY APOLOGIZE GOODNESS GRACIOUS PLEASEEEE #okay theres my vent. its been bad DJFJDKL but I don't wanna come on here and dump my shit out everywhere and then disappear LOL #there have been pockets of good though so fjfkdl i take what i can get !! enjoying what i can !! #vent // #dandy.cmd

[p-p-panda]

Random art vent lol

I get tired of constantly pouring my heart out when asked about my stuff only for it to fall flat. Like why did they even ask me to begin with??? Just to tease me??? 😭 bruh

#this is very different than what I usually post #I don’t really like doing it but tbh this has been bothering me for the past couple of months in different places I’m active in #and it’s starting to become annoying #i listen to everyone’s lore and ocs or whatever the convo is only to end up with like one reply and they die on me. AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING #IN DIFFERENT Group chats #man I’m just so tired of even lore dumping all the time at this point 💀 #it seems like when I actually have the motivation to finally open up that’s when I get ignored the most :/ #I’m probably being a sensitive baby rn so I might delete this later. only wanted to get it off my chest #i can listen to other people talk for hours then the second I speak it feels like bore everyone 😔 #i only have like 1 or 2 people that actually listen to me when it’s my turn but most of the time I’m always listening. which isn’t bad but #man #it hurts and kinda makes me wanna cry lmao #and it makes me just half ass shit at this point when people ask about my ocs/lore since I don’t know if they want a tiny bit of info or #if they’re actually intrigued :/ I just give up now #ok I’m done this is way too long ahaha #vent #it’s not that I constantly want atteion because I don’t and I love listening to other people and sometimes when I ask they don’t talk to me #but will to someone els even when I’m super invested so idk at this point #😞 #i admit I have times when I’m shy but it mostly due to not wanting to wast peoples time anymore #ok I will shut to the up #gn #it’s like 1am for me #and I really don’t want people to ask only because of this post. trust me that’s not what I’m trying to do i swear. only getting out feels

[raccoonfagdyke]

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#being a system is becoming a lot less scary to us #right now we're at home watching Kiki's Delivery Service and crying cuz a younger part never thought she'd be able to watch this movie #and the reason we decided to watch it was because she was getting anxious #and well we were able to talk to her and get her to feel a bit better she needed some extra comfort #it feels like we're actually making progress like things could actually get better for us #and we could be more..... IDK secure I guess? become more stable? #it really feels like it's going to take time but things might actually get good and we may actually get to be a person we like more #be a person we want to be instead of just always kind of chaotic and having a really difficult time

[deathnumber382]

*Drenched in blood, surrounded by bodies*

GIRL JERRI

#ARGHHHHH #I'm thinking. I'm thinking yall #THE WOMAN EVER #Do you think on how she might cry at night? Nothing's gone right for her. She's lost her virginity; her only mark of worth #She left her only child— her greatest mistake— in the woods to grow. He turned into a monster that way #Jerri and Jerry tried teaching others the dangers of sex. But no one listens. No one listens to the ones who experienced it first. #And that babe that she birthed kills them for their sins. A sin that created him in the first place #Girl Jerri dies by her child's hand #Embracing his father. Her lover #She dies with anguish and anger she never got to show all her life #And her son? Her son passes the torch to the one who gave the command to kill #Actually I'm a bit insane about the Axe Man too #Abstinence Camp in general #hatchetfield #It's a wild place man