#all those pretty lies

[femmeoutoffocus]

The nıght belongs to you

💙💔

I know for the last tıme, you wıll not be mıne

#euclid #sleep token #euclid sleep token #take me back to eden #sır #all those pretty lies #fml #sapphic yearning #musings #sapphic #💔 #Spotify

[ionlydrinkhotwater]

OK but I really love how unhinged Neil comes off in other people's POV cause looking back at the first three novels he was so damn weird

Take what happened in Colombia

Imagine what Andrew was thinking

Holy crap this binder WTF?!?! OK he's sus as hell I've gotta test him, I'm gonna mess with the tags when I refold his clothes but like...I doubt even he's THAT crazy

*Neil barges in and starts shouting in FRENCH*

OK so he IS that crazy (and French?!)

OK I'm gonna spike his drink and get some answers in a minute just gonna leave him with Aaron and Nicky for a sec while I satisfy my Gay panic this runaway has inspired in me with Roland and then I'll just...WTF DID HE JUST PAY A GUY TO KNOCK HIM OUT?!

OK I'm gonna pick up some breakfast and when I get back to the house I can interrogate the....OK ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME THIS DUBIOUS TWINK CRAWLED OUT OF THE BATHROOM WINDOW?!

OK so he's not around let's get back to Palmetto he probably got a ride from one of the upperclassmen

OK he didn't...did he run away? I guess that makes some sens... OK wait he HITCHHIKED?! THE FUCK?!

OK THIS ASSHOLE SPEAKS GERMAN TOO?!

OK he's on the run from the mob...there are a lot of holes in this story but at this point I'm gonna take his word for it that he's isn't a danger to my people cause I don't have the energy to continue to pursue this anymore. This fucking guy is more unhinged than what I was prepared to deal with this weekend.

#aftg #all for the game #tsc #the sunshine court #neil josten #andrew minyard #andrew was more tired than Neil was after that weekend 🤣 #you won the batttle kind of andrew but neil won that war #not to shade nicky and aaron but wingus and dingus were not the ones you should have left neil with TWICE #also its cracker dust not truth serum it was a weird plan to start with and nicky and aaron were more high and more drunk than neil was #they were not the ones who should have been left in charge #also by letting neil out of sight for all those hours he hitchhiked let him come up with a plausible lie #that held up until BALTIMORE #like my dude you had the binder you should have hid it and threatened to burn a page wverytime neil lied #cause if the money was from riko paying neil to be a mole he would NOT want it burned #and what hes gonna go to the cops about his ill gotten cash and fake ids? you could have had him andrew #ps i imagine neil saying all of this to Andrew when that first time in Colombia is ever brought up #just critiquing his methods #andrew isnt one for regret but neil picking holes in his plan and pointing out what HE would have done makes him feel pretty damn close #he probably finds it annoyingly attractive too tho

[potahun]

My boy fang duobing when he said something to the effect of ‘yeah well im angry at him but doesnt mean i hate him’ is very much part of why all his and li lianhua’s pseudo breakups and reconciliations dont feel like too much drama

They’re like that. It’s his personality vs li lianhua’s way of being and the love languages that clash but the love is there and they are aware. Especially fang duobing. he knows he's in there for the long haul

#fang duobing #lhl #fanghua #ngl what they have is pretty fucked up but its amazing for fiction and the fact that the dynamics constantly shift ;_; #the reason its so fucked up can also be traced back to ‘li xiangyi/li lianhua needs to die’ #and fang duobings suffering from it #and im amazed that this narrative DIDNT piss me off at all and that i was invested throughout #because i usually loathe the narratives of A lying to B all the time cuz oooh im gonna die #but because its those characters and the way they are and because of the delivery of that narrative #it didnt irk me at all #mysterious lotus casebook

[fishshit]

summer is over

#I LIED THE LAST TIME I SAID I'LL PROB NEVER POST FANART AGAIN #cropping or screenshotting makes the resolution go shit but i don't have another choice #(i think) #SUMMER ENDED AND I NEEDED TO VIKTUURI ON A SUMMER VACATION #so here's another thumb piece #i can't stop giving viktor those gold bracelets THEY'VE BEEN HAUNTING ME SINCE THE MOMENT I SAW THAT OFFICIAL ART #he needs them #i need to see him wearing them #yeah yuuri is looking at his lovely and pretty husband <3 #aaand post swimming victuuri #real ones know that post swimming nap hits different 💯💯 #don't worry guys they have nectarins and water #all the essential things to survive #anyway ate one today it was DELICIOUS #ok i'm done #BYEEE #yuri on ice #fanart #victuuri #my brain is not working at midnight i swear #*i needed to draw viktuuri

[littleragondin]

So I may have been slightly obsessing over “To sir with love”, as one does, and a thing that has been circling in my head for the last few days is the way Tian's confrontation with his mother at the start of episode 13 and his talk with Yang at the end of the same episode echo and oppose each other.

Madame Li comes to Tian when he is in love, hopeful, begging for a chance at happiness, and how does she respond? She crushes it, with the revelation about Jiu and Mr. Ma yes, but mostly with everything else. You will never know love, she says, except mine. That stifling love who wants him to be someone else, that chips at who he is again and again and again.

Then Yang finds his brother (heart)broken, and Tian holds him back to confess his love, again, now in despair and shame and self loathing. And Yang response to that is as it has always been, that his brother is wonderful just as he is. You deserve love he promises, and I love you I love you I love you. A love with no reservation and for all that Tian is, a love always there.

And they both love Tian, they are both afraid and worried for him, both are going to great lengths to protect him, at this point both believe that Jiu has lied to Tian and played him. And. Yet. His mother again puts the blame on him, on who he is, makes him guilty of his own betrayal. His brother reminds him that it's not true, that the betrayer is to blame, and that the fault never laid with him.

And so it's no surprise that Tian pushes away his mother and the prison her love has built around him, but seeks the comfort of his brother's love who has always celebrated who he is.

#the contrast between the ways Madame Li and Yang love Tian was fascinating to me during the whole series #the way his mother keeps pushing him down into shame and his brother keeps lifting him up and celebrating all of who he is #also I was already pretty weepy halfway through the discussion at the temple #but when Mme Li said 'no one will ever love someone like you' I straight up sobbed #the violence of those words??? mein gott I had to stop the video a moment #and after seeing him smile like that at being loved?? believing he's being deceived is NOT an excuse putain #(anyway there is a lots of shared blame for the way Tian views himself (hi Mr Song) but she's done a big part of the work ngl) #on the other hand Yang get the Best Brother Award - leaving the rest of the competition far far behind #and don't get me started on Tian's crying face #it got to me every fucking time like excellent job here but also I ended up on the verge of dehydration too many times #Khun Chai #To sir with love #thai drama #lakorn #asianlgbtqdrama #Tian x Jiu #TianJiu #One31 #thai bl #mine #gifs #ragongif

[sapphiremccnlight]

the summer i turned pretty season 2 teaser 

#the summer i turned pretty #tsitp #tsitpedit #lola tung #christopher briney #gavin casalegno #sean kaufman #jackie chung #david lacono #rachel blanchard #mine* #gifs* #BELLYCONRAD I WILL FIGHT FOR U THIS SZN #all those smiles... full of lies #the thumbs at dinner im gonna passout #all*

[bunthatstinksgood]

if ur into detrans kink thatsss cool nnn ii get it!! but like…. idk rewiring ur brain the opposite way feels just as warm fuzzy as it is hot

like,, look at you!!! look at those pretty, sweaty balls you have !! that shaky, anxious voice!!! youve always been a girl, a very, very pretty girl!!

we can dress up that cute, trembling cock of yours in all the prettiest bows and comfiest locks… see how pretty it is when it presses on ur panties?? its shy, isnt it?? Just like my shy, shaky, pretty girl<3

#forcefem i guess.. but heheeee #who put all those silly boyish lies in ur head ?? ur just a pretty girl !!

[thegreatyin]

a collection of other nominee categories that i think are about to be a bloodbath this year

and, of course

the real battle of the fates

#im contractually obligated to vote for the catboy rigel dressup mmo or else square enix shoots me in the balls #that's how it works #yin-thoughts #some other thoughts because i wanted to say them even though nobody cares about yin's goty takes: #art direction is a pretty tough fight though i expect mario wonder to win due to recency and just it being good period #but hi-fi rush is a very respectable win as well and i'll gladly take it. i havent heard much on lies of p but it looks cool #best narrative is about as much of a bloodbath as the rest of these. i expect bg3 to win (and thats what i'd say personally) #but im also half expecting a surprise turnaround from like. idk. final fantasy guys or something. you never know! #best rpg is a BRAWL. all of those are absolute bangers. i really really want sea of stars to win bc it got snubbed from the indie category #and obviously bg3 is taking home a few awards regardless of what happens so it doesn't really matter if they lose this one #but that's not what i expect to happen :( at least it's there anyway #best score and music goes to hi-fi. it's a rhythm game. yes bg3 AGAIN but yknow what as a bg3 stan let them have this one #oh and ffxiv got nominated for the community award again as usual so. go team etc etc #also WHY is cyperpunk in the ongoing games category? bro thinks he's part of the team #edit: i forgot octopath 2!! i havent finished it yet but tbh it deserved a nomination just as much as anything else. sad to not see it

[mynameisbillandimaheadcase]

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#being told that after 2 years of therapy didn't see any changes on me is fucking ridiculous #its bc they don't make me feel safe to share those things with them #there has been a pretty big difference #i don't want to kill myself anymore #i think that that's a pretty good improvement #i look forward to things #but of course they never realized that all those past years i was just faking it to avoid confrontation about being unwell #i was really really really unhappy before that #before i started taking pills #you just don't see it bc i have slowly started to unmask this behavior when you are around #i have been on therapy for 4 years now #i think that not showering for a fucking month compared to what I'm able to accomplish now is a big improvement #but ik that I'm never enough #bc attending classes isn't enough #nor is keeping up with hw #you want me to be perfect at school and then spend ny extra time practicing and redoing my hm #that's fucking unrealistic #most of the time i can't even keep my floor clear #but that for you are just excuses #lies i come up with to not do those stuff #bc im lazy #I'm sorry that my brain isn't able to keep up with your expectations #i can never win

[empyreanmirror]

i hope you know im selectively uploading things to protect you all from lies of p content

#(as in ive only uploaded the first and third one here and the other three are LOP) #not art #why? because i wasnt even the fucking one to play it i watched Asunder playing like. a few fucking scenes because he chewed #through that fucking game like he'd played it a million times (and enjoyed it). and like. i know nothing. of the game #im one of those ''if im making fanart i better know half the games lore minimum or have been playing for years (eg TES)'' #but this game? I know next to nothing about it #im saving you from ''haha interesting character concepts go brr but i have to put it in my style so i know nothing AND am playing #with the characters like dolls'' content. just kidding mostly im stopping myself personally but like #its funny af bc i generally upload everything i do (yeah. i really genuinely did stop drawing for ages bc i havent been awake in this #body more than like five mins a day since spring yaddah yaddah but yeah its not that im just not uploading lmfao) and then i open #my recents and its like. I Do Not See It. its very clear that the only things i havent uploaded(or am avoiding working on BECAUSE #i dont want to upload them) are lies of p LMFAO #.... oh when i say ''if im making fanart'' i mean continuously. i do bits and pieces here and there but can you tell lies of p may become #a theme for a hot minute #god wtf has this game done to me. i really cant stand fairytale-based games nor do i ever really like soulsborne-likes lmfao #i also dont like character design when all the characters are really conventionally pretty or lean towards it #...... i fully expected to never even slightly connect w lies of p lmfao

[rotisseries]

i didn't wanna say anything bc it feels like swinging bats at nests rn, but I just am NOT a birthdaygate believer

#posting this one when no one is online so it gets less attention bc I feel like this is controversial #like yeah I like attention so I'm still gonna tag it but I feel mean posting this in broad daylight for the whole of byler nation #also I think the bdaygate op follows me so I hope they don't see this hi chirpsy I think you're cool <33 #stranger things #byler #will byers #birthdaygate #i just think if you were supposed to notice will's birthday #there'd have been some sort of dialogue directly related to both will and birthdays #and i don't really believe that any of them would've forgotten will's birthday #and if you were supposed to notice will's birthday why does it seem like even will himself forgot his damn birthday? #and i don't buy the ''vecna stole those memories'' thing #bc are you really telling me 1985 passed and everyone just didn't question it #when everyone involved in the shed scene forgot will had a bday?🤨 #bc that would've had to happen in 85 too #like people keep pointing out all these ''easter eggs'' about birthdaygate #but why would it be easter eggs only and not really anything in the actual text of the show that makes the viewer remember will's bday #like i think it's a neat idea but i just genuinely don't think the duffers lied about forgetting his birthday #and i actually think it's honestly pretty reasonable that they forgot his birthday #also hasn't will be through enough? I'm so happy they just forgot the birthday shit #I do think they were lying about not rewatching their earlier seasons though #I do think they've rewatched s2 I just don't think they're lying about forgetting will's bday

[trashbaget]

i feel so fucking ILL!!!

#i’ve been sick for days and every day is a new horror #i’m like 93% sure it’s covid bc this’ll be like the third time i’ve had it and i clocked that shit immediately #i’ve been having the symptoms in randomass order and i’ve got the worst of them today for one of the filthy hot days #it is so fucked up that it’s been 80 fuckin degrees two days in a row before fall starts #it’s SUPPOSED to cool down a liiitle bit tomorrow but these temp predictions have been frighteningly short so i have low expectations on tha #but anyway today i’ve got the overheated hot melting fever feeling and mind numbing nausea #granted these two things are definitely probably partly a Today Problem and partly My Doing #in that it’s been (as mentioned) 80 hot today but also j haven’t eaten much and took…..waayyy too much medicine on what i forgot was an empt #empty stomach…. but also i didn’t eat much because food made me wanna barf and that’s awful #plus i didn’t sleep at all last night and i have been severly undercaffeinated for days now (re: sick) so that definitely doesn’t help #woop woop gooooo sickness!!! wooo!! (lies. fuck the sickness. down with the sickness.) #on the bright side! the cough and chest congestion and toy story penguin wheezing have trailed off!! #my sinuses are still pretty hell but those only really started acting up yesterday #anyway! #wish me fucking luck sleeping tonight let’s pray i don’t overheat or choke on vomit tonight woot woot #a bitch speaks!

[sunshineandviolets]

from all the currently releasing books, never expected to enjoy roommates with benefits the most.

#playchoices #but im actually genuinely enjoying it #even if just 4 chps so far #i like the mc & the li's dynamic so far #also the 'drew' i chose is really pretty and intrigued with her #not immune to those who acts all charming/flirty on the outside but will have moments when that guard gets let out #and get to see a more genuine side #like that cliff side scene!! #also the dance scene was cute too #i like inez & samira too #tho i did rename 'drew' cause aint feeling that name lmao #i really hope im not the only one who likes this book lmao - but looking at the tag... i think i might be gdi

[aqent8]

they need to invent people that make me feel at ease, safe and love me unconditionally

#😩 #set up a dating profile got two matches after rejecting like half the site for an hour and they were both so cute but i unmatched them #and closed my profile and im pretty sure the site lets you see the message you sent and that yiu unmatched/blocked them so thats awkward af #💀 #i just realized im a freak and undeserving of love teehee and that i have intense trust and attachment issues #but man i keep thinking about it cause one guy was so stupid cheesy its adorable and the other played guitar and was super chill and wants #to watch all of shrek for a first date #i need a silly guy i trust n love or ill go mad 😭 #but i cant #logically ik everyones deserving of love and i have proof of being considered attractive and fun and interesting but god ive been #conditioned my entire life to think of those things as lies and that the only truth is im unlovable and undeserving of any positive #experience #and therapy is ending in like 5 more appointments so im very screwed 🥲 #its so fucking unfair that childhood abuse isnt the worst part of childhood abuse its surviving long enough to experience the psychological #issues it caused :I #txt

[discountalien-pancake]

People upset with abstract and modern and contemporary art (just gonna lump everything post 1900-ish together bc there’s too many smaller movements within that period) need to understand that they were born out of war. The deadliest, most gruesome, senselessly futile wars in living memory, and quite possibly in the entire history of mankind. New, deadlier, more horrific weapons and the new, brutal, more horrific battle tactics that developed alongside them were fucking apocalyptic. They could be shot or bombed or gassed at any time. Any ground they gained would immediately be lost again. The “battlefield” was just an empty expanse filled with corpses between the opposing rows of trenches filled with starving, filthy soldiers who were all slowly going insane from constant anxiety with little to no relief.

Is it really any wonder that so many of them came back in body but not really in spirit, and couldn’t find it within themselves to paint anything beautiful or joyful or logical?

#death tw #war tw #everyone shitting on these movements needs to sit down #all the contemporary political art you see is built on the backs of these artists #do you have any idea how many of them had classical training? #they could have painted pretty portraits and pretty landscapes but to them #those images and scenes had become lies

[bansenshukai]

in THEORY i want to do lots of quick sketchy comics that convey maximum story per pen stroke ratio. in practice i have a terrible perfectionist streak that i have still not managed to kill and a deep abiding love for fussy panel layouts. also my handwriting is illegible.

#but oh if only #art thoughts #ok those are all lies. actually it's bc my drafting skills r not up 2 par yet #HOWEVER they have improved greatly. i have come so far in a year and a half and am pretty pleased with myself. #hm... working on a comic today and i was thinking while making it #''ah. yes. this is exactly the kind of thing i wanted to make and why i picked up a pencil in the first place back then'' #of course i was still struggling through it (esp w faces. sometimes i think i actually have a mild form of facial blindness?) #but i was really enjoying making it #i love comics so much actually #the medium... it simply enamours me