#and I see it ALL THE FUCKING TIME istg

[yuenity]

if I see one more person saying Izzy behaved the way he did in s1 because he wanted power/control over Ed I’m going to lose my mind. How do you misinterpret a character that fucking badly

#with all do respect #it literally makes me insane #I wanna pull my hair out every time I see it #and I see it ALL THE FUCKING TIME istg #I hope this doesn’t summon the Izzy haters #Izzy haters dni please for the love of god #ofmd #ofmd s2 #izzy hands #the izcourse #our flag means death #edward teach #edizzy

[crazy-fangirl2524]

My biggest flex will always be how I knew Neil was the more feral and dangerous one than Andrew this whole time even before tsc and seeing the entire fandom freaked out makes me want to kiss and hug Nora and just thank her for finally finally showing everyone and I’m not just crazy

#seeing all the post about like omg Neil is so feral?! like brother did you not read aftg did y’all forget aftg is from Neil’s pov #ofc Neil wouldn’t say he’s feral in his own pov tf😭😭😭 #and remember in aftg Neil still has to hide part of himself BECASUE his father and eveyrhhing but now he’s literally free from his biggest #fear and he could do whatever the fuck he wants #Istg the fandom is like the foxes man idk why everyone is so shook #literally cant thank Nora enough for showing everyone finally #Idc if I sound proud or whatever but I fucking knew it this entire time and I have been shouting it for so long like finally #that’s why so many fics annoyed me so much like #I just needed to say this because I finally felt seen and heard andFINALLY LIKE URGH #tsc and aftg supremacy #tsc #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court #the sunshine court spoilers #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #aftg series #aftg fandom #aftg incorrect quotes #neil josten #andrew minyard #andrew joseph minyard #neil abram josten #aftg neil #aftg thoughts #aftg textpost #aftg shitpost #incorrect tfc

[professionalchaoticdumbass]

"transmisogyny affected" why not call me a shemale trap while you're at it. fucking hell

#istg it feels like just another excuse to avoid calling us women #and thats not even mentioning how i see 'TMEs' instead of 'trans men' all the fucking time #gender trans people correctly challenge (impossible)

[mainapnifavouritehoon]

hi guys i-

#Hey so i wanted to talk about this really bad this has been bothering me for quite some time #i have been busy a lot these days and i dont get time at all to do anything but i can see myself wasting my time just scrolling #I have school and then coaching and then ofc i have to study on my own for which i barely take out time as im highly careless #My last 2 exams went absolute shit and that fucking scares me because i'll be having my JEE soon #Mummy has been telling me to stay away from my phone and ik she trusts me but she but she deserves a daughter that studies ig? #And now i kind of consider that as an option because this phone is very very distracting #I have been thinking about deactivating but i realized it would mean i would lose all my precious posts and interactions #So i wont be deleting this blog as i am too attached (i will be coming back istg) #I will be taking a break and ig thats what yall call a hiatus #I will be giving away my phone to my parents (trust me i have to) #Ik this will be hard for me to just leave all of a sudden so i'll slowly start vanishing if that makes sense? #This message also doesnt mean that i will be shutting down my phone rn at this moment and that this is goodbye #This is just to prepare the people that i love and who love me that i will be highly inactive and not come online for maybe months #This is not an impulsive decisions i have really thought through this #Also just to tell you again MAIN ABHI GAYAB NAHI HONE WAALI BUT THODE TIME MEIN I WILL GO ON A BREAK THIS IS JUST A PRE HIATUS MESSAGE #Also i hope you guys will still love me and remember me once i come back #Because coming months are going to be hard for me #I hope you understand and ily guys okay? #(Oh god why am i so dramatic about everything) xoxo

[mwagneto]

any time i remember time lord victorious arc i start shaking like a sick fucking dog

#having an extraordinarily hard time watching waters of mars rn literally episode of all fucking time #they dont make them like this anyMOOOOOOOOOORE OHHMY GODDDD #icould talk abt it for hours istg it's so. grips you shakes you shakes you shakes you shakes you sh #the WAYYDYDYDHDHDJDJDJDUJDJDHDJDUDJD THHHEEEE THE THE THE . HTHHEHEH #the way u can see glimpses of what's to come in all 4 seasons but especially in voyage of the #damned and then s4 onwards but u dont realise JUST how much he went insane until now #like there's echoes of this in votd but you might not even pick up on it if you dont Know #n here he's just fully gone it's sooo. IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOO. CHARACTER OF ALL TIME #man so profoundly tragic his entire story is abt speedrunning losing everything and #going insane and dying. and yet he still spends like 20 entire minutes crying and begging not to die. okay #i cant rank drs they're my best friends so idk who my fave dr is but 10's is easily my favourite story it's so. it's SOOO. #anyway sorry. stops shaking you and pats your arms down awkwardly. carry on #doctor who #dw lb #10th doctor #the waters of mars #time lord victorious #i was today years old when i learned there's apparently a whole audio series about it that #came out in the past few years. well i aint listenin to that. everything i need is on my screen already #also. the way most ppl havent even seen these specials coz they're impossible to find online.. #even tho waters of mars is like. not just extremely important but also yknow. extremely good

[c0l0re]

Every time I see a post about Jonmartin being toxic I get just a little bit closer to commiting arson

#colore speaks #not main tagging this because i genuinely do not want this to become A Thing but god #im not going to get into all of it here because i have already spent a frankly embarrassing amount of time discussing this with friends #i have gone point by point. season by season. i have looked at this from so many fucking angles man #istg i will write an actual analysis post on these two eventually #is their relationship perfect? fuck no it is absolutely not #is it toxic? also no #like. their relationship is flawed and theyve both got a lot of issues but that does not equal toxicity #also id like to remind people: we dont see what happens off tape. we only see what the Web deemed as important or necessary #in other words: we only see them when they are suffering and tensions are running higher than normal #we dont see their lunches together in season two. we dont see their time at the safehouse. we dont see them when they arent suffering #this is one of those things about tma that i am so passionate about and am so certain on #i have spent way too long analyzing these fuckers both seperately as characters and also together as a couple #they have issues. im not denying that whatsoever #but to say that theyre toxic or that their relationship could never work or whatever else is just not true and i will die on that hill #nuance people. please. this is not a black and white thing #(not getting into this either but: this is also coming from someone whos been in toxic and abusive relationships) #(i know what that shit looks like and this is not it)

[ningtual]

so i'm in my 5th year of being into kpop and let me tell you that i have not once seriously given a shit about what kind of plastic surgery an idol got done

#as long as you keep in mind that they get shit done and a lot of it #then it's all good #i constantly see people picking idol's faces apart looking for the tiniest changes and honestly #who tf cares #literally who gives a shit #ik i don't #does that make them a worse artist if they got a nose job? no? oh? THEN WHO GIVES AF #i get that looking manufactured can be criticized ig but don't act like this literally hasn't always been the norm in kpop #people act so high and mighty about it as if they wouldn't do the fucking same if they were in the same situation #sick and tired of seeing that stuff istg #moments like this make me miss the time where i wasn't on kpop social media and just watched youtube compilation and minded my business #000

[tenpixelsusie]

"Rick is the better scientist!" "actually, Reagan is the better scientist because-!!" shut up shut up shut up we all know the best fictional scientist is ALPHYS from UNDERTALE

#jeremy hater moment #hate hate HATE looking up reagan on anything and seeing her compared to rick like leave my girl alone !!! #STOP BASHING HER!!! #istg anytime i see rick and reagan in the same post i'll think ''god help me''. this is making me hate r&m fans so bad #where was i. oh yeah #in comparison to both of these characters i personally think alphys comes out on top both in a better written and better story arc stance #like don't get me wrong!! i love reagan!! but alphys will always be first in my heart #alphys is an amazing example of the ''good person who's done bad things and has to live with themselves'' character archetype- #what with the amalgamates and locking them away and hiring mettaton to stage stuff for the human just so alphys could be apart of it all- #and her arc about forgiving herself and finally giving the families closure and bringing their relatives back home and confessing- #what she had done and just. overall- everything about her story and her time interacting with frisk and undyne and everyone- #it's amazing how toby fox created this- this AMAZING little dino gal and wrote her with so much love and. just. AH!!! #alphys is. an amazing character. and i wouldn't have had her story go any other way. #(also if any of the details here are inaccurate please be nice 😭 i haven't replayed undertale in fuck knows how long) #like i said i think she comes out on top for any fictional (mad?) scientist in any media tbh. she's so sillay ♡ #(sorry to reagan. even if i love her character and overall just. her in general i'm giving alphys this one. she's the og 💥‼) #one last thing: outside of everything i've mentioned alphys is just SUCH a charming character overall ! #alphys appreciation club 4eva *peace sign* #(also i think reagan and alphys should meet and become friends right... neow!!) #(should i tag rick and reagan??? i'll tag em for organizational purposes) #reagan ridley #rick sanchez #tw rick and morty #<- for blacklist #inside job netflix #im not tagging r&m LOL #alphys undertale #undertale #dr alphys #this is ok to reblog by the way

[binders-and-beanies]

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#cops tw #bro I cannot handle one more thing happening istg #got pulled over on my way home after a 13 hour day #was already scared to drive at night and that just confirmed that I’m right to be scared #it was for running a red light n it was one of those situations of just not having time to stop on yellow #I was fully aware as it was happening that I was either going to slam on my brakes in the intersection or run a red and I could see the cop #so I knew I was getting pulled over either way I just hoped the yellow would be longer than .5 seconds. not so lucky #except I also Am so lucky bc he let me off with a warning #ig bc I don’t have any sort of serious history + with it being 420 once he saw I was sober he prob went easier #it’s the second time I’ve been pulled over in my life tho and it’s scary bc this is the first time since the accident #which maybe that was also ok bc it wasn’t my fault #I just know every warning or unlucky moment costs u more in the future if u happen to get unlucky again #like I know I got out of that bc I’m white. it was still a scary moment bc there were multiple cop cars #so it’s like is this guy abt to ruin my life am I gonna lose my license for being at the wrong place wrong time #when I’m already salty to be driving this late involuntarily #so it’s like I got unlucky And very very lucky #I just hate the confirmation that u can get pulled over at any given moment #I constantly rehearse every possible convo w cops in my head bc if u come off disabled u can die #or get arrested or whatever #and then they like don’t follow the script and u didn’t expect this to happen to u today anyway and I get flustered #anyway my point is. I’m fucking exhausted and too many things keep happening #it’s long day after long day w no end in sight rn and I’m like half asleep every day #I just want to sleep. without feeling like I’m already tired tomorrow #it’s too much. just all of it #and on top of it all. it’s 420 so the whole dorm building is basically a cloud of weed #happy u guys are having fun but u are physically harming me in my home #mine #txt #vent post #personal

[hellhoundlair]

i hope some of you know that you come across as cryptoterfs.

#not about any mutuals or anything just some people whove recently followed me. #sometimes i check peoples blogs to see if theyre transphobes or not but my methods are becoming flawed bc some of u istg... #huge reminder if youre a transphobe in any capacity im killing you. no fancy words or torture methods im just straight up killing you #get the fuck off my blog and know how happy i am to see you rot. #and if ur not a transphobe but ur blog is completely clear of any mentions of the word ''transgender'' #then i suggest becoming transgender and talking about it all the time. its good for your health.

[mr-miss-sunny]

My teenage years are slipping by and i haven’t done anything to savor it

#long rant ahead #tw #i dont even have actual close friends anymore #if you dont count the ones that i get to see twice a fucking year #istg all i want is some sort of experience #healthy or not #i just want to feel like a normal teenager #every single day is the same #its not even that i can barely get out of the house I literally dont have opportunities to do anything else but rot #even school which i attend only three times a week is basically nothing cause i just fall asleep or zone out half the time #and none of my friends there seem to genuinely like me anyway #plus my old friends fucking abandoned me ofc #and my best friend is distant af #(through no fault of their own but it still sucks) #school #hell is a teenage girl #teenage dirtbag #teenage years #wasteful dirtbag #depression #mental illness #mentally unstable

[cluescorner]

Characters can be more than 1 thing

Y’all do not get it! Cyno is not just ‘scary, serious, hyper-competent General Mahamatra who strikes fear into the hearts of academic criminals’ nor is he just ‘haha funny Genius Invokation bad jokes goofy dude’ HE IS BOTH!! HE IS ON VACATION HE WILL BE SERIOUS WHEN HE GETS BACK ON THE CLOCK LET HIM BE ON VACATION HE HAS EARNED IT.

#also this is reason number 100 why Cyno shares my exact brand of autism #I also am two completely different people depending on whether I'm working or not #If I am in the midst of researching or doing something important then I am the smartest person in the fucking world #But the moment I leave that office I become so fucking silly and will not maintain the 'work' side of myself #we are the same person in that regard istg #also this is all /lh #I just see too many people talking as if Cyno has gone from one thing to another when he can be both at the same time #I don't act the same way around my co-workers that I do around my friends #it doesn't mean I completely change who I am for like 8 hours a day I just facilitate different traits

[damiemontclair]

This blog is a spoiler safe blog. All spoilers will be reblogged with appropriate warnings for at least 2 weeks after the show is done airing. Spoilertags to block will be listed on my pinned post

#I am soooo annoyed by people rn. #Can't we all just chill and take the 2 seconds it takes to add '[medianame] spoilers' to our posts? #Yes its 'just' an adaptation. But believe it or not; not everyone has read the novel. Not everyone has *access* to the novel. #Not everyone wants to have to block every tag associated with that fandom to avoid spoilers #Just bc some of yall don't have the fucking decency to tag it as spoilers. #I'm not saying don't post spoilers. I *am* saying tag it accordingly. #I love seeing gif sets. I hate seeing they're not tagged as spoilers. When they were posted hour before many of us could even watch. #heck some of yall already posted untagged gifs from the ep2 preview before the rest of us could see ep1. #Timezones are a thing. #Work and school and other obligations are a thing. #Opening tumblr to spoilers sucks. #And tumblr (unlike instagram) actually gives you the option to block spoiler tags but that only works if people *tag* it. #Istg I feel like I have this rant every time something new releases. #If you know what show this is about good for you. I watched it in french subs bc I knew I'd get spoiled if I didn't. I was right. #damie talks

[allpromarlo]

what in the kentucky fried fuck was that

#WHAT HAS TRANSPIRED #it was all going so well until they fuckin KILLED PAZ??? #ON GOD??? JUST LIKE THAT???? #i mean the reveal that bo surrendered to gideon and he proceeded to betray her was enough but... #istg i better not see y'all hating on her for that she wanted to save her people #take the din goggles off i beg you #n e ways #THEY AIN'T HAVE TO DO THAT #somehow the armorer staged all of this #also can i just say those mandalorians who lived on mandalore this entire time were so fuckin cool with their pirate ship lol #the actor who plays the captain was in top gun maverick too but i don't remember his name #the characters name was warlock tho that's what i know #the mandalorian #the mandalorian spoilers #the finale gotta be 2 hours long at this point what the FUCK #FAVRONIIIII WHAT DID YOU DOOOOOO #rick famuyiwa cooked tho let's not lie #but he always does so are we surprised

[hey-op-just-kill-me]

Lmk how two of my professors are going to assign research papers the day before break and then make them due the day we get back.

#they’re like ‘what it’s not like you have classes to worry about it’s plenty of time’ as if people want to research and write 10 page papers #in the one week that we have off #like have I done anything productive this week? no. but that’s not the point #the point is breaks shouldn’t be for professors to assign more fucking work #like if my professors can still leave work from months ago ungraded then why the fuck do I have to hand everything in on time?? #my English professor legit said he didn’t understand my paper I’m writing for his class but that’s because he has yet to give any response #like he said it wasn’t well organized #I’m sorry maybe that’s because you’re trying to get my whole point from an outline and I was giving you a general FUCKING OUTLINE you won’t #see how point A reaches point C because you want this to be 10 pages and only to have 3 points #Istg I go back Tuesday and all I’m going to do until then is my assignments #all I’ve done up to this point is catch up on sleep that I didn’t have because I wake up and get on a train at 6am #sorry I love college it’s great (ehh) but sometimes it’s just like

[snekdood]

Im so tired of acting the way i think some ppl on here think i should act. Im tired of assuming theyre seeing me through the lens my ex provides for them. Im tired of feeling like nothing i say or do matters anyways because people have made up their mind about me and refuse to try to see me in another light. I know who I am and I know what im like and im tired of trying to almost essentially help people see me change my behavior for the better from something i never even was? Because i guess i feel like if i act like most people dont know about the issues between me and my ex that means other people will think im just *pretending nothing is wrong or happening*. It feels like i cant win either way. I cant play pretend as this horrible person whos trying to reform and have people allow me the chance to actually change and recognize that change and i cant also be myself and just know myself without people thinking im just ignoring this thing that isnt even a thing i need to work on or ever even fucking did. Im so tired of feeling convinced that other people are convinced im horrible and having to work from there and having to try to navigate that situation and get someone to see my side of things because ive just come to the conclusion that some people just will refuse to and idk. Theres nothing i can do in this situation. I just know i didnt deserve any of it.

#im like one of the most careful fucking people in the world istg #even before all of this but now especially after this bc im operating under the assumption that ppl see me as if im not #i almost feel brainwashed by what i think others perception of me is like online. #and then i try to go through the steps i think someone who did fo those things would do. or as if i did do those things and what id do #in that situation afterward. but i didnt do those things. and i dont need to live and operate as if i did to prove to other ppl i have the #emotional and mental maturity that i do #i dont need to sit here and let people gaslight me into their perception of me or at least what i think it is #i am such a good stinky lil guy. its people like my ex and the people around them online that brought out all this bitterness in me. #i resent those people so much. and i cant help but feel like theyre all stalking me still all the time. they want me to live like that too #like im in a panopticon. but this is what im saying- if i move on like i know myself and operate as myself the way ik myself #THOSE PEOPLE will come around and then act like im ignoring the situation with my ex and 'trying to escape responsibility' #i dont know why i feel so obedient to their perception. i mean i guess i know why like probably bc of my brother pushing me into a box #and me feeling like i have to stay in there or be abused. i feel the same way with my ex- if i dont act like ive been in the box they put #me in this whole time then they are going to get mad at me and try to come after me more i feel like. #i feel like thats when theyre really going to try to sic their followers or friends after me. #idk but im going to stop. i dont care how you see me. its not real. its not true. it never was. i was abused by this person and thats the #final truth about it. im not saying i couldnt have been reactively abusive sometimes with them but all the things they say i did #that they did to me but say i did but x10 worse? no. fuck off. thats not fucking me. you DONT KNOW ME. YOU HAVENT BEEN AROUND ME #ALL MY LIFE GROWING UP. IF YOU KNEW ME YOU WOULD KNOW ID NEVER DO THAT SHIT. YOU WOULD FUCKING KNOW THAT. #which is why i know you dont know me. none of you do. im tired of operating the way i think you want me to. #im tired of trying to empathize with people i dont want to LIKE my ex or my brother or my sister or my dad #im tired of trying to see things the way they do. how my ex is probably just this dumb scared kid inside who does dumb shit and doesnt #think about the consequences and doesnt care about the consequences of their actions because their only priority is #self preservation. like i dont care. i understand but i dont care. they still hurt me. they still did what they did to me. #they still know they did something wrong otherwise they wouldnt have started this whole smear campaign. #im tired of trying to sympathize with them. give them a million chances to change. do what i can to encourage them to actually have empathy #even towards the people they hurt and like to smear. #because they dont do the same for me. i know. i know theyre still shit talking me. i know they cant stop because if they did theyd have to #have more empathy about me on a whole lot of things they dont want to think about bc they dont want to feel about how they treated me #and continue to treat me by keeping up this narrative abt me online. they dont give a fuck so why am i extending so much to them.