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l-just-want-to-see · 5 months
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You’ll never recover from that kind of devotion.
Jason Grace: on family and the lack thereof, wolves that really are dogs, remembering and healing and the sudden inevitability of being remembered.
I Bet on Losing Dogs, Mitski / War of the Foxes, Richard Siken / You’re on Your Own, Kid, Taylor Swift / Trees II, McCafferty / Mowgli Taken in by the Wolves, 1937 / Space Dog, Alan Shapiro / Moon Song, Phoebe Bridgers / A Hymn to Childhood, Li-Young Lee / Susan Smith, wych elm / The Blood of Olympus, Rick Riordan / Saint Bernard, Lincoln / Lupa Capitolina in Ludus, Romania / The Odyssey, Homer (trans. by Emily Wilson) / quadruple dog art by @mxmorggo on Instagram / Norwegian Wood, Haruki Murakami / The Lost Hero, Rick Riordan / House of Leaves, Mark Z. Danielewski / Vulnerability, @/kazerad / Euripides, Elektra / Jason seizing the Golden Fleece, Charles Natoire / Thalia (Grace) / I can’t find the source… / My Sister’s Keeper, Jodi Picoult / Seam, Tarfia Faizullah / In the Blood, John Mayer / The Vintage Book of African American Poetry, Michael S. Harper, Anthony Walton / Memento Mori, Crywank / And My Father’s Love Was Nothing Next To God’s Will, Amatullah Bourdon / Family Line, Conan Gray / Franz Kafka’s letters to his father / Kronos/Saturn, Peter Paul Rubens / Wolf and pup / American Teenager, Ethel Cain / LET YOUR FATHER DIE ENERGY DRINK, Daniel Lavery and Cecilia Corrigan / Scott Street, Phoebe Bridgers / Tumblr, @/inanotherunivrse / Tomatoes, Shane Koyczan / Pinterest / Tumblr, @/heavensghost / Tumblr, @/tagdevilish / through sickness and in health… by Angelina Hajducky on Instagram / Jason (given name), Wikipedia / Human Acts, Han Kang / The gas pillar in the Carina Nebula, NASA / Tumblr, @/roach-works / Not Strong Enough, boygenius / Grit, silas denver melvin / Herakles, Euripides (trans. by Anne Carson) / Pelias sending forth Jason, 1880 / The Audre Lorde Questionnaire to Oneself, Brianna Albers / The Mark of Athena, Rick Riordan / Wolf in White Van, John Darnielle / The Oresteia, Aeschylus / Tumblr, @/orpheuslament / Anecdote of the Pig, Tory Adkisson / The Burning Maze, Rick Riordan / I Bet on Losing Dogs, Mitski / Icarus, The Crane Wives / The Three Graces, Edouard Bisson / For Your Own Good, Leah Horlick
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diabolic-bookaholic · 3 years
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Thank you very much for the tag @daydreaming-reader !
Here's a bit about myself:
•Nicknames- Aru/ Arula (the name's Arushi)
•Zodiac- Aries.
•Height- 5'3"
•Languages- Perfectly fluent in English and Kannada. I understand Hindi very well but am not proud of my speaking skills. I'm also learning Spanish! And I studied Sanskrit for four years so I'm decent at that. currently trying to learn French for school and keep up with Spanish! (Es muy difícil)
•Nationality: Indian
•Fav season: Winter❄️
•Fav flower: Black Velvet Petunias!
•Fav scent: Books and our traditional spices!
•Fav color: Black. I also love blue and purple but black is definitely superior.
•Fav animal: Direwolves, Wyverns and Pegasi! If you're talking non-fictional, then Wolves, Lions, Cheetahs, Qwahas, Stingrays and Dolphins.
•Fav characters: you know what? I won't even try doing this one. I'll get over excited and write a long essay:)) but, if I had to pick the first characters that came to mind, it would be-
Arya Stark, Manon Blackbeak, Dorian Havilliard, Julian Blackthorn, Will Herondale, Katniss Everdeen, Sherlock Holmes, Emma Carstairs, Thalia Grace, Annabeth Chase, Leo Valdez, Jon Snow, Rhysand, Sam Cortland, Hermione Granger, Luna Lovegood, Draco Malfoy, America Singer, Tris Prior, and Nico Di Angelo.
(I'm literally grinding my teeth to make myself stop here. I could go on, you know.)
•Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: either black coffee or green tea! (then again, I'd have to be a monster to say no to hot chocolate) but milk in my coffee or tea disgusts me.
•Hours of sleep: I really try to get 8. but end up with 6-7, sometimes much less (like 3)
•Dogs or cats: dogs!...well, actually both species are too good for us.
•Blankets: two! + a good book + a cup of green tea on a rainy day = PARADISE
•Dream trip: The Himalayas! I've always wanted to go and spend a few weeks up there chilling in those heavenly mountains with my parabatai and my best friend.
•Blog established: sometime towards the end of 2020. I think!
•Followers: 58! (each one is amazing btw)
•Random fact:
~ABOUT ME=> The only makeup I will ever wear is black lipstick and sharp eyeliner. Black lipstick is just...other worldly. Ethereal. and I know this although I have never worn it! I plan to buy a good one soon. Believe it or not, i have NEVER worn actual makeup in my life (and I'll be old enough to use magic outside of Hogwarts in a month)
~RANDOM RANDOM FACT=> The highest motorable road in the world is actually located in Ladakh (North India) in the Himalayan Range. [ps: my father has ridden through the pass, Dungri La, on his bike!!]
This was delightful! Thank you so much for sending this to me. Hopefully the above dump gives you a better idea about the person that I am x
TAGGING=> @dreamerthinker @doremifasolangelo @banescrown @the-biggest-fangirl @user-with-a-name and anyone who wants to do this, please go ahead.
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greekgeek21 · 4 years
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The Codependency Competition Ch. 10
Ok, so I just realized that I'm way over 1M readers if I add all of the websites I have this story on together. And I'm in shock. You guys are so great, and I love the support I always get. It's really reassuring to have people say that they like my story because, to be honest, I was really nervous about posting this story. And now that we're on the last chapter, it's a little surreal to have so much recognition. But enough of the sappy stuff. I can do that after the actual chapter. So be ready for the spillage of my heart. Oh and the pic at the top does not mean anything, just in case anyone is hyperventilating right now.  
Also, I just got a new keyboard for my monitor and I'm not quite used to it yet, so if I make a mistake, please don't point it out. I appreciate it. That's also why this chapter took longer than usual to finish BTW.
Oh and if you still reading these, good for you! Not like you wanted to know or anything, but I'm eating a whole lot of Sour Punches right now. It's extremely unhealthy, but do I care in the slightest? No. Not at all.
Stay safe and happy reading!
– your author
P.S. go to FF and answer my poll there. My name is Ocean.breezzq cuz for some reason they don't allow underscores on FF.
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How did he end up in this position? Honestly, Percy could not for the life of him figure out how he got himself into this one.
He is currently standing in front of a full-length mirror, with his mother trying to figure out which tie he should wear. They had narrowed it down to two: a deep blue or a thin black one. He didn't see how it mattered, but apparently it does because his mom had been fussing over it for the past ten minutes. He was about ready to just not wear one. It was already bad enough to have to wear a dress shirt and pants (he had adamantly refused to wear anything but his converse).
But of course he was standing around and taking it because it was what Annabeth wanted, and what Annabeth wants, she usually gets.
"Mom! Just choose already! At this rate, we're gonna miss the dance altogether!" he exclaimed.
Sally sighed, "Oh, Percy. I can guarantee that you're going to be a little bit late. Annabeth still has a lot to do before you kids can leave!
He resisted the urge to roll his eyes. Clearly, his mom did NOT know Annabeth. She's the farthest thing from a girly-girl, only Clarisse could beat her. There's no way that she's fussing about getting ready as much as his mom is. If anything, she's already done and is just sitting in their room watching Youtube. Yeah, that's what she's doing...
That was NOT what she was doing.
In fact, Sally wasn't far off. Annabeth was on a FaceTime call with Piper, Thalia, and Hazel trying to figure out which lipgloss she should wear. She already had her hair and dress done. Her hair was styled in just a simple French braid, and her dress was nothing special. She was sure it cost a lot, but Sally hadn't let her see the price tag.
As soon as her and Percy had agreed to going to the dance, Sally had dragged to the mall to find a dress. She seemed so excited, so Annabeth had just let her shove dress after dress onto her until they found "the perfect match." Whatever that meant.
Anyway, Annabeth had only called her friends because she wanted to get their opinion on how she looked. However, she had ended up getting into an argument about when the appropriate time for makeup was. In her opinion, it wasn't required for school dances. Piper and Thalia thought differently. Hazel didn't want to voice her opinion because she was still getting used to common modern practices.
And that's how she ended up here, fretting over what lipgloss she should use. Sally had let her borrow her makeup bag because Annabeth's consisted of a single tube of mascara and an unused clear lip gloss.
Piper thought that she should use the pink lip gloss that Sally gave her, but Annabeth didn't want to be too flashy, so she wanted the clear one.
"You NEED to use the pink one, Annabeth!" Piper said.
"You already forced me into putting on mascara and blush, so I don't think you have the right to make me use the pink one," Annabeth stated factually.
"Oh my gods, 'Beth! Can't you just use the pink and get it over with? This conversation is exhausting," Thalia sighed.
Annabeth resisted the urge to stomp her foot like a child and responded with, "No! I can't! It's my body, so my decision!"
Piper was almost literally pulling her own hair out, but she told Annabeth in a deadly calm voice to "Put on the dam pink lip gloss before I charmspeak you into doing it."
Figuring it was an endless cycle, Annabeth just sighed and applied the pink lipgloss. When she finished, she stood back from the mirror, and gave herself a once-over. She would never admit it, but the pink kinda looked good.
"Happy?" she asked Piper.
"Extremely," was the deadpan reply.
"Ok, guys. I've gotta go. Talk to you later," Annabeth said, moving to sign-off.
Before she could, Thalia screeched, "Don't forget to tell me what Percy's reaction is! I want details!"
"Yeah, sure, Thals," she said and finally ended the call.
That was exhausting. And she still had a long night ahead of her. Great. Why did she want to do this again?
Back with Percy, his mom had chosen the deep blue tie. She said it brought out his eyes, or something like that. He honestly started tuning out what she was saying after she mentioned hair gel.
They had thirty minutes until the dance started, so he wasn't exactly joyous. In his ADHD brain, he was wondering if there was some way that he could skip the dance without being in trouble. Probably not.
And that's when he saw her.
She looked more than beautiful in her grey and gold dress and silver heels. Percy was pretty sure that his mouth was hanging open, but he physically could not close it. Sure, he'd seen Annabeth a little dressed up before, but never like this. For one thing, she'd never worn heels before.
He was speechless.
"You're drooling, Seaweed Brain," Annabeth stated, walking up to him.
That shocked him out of his reverie, "Huh? Oh! You look amazing, Wise Girl."
Annabeth laughed. It sounded so carefree, but on the inside, she was a nervous wreck. Just as she was about to walk out to meet Percy, butterflies swarmed her stomach. There were so many ways this could go wrong, and she hadn't even thought past seeing Percy yet!
"Thanks, Perce," she said, a little tersely.
Percy picked up on her mood, "Relax, 'Beth. Everything'll be fine. This was your plan, remember?"
"Yeah, you're right. Athena always has a plan. We're going to be fine," thought she sounded like she was trying to convince herself more than anyone else.
They both turned to leave, but was abruptly stopped by a yell of protest from Sally, "Just where do you two think you're going? We still have to do pictures!"
Percy groaned, and Annabeth looked like she was trying to suppress one. Sally is great and loving, and kind, but she could be really embarrassing sometimes (especially when it came to Percy).
"Really, Mom?" Percy asked, turning back around to face his mother.
Sally sighed, 'Teenagers', she thought.
"Yes, really. This is one of the few times you get to act like a normal teenager, and I want to capture the moment ," she responded, "Plus, this'll be useful when you get married!"
Both Percy and Annabeth blushed bright red. Leave it to Sally Jackson to make a perfectly casual dance into a conversation about marriage.
Even so, they stood through the seemingly endless amount of photos. Once they were finished, Percy was practically dragging Annabeth away from his mother. The faster they got out of there, the least likely they would be ambushed for pictures again.
In the car, Paul's Prius, they were discussing their plan for the night.
"Ok, so what's the game plan?" Percy asked Annabeth, keeping his eyes on the road. (safety first kids!)
Annabeth sighed at her boyfriend's immaturity, but answered nonetheless, "We act like everything is normal. Well, our usual normal. We show up together, and stay together. Got it?"
"Yeah, I think so," he answered.
"Good, because I made it foolproof for your sake, Seaweed Brain," Annabeth teased, taking one of Percy's hands in hers.
Percy grinned that dopey grin that always made her heart melt, and then her mind clouded over, as per usual. How can he have this effect on me?, Annabeth wondered as she struggled to come back to herself.
Unbeknownst to her, Percy knew exactly what he was doing. It was all part of his charm, as Leo so tactfully put it once. Slowly, Percy was coming to realize what little action he could do to break through that rough shell that surrounded Annabeth. Not many people could claim to have that ability, so he was grateful he was one of the chosen few. Then again, they had been best friends for almost six years. He had some experience to put it lightly.
Anyway, they were almost at school. Time seemed to slow down as they pulled into Goode High's parking lot. Every step towards the gym–which was where the dance was being held–seemed to last an hour. The anticipation was rising in both of the demigods.
Percy and Annabeth both looked over at each other for comfort at the exact same time, as if their thoughts were one and the same. They didn't even have to speak for them to understand what was going through the other's head. They were both nervous beyond belief.
As they approached the double doors with colorful lights pouring out from under it, Percy squeezed Annabeth's hand, glancing at her and asking, "Ready?"
"As I'll ever be," she muttered, reaching to open the doors.
Annabeth wasn't sure what she was expecting...maybe a movie moment where the music stops and everyone moves to stare at them? Or for everyone to start bombarding them with questions as soon as they stepped through the door? Whatever its as, she was sure it couldn't have been what happened.
Nobody noticed them.
The dance just continued as if nothing had happened. Maybe one person here or there would do a double-take at seeing Percy Jackson with his arm wrapped securely around Annabeth Chase's waist, but nothing more than that.
It was all very disconcerting. Or maybe the proper word would be anticlimactic? Yeah, that sounded better in Annabeth's head...
Oh! There she goes again, letting her control slip from her ADHD brain! Get a grip, Annabeth!, she practically screamed in her head.
She hadn't even realized that Percy was pulling her by the hand somewhere until they had already got there. He had spotted their friends talking to each other at one of the tables. That brought another question to mind: When did that happen?
"Hey, guys!" Percy greeted, high-fiving one of his friends (Annabeth was pretty sure it was the one named Jack), "What's up?"
All of their friends gave Percy incredulous looks. Percy was just trying to act normal, like Annabeth said, but apparently they hadn't gotten the memo.
"What's up? What's up?! You too are dating, and you're just acting like it's no big deal!" Nora exclaimed.
Oh, that's right. Most of Annabeth's friends hadn't been briefed completely. They must still be stuck in the shock of the reveal. Annabeth wasn't sure why they were making such a big out of it. It wasn't like they had announced they were getting married, or anything. They were just dating. What's so surprising about that?
And Annabeth asked exactly that, in her best accusatory tone.
Nora looked a little shocked before stuttering out a response, "Well-I mean-um...he's him and you're you!"
Not the best answer, Nora, Percy thought before grabbing Annabeth before she decided to gut her friend. He made it look like he had just casually given her a hug, but if you looked closely you could see how Annabeth's nails were digging into his wrists.
"Easy there, 'Beth. She didn't know what she was saying," Percy whispered in his murderous girlfriend's ear.
With one deep breath, Annabeth relaxed her rigid posture, finally letting it go.
"I apologize for keeping something as big as a relationship from you. I hope you can forgive me," she forced out in a robotic voice, clearly rehearsed beforehand.
Percy smirked, but didn't comment on it. He just went over to talk to his friends while Annabeth caught her group up on everything.
The rest of the dance went pretty smoothly. There was SOME dancing, but not much. Annabeth and Percy may have improved on their dancing skills slightly since Westover Hall, but it was still a little awkward. Even after almost 2 years of dating...
Just as they were about to retire for the night, the casual mood changed. Well, more like the entire gym's atmosphere darkened.
Kelsey Evans was blocking Percy and Annabeth's path.
Annabeth outwardly groaned when Kelsey started to advance toward them. Just as things were seeming like they would work out fine, the devil incarnate had to show up.
"Hey, Percy!" Kelsey chirped with her too-high voice.
"Hi, Kelsey. We were just on our way out, so can you move please? Or is there something you wanted to say first?" Percy asked, strangely diplomatic.
"Well, you see. I've been hearing about some CRAZY rumor going around that says that YOU are dating HER," she answered, saying 'her' with an expression of disgust.
Annabeth internally seethed. She was having to dig her nails into her palms just to keep herself at bay. She was so close to snapping, it's a wonder Kelsey was still breathing.
"It isn't a rumor. We are dating, and have been for almost two years. Can you move out of our way now?" Annabeth said, forcing herself to not call Kelsey some nasty words in Greek.
Kelsey faced Annabeth, her flirty look changing into a pitiful glare, "No. You don't deserve him! He belongs to me!"
Even Percy was having a hard time not punching the girl, and he's been taught not to hurt women that can't defend themselves. Well, that last part was added after he had first sparred with Annabeth.
"First of all, back off. Second of all, Percy isn't an object, he's a person. More specifically, he's my person, so you can go away now before I do something I can guarantee I won't regret," Annabeth walked up close to Kelsey, voice deadly calm.
Of course Annabeth was aware of the crowd around them forming, but that wasn't going to stop her. After 'that place' nothing could scare her up here, especially not a weak mortal girl.
Before Kelsey could respond, Annabeth shoved her out of the way and tugged Percy through the door.
Nobody spoke for a long time, but eventually Percy got up the courage to say something, "That was BA."
Annabeth smirked but didn't say anything. She was still coming down from her adrenaline/anger high, and she was afraid that what came out of her mouth would start a fight, even if it was with Percy.
Then Percy couldn't think of anything else to say, so he just shut up. At least, he did until they were changing out of their formal clothes into their pajamas. Annabeth was in their room, and Percy was in the bathroom.
"Are you done?" he asked.
"Yeah, come in," Annabeth responded.
Percy then walked in, threw his clothes somewhere near his overflowing hamper, and plopped down on the bed next to Annabeth. She was sitting up in bed reading some architecture book that he could never understand.
"Hi," he said, turning onto his side and looking up at her.
"Hello, Seaweed Brain," she said, not even glancing up from the words.
Percy sighed, So it's gonna be one of THOSE conversations, huh?
"You know I love you, right?" he asked, smirking his troublemaker smirk.
This tactic usually works the best when he's stuck in these situations.
A small smile played on Annabeth's lips, but she still refused to look up. However, she did respond with, "Yes, and I love you, too."
Percy pouted, stumped. What is so exciting about architecture? The only thing he likes about it is the way Annabeth's eyes light up as she rants about some random building he's never heard of before. That's the only reason he puts up with it. Or it's the only reason he'll admit to, anyway.
Just then, an idea popped into his head. And when ideas pop into Percy's head, everyone within a five-mile radius better clear out cuz' they can be destructive. However, this one was not that bad.
He gave Annabeth a light peck on her cheek, then slowly moved down to her jaw, then her earlobe, and then her neck. He could tell that it was starting to get to her because she hadn't turned the page for a while.
"Percy...," she warned.
He just smiled against her neck. Annabeth rolled her eyes, but relented. She set her book on the bedside table, and turned over to face Percy, giving him a deep, passionate kiss.
She pulled away for a second, "You're such a Seaweed Brain, you know that?"
She only saw a glimpse of his dopey smile before she went back to kissing the love of her life, stress nonexistent in her mind.
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Omg omg omg! It's over! I don't even know what to say! I just want to thank all of you guys, my wonderfully supportive readings, especially the ones who've been here since the beginning. You guys are amazing. I don't even know if I would've been able to make this story without the encouragement from you. So thanks.
Now, I think that's all the sappy stuff. I'm looking for a good beta, so if you are or know one who might be interested, please let me know. I'm also going to shamelessly promote my original series. Go check out "Secret Powers" and "Frozen Secrets"! They are the first two books in my three story series.
If you want to know this is Annabeth's dress and shoes from the dance:
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Now for the good stuff. Somebody mentioned that they would be interested in a Percabeth proposal, so I'm going to give it to you. Here's a little BONUS SCENE set in their future, but I'm not giving it a specific date, so use your imaginations and decide for yourself. Hope you like it!
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Percy and Annabeth were visiting Camp Half-blood, and they were enjoying a nighttime walk along the beach. Annabeth was remembering all of the wonderful memories she had at this beach. Her underwater kiss with Percy, birthdays, all of her dates with Percy. Nothing but happiness came with being at the beach when you love a son of Poseidon.
Percy was in a completely different headspace. His mind was full of nervousness and worry. He was so distracted that he didn't even realize when Annabeth stopped and turned to look out at the water. When he bumped into her, she just gave him a weird look and went back to her previous position.
His hand was distractedly fidgeting with the small, velvet box in his pocket. It felt like it weighed more than the sky, and he should know! What if she says no? What if I mess up? What if the ring doesn't fit? Oh, gods, she's going to say no!
Those were the thoughts swirling around in his brain, making it a whirlpool of stress. He knows that Annabeth loves him, and that he loves her, but she could still say no!
"Seaweed Brain? Earth to Seaweed Brain! Percy?" Annabeth's concerned expression brought him back to reality.
"Huh? Oh, fine. Just-I'm fine!" he said quickly.
She gave him an unimpressed look, but didn't push it. Truthfully, Annabeth had noticed his odd behavior recently, but she still hadn't figured out what was bothering him. But, she knew that he would tell her eventually, so she was REALLY trying not to figure it out beforehand. The last time he'd been this nervous, he was asking her to move in with her!
Ten minutes passed before Percy worked up the courage to do it. His reasoning was that he just had to get it over with. Annabeth's told him she loves him so many times, why would she say no? There was nothing to worry about! Nothing!
"Hey, Wise Girl?" he asked, turning to face her fully.
"Hmm?" she hummed.
He was about to just ask the question, but his stupid Seaweed Brain got there first, "Wanna go for a swim?"
Annabeth furrowed her eyebrows, "Umm...it's 7:30 PM and I'm not wearing a bathing suit. What about this scenario makes you think that we should go swimming?"
Percy decided that he might as well work with what he's got so he went with the first backup plan that came to mind: the best underwater kiss of all time. Ok, not the ACTUAL one, but he could make another air bubble. It's not like he hadn't done it before.
"I'll keep it warm and dry, I promise. Come on! It'll be fun!" he started pulling her towards the water, himself already ankle-deep.
Annabeth started to protest, but he had already gotten her in enough for him to be able to pull her in with his powers. And just as promised, she was still completely dry. She could feel the water on her skin, but it wasn't wet. She had long-since gotten used to the feeling, after so many years of dating Percy, but it still shocked her for the first couple of seconds.
"Fine," she said, and Percy pulled them both all the way under, quickly forming a bubble of air around them.
"I love you," slipped out of his mouth.
It wasn't like it was a big deal, but the way he said it, with so much love, froze Annabeth. What is he planning?, she thought.
An idea began to form in her head, but she pushed it away instantly. Better not to get her hopes up. That way there's no chance of disappointment.
"I love you, too, Seaweed Brain," she said, trying to slip back into her casual tone of voice.
They sat in a silence for about a minute, just watching the scenery around them, before Percy finally ACTUALLY worked up the courage to do it.
"I've been thinking..." he started.
"Uh-oh," Annabeth teased with a smile.
"About us. And our future," Percy said.
Annabeth instantly sobered. He sounded serious, and a serious Percy was a SERIOUS Percy. There was no in-between.
"Yeah?"
Percy took a deep breath, "Yeah. And I know we're a little young, but we've been together for so long, and I just think that it's time. And you've always wanted something permanent, and I want to be that for you. I want us to be that for you. So, Annabeth Chase...will you make me the happiest demigod in the world and marry me?"
It might not seem like much, but to Annabeth, it meant the world. This was exactly what she had been dreaming of for her entire life. She was so full of emotions that she could barely speak, but she was able to get one word out...
"Yes."
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Ok, that's it! I'm officially done with this fanfic! I feel like I could've gone on in the bonus scene, but I think that you guys should get to come up with your own version of their happily-ever-after. Anyway, there's a poll on FF and you should go do. It's about my next story.
And you guys know I need to give special recognition to my amazing beta reader! JJ, you took me on when I refused to edit my own work, and you made everything WAY better! You should ALL go check out nightskywithrainbows on Ao3. They write, beta, AND are a student! So kudos to you, JJ! You're the best!
I hope you enjoyed this! Stay safe and happy reading!
- your author
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sassysweetstories · 6 years
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Watch
Request: “Can you pls do a shawn mendes imagine based off the song “watch” by Billie eilish. Can the reader be a singer and they used to date but 2 years later she wrote this song and he realized it was written about him and he goes to her house and tells her he loves her and it’s the paparazzi catch them the next day leaving her house holding hands and smiling and it’s all cute.. btw I think you should continue doing ships bc your blog is so unique no one else does it like you❣️”
Ship: Shawn Mendes x Fem!Reader
Warnings: fluff, angst, heartbreak, sadness, etc. 
Notes: none of these gifs are mine, credit to owners. 
Tagged: @bailey-hoover @kiralivelove @thalia-prior-of-ravenclaw@anamcg317bellasett @queentiffanyyy @archer-whovian-violinist@beingmadinwonderland@princessisabelle19 @violence-and-velvet@lachicadelamanzana
Third P.O.V
The breakup still hurts after the two years, the fire still burns bright. (Y/n) can’t think of anyone else as she adjusts the microphone, waiting for James Corden to give her the okay. The only person that still occupies her mind is Shawn. That’s why the song is so hard to sing. The lyrics are so raw, so passionate they feel like a raging inferno that’s impossible to tame. The fire in her lungs burns stronger the longer she sings. 
“Lips meet teeth and tongue My heart skips eight beats at once If we were meant to be, we would have been by now See what you wanna see, but all I see is him right now I'll sit and watch your car burn With the fire that you started in me But you never came back to ask it out Go ahead and watch my heart burn With the fire that you started in me But I'll never let you back to put it out
She thinks of only him and the mixed feelings that begin to bubble in the pit of her stomach. (Y/n) craves to be in his arms despite the nauseous feeling from deep within. There were moments when he wasn’t there for her, didn’t take the time to love her right but that never stopped her from diving head first into their relationship. She remembers the nights he’d be out too long recording, only wishing that he could be in her arms. 
“Your love feels so fake And my demands aren't high to make If I could get to sleep, I would have slept by now Your lies will never keep, I think you need to blow 'em out I'll sit and watch your car burn With the fire that you started in me But you never came back to ask it out Go ahead and watch my heart burn With the fire that you started in me But I'll never let you back to put it out
Shawn watched the TV screen, completely entranced by her performance, her song and most of all the words behind them all. He could see the heartbreak in her eyes, the ones he’s always loved, never stopped loving. She doesn’t look the same as she once had. Eyes tired and cheeks hallow from lack of nutrition despite the layer of foundation and makeup that make her look much more alive than she actually is. (Y/n) has always been beautiful and radiant but there seems to be a spark that’s missing. One that Shawn is sure to light again. 
“When you call my name Do you think I'll come runnin'? You never did the same So good at givin' me nothin' When you close your eyes, do you picture me? When you fantasize, am I your fantasy? Now you know Now I'm free 
He gets up from his chair, more determined than ever. The longer she sang the more sure he became. (Y/n) was his everything, the woman he never wanted to let go. She was the one person that he saw himself getting married to, having kids with and everything in between. She needs to know that he’d do anything for her, cross mountains, swim rivers and battle gods just to make her smile. 
“I'll sit and watch your car burn With the fire that you started in me But you never came back to ask it out Watch my heart burn With the fire that you started in me But I'll never let you back to put it out Never let you back Let you burn, let you burn Never gonna let you back Let you burn.”
The rest of the show goes by like a blur and all (Y/n) knows is that all she wants to do is sleep and hope the heartbreak will vanish from her memory completely even though she knows it won’t. Upon entering her house, she felt empty despite the normal warm vibe. Resting down the guitar, she stopped cold at the sight of another body in the room. Shawn. Before she could even mutter a word, he took three large steps forward and pressed his lips onto hers. The kiss, so passionate, so full of longing, made the two stumble into the wall, crashing with a loud thud. The way she gripped his chest drove him wild. 
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(Y/n) couldn’t help but moan into his lips as his warm calloused hands push at her skin which seemed to fit so well around her waist. “I love you so much..” He muttered breathlessly against her skin, their bodies so close. “I’m so sorry for not showing you every second of everyday that you were the best thing I could ever have. I need you, (Y/n). I want to start over. I want to treat you like a princess, shower you with affection and love you unconditionally.” She knows she shouldn’t look up at those beautiful chocolate brown eyes but she can’t help it. She’s just as weak for him as he is for her. (Y/n) lets herself fall again with a faint smile. 
[The next morning]
The young woman shifted, blinking under the sunlight that seeped through her windows. She stirred again at the cold chill that only seemed to disappear as quick as soon as she noticed it. A warm body pulled her closer to their chest. Glancing up (Y/n) noticed Shawn was already awake. She blushes under his strong gaze. He awoke early just to make sure the night before wasn’t a dream. Stared down at the goddess of a woman that sleeps breathlessly in his arms. He couldn’t help but admire the way her chest rises and falls while the sunlight gleamed against her face. She was elegantly beautiful. 
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“C’mon, beautiful. Breakfasts on me.” They couldn’t keep their eyes off each other as they changed, admiring features they both missed for oh so long. Shawn pulled out his sweatshirt and pulled her in close. She was his and he was hers. He opened the door first, never letting go of her small hand that fit perfectly in his. (Y/n) followed close from behind and, overcome by emotion, Shawn couldn’t withhold himself from simplistic moments such as these and kissed her softly. “God, you are so fucking gorgeous.” The giggle emitted from her made him swoon even more as they made their way over to a local cafe. Shawn sits in the booth, pulling her legs up and above his, can’t bare to be away from her soft touch. 
“ARE YOU SEEING (Y/N) AND SHAWN AT THE CAFE TOGETHER THEY’RE SO CUTE!” 
“I’M DYING!!” 
Shawn can’t help but laugh at the twitter comments. He can’t believe it either. Can’t believe that one song can bring two people together the way it brought him and (Y/n) back into their lives. “I would do anything for you.” Shawn whispers against her ear again, happy to have her back in his arms. 
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