#and I’ve done 3 questions

[sentienceisoverrated]

*accidentally picks up phone instead of calculator

Me: Oh well. Must be fate.

*begins scrolling tumblr

#studying #Alevels #chemistry #mathmatics #help I’m doing Gibbs free energy calculations #and I’m so booooored #it’s been an hour #and I’ve done 3 questions #:/

[wishmemel]

i feel so relaxed and happy and in love with my life knowing today was a reset day. i did my homework, took ample breaks, prayed, oiled my hair, took a warm shower, shaved, washed my hair, and am about to study some more before bed. when did i miss out on life being so simple and beautiful?

#going to start this week fresh and happy #hopefully sleep at a decent time #i’ve got 3 tests this week - 2 that i missed n need to catch up on #but i’m not going to procrastinate this time #i’m going to allocate my time properly and study and get them done #and next week i’ll do that with my other class #and the week after i’ll do it with the third #i’m going to actually attend class and pay attention and do the homework questions #read books and listen to good music #pray a lot and be grateful for what i have #i’m so thankful for everything #i thought life would never feel like this again #but it’s nice to know that giving up is temporary #life really does and will get better #it might get bad again #but it’ll always get better again #꒰ soon you'll get better. ꒱

[fastasyoucan1999]

at the end of every day it’s like… well i could have been a little kinder. and then tomorrow i try to be a little kinder and by the end of the day it’s like. well i could have been a little kinder and it goes on and on forever

#anyway have been CROCHETING!!! liv and i the grandma mutuals … it is not at all surprising what a hobby can do to u. phone time down fifty #precent.. new music listened to. a collection of things i made with my hands!<3 how is everyone today.. i have only one class and then a #designated hang out with my friend where she brews me coffee and we watch lecture vids together and then spend sixty minutes cheating on a #quiz that wouldn’t be all that difficult if we just read the assigned readings but. why would we do that #also been thinking abt getting a king novel…. want cujo so bad but all the covers are nasty. why are all his cover nasty was talking to #katelyn abt this. the stand mass paperback cover makes me infuriated ok what was i saying i want cujo but i might just get a short story #collection!! though i’ve promised to read at least one more book off my shelf before i get any new ones :/ sorry i’m done!! personal boring #diary in the tags!! questions still stands though how is everyone!!

[starmora]

Something I've been thinking about is what we aren't shown in vol 3 when it comes to Gamora's emotions. There have been a lot of justified criticisms of her role and of how the mcu has treated parts of her story. I really hope they continue because it's an important conversation to have. But for now I want to come at this from a different angle and dig deeper on what we didn't get. I can only imagine how much anger Gamora must have at knowing she helped create a beautiful family and then Thanos killed her and now she will never be able to experience it in that same way. It has to hurt. Now she's here and she's doing the best she can with what she's got and it probably doesn't feel like enough. Especially when being compared to things she didn't get to experience. So when we get to the end of the movie and we have Peter moving forward enough in his grief to see Gamora for who she is in the moment and where she is at right now in her life and essentially tell her that she's enough, it's really beautiful and poignant and you can see it makes her happy. So happy that she finds the strength to be vulnerable and return the sentiment by finally saying she is at her core the woman he loved. It's such a powerful and loving moment.

True it's not her "I love you more than anything" but you know what that moment in Infinity War was the result of healing she was robbed of and hasn't found again yet. "I bet we were fun" was a huge step in the direction of finding that healing again. So people shouldn't didmiss it. And just to be clear I'm not speaking about people critiquing the fact that vol 3 dropped the ball on so much of Gamora's role and how she deserved so much better after Infinity War. I'm speaking about people who thought the exchange meant nothing and showed no emotional connection or that it was somehow shutting down that Gamora had any sort of feelings for Peter.

I can totally understand why Gamora would be hesitant to come back to this family that her alternate self created, even though I know she was curious and still craved to find that sort of thing (doesn’t she ask nebula about the guardians and alternate gamora in endgame? I haven’t watched the movie in actual years). I bet she was feeling a lot of pressure over it, like they would expect things of her that she was not able or willing to give to what were basically strangers to her, and decided the best thing for herself was to cut it off at the knees and leave it fully aside and make no attempts to get to know anyone. I think it’s pretty obvious though that she clearly still wanted something like that, and that’s why she kept in contact with Nebula and still calls her, her sister, and why she found the Ravagers and carved out a new home for herself there. But I do want to think that maybe she IS a little sad that there are things that were taken from her by Thanos. I don’t think she regrets her new family or her decision to keep the guardians at arms length, but yeah, I’m sure she’s contemplated what that would be like. Her “I bet we were fun” feels like proof that she’s thought about it, at least a little.

And you’re right, him acknowledging her as her own separate person DOES make her extremely happy! I think him saying that to her was really important for her, enough to start planting the seeds for this idea that, no, she will never be this other Gamora that they (and especially Peter) loved, but she is still worthy of love now and it can be totally separate. She doesn’t have to live in this other Gamora’s gigantic shadow. I think that was a big concern for her, and having him acknowledge that he liked her for who she was now was very relieving to her, and it allowed her to admit to him that she’d been thinking about them and what they must have been like. It’s a really big and important step for both of them and I’m tired of seeing people dismiss it as an end for them. It truly wasn’t!

#callie.txt #answered #anonymous #this is a few days old but I’ve been thinking abt it the whole time and I still don’t think I answered with all of my thoughts but #it’s good enough for now #I’ll never be done talking about these two #vol 3 questions #vol 3 spoilers

[ssreeder]

Hi! Thank you so much for posting the new chapter :) I can’t even put into words how much I love your work. It feels crazy because I have been following liab for over a year now and I think I’ve never been this consistent with anything in my life :D i don’t know if it’s a secret but do you have the next chapters already planned out? And do you know how many chapters this part is going to be? Thank you for you hard work!!

Hiii aww I’m so glad you liked the new chapter! & yeah wow I’ve been writing this fic for like 2 years I think, shiiiit what is time ahhh. Thanks for sticking with me so long <3

I actually have pretty much all the chapter planned out until the battle begins but my problem is I do them by events so it’s like I want this this and this to happen in a chapter but idk how long it’ll take to make that happen but I know what I want to write lol.

(& sometimes the characters don’t LISTEN & I say be nice and make this an easy talk and they’re like no fuck you author I wanna fight right now and the convo takes 1.5k instead of idk 500 words lol. )

I just posted chapter 15 & I’m going to GUESS we are about halfway done. In my mind we are halfway through the last book and that means we have roughly 15 chapter left to go then the epilogue.

I’m pretty good at estimating chapter count but horrible at word count estimation haha.

Thanks for the ask I hope you have an awesome day!!

#hellloooo anon #I have to give a tag shout out to my buddy bestie lifesaver friend who helps me organize my thoughts #seriously she helps me so much #so hiii thank you friend <3 #anywayyyy the healing arc in BSS is my fun time to idk smush characters together and make them talk #so I plan to have a little fun #honestly I think 5 more chapters of chill BSS gearing up for battle and growing and preparing and chilling and then 10 chapters of #everything that happens with ALLLLL that haha #I’m tense just thinking about it lol #but I love writing battles and chaos and tension so Woho bring it on #but also I’ve been looking forward to the fun drama of just the boys being a mess and everyone trying to piece together their puzzles #too bad sokkas eating the pieces hehehe #(I mean we all know zuko isn’t eating them stubborn guy) #I hope I answered your question #yall can always ask me stuff I love asks #I won’t spoil anything I’m good at avoiding the spoilers haha #alright thanks anon #wow I can’t believe liab will be done this year #what will I do next???!!! #*peeks at poll I have in my drafts with new fic ideas* #I guess we’ll see! #thanks for the ask anon #YOURE AWESOME #liab #ITF #ask

[juniperhillpatient]

the next 2 chapters of happenstance do get deeply deeply fucked up but I think it’s fun just. don’t say I didn’t warn you (warns the 1 or 2 possible readers who might or might not see this random midnight post & that’s it)

#I’m excited I think it’ll be a fun sexy violent good time #partially. I will admit. I just really want to say I’ve broken every tabboo #& I’ve done so little with some of the big ones you know #like sure. there’s been orgies & furries & one instance of an evil robot getting fucked #of course there’s been human trafficking & drug addiction / overdose & dismembered corpses & stabbing #we’ve had our fun with incest & cannibalism. but the question is. have we had ENOUGH fun with some of these concepts? 🤔 #I think we haven’t #not yet #but ROsE it’s aSIt CoM fic #the 3 biggest inspirations are blue mountain state it’s always sunny in philadelphia & community #so i mean. I’m valid

[bibleofficial]

so the majority of my building seems to be chinese so i’m just going to learn mandarin via cultural osmosis

#stream #& force my flatmates to help teach me ALSKALKSALSKALSK #yesterday i woke up & saw arthur & yen je in the kitchen & went ni hao yall :) & they got a kick out of it ALSKALSLALSLALSKALSLAL #i love them so much #then last night there’s this chinese smoker on i think it’s floor 1 or 2 (us floor 2 or 3 - im on 4) & he was smoking outside once & i just #went up to him & said ‘are u chinese ?’ ‘yes’ then i asked him abt chinese cigarettes bc YEN JE SAID THAT THE CHINESE PREFER THE CHINESE #CIGS BC THE WESTERN 1S TASTE FUNNY SO I TOLD LI (this is the name of the smoker) that & he said he doesn’t taste a difference between the 2 #so i ran into him last night again & he had his cigarettes so he gave me 1 of his to try & honestly ?????? SMOOTH BRO IDK WHAT BRAND IT IS #WHEN I SEE HIM AGAIN I WILL ASK - so i gave him a marlboro red & the immediate differences is the size - chinese are much much thinner #compared to my red & sooooo SMOOTH so so SMOOTH omg such a clean smoke vs MARLBORO WHERE ITS LIKE UR INHALING FUCKING COAL 😭😭😭😭 #anyway #that’s all i’ve done #i went to the antique store & found a cigarette case - mosda streamline 500 w lighter - so i was trying to see if i can refill like obvs #it’s petrol not butane so i was taking apart the lighter & needed a screwdriver & went to this hardware store to get some & then started #talking w the guys there & i was like hey so quick question r u familiar w qat/chat ? :3 & then one of them has a yemeni dealer so he’s goin #to ask for me so WERK #BLESS #GETTING MY DISSERTATION CONNECTIONS MADE #BUT ANYWAY i was telling them abt the lighter bc they were lookin at it like ‘this i waht my grandfather used 😭😭’ but also yea probably bc #IT TURNS OUT THIS WAS THE 50S ERA PLANNED OBSOLESCENCE so they were DISPOSABLE - these heavy metal steel lighters u cannot refill u would #just bin it & get another so i’m going to see if i can find someone to rig it to be a butane one bc i love it it’s a GORGEOUS lighter but #it’s empty - like even the flint has calcified or whatever u want to call it - it won’t spark #so i’m on the hunt to find a new refillable antique lighter until i can get this one proper configured bc i did take it apart but then tried #to put it back together but i fucked up the spring a bit 😭😭 i took it apart to clean all the gunk out & to see if i could remove the top but #no it’s totally sealed which SUCKS but i do have the lighter & case so it’s dope as fuck - also got a flask stainless steel so it’s not #antique probably but i can’t find literally ANY copies of this damn flask anywehre it’s a st. louis spirit plane flask the bitch from 1927 #lol or whatever ALSKALSKLAKSALSJLA anyway that’s that #& now i’m high & have class in like an hour - still jet lagged & committing fully to alcoholism #but also chainsmoking 🥲 - IM LONLEY !!! I DONT KNOW ANYONE !!!!!!! #but also i need a pot pan & baking tray & chopsticks then i can actually cook

[enluv]

Can u do soft launching with Ni-ki?

I’ll be so honest with you, I probably won’t do this anytime soon, just because (1) I’m still on hiatus, (2) I tend to lean into writing enha hyung line more (it’s explained on my rules), and (3) since I am on hiatus, anything I write while on hiatus is probably going to focus more on what I’m thinking of at that time and the people I am interested in (for ex: riize rn)

#also my requests are closed (just a heads up) #hope this helps/answers this question because I’ve gotten doing riki (in particular) many times #this isn’t me saying I won’t ever do it but it’s not going to be done anytime soon! #very sorry if that upsets anyone:( #💬.direct message?! #nonnie my beloved <3

[iceiclehorned]

Which muses are your favourite?

My current favourite muses are Ei and Ganyu. Although my main focus has been Ei, I’ve had a lot of fun writing her again and exploring her different emotional aspects, even outside of roleplaying. Ganyu was the first muse I played (on this account) so she deserves a lot of recognition on my part, though I think I am still a little rusty when it comes to playing characters at the moment.

Outside of tumblr, in 2020/2021, my favourite muse was actually Lucifer from Helltaker. I loved one particular plot with her in it where she was taken to a different world, where she had none of her powers but was doing quests with her friends (there were two) to build up her strength again. I think, to this day, it will always be one of my favourites because of how it was written + it was a really unique experience of mine. Plus it included romance and angst !!!!! like how perfect is that?

#OOC #answered asks !! #Ei and Ganyu are my babies . #I do have other characters that I wish to play #but I absolutely have not done anything #because I’ve been a little busy with life stuff #but I will probably make a post about it or talk to people about it at some point in the future #thank you for the question though !!!! <3

[tinamybeloved]

why do we not like fbm? isnt he just like a dude ???

You don’t have to dislike him. I have only parasocial reasons to be clear which is that he was originally a tester but let into the event. His fans have been rude and misogynistic towards hannah when she targeted him in tgttos even after he targeted her back. And he beat fein.berg in his first block w.rs on a team which I WOULD ARGUE was unfairly balanced towards pvp games.

#asks #he is just a guy but I am allowed to dislike him #hate answering this question I’ve done it like 3 times canta. girl hate a guy for petty reasons in peace

[familyvideostevie]

not doing a Valentine’s Day event bc between you and me I forgot it was a real holiday

#also I’ve got no energy #how come emma #you ask #since you haven’t done fuck all for weeks #good question #I say #I have no answer <3 #but I love all the events I’m seeing #very cute and fun #and I’ve got a challange to participate in still #and maybe Cupid will shove his arrow up my ass in time for me to write some other stuff #<3 ily #emma rambles

[inkykeiji]

I'm so sorry if you have answered this before, but I wanted to ask: how do you draft/write your stories? When I have longer stories, I always write the chapters out first and then type them, and I stuck to that routine for a very long time until I began writing shorter stories. Now, I do a blend of the two methods, but I always find my writing seems better when I write things out on paper first and then type it. I guess I say all this to ask what's your routine for writing a story?

hi anon!! (´∀｀)♡ absolutely no need to apologize!! i did answer an ask about my writing process a loooong time ago which you can find right here! i feel like it answers all of your questions, but if it doesn’t and you have some more or you’d like some more clarification just let me know! <3

#the ask i linked you to will tell u this but i do not write in chronological order at ALL #like after my notes and outlines are done and i’m writing the actual piece or series itself i always write out of order #that’s just how i’ve always written hehehe #but yes!!! i hope that answer is of some help to you anon!! #let me know if u have any other questions!!! #i’m flattered that you’re interesting in my process at all tbh! #have a lovely day and stay safe n hydrated! <3 #inky.bb #clari gets mail

[starbuck]

was marveling at how many new species i’ve added for my patch this year and thinking “that’s weird… i hammered it just as hard in past years…” only to check ebird and realize the most times i’d ever gone in a previous year was 38 and i’ve been 62 times so far this year and it’s only October 😂😂

#like. lmaoooooooooo #part of that is because i went throughout the summer this time and i didn’t add any new species then #so i feel like luck and skill STILL play a pretty significant part here #but like. Damn. lol… #i wonder if ANY other person in this state can say they’ve been to one spot 62 times this year… #truly getting into patch birding was the best thing i’ve EVER done #i’m OBSESSED with this place while simultaneously knowing that it doesn’t actually matter at all #i’m literally ONLY in competition with myself here #and meanwhile i’ve put this place on the map and have a whole gaggle of new friends now bc i’ve attracted them there with my reports #it’s insane #literally nearly 25% of ALL the checklists for this place are mine 😂😂 #i love it so much #the real question is: how many more new species can i add by the end of the year? #optimistically i’d say there’s potential for five or so depending on how much hawkwatching i’m able to get in #but 1-3 is probably more likely #WE SHALL SEE!!!!!!!!!! #i’ve already broken my record for ‘most new species added in one year’ as of today!! #which is impressive considering the fact that once i add a species - i can’t add it again - so repeats don’t count #i’ve just had some REALLY good luck this year istg… #but i’m proud of myself #and i’ve gained the respect of a bunch of the old-timers which is also fantastic

[starmora]

Do you think the conversation at the end of the film made it clear Gamora doesn't wanna be with him romantically? I have read some of your asks and answers about their ending, why do you think they might reunite again in the future and start a new romance based on the final scene vs what says otherwise?

If you’ve read some of my answers you’ll know my answer for this one lmao. idk why you guys want this to be an end for them so bad.

#callie.txt #answered #anonymous #vol 3 questions #I will not be answering any more questions along these lines lmao I’ve gotten so many and I’m done

[meejijis]

ah yes today is the day where one of my most hated manga moments of all time gets animated and I’m already just salty just thinking about it

#text #Yes this is about SK flowers. Yes I am still mad upset about what they’ve did to Jeanne. #As much as I enjoy seeing men onscreen being a Jeanne and renmei/men enjoyer hurts so much. #Always just questioning why takei went with this route. Not only just torturing ren and men but the fans who likes all 3 #And it sucks cuz the sequels still hasn’t come to a conclusion and it’s been over what. 13-15 years??? Idk #I only care about the sequels to see if my favs get a happy ending or not. It’s so frustrating #Sometimes I think was this sequels just made just to milk money or takei didn’t felt too proud with SK overall and wants to #Like drive it to the ground and kill it. Idk man #Ppl also be saying Jeanne is takeis favorite character but I doubt it cuz look what he did to her lol #Used her as a plot device like 2 times and then throw her away once her purpose was done. It makes me dissatisfied honestly #And yeah I get it she’s a side character. Also takei can do whatever he wants it’s his own story and characters #But I still stand by my criticisms and negative feelings I hold lol. Anyways being delusional and having AUS is the way #Everyday I pretend Jeanne is happy and living happily with Ren. FOM yosuke and the others don’t exist lol #And don’t get me started on today’s new episode being BMS full appearance. I for one hate her imfao #And yes I’ve read RC and Marcos. Yes I understand she’s a misunderstood character AND she is #Being manipulated and groomed by yosuke. It’s literally yosukes fault he was the one that murdered Jeanne #And yeah I hate that character too with all my being lol. But that still doesn’t like excuse the actions BM did #To Jeanne IN HER FINAL MOMENTS before she got m worded. That still pissed me off on what she did to her. Fuck her lol #But yeah today’s episode. Yeah this is where SK flowers truly went downhill. The future? Who knows. I hope the sequels come back #Under like another new manga title. Can we just get to the FOM arc already

[hey-scully-itsme]

an annoying thing I keep running into with one of my bosses is that when she corrects me on tasks or makes changes in the way I do something she heavily implies (but of course doesn’t ever directly say) she thinks I’m being incompetent or lazy, but is choosing to do me the enormous favor of not calling me out. 99% of the time it’s re: stuff that’s a result of poor communication from the top – if i knew what I was supposed to be doing I’d have been doing it. I haven’t run into this kind of nonsense before but it’s extremely irritating.

#Intensely passive-aggressive workplace #She’s also heavily implied she thinks I’m lying when I’ve called out sick 2-3 times in the past #which if she tries that shit again I will be Having Words with her/possibly HR bc I actually have not faked being sick #Drives me nuts bc she never calls me out for shit I’m actually doing wrong #like she could totally call me out for being on my phone too much (though I get all my work done quickly and well on the whole) #but it’s always shit that’s the result of confusion and poor communication (sometimes but not always on both sides) #also lots of ‘feel free to ask questions!’ and then when I do she can’t answer them or the answer is more confusing