#and life in general

[tomaytow]

i have seen your tags! so i must say: how about making that another time about jealous venti rn time? only if you're up for it though!

again i am very sorry for this late response but here’s a snippet from a fic (that’s actually all abt jealous venti in a modern setting LOL <3) said fic is 5/6 done so here’s a preview in case i won’t get it finished; 

cw: a lil suggestive. (i should calm down honestly.)

Drowning in your reviewers and notebooks, you bump your forehead on your study table. 

Ugh. 

This. Is. Too. Much.

They can’t expect us to memorize this all! You glare at the piece of note card you made. You wrote acronyms for this stupid topic just so your brain can get familiar with it, but unfortunately, there are so many! And it’s not even a major subject!

“Hi, my Windblume,” There are arms that encircle your waist, and you take a deep breath. Venti’s voice during this time is able to calm your nerves. He presses his front to your backside. “You seem frustrated! Take a break—just for twenty minutes will suffice.”

You glance by your shoulder with a sly smirk. “You just want me to kiss you, don’t you?”

Venti lets out his signature giggle, “Bingo. Now come on—“ He yanks your hand forcefully, and you topple over with a shriek. Venti’s so strong, sometimes it scares (and amazes) you. For someone his own size, who knew that this delicate looking man can generate so much strength and power?

(Oh, isn’t he part of the archery team or whatever…?)

You return to reality when Venti pokes your waist, making you squeak. “Ah! Venti! Don’t do that!”

“Thinking about other people rather than me?” Venti pinches your cheeks, “I’m hurt~ aren’t I supposed to be your distraction?”

You remove his hands on your face, but you still keep holding it with yours. “I was not thinking of other people. I was thinking about you.” Then, you find out where you’re sitting now—on his lap. “Venti, aren’t I heavy? I should get off.”

Venti firmly squeezes your waist. The way his fingers dip on your skin makes you blush a little. He puffs his cheeks, “No, stay! I want you here. Please, love?”

How can you say no to his puppy eyes? With a defeated sigh, you forfeit. “Okay.”

“Yay!” Venti smiles joyfully. “Kiss me? I will be your stress–reliever! Let it all out to me, Windblume—your frustrations, your irritations, the whirlwind inside of you. Tell me all about it.”

You’re really thankful that you have Venti as a lover. He’s just so sweet, understanding, and supportive. He’s one of the main reasons why you can withstand college.

You’re not reluctant to tilt your head and latch your lips with his. It’s so soft. But instead of sweet candy, there’s a taste of the bitterness of the black coffee he consumed. “I hate my professors.” You kiss him again. He kisses you back this time. “I hate them so much—they’re giving us so many projects when they’re aware that it’s midterms week.”

Venti’s eyelids flutter in content. “Have you talked to your professors about it? Aah, mm—windblume...—“ He murmurs, “If… if there are any problems such as this, it’s better to talk it out with them…hmm…”

“I–It’s futile,” you say, and you kiss Venti again and again. “There’s nothing I— I can do anymore when they’ve already made up their mind…” 

You add with a small pant, “Even Albedo can’t negotiate with them…”

You continue your slow pace when Venti suddenly deepens the kiss. Your toes curl and your heart skips from the abruptness. When you detach away from him, you muster up the courage to say something. Your chest heaves up and down as you whisper a “V–Venti…?” 

He opens his eyelids midway.

What you are witnessing right now—it’s a flushed Venti.

And his eyes… they’re filled with want.

You feel like a prey under a predator’s gaze.

It takes him a while to respond. Both of you are catching your breaths. You’re not sure of what’s happening right now. The way Venti looked at you, surely, he’s not…

The room is so hot right now.

You’re disturbed from your thoughts when Venti buries his whole face on your chest. You can hear his muffled voice— Windblume… 

He sounds a little upset, you think as you feel his hold on you tightens.

“What’s wrong?” You dip your head down to thread your fingers on his hair. You scratch his scalp tenderly, “H-hey. What’s wrong, my needy distraction? Are you finally realizing that I’m stopping the circulation of your blood flow, and that I must get off?”

He makes a noise akin to a scoff. As if, he probably wants to say. Venti clutches you closer. “Stay.”

A demand?

“A–alright.” You smile. “I will. But only for like, sixteen minutes.”

Venti lifts his head a little to reveal his beautiful eyes. He still has his nose and lips dug to your sternum as he speaks. “Thirty minutes.” Though subdued, you manage to understand. 

“I have to study,” you gulp nervously. “Midterms will kill me.”

“But I’m your boyfriend,” Venti nuzzles into you. Archons, he is so needy. “And isn’t it your responsibility to cater my needs?”

You narrow your eyes at him. Very needy indeed. “Amazing. What should I do next, then?”

“Ahaha, kiss me.”

“Again?”

“Yes.”

“You really are distracting me from my studies. Do you want me to fail?”

“Of course not. But kiss me. Please?”

#venti x reader #cw: suggestive #sorry again for this v late response #i'm very busy with college #and life in general #i can't believe it too like man my schedule is so jampacked #i was supposed to post this a week ago #but yeaaah #had no time #anyway it's a snippet #i'm not sure if i'll post the whole jealous venti fic JHSHJDK #we will see #for now #i drown in midterms #tomato.writes #tomato.replies

[realindevelopment-returns]

plan is to hit 2024 with the 'what are we going to do now?" vibe

#one of the best intros #the clash #and life in general #Youtube

[paperweight-inshadesofgreige]

umm, bestie are you okay? (i just saw you reblogged my post three times) <3

im never okay <3

#yea im fine (me when i lie) #okay but like fr im doing pretty good #if i dont think abt school #and life in general #yeah #ty for asking love u <3 #felizusnavidad #asks

[lp-parker]

Dib’s chronology. (Just a way to make Dib a sort of X-files agent and angst)

Some bad stuff happened and some other [REDACTED]

#I really like Dib suffering #for Zim #and life in general #I want to start posting comics and fanfics around all of this #but I’m just soo LAZY D: #this babies started as warm up doodles that ended up refining #invader zim #dib membrane #zadr #zadf #invader zim fanart #my art #dib invader zim

[theriacballad]

i saw ur status on discord and didnt wanna bother you or ping,,, but I hope you're okay dude 🫶🏻 we love you

Thanks for the concern <:] Lots of IRL stuff happened and it really just set me back a good few pegs regarding my mental health, so I’m trying to just take time heal. I appreciate it 💙

#meow meow! thanks for the ask! #meowing on the microphone #you know how the song and dance goes with mental health #and life in general #ups and downs #but!! still I’ll prevail :]

[aliengirl]

My queue is empty but i have screenshots!! I just need to edit, hold on

#its getting hard to play #because of uni #and life in general #i miss my sims!!!!!!!! #alien talks

[gossamerrose]

Improbable meetings: Krul meeting young Shinya

#hiiragi shinya #krul tepes #owarinoseraph #myart #im trying to avoid work #and life in general #sigh #art #anime #manga

[alasblogpoetry]

withered sky

Love was a flame of passion, Cacophony of senses, A bird I caught and tried to hold With bare hands, A bird I caught and tried to fit Into a single word, Or sentence, Paragraph, Or poem, Night-long discussions, Adventures in the woods, Hugs in the sun, Kisses in the rain, You dyed my sky the colors I never knew existed,

Yet clouds dissipate, Yet rainbows fade, Yet magic dies, 'Love' ceased to be Big Bang of passion Compressed into one word, 'Love' is now mere movements of the tongue, A habit of some sorts, I love our dying love, I will forever cherish every hug, And kiss, And walk, And poem, That we shared, Yet love has withered, I wish us both to find our love again.

#took ap calc today #it went splendabulous #i love math #as for the poem #and life in general #things change #the show must go on #i will start posting more frequently #Art recently posted a lot of cool poetry on here yall better check it out #anyways #alasblog #poetry #alasblogpoetry #creative writing #emerald and art #by emerald #P.S. I wrote the poem about a week ago #but I couldn't come up with a title #so earlier today Art and I were discussing it over discord #they suggested many potential titles #I said what I was looking for in a title #and then #we both had this idea #we sent it #at the exact same time #and it was exactly the same #we decided it's fate so we had to go with it #we say the same thing at the same time both irl and over text so often it's insane #same brain #true besties

[sugarhillpark]

nothing with more cursed energy than me after my shift the other day, standing in the pink toy aisle of the expensive department store in the mall i work at, broken out skin, sleep-deprived dead eyes, staring deeply into theft-alarmed birthday wishes barbie as i eat from a packet of hot chips i put an ungodly amount of vinegar on and visibly perturb a yuppie mother in an indoor hat peering at me over the next row 

#i'm so exhausted with people #and life in general #i'm way too apathetic for you to stop me watching the barbies like it's aquarium until the anti nausea medication kicks in babe #buy your peppa pig thing and go i'm just gonna think about anthony green ****** ***** ******* harder

[nutrig]

crack a bottle, run a bath. we’ve got some trouble to speak of, we’ll have a good cry and after that these are the things we should do love, we’ll have a good fuck. and a good laugh, and maybe dinner at midnight… crack a bottle, run a bath, these are the things we should do, love…

#the way he sings and writes about intimacy like #and life in general #sultry tones and sinful themes but at the end of the day #he’s just talking about what he and his love will do that night #talk about the problems and then feel the emotions #I just want to SOB #it’s so good #shayfer james #crack a bottle run a bath

[disc80s]

#is being predisposed to having depression/general feeling of sadness through your whole life an actual thing? #or do I just have undiagnosed high functioning depression #txt

[softwaring]

we’re really out here living in an AI dystopian hellscape and this shit has just begun… the future is grim…

#ai #anti ai #wotc #wacom #ai scam #ai scammers #yall warn the less intuitive people in your life about the voice scam stuff… scary af! #ai art #ai generated #ai image #ai artwork #aiartcommunity

[fanfic-phoenix]

Phoenix's wins this week:

I booked tickets to see The Phantom Menace in cinema next Sunday!!!

I booked tickets to see The Search for Spock in cinema in June!!!

I just planned 3 (decent!) maths lessons in under an hour

Mum bought me a surprise gingerbread man to take on the school trip I'm chaperoning tomorrow

Phoenix's not-wins this week:

I Did Not Know that I was opening the cafe alone yesterday, didn't pick up the key on Friday, and therefore had to sprint to the other location (thankfully not to far) to get the spare, sprint back, and then do all my opening jobs

My asthma has not spontaneously disappeared, and the running was unpleasant XD

#personal #phoenix does teacher training #and life in general #guys #it was a stressful first ever shift alone I'm telling you #but i survived to live my best fandom life

[stil-lindigo]

Ahmed Saad, a Palestinian man who had to jump through an insane amount of loops to get the funds necessary for escaping Gaza, is asking us all to donate to his friend’s family fund.

Mohamed is a hemophilia patient who needs access to medicine and to do surgery on his knees, his 11-year-old daughter also needs thigh surgery (she was supposed to do it outside Gaza in November but couldn't travel due to the border issues). Mohammed’s condition is worsening rapidly and, with Israel destroying the last functional hospital in Gaza, things are looking dire.

Please donate generously!

#Ahmed has truly an incredibly empathetic soul #and Israel is so ludicrously and inconceivably evil #there were 36 hospitals in the Gaza Strip four months ago and now there are none #these fucking monsters deserve nothing #so please feel for the Palestinians desperate to leave and get help #you can make a difference in a persons life today #please donate generously #palestine #free Palestine #call to action #from the river to the sea #free gaza #free West Bank

[lackadaisycal-art]

Family Recipe

#art #illustration #character art #artists on tumblr #original characters #cooking #generational #family #generations #mixed family #kids lit #mourning #death #life after death #Procreate

[spitblaze]

Men and masculinity are not inherently bad or untrustworthy things and I don't mean that in a 'misandry is real and a problem' way, I mean that in a 'I think some of you might have contracted minor radfem poisoning' way

#spitblaze says things #its...not normal or good to look at two gay men living their life and go 'EW GROSS MEN BLEGH DISGUSTING' #being fed up with patriarchal structure and a general 'men' is one thing. i get that shit #disgust and disdain at all who (or DON'T but you think they do) identify as such is uh. worth maybe thinking a lil harder about #doin numbers