help a trans disabled couch-surfing black person recover
i have a month before my abusive extended family is kicking me out'
they dont care that im disabled and in pain. they dont cate that ill be recovering.
my white adopted family disowned me for getting top surgery.
this recovery is going to be impossible to do alone. i already needed a caretaker because im physically disabled, dont have crutches or a wheelchair, and frequently injure myself because no one is around to help me. my heart problems have gotten so much worse, ive been maintaining a resting heartrate of 121 for the past few months and recently blacking out in pain and fatigue.
my job still hasnt started yet
please help me hire a care taker so i dont hurt myself anymore. please help me afford mobility aids.
please help me save money so i dont have to live disabled on the streets. it WILL kill me, i can barely survive in a house as it is.
v3nmo
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REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED. EVEN A SINGLE D0LL@R HELPS.
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stares at you cutely eyes wide while foaming at the mouth….i see you write for welcome home!!!!!!! could you write wally darling and eddie dear (separate ofc) dating hcs ^_^
eddie seems so sweet i lobe heem…
— when wally realizes that he has feelings for you, i can imagine it going two different ways.
the first way would be that he would be very honest and sincere when he confesses! he’s always very direct with his words, especially when they’re meaningful! he might like to take you on a special date or find some other special way to express his feelings!!
the second way, and my personal favorite, is that he straight up just… doesn’t ask to be your boyfriend. all he knows is that he likes to be near you, so he’s just gonna follow you around like a lost puppy begging for your attention!
i think that wally would be a very attentive partner though, always making sure that you feel loved and appreciated!! i feel like he would be pretty affectionate, often expressing his feelings through quality time with you! sometimes he can come off as a bit clingy, but why wouldn’t he want to be around you all the time?! :D
i think he would enjoy simple, low-key dates like picnics in the park, playing together at home, or going for a walk through the neighborhood. he loves his neighborhood a lot, so i don’t see him wanting to get out of town often
wally is a very creative person, so he might surprise you with little gestures like writing you a love poem or painting a portrait of you!! he would try to be very cheesy romantic and would always find ways to make you feel special!
he’s a very loyal and devoted partner, so he would always be there for you, no matter what. he would be very protective and somewhat possessive of you and would do anything to make you feel as special as you are to him!!!
— when eddie realizes that he has feelings for you, he would be a little nervous about confessing his feelings, but he would be very honest and open when he finally does, even if it ends up being a bit awkward.. he’s just relived to get everything off his chest!
he would be a very caring and thoughtful partner, always making sure that you feels supported and loved. he might be a little nervous about showing affection, but i can see him trying to express his feelings through small gestures like holding hands or leaving little notes for you to find. maybe even writing love letters every day to drop off with your mail!!
i feel like he would enjoy spending time with you in quiet, intimate settings where you can really connect and get to know each other!! he might like going for walks in nature, trying new hobbies, or staying in to watch movies.
in the relationship, eddie would prioritize honesty and communication. he would want to make sure that you always feel comfortable talking to him about anything, and he would be a great listener when you need to vent or share your thoughts.
eddie is a loyal and affectionate partner. he might be a little reserved at first, but he would open up more as he becomes more comfortable and secure in the relationship!!
overall, eddie would be a very kind and dependable partner who will always be there to support you with cuddles and kisses!! he might be a little shy showing his affection outwardly at first, but he would always show his love through his actions and thoughtfulness!
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aheem heem… hello dearest mutual… uhm… renthubs + 14 mayhaps? :3c
14. bruised / kissed (x) (1285 words. help. you guys made me terrible)
It’s late, and the basement of the monolith is already starting to seep through with cold. Etho runs a hand up the back of his neck, trying to work out the tension from sleeping funny the night before. He’s been in this position for a good part of an hour, tracing out the lines of blueprints half understood. He sighs.
"Knock, knock."
Etho straightens, startling. He turns in his chair to notice the outline of Ren in the doorway of his workspace.
"Oh, hey, Ren,” he says, relaxing his shoulders. Ren smiles at him, his ears perking up.
“Mind if I come in?” he asks, raising his eyebrows. He’s carrying a cup in his hands.
“No, no,” Etho waves his roommate in, patting the desk, as if to say join me here, the space is yours, too. Which. A few months ago, may not have been the case. As Ren pulls from the doorway, Etho squints into the rest of his living space. "Is Bdubs..."
Ren shakes his head.
"No, he's asleep."
Etho nods.
"Ah,” he says, leaning back against the desk. He tucks his leg up against the back, tilting his head. “What're you still doing up?"
Ren sits at the edge of the desk. He glances behind him for a moment, making sure that, when he inevitably wags his tail, it won’t knock anything over. Etho smiles, something warm weaseling up next to his heart.
“Oh. I couldn’t sleep. I figured I might,” Ren taps his fingers against the cup he’s holding and Etho watches him glance between it and his face. “Uh, see if you wanted company until you went up.”
Etho smiles and his eyes crinkle. “Thanks.”
Ren nods. After a second, he holds out the mug he was holding to Etho. Etho reflexively holds his hands out, before Ren even speaks. He shifts in the chair to meet him better.
“Here,” Ren says. Etho holds the warm cup in the cradle of his hands. It smells sweet, almost like cinnamon, or nutmeg, some dark spice he can’t place.
“Oh. It’s...” He furrows his eyebrows. Coffee.
“You don’t have to drink it now,” Ren blurts. His ears pin back. Something in his voice asks I don’t know if you like it. How does he say I’ll drink it for you? Ren continues: “You can wait until I leave.”
“I appreciate it.” Etho laughs, setting the cup down. That alone seems to make Ren’s shoulder’s relax. Etho sees his ears twitch. He settles back again, draping his arm over his knee. Ren tilts his head, just a bit, waiting on the inevitable question he must sense in Etho’s posture. "What did I miss today?"
Ren grins. The way it lights up his face. Etho wants to bottle whatever that is. "Oh man. Plans. All across the floor,” he spreads his hands, glancing over at him. “We spent twenty minutes trying to lay them out but my god when we did. Etho have you seen—"
Etho leans forward. "The color on them?"
Ren swings out, bats at his arm. He bats him back.
"And the design!” Ren says, rocking back, gesturing wildly with his hands. “They don't even look like someone could build them. They're inhuman!"
Etho nods, watching Ren try so very hard not to wag his tail. Etho says, pressing his hands together:
"He's been developing this new way of shading things so that the gradients create the texture for him, he's redefining—"
"Negative space," they say together.
"Exactly,” Ren sighs. “Wow."
Etho hums. Ren settles back against the desk, both hands behind him.
"It's nice having someone else to look after him, y'know,” Etho says. Ren inclines his head, ears perking up.
"Bdubs?"
Etho smiles.
"Mhm."
Ren huffs out a laugh, pressing a hand to his chest. He dips his head, as if it’ll prevent Etho from seeing the flush on his face.
"It's. An honor that you trust me to do it."
Etho traces the lip of the cup. He shrugs.
"Sure. You're an easy guy to trust."
Ren shakes his head, smiling, voice carrying a sheepish laugh.
"Please."
"I mean it."
“I know, I know,” Ren says, still laughing a little. There’s a lull, just for a moment, the two of them sitting quietly. Ren looks into his hands before he speaks again, quiet and still smiling.
"I care about you too, y'know."
"Yeah?" Etho snorts. But Ren sounds too sincere when he says it. Etho replays scenes in his head. Little things. Moments. Ren makes him breakfast. Ren tells him to be safe. Ren says to go to bed. Ren brings him tea. His favorite tea. Ren listens. Ren leans back in when Etho leans against him, too tired to walk back alone from another redstone project. Ren trusts him to critique his building, something he’s only ever been asked to do by Bdubs. Bdubs leaves them together. He tells Bdubs late one night that he likes Ren. It isn’t the stronger word. But Bdubs lights up nonetheless. He’s reading his mind. And Ren says:
"Yeah,” in a soft voice.
Etho feels something in his chest seize. He pushes the mug forward on the desk to put his hand down, pulling himself out of the chair and to a stand.
“Ren,” he says, his hand half outstretched between them. Ren glances over.
“Hm?”
“I, uh,” he swallows. For some reason, the words don’t sound right in his mouth. Not like he can’t say them, but that they’re suddenly not good enough. There is something much too bright and great in his chest to be encapsulated by words alone. He holds his hand out, palm up, and Ren, after a beat of hesitation, sets his hand on his. Etho turns his hand over. He reads over the fine lines of his hand. He wonders if he were to run his thumbs over his palm if it would be softer than his own. Maybe. Maybe.
Etho sighs to settle his nerves. He feels his hands start to twitch, just a little, so he squeezes Ren’s hand and watches his fingers curl reflexively. Etho reaches up and tucks his fingers under one of the loops of his mask.
“I figured this was right,” Etho says. “Given the circumstances.”
Ren’s eyes are wide.
“What circumstances are those?” He says like the breath is caught in his chest.
Etho unhooks the mask from one ear, then the other. It’s. His hands are shaking. He swallows hard. He hears Ren take in a breath that sounds too sharp to be good.
“I uh, I think,” Etho manages. He sets the mask on the table. He lets go of Ren’s hand. “I just figured out what loving a new person feels like.”
Ren holds his hand in the space between them. When Etho meets his eye, Ren’s gaze flicks over his face. He’s smiling. He’s smiling.
“How long you been figuring it out?” he asks.
Etho smiles, too. “A while, I think.”
Ren’s tail is wagging. Etho is smiling. Ren’s hand is coming up, not to trace his scar or his mouth of too sharp teeth or the split of his lip. He holds the right side of his face in his hand and he’s smiling. He traces the rise of his cheek and Etho leans into it. He feels something bubble up in his chest that might burst and take him with it.
“Yeah,” Ren says. "Me too.”
And he pulls Etho to him. (And Etho goes, kisses him. All his confessions have been with a kiss. All of them are just as sweet. And when Etho sleeps tonight, he is bracketed by two people who love him.)
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