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#at one point he made me agree to marry him and dream me did just bc she was absolutely terrified of him????
mishkakagehishka · 9 months
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Me when i dream of lil Mika but it's another nightmare
#and this one was so stressful bc like#i dreamt he was indeed my s/o but he was so controlling#like i was so stressed out felt like a trapped deer trying to gather a support circle so i can get away from him and he just kept ruining it#all for me. fucker learnt my native lang just so he could monitor my conversation with my family🤕#at one point he made me agree to marry him and dream me did just bc she was absolutely terrified of him????#girl just beat his ass ?????????#but like jokes aside i'm still in that ''just woke up from a nightmare'' mood so i still feel the adrenaline so i still get#why he was so scary like. i didn't know he knew my lang until he threatened me and told me i'm not allowed to speak to#my family anymore (bc i tried to get my dad to help me) and he was very. pushy with se.xual stuff#which like here's a fun fact but i'm a hypochondriac and i find it very hard to bond with people so i just kinda#accepted that i'm waiting for marriage (which is easier to explain than ''i need to REALLY trust you'' and agreeing to marriage is on that#level anyway) so when i TRIED to get him to stop by telling him i don't want to before i have a ring it did fuck-all to stop a guy#who was just like ''well we ARE getting married so what's the problem''😔😔😔😔#i woke up before he did anything tho which i'm thankful for bc every time i dream of being sa'd it feels like it reopens old woundd#and it takes me a while to actually calm down from it#i will say tho. it's a vibe to dream of thingd you consider hot in concept but terrifying irl (controlling/abusive men <3)#bc like you know in-dream it FEELS like it's real life i really didn't care that it was Mika and he's not real it was reality for me#and so it was terrifying i was crying every time i'd get a hope of getting away from him he'd ruin it for me very swiftly etc etc#like i'm still stressed out. but. the concept? like now that i know i'm safe and none of that was real? i just think o-kayyyyyyyyy#lmfjsjsnmemdksks i'm hopeless. but not really! confirmation i'm actually normal just like certain things from the safety of fantasy
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goldsbitch · 21 days
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Our wedding
Y/N and Lando probably went a little too overboard when planning their wedding. She finally looses it when his friend suggests a product placement bucket hat.
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A dream wedding.
Distant palazzo, with acres of private lands to roam around at night. Lavish dress, designed to fit perfectly and re-done three times. Coordinators, who made sure everyone who needed to be invited actually was. And also took care about almost anything one can imagine.
A perfect wedding, that's what they both wanted. Go big or go home. Combining romance, with generously giving everyone they loved, or deemed important, the time of their life. To say that this event was supposed to be extra would be an understatement.
Lando said yes to all of Y/N's wished regarding flower arrangements, menu items and rooming lists. She said yes to all of this ideas about the music, sound systems set up in each part of the venue (because heaven would turn upside down if there had been one quiet spot with no music, according to Lando) and drinks choices. They could not agree on the photographer - so Lando just booked his, and hers option as well. Saving money was not on the table. He knew that the amount of good PR and brand deals the Quadrant team managed to get together was going to pay out in the long run. Everyone loves a wedding.
That's where the first issues started - the amount of people invited grew into higher hundreds. She voiced her point few times, but Lando quickly shut those off with a promise to book a private charter for all friends and family who were coming from her homeland. She caved in and agreed to just few more CEO's she'd never met, as long as they did not share their table.
It was the final two months before the wedding and things could not be more hectic. They had to plan the wedding around Lando's race schedule, so summer break between races it was. Y/N had to juggle her job with all of this planning, so she attended less races than she usually would. Most of the calls she shared with Lando were wedding related and it seemed like his best friend Max took it upon himself to speak on behalf of Lando - so sometimes it felt like she was marrying Max rather than her fiancé. After a total break down she had few days ago, which resulted in her crying on the phone to Lando at 4 am his local time, they agreed she absolutely had to come over to the next race so that they could find some down time.
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Having to endure a tiring overnight flight, she finally stepped into the hotel where Lando was staying at. Exhausted, jet-lagged and generally in a bad mood were the main ingredients in the perfect cocktail of "you should just avoid me" Y/N. She finally opened the door to his room and let out a groan. Traveling to see him used to be her favorite thing. A bombastic cherry on top was that she immediately recognized Max's voice coming from the living room. Was this guy staying in the same room as them now?
"Y/N, is that you?" she heard, desperately hoping he hadn't heard her enter in. She felt like a bitch for wishing that, but he was the last person she wanted to see at that point. Her hopes of jumping in the bed and cuddling Lando the first thing coming here dissolved like cotton candy, leaving tooth aches behind.
"Yes, Max, it's me," she said, not even bothering adjusting her tone to something more socially appropriate.
"Great, just on time. Can you come in here? We have some decisions that are becoming pressing matters," he said dryly and added his own frustrated comment quietly "...since someone does not feel like answering emails." She heard that, bit her lip and swallowed all her comments, otherwise she would explode.
"What's up?" she asked, entering the living space. There were dozens of baseball caps and buckets hats laid down on the coffee table with Max and some random young guy towering over them.
"We need you to pick out one of these which you'll be wearing after the reception. I have a great brand deal on the table which I need to close today. So, go ahead - pick one." She could not believe the words coming out of Max's mouth. Was he for real?
"May I ask when did I agree to wearing a baseball cap with my dress right after my wedding?"
Max glanced at her and then rolled his eyes. "Can you just pick one? Lando is on board with this, he'll be wearing this green one," he pointed to objectively very nice stylish item of clothing - but still, it was a bucket hat. Rage levels shot up in Y/N blood steam.
"Max, I'm suppose to be wearing my wedding dress until the evening, that's also in some deal you guys made," she proclaimed, hoping this would finally make him get some sense. "The dress is very classical, I don't think this would fit the vibe."
"Oh, come, we agreed to sticking to the Quadrant Athletes color palette and all of these check that. We want to break the classical vibe up with this."
"I'm sorry, who exactly is we in this scenario? And who the fuck are you?!" she pointed at the guy standing next to Max.
"I'm...I'm the product placement controller," he said in a shy voice.
Her eyes just went wide at that point.
"Y/N, no need to freak out again, you need to create a viral moment to make the brand grow," Max said, as if he was talking about a new merch launch.
And that was the final straw. "I'm getting sick of you guys making my wedding into a Quadrant PR stunt. You need to realize this is my wedding, not yours! The whole event is already dripping with brand deals and promotions, is there nothing out of line to you? Will my mom also have to wear one of these hats? Will force the officiant to wear sneakers? Where will you stop?"
Max stared at her, his own cup finally also full. But unlike her, he spoke calmly - again, giving strong business vibes. "Oh, I'm sorry - I'm sorry I am pulling heaven and Earth to make sure your wedding does not ruin your future husband! I apologize that I seem to be more stressed about this wedding than you are. Sorry for caring and trying to uphold some standard."
"Max, this is all too much! I feel like I'm suffocating," she tried to reason with him once more.
He just had enough at that point. So many little moments of mutual disagreement finally grew on him.
"Yeah, well maybe you're just not suited for this world."
Before she could even take a breath to respond, a familiar voice cut them both off.
"Guys, that's enough I'd say," Lando said as he slowly stepped out the same corridor Y/N had entered moments ago. Both Max and Y/N turned around, knowing they'd have spoken way differently had they known he was there as well.
Max gulped, knowing he stepped over a line and immediately started to apologize. "Mate, I'm sorry, we just sort of lost it. I'm sorry."
Lando glanced at him, his face suddenly hard to read for both his friend and his fiancée. He quickly flashed Y/N a look, seeing the obvious distress finally on his own, in a way the camera on a phone just does not capture. It pained him to see them two fighting, but it pained him more to see her on the verge of crying.
She couldn't find words to apologize to Max. In fact she could barely even see him, as Lando took all of her attention.
"Can you guys leave us for now? I think we need to talk alone," Lando said in a tone so serious that Max hardly remembered last time he'd heard it.
"Yeah, mate. Of course," he said shyly, gesturing to his companion to quickly exit with him.
Once the door finally clicked, Y/N felt like she could get out of her frozen state.
"My god. Lando, I knew it would be a challenge these few months, but I did not expect to grow so far away from you," she said, as the words flew out of her mouth without her being able to control it.
He was more careful with his words, but brave nevertheless. "It's true. I don't think we've even been so distant."
Him acknowledging it just made it real and hurt more.
"Right. At least we have that in common."
There was an awkward silence, something these two hadn't experienced in months.
"Why is Max involved so much?" she asked, hoping that she would not hear anything that would make her biggest fear come true - Lando's lack of desire to marry her.
He took a moment to get his point in the right order. "He's my best friend. This is our wedding. I can't stop focusing on racing, but I want it to be perfect. I'd say not giving him any credit sometimes."
Of course, he was defending him. She wondered if he defended her in front of Max sometimes.
All card on the table. She gulped before uttering the next sentence. "I'm scared that I don't want to go to my own wedding anymore. I feel like an unwanted guest."
They shared a look full of hidden pain. It was impossible to tell, but Lando was scared as never before. "What are you saying...Do you want to call it of??"
She looked back at him, praying that he would understand. "God no, that's the last thing I want to do," she sighed and put her head in her hands. How did it got to a place where he could even assume that? "Marrying you, the love of my life, is my dream. In fact, I'd just like to jump to the moment where I can finally say yes to you."
The air still felt really heavy. "Then let's do just that."
"What do you mean?"
Lando took few steps closer to her, missing her close proximity for the past few weeks. He desperately needed to fix them. "Let's book a wedding for next week in Monaco, just you me and any other people required by the law."
The idea of that seemed silly at first. But the more she thought about it, the more she craved that idea. "So, you want to call the actual wedding off?"
Lando chuckled at the image of them cancelling that at last minute and all the hustle that would bring. "No, silly, not unless you really want to. But who says we can't have a fake ceremony there, celebrate with everyone, while already being married at that point? We don't need to tell anyone, keep the magic for them. We can have two weddings."
It was her time to laugh now. "So because we find organizing one wedding hard, we're going to be doing two now?"
"We are anything but conventional. And if this is news for you then, well...That would mean I'm marrying the queen of delulu. Twice."
The weight of the past weeks was lifted.
"Does this mean I can say "No." at the big wedding?" she teased him, closing the distance between them and holding his hand.
"Not if I'll say "No." first," he winked and quickly gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"I'm not wearing a bucket hat. Just stating that now."
"Oh come, at least one of our weddings," he said as he ruffled her hair. "Wow, I think you need a post airport shower, my love."
"Do not try and change the topic - no bucket hats!" she mumbles as she tried to fix her hair.
"Fine, I'll just get you drunk. You'll wear a bucket hat at one of our weddings one way or another."
It felt so good to just banter with him, like they always did before they got caught up in all the stress. A shot of guilt went through her system, as she flashed back at the whole process so far.
"I should probably apologize to Max," she uttered, avoiding his eye contact once again.
He finally hugged her. "Yeah probably. But...let him rot in his feelings for a moment. I hate when someone makes you upset. Apart from me, of course."
"What makes me upset right now is the alarming amount clothes you're wearing."
"That's my girl!"
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They got legally married the following weekend, Lando bribing anyone he could in order for them to skip few spots that were unavailable. The first wedding was secret and full of inappropriate, but honest kisses. The second one was fake, but they slayed it together, as newly married couple. Without the stress of actually getting married, they really enjoyed their wedding. The little secret stayed with them - and Max of course, because he just had to get involved with everything.
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you're losing me (one)| ja. velaryon and am. targaryen
Description: Being a popular popstar is a tiresome job, it's a good thing that you have someone to go home to. Seven years together and he still hasn't proposed. In which, you realize that letting go is one of the smartest thing that'll lead you to each other. (Aemond needs a fake-girlfriend and he accidentally bumps into his nephew's ex-girlfriend [but he doesn't know that] so he invites her to a family reunion]) (slight angst) (will have a pt. 2) Rating: General Audiences Author's Note: not at all related to mom (taylor) and dad (joe), just taking inspo from the song 💗
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"When are you getting married?" a late night host asks, leaving you laughing awkwardly.
You were a traditional woman in a sense - longing for marriage, a white picket fence, and children but Jace was different from that. He wanted to be a disruptor - an enigma for change. Marriage was never on the table with him.
"There's so much more to life than getting married." you lied, trying to convince yourself that it was what you wanted - that you didn't want to get married, but deep down - you did.
"I agree, but can you see yourself getting married in the future?" the man insinuates, holding the deck of questions on his right hand. The audience begins laughing at your awkward reaction. "Personally - I don't." you chuckle, you don't see yourself getting married because Jace didn't want to get married.
" - and if I did, I'm not telling you Jimmy." you add with a giggle, taking a long sip of the coffee beside you.
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(your first name)
In a recent interview, a question was asked about something in my private life. I took a while to answer because I wasn't prepared to show people that part of my relationship yet. I just wanna say that when I'm interviewed, I wanna talk about my work, songs, etc.. the things that I've given my entire life for.
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You placed your vintage bag loudly on the table - taking a mammoth stride towards your boyfriend who was in the process of writing his new book. You haven't spoken to each other in three-weeks, and he didn't even seem to be bothered by the distance. "I missed you." you hummed, burying your face on the crook of his neck. "I watched your interview," he answered, taking his hands off the laptop - placing them around your waist and pulling you to his lap.
"I was caught of guard honestly, my PR manager didn't warn me." you complain, trying to see if he was mad. Jace was the heir of a jewelry company. They came from old money, and he was very private with his life. There was an era in your relationship where you weren't allowed to say his name in public.
"It's fine babe - I hope they stop asking you about it though." he answers, pressing a soft kiss on the top of your head. "I mean, we haven't spoken to each other seriously about the topic." you point out, wanting to change his mind about marriage. It was wrong to force him into something - but you didn't want to force yourself into loving someone who might not love you enough.
"You've already articulated on my behalf. Marriage is for dummies, we have to do a thousand things like prenups, and planning the wedding." he rambled portraying those things like they were bad things, but to be honest - the thought of planning a wedding and choosing a wedding dress made your eyes sparkle.
Almost everyone dreams about their wedding day.
"I want to settle down." you reply with a sad face. He was working on his career - and he had no time to settle down. He was silent for a moment - thinking of a million things he'd reply to you. "I've already got my life handled - my career is flourishing, marriage and babies are the only thing left, Jace." you explain.
"What about me?" he questions, pointing at his laptop that had 30,000 words for his new series. "You can write while being married to me." you scoff, and something in his eyes shifted.
"I'm sorry - I don't think you're getting the point. I don't want to get married because everyone who gets married fight all the time." he pointed out, now raising his voice by a few decibels. The calmness that flooded his features were gone now - and he was fuming with rage. "We're not gonna be like your parents." you argue.
"How do you know that?" he interrogates, his grip around your thigh tightens. "How can you promise me your everlasting love? How can you promise me that you'll love me everyday?" he repeats, there was a storm hidden behind those honey irises. Your eyes soften as you began to realize that there wasn't love between you anymore.
"I can't promise all of that - but I promise to choose you everyday." you profess, but he refuses to believe you. "Babe, we're fighting all the time - I haven't seen you in a month. If we can't agree in this marriage thing, then maybe we should break up." his voice softens, tears brimming his eyes.
He still loved you - but he knew that it was going nowhere. He wanted a relationship that lasted and agreed with him. You were too different - too interesting. You take a deep breath, standing up and releasing yourself from his embrace.
He was expecting you to say 'no' like all the other times before. But you walk silently - grabbing your bag and heading for the door.
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deuxmoi
(your name) is allegedly broken up with nepo-baby Jace Velaryon. (he's the son of model/heiress Rhaenyra Targ who was popular in the 90's and the hippie who made a cult, Laenor Velaryon)
archiebald22: omg why?? didn't she just have an interview a few weeks ago with jimmy fallon?
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(a year later)
He was undressing you with his mere gaze. His name was Aemond, a popular businessman in Europe and Asia. He was handsome in person, with long blonde hair and a purple eye that glimmered in the moonlight. You shouldn't be horny just by staring at him - but you are, because he oozed with sex-appeal.
"Aemond Targaryen," he introduced himself with a smile, and you shake his hand. "(Your name)" you greet, smiling in return.
This could be something new.
He wasn't anything like you've had before.
"What are you doing in this small country?" you inquire, walking beside him on the small gardens of the hotel. It's been a while since you've stepped foot in America, everything about New York reminded you of your West Village. "I heard that a beautiful singer was going to be here," he teased, ignoring the paparazzis that were chasing you around. He's heard your name a few times - mostly because his niece was a big fan of you.
"I don't think Beyonce's here" you joke in return, earning a soft chuckle from the man. "I'm talking about you." he answered. He reaches for the calling card inside his wallet, "I'd like to take you out on dinner sometimes." he smiled, walking away - realizing that his business-partners were calling him.
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ynandjaceworld: the day that music died...... its been a year guys.
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chamalamabingbong: mom and dad didn't even have a proper picture together 😭💔
ynfanbase: i kinda feel bad because dad's books suck - queefburger: yeah bcuz they're non-fiction 🤬
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" - you look like a/an (your nationality) singer." the waitress points out, and you resist the chuckle that wishes to come out of your mouth. "I get that a lot." you smile, and she nods - walking away. Aemond laughs, seeing that you looked like a deer caught on headlights.
"It must be hard being famous," he converses, twirling the pasta on his fork and bringing it to his mouth. You lick your lips - his food looked delicious, meanwhile - you were stuck with a salad. "I've been famous since the dawn of time - I can't remember living life without the cameras." you answer, piercing the lettuce with your fork.
All you could think about was that creamy carbonara he was eating. Why do men always have that instinct that lets them know if food is good? Damn, you wanted one of those. " You've been famous for so long, but you still owe the IRS $6 Million" he opened his mouth to speak, and the world began to still around you.
Shit.
"Hey, that's not cool." you complain with a pout, still continuing to eat the salad on your plate. It was the cheapest thing in the menu. "I'm not here to shame you about the money that's in your pockets, I need your help - and I think you're the only one that's willing to help me." he calmed you down.
"Here's the thing, my father is going to give his entire inheritance to the first person that gets married in our family. Of course me, my brother and my nephew are fighting for that spot - seeing that my oldest sister doesn't want any ties with us." he whispered. He pushes the carbonara to your side, seeming to realize that you wanted it.
"- and trust me, I can fake a wedding." he added, in a low tone.
"What do I get in return?" you inquire, with an ambitious nature.
"$10 Million - I know that you're good with money. You just lost all of it trying to help your con-artist father." he stated, and you nod.
"Okay, I can play your fiancee." you hum.
part two
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my first time writing in this style.
@beaconofthehightower @casualheartadorable @glame @yentroucnagol
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gabessquishytum · 6 months
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Hob likes food okay, he thinks cooking is a act of love, so when he's tapped by HFGTV for his own food show, he knows he's going to do it his own way. His show is sort of Guy Fieri-ish -- Hob will happily eat your burger made of 5 cheeses; that corn dip that was a hit at your town's most recent potluck,,, if it's made with love and care... Hob will happily chow down. He gets to travel and speak (and cook) with normal people who love it as much as he does.
Dream is a Michelin Starred chef; with famous, but popular, restaurants with aggressive wait lists. Food is art and craft; and while he still loves cooking (not that he has time to eat any of it) he finds himself bored of his function.
Dream and Hob bump into each other at an industry event:
M (dripping with distainful disbelief): You're that chef that happily eats oreos dipped in marshmallow fluff, covered in chocolate and deep fried?!
H: 😍 I love your food! You watch my show?!?!!! Wanna go a a date with me, snobby Mc'beautiful man?!
Dream hates himself, a little, that he finds the heathen charming.
This is the cutest thing I've ever seen. I'm MELTING.
So maybe Dream is only in Hob’s part of town for the weekend, just for this event. So Hob persuades him - he'll take Dream for a tour around his favourite food spots. They'll have fun, eat, and maybe Dream will find his love for food again. Maybe they'll also do a little smoochin'. Dream rolls his eyes so hard they nearly fall out BUT he agrees.
It's late morning when they start out so Hob drags Dream for brunch at his favourite little hole in the wall cafe. They do a fusion breakfast menu with traditional British stuff plus breakfast foods from all different regions of India, and you can pick and choose whatever you want to eat. Hob knows all the staff and ends up dragging Dream into the kitchen to chat/try little mouthfuls of food. By the time they sit down to eat Dream has a tiny smile on his face (although he seriously objects to how much ketchup Hob is putting on his plate).
After brunch they walk around a bit and go get boba at Hob’s favourite place because he's scandalised that Dream has never tried it?! Hob also can't help but talk about how much he loves Dream’s food and how he'd eat at his restaurant every single day if he could. Dream can't believe that someone would care so much about his food, but he's very charmed. He even says he'll cook for Hob some time.
Next stop is to get freshly baked gingerbread from a tiny food truck. Hob spends the whole time trying to wheedle the secret recipe out of the owner while Dream is like "don't tell him, he obviously can't keep a secret to save his life." They're basically already an old married couple and they get the gingerbread for free.
At this point Dream needs to lie down because he hasn't eaten so much food in forever, so Hob offers to take him back to his flat and they can drink tea and just talk about food. Dream ends up falling asleep on Hob’s shoulder and when he wakes up, Hob has ordered pizza. Its cheesy and greasy and a little bit terrible, but there's something about it that reminds Dream why he became a chef in the first place.
They end up making out on the sofa for a few hours until Hob pulls away with this face like he just had the best idea. "We need to do a show together. Where we do what we did today and I seduce you with good, honest food."
And although Dream wrinkles up his nose like he hates the thought... he's the one calling up the studio in the morning and demanding to be allowed to pitch the show 😉
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nebulablakemurphy · 1 year
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Moves & Countermoves (Part 11)
Prologue | One | Two | Three | Four | Five | Six | Seven | Eight | Nine | Ten
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Eight weeks.
It’s been eight weeks since the tour. Y/N grows more anxious with each passing day, waking from terrible nightmares alone. She finds Haymitch sitting on the couch, with a bottle in hand.
“You need to sleep,” he says after a long moment.
“I can’t,” she argues.
“Come here.” Haymitch waits until she is settled, with her head in his lap, before throwing the blanket over her. “Close your eyes.”
She nuzzles against his thigh, utterly exhausted but unwilling to return to the horror of her dreams.
In truth, that’s why he’s forsaken the warmth of their bed for the couch. They’re coming up on a Quarter Quell…and anything can happen in a Quarter Quell. He knows that better than anyone, after being reaped with double the tributes.
He peeks down. Her eyes are closed; breathing too fast, her muscles rigid. “You’re safe.” Haymitch murmurs, “it’s just you and me.” These whispers continue until she snores lightly.
He wakes with a hand still twined in hers and a kink in his neck, from sleeping upright.
Y/N doesn’t stir as he stretches and yawns to the patter of little feet on the second floor. Haymitch stumbles into the kitchen, flipping on the burner to start breakfast.
“Honk.”
He turns with the spatula in hand. Surely he is dreaming, or perhaps the years have slowly driven him insane. But he knows for certain that damn goose is not in his house, again. And if it were, it sure as hell wouldn’t have the audacity to honk at him.
“Get,” Haymitch warns, shooing the beast out through the back door. It wails at him all the while, rousing Y/N.
She rubs her eyes, trying to make sense of the scene. “Louie?”
“Honk.”
“Don’t say his name.” Haymitch grunts, closing the door harshly behind the animal.
Y/N laughs, “how’d he get in here?”
“I had the sliding door open for some fresh air.”
“Smells good,” she takes another whiff.
“I made breakfast.”
“Thank you,” she forces herself from the cushions. Brushing past her husband toward the bathroom.
Haymitch is in a better mood when she returns. Everest and Arista are seated at the island, scarfing down pancakes as Haymitch fills them in on the goose fiasco.
“I turn around and he’s standing there.” Haymitch points to the exact spot.
Arista gasps, resorting to his full name, “Louis.”
“Had to chase him out with the spatula.”
Everest chuckles, around a forkful of eggs.
“You didn’t hit him, right Daddy?” Arista looks up with those big eyes, the same color as Y/N’s.
“No,” Haymitch sighs, “I didn’t hit him.”
Y/N comes to collect her plate, standing beside Haymitch, opposite the kids.
“You can sit down.” He smirks, watching her take the first bite.
“I’m ok,” she bumps his hip with her own. They are fuller now, at seven months pregnant. “I’ll just hang out here with you.”
“Don’t threaten me with a good time.” Stay with me forever.
“Hey mom,” Everest calls her attention.
“Hmm?”
“Do you think we can plant some of the seeds Peeta gave me?”
The geese have done a number on their garden.
“Yeah, we can do that.” Y/N agrees, wanting to soak up as much time with them as she can before the baby.
They haven’t talked much about names. Even the crib resides in one of the spare rooms, untouched, unprepared.
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“Oh, Katniss.” Octavia, of her prep team, has tears in her eyes at the sight. “You look beautiful.”
The Capitol has chosen this dress; the dress. The one she’ll be married in, though it needs quite a bit of alteration.
“Is that my dress?” Y/N chokes out. She thought it might be strung up in a museum somewhere, immortalized as one of Snow’s trophies, or sold to the highest bidder. She thought she’d never see it again; not now. Not on Katniss.
Katniss opens her mouth to speak. Though it isn’t her choice, she feels sick.
“She can’t wear this dress.”
“It’s what the people chose, dear. Because you’re a family,” Flavius explains. “Don’t you want Katniss to feel the way you did on your special day? We can always alter it again to fit your daughter, when the time comes.”
“No,” Y/N breathes, this can’t be happening, “no, where’s Cinna?”
“I’m here.” He emerges from the hall, scraps of ivory fabric draped over one shoulder.
“I need to talk to you, please.” Y/N is visibly shaking as Cinna follows her to the sitting room, closing the glass door so Katniss has no chance of overhearing. But she can still see them.
Her mentor’s frantic explanation, Cinna’s steadying hand at her shoulder as he listens. Gaze changing quickly from sadness to anger, mirroring Y/N’s. Cinna nods, one final time before Y/N squeezes his upper arm in parting.
“We’re going to make some changes.” The stylist says upon his return.
“Y/N,” Katniss calls from the pedestal, unable to go after her. “Wait.”
“I’ll be back.”
“I’m sorry.” Katniss apologies, for whatever she’s done.
“No, don’t be. It’s-” Y/N breaks off, “nothing. I just need to see Haymitch.” She rushes out before Katniss can get a word in.
Cinna begins sketching out a few new additions, taking away the old, making it new.
“Is there something wrong with this dress?” She asks, itching to remove it.
Cinna shakes his head, even he has trouble looking at her in it now that he knows. “Nothing we can’t fix.”
Katniss recounts the events to Peeta later that night, he doesn’t fully understand either.
“It’s like she was afraid of the dress…or what would happen to me while I was in it.” Katniss looks down at her hands. “Maybe something happened to her.”
Peeta swallows hard, the more they learn about the Capitol, the more reason he has to believe… “I think a lot of things happened to her.”
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Commander Thread arrives within the week. Tearing through the hob, taking away what little they have and screwing down a big metal whipping post in the square.
The chaos is not missed by the inhabitants of victor’s village, Katniss least of all. Pushing her way through the crowd to find the source of the tortured screams echoing out into the streets.
Interrupting Gale’s punishment earns her a black eye, with a gash underneath and one lash to the outside of her thigh, on the eve of the big wedding. When she stands again, she is faced with the barrel of Thread’s gun.
The first person to rise to her aid is the last person who should be standing between Katniss and a bullet. Shoving Katniss behind her with one arm, the other held protective over her growing child. Explaining who she is and talking him down. Thread recognizes her, Katniss too after a moment; if he kills them it will be his head on the chopping block.
Haymitch is fuming when he finds them there. Furious with both Y/N and Katniss for putting themselves in harm’s way. Peeta arrives on scene, another person for Haymitch to shove behind him without a second thought.
“You sure Snow wants four dead victors? Because that’s what we’re looking at here.” Haymitch reasons, holding both hands in the air. “It’s bad enough that you marked up Katniss’ face on the eve of the big wedding. My wife is carrying the most eagerly anticipated baby in Panem, all this stress isn’t good. Let it go…and we will too.”
“Fine,” the commander licks his lips, “but next time it’s the firing squad.”
“Excellent idea.”
The flogging is broadcast to the nation on a five second delay, cutting out just after Katniss jumps in.
No one sees past that point except the president. Again, the victors of district twelve have proven themselves to be a united front. A family of agitators beyond reason, who consider themselves above the law. Snow knows exactly what he must do and Plutarch already has a plan.
“It’s what we gamemakers like to call a wrinkle.”
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“Ladies and gentlemen, this is the seventy-fifth year of the Hunger Games.”
Everest and Arista are off playing with Madge and Y/N’s parents, leaving the eldest victors of district twelve to sit silently in front of the projector.
“It was written in the charter of the games, that every twenty-five years there would be a Quarter Quell, to keep fresh for each new generation the memory of those who died in the uprising against the Capitol. Each Quarter Quell is marked by games of a special significance.”
Y/N skates her thumb over Haymitch’s knuckles hoping to comfort him.
“On this the seventy-fifth anniversary of our defeat of the rebellion, we celebrate the third Quarter Quell.” Snow pulls the card free from its envelope. “As a reminder that even the strongest cannot overcome the power of the Capitol, the male and female tributes are to be reaped from the existing pool of victors in each district.”
“What?” Y/N leans forward, surely she misunderstood.
Haymitch grips his glass with enough force to shatter it, broken shards falling to the floor. He is bleeding, but he can’t feel it. The anger, the fear, the rage swallows the initial bite of pain.
“The victors will present themselves on reaping day; regardless of age, situation, or state of health.”
Y/N examines his wounds, scarlet pooling across his palm and fingers.
“Leave it, angel.” Haymitch warns, needing it to tether him to reality. Proof that this is more than a nightmare.
“I need to check on Peeta and Katniss.” Y/N remembers, pushing past the clouded lens of her own mind. “Let me take care of you before I go.”
“I need you to leave it.” He says a second time.
“Ok- I,” there are no words. Not as she stands, or presses her lips to the crown of his head and leaves. Instead she focuses on her steps, one foot in front of the other.
Haymitch stays there, unmoving, allowing his blood to stain the pristine fabric of the couch’s armrest. The front door creaks open, enough to startle him to action, he doesn’t want his children to see. Instead he tosses the throw blanket over the evidence.
“Where’s Y/N?” Katniss demands, identifying herself as the intruder.
“Ah, it’s just you.” Haymitch whips the fabric off, using it to gather the broken glass. “Take a seat.”
“We have to save them.”
“Finally done the math, have you?” Haymitch muses.
Promises are easier to make than keep. Asking for Peeta and Y/N to live is essentially asking each other to die. That’s not something that Haymitch can bring himself to do. But he does agree to volunteer for Peeta; with a sneaking suspicion that Katniss will do the same when it comes down to it.
Y/N is good, kind and selfless. Katniss has known it from the day they trained together, on the mat of the tribute center, what feels like a lifetime ago. The same way Peeta is good, willing to stand by her, comfort and protect her, at his own expense.
“Haymitch!” The sound of it is awful, wretched from Y/N’s throat.
“What’s the matter?” Haymitch stands immediately, as does Katniss, rushing toward the entryway.
“I went to check on Peeta,” Y/N flies into his arms, closed eyes shining with tears.
“You’re ok,” Haymitch murmurs, smoothing down her hair.
“But I couldn’t find,” Y/N opens her eyes to find the very person she’s been losing her mind over. “Katniss.”
Haymitch releases her. Relieved that the cause of her anguish is nothing more than a misunderstanding.
“Katniss.”
Katniss embraces her, holding fast, like it might save her, like it might change anything. In Katniss’ mind there was always some understanding, that Peeta is to Y/N as she is to Haymitch.
They fit together crudely, like an ill crafted puzzle. Even still, Katniss can no longer deny that Y/N loves her just as fiercely. No different than her own child. “Sorry I scared you. I just had to get out of there.” My mom’s screams…Prim’s questions.
“It’s ok,” Y/N pulls back to look at her. Stroking her thumbs over the blotchy apples of her victor’s cheeks. “We don’t know who they’re gonna pick.”
Katniss nods, allowing Y/N to fuss about her. Needing it just as badly, though she would never ask.
“But we know all of the victors and depending upon the reaping, I have some ideas for potential strategies and alliances-”
“You know it’s me.” Katniss says finally, voice breaking over the last word. “If the only choice is you or me in that arena, I’m the one Snow wants dead.”
“We don’t know that, sweetheart.” Haymitch scrubs his unmarred hand over his face.
“And he’d prefer you dead over Peeta.” Katniss points out, not in the mood to sugarcoat.
“You’re right,” Haymitch admits. “We know the bowls are rigged, but we don’t know how. If they want entertainment and shock value, it’s gonna be us together.” He flicks a finger between himself and Y/N. “Or you and Peeta together. We’re all star crossed lovers now and I promise you, we won’t be the only ones. It’ll be lovers, siblings, friends. If Snow’s doing it to punish us.” Now the finger is pointed at Katniss. “He’s sending in Y/N and Peeta. If it’s simply to eliminate their problems, that’d be you and me, kid. And we won’t have any idea what their angle is until reaping day.”
Part 12
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gallifreyanhotfive · 7 months
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My favorite quotes from each Doctor (TV only)
I'll have to do some for the EU too sometime.
One: "I don't make threats. But I do keep promises. And I promise you I shall cause you more trouble than you bargained for, if you don't return my property!"
Two (about his family): "Oh yes, I can when I want to. And that's the point really. I have to really want to, to bring them back in front of my eyes. The rest of the time they....they sleep in my mind and I forget."
Three: "Courage isn't a matter of not being frightened, you know. It's being afraid and doing what you have to do anyway."
Four: "You see, if someone who knew the future pointed out a child to you and told you that that child would grow up totally evil, to be a ruthless dictator who would destroy millions of lives, could you then kill that child?"
Five: "Once a man fell asleep and dreamt he was a frog. When he woke up, he didn't know if he was a man who dreamt he was a frog, or a frog who was now dreaming he was a man."
Six: "This is a situation that requires tact and finesse. Fortunately, I am blessed with both!"
Seven (while fighting the Master): "If we fight like animals, we die like animals!"
Eight (god the fact I'm limiting this post to TV is killing me, really shot myself in the foot there): "You're tired of life but afraid of dying!"
Nine: "Just this once, everybody lives!"
Ten: "Some people live more in twenty years than others do in eighty. It's not the time that matters, it's the person."
Eleven: "Nine hundred years of time and space and I've never met someone who wasn't important."
Twelve: "This is not a war. I fought in a bigger war than you will ever know. I did worse things than you could ever imagine, and when I close my eyes....I hear more screams than anyone could ever be able to count! And do you know what you do with all that pain? Shall I tell you where you put it? You hold it tight....til it burns your hands. And you say this - no one else will ever have to live like this. No one else will ever have to feel this pain. Not on my watch."
Thirteen: "You're wrong about humans. They're not pathetic; they're magnificent. They live with their fears, doubts, guilts. They face them down every day. And they prevail. That's not weakness. That's strength. That's what humanity is."
Bonuses (crack edition) - if you recognize all of these please marry me
"Don't be lasagna."
"Yes, I made some cocoa and got engaged."
"These shoes! They fit perfectly."
"Kill yourself."
"An unintelligent enemy is far less dangerous than an intelligent one, Jamie. Just act stupid...Do you think you can manage that?"
"If I'm ever in need of advice from a psychotic potato dwarf, you'll be the first to know."
"I tolerate this century, but I don't like it."
"I always find violent exercise makes me hungry, don't you agree?"
"If I had crayons and half a can of Spam, I could build you from scratch!"
"I'm the Doctor; I'm worse than everybody's aunt!"
"The assembled hordes of Genghis Khan couldn't get through those doors, and believe me, they've tried."
"Self pity is all I have left!"
"Come to Daddy. I mean Mummy. I mean....I really need you right now!"
"An apple a day keeps the....Ah. No, never mind."
"It was the daisiest daisy I'd ever seen."
"Now drop your weapons or I'll kill him with this deadly jelly baby!"
"In my time, I have been threatened by experts, and I don't rate you very highly at all."
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cuubism · 1 year
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Silly rabbit au! Silly rabbit au! (But no pressure though)
ok i finally got around to writing a little more so here :)
(@magnusbae relevant to recent conversations...)
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“You know," Hob said, "I once overheard a student say I was ‘unfuckable, but definitely marriage material.’”
“That is astoundingly rude,” Dream sniffed. “You are eminently fuckable.”
“That’s the part you thought was rude?”
“I would fuck you,” Dream insisted, as if it was a point of personal pride.
“That ship’s sailed. And, you know, I don’t think I want my students thinking about me like that anyway.” 
“The others do,” Dream said, dashing Hob’s hopes. “Some of them.”
Hob cringed. “Just because you read minds doesn’t mean I want to.”
“I do not–”
“Yeah, yeah, daydreams, I know.” Hob had gotten many a lecture on the matter.
“I must agree on the marriage question, however,” Dream added.
That stopped all of Hob’s thought processes. “Hm?” he said, eloquently.
Dream just looked at him expectantly, as if Hob should know what response he was supposed to give to this. 
“I mean,” Hob floundered, “I guess I have been married before, at least. Only fucked it up… a lot.” 
Dream gave him a half-smile. Not quite ease, but certainly less pained than the last time this topic had come up. “If that is a contest, I am the winner.” 
Hob couldn’t even disagree on that, not even to spare Dream’s pride.
“However–” Dream continued. 
Never a good start to a sentence.
“I happen to think that–” 
And he stuttered, stumbling over his words. That caught Hob’s attention. Dream didn’t stumble. He either spoke, or he didn’t, but he didn’t trip halfway through.
“Dream?” Hob took his hands. “What?”
“If you would permit several missteps,” Dream started, careful and deliberate now, “the… attempts of one unpracticed in this art–”
What the fuck–
“I would be. Honored. To try again and prove your students right.”
Hob tried to pick through that quagmire of a sentence. Dream watched him intently, uncertainty flashing in his eyes when Hob didn’t immediately respond.
“Are you saying you don’t think you’re marriage material?” Then the actual pertinent question caught up to him with a lurching sensation. “Wait, are you asking me to marry you?”
“For permission to try,” Dream said, nodding. “Yes.”
Hob dragged him into a hug, held him tightly in his arms. “You don’t have to try, you idiot,” he said, choking up, “you don’t have to get perfect at it like with your damn sculptures. Don’t you know you’ve belonged to me for centuries?”
He realized belatedly he’d meant to phrase that more like I’ve belonged to you, but Dream only said, “Yes. Yes,” with a relieved sigh.
Hob kissed the side of his head. “Good.”
“Husband,” Dream murmured, the word reverberating through Hob’s chest. Hob was about to protest that they weren’t actually married, not yet, but who knew how it worked for a dream lord, anyway? What were human formalities in comparison to their years, in comparison to choosing, over and over again, outliving any church, any government bureau that might hand out pieces of paper?
Hob wasn’t sure if talking about it made every difference, or if it made no difference at all. He supposed he’d figure it out eventually, as he always did.
When they’d been standing there for a while, just breathing together, Hob said, “We’ve learned so much from my students today. What do they think about you, I wonder?”
“Fuckable, but not marriage material,” Dream said, deadpan, and Hob hid his laugh in Dream’s shoulder.
“It’s because you’re too pretty. You’re like a wild thing and they aren’t meant to be caught. Would it amuse you to prove them wrong rather publicly?”
Dream hummed in satisfaction. “I will consider an appropriately dramatic venue,” he said, and Hob laughed again, squeezing him tighter.
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A fic rec of One Direction fics where one of the characters is jealous of another as requested in this ask. If you enjoy the fics, please leave kudos and comments for the writers! You can find my other fic recs here. Happy reading!
- Louis/Harry -
✳️ For As Long As I Can Remember (It's Been December) by green_feelings / @greenfeelings
(E, 128k, amnesia) After recovering from a severe accident that causes Harry to lose his memory of three years, he moves to London to start his life over as a star chef. Little does he know that when he falls in love with Louis at first sight, it’s not the first time they meet.
✳️ For the Right Reasons by @juliusschmidt
(E, 105k, Bachelor au) Harry doesn’t agree to be the Bachelor expecting to find love. He’s just hoping for an exciting jaunt around the world, half a dozen new friends, and, if he’s lucky, an amazing hj or two.
✳️ Where You Lay by HamPalpert
(E, 86k, fwb) When Louis's upcoming heat threatens his success at his new dream job, he asks the best (and only) person he can think of to help him through it: his best mates' best mate, Harry Styles. 
✳️ your memory over me by @shimmeringevil
(E, 64k, exes) The worst heartbreak of Louis’ life walks right back into it when his parents invite their family friends on an all-expenses-paid trip for their twenty-fifth wedding anniversary. Facing a past that he tried to bury long ago, Louis learns that some people have a way of sticking with you even when they’re gone.
✳️ Looking Through You (series) by @allwaswell16
(E, 49k, songfic) Just as Louis and Liam were starting out in the music industry, writing and producing for up and coming artists, a fateful meeting with new pop singer Harry Styles changes everything. 
✳️ Harry, Did You Know (that your baby boy, is married to his best friend?) by tempolarriefics / @tempolarriefix
(E, 35k, marriage pact au) 10 years ago, Louis and Zayn made a pact that if they weren't married by 30, they'd marry each other. So they do, as best mates do.
✳️ Big, Bright World by RealName
(M, 35k, office au) It really was just a little crush in the beginning, nothing to be worried about. Louis had never really liked anyone he'd worked with in the past, but he was sure he could control himself.
✳️ Holiday Greetings (And Gay Happy Meetings) by @2tiedships2
(NR, 18k, omegaverse) the one where Niall's dead car and and a foot of snow conspire to force Louis into spending time with an alpha he hates.... or does he?
✳️ i'm a captain on a jealous sea by devilinmybrain / @thedevilinmybrain
(E, 15k, canon) What Louis actually has a problem with is the way Nick Grimshaw looks at Harry.
✳️ reckless behaviour by @nouies
(E, 13k, famous/not famous) Harry is a retired football player looking for a new opportunity. Louis is the image consultant hired to help him find it.
✳️ Behind closed doors by bluegreenish / @greenblueish
(E, 10k, fwb) the one where omega Louis finds a sock on alpha Harry's door handle that causes a big misunderstanding but is also the beginning of something new.
✳️ Make Him Want to Sin by QuickedWeen / @becomeawendybird
(E, 9k, museum) Harry is a curatorial assistant at the London Museum of Natural History, on the day of the big annual gala he catches a glimpse of someone unexpected.
✳️ don't you call him baby by @femstyles
(T, 8k, exes) the one where Harry is absolutely doing fine and is definitely not still hung up on Louis. Except he is.
✳️ Grow as We Go by @larryatendoftheday
(T, 7k, proposal) Six years into their relationship, Harry and Louis hit a breaking point. Louis is tired of shoving the ring box into the back of his underwear drawer, so he throws out an ultimatum.
✳️ The Undone and The Divine by @haztobegood
(E, 4k, established relationship) the one where Harry flirts and Louis gets jealous, but it’s all part of their game.
✳️ Tide's Deathless Death by Jennifer_Kaid / @poetsreprieve
(E, 4k, pirates) He was certainly going to relieve all the navies of their plight by taking down the captain. At least then, in his relatively newfound life of piracy, he would have done one good deed.
✳️ The Sound of Silence by @musketrois
(E, 4k, established relationship) Louis had almost choked on his coffee. Xander? Of all the people Harry had been connected to over the last few years, this person was speculating Harry was secretly in love with Xander Ritz?
✳️ Just Another Ordinary Day by orphan_account
(T, 4k, omegaverse) Omega Louis finds out his best friend (who he may or may not be in love with) Harry, an Alpha, might have found someone he wants to mate with. Jealous and tired of dealing with it all, he confronts Harry and demands to know who it is.
- Rare Pairs -
✳️ your crimes are quiet, my love by lightswoodmagic / @lightwoodsmagic
(E, 97k, Zayn/Liam) A darker Miss Congeniality AU that follows Zayn and Liam, MI5 agents, partners since training and best friends, as they race to stop a serial killer. 
✳️ You Don't Care About Me (One More Night) by @lululawrence
(NR, 60k, Louis/Nick Grimshaw) the one where Louis pines for Harry and Nick helps ease his way into figuring himself out through a friends with benefits sort of arrangement. Things quickly turn complicated.
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jongbross · 6 months
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Ok so i can’t stop thinking about Baek’s photo at JD’s wedding , so can u do one where he meets again with the reader (ex) at one of their closest friends wedding and he revives all their moments together
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pairing: byun baekhyun x reader word count: 767 genre: fluffy with a tiny bit of angst i guess? warnings: mentions of alcohol, mentions of sex a/n: this was really cute and fun to write, thank you for requesting <3
baekhyun had a beer in his hand. the whole party was at the dance floor, enjoying the last moments of the reception before the newly wed couple left for the honeymoon.
still, he didn't feel the need to be there, celebrating, when he had you beside him.
it's been too long since the last time baekhyun saw you personally - because, in his dreams, he met you constantly. everyone, including you, knew how much he loved you and how he didn't want to break up with you two years ago.
the break up was your fault, you wanted it in the first place. it made sense at the time, to part ways with baekhyun, but seeing him again now... you couldn't even remember why you left him.
"that girl is still single", he commented, pointing at one of the bride's friends. "she can't seem to find someone. it's been what, three years?"
"four. she tried to flirt with you at my birthday party that time, remember?", you mindlessly said.
"oh, that's right!", baekhyun chuckled. "junmyeon was more offended at that than you were..."
you laughed too, at the memory of one of baekhyun's best friends lecturing the girl about how disrespectful she was towards you that night.
"he was so drunk...", you reminisced.
"he was just being junmyeon", baekhyun shrugged. "you remember how he called me the next morning to also say how rude it was that we both left the party earlier?"
"gosh, i just wanted to sleep that morning! why did you have to put the phone on the speaker?"
baekhyun laughed. "the lecture was for both of us, my love."
you hated how the pet name still made you shiver.
baekhyun took another sip of his beer, a big one. his pretty eyes scanned the venue, analyzing every face, sometimes shining whenever he'd see someone important to him.
"it's beautiful...", he whispered.
you wanted to agree, but you knew he wasn't talking about himself.
"what is beautiful?"
"the wedding, the people celebrating them", he looked down at his hands. "i always thought we would be the first ones to get married though, not them."
you cleared your throat at that, making baekhyun look at you.
"i'm sorry, i didn't mean to make you uncomfortable, i just... i had to get that out of my chest."
you mumbled a tiny "it's okay", turning your attention to the party as well - but the way you could still feel baekhyun staring at you only made your stomach flip.
suddenly, like the universe was playing in baekhyun's favor, a song started to play; the song you and baekhyun always claimed was the perfect soundtrack for your relationship. promptly, he got up from his chair, putting his beer at the table and offering you a hand.
"would you dance with me?"
"baek..."
"for old times' sake... please", he softly said, and in his eyes you could see the longing.
so you took baekhyun's hand, allowed him to take you to the dancefloor. you let him put his hands around your waist, while you wrapped yours around his broad shoulders - all for old times' sake, of course.
you allowed him to guide your body, slowly moving to the beat of the song you knew so well.
"you remember the first time we danced to this song?", but it was you who was asking now.
"how could i forget?", baekhyun whispered, resting his chin on your shoulder.
it was right after you got accepted into a new job, and baekhyun had finally got to rent the new apartment he wanted. everything was working out for the two of you, so to celebrate you made dinner together, got slightly drunk with wine, danced to that song in your living room and made love on the floor. you were so in love.
now, you were at another job; baekhyun was still living at that apartment, even though it felt empty without you; you still knew the recipe baekhyun taught you that night, and the wine you two drank together was still baekhyun's favorite. and still, he was so in love with you.
"i miss you", he confessed, only for you to hear. "i-i'm sorry, but i do..."
as the song came to an end, baekhyun tried to get out of your embrace, but you only pulled him back in as another ballad started to play. you didn't know that one, but you knew you missed baekhyun too.
"shhh", you soothed him, caressing his neck. "you don't have to be sorry. just hold me a bit longer, please."
you didn't have to ask it twice.
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Business Proposal || knj (sneak peak)
pairing: namjoon x f!reader || ex friends to lovers!au friends to lovers!au 
Genre: fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, fwb!au, non idol!au, unrequited love 
Warnings: slow burn, angst, namjoon is pretty much not the nicest dude lol (will add more as it progresses), kinda sugar daddy au but not really. It will make sense I promise.
w.c: 799
Synopsis: Namjoon is living on borrowed time, and it’s time to cash in. His father is months from taking his last breathe and his life long dream is to watch his oldest son say “I do.” 
Release date: TBD
a/n: I’ve had this idea for a while, but I wasn’t sure if anyone would be interested in it so I decided to upload a little part to see if it sparks some interest. Let me know if you are interested in reading more. Thank you and Enjoy!
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It was a stupid pact.
One that was created on a whim after five cups of coffee and two broken hearts.
“If we aren’t married in ten years time, let’s just marry each other.” You suggested; like it was the greatest idea ever. Your hands were shaking from all the caffeine you had consumed and your eyes were red rimmed and wide from all the crying you had done. It matched his own as well.
The problem was that he agreed, assuming that by the time he was thirty he’d be settled down with a beautiful partner, a dog or a cat and his first child on its way.
Except it hadn’t played out that way and the two of you had lost touch years ago because of a stupid fight that shouldn’t have escalated the way it did in the first place. All because you had confessed your feelings to him, and he didn’t feel the same. He thought your sudden outburst was uncalled for.
So what if he didn’t feel the same way? He was there for you, more than the people you went to high school with. He tutored you in biology and college algebra. While you edited his philosophy papers in exchange for a nice cup of coffee and dinner every Friday night.
But it was his lack of emotion that made you burst. And he couldn’t understand why you had accused him of leading you on for years. He always thought of you as a little sister being the same age as his step brother–Jungkook. Yet, you had read all the signs wrong and he couldn’t seem to understand that. From your point of view he had led you on. Made you catch feelings while playing into them every chance he got. He confided in you, the way lovers did. Never physically but always emotionally. Yet, after the argument and the many tears that you had shed, it was like you fell off the Earth’s surface.
Occasionally he would hear about you through Jungkook whenever the two of them went home to visit their parents on the weekend or during the holidays. And sometimes Taehyung and Jimin posted pictures of the three of you together. Pictures he knew were taken by Jungkook. But you were still the same. Plain and pretty enough to be considered passable but nothing special. Nothing that would make him feel attracted to you. But other than those few instances he didn’t really care enough to ask about you either. The less he knew the better. Sure, you were once his best friend. A person he trusted a lot, but that all flew out the window when you walked out of his life.
It’s funny because now he needs you. His parents are breathing down his neck, begging for him to settle down. And if he doesn’t bring someone home for the holidays. Then he’s fucked. His father is on his last lifeline. His lifelong dream is to have his first and biological son live a fulfilling life with someone by his side, seems less like a possibility as the days go by.
Namjoon is living on borrowed time and if he doesn’t at least show signs of settling down any time soon. He can kiss the large inheritance and his job at the private university his father has shares in–goodbye.
Which is why he’s here in Taehyung’s living room, staring at you from across the room as you laugh at something Jungkook has said. For a split second he wonders what could have you on the brink of rolling on the floor laughing. But he doesn’t care enough. You're his last resort and he needs a way to get you alone in order to bring up the deal the two of you made.
Afterall he’s turning thirty-two and you’re in your late twenties. It's absolutely the perfect time to cash in.
The only problem is that ever since he walked through the door of Taehyung’s apartment you’ve been avoiding him at all costs. Never straying away from the familiar air of your childhood friends Jimin and Taehyung. And when they’re not around Jungkook takes their place.
But Namjoon is desperate. And sometimes disparity makes you do things you least expect. Like considering you to be a placeholder until he finds the right one. Like planning to offer you a big sum of money to just come and act like the perfect little wife to be. And as an added bonus a guaranteed job at the university of your dreams.
One that will help you pay out the loan you took to attend the said university. It’s a win-win situation.
No matter what, by the end of the night you will be his. At least just to pretend.
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ML Career Choice Part 2!
@marsrize 
Is this how you tag people I have no idea what I’m doing.
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Turns out when you yell at someone in a café demanding they fix a mess they didn’t cause people are likely to record it. Especially if you happen to be a model who just fell from grace and are yelling at a soon-to-be Mrs. Todd-Wayne. Gotham was a mix of emotions, mostly elated that their power couple would be getting married, surprise that the woman who’s helped redesign and rebuild major cities is a major force of fashion, and fury at just what she had to go through. Adrien made the mistake of messing with someone who Gothamites considered one of their own, and Gotham was determined to make sure Marinette would get a chance to tell her side of the story. Vicky Vale had her booked on her talk show that very night, under the guise of discussing a way for the city to reduce its smog levels. 
Marinette and Jason were sitting next to each other smiling as Marinette proudly discussed ways to make Gotham’s air cleaner, Vicky began her real interview. “Marinette, I hate to spring this on you so suddenly, but I’m sure you’ve seen the video of ex-model Adrien Agreste harassing you and your fiancé- congratulations by the way- He mentioned something about fashion?” Marinette sighed, and Jason squeezed her hand in comfort, “When I was younger, it was my dream to be a fashion designer. I had, and still have a few big name clients like Jagged Stone, Clara Nightingale, and the Wayne family now that I’m marrying into it. I had even caught the attention of some big names like Gabriel Agreste and the Style Queen, I thought everything was going so well, until Lila Rossi came along.” Jason leaned over and pulled Marinette into a side hug, gently rubbing her shoulder. Mari took a deep breath and continued, “She began lying about anything and everything, and I didn’t believe her, she somehow got into Gabriel’s good graces and began spreading all these lies about me. Saying I stole my designs, I had other people do the work for me, all kinds of things that didn’t really make sense. It was one of the many things she did to me. I don’t know how she convinced him, but she got Adrien to back her up. The worst part is, he knew all along that she was lying, but helped her ruin my reputation and get me blacklisted from something I loved!” 
At this point, Marinette was in tears, so Vicky cut to a commercial break while Jason tried to comfort his fiancee. Eventually they both agreed it would be best if Jason handled the rest of the interview. When the live feed returned, Vicky decided to lighten the mood by asking about his engagement, “So Jason, is there anything you can tell me about your upcoming wedding?”
“Well Vicky, can I start off with saying how excited I am? I met Marinette when she had just moved to Gotham. It sounds crazy, but we were actually in a hostage situation and I got to watch Little Ms. Magic macgyver her way out of it, and that was the moment I knew she was the one. I won’t say much about our wedding, the ceremony’s going to be a private affair, but the reception is going to be quite the party. Everyone who’s Anyone will be there, Mari did make a lot of connections through her work as an engineer. Name a country and I promise she knows someone there.”
Needless to say Marinette’s former tormenters were shocked when they did not recieve an invitation, mostly because Adrien had assured Lila and his father that Marinette would definitely invite them. Even though Lila still despised Marinette, but she admitted that her rival was well connected and with her reentry into the fashion world, her empire was only growing. If Lila could make a show of apologizing to Marinette, she could potentially save her career, and hopefully eventually worm her way into the multi-talented woman’s good graces. Gabriel wanted to attend in order to try and save his company’s reputation and smooth things over. It looked bad enough when he blacklisted a child, but now that it was exposed that he did so on lies and didn’t even attempt to confirm them it looked even worse. He hoped that by the end of the evening he could make a few new famous clients (who were fighting tooth and nail for the very limited commission spots Marinette opened) and announcing a partnership between himself and Marinette.
Adrien wanted to go because he was convinced he could convince Marinette to leave Gotham to return to France and restore the status quo. None of his old friends were speaking to him, after finding out that he knew Lila was lying and helped ruin Marinette’s future. Many of them reached out to her to apologize, and in the months leading up to the wedding were able to repair their bonds with her. Adrien was confused, why should they apologize when in his mind Marinette was in the wrong for attempting to expose Lila as a liar? It didn’t help that Ladybug was giving him the cold shoulder as well, he thought she would see it how he wanted her to, but apparently not. To add insult to injury, she got an invitation while Chat Noir did not. 
The three of them decided to crash the reception, mostly because they were confident that they wouldn’t get kicked out. They still remembered Marinette as a people-pleasing pushover, so they figured that even if they did get caught they’d be fine. What they didn’t know, is that the Wayne family runs a secret side business, in which they teach future family members confidence, raise their self-esteem, and other healthy life skills, and Marinette had happily taken those classes. When they arrive, Adrien darts off to find Marinette, Lila and Gabriel try to do damage control. It’s not long before they’re being thrown out by security and a VERY pissed preteen with a katana. The Wayne lawyers were truly in a different level of their own, because by the time the terrible trio got back to their hotel, they were served with restraining orders.
Life was going well for Marinette, it was great actually. She was head of Wayne Engineering and working on starting up Wayne Fashions. Marinette was even asked to join a board of engineers, architects, and designers on ways to further protect people and buildings from magical and nonmagical threats, when her phone began to ring.
“Mari! An earthquake just hit Gotham! The government is withdrawing all aid! They’re not going to rebuild the City. Little Ms. Magic I don’t know what-”
“I’m coming! Tell your dad he better be ready to reach deep into his pockets. They may have abandoned Gotham, but we haven’t, and we never will.”
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GENERAL THOUGHTS AFTER HOTD EPISODE 5
Rip Rhea Royce I just know that you were not hetero and tbh you showed up, insulted daemon’s virility, and immediately died and that was a pretty iconic character arc if you ask me
Laenor and Rhaenyra agreeing to have an open relationship and becoming friends and allies! We love to see it!
Joffrey talking about seeing the tournaments when Rhaenyra becomes Queen… oh my sweet summer child you shall never see them for so many reasons
But also I love that we got a little of his and Laenor’s relationship before his death
Ser Criston- bro?!?! Did you really think she was going to marry you?! What drug is this man on and where can I get some
Allicent sweetheart wtf was that skirting around the question? Just ask if Rhaenyra fucks!
But also I was very confused like did she understand that Criston and not Daemon slept with Rhaenyra? Because if so, why was she so pissed?? Like either its just a miscommunication situation, which is so dumb, or she understood that Rhaenyra didn’t lie to her so like… is she just jealous that Rhae slept with anyone?! So many questions.
The entrances. Good GOD they all slayed. The Velaryons win for having a whole ass routine and theme going on, Daemon wins for never listening to his weak ass brother and just showing up to cause chaos, and Alicent wins for badass moment and prettiest dress (well tied with Laena) because I just love that color green okay??
Rhaenyra and Laenor would definitely come across like they are a little in love to anyone who doesn’t realize because their shared excitement over their agreement and future plans was so cute. Like they seemed genuinely excited to be partners in secrets.
The dancing was SO FUN and Harwin just very subtly being the one dancing with Rhaenyra the most was great. She always seemed to be smiling or laughing in the brief scenes of them dancing together, and I’m just so glad she has him!!
The set up for Daemon and Laena was also great! Him clearly still prioritizing Rhaenyra but also noticing and being very much interested in Laena is fantastic development imo
THAT GRIP THOUGH. Like my Queen really taunted him and basically begged him to whisk her away and marry her and the way he gripped her face did not need to be so hot. I said it and I meant it.
HARWIN STRONG I LOVE YOU ugh him literally fighting his way over to Rhaenyra then throwing her over her shoulder like it was nothing was just chefs kiss
Rip Joffrey, you deserved to get to live your dreams of being in tournaments and fucking the king consort. Gone too soon
Fuck Ser Criston Cole. I do like that they made it about his “honor” or whatever as well, but it really mostly gave off the vibes of him throwing a temper tantrum just because he didn’t get what he wanted
I did love that Laena was also fighting to get to Laenor. Their bond is great and I hope we get to see them and Rhaenyra and Daemon grow closer!
Poor Laenor. The gays did not do well this episode methinks
Viserys bro why are you even still alive at this point
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Description: Your father was a proud man, he cared more about himself than he did his children. After a lustful night with the Prince, you are left with the consequences of both of your actions. What will the proud Otto Hightower do? requested by @chalamala-bing-bong​ 
sorry for not adding the smut part of your request, i’m not really good at it 😭
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Now it both dawned on them, that there were certain consequences to their actions. 
Prince Daemon sat beside her as she kept her lips pursed, a strange frown now pasted on her face. “Was the maester certain?” she inquires as he places his hand on top of hers. “Yes, I made sure he’d stay silent about it.” he comforts as she lets out a sigh. 
Y/N Hightower wasn’t as honorable as the Starks, nor was she as cunning as her father. She knew that in due time, an explosion was about to occur. And she was the one who’d have to deal with the blunt of her father’s sword. 
“It’s nothing to be ashamed of, you are carrying my heir.” he states as he leans on the chair and crosses his arms. She rolls her eyes, “I am engaged to Lord Tytos Lannister, my prince, and your reputation doesn’t really make me confident.” she spat as he chuckles and places a hand on top of her shoulder. 
She stares at his face, his bright purple eyes piercing her soul even deeper. Y/N has heard a lot about him, how he’s killed his wife; Lady Rhea Royce. And now he’s moved unto easier prey. 
“Yet you carry my seed.” he chuckles as she shoves his hand away. “There are healers in Volantis that can help me with this problem.” she remarks as his eyes slowly darkened. “And tis’ not your choice to make.” she adds as he places his hand back on her shoulder. 
He bites the insides of his cheeks. He’s heard a lot about the healers in Volantis, his mistress, Mysaria visited there and never returned. His spies told him that she bled from her wounds, according to other stories women who visit there never bare children again. Y/N has always dreamed of having children. 
“Y/N,” he opens his mouth as she places her palms on her head. Her eyes threatening to spill a thousand tears. “I’m the one who caused this, allow me to deal with my actions accordingly.” he promises, an air of seriousness now looming between the both of them. 
“I have sullied you. It is not something an honorable prince would do. Allow me to ask your father for your hand in marriage.” he pleads as he wraps his arms around her, resting his head on the top of her’s. 
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“You have been sullied! Ruined to the highest degree!” he screams at her as he throws another vase in her direction. She was never her father’s favorite, she wasn’t as beautiful as Alicent and he couldn’t control her openly. 
He was just finding reasons to hate her. 
“I’ve spoken to Prince Daemon, he wishes to take responsibility.” she defends herself as he throws another cup at her way. “You have ruined everything you stupid girl!” he scolds her as she wipes the tears away from her eyes. 
He’s been planning to set her up with The King. Teaching her ways to seduce him and covet the throne, but now it seems like she’s seduced the wrong Targaryen. “Your son could’ve been king, and now he is just a no good heir!” he yells once again as her tears flow freely. 
She shudders, her breath now becoming hitched as she clutched her stomach protectively. “I do not understand the need for your ambition!” she argues back as his palm lands square on her face. 
She falls unto the floor as she silently wiped her tears away. He points his fingers at her in a scolding manner. “You are the one who ruins your life, now you must deal with its punishments. You will marry Prince Daemon in a fortnight,  and I do not care if you agree to it or not.” he announces. 
TAGS: @mypatrochilles​
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James secretly learning French for his wedding vows and thereby also learning just how filthy all those things Regulus says are. All while having to keep a straight face to not give anything away
NSFW-ish, but only if you take the time to translate the French. I used a translating app and my high-school level knowledge of French to write this so I apologize if I fucked up. Translate at your own risk.
It was his own fault. He knew it was his own fault. Well, Sirius's fault, too. Yeah. Fuck him.
It had started as such a sweet, innocent idea. After Regulus had agreed to make all of James's dreams come true and marry him (Merlin, it still made him grin to think about it), James hadn't stopped thinking about how to made the day perfect. And soon, the idea had stuck in his head- French. He should say his vows in French.
Regulus (and Sirius) were both part-French and fluent in the language. Regulus, especially, prided himself on his ability to speak French, and James admired him for being able to do so.
(Really, he found it hot. But that was beside the point.)
So, he'd decided to learn enough French to say his vows in French. How cute would that be? A way to show Regulus how much he respected and appreciated that part of him, and also.... French was so damn romantic.
So, he'd sheepishly asked Sirius to teach him. Surprisingly, Sirius had taken to the idea, and they'd worked for months on it- first, the basics; then, phrases that would become James's vows.
But, as Sirius and James often did, they got a bit....sidetracked.
"Shall I teach you some...other words?" Sirius had asked, a devilish grin on his face.
And that was how James had learned how to say absolutely filthy things in French.
It was fine. They still had a few weeks until the wedding.
But now...
"Oui, Jamie, prends-moi maintenant."
Fuck, it was even hotter to hear Regulus speak that way when he knew what it meant.
He tried not to react, really he did, but when Regulus whispered, "Je ne sais même pas quoi faire de toi, tu es si beau. Dois-je te laisser me baiser ou devrais-je te sucer la bite jusqu'à…"
"Fuck the second one," James burst out, so turned on and distracted that he didn't realize his mistake until Regulus stilled from kissing his neck.
"James...how the fuck do you know what I'm saying?"
Ah, well. He was never good at surprises anyway.
Thanks to @wordsofwilderness for letting me write their idea!
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musings-of-a-rose · 1 year
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I'll Always Wait For You - Chapter 16
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Pairing: Frankie Morales OR Santiago Garcia???x f!reader
Word Count: 5900+
Rating: Mature - 18+ ONLY!
Warnings: Just like ao3, “creator chooses not to use warnings.” If you click Keep Reading, that means you agree that you’re the age to handle mature themes. Also by clicking Keep Reading, you understand warnings may not be complete in order to avoid spoilers for the story. 
Notes: I’m sorry this took so long to get to. In my defense, I birthed a human and then had to care for it so Frankie kindly waited for me to be at a point where I could really focus on him and his story. Plus, y’all made me rethink a lot of things so it took some time!
A huge thank you to @vanemando15 for reading and listening and bouncing ideas off of. @astoryisaloveaffair and @mermaidxatxheart, ya'll really helped me too!
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<<Chapter 15
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"Frankie.. ::sigh::  if you're looking for me, you can stop. I can't be around you right now. I need time away to think clearly. You've put me through so much shit these last months and I just..can't. I can't keep wondering what you're not telling me. I can't keep being 2nd place. 
::whimper and a sob::
Do you want the drugs or me? Do you want to be with…Elizabeth.. or me? I can't keep listening to you defend her or hide your addiction. Not anymore. I can't so please… ::sob:: think about it."
Frankie played the voicemail from you over and over, tears silently flowing down his face every time he hears your words and how you break down crying. 
I did this. I fucked this up. And for what?
Nothing was going on between him and Elizabeth, not since they were married. She divorced him while he was in a coma and just made his life a living hell. Why would he want that back?
Events of that night flashed before his eyes and he runs his hands across his face. Elizabeth had nearly given him a hand job and he didn't even notice. He was too involved in his conversation to notice. And honestly, probably too high and drunk to notice. Or care.
But he did care. Frankie didn't want it. Any of it. Once you took off, he'd come back yelling at Elizabeth and telling her off. 
He went back inside Flyboyz, commanding Rick to give him the keys to his SUV. He just had to find Hermosa and everything would be ok. He’d explain what happened and she’d understand. It would all work out, right?
He takes off, driving first to his house. Seeing no one there and no evidence someone had been, he heads to Hermosa’s place in the next town over. It makes sense she wouldn’t have been at his house - he wouldn’t have gone there either. She’s most likely at home.
When knocking on her door brings no answer, Frankie finds the hide-a-key and shoves it in the lock, all but flinging open the door and yelling her name. No answer. He walks the apartment and finds no one here. It’s when he sits on the couch to think about where she might have gone that he notices it - the blanket she always kept on the back of the couch is missing. The only time it’s not there is when she travels because she takes it with her. Jumping up, he runs to her closet and notices a few things astray. When he can’t find her suitcase, he mumbles to himself “No no no no!”, rushing to the bathroom and yanking open the cabinets to see bare shelves, a few nearly empty containers left behind. The final clue that she had packed a bag and left were her missing plants, which Frankie would later find on her neighbor’s doormat. 
Where the fuck is she?
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Santi couldn’t believe it. She came with him. To Colombia. He’d always dreamed she would be with him, but he never thought she would actually do it.
In the beginning, he gave her space, wanted her to process what happened and know that he was there for her. She did just that, coming to him a few weeks later, softly kissing his lips while he stood in the kitchen, an empty coffee mug in his hand ready for his morning cup. 
Santi went to work with a pep in his step and a smile on his face, his men teasing him at first about him getting laid. One day, Hermosa came into work and brought him lunch, and his men’s teasing turned into praises and asking for advice on how to land someone like that. 
“It takes time. I’ve waited for her for years.”
When Santi comes home from work, she is there waiting for him, usually with some sort of meal. He tells her he doesn’t need it, that she doesn’t have to put herself out, but she just smiles and kisses him, telling him she wants to take care of him, especially since he’s taken care of her all these years. 
Santi wakes one morning, the sun streaming in through the crack in the curtains and splaying across Hermosa’s bare back in front of him. He reaches out, gently running his hand across her skin, smiling at the goosebumps that raise in his wake. She doesn’t stir until he presses his lips to her shoulder, sliding his hand around her front and pulling her close to him.
“Mmmm…” she groans, turning her head and reaching back to pull his face to hers, gently kissing him. 
Santi gently rolls her onto her back, slotting his body between her legs, neither of them having bothered to put clothes on after last night’s escapades. She wraps her legs around him, her hands cupping his face as he starts to slide himself through her. She breaks the kiss with a whine, Santi lifting his head high enough to stare into her eyes as he pushes in, loving the way she slams her eyes shut, mouth hanging open as he bottoms out. 
“You feel fucking amazing, Hermosa. So wet.”
“Just for you, Santi.” She whines out his name as he pulls out, gently pushing back in with an added roll of his hips, angling himself to rub against that spot inide of her that curls her toes.
His hands ghost across her skin as she grips his arms, feeling him sliding in and out as they make love. When she comes she calls his name, a steady chant of “oh God oh God!” behind it. He smiles, pushing into her a few more times before it’s his turn, filling her up with every sporadic thrust of his hips. He looks down at her fucked out expression and smiles, his finger tips brushing at her face.
“I love you, Hermosa.”
“I love yo-”
BANG BANG BANG!
Loud knocking interrupts the moment and Santi jolts awake, sitting bolt upright, covered in sweat and, he looks down, other stuff as the person knocking continues to demand he open the door. Santi swears, pulling on his robe as he crosses his apartment, grabbing his gun on the way over. When he looks through the peephole, he sighs, taking a breath before opening the door.
“Where is she?”
Santi raises his eyebrows. “Nice to see you too, Frankie.”
Frankie rolls his eyes. “I’m serious, Santi. Where the fuck is she? Is she here?”
Santi yawns. “Who?”
Frankie pushes past him into the apartment, eyes scanning the room for any sign of a second occupant. 
“She’s not here, Fish.”
Frankie turns to him, eyes wide and wild. “She has to be here. You guys are best friends.”
Santi gestures around. “Well, as you can see, she isn’t here.”
Frankie grunts and turns back, stomping off down the hallway. He pulls open one door to find an empty bathroom and the next one the bedroom, which is also empty. No signs of anyone else living here, aside from Santi. Frankie walks back into the living room and sits on the couch, putting his head in his hands.
“I fucked up, Santi.”
Santi chuckles. “Yeah, man. You did.”
Frankie’s eyes meet Santi’s. “I love her, Pope. I love her more than I love myself. I would never… I just need to see her. To explain…do you know where she is?”
Santi shakes his head. “She never came with me, Fish. I did ask her to but she said no. Needed time by herself.”
Frankie swallows hard, choking back tears. “H-how long ago was that?”
“Couple days.”
Frankie nods. “And you promise she’s not here?”
“Have you seen anything to suggest she has?”
Frankie glances around again as if he’d find something of hers laying around. “No.”
“Sorry you wasted a trip. You could’ve just called.”
“I had to see for myself.”
“Fair enough.”
A few moments pass before Frankie speaks. “Can I crash on your couch tonight? I can book a flight but the next one out isn’t until tomorrow.”
“Sure, man.”
“Thanks. And Santi?”
“Yeah?”
“I’m sorry.”
“It’s not me you need to apologize to.”
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2 days after Frankie get’s back from Colombia, he figures it out. A conversation he’d had with you years ago, about where you’d live if money wasn’t an issue. That has to be where she went!
The next day, Frankie steps off the ferry after it docks in Friday Harbor, Washington, a small island in the San Juan Islands. This is where you wanted to live, at least for a long while, loving the scenery, the people, and the whales. You had to be here. 
Frankie had had no luck calling around to hotels. Either you used a different name or they were reluctant to give out guest information. He can’t blame them, but it still pissed him off. Frankie walks past the community center and sees a flyer in the window for a farmer’s market that day. He figured he would start there, maybe ask some of the vendors if they’d seen you.
He walks the first isle, pausing to take a look around. It’s fairly large for a small island, a few rows of vendors selling wares and produce, even fresh flowers. As he scans the area, he notices a woman in a sundress with a wide brimmed hat, standing at the opposite end of the isle from him. He knew it was Hermosa before she turns slightly, smiling at the vendor while nodding, picking up more produce. 
It was the sad look on her face that made Frankie pause mid step. He knows he’s the reason it’s there. He watches her for another minute before turning, heading back to the ferry. 
I have to get my shit together, get clean, before I talk to her. She deserves that. Aurelia deserves that. I’m such a fucking idiot. I just hope she’ll talk to me when I’m clean.
What Frankie doesn’t see is you, glancing up at the place where Frankie had been standing, telling yourself that you had imagined seeing a man in a dark blue hat with curls poking out from under it.
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8 months later…
You hadn’t meant to stay this long, but when you stepped off the ferry and felt the cool, misty air on your face, saw the jagged cliffs leading down into the cold waters that you loved, you just couldn’t tear yourself away. 
It was really hard at first, being here alone. Without Frankie. You cried. A lot. It felt like you’d lost him all over again. You knew you’d have to face him eventually and have a hard conversation, but for now, you would focus on you. 
You’d only meant to stay a few weeks. But then you met an older couple that ran a little b&b who needed help with their social media and you stayed, offering to do it for free in exchange for a room. They happened to have a second property, a small studio above a coffee shop just a couple blocks from the harbor where the ferry docked. It was the perfect size for you, even had a full kitchen and bathroom. You adjusted to the ferry horns and bustling people quickly, just happy to be here. 
Until you remembered why you were here. 
Even all these months later, it would catch you off guard, creep up on you whenever you weren’t thinking about it. About him. You knew you’d have to talk to him soon. But what would you say? What would he say? Did he even try to find you? Did you want him to?
You continue to stare out of the coffee shop window at the harbor, eyes glazed over in thought as you absent mindedly sip from your cup. Weather seems nice. I think I’ll go for a hike toda-
“Hey.”
Goosebumps erupt across your skin, your stomach immediately starts churning, and your heart starts to race. You’d know that voice anywhere. You blink a few times, slowly turning your head to look up into the eyes of the man who broke your heart and somehow still held it. You stare up at him, saying nothing but taking in his appearance.
Frankie shifts nervously under your gaze. “It’s uh…it’s been a while.”
He looks…good. Like he actually got sleep. He’s not rubbing at his nose, not even a sniffle. His cheeks have filled in a bit and his eyes don’t have that look to them anymore. You scan down his body and it’s then you notice he doesn’t have his cane. 
“You don’t have your cane.” All these months, so much to talk about and you settle on this? UGH.
Frankie smiles, shaking his leg. “Nope. Just got rid of it a couple of weeks ago. Doctor said I still need to take it easy and to take breaks if I need it. But I’m healed enough to not need the cane. I mean, I won’t be walking Disney World anytime soon without it but…”
“That’s…good, Frankie. Really.”
“It is.”
An awkward silence passes between you. When did it get this hard to talk to him? 
You knew when. 
“How did you find-”
“Can we talk-”
You’d both spoken at the same time. Chuckling, the first layer of tension pops and you gesture to Frankie to go first. 
“Can we go somewhere to…to talk?”
Taking a deep breath, you stare into his eyes and see hope there and it breaks you.
“Yeah. Yeah, ok.”
Frankie smiles wide, trying to hide his excitement at your positive response. “Great! Do you uh..do you have a place in mind or?”
Standing, you grab your cup and toss it in the trash bin. “Yeah. I live just upstairs.”
“Oh.”
You turn to look at him. “Is that a problem?”
“Not..not for me but…is that ok? With you?”
“I suggested it, Frankie.”
You notice some tears welling in his eyes when you say his name, but he quickly coughs, rubbing at his face to clear them. 
“Then uh, lead the way.”
Frankie follows you upstairs and into your apartment, looking around as he kicks off his boots at the door. Walking into your kitchen area, you pour both of you a glass of lemonade, walking back to hand him his. He takes a sip, smacking his lips as he does and you hide your smile behind your glass at this gesture, memories of all the times he’d done it before flooding your brain. He looks around the room and spots the loveseat under the window, sitting when you gesture to it. It dawns on you now that you have no idea how to navigate this. Were you still together? Had he found someone else? You hadn’t, but it had been 7 months. 
You sit on the couch next to him, leaving as much space as you could between you both. Setting your glass down on the side table, you shift your body towards him and wait.
Frankie clears his throat, fishing something from his pocket. “I’m 7 months clean.” He reaches out, turning his palm up, showing off his 7 months sober coin from Narcotics Anonymous. 
“Oh, Frankie! That’s amazing! I’m so pr-”
Frankie holds up a hand. “Please. Let me finish. Or I’m afraid I’ll chicken out.” He chuckles nervously and you pretend to lock your lips and stick the pretend key in your pocket.
“That night was…was rock bottom for me. I have no excuses for any of it. I fell back into old habits with the…with the coke and I knew exactly what I was doing. I guess my body did a detox when I was in the coma but my brain didn’t get the memo.”
He pauses to take a sip of lemonade, clearing his throat as he sets the glass back on the table, wiping his hands on his pants.
“Going back to Flyboyz…I knew where it might end up. Rick was my dealer. I told him I was over that part of my life but..one day he offered it to me and I-I caved. I became worried that you would find out, that anyone would find out that I was back on the drug that caused the crash that nearly killed me, and so..I would lash out. I am so sorry for yelling at you or accusing you of things I know you weren’t doing. You didn’t deserve that.”
He takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly, calming his nerves to continue. 
“I knew I was in too deep but I just couldn’t bring myself out of it. I told myself in the beginning it would just be to celebrate big occasions, then it was just when I had a hard week, then a rough day, then every day. I would even get high just before coming home to you-”
“Oh that’s why you seemed extra…enthusiastic some days?”
Frankie nods, still not quite meeting your eyes. “Yes. And I’m so sorry. I had told myself I wouldn’t bring it home, but then there I was, high as shit and fucking you and I hated myself. But then I’d do it all over again. I guess maybe I thought I couldn’t get caught? Or maybe I hoped I would get caught? I’m not sure that makes sense.”
He pauses again to take another drink, his hands shaking slightly as he picks up the glass and sets it back down. 
“And then Elizabeth. I heard your concerns but I thought you were the one being worried for nothing. I feel nothing for her and I couldn’t understand why you didn’t see that. Why you couldn’t see that I love you with all that I am. I ignored the fact that Elizabeth had been the one to encourage the drugs when we were married and she definitely didn’t stop them now. Her and Rick are friends,” Frankie answers your questioning look. “Yeah, I know. So many red fucking flags, right?”
He sighs, rubbing his large hand across his face. “But that night, at Flyboyz? When I told you that Rick and I were celebrating my license being reinstated? I knew there would be drugs and drinking. I didn’t expect Elizabeth to be there but Rick had invited her. When I asked her why she’d even want to be there, she said something about supporting the father of her child or some shit. I was so focused on my next high, I didn’t even question it. And then I got out my kit and Rick started talking about some new repair method for the helios and I was so involved, I just tossed my kit on the table. I had no clue what was happening. I didn’t even realize Elizabeth was sitting next to me until…”
Silence passes between you for a few moments. 
“...until you said my name. I-I really thought you had caught me getting high, that I was finally outed, but then I saw your eyes not on the table but next to me and that’s…that’s when I felt…and then you were running away, and I was shoving Elizabeth away and trying to catch up to you. Cutting my new tires was definitely a move I didn’t expect from you.”
“I didn’t want you catching up to me.” You say it so quiet but to Frankie, it’s like you yelled it.
“I-I wouldn’t have wanted me either. I went back inside and got into it with Elizabeth. Rick eventually let me borrow his keys and I went all over town looking for you. When I saw your things gone, I figured you had gone with Santi so I flew to Colombia-”
“You flew to Colombia??”
Frankie nods. “I thought, for a moment, that you had gone with Santi. Actually with Santi.”
When you say nothing, Frankie looks up at you. “It…was offered. And to be honest Frankie, I thought about it. But then I realized I was just hurt and I would be acting out of anger and hurt and that wasn’t fair to Santi or myself.”
“That’s basically what he told me. I…I wouldn’t have blamed you had you gone with him.” the last part he speaks quietly, nearing whispering it into his glass he picked up before taking another sip. You say nothing. 
“But…when I got back, I remembered a conversation we’d had about places we’d like to live and I remembered you’d said Friday Harbor.. So I hopped on a plane. I had no clue where to look outside of the island, and no hotel is going to give me guest information. So I was walking around and I saw a flyer for a farmer’s market. Figured I’d try there.”
Your heart starts beating rapidly. You were at that farmer’s market and you had sworn you’d seen him that day, but in the end thought it was just your emotions making you see things.
“I turned a corner and there you were, in that sundress I love? With a big hat? You had some carrots in your hand.”
Tears start falling from your eyes as you realize Frankie had remembered all of these small details about you, flew not just to Colombia but also here just to talk to you. But then he didn’t.
“Why..why didn’t you talk to me?”
Frankie smiles sadly. “Would you have wanted to talk to me?”
“No. I suppose not.”
“I-I also realized then that you deserved so much more. And Aurelia too. So I vowed to get my shit together. When I got home, I lined everything up for me being gone a bit and checked myself into rehab. I got out after a few months but I needed to stand on my own 2 feet before I even tried to talk to you. Fuck, I’d hurt you so bad and I just…” He sighs. “I don’t expect you to believe me about Elizabeth, so here.” He reaches in his pocket and pulls out a flashdrive, handing it to you. Hesitating for a moment, you take it, your fingers brushing against his warm hand for a brief moment, making your stomach flutter. 
“What is this?”
“Security camera footage. The main camera was disabled by Rick but he didn’t know the owners had put in new cameras because some animal had kept breaking in and making nests. I was too wrapped up in getting high to remember to turn it off too, but that worked out in my favor I guess.”
You look down at the flash drive and turn it in your hand. “What animal was it?”
Frankie smiles softly. “Racoons.”
He reaches for you but then stops, unsure if he has a right to touch you anymore. “Anyway, just watch, Hermosa. I don’t expect you to forgive me, or even want to talk to me beyond this. But you deserve an explanation, no matter how bad it makes me look. I’ll…I’ll leave you be.”
He stands, stretching a little before giving you a small smile. “I really am sorry, Hermosa. I am…I’m sorry.” He walks to the front door, closing it quietly behind him.
The room is filled with the sounds from the harbor a couple blocks away, the smell of coffee wafting up as it does every once in a while from the shop below. Taking a deep breath, you sit at the little kitchen island you’d made a small desk and pop the flash drive into your laptop. There’s only one file on it so you hover over it, hesitating before you double click to open it. 
It’s definitely camera footage. You can see the days work, Frankie helping out customers and then leaving to come back in. The setup of the party and Rick setting out the drinks and drugs, some other people coming in along with Elizabeth. Your blood boils seeing her but already you can see Frankie annoyed with her, his body language showing that he didn’t want her there or around him. The evening progresses and you swallow hard, seeing Frankie take lines off the table, sitting back and rubbing his finger along his gums. That’s why his mouth tasted weird. 
Frankie turns slightly, talking to Rick. That’s when you notice Elizabeth come and sit next to Frankie, slowly scooting closer and closer to him. Her hand starts to twirl the hair sticking out from under his cap and Frankie sort of shrugs, but doesn’t really make a move, too involved in the conversation he’s having. You watch, bile rising in your stomach as Elizabeth’s other hand starts to move up his thigh and slowly over to palm him, Frankie shifting only slightly, the only indication that he noticed anything was happening, but that was just an automatic reflex.
“Frankie?” 
You hear your own voice on the camera, Frankie’s head snapping in your direction and looking down at the table with fear in his eyes. A second later and he turns his head to the side, a look of sheer surprise and outrage on his face as he sees Elizabeth, shoving her hand away. He yells at her and jumps up, presumably following you out of the door. He comes back in a minute later, body language showing his anger, yelling at Elizabeth, telling her she had no right to touch him, to even be there, that he wanted to never see her outside of dropping Aurelia off and picking her up. That he would ask for supervised drop offs. That she’s only to contact him via a special co-parenting app unless it’s an emergency. That she ruined their relationship and then divorced him while in a coma, pawning his daughter off on his best friend. That she can fuck right off. Rick hands him his keys a short bit later and he’s gone, Elizabeth finally looking defeated.
He was right. He had been telling the truth when he said he didn’t know what Elizabeth was doing. You had thought he was telling the truth but couldn’t be sure, that seed of doubt having been planted there by Elizabeth herself, showing up to the house and staying with them, falling asleep on his couch, all of it. She was still trying to drive a wedge between you but this time it seemed because she finally realized what she had lost.
And then he flew to an entirely different country only to find out you weren’t there. He remembered a conversation you must have had when you were what, 23? About how much you’d love to live in Friday Harbor? And then he shows up, finds you, but then realizes he needs to get his shit together before he can ever hope to talk to you? And he does. He’s clean, his appearance verifies that. And then he gives you proof that he had not been doing anything with Elizabeth, that she was the bitch you always knew she was. 
You’re not sure what to do with all of this information, but you don’t want Frankie to leave. Something has to be said. You throw on your boots, grabbing your keys and throwing open the door, not entirely sure where to go. He’d mentioned just coming in off the ferry, so it’s possible he doesn’t have a car. 
Heading into all the shops in the vicinity, you still haven’t found Frankie. None of the closest hotels have seen a man fitting the description of Frankie, so you head towards the closest cafe, thinking he maybe stopped in for an early dinner. Glancing towards the docks, you see the little covered ticket office for the ferry and something tells you to check there. Crossing the street, you walk up to the office and peek inside, seeing no one. Remembering there was open seating around the back, you walk that direction and turn the corner, a pair of brown eyes snapping up to meet yours. 
“Hermosa?”
“There you are. I’ve been looking for you.”
He raises his eyebrows, his eyes growing wide. “You have?”
“Yeah- wait. Why are you waiting here? You know the last ferry left like an hour ago, right?”
Frankie shrugs, glancing down before looking back up at you. “I meant to be on it.”
“You were going to just drop all that on me and leave?”
“No no not like that! I just…I didn’t want to invade your space any longer than I needed to.”
You nod, looking at him and realizing that he only had a small backpack with him. You’d assumed he had a suitcase somewhere but he meant it when he said he didn’t intend to stay. 
“Are you seeing someone else?” You blurted out, unable to hold back that question any longer.
“I- what? No. No, I’m…I’m not. Are…are you?”
“No.”
“Oh. Ok. G-good.”
You take another few seconds to think about what you wanted to do next. 
“Come on.” You jerk your head back towards the town. “Let’s go.”
Frankie’s eyes are wide like a puppy. “Wh-what?”
“Frankie, I’m not going to let you sit in the ferry station all night.”
“Oh. No, I mean, I can go get a room-”
“This is a small town, Frankie. Most of the front desks are closed by now. Especially since it’s off season.”
“Oh. I-I can stay here. It’s ok-”
“Come on, Frankie. It gets cold at night. I’m not letting you freeze out here.”
“I don’t want to put you out.”
Sighing, you walk over to him, slowly extending your hand towards him. He looks up at you, eyes wide and round, and he slowly puts his hand in yours. The moment he touches you, your body relaxes, like the tension that had been there for the last several months just left your body. If Frankie feels it too he doesn’t let on, and you think maybe you’ve overstepped. So you drop his hand and gesture towards the direction of your place. A look passes over Frankie’s face but then it’s gone and he’s following you. Once you get inside, Frankie kicks off his boots and hangs his jacket on a hook on the wall, setting his backpack down on the floor. 
“Hungry?” You ask. 
“Yeah, actually. I meant to get something to eat but I was trying to make the ferry.”
“I’ll make us something. And don’t say you don’t want to put me out, I’m hungry too.”
Tossing together a quick charcuterie board, you hand him a glass of sweet tea, sliding the board across the breakfast bar. Frankie and you settle into polite conversation, each trying not to overstep the other. 
Why is this so hard?
After dinner, you disappear into the bathroom, putting on your pajamas and getting ready for bed. When you come out, Frankie is sitting on the loveseat, nervously tapping his foot on the ground. Crossing the room, you sit on the bed, swinging your legs over to lay on top of the sheets, your upper half leaning against the headboard. 
“Why are you way over there?” You ask.
“I uh…I’ll just sleep on the couch.”
You roll your eyes. “Frankie, I can’t even lay on that couch and I’m shorter than you. Come on, you can have this side.” You pat the bed next to you and watch as his eyes widen.
“I-no. Are…are you sure?”
“Of course. I don’t want you to hurt your hip. And plus, you can see the tv better.”
“Oh well, in that case.” Frankie chuckles, a nervous tone to it as he gets up, crossing the room to sit on the bed, pausing to start fiddling with his belt. He slides his jeans off, standing there in his boxers as he pulls off his outer flannel, revealing an undershirt. He notices you watching and asks:
“Is this ok?”
“I-y-yeah. It’s fine.”
Frankie sets his clothes down and sits on the bed, sliding his legs down and stretching out. 
“This bed is pretty comfy.”
“Yeah. I bought it. The mattress they had sucked.”
You turn on the TV, flipping through the channels and putting on some reality show that Frankie was secretly obsessed with. His arm lay next to him on the bed and you glance down at it, almost unconsciously moving your arm towards him. Your fingers are right next to his, your heart is beating through your chest and you swear he can hear it. Reaching your pinkie finger out, you gently touch it to his own, not daring to look at him, fully giving him time to move and pull away. But he doesn’t. Frankie’s pinkie finger slowly moves over yours and links with it, like you were making a silent pinkie promise. You stay like that for several minutes, your mind racing, not taking in a word of the show. 
After a few minutes, you feel Frankie start to unlink his finger from yours and your heart sinks a little, until you feel his fingers creeping across the top of your hand, lacing them with yours and squeezing your hand. His skin is warm, soft, despite the callouses he has from piloting the helicopters, but it’s familiar. It’s Frankie. 
Another several minutes passes and Frankie slowly picks up your hand, shifting his hand under yours, lacing your fingers together as he brings the back of your hand up to his lips, placing a very gentle kiss there. Goosebumps erupt across your skin, your chest heaving from holding back, when he speaks, soft and low. 
“There was never anyone else.”
When you turn to look at him, he’s already looking at you, eyes heavy with love and admiration, but also hesitation and worry, like he’s afraid he’s overstepping. 
“It’s always been you Frankie.”
He gently pulls you to him, holding your face close to his but pausing to take a look at you. His eyes roam over your face, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth as he gently brushes some hair from your face.
“I am so sorry, Hermosa. We’ve missed out on so much time because of me-”
You cut him off by pressing your lips to his, feeling a few tears fall down your face at finally kissing the man you’ve been in love with since you were 19. He kisses you back, softly parting your lips with his own, sliding his tongue into your mouth. He cradles the back of your head in one large hand, holding you to him as you gently make out. Soft moans and a whimper escapes Frankie and he breaks the kiss, pressing your forehead to his.
“I thought I’d lost you.”
“For a moment, I thought I’d lost you too.”
He kisses you again, deeper this time, and you continue to make out for several minutes before you pull back, kissing the top of his nose as you lay down, cuddling into him, Frankie wrapping his arms around you and pulling you in close to him. You fall asleep like that and wake up the next day still entangled in each others arms. Frankie is already awake when you stir, tracing little circles on your skin. 
“Hey Frankie?”
“Mmm?”
“Let’s go home.”
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Against The Odds | Tension 
Pairing - jungkook x reader, taehyung x reader
Genre - smut, angst, fluff, established relationship, ceo!jungkook, ceo!reader, attorney!taehyung 
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Drabble 4 - Jungkook can’t shake the feeling that something is wrong
warnings: swearing, mentions of sex, uncomfortable situations, jealous jk
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“I’m sorry, what do you mean it’s already been sold?” Jungkook ears stand up to attention when he hears your disappointed voice from inside the bedroom, he’s currently in the lounge with a glass of wine trying to relax after a hard day at work.
Things at Jeon Industries have been testing his patience lately, he’s been so god damn busy and constantly feels like he’s suffocating in his never ending workload. As he’s come to learn over the years the more successful you are, the harder your job gets. As he’s set to make another billion in the next six months he couldn’t agree more with that statement – things are getting more difficult. There’s only so much he and his team are capable of doing before his brain turns into incoherent mush. At least he has a fantastic assistant to share the burden with, Hoseok, without him Jungkook would’ve been close to selling his business and retiring by now. Though halfway through a glass of white wine with ice that still does sound rather tempting.
“Sure let me just grab a pen… Okay, what was the designers name and email please?”
Subconsciously Jungkook’s brows pinch with concentration. It’s not that he’s actively trying to eavesdrop on your conversation but his chest tightened in panic around ten minutes ago when he heard sadness ooze from your tone from the other room. By this point he’s gathered the wedding dress you’ve had your heart set on for over a week is now unavailable. Shit. He can’t wait to marry you that’s a given, for you to officially become Mrs Jeon. But unbeknownst to you he wishes you could just elope somewhere peacefully alone without having the big hassle of a wedding. Of course he understands you’ve been dreaming of and planning this day since you were a young girl, and at the end of the day he wants nothing more than for you to be happy. No matter how stressful planning the occasion is turning out to be.
Selling Jeon Industries… Eloping and robbing you of your special day… He scoffs, blaming his selfish thoughts on the wine. That doesn’t stop him from guzzling the glass and pouring another though.
“Hey…” He breathes, gaze softening upon your return to the lounge. You’re wearing a tiny pink lounge bra and matching shorts of the same colour. If he had the energy he’d bend you over the first surface he could find for flaunting your body like this. Even dressed down in comfy clothes you still find a way to make his heart pound and his dick throb. Your features are contorted with concentration as you frantically type on your phone, not looking up at him when you greet him back.
“Is everything okay? You look… What happened?” Without a moment of hesitation Jungkook tugs your free hand, pulling you onto his lap where you finally lock and throw your phone onto the sofa with a huff.
“Someone bought my dress.” You mumble into the crook of his neck, your breath hot against his exposed skin from where he’s unbuttoned his work shirt.
He sighs, rubbing a reassuring palm on the spans of your back, ignoring how your weight on top of him sparks a growing need in his stomach. Now’s not the time, he knows that. You’re clearly upset and he wants to be a good fiancé and comfort you.
“Did you get the designers information? We could contact them and ask for another one to be made. Don’t worry about the cost I know you wanted to pay for it yourself but if we have to get you a bespoke one I’ll cover it, however much it costs.”
We. Because even when the odds are against you, you’re still a team.
Your lips tug into a small smile, “I’ve emailed his company… I just-, I really wanted that dress.”
“I know baby, we’ll sort it don’t worry.”
“…Aren’t you supposed to be at the gym with Taehyung tonight?” You pull your head back just enough to shoot him a quizzical expression, one that makes Jungkook loll his head back with a pained groan. Shit.
He makes a tsk sound between his teeth before tonguing his cheek, “I’m the worst best friend ever. I completely forgot I’ve been so busy at JI today that I… I just wanted to come home and see you. Fuck…”
“You’re not a bad friend.” You reassure him with a soft smile and gentle head shake, “I’m sure he’ll understand. You can blame me if you want, I’ll take the fall for it.”
Jungkook’s brow quirks with a breathy chuckle, “Why would I blame you for me forgetting?” His hands instinctively grip your hips when he smirks, “Although what you’re wearing is very distracting, I’d forget my own name if I stared at you long enough in this.”
It’s the vibration of his phone in his suit trousers that stops his mind wandering into the realms of sin. He looks up at you through dark eyelashes before you nod, letting him know it’s fine for him to answer it. But the way you’re running manicured fingers through his hair with a smug grin suggests to him that your thoughts are running just as wild as his.
“Hello?” Jungkook clears his throat, inked fingertips slipping under the material of your bra straps. Your skin feels so soft, he’s tracing featherlight patterns to your shoulder and collarbones that win him a content sigh from your lips.
“Hey. Can we have dinner tonight instead of going to the gym?” Taehyung’s deep voice snaps him from a lust-fuelled daze and he retreats his fingers immediately, mouthing ‘it’s Taehyung’ and hoping you’ll understand why his growing boner has just been killed. “I’ve fucked my back up somehow, don’t think I’ll be able to do a workout tonight.”
Jungkook nods, mindlessly toying with the ends of your hair as he speaks, “Sure that works. Are you okay?”
“Just need a rest day.” Tae assures him through the phone, “So do you want to go out for dinner or do you wanna come to my place?”
“One sec.” Jungkook mumbles, muting his device, “Do you wanna come for dinner tonight with me and Tae?” You shake your head no before climbing off his lap, “Hey where are you going? What’s up?” Your fiancé recognises the discomfort on your face, forcing his own brows furrow in confusion.
“I’m okay… I’m gonna try and sort my dress out if you’re going out for dinner, tell Tae I said hello and have a good time.” Your voice is quiet, you offer him an apologetic smile before grabbing your phone and sauntering back off into the bedroom. He’s too focussed on the swell of your ass swaying left to right when you walk that he almost forgets he’s still on the phone.
“Guk?”
Jungkook unmutes the device, gaze lingering in the direction you disappeared, “Hey, sorry. Either is good. What do you wanna eat?”
“I’m five minutes from your place now I’ll come pick you up.”
At some point it was decided that the pair of best friends are too lethargic to go out for dinner, and giving that Taehyung is already at Jungkook’s apartment the logical thing to do is order food here. Both men are still in work clothes, distress blanketing their features as they finally settle on Korean BBQ takeout. Kook makes sure to order extra portions of everything just in case you decide you want to join them later, but he doesn’t hold out for it giving how upset you are by the wedding dress situation.
Wine is poured, the food arrives and the pair allow Netflix to choose something random for them to watch while they eat.
“Where’s Y/N tonight?” Taehyung asks casually while ridding himself of his suit jacket, rolling his shirt sleeves up to the elbows.
“Bedroom.” Jungkook’s lips purse awkwardly, praying to god that you don’t come into the lounge sporting the very revealing outfit you’re wearing today. His best friend is but a man after all, he would probably, no definitely, stare at the shape of your body since it’s almost on full display. Not that he would blame him.
Tae hums, clicking his tongue to the roof of his mouth, “Is she okay? Normally she joins us for dinner.”
After guzzling more wine Jungkook sighs, “The wedding dress she wanted was sold, she’s trying to contact the designer tonight and see where she stands on getting another one made.”
“Ahh, that sucks… How are things with her sister and nephew going now she’s back?”
While the attorney’s question is innocent enough Kook can’t help but tense up, as though he shouldn’t be talking about this. Truthfully you haven’t seen Charlie since Ruth came back from Cypher and he knows that it’s getting you down, despite the fact every time he asks about it you brush it off as though you’re okay. You’re most certainly not okay. He knows that, and judging by the concern in Taehyung’s feline-like eyes he also has similar suspicions about the situation.
“Umm… She doesn’t say much about it. Charlie hasn’t stayed over here since Ruth got out though.” Guilt envelops the CEO’s stomach, maybe he should go and check on you and make sure you’re okay? The dress, work, the wedding, your nephew… You’re probably more than just a little rundown.
Taehyung’s thick brows hike up his forehead in surprise, “Shit… Not good then.” He murmurs, “When I stopped by her office last week she seemed distracted, I should’ve put two and two together really.”
“Mmm.” Jungkook nods, shovelling pork belly into his mouth, “Yeah she mentioned you brought her dinner at work. What do you think of her assistant Yuri? You met her right?”
At this Taehyung makes a noise that’s equal parts amusement and disgust, “Not my type, plus I got the feeling she didn’t like me at all.”
“Oh? From what Y/N’s said about her I thought she really liked you.”
Tae deflects, circling the conversation back to you, “Did Y/N say much else about us having dinner in her office? Sorry I probably should’ve asked you if it was okay first.”
“What?” That gets Jungkook’s attention, he averts his stare from the television and sticks it straight it to his best friend’s face, “Of course it’s okay… She doesn’t need my permission to hangout with you. And you don’t need my permission to see her. You’re friends, right?”
“Right.” Taehyung confirms with a small nod, peeling his eyes away from Kook and to the random tv show that’s playing.
But Jungkook can’t let it go, thinking what the fuck has gotten into his best friend to even say something as peculiar as that. He wasn’t worried, hell he didn’t think much of it other than the fact it was nice of Taehyung to make sure you’d eaten and clear the air after dropping that bombshell on you the last time he came over. But now… Is he worried? Should he be worried? Why would he have a problem with Taehyung dropping by your office? More importantly: Why did Taehyung think he’d have a problem with it? Jungkook can’t stop overthinking the scenario, so much so that he barely registers your presence in the room until he hears your voice.
“Hey Taehyung…” You say calmly as you make your way over to the pair, albeit a little confused, “I thought you were going out for dinner tonight?”
Jungkook eyes his best friend with caution, you’re still wearing next to nothing but to his surprise Taehyung doesn’t check you out, not once – in fact he barely looks in your direction save for a small ‘hello’ before returning his attention back to the tv. That’s strange. There was a time Kook had to ask him to stop ogling you, he’d even jokingly asked you to call him daddy and playfully made comments about how hot you are… Until a few months ago when it suddenly stopped.
“Kook?” Your voice drags him from his train of thought, you’re sitting between the pair on the sofa now, waving your hand in front of his face to muster some kind of reaction.
“Sorry baby.” Jungkook physically shakes the intrusive thoughts from his head, his hair messing in the process, “We’re both pretty tired so we decided to order in, there’s plenty of food here if you want any. I ordered extra.”
“Thank you,” You hum happily, grabbing an empty plate before you fill it with all kinds of delicious smelling food, “So how’re you Taehyung? Sorry I didn’t even know you were here.”
Your fiancé can’t stop staring. Conversation flows naturally between you and the attorney, but he’s not listening to a word either of you are saying. His jaw is set tight enough to shatter into pieces when he watches Tae smile at you with an indescribable twinkle in his eyes, talking to you about his back pain. What the fuck is he smiling about if he’s in so much agony? Jungkook is too busy trying to remind himself that he’s been ridiculous to notice when you struggle separating the perilla leaves on the table, but Taehyung steps in.
“Here I’ll do that…” Tae offers you another grin, shoulders bouncing lightly with silent giggles when he leans over you to get to the side dish in question.
“I’ve got it.” Jungkook snaps, batting his friend’s hands away to help you.
As soon as the leaf finds its way to your plate courtesy of your fiancé, you silently sit between the pair with wide eyes, shocked. On your right side Taehyung feels tense and you’re certain you can hear his heart racing inside his chest. On your left, Jungkook is equally tense, thick brows knitted together when he tongues his cheek.
Kook senses your discomfort and immediately softens, reassuringly sending you a smile before changing the subject, “So did you sort your dress? Have you spoken with the designer?”
You scoff, rubbing your temples, “No… Jimin found out that the designer died last month. I don’t know what I’m gonna do because I really want that dress. I should’ve bought it that day… Kook it was perfect. There’s never going to be another one like it.”
The heartache evident in your tone breaks your fiancé, he sighs, “I’m sorry baby… We can find another designer and send them the pictures and ask—”
“I know, I know…” You hum, taking a bottle of water from the coffee table when you set your plate down, “Back to the drawing board to find another designer I guess.”
Taehyung clears his throat, and Jungkook doesn’t miss the way his arm falls on the back of the sofa behind you. “Can’t you find out who bought the dress? Maybe they’d be willing to sell it after their wedding?”
“They won’t give out the customer’s details… Jimin already tried that, we’ve been on FaceTime all night trying to figure out a way around this but there isn’t one.” You shrug with a pained groan, “Anyway I’m not being rude but I’m gonna head to bed and watch a movie, I’m exhausted.” Jungkook has to force himself to look away from Taehyung when you turn to face him with hopeful eyes, “I’ll see you in there soon?”
“You will.” He smirks, dropping his gaze to your chest for a second before catching you off-guard with an open mouthed kiss to your lips, “Goodnight.”
“Night.” You blush, clearing your throat as you leave the room, “Goodnight Taehyung!”
“Goodnight Y/N.”
There’s something about the way Taehyung awkwardly swallows upon your exit that doesn’t sit right with Jungkook. Perhaps he’s overthinking the situation entirely, after all Taehyung is your friend now too. He’s allowed to hangout with you and talk to you and smile at you. So why does Jungkook feel on edge right now? His friend has done nothing wrong.
“Sorry for overstepping…” Tae breaks the silence with a guilty expression blanketing his usually sharp and playful features, “With the perilla leaf I mean.”
Jungkook frowns, messily brushing the dark hair from his face. Usually Taehyung would’ve told him to grow up for getting pissed off, or even made a joke of the situation. But an apology? That’s bizarre considering he doesn’t need to apologise for anything. It’s out of character for the man he’s known his entire life to say the least, which is what leads his heart to do the talking for him instead of his head.
“Taehyung…” Kook chews his lower lip nervously, afraid of whatever reaction this question is going to receive, “Can I ask you something?”
“Sure.” The other man shrugs nonchalantly, not bothering to even look in his direction.
Kook’s voice is merely a whisper when it comes out, he feels terrible for implying such a ludicrous accusation but after tonight he just can’t seem to let it go.
“Is there something going on between you and Y/N?”
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