#because i don’t

[paperroyalstar]

★ Here’s that dang jester you wanted, @funky-jester !! ★

[I think this might be my first time posting art of Dimentio here…]

#I hope you appreciate him #because I don’t #lil piece of s- #paper mario #paper mario dimentio #dimentio #dimentio paper mario #digital art #artists on tumblr #digital artist #fanart #spm fanart #super paper mario #spm dimentio #spm

[sexynetra]

SIX SENTENCE SUNDAY

Me? Procrastinating writing the part where Dame and Marina meet by throwing Tia under the bus? It’s more likely than you think :) (also this is not six sentences but I just wanted to post the excerpt okay deal with it I promise I can count if I wanted to)

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Tia was a pretty girl, objectively. With her sweet face and modelesque body, Dame could see the appeal. At least, as long as she ignored the god-awful fashion sense. She gently took one of the flimsy purple straps between her fingers, making a conscious effort not to grimace at the cheap material under her fingers. This close, she could feel Tia’s heart racing.

“You look ravishing as well, darling,” Dame murmured, letting go of the strap and watching as it slipped off of Tia’s shoulder. Tia’s face flushed a pretty raspberry.

“Thank you, um. It’s vintage Versace, I think.” She readjusted her sleeve, looking down shyly.

It wasn’t. Dame could tell even from a quick glance. The stitching was all wrong, the material too flimsy, the draping falling in the way only unlined fabric did. It was all wrong, from the color to the material to the cut. They worked in the fashion industry. Tia should know that.

#can you tell I know nothing about couture :) #because I don’t #but this was fun to write!! #she will meet Marina soon I PROMISE #but writing her and Tia is so fun #my writing #cunty dame au #sss #six sentence Sunday #La grande dame #tia kofi #grandekofi #dametia #damerina

[meaningtotellyou]

do y’all include the remixes in your discography playlist

#because i don’t

[chapel-of-rizztual]

I made this account exactly one year ago today 🥲 oh how so much has changed.

#you’re a real og if you remember the green #because I don’t #the band ghost

[denschnappichmir]

me every 50 minutes during my ✨unemployment era✨

#post high school graduate depression and existential dread has brought me spacemen with silly shirts #i‘ve been binge watching TOS like i have nothing else to do with my life #because i don’t #star trek #and it all started with the reboot trilogy — that little generic fucker #TOS #kirk x spock #spirk #s'chn t'gai spock #james tiberius kirk #scotty #chekov #lieutenant sulu #nyota uhura #enterprise #starship enterprise #space #scifi

[mizuthe-cat]

do you ever just think

#mizu nonsense #Because I don’t

[algrenion]

Does anyone else like to organise their spare medicine in a box in a Tetris-like fashion?

#because I don’t #I don’t like it #it’s a compulsion and it stresses me out

[introvertedkeni]

I’m pretty sure that MSP is the ONLY drama where I tolerate the singing.

#like it isn’t bad or cringe #that’s not to say that I want more singing in shows #because I don’t #msp #my school president #tinngun #geminifourth

[liesandbrokenhearts]

I’ll have a night that goes well and the next night my brain is telling me I’m better off dead and that I don’t want to be alive anymore

#because I don’t #everything is temporary but this pain #i don’t know how much longer I can do it #I’m not strong enough #and I don’t know who to turn to #im a lost cause

[koushuwu]

changed my desktop theme again. maybe one day i’ll actually work on setting up a new pinned. one day. for now i should’ve been writing already but i guess i got distracted.

#gonna hop in the shower now and then i’ll write! i want to finish this fic before next week starts #so y’all have faith in me? #because i don’t #but maybe if you believe in me i’ll actually manage #my red flag: needs external validation and motivation to move forward #i have no spine to do things for myself <3 but we’re working on that! #» confidential

[theoretical-thinker]

Longing

There it is again.

This… longing.

I don´t even know what it is after, I just know that it´s. Well.

There. Unavoidable.

It begins in my chest, an unknown place deep, deep within myself that even I am not acquainted with.

It slowly spreads, through my veins, infiltrating my whole body until it´s reached its farthest corners. It threads through every tiniest turn of my brain. And it makes itself at home everywhere, filling me up completely.

And I don´t know what to do with it, with this feeling. It´s weird and confusing, how it´s sticking to my limbs, my skin.

It´s starting a nerve-wrecking restlessness, as if I am supposed to do something incredibly important right in this very moment – and I just forgot about it.

Leaving my body shaking in anticipation, but my brain quiet and puzzled.

Maybe I should long be on my way as the heroine of the next great adventure – I simply didn´t get the memo.

Maybe I should be bending the most magnificent, gasp-eliciting powers as of now – but someone blew the candle holding all the power inside myself out long ago, without me ever knowing. Leaving only tension behind.

Sparks without a flame.

I remember the times when I was younger. Whenever I felt this certain kind of way, this restless energy, I used it to create. A poem. A painting. Piece.

But now.

Whenever I feel the fingertip-filling tension now, I am clueless as to where I am supposed to put it.

Maybe I unlearned it?

Ideas spring to my mind from left and right, but the useless energy can never decide what it wants to be used for.

What it wants.

Instead, I turn in my bed in hopes that lying on my other side will help.

It doesn´t, though. It never does.

I try to quieten it, numb it, by watching meaningless nothings that don´t require my attention. Until the buzz in my veins grows smaller and smaller, ignorable. Until I either fall asleep or forget about the feeling again.

But that can´t be the solution, now can it?

So I sit here in the dark, writing these lines, trying to put this weird and confusing feeling into words, trying to make sense of it somehow.

Hoping that the longing will stop again.

´Til next time.

#does someone else know this feeling? #does someone know why one could be feeling that way? #because i don’t #and i´m confused #writing #my thoughts

[hiding-in-my-blanket-fort]

.

#every time we see my brother #my parents fawn all over him #and then they want to know #WHY ARE YOU SO QUIET???? #WHY AREN’T YOU TALKKING TO HIM??? #WHY AREN’T YOU INTERACTING??? #he does not show any interest in anyone but himself #and he proudly declares that #he’s extremely loud #and condescending #so I’m overstimulated in .02 seconds #AND he thought it was *funny* #to choke his girlfriend’s cat #to see if the cat would stop purring #hate to tell you this folks #but i don’t want to be around this person at all #the way they fawn over him is really gross #HE THINKS YOU DON’T LIKE HIM #because i don’t #he’s so used to everyone tripping over themselves to please him #it’s disgusting #ace talks to herself #toxic family #dysfunctional family

[nicolinocolino]

Marlene could have told Ellie alllllllll about her mom and she never did :) 🔪

#prefacing by saying I never played the game and idk much about it/how it’s different #but anyway: #like I’m sure being an orphan in that universe is very common #like ellie probably just grew up thinking her parents died and not that they gave her away/didn’t want her or anything #but marlene could have confirmed all of that for ellie and told her all about her mom — her best friend #like ellie could have grown up knowing about her mom. bare minimum who she was and what she was like #instead of literal nothingness. probably not even a name. #it just makes me so sad #and it makes me angry when marlene says she ‘knows best of all’ or whatever right after basically sentencing ellie to death #like no? you don’t…? I don’t understand that line is it supposed to make me feel this way or am I supposed to feel bad for her. #because I don’t #and ellie asking Joel in the car if Marlene is okay? girl why do you care #she dumped you off at military orphan school and locked you in a room for three weeks after you had to kill your best friend #idk if they wanted to make Marlene Joel’s foil they could have made her more likeable to make it all more heartbreaking ya know

[padfootastic]

It rly bugs me how some Remus stans will bang on about how terrible Sirius is for Remus and then be first in line to try to push their relationship anyway either romantically and platonically? Like do u not want better for ur little meow meow???? Like maybe I’m a little hypocritical bc I’m talking about Remus now instead of minding my own but at least I’m not like “Remus is so terrible 😡😡 Wolfstar is my OTP 😍😍”

sksks anon, i cannot tell u how many spite fics i have planned for exactly this reason 😭😭

(also, i once saw someone who hardcore hated both james and sirius shipping prongsfoot. like, they were a fan of a certain…greaseball, absolutely loathed j & s, and yet contributed to prongsfoot hcs??? i remain baffled to his day)

#like i get the concept of hate shipping #well. i don’t *get* it but i’ve seen it #but this wasn’t even like that? #like this wasn’t even torturing ur two hated characters by putting them together #they just. casually shipped it? #idk don’t ask me to understand or explain #because i don’t #i do think the r/s thing is more like—sirius is a convenient punching bag #but that’s all im gonna say on it for now lol i’ve already danced too close to the sun today #pen’s asks

[inspiredrawaw]

I was just wondering if there were any updates about the revamped Myvrin and Jackie story that you were planning? I was just curious if you still working on it or doing something else.

Unfortunately no-

I’ve stopped working on it a while ago. Comics just didn’t really clicked in my brain. Especially the writing I don’t think I’ve ever struggled as much as I did while trying to write out a script for the story. And for something that’s long term like comics if I’m not happy doing it’s not gonna last long

so if I was gonna try to create a story with any of my OCs I’ll need to figure something else out for it

I do know a lot of people were looking forward to it and I was too! And I am truly sorry to everyone that I wasn’t able to make it a reality 😔

But right now I’ve been focusing on more hands on projects like the paper quilling and paper crafting! There’s something about creating a physical object that makes my brain happy

#is my brain lazy or just incapable of doing comics? #who knows!! #because I don’t #but ye #feel like I keep doing that #say I’m working on a project but never follow through #except paper quilling #ask #Myrvin #Jackie #starry orchard

[evidently-endless]

i think we should remind musicians they can absolutely make up little stories for their songs btw. it doesn’t have to be about them at all. you can invent a guy and put him in situations to music. time honoured tradition in fact.

#i love reading your examples! however next person to be like um actually this exists?? it’s on sight #i know it exists. i think it’s fun. that’s why i think more people should do it. #sometimes i think the confessional style loses impact because everything has to be excavated from the depths of the soul #and somehow. confessional writing seems to be going with the most disaffected bland sound possible. odd. #i love deeply personal songs! i love when songs sound like they mean something to the artist! #something something wider issue of mining trauma and being performatively vulnerable for quote unquote content #idk i don’t have the actual knowledge to write about this well there’s just something not landing for me recently #mine