#but i do lov her

[chrliekclly]

if you ever want to talk about your thoughts on joyce .. Peeks over the corner of your blog. i love talking and hearing ppls thoughts on joyce sooo much even if they're different from my own!! and your analysis and stuff is always so well thought out

i hope u dont mind if i answer this publicly to take advantage of th request nd get my ideas out ther (also tyvm im happy u like my insane takes on these idiots, iv ben thinking abt them for almost 10 years)

i said a lot here so gnna 'read more' it

iv ben building trans charlie n my head fr, like i said, nearly 10 years. i used to view him as cis bcuz i always try to take as much frm th source material as i can wen i craft my HCs nd i had v personal (stupid) hangups insofar as him explicitly referring to his junk multiple times nd bottom surgery simply not being on my radar as a naive littl trans idiot deep in th sauce tht transmen oftn fall into w phallo being viewed so so poorly

evn still i leaned towards transmasc charlie nd always lovd moments tht let me imagine, for a moment, it being true, like his discomfort w taking off his shirt [hundred dollar baby, charlie kelly: king of the rats, the gang exploits the mortgage crisis, young charlie and mac deleted scenes, etc etc etc], or bonnie yelling abt ppl stealing her "charlie-girl" [the waitress is getting married] which i lovd to see as her accidentally misgendering him while drunk off her ass.

having grown out of my phallo issues (nd if ur reading this and u still view phallo super poorly, please do some research and grow too), ive in recent years fully subscribed to transmasc/nb charlie, and view his timeline something like this:

baby -> elementary: charlie refers to himself as a boy, doesnt "come out," simply has no idea he's afab. bonnie lets him dress however he wants and refers to him as asked. when charlie gets confused about his genitals, bonnie says his dick will grow in later lol, makes charlie wear a dress in public restrooms and tells him its just a game

middle: puberty hits and charlie gets confused and scared. bonnie puts him on blockers w.o explaining them ("my mom used to vaccinate me like every month" [the gang gets quarantined]) charlie goes on content and oblivious. STP acquired because hes "a late bloomer" and his dicks still not growing in?? weird. confides this in mac once, but he doesn't understand.

high: charlie finally registers that he's trans after forgetting theres a health class 1 day and not being able to skip it. throws him for a loop a bit but he becomes actively invested in his goals. he gets to start T and wants to have surgeries. "what guy hasnt done some extensive research on his own genitalia?" [mac is a serial killer]

college (aged): able to surgically transition (ty medicare) and continues on with life as we kno him now

joyce, imo, fits neatly into these views.

as a transmasc nb who came out young nd prefers to be seen as just A Guy by strangers, i grew up v vehemently against anything girly that might get me misgendered, but th more i began to 'pass,' th more @ home n my body i felt, th more and more comfortable i am w femininity, th more i wdnt mind putting on a dress, as long as th general public wd see me as "a man in women's clothes." n my mind, i prescribe something not exactly th same but v similar to charlie.

i see charlie "i dont really identify" kelly as afab and nb. i see joyce as a "character" he originally created to distance himself from the dysphoria of putting on a dress as a young trans boy, but that became part of him as the hard lines he drew in the sand as a child became blurry with age and self acceptance. charlie's comfort with himself allows joyce to evolve into a more solid persona, one he enjoys embodying and allowing to become a permanent facet of who he is. he's ok with being referred to as either. they're both him.

so maybe joyce comes out a bit more outside of the bathroom now.

#ask #pariskim #charlie kelly #joyce kelly #ramblings #i hav lots of thoughts nd feelings nd smday ill draw out charlie's whole timeline th way iv ben meaning to #th same way charlie holds th gang togethr charlie holds my whole viewpoint of iasip togethr #i gave myself a headache writing this post i spent more time xplaining my years of tboy charlie thinking than joyce im sry lmao #but i do lov her

[whaliiwatching]

a rendezvous beyond

and a halfway closeup just bc im rlly happy with how the bg turned out lol

#spider man: across the spider verse #spider punk #spider noir #hobie brown #noirpunk #SPIDER LESBIANS!!!!!!!!!! #they are both trans by the way #rebluvio also draws lesbian noirpunk go check that out!!! #but ive been wanting to do my own fem designs for a while haha #then. finally. brown-spider gave me the perfect inspiration #FAT BUTCH TRANSFEM NOIR CANON (im lov her) #i wanted to keep hobie’s usual wicks but then she just looked like. regular hobie #she got her hair down for a date but yall better know its in a pineapple most of the time lol #i like the power move of not changing their names for genderswaps so they’re still hobie and peter #maybe short for something longer idk #anyway they are the wlw couple of all time #classy girls who kill fascists… like what more could you even want #theyre still also nerdy dorks tho its intrinsic to their characters #cw alcohol #i guess?? since theyre in a bar?? sure #spiderdykes

[jade-len]

i adore how mxtx sorta flipped the idea on the whole top/bottom thing with svsss, and just BL relationships in general.

making bingqiu very open to switching, not making the "bottom" super feminine and actually leaning more to the handsome side compared to the "top", how luo binghe is manipulative sensitive and cries easily, etc. one of the main themes in svsss is literally about sexuality (and possibly even about gender roles).

as a queer asian man myself, i absolutely despise the "yaoi archetype" and it was one of the reasons why i avoided consuming BL media. hell, years ago when i first saw heavens official blessing, i mentally groaned and went, "ugh, let me guess, the bottom is super feminine and innocent, while the top is masculine and experienced." of course, that's not the case now, but it's disappointing how that thought was there purely because of the god awful way fetish-y media portrays homosexual people and couples. because, believe it or not, we are not assigned male/female typical gender roles just because one likes to top/bottom (and even then, it's not even like that! some people have preferences, sure, but it's not so strictly "i'm top/bottom")

so, while i absolutely LOVE the english novel designs (especially luo binghe's cute curly hair, gongyi xiao, etc, and personally believe a lot of the takes from the western artist on the designs are an improvement), i am greatly saddened by people subconsciously assigning shen qingqiu as someone more delicate and feminine and luo binghe as someone super masculine and muscly. like, if you're going to have luo binghe depicted as the western design (i believe this stems from binghe being applied to more western ideals for men, and, admittedly, i actually really love his design), at least don't make shen qingqiu feminine and delicate? don't have his appearance play into the stupid yaoi thing?

i get that people have different takes on svsss, especially how the western version depicts it. but, people just... seem to very over exaggerate the top/bottom roles when it comes to bingqiu (again, these two are, canonically, VERY open to switching).

it's weird, it's uncomfortable, and it comes across as, "so, who wears the pants in the relationship?"

so, can we please have more canonically handsome shen qingqiu? canonically beautiful and pretty boy luo binghe (they literallly state that binghe looks EXACTLY like his mom, su xiyan! while a more handsome woman, is still very beautiful!! plus it is stated several times that binghe is slim, and that shang qinghua made him that way!) or at the very least, a BL couple who actually look like normal people (ok thats a little hard considering binghe is literally supposed to be perfect) and not just a stupid fetishized version of themselves.

and no, i'm not saying that queer men shouldn't be feminine or men who are feminine shouldn't be in a relationship with guys who are masculine, etc.

TLDR: please stop twinkifying shen qingqiu and going against what mxtx defied for us queer men (the stupid yaoi roles). and for the love of whoever you believe in, do NOT think that i hate the english design or people's personal interpretation of characters, i just hate the subconscious assigning of gender roles to bingqiu and how media portrays and fetishizes LGBTQ+ relationships in general.

edit: also i love teardrew's (check them out on twitter!) interpretation of shang qinghua. while i do really like the the eng novel design's tiny scared hamster vibes, teardrew's version just radiates "up to no good, paranoid but suspicious looking bitch" rat man and i love it so so so much. i'm not gonna repost their art bc i don't know how they feel about that but perhaps you can search up "svsss designs" on here, you'll see it pop up eventually lol.

edit 2 (1/16): i just saw someone reblog a post (that im pretty sure was referring to this one because, well, if you saw it i think it'd be a little clear kahxj) that was about how bingqiu switching and completely eschewing traditional top/bottom dynamics was a fandom idea or smth? so now i'm wondering, since i swear i remember that they were open to switching, but it's just that sqq preferred to bottom and/or was just a little too lazy to top. plus, sqq is a pretty unreliable narrator who says he doesn't want something one moment and then he does. how could he say no to bingbing? esp if he seems to wanna try bottoming too. perhaps i'm mixing things up though, idk? so if anyone can find that passage that says he only and strictly wants to bottom or whatever please show me! but i think the point of this post still stands haha (i wanted to ask about it, actually, but when i clicked on the og post's user it turned out that they blocked me ? so that was a little surprising oops. hey if ur somehow reading this, im... sorry for making you want to block me bc of this post? akdhxjj)

#JOIN THE 'STOP TWINKIFYING SQQ' GROUP #did i make sense? i have no clue i just wanted to rant about this #i really pulled a cucumber bro there huh #this also applies to GL #thinking about it more #there should be trans men and women bl and gl #and not in a fetishy way #of course luo binghe is still the big strong protag and taller than sqq but come on #i dont believe luo binghe is a twink exactly?? maybe?? but just feminine in a historical chinese male ideals way #for edit 2: #i was just saying how it made me happy that mxtx didn't follow the yaoi archetypes and how i lov her for it <3 #never said bingqiu was never done before and COMPLETELY flipped it over skdhjx #but i do believe that bingqiu did a good job providing variety and such :) #same goes for mxtx's other works as well i love her stuff sm #svsss #mxtx svsss #the scum villain's self saving system #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #luo bingge #shen yuan #luo bingmei #bingqiu #luo binghe x shen qingqiu #danmei

[technovillain]

part of a concept i had :] the interns but as how they fit into their mentor's brains. but hopefully like how the mentors are doing now.

like oleander not being all butcher-obsessed and terrifying and compton being able to accept help from his intern to help him preparing dishes/making decisions. and norma in hollis' mental hospital when it's not all messed up and casino-y.

#doing this made me realize i have a fun new post pn1 oleander brain concept yippee #psychonauts #kiwiarts #sam boole #lizzie natividad #<< didnt want her to be a puppet tho. to show that compton has grown. kept her a goat tho bcuz i lov the animal theming #norma natividad #psychonauts 2

[uldren-sov]

chaosanthem you know it was a great show when @camyrose gets this post-set vibe

Seconds before the band drags her off or joins her, its a 50-50 and a rare time something's covered up

Amazing comm from @artbylo thank you SO MUCH again!!! @infamous-if OC - Camy Rose

#infamous if #Infamous oc #OC: Camy Rose #the OC @ is actually to her tag LOL #AAAAAAA I STILL LOV THIS Camy in her stage lewk my beloved <3333 #please go com Lo they're PHENOMENAL and just the best #if I ever do that insta meme this is def the lewk for her icon

[fulgurbugs]

Page o’ peronas

#I LIED IM 4AM POSTING #one piece #one piece perona #roronoa zoro #fanart #myart #doodle time ��� #it’s been forever since I drew a bunch of little guys like this I think. #it’s fun I should do it more often #I mean but perona makes it so easy little pink girl is like mt favorite character design genre of all time som #anyways lov her shes so crazyyyyyyyyy

[nuclearanomaly]

Say 🧀

pose ref

#ffxiv #Ninira Nira #Estinien Varlineau #Wolstinien #estinien x wol #Bookshop AU #Nini feels wonky still... I tried to get her more her size but I had to settle for a middle ground #Estinien was gonna be way too big and not reach her head at all lmao #I saw a diff pose by this person going around and was gonna do it but saw the selfie one in their media tab #and was like ACTUALLY BETTER #Perfect Bookshop au pose #one day I'll design Estinien's tattoo properly I saw for the 1000th time #and give Nini a new outfit... but I like the cardigan shorts leggings... cute... #me making estinien punk and colouring all his black clothes like who decided this (me) #I'm lov them #art: mine

[buttercupshands]

just some LoV sitting in the long lost bar in Ultra Impact in clothes that they didn't wear yet

#not art #bnha #ultra impact #shigaraki tomura #dabi #toga himiko #mr compress #twice #there's not enough space to put Kurogiri in there :( #I can do it but I'll have to make a sacrifice #just watching them talk is relaxing #like... they're all fine and I can literally fill the table with sushi #league of villains #got UR compress really recently #and it was raining Muscular and the other Compress before that #I have nothing against LoV rain but it was unexpected #I still wait for a day the final SR Dabi drops on the acc #for me to have a Dabi team just for fun #I think I have enough Dabi-themed memories for that #if not LoV centered once will come in hand too #I love the fact that LoV gets as much as 1-A and Pro Heroes #like accesories or ur and sr types of the characters #got second copy on Toga off the Valentines recruit #love her to bits so it was so sweet #still no other UR Tomura tho #and I keep trying every banner he gets a chance to rerun #I love the coat one but the variety of UR Tomura's is just... #I did get this one at all at least would've probably just gotten mad with the game otherwise #but I'm chill with this since I do have them #AND they have fillers

[chiquilines]

I really love this AU if you couldn't tell

#listen its always tempting #and i do love a good unhinged villain #but fuyumi would be so very level headed #might be why my go to palette for her is beiges #<- does that make sense #like ik she would refuse cool fun villain costumes like dabi #cause she is NOT getting caught because she wanted fishnets #its practical or nothing w her #big sister syndrome #anyways I maintain that she would be violently against going after children #esp shoutos class obviously #and i believe shed recruit dabi to her cause #theyre like this🤞 in this au #i want them to have a good silly sibling dynamic SO BAD #and i mean miruko #self explanatory #theyre just living their lil telenovela in the corner while the LOV and HPSC burn around them #'oh we shouldnt😔' 'oh but my soul yearns for you🥺' #dumbasses #love them #fuyumi todoroki #usagiyama rumi #miruko #miryumi #mha #bnha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #wlw #chiquilines draws

[chrliekclly]

o cmon ull forgiv me :)

#charmac #charlie kelly #mac mcdonald #dennis looks like a registered sex offender #iasip #always sunny #screencap #oh cmon ull forgive me and then ull-- #i wish the line wasnt cut off in editing #mac macdonald #bonnie #bonnie kelly #do i tag her whole name?/ #frank reynolds #i lov moments where u cn so clearly see them having grown up together ;_;

[puppyeared]

bestieesssss /platonic

(Xīn Yá belongs to me, Sailor belongs to @crow-cap)

#some of these are kind of out of context so I’ll explain a bit djshdhshs #Xīn Yá’s fruit are ‘oranges’ but this could also mean fruits like tangerines and clementines #their taste also changes depending on Xīn’s mood. it does taste like orange but it could be sweeter or sour. if you get them really mad it #could be spicy somehow.. however the fruits healing powers and taste only work if you’re within a certain range of Xīn Yá. if u try to leave #the island with a shit ton of her fruit you just have a bunch of regular oranges. so you can’t just grab a bunch and save em for later exp #expecting it to work. although crow told me Sailor would take some oranges with him fully knowing they would end up being regular oranges #once he leaves. the idea of him taking them as souvenirs makes me cry EVERYTIME #LIKE CMON.. XĪN IS SO USED TO BEING USED AS A TOOL TO HEAL PPL OR SERVE OTHERS SO JUST. ACCEPTING EVEN READILY TAKING THEM #WITH YOU KNOWING ITS NOT GONNA DO SHIT IT JUST REMINDS YOU OF HER.. OUGGHHFFFFHHHH #on that note since sailor is their first friend it’s very fun watching their interactions dhfhsh. Sailor has actually been around and #might even have a social life so Xīn is learning a lot of new things sjfjfs #bc of that Xīn is probably possessive of him and hates it when he leaves. sailor asking them to come with him would also be a good chance to #show them how to ride and sail a boat so they can come with him but their reclusiveness outweighs that. sorry sailor shfhfsg #I lov themb #myart #my art #doodles #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk ocs #lmk oc #Xīn Yá #Xin Ya #little sailor #friend oc #my oc

[blujayonthewing]

hello good evening please enjoy your regularly scheduled Her

#my art #I have GOT to stop posting wips like this but also LOOK. at HER #and besides I feel like I'm probably gonna have to change this expression but I do like it so!! #anyway. I lov her #my OCs #melliwyk #look at my gnomes boy

[musubiki]

pom always being the very hard asian mom type figure to mochi but at times when mochi is especially sad or down or recovering from a hard fight, pom jumping up on her bed and cuddling up to her and letting mochi treat her like a little stuffed animal to hug

#those videos where the cat comes and curls up next to the owner when theyre sleeping #pom and mochi #she lov her #when mochi sleeps for a week after shes brought back #and pom refuses to leave her side #pom is always so hard and disciplined and (do not treat me like a cat. i am a respectable familiar) #but when mochi really needs her shes okay being mochis little pet cat #i see a lot of those filipino mom memes on instagram now and everytime i see them i think of pom #(pom...im sad) #(sad hah?? its because you dont work. so lazy. too much time to think)

[lostjulys]

trying 2 get back into drawing :]

#critical role #critrole #cr2 #cr3 #beauregard #laudna #mart #the mighty nein #bells hells #i lov them.............. #keyleth too but i do not know her as well because i'm not very far into campaign 1 <3333

[obsob]

i never post my jus black n white of these so. here is the pencils for a lament for icarus redraw!! im excited to colour this. nothing gets me going like a warm colour palette 

#mine #if i was icarus i simply wouldnt fly too close to the sun #i lov doing these so fun #like brain 0 thoughts i just see and draw its so relaxing #im aware his leggies look weird but they just do. its just like that #hes got rlly skinny legs baby u gotta work those out too #ive never drawn muscle torso before i actually did okay i think hehe #i was. distracted whilst doing it #i had to crop it bc i didnt want to draw his weird lumpy feet but i drew the nymph at the bottom like rlly well #i did her back real good #GOD im so excited to colour this im losing it okay okay #i should have. lunch. i think my mother has eaten all the bread >:( #i need to get room snacks!!!! room sncacks #did i tell u i started taking probiotic vitamins like gut health ones my GOD #when i first saw the packaging i was like does this have 16 BILLION live cultures in it. no it does not #i want to eat 16 billion bacteria #i feel like that would equal ur daily calorie intake. equivalent of eating a small dog #we walked dog yesterday n we had a hire car so i had to have him on my lap hes so wiggly #anyway i will colour this soon n post it eheheheheh gna make icarus trans

[dalishborne]

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#man after i realized i was doing screenshots wrong i was SUPER careful about making sure i got it right #and yet......... i saw so few of the screens i thought i made lol #if anything i had like. 10 billion repeats of the same screenshot?? it was so weird #anyway have my gorl #lov her w me #revenelan. #also yes i did the volo thing #not bc it was in character but just bc i wanted perma see invisibility lmao