#but i’m trying 2 fix that

[mossghosst]

au doodle from a week or 2 ago

#i’ve only rlly had motivation for sketches n traditional stuff #but i’m trying 2 fix that #leoichi #leochi #tmnt #rottmnt #rise of tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #srtuc #samurai rabbit #samurai rabbit the usagi chronicles #srtuc fanart #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt leo #rise leo #yuichi usagi #mossghosstdoodles #four swords #four swords are better than two #fsabtt

[sentientsky]

[drops this at your feet like a dog with a bird at your door] here, whatever. have a depressed snek

#not entirely happy w it but I’m tired of futzing with the lineart and rendering and proportions and shit #drew this on study breaks — trying to finish a. fucking essay and my brain isn’t braining #good omens 2 #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #good omens #ineffable lovers #go2 #ineffable wives #good omens season 2 #gomens 2 #gomens #ineffable divorce #David tennant #good omens fanart #art #artists on Tumblr #excuse the lineart I’m too tired to fix it #i can’t draw hair apparently lol #can u tell I focused almost entirely on the face and just went fuck it with the rest?? lol #anthony janthony crowley #anthony j crowley #digital art #my art #fuck i forgot to blend the forehead #whatever

[ddlcbrainrot]

a normal day at band practice

#ddlc #ddlc band au #natsuri #idk why the resolution sucks but it is currently 2:48 am i’m not going to try to fix it #art stuff

[teamfortresstwo]

“Peter Lukas gets sent back to the regency era” “Jonathan Sims gets sent back to the regency era” valid points valid points but i raise you

Tim Stoker gets sent back to the regency era

#Timelias #guys c’mon it would be sooo fun #Tim would probably *hate* Elias. Maybe try to take the circus down sooner since #the Grimaldi was first like a thing in the very early 1800s so it could be possible for Tim to just kill Nikola on sight #And I bet Jonah would be so fascinated by him. Like oh my god this man 1) is probably from the future 2) Is HOT AS FUCK 3) has sooo much #knowledge about the fears and FOUR) Can apparently kill the things?? and is confident while doing so?? #Jonah would love him sm #Also while I don’t think Jon or Peter could fix him I firmly believe that Tim 100% could #Like I’m pretty sure it was actually tweeted once that Tim could’ve redeemed Elias by fucking him nasty #but fr though I do think Tim would actually stop him from becoming as bad as he did because while Jon is passive in the voyeuristic sense an #d also and avatar and peter just couldn’t care less about stopping bad things Tim is wholey human and still dedicating himself to taking #action against the fears and *succeeding* and since I think a lot of Jonah magnus’s less than ideal actions stemmed from his feelings of #helplessness in a world out to get him I think that would be a great anchor for him. #Also I’m just super soft for any kind of Timelias sooo <333 #Elias Bouchard #Jonah Magnus #TMA #Tim Stoker #oh also Tim was canonically fascinated by Robert Smirke so he’d probably have some knowledge about the 1700-1800s through osmosis gotten #while researching #the magnus archives

[darkwood-sleddog]

Can the balanced dog trainers please stop fucking talking about positive reinforcement as if those dogs are not “obedience trained”? A majority of competition obedience dogs I know were trained with R+. Letting your dog wander on the end of a line because you want to do so does not = untrained. It is simply…a choice.

#dogblr #dog training #I try to hear both sides and follow a diversity of people but this really stands out to me #1.) balanced means using multiple quadrants. positive reinforcment is part of that #2.) balanced trainers come off really insecure in their own philosophy when they do stuff like this #you should not have to put down other dog owners and trainers to elevate yourself #if you have to do this constantly there is a problem #the reality is to me so many of these people scream ‘I’m important and smart look at me me me!’ #the equating of r+ as = untrained in these circles is wildly prolific #‘I fixed this former r+ dog that was reccomend for BE!’ #acting like all r+ people are the inexperienced pet folks who have taken a single puppy petsmart class #and not a wide variety of individuals with varying abilities #meanwhile how dare r+ and force free people put THEM in the same box as abusive aversives using people #it’s just…how do these people have time to be like this #like shouldn’t you be training dogs? #every time people talk poorly about positive reinforcment I want to take them to a zoo #the hyenas do cooperative care with positive reinforcement #the tigers wolves and bears and other large dangerous animal too #your domestic dog is not different or special or in any way more in need of aversive treatment

[adanseydivorce]

was bored and did this ya books tier ranker … this is like the only ranked like this I’ve seen include individual books from series rather than just the first idk if I like that more or less

#in some cases it Is useful because I like the wicked king significantly more than the cruel prince for instance. in others it was a bit #confusing. did my best #the top row being trc tid and dosab makes so much sense. #I did try to go left to right in terms of favorite to least favorite in each row but it’s not an exact science #but for instance I def like the lunar chronicles way more than fangirl and they’re both in enjoyable but on different sides #there are also some books I read in high school or younger where I’m kind of dubious where they would rank now. we are okay for instance I #did like when I read it but didn’t have strong emotions vs I feel like if I read it now I’d connect to the subject matter a lot more #and then like fangirl would be the opposite I related to it in 8th grade but if I reread I think it might not hit #I also was mostly guessing about the tmi rankings I’d need to reread to be sure. but ik books 3 and 6 are the ones I liked best so they go #to enjoyable at least #did put all the Mara Dyer books in tier 2 because I just remember them making me so crazy. that should be my next paranormal reread fix nex #time I’m in the mood. #s speaks #s does things

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

home from work

#if I speak… #one of the girls walked out yesterday #the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already #they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time #micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts) #and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him #bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can #so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO #anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need #it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning #and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today #we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao #and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before #we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day #we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left #it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo #*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having #to wait a long time for their food #and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO #I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take #stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess #I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every #night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had #nothing to make the wraps with <3 #I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap #and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used #they’re a fucking disaster like 😭 #was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess #this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up #womp womp!!!!!!

[cynical-things]

I wish I never went on the fucking implant ffffffjdjdjdjdnd it fucked my body up so bad and it’s still not better even tho I got that piece of shit taken out 10 months ago

#was bleeding non stop on the implant #gained a lot of weight and it just generally fucked up my hormones #came off of it and still fuckinf with hormones and making my pcos symptoms worse #worse acne and not losing weight despite fixing diet and limiting calories (healthily like) #and hair loss #now I go on a tablet to fix my hormones after waiting for a dermatologist to approve it #and now I am on my period after being on it 2 weeks ago bc this tablet can cause frequent periods #like be on every 2 weeks #literally fucking kill me #I’m so upset #hopefully it’s just a blip and my hormones are just messed up a bit bc I’ve only been taking these meds 2 weeks #well not messed up bc they are already messed up but maybe they’re trying to adjust idk #but I’m so disheartened fr #fuck hormone contraceptives fr

[thermesiini]

I REMEMBER what i was going to say. vanitas (character) is also vanitas (concept) and an allegory for a cycle of systematic suffering and abuse that exists haplessly and without purpose. noé right from the start is in denial over the existence of such useless suffering (thinking he can save mina) and continues to deny this by writing the case study of vanitas, his futile attempt to scrape off some meaning from such a bleak allegory. while he can understand that killing vanitas is a form of salvation for him i don’t think that can come to terms with the fact that vanitas did suffer at all. so to write the case study of vanitas, trying to go over the events of their lives together, and trying to piece together vanitas the person he ends up disrespecting his existence altogether, simply by over scrutinizing it. vanitas did not want to be remembered. by saying he wanted to erase the existence of the votbm, he is saying he wants to erase his suffering from this world. what noé does with the case study is essentially immortalize it, because he is selfish, naive, and wants to understand something inscrutable. rather than taking comfort in the fact that vanitas can continue to exist in his memories, like how he will tell him as he dies (i won’t die noé even if i’m no longer here) noé bastardizes these memories and turns them into something almost masturbatory

#also i think thag like noes obsession with vanitas is in part because he is unable to recognize his own suffering #like there are parallels between their stories #having their caregivers die being orphaned like twice and being taken in by child experiments guy number 1 and number 2 #and being sexually assaulted multiple times #the difference is that noé is an archiviste. the only thing he knows how to do is be the narrator and witness vanitas (concept/allegory) #from a third perspective. so it’s not just (or even not really) vanitas pain that he’s coping badly with but his own #i started off trying to focus on the allegorical things instead of the literal character things but whatever i’m not fixing it #i got a fucking hot chip in my eye while typing this and have been crying it out since #didn’t get a desecrate in here because i already used all of those up today and yesterday but YES i squeezed in a masturbatory #<- current favorite words to say #also this definitely ran off in a different direction because my ideas on what noé stands for allegorically speaking aren’t totallydefined #he is a narrator as well as the sole witness to the allegory thus existing somewhere in between narrator #and audience. this also makes him the only real guy in vnc #and i was going to talk about like how vnc is just mochijun thinking about how miserable her fans make her #like noé being in crazy denial over the allegory he fell in love with that he completely disrespects what it’s trying to say for the sake #of his own comfort #much like how readers will often ignore what a text is trying to say for the sake of their own comfort hmmmmmm

[lesbiansanemi]

I hate working with men

#have a male coworker who has been doing his job HORRENDOUSLY wrong #to the point that everyone else is having to take HOURS of their shifts to fix what he’s fucked up #and APPRENTLY several of my coworkers have tried to talk to him about it and correct him #and he’s been getting so goddamn offended and butthurt over it and acting like he’s not doing anything wrong #(and this is important the ppl who have tried talking to him are all older women. one in her 40s one in her 50s and one in her 60s) #ONE OF WHOM IS OUR DEPARTMENT MANAGER #and I was bitching about him today #and one of them was like ‘well maybe you should try correcting him’ #and I was like why 1. not my job I’m not a manager but 2. he’s not listened to anyone else why would he listen to me #and she was like ‘well it will feel less threatening from you less like he’s getting scolded by a mom so he might take it better’ #and like. HM! WELL! #I know this is a crazy wild absolutely batshit suggestion #but when a man gets told what to do/corrected by women (who have all been doing this job SIGNIFICANTLY longer) #and his reaction to is to act like a little fucking disrespectful piss baby #WE JUST WRITE HIM UP LIKE WE WOULD ANYONE ELSE INSTEAD OF TRY TO APPEAL TO HIS FWAGIL TEENY TINY EGO #LIKE IDK SEEMS LIKE THE NORMAL COURSE OF ACTION TO ME????? #not make the androgynous goth bitch in their 20s try to correct him cuz I’m SOMEHOW less threatening #I’m read as a woman he’s gonna have the same damn reaction #I just. ugh. UGH #I fucking hate men #kaz rambles

[sentientsky]

(here have a wip. he’s taking the divorce so so well)

+ i am so tired. good omens night

#the resolution is shit bc I have an ancient tiny storage iPad and it crashes if files r too big #anyway the actual painting is a looooot bigger but I just. don’t want to show u that part yet. cause it’s Bad™️ #I’m gonna fix it in the final. idk when I’ll finish this but eh 🤷‍♀️ #this is still rly rough I’m so sorry #this is just mostly blocking in colour and trying to get a grasp on the shading (it is not going well can u tell?) #anyway used a reference where David is like?? kneeling?? I guess?? so that’s why his arms look weird #u need the rest of the context. but I’m going to bed so. goomnight my beloveds #good omens #ineffable husbands #crowley #good omens 2 #aziraphale #aziracrow #go2 #ineffable lovers #ineffable wives #good omens season 2 #good omens fanart #good omens art #art #gomens #gomens 2 #aziraphale x crowley #crowley x arizaphale #work in progress #wip #good omens wip

[shadowgasp]

Aziraphale and Crowley were wrong in their choices.

Aziraphale thinks he needs to choose Heaven so he can “make things right.” just like when he talked to Metatron in season 1 instead of running away with Crowley.

Crowley thinks they should ignore all the problems and run away together just like he did in season 1.

these decisions are both wrong. but they’re both too stubborn to think any other way. at least for now.

#(but they’re the EXACT same choices they made in season 1) #i’m tired of the aziraphale slander and hate i’m seeing #like he isn’t some evil guy now.???? #he’s doing what he thinks is right and trying to change the flaws HE KNOWS heaven has.! #and he is doing it FOR crowley!! and for all angels and demons! #but he’s also WRONG!! #going back to heaven and being in the middle of it all ALONE will not work! they won’t listen! #but CROWLEY IS WRONG TOO. #they shouldn’t leave these problems that THEY COULD FIX there and just run off! #as an angel and demon that have ALREADY STOPPED THE GREAT PLAN ONCE they shouldn’t just turn their backs! #but that’s what crowley wants to do! #so yeah. they’re both wrong and it’s so sad and it’ll all be ok #zero communication is my least favorite thing but it’s fine because this story is amazing #good omens #go2 spoilers #ineffable husbands #good omens 2 #not cr #good omens spoilers #aziraphale #anthony j crowley #crowley #leigh speaks #aziracrow

[makkie-is-screaming]

.

#Okay so tw cuz im gonna rant about suicide #so back in July I planned on killing myself today #I told myself I needed to try n get better n if I couldn’t that was it #and I’ve tried I really have #and I’m obviously still struggling but not to the extent I was #like I’m depressed n my ed is getting worse #but I’m finally hanging out with D n she’s just so much fun to be around #im calling my bestie more and she sounds genuinely happy to hear from me #im doing a bit better with my parents to n im seeing my cousin more who I’ve missed so much #I have plans for break for the first time in years #im finally getting piercings #it’s crazy cuz even just 2 weeks ago I didn’t think Id be ok today #but I am like today isn’t gonna be another attempt I’m gonna make it #and that’s wild to me bc I was so bad over the summer I was constantly debating it that’s why I set the date #And I don’t think I’m fixed and there’s a big chance I’ll attempt at some point in the future knowing me #but right now I feel like I have a reason to try and I haven’t felt like that in a long time #okay I’m done now just wanted to say that #screaming #tw suicide #tw suicide mention #kinda

[pekodayz]

and i lie mentally to make myself feel better but that just bites me in the ass oughhh

#i don’t wanna be a failure I’m petrified but i have been lazing around for 2 weeks like what the hell is wrong with me😭!!!!!! #graduated no. 4 out my class and I’m just sitting here on the toliet trying to cry one out for once omg #kinda anime🤓 nah. #i srsly need to fix myself. im being perceived by my own instructors prob. terrifying aughhh i rly hope they understand #im so sick eughhh and merch buying doesn’t even help I haven’t been able to enjoy it at all #this is so hard im scared but i need to do smth abt this now #i hate honors system. that can literally fuck so many students up im so serious #sorry i needed to vent somehow #hashtag embarrassing !

[dykefever]

guess who . is a bit lactose intolerant :-(

#i’ve been ignoring it… and well i decided to test it out and the results are unfortunately in ! #the main difference this makes in my life is that i will now drink oat milk in my coffee and have less cheese … heartbreaking #ridi is scoffing and laughing at me at that cheese line … #but also this hasn’t solved all my digestive problems idk maybe doing it long term will but personally i am #under the impression that my ed just fucked me n i’m not sure how to fix it anymore #because to be honestly no one food is a dramatic trigger even dairy it’s like. quite a bit of dairy in one day effects me significantly #otherwise it’s whatever anyway none of u need to know this ? sorry xxx #if any of u guys say i should try cutting out gluten too i’ll have 2 die i know :-/ #laura says some things

[quietwingsinthesky]

i just loved that the writers were like mark of cain dean slowly becomes more and more barbaric and inhuman as he can’t control this primordial, gaping wound in the form of an already healed over scar that has been borne by the devil himself and is in fact what made him the devil and therefore will make dean long and lust after maiming and ultimately murdering people with an urge stronger than any love or passion or resolution he’s ever experienced in his life And Also He’s A Huge Misogynist

well. TO BE FAIR. you have just kind of described dean when he is normal also.

#this is dean winchester we are talking about. on the ‘we hate women’ show. #god I feel like I’m gonna get to the Mark in my rewatch and the hype will have built it up too much #the mark in my head is so cool you guys have no idea because I never talk about it but trust me it is #I think I like. barely scraped a mention of it in that one Lucifer/Raphael fic and another time in a 3 sentence fic #murder death kill drive is fine but I think the mark should fuck up ur thinking even more. hallucifer 2 this time with God’s evil sister #slowly trying to eat your soul from the inside. amplifying anger for anyone sure but playing to the worst parts of someone mostly #Dean is angry but why enhance his anger when you can enhance his paranoia. his abandonment issues. his need for control. and make those the #reasons for him to lash out and kill people. I mean the show never fucking settled on if the mark actually corrupted someone into something #that they aren’t or just revealed what was already there. I felt it wanted to have both. to say to Lucifer ‘you were always sick’ and to #Dean ‘well we can fix you’ but no fuck that let’s lean hard into the revealing what’s there already aspect #I think partially I’m also still just mad about the demon origins retcon but shhhh whatever whatever #anyway. sorry for rambling anon. you are very funny. I chuckled. #ask #spn #dean winchester