#but like from whag i understand also like

[bittwitchy]

honestly has j/effrey d/ean m/organ ever not played the worst person ever???

#even in a/ccidental h/usband like ik its a romcom but he was STILL awful #just a lesser awful #but AWFUL #but like. okay his crime in A/ccidental H/usband was hacking the government to make him legally married to a doctor that he blames for his #relationship falling apart bc ofc he cant take accountability for that. they romabticize the whole thing ofc but thats the second least of #his crimes ig in roles im in. and its ONLY second bc they DIDNTdo a f/lashpo/int movie where he got to be b/atman!th/omas w/aybe #who as everyone knows literally kidnaps and beats his own gd grandson from another universe and murders a/lfred in front of him to ‘teach #him a lesson about this world’ like you fuckass he was raised by t/alia he dont NEED to know how rough shit can be he KNOWS hes MET his #grandpa he KNOWS #but like from whag i understand also like #okay. wa/tchmrn; abusive SAer. n/egan? Abusive SAer #all i know abt him in su/pernatural is he eas ig v controlling and abusive to d/ean so #like listen ik i like s/eb s/tan but he admits hes thinks its funny to #play these awful ppl bc he could never be that #some interviews it seems like J/dm just???? doesnt think its even bad #this is the extent of what i know abt him as a person is those roles but lkke #yeah #tbd

[pawmimo]

new jojolands chapter has me genuinely tweaking holy shit

The JOJOLands chapter 14 spoilers

i'm not even sure where to start. like genuinely. the chapter was good, i won't lie and say it wasn't, but it was only dialogue heavy at some points and then literally nothing at other points. i wasn't sure what to expect from this chapter because it's a new arc and a new volume but FUCK.

i liked the new charming man content, but the lack of a stand name is just. ughhggg. JUST GIVE US CRUMBS ARAKI. anyways. dragona looked super pretty throughout this chapter i won't lie. love my gorgeous transfem queen.

anyways, time to get the obvious out of the way. wtf is happening with usagi??? while it could be a stand attack and that's what's up with his skin, it could also be araki bringing back rock organisms. there's also the possibility of either usagi eating a rocacaca at some point, or being a rock human. if its one of those two, it would make sense as to why he literally wears a full bodysuit.

as for the rock human part; it's not impossible. female rock humans were said to be able to procreate with male humans; usagi has said before that his father is dead. i'm not saying i believe that usagi is a rock human, but i'm not saying its entirely implausible.

he didn't really seem affected by dragona rejecting him, as well as being completely nonchalant about bringing up his father's death and his circumstances, but also just the fact that he's known dragona for a few days and he's already in love with her. could be lack of understanding of human connection. could be autism. who fucking knows. i'm just still processing what just happened.

however i would like to say that charming man immediately assuming and just asking dragona if usagi had some sort of chronic illness made me ☹️ him just assuming it was that because he's also got smth going on with his skin just EUGGHFFGVJGH crying

on a more positive note, usagi looked absolutely clueless throughout the entire chapter until the end. like there was not a single thought going on in his head. ALSO HE SHRUNK AND ITS SO FUNNY😭😭 HES SO MUCH SMALLER THAN HE WAS BEFORE WHAG HAPPENEDDD short king i guess

#jojolands #jojos bizarre adventure #usagi alohaoe #jjba #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jojolands spoilers #jojolands chapter 14 #charming man #dragona joestar #jojolion

[honeystwiggypeach]

Its spooky season, so I was wondering if you could write any of the JJK carving pumpkins with reader! Thanks <3 🌻

Omg!!! You’re so right! It is spooky season and I haven’t even been writing any Halloween content!! I’m like so behind besties😭Anywho!!! I decided on Toji and Geto because Toji and Geto😞Anywho!! Tysm for the request I love it!! And if anyone wants to see anything else pls let me know because these are so fun(ohh especially Halloween requests!!)

I also made them all Toji a dad because…baby Megumi…and Geto… because I can’t just leave him out😭😭(I’ll rewrite this to just the boys if you’d like me to but I like them as dads😞)

Toji

It was the first Halloween you’d be spending with Megumi and Toji so of course when you’d come home, you brought pumpkins.

Poor Megumi had no idea what it even was as he slapped it experimentally retracting when he feels the slight sting against his tiny palm.

“You can’t do that buddy it’s gonna hurt” his little brows furrowed as he huffs.

Toji laughs at the interaction, “of course you find it funny” you puff out as you settle Megumi on your hip setting a bag of supplies on the table.

“We can make Jack o’lanterns!” You tell Toji and glance over to the table, “and I bought paint for Megumi so he doesn’t have to carve his…you know sharp objects” you roll your eyes at Toji’s look of disgust.

“Don’t be that way it’ll be fun!!” Until your arm deep in pumpkin guts and you’ve got paint in everything because poor Megumi doesn’t understand the concept of ‘just the pumpkin honey’

Geto

Honestly when your girls brought two pumpkins from the store trip they went on with Geto you should have guessed it wouldn’t end well.

Of course, Nanako wanted Geto to help her so Mimiko was stuck with you and poor thing didn’t have a clue whag to do, you sliced the top of both pumpkins off and Mimiko just stared into it, “it looks nasty” she whispered as you reached in pulling out a handful of seeds.

“It’s not that bad” Geto scoffs and you roll your eyes.

Eventually she gathers the courage to stick one arm in the pumpkin albiet slowly she eventually guts the pumpkin.

When you both look up you see Nanako flinging the seeds onto her dad who’s practically covered in the sticky guts as he watches Nanako look back after he let out a little grunt when a seed gets particularly close to his eye before she continues to toss the seeds out at him.

Let me know if you want to see anything else because I love writing these(especially Halloween themed stuff!!)

#🌻~anon #anons #reader insert #x reader #jjk dads #toji fushiguro x reader #toji fushiguro #dad!toji #dad!toji x reader #Geto Suguru x reader #geto suguru #dad!geto #dad!Geto x reader

[yanderes-galore]

( I loved reading your tmnt stories I like the rivals one between rise ) can I please request Yandere rivals Dewey vs Louie from duck tales (the new/recent one on Disney ?) please (reader could be a type of bird species or maybe a red panda ? Their so cute !) it’s up to u of course , can’t wait to see what u come up with )

I'm very happy you enjoy my TMNT stories. I also enjoy writing for cartoons recently ^^ I'll see whag I can do. Aged up but I still made the pairing vague (leans platonic in my eyes though)

Edit: This show is so good-

Yandere! Dewey vs Louie with Red Panda! Darling

Short Concept

Pairing: Platonic/Romantic - Rivalry

Possible Trigger Warnings: Gender-Neutral Darling, Manipulation, Jealousy, Obsessive behavior, Clingy behavior, Invasion of privacy, Red panda! Darling is an introvert with extroverts-

Honestly, no matter what animal you are, Dewey will have the hardest time in this pairing.

Dewey is a yandere who wants your attention always on him.

Louie is a yandere who is laid-back and manipulative.

I decided to make it different and choose red panda for this request.

Mostly because the ducks are the most used to birds and dogs in Duckberg.

A red panda would be very different.

Birds populate most of the area.

You being a red panda scares them both at first.

After all, they've heard of bears and think you're like them.

Actually, red pandas are docile and not aggressive.

Your species actually prefer to be solitary.

Honestly once they warm up to you both of the ducks are very curious.

You will unfortunately give up most of your free time....

Louie is the less needy one of the rivalry.

His yandere behavior is Manipulative, Caring, Calm, yet also Insecure.

Towards his darling he can talk you into things.

He has charisma and is quite the smooth talker.

The issue is Dewey....

Dewey is eager to impress you.

Dewey is Obsessive, Clingy, Insecure, and Caring.

He's always wanted to stand out and getting your attention is no different.

When Dewey finds out Louie also wants your attention, the blue duck freaks out.

They're both insecure but Dewey is much more scared of being ordinary to you.

Like typical siblings they're going to fight... a lot.

Now... the differences that happen due to you being a red panda.

They like the fact you're docile and not going to hurt them.

They also tend to abuse the fact you're so nice to them.

The ducks also like your floof.

One moment they're playing with your tail, touching your ears, honestly just invading your personal space.

They both care for you, Louie's rather upset he has to compete for your attention instead of just having it.

The issue their little competition creates is the fact they forget to leave you alone.

They're so absorbed in getting your attention they don't take in the fact you want to be left alone.

You have to hide or sneak away from them to relax.

Even then they just show up again, begging you to hang out with one of them.

The issue with having them fight over you is it's so... annoying.

You're quickly tired and they just don't understand.

Dewey just wants to show you he's different compared to the others.

Louie just wants to have someone he can relax and talk with, perhaps practice his charisma on.

Their fighting may make you lash out at them before hiding away.

Your outburst makes them stop temporarily.

Until they decide to compete on who can make you feel better.

Just prepare to have two ducks always trying to have your attention and fighting at all times... even when you want to be alone.

#yandere ducktales #yandere ducktales 2017 #yandere dewey #yandere louie #platonic yandere #romantic yandere

[lemonkatt17]

"just got you back, I can't lose you again."

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LMAOOOO uh HI if y'all read this it's just gonna be be a rant about my HC ~

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See my HC is that Lucas managed to heal Claus to a stable point resulting in learning a new PSI Life up (learning through panic and desperately trying not to lose his brother (AGAIN) it can be used only in desperate circumstances such as this one and uses up quite alot (all) power after this occurs Lucas and Claus are both in this coma like state after being rushed back home for more care and to me treated by healers * I SWEAR I CAN EXPLAIN BETTER OF LIKE A WHOLE STORY THINGY OF MY HC I CAN GO ON AND I CAN EXPLAIN SO MUCH BETTER BUT MY MIND IS BETRAYING ME ANYWAY THIS IS

BASICALLY WHAT I HC AND WHAG | IMAGINE LOL AND BINEYS IN THERE SO BIOM PROMPT DONE SHRIWKE I DONT LIKE MY HCS SO I UNDERSTAND

IF YOU DINT LIKE MINE -

(Also it's just another fact that I don't really like the unexplained reason why a lot of people draw Claus back from the dead and they explain that the dragon wish brought him back yet couldn't bring his mom back aswell?? IDKIFKAKDH OK OK IMA@ SHUT UFOFBSU$

#lucas #lucas mother 3 #mother 3 #lucastober #claus mother 3 #claus #boney mother 3 #kumatora #kumatora mother 3 #duster #duster mother 3 #hinawa #hinawa mother 3 #flint #flint mother 3 #drawing #fanart #art

[spooky-circuits]

I think it'd be hilariously ironic if with each brother Branch finds he ends up trying to run away form them and said brother follows after them. Like... he managed to get away from Bruce only for Bruce to follow after, telling Brandi it's a family emergency because "That was my baby brother, my 14 year old baby bro, and he's gray and angry and clearly not doing well, I have to go after him!!"

Brandi is happy to take over the restaurant because she also saw the scruffy kids and was worried about them.

And it just... becomes a thing with each brother they meet where Branch tries to properly confront them only to chicken out and run away to the next one with soem excuse, only for said brother to start persuing them to either join in or try tk drag them back to safety. The Snack Pack is, quite frankly, really getting sick of Branch's shenanigans, but are surprisingly understanding about his hesitation once the full story comes out. He needs to get closure for whag Brozone did to him, and he isn't sure what he actually wants.

Yeah that’s one bad habit Branch picked up from his brothers. He gets really hyped up to to give them what for only for them to actually look worried about him and he feels weird about it because deep down he wants them to care about him the same way he cares about them but how dare they only care when he’s at his worst. (What if they leave again once they decide they’ve “solved the problem.”)

Of course his brothers have grown up enough to know they really screwed up and want to make things right. Even if they don’t know how to do that exactly.

#snack attack au #trolls au

[generalsmemories]

Hii not a request, more a ramble bevause im insane, but just came from a stressful college day (was asked if i wanted to go home so haha…obv.) and I’m so done and well maybe it seems like a request but I’m fr curious what jingy’d do like when you’re having a panic attack.

Specifically because I don’t want to be touched during one but I feel like the assumption will be that he’d just hug you and (even tho id probs want that but LIKE THATS ME ITS HIM YOU KNOW WHAG I MEAN AAAAA) like you know (do you?)

Okay sorry I’m a mess, so when I have panic attacks I go non-verbal. (I might be autistic) And like all i do is apologise and cry and hyperventilate and id love a hug but hate it at the aame time. And I feel like he’d know yk? That like if youre not into physical touch, he won’t touch. And if you are okay with it he will…. So hed ask and id nod? BUT THEN ALSO NO BECAUSE ID CRY EVEN MORE WHICH SUCKS AAAAA.

Or: i just want him yo be real and exist and hold me because im touch starved but I also dont because then hes real and I cant do anything and i cant talk and then its all fucked up because bad communication and haha mentally ill.

Sorry if this aint your tea i jusy feel its so normal bc all my friends havw this shit so we share the most insane stories and jokes yk?

Anyways much love <333

dear god anon i hope you took a nice rest when you got home from college- rememeber to put your health first before anything else! you can't flourish or give it your all if your body is ready to collapse any second.

I recently graduated earlier this year (around may) so i can totally understand the stress, but treat yourself well and i hope you got the very much needed rest. also don't be sorry, i get you and not wanting to be touched in such a vulnerable situation. well sorta anyway, i can perfectly initiate physical touch with others, but when others try it with me it's always a 50/50 chance that i will not even let them touch me or pull away after a few seconds HAHA (friends and family alike).

but as for how jing yuan would react i'm pretty sure he would notice pretty quick - he has quite a good eye for details after all! he pays close attention to everything around him, so picking up a few habits of some people would be a piece of cake for him. but if he's unsure i'm sure he would be the type to actually test the waters, if you're able to talk under such panic attacks he would softly ask and then just stay by your side as a presence if you were to confirm his suspicions!

if you weren't able to confirm or deny anything, i think he would try first. not go straight for a hug, but place a comforting hand and test the waters ya know? and if you were to first say yes then later say no he wouldn't question it - if anything if it stresses u out more after he would just placate you with the same :3 smile he sports.

BUT REMEMBER ANON FROM ME PERSONALLY!

don't put yourself down like that, battling mental illness is already a struggle in itself. you're already doing plenty enough by getting by each day! and judging by how you can still joke and talk about it with your friends, you already have close people who would probably stay by your side willingly to comfort you. you're not alone, but if you ever want to drop by again in the near future and ramble you're welcome to!

i would gladly chat with you again (و •̀ ᴗ•́ )و

#narus' message corner #anon #same actually i wish jing yuan was real at times

[jinleebelee]

Heya welcome to my lee vent random blog

Hiya I'm jinlee most be just call me Jin got short and well this blog is just as it sounds, a big old lee vent blog with a bunch of lee nonsense and the occasional meme or too.

I'm in the sfw tickle community so nsfws please be advised and I am 18 so I be changing the 7 to fucking 8 and I hate it and love it

I'm a switch but I'm mostly lee if ya couldn't tell already by the title above. Sooo yeah I'm just making this thing to share a little about myself cause I can and feel like it would be for the benefit of the benefit.

Starting off I do have aspergers and can tend to forget like a lot. And I mean like a lot lot lot lot lot. Soo just be well aware I tend to not understand somethings or certain things l, I also have social anxiety which means we'll to put in a easy to understand way I'm pretty much scared of people and tend to worry over the smallest things.

Also if anyone wants to ya know starting chatting me up or try to become friends snd shit I'm down I just might not reply right away or reply eight awaybthen not come back, I have some family stuff going on and have to be their for them just incase so yeah

Also please be aware if ya tease me out of the blue I do tend to get really flustered and might say the following lines of

WHAG WHAG WHAY WHERE DID YOY COME FROM, IM GONNA FLIPPEN KILL YOU AND GET YOU BACK blah blah I'm not tryin to mean or anything it's just I get so God damn flustered and caught up but if I say something that ya think wasn't called for just tell me and we can work something out alright

Anyways enough about all thay crap, to say the least I'm in a lot of fandoms and I'm not over estimating about it. I cooould share a long lists of fandoms that Most people will know or won't know but I won't so I'll just share some of the things I'm into and also some other stuff besides fandoms like hobbies and crap

Things I'm into

-anime

-managa

-cartoons

-horror shit

-drawing

-writing (especially my oc lore)

-my maximalist room with my big ass collection of shit)

-piano

-getting into fandoms

Soooo yeah yeah yeah

Also I use he him they them it its pronouns so please use these pronouns to address me

Bountries

Now I'm not much of boundary person I don't think but I just wanna list em

Please don't ask me for my face photo unless you are my friend or have just became friends I have a big fear of people outside the community finding this soo yeah

Some people have seen my maxamlist styled room and know that is covered to ceiling amd wall with posters. Not to mention my collection of figures and stuff but only friends can ask for room pics because of privacy and shit

Also also just don't be a pedo if ya know then ya know and if i feel uncomfortable enough I'll either tell ya or if worse comes to worse block your ass. So yeah

Oh and friends can have my social crap. Snap insta discord ecttttt

Also I'm not into like lickle tk thingies so yeahhhh sorry I don't have anything against it like if you like that's fine but with me I'm just kinda like nooo I'm good ya know ya know

Anyways that's a enough of my stupid

#tickle community #tickle #tickles #lee #leemood #sfw tickles

[bittwitchy]

ive been five seconds away from a breakdown every second since the 26th and honestly im gonna keep being five seconds from another breakdown until at least saturday

#at this point im just fuckin confused like #the contradictions the weirdness the feeling like im being set up for failure #the fact that if it does happen thats a p massive betrayal all things xonsidered bc other ppl aint gonna want me now that #i literally got broken from doing this #the other form of betrayal from things i was doing being claimed as promo reasons for others #ive been practicing this thing for the entire time and im 50/50 on if ill fuck it up again on nervousness bc i get so badly nervous #and dont want to disappont which leads to disappointing #also going crom being praised to being insulted to being bashed to learningthe same person was praising u behind ur baxk is like??? #such a weird feeling like idk maybe its my tism but i dont understand #and thats making me freak out more #i already broke a tooth too from clattering out of anxiety so like i can quite literally not afford anything else #ive put off my genetic gum disease treatment too long bc of my last beoken tooth and only bejbg able to afford one #if i lose this i wont ve able to afford anything #and thinking about it makes me break down and cry #but also how am i supposed to do xyz when other lpl will yell at me if i do it #anytime untkl a week after monday nights event #but my deadline is friday #which is why its like im being set up to fail #tbd #im panicking and have been panicking and dont know whag to do and just want to die tvh #ikik how ppl feel abt that sentiment but like im sorry its true thags how i fookin feel idk jow else to put it #other than everything would be easier for me if i stopped existing #and maybe id stop disappointing people #depression cw

[lenabenaacena]

ykw i think i feel better tbh like. i had to take my time to really feel it out and i saw her car again today. it reminded me i had a choice to not go in again and fuck up whag i worked up so much to go. i’ve been studying so hard now and playing guitar for fun. it’s not everything but it feels like something for now. also went to the gym today. keeping myself busy is nice but until it comes to nught in the weekends then idk. it’s different i’m different.

i feel like i have to keep up w others and do this like they want me to. someone reminded me i shouldn’t have to. they’re so right really. i realllg told someone my reasons for moving back to my parents house. to be completely sober. to be closer to my family i miss them so much and to get away from this. i feel like i’ve really grown out of it. i don’t wanna feel like my brother and attach to old friends and old life to feel something. i see him and i feel so bad cause i know he can do better if he allows himself to. maybe i’ll talk to him on this trip soon about this if i can. maybe i can convince him to do better hopefully. if i can’t idk who will. my family needs me most now tho. so much happening but i can’t help anymore for almost two years now. i feel so bad when my grandma told me she was 70 this year i was like fuck bro like goes so fast cause i’m thinking she’s still 50 at least. i was 3 when she was 50 like fuck bro. i wanna spend so much time w her as much as i can in the lifetime i have with her idc about anything else here now. i wanna spend time w my mom and let her know i care about her. i wanna spend time w my siblings and let them know i’ll hear them for anything. i prolly won’t be good but i’ll try so hard for them and eventually maybe for friends that i should really keep in touch with like M and S. i care so much and i don’t know how to express it at all. i wanna express it and i feel like this way i can express it. i wish i had my family here or i should’ve moved w them this year but i had some thing to really take care of.

like a binge rn. i’m so drunk and high now writing this and it feels so crazy now. i’m literally outside my apegsmft now just writing this. idk i’m sorry for that last work if u can’t figure it out it’s apartment i think. 1:51 am i’m still thinking about what was last weekend a few hours before this. i had the offer to go in and have the chance to see her again after that night but i couldn’t. i respected her wishes to never contact her again. she wanted that closure and she got it.

although that wasn’t really closure. i’m saying we really never talked about anything other than how much her old friend wasn’t a good friend. nothing i could’ve done at this point it had nothing to do with me now. she said why i didn’t tell her i told her i did tell her but she didn’t care. she started crying and she asked why and i realized that’s when she just wanted to hear when she wanted to hear. i told her she would’nt have listened anyways. it didn’t matter. what information would’ve changed that. she knew at the begginging of our relationship i didn’t like her friend after what she did. she still kept being friends what was i gonna say 5 years later after gonna change fr. she said she wanted me to say nothing i said nothing. she yelled why i didn’t say nothing then she said she’s talking to a brick wall. whatever i said wasn’t gonna heal her hurt. i tried to leave so bad. i had my fiend in the car thinking it was gonna be quick. no 2 hours later i’m with her still.

anyways she kept saying shit i wanted to hear 3 year ago when she broke up with me. honestly she broke up w me and tried to so long after her dad died. after she met the girl she cheated on me w emotionally it was just downhill after. she connected w someone else and it’s cool you know i couldn’t be there for her i didn’t know her pain. she found someone else she could understand her pain. but at the same time why would she cheat on the person she’s left me for ?

she said she wanted closure and that we never talked about what really happened after we ended it but at the same time why did we did we need to? she moved on obviously in that time and i had to as wellll. but for her to cheat on the person she left me for is crazy realllu.

i know she’s not happy at all i do feel bad for her. like she said she doesn’t have any friends but just work friends and it’s like fuck. i do wanna reach out to her and let her know i’ll always be here for her as a friend if she needs to talk but my last email i sent listed that. well said if she needed closure then i’ll be here. i was drunk when i sent it tbh or recovering drunk. idk i had my friend that was w my the whole time and it felt right bc she salad it was. said. whatever. then i couldn’t sleep that night cause i felt somebbtinf wasn’t right. i checked mg emails and i saw she she replied. i was like wow after all of that you said you said to never contact you again. but you never said anything was a mistake or anything so you wanted to do what you did don’t blame anytning kn you being drunk yk. cause after a while i knew you weren’t drunk anymore. you saw my friend that helped us w our problems and officially was sobered up. telling me that you would believe me if the sky was falling bc you loved me so much was insane. telling me you loved me the whole night as insane. telling me i was the best thing in your life was insane. telling me everything i wanted to hear 3 year ago is insane.

i didn’t feel anything anymore. all the things i felt in the moment was just list and nostalgia. wanted to give her my number and telling her i’ll email hee or something. what’s crazy is that she mentioned a girl i was sleeping w. i kept it so low key but she had mentioned the name A. i was like what the fuck how did you know but she changed the subject realt quick. she kept trying to fuck me thst whole night. i kept trying to stop i didn’t feel right doing it rwhen she was going home to a whole different person. even then i didn’t feel like a good person doing that. even i’m my soul i knew i shouldn’t have but i did anyways because she kept saying i was playing her by doing this and she eventually got so aggressive with trying to fuck me. idk man if was a good reminder of why we should not be together or why i should not see her after that anymore even though how much i want to. life is hard bro. you just gotta move on. from everything. i know life is so hard for her and for her whole family. idk how hard it is now but i’m it’s hard. i wish i could help her fr in any way possible. i loved her so much before and i always will. maybe not in the same way but in a way that’s comfortable with both of us.

everything we used to be is nothing more. until she realizes what had really happened. until she sits down and just cries so hard to realize why it didn’t really work out. she thinks why we didn’t work out was bc i stopped trying. i agree with her that’s one reason why i stopped trying. but there was so many other reasons like why she always wanted to fight me everything she got drunk. or when she always accuses me of cheating after that one accusation that i proves to be wrong. it was constant every time and there was nothing to do anymore until she realizes what she did wrong. i realized what is did wrong in that relationship. i told her i thought about it a lot. obviously i had to in order to be better.

i’m drunk i’m tiedd good night

[jennymay]

I feel bad again. I didn’t have a good day today. Things have been okay with usual anxiety. But I have had another bad day. Filled with anxiety and just sadness. Sometimes I can override it and feel okay but today was just, bad. As I’ve now said 3 times.

I just don’t feel good about anything. I feel dread for my life. For living. Knowing this is gonna keep going and going and going. Just dreadful, the whole thing. Nothing to live for. Nothing makes me happy. Just nothingness all the time. Wake up and work, go home smoke, bedtime. Everyday. Weekends are sometimes different but at the end of the day I go back to being empty and numb. So what is the point?

I’m over heating right now. I have really hot flushes and my face turns bright red and my body feels boiling hot on the inside. And all I’ve done is sit here. Sometimes I can feel myself overheating like I can physically feel if. It goes through me like a wave. A wave of fire going through me. That’s genuinely how it feels. Hard to understand if you haven’t felt it before.

There’s just no happiness in my life anymore and I don’t think it can be fixed really, I think that’s just growing up. The lord you grown, the more you learn and you realise how bad the world is and how bad people are.

Demi makes me anxious a bit too. She admitted it there was ever an issue she had with me, she wouldn’t tell me. She’d just stop talking to me. Which isn’t too nice to know about. I’d rather not know and have her slowly drift away from me. But now knowing if she doesn’t respond to me (which happens often) it means that she has an issue. That’s what I’m gonna think from now on and I think that sucks. I’m gonna have more anxiety over that because she will ghost me.

Hopefully she makes an excuse as to why we can’t talk anymore and I’m too dumb to realise the reason why. The less I know the better honestly. I don’t need more things to worry about. I’ll go into overdrive.

I feel like an overused PS4 that’s constantly overheating and making a loud noise. That’s how I imagine my brain. When you turn the PS4 on, I imagine that’s how my brain looks when I wake up. It starts turning on slowly and it glitches through the day and makes loud noises so I can’t understand my thoughts.

Anyway I don’t really have anymore to say, I just have no one to talk to so I come here because I’m lonely and make myself feel worse by discussing my problems. But I have nothing else to talk about. I don’t have nice and happy things in my life. I don’t even see the kids anymore because I’m too depressed. But I love them the same, I always will.

I see Emily Thursday which I’m excited for but also a bit, meh, about it. It means I’m gonna have to muster up a lot of energy. I have 0 lately so it will be tough but I’ll do it because I do wanna see her and I know she misses me. I feel guilty for everytime I hang out with demi. It’s very strange that I now see demi more than emily. Just a weird sentence I would’ve been confused about if this was 5 years ago. I know Emily hates me for it. She doesn’t hate demi, she’s just jealous of her.

Anyway. Again I’m rambling shit because I’m

Upset and have no one to talk to. I know I do but I’m gonna be real, no one cares. And I don’t mean that in an attention seeking way. I just know that no one cares. And hearing people say “you can always talk to me!” Pisses me off. Cause it’s not true so why would I waste my time. And then if I do talk to them, it’s about them, or the subject changes. Or they just don’t get it at all. Then what? It’s just a waste. I understand why people lull themselves and don’t talk to people about it

Bc whag will they do? Fix it? Lmao. Ridiculous. Anyways. Depressed depressed. Watch, tomorrow I’ll probably have a new found respect for life and living. And won’t understand why I wanted to kill myself. Oh wow didn’t even realise I was suicidal til literally just then. It’s these lack of meds. They’re making me suicidal. I always think about dying but not like this. This is what I would call suicidal. And I can’t stand sam.

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[nihilistwife]

I should probably re-read 1984 & Brave New World as an adult bc neither of them stuck w me as a kid. They were just so painfully British.

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