#doing my best here

[taardisblue]

ok no i lied, one more thoschei thought. the way, even as she dismantles his plan, even after everything he’s done, after how much it broke them. the way she still can’t help but mention how smart he is, i mean, come on, “what a mind”????? meanwhile. he’s doing all of this. because he believes she doesn’t see him as an equal anymore. because he believes she sees him as nothing. im. unwell.

#doctor who #doctor who spoilers #dw #dw spoilers #thoschei #LIKE. THIS COULD BE FIXED BY HAVING THEM IN THE SAME ROOM FOR LIKE MAYBE AN HOUR #give them ONE threat to diffuse together and he'll realize she still values him and cares about him and thinks he's brilliant #and she'll realize he's like. been driven to the brink by matrix defenses shredding his mind and a difficult regen and a cyber AI #ok that last bit is more hc than canon but the point STANDS #if /he/ got to realize he's in fact been spiraling over nothing. so many problems would be avoided #of course it could never happen bc it's the /master/ and the master is all ego #and would just. never believe it. #but thats what fic is for!!! #fic!dhawan!master gets a little emotional intelligence. sometimes. as a treat. #but yeah. the tragedy of it all #them #t h e m #these posts probably dont make any sense anymore but it's like midnight ive been at this for two hours and it feels like max 5 mins so yk #doing my best here

[hythlodaes]

6.55 spoilers

shut upppppppp

#thanuri canon as always #i'm just ?? skdlfj?????? #everything is so much and so good #also esti in limsa made me laugh so hard #emilien just magnets ig #idk how to work that into canon but I'M SO EXCITED #also g'raha literally has my whole heart i can't deal i love him so much #and KRILE girl you are everythinggggg #wuk lamat is so cute dkdjdkd i just don’t want to mess w their politics ! #ffxiv #6.55 spoilers #endwalker spoilers #endwalker patch spoilers #doing my best here

[squidjetsassafras]

Realizing Ive seen a lot of the makeup art but not this one.

Cue penny drop: oh yeah I can make that art!

Im kind of in love with how goofy gid came out.

#tlt #the locked tomb #tlt art #griddlehark #art #Gideon Nav #harrowhark #harrowhark nonagesimus #tlt fanart #tlt fan art #traditional art #also if anyone has tips for photographing art my dms are open #or do you scan #doing my best here #love these funky lesbians #in my mind theyre in canaan house #i just dont have an easy visual cue for that yet

[fuckmyskywalker]

please give me a petname that only I can call you papi, please? 🎸

Hm, what about bombon? I love that nickname lol is so underrated

#𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 anya answers! #🎸 anon #doing my best here

[worstqueerbaittournament]

Really sorry about submitting something already on the list. Didn't intend to annoy you, I don't know how my eyes skipped over it >_<'

It's fine. It's just been happening so. Much. and on top of that some people have gotten increasingly ruder, asking why I haven't answered or updated and it's just been really getting to me.

#answered #doing my best here

[nevermore-ocs]

HEYYYYYY SO GUESS WHAT THIS BLOG AIN’T FUCKING BIT THE DUST YET IVE JUST BEEN BEDRIDDEN FOR LIKE A WEEK OR SO IM GRAVITATING BACK SO WHY NO CELEBRATE WITH AN **OC TAKEOVER!!** THIS TIME FEATURING AN OLDER DBZ/DBS CHARACTER IVE MINE THAT I WAS LOVINGLY **COERCED** INTO BRINGING BACK

Now, I know what you’re probably thinking, “my brother in Christ, that is just a battleworn Cell-” AND YOU’RE KINDA RIGHT This character of mine is named Truth, YES LIKE THE STAPLE OF JUSTICE STUFF YADDA YADDA YADDA, but he was once a disregarded Cell Jr. that was physically batted away by Cell prior to the Cell Games commencing, and due to the force behind Cell’s flinging, that smol bapy ended up slamming the back of his head against a decently sized boulder near by and rendered him with a wicked case of amnesia, and fled away from the scene he could barely trace back into his head, so he went on to live a life, YES THIS ALL CAME FROM THE IDEA OF A CELL JR. GROWING UP SINCE ALL OF THEM WERE MURKED BY SSJ2 GOHAN, of committing to goodness and becoming a hero that was shadowed over by the unknown hatred of civilians he cared for, always referring him by the insidious moniker of “Cell” instead of his actual name, but despite all of the malice aimed at him, he still wants to do good! EVEN IF HE HAS PEOPLE WHO HAS PASSES A FUCKIN GOOD HAND TO BASICALLY SPITS INTO

#art #my art #oc #my oc #dbz #dbs #dragon ball z #dragon ball super #cell #truth #oc takeover #takeover #MOSTLY THIS IS ALSO PRACTICE FOR ME IN DRAWING NOT ONLY TRUTH BUT CELL AS WELL #IM #DOING MY BEST HERE

[onekisstotakewithme]

Not one story but your Butch & Sundance series ?? ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY FREAKING ADORE THEM

ahhhh thank you Steph 🥰💜

Fun fact: a draft of the "final" B&S fic is finished, but today I started thinking about making it five parts instead! 🤭

#doing my best here #does anyone else remember when i wrote one shots??

[dreamersparacosm]

hello angels i hope you all have had a very happy holidays❤️ currently on vacation so i have been mia but at this point that’s the norm!

#doing my best here #admin note

[vessel-full-of-stories]

When you hit a block in your one contribution to the fandom, so you try something new. And you go a little overboard and post a bunch of those types of contributions, along with a completely different type (in video form, because words are hard and music on repeat for hours goes with the hyper focus). And then you burn yourself out while also getting additional real world responsibilities that take your free time away. So you don't get to create anything for awhile.

Until you feel a little better.

And then you want to do it all at once. And you're paralyzed with it all and just want everything to be done so you can post it and let people talk to you again.

#911 fox #buddie #basically this is me saying i have three outlines for buddie fics that need to be completed #i started on a bobby love language analysis (which ill probably wait until after 6a to finish since we'll enter hiatus) #i was going to make a 911 x This Is Halloween fanvid but i ran out of time so i guess ill make it next year??? #honestly i get so happy when i read peoples reactions through tags/comments on my fics #and when i can get like mini conversations with people sometimes? just geeking out about the show? i love it #but i need to actually post something for someone to respond to #doing my best here #apologies #this is mostly a self rant hahaha

[oops-all-smurph]

Haven't actively used Tumblr since 2013... time to brush off the old cobwebs

#doing my best here #i'm old now its fine #i swear #pls just be nice #i used to use this site everyday #i just wanna fit in

[lou-bonfightme]

The Wolf Sings for the Moon: Part Three: The Worm Moon or Hutasani Purnima |O| [Self-para]

@raksha-bhediya

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As Lou made his walk up to the Ivy Grove, he noticed the absence of the brightly coloured strips of cloth that had been tied to one of the trees outside. It was funny, because he had considered saying no to Raksha’s request when she had asked him if she could do it, worried about the aesthetics and any environmentalists who might take issue. The Ivy Grove was a business now, after all. But, Raksha had explained that it would just be for a few weeks, as part of a religious observance. And he was glad he had allowed it, as it had added a cheery air to things.

They were gone now, the ritual complete, and Lou was surprised at himself for missing them. 

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[link here]

#self para #the wolf sings for the moon #part three: the worm moon or hutasani purnima #rakouse #mad at myself #bc i had this done and ready #for the full moon but #mon/tues was SO busy #straight up forgor #also pls no one @ me for butchering holi or other hindu holidays #doing my best here #with the research i can do by google

[baekuras]

btw i still have 0 internet except for bits via my phone and i can't connect those to my laptop

anyhow if i suddenly stop posting then yea sry my queue ran out

#txts #doing my best here #i have internet on my phone now #but i cant hotspot it to my laptop for some reason #it will connect but say i have no internet #i am both rly angry but also just tired of this nonsense lol

[inkskinned]

in internet posts it is easy to cut them out of your life. they are hurting you! they aren't listening to you!

they held your hair back. they lent you lipstick. they held your hand at the train station and got you home safe. they rounded on your bully, got loud, said get fucked, spitting-mad in your defense.

they also cut the hair off again. told you that you should really think twice before wearing something like that. took you for granted. took your insecurities and threw them in your face again.

you know logically it should be easy. all the internet advice comments always read it will feel better. like an equation - if a person is rotten, you just remove them. you pull the tooth that's hurting.

but it was never a big flare-up moment. you don't live in a sitcom. they never tried to take your boyfriend or steal from your apartment. they showed up to birthdays and they wrote songs about you and bring you water without you asking. once you found out they carry an emergency inhaler for you, even though you haven't had an asthma attack in years - just in case.

where is the line? people fuck up. sometimes they fuck up badly. sometimes people have raw personalities, like a powerline, and being around them is dangerous. addicting. sometimes they can't help themselves, but you know they're trying. sometimes they are just rough-around-the-edges. sometimes they don't even realize how they sounded when they said that. sometimes it's just - you've both loved each other for so long now, the way this thing hurts goes back to the root.

and that's the fucked up part. you have pushed your fingers against the sweetheart of memory. things these days are electric, tense, harrowing. they didn't used to be. there were a lot of good days in there. sometimes you want to just close your eyes and say can this be over yet? do we still need to be fighting?

doing that would give up any chance you get of getting an apology, but you don't always know that you need an apology, you love them. once they flaked on your birthday party. once they told you to get over it, people are always dying. they also let you crash on their couch for a week after the breakup, handfeeding you when you were so sad you couldn't eat. they are also judgmental about everything, occasionally react to banal statements with an attitude that is weird and fiery. they also love you like a lighthouse sometimes, so strong they cut the storm like lightning.

but the problem is that you might be storm. you might be the thing that needs breaking. what if you are two forces who are desperately, horribly drawn to each other, shaped by the other person's passions, and both good for each other and bad in equal measure.

what if you're both just people, and you're no saint neither.

just cut them off! swallowing the saltwater, you catch yourself in the mirror. you've been shaking more than usual. there's an ache in you that is oblique, loud, impossible to soothe. is this what it looks like? when life is "easier"?

your mouth will always have a hole, is the thing, if you remove the tooth.

#spilled ink #warm up #writeblr #this is about someone specific but feel free to blorbo on main. #tbh this is familial for me so that is an element but it's also about childhood best friends #and probably about ur enemies to lovers blorbo #(but i want to specifically say if ur partner is like this. not necessarily a good partnership lol.) #(the dynamics at play in familial/friend relationships feel equally important and in some ways are HARDER to escape. #bc we can see that this is a potentially toxic romantic foundation. #but in family ? ...... it's toxic and it doesn't stop u from loving them. bc u always have. #and i think that makes it harder. by a lot. which is what this is referencing). #but genuinely and really truly forever feel free to tag ur potentially toxic enemies to lovers on this and all my poetry #here i'll do one for u - adora & catra :x

[quadrantadvisor]

Imagine if the GIW started gunning for Jason without the Batfam ever meeting Phantom. Like, Bruce has to figure out on his own that the guys in white suits with Lazarus guns are 1. a legitimate government agency, and 2. are perfectly within their rights to hunt Jason like an animal, because 3. there's secret government legislation that says that since Jason's body processes ectaplasm, he's classified as non-sapient and has no legal protections.

Bruce calling up Clark like

Bruce: I am currently in the process of breaking into a government facility in order to dismantle their operations.

Clark: Okay? Do you need... help?

Bruce: Yes.

Clark: Sure, I'll be right there.

Bruce: Not that kind of help. Oracle is sending you the files now. I'd like you and Ms. Lane to make these people wish they were never born.

Clark: [speed-reading the documents] Oh yeah, can do. This is truly disgusting. If the public is half as outraged as I am, we'll get this sorted as fast as the courts can manage.

So Clark Kent acts as a whistle-blower, the Justice League publicly condems the Anti-Ecto Acts as inhumane, the GIW is disbanded, and Batman gets pardoned for all of those crimes that he technically did by assaulting federal agents. And after all that gets sorted, some white haired kid pops up in the Watchtower like "haha thanks for that I really didn't want a war between Earth and the Infinite Realms" and the League are like "wait what"

#dp x dc #dpxdc #danny phantom #dc #batman #batfam #and jason and danny become best friends obviously #yes i am implying danny is the ghost king here #i just think that bruce being like 'what do you mean my son is non-sapient and has no legal rights. ill kill you.' is good and fun #my rambles

[shawolsos]

I wanna be one of those stans that is like on top of everything and like knows all the birthdays and stuff sooo bad but like it's just not gonna happen

#like as a stan i just show up to work 30 minutes late with starbucks #but i did bring stuff for everyone!!! #doing my best here #fangirling #fangirl #general fandom #fandom #cerys rambles

[courfee]

oby jeggy is a different kind of dsfkdsf so here is them from the first fic in that series, i will touch you with my mind by my love @itsjaywalkers

#i fully ignored how cars work man there is a steering wheel somewhere technically #i looked at so many reference pictures of car interiors and realised #(after already having commited to the angle) #that this is not a view you could get from two people sitting in the front seat of a car. but alas. we ignore cars #less ignorable is the fact that somehow not just the car anatomy but also the people anatomy in this would just not work. how do legs ????? #i tried my best but even 24601 references couldnt help me out here so eh... #but laurie screamed at me about this yesterday so id say i succeded in what i had actually wanted to accomplish :) #jegulus #jegulus fanart #marauders fanart #regulus black #james potter #james x regulus #marauders #regulus black fanart #james potter fanart #starchaser #sunseeker #regulus x james #marauders era #hp #mine #my art