#dont mind me rly

[starryfox0]

am i a convinced lokius shipper? yes. do i want sylki to happen? absolutely not.

but the reason i dont like sylki isnt because sylvie is a loki variant and they basically the same. i mean, it is kinda weird but still, loki got pregnant by a horse ok. the reason also isnt that it wouldnt be queer (although i would argue it still is).

i just think that loki and sylvie have absolutely no romantic chemistry. ofc there is an understanding, they are the same, they get each other. but that isnt a reason for them to pursue their relationship romantically. i think that loki and sylvie both thought that the only one able to ever truly love them is themselves. (i dont think loki rly loves himself or sylvie but öhm cmon ykwim). i also think that both thought they didnt deserve anyone else. but both of them grew. both started to find value in themselves and around them. loki found it in the tva, in mobius. sylvie found her life at mcdonalds and started to live a quiet, calm and normal life. they arent as dependent on the other like before. they might realise that they deserve someone who loves them and gets to know them.

#dont mind me rly #im just rambling #idk if that makes sense #it does to me #i still think lokius is gonna happen in ep6 #call me delusional idc #loki #lokius #marvel

[portgas-d-rouge]

devil fruit swap: singsing! ace & flameflame!uta

#portgas d ace #ace one piece #uta one piece #one piece #one piece fanart #dont mind me just crossposting from twitter #boy band ace.... cowgirl uta.... get into it #ace is maybe a bit too emo to rly be an nsync guy but its fine #uta #ace

[newttxt]

i cannot believe i made it to gear 5 without being spoiled,,

#one piece #luffy #gear 5 spoilers #wano spoilers #u h. so i hear ppl dont rly tag for this anymore but the sheer JOY I FELT seeing this as a surprise… i dont wanna ruin that for anyone else #to be fair. i just muted every one piece word i could AND only looked at things friends sent me #so maybe its impossible to avoid spoilers without just going offline like i have #WHATEVER. whatever. its for my peace of mind #anyway. the way my jaw hung open for like 5 episodes straight #i said a couple days earlier ‘how will oda make the end of this fight actually satisfying?’ and bree screenshotted it to show me later #yeah id never have predicted this but it SURE WAS SATISFYING

[dapper-lil-arts]

had a hilarious thought on my hormones doctor appointment

#for some reason when they mentioned perfect woman my mind immediately went to rarity lmao #a girl character whose entire jist is that shes always the most gorgeous woman in the room and still is rly kind and nice #yeah that is very much an idealized perfection lmao #i dont mean this as in “i want hormones to turn me into a pony” #i mean this as in #if hormones turned me into a gorgeous confident woman that is always the prettiest in the room #that would be unrealistic af to me lmao #sketch #sona #kibty #being a stinky semi goth girl is more realistic

[kuragesoda]

happy pride month hypsters <3

#alternative dialogue: “or like?? use gay hypnosis mics ????” #brought to you by mcd bc i just think theyre fucking hilarious #hypmic #hypnosis mic #mad comic dialogue #sasara nurude #samatoki aohitsugi #mcd #ft. ichiro and kuko in the back #uhhh didnt rly have any ship intended but feel free to tag as whatever i dont mind #hypmic memes #fanart #made by me :))

[undefeatablesin]

I was divinely inspired by this comment and felt that I had no choice but to draw it 😂

#sin scribbles #eileen the crow #eileen bloodborne #bloodborne #(dont mind me just testing out different brushes while i meme all over the place) #(it rly does feel like this though 😂😂😂) #(just a sketch but i like my sketches better anyway) #(laughed for like 5 minutes this is one of my fave memes tho so i felt doubly obliged)

[magpod-confessions]

(not a confession just a bit of a rant)

i think the tma/tmagp fandom needs to collectively realise that these are HORROR podcasts. and even if the episode or whatever doesn't scare you, it is made to be terrifying and will scare someone else. rusty quill puts content warnings in their episode descriptions for a reason.

tumblr has these handy content warning tags, and it takes about 2 seconds to add them to your post. so when you post art of an episode, chances are you should be adding a few content warnings there.

I saw it with art of needles for a bit, even though the fear of needles is actually quite a well-known phobia. Now i'm seeing it again with tmagp 11. I've seen several pieces of art and not one of them had any content warnings.

i really did not have a great time with tmagp 11's statement, and i really don't need to be reminded of that everytime i scroll through tumblr because nobody can be bothered to tag their posts.

it's not that hard. and just a little bit more effort might stop someone from accidentally coming across their worst fear.

also, and this is less of a pressing issue, maybe it isn't just art that should be tagged with tw. just the words are designed to be terrifying. so if you have quotes from episodes in a text post, quotes that are designed to provoke fear, tag that too.

(also, just because you don't know the name of a phobia, doesn't mean it doesn't exist. it just confuses me that we can all tag stuff for scopophobia and eye contact but not thalassophobia??)

(respond to this as honestly as you want, i don't care. i just wanted to share something that's been bothering me lately)

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#yea this is fair. trigger tagging stuff is rly important agreed #it does infuriate me when things arent correctly tagged and i do think ppl should be more mindful of others #i understand ppl who dont have a good grasp on what stuff is triggering (i struggle with that myself) #but yea i think making an effort is important #tmagp #the magnus protocol #tma #the magnus archives #magpod #magpod confession

[blueiight]

claudia still gets infantilized by media surrounding iwtv despite this being core to the tragedy of her condition

i think shes always been infantilized & ppl dont see the merit of her arc bc ppl rly only care about female characters in relation with romance or if they are children [or someone’s child of sorts?] in so far as they relate to the men rearing them. [cue 5001 lestat-claudia webweaves]. claudia is both selectively infantilized & excessively adultified whenever convenient to character/s [somehow both a ‘child interfering’ and both powerful enough to ‘turn louis against lestat’] nd to a certain extent by the fandom too. speaking of the show here too - show!louis now wanting claudia as his child is never disseminated for what it is in relation to louis (how he wanted children, and how hes forcibly exiled from the public sphere & makes do with the quasi-domestic) or claudia (in her want for a companion in immortality & wanting to understand the origins of their existence. in both the book and the show its claudia who initiates the question of ‘who made lestat/vampires as a whole’) but rather ppl render show claudia inert solely as a fictional moral bludgeon to character bash louis or make stuntin like my mommy/daddy posts with lestat. i was thinking too the other day how people often talk about iwtv in the sense of outcasts but never mention claudia… which is insane bc this line in the show alone says so much

But it was 1939, and the only N* allowed in first class was the porter, and the N* passenger rode the rear. The N* vampire made do with what was left, which was fine with her.

neither second-class passenger nor porter directly serving whites: claudia is the black vampire sitting in the stowaway with the dogs and people’s luggage, earlier hiding out in university corners pretending to be the cleaner’s child, engorging herself on blood and taking body parts from her victims to put in storage all if it means she could have something for herself. shes really the ult. outcast of sorts.

#yn. #yn answers #yn do sum maymays. #kaelio #iwtv #claudia #opinion rate #The word is censored bc i dont believe in using it recklessly in mixed company^_^ or at all tbh. #Not in the modern day. #and it also irks when ppl r like ‘claudia needs a woman’s touch’ #but forget how in the book estelle & the other theater chicks groped her n treated her like a doll #or how book!madeleine sees claudia as a proxy for her dead daughter #but bc book lew+ clauds r in this quasi incestuous set up shed take dead daughter over wtf lewis wanted out of her #like ‘women’s touch’ dont do her very much up until the ghost psychic mind link w/ jesse im afraid. lol #its a bizarre form [& actual example] of essentialism applied to claudia. #which makes me excited for s2 claudia bc like #like why is she dressed as a doll on stage!! in the theater #Oh baby esther we rly in it now. #I like romance i just dont like pop fandom’s idea of romance

[becauseplot]

anyway yeah fr i miss ordo theoritas. i miss the theory crafting i miss the hugeass meetings before/after Big Lore Event to brief/debrief everyone involved i miss the chaos and confusion and laughter and teamwork. i miss the cellbit, bad, and phil (key-keepers my beloveds) being the heads of the ordo working together to untangle the mysteries to the island. they were hardly ever on at the same time bc schedules and time zones (WAILS) but in my head they had so many late nights down in the evidence rooms like this

just. yeah. yeahh.

#qsmp #ordo theoritas #qsmp philza #qsmp cellbit #qsmp badboyhalo #i might have a fic idea but rn it’s just archivists bc they live in my head rent free #also im not too comfortable writing bad bc (1) i don’t watch him as much and (2) his lore is like?? so complicated?? #as an outside viewer its pretty intimidating lol #it’s the vibe of late night working w your friends on a project/lab/whatever slowly losing your minds tying to figure it out #it’s 2:30 am you’ve been talking in circles the theories are getting more out there but ya don’t rly care bc hey it’s Something #and then someone says smthn that’s just like Woah. wait Actually?? and it kicks you all back into gear to get you chugging along again #anyway i miss them i go sleepies now gnnnn #dont mind me im just rambling #god so much for me going to bed at a decent hour lmao

[trannydykes]

also after careful deliberation ive come to the conclusion i was right the first time and transandrophobia isnt real. because even if the male part of your identity is being attacked, androphobia cannot be a thing. you're experiencing transphobia.

and if you want to get a focus on transandrophobia to the point where it's taken seriously, take transmisogyny seriously. because everyone ive seen claim to experience transandrophobia is a transmisogynist.

#not tagging this with the transandrophobia stuff because i dont want to get killed this time #but i wanted to let my position be stated #like yes i 'changed' my mind again #because i wasnt rly convinced at all in the first place. i just wanted ppl to stop harassing me cuz i said men arent inherently oppressed #and yeah thats a cowards technique but it worked #and im not gonna pussy out this time

[spearxwind]

i'm an it/its pronouns user myself so when i thought i remembered you going "adri is he/it" i was like well it doesnt seem like anyone else has used those for it yet so i will >:) need more things with an it as a protagonist (off the top of my head i know of like one very short series)

YESSSS youre literally so valid genuinely

I usually just use he for it because of habit, but also bc it sells the illusion as well :) Even despite pronouns and appearance Adri is 100% genderless (its a Thing, and also not even alive) so using 'he' when referring to it is basically 100% what it wants you to do

#not gonna lie that one line from prototype that goes 'its not a he dammit it is an it' is permanently seared into my brain #i didnt do the parallel on purpose but i genuinely dont mind it <3 #ask #anon #it also makes me rly happy to be able to refer to adri as it/its and ppl not being Weird about it ngl #sidenote related to this but i just remembered i have a really terrible gender shitpost in my brain to draw sometime #where adri slings a really cringe inducing flirt at knife (NOT because it is actually flirting its bc he knows it'll make her uncomfortable #and knife is like. 'im a lesbian' and adri is like. 'and im genderless. dont be homophobic'

[semiotomatics]

literally just realized ppl without aphantasia can prolly actually visualize what theyre going to make (draw, paint, sculpt, knit, etc) before/as they make it. wtf.

#aphantasia #and here i was thinking i was just Bad At The Visual Arts #nah bro!! #im just handicapped lol #(to clarify: i have no idea what the thing im making should “look like�� until i make it) #(like if i wanna draw a picture of a cat i dont have an image of what i want it to look like in my head as i draw) #which makes it very hard to make things bc i dont know if im making it right or not until I've already done it #anyway im assuming for ppl with a minds eye its different? that yall are able to picture what youre making in your head? #idk maybe im wrong i still don't rly get how the whole minds eye thing is supposed to work #but it makes sense to me #and sounds SO much easier goddamn

[skitskatdacat63]

2011 February Barcelona Testing(via Motorsport)

#had a mental conniption over these dont mind me #i just wanna post all the pics i downloaded today i rly rly like all of them #testing seb is 🥰 im obsessed with all the pics from every testing session #bcs that is prime territory for beanie seb :D #2011 february barcelona testing #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #sebastian vettel #sv5 #red bull seb #we do a little bit of f1 #(so uh yeah idk yet bcs im still thinking but i might schedule spam sry in advance if so i just am in love w these pics) #(but who knows this little note might be irrelevant cause im indecisive) #(but yeh maybe ignore me in parantheses bcs its usually just me making a note to myself lolol i cant help it) #okay imma queue them for 2 hr spaces so look out for that :D

[undefeatablesin]

My angel, my pride and joy, my beloved AKA the Good Hunter Ruza lmao 🧡 ft. Her Lost Chikage and her fun outfit from these screenshots! + some lil headshots of her in the Yharnam Hunter Garb, a look I also care Deeply About ✨️

#sin scribbles #bloodborne #good hunter #good hunter bloodborne #hunter bloodborne #bloodborne oc #bloodborne oc ; ruza #(ITS DONE CAN U BELIEVE IT I SURE CANT!!!!) #(yes. i repeat. this was largely inspired and enforced by me playin d/m/c5 again. LOL.) #(look.......is it my fault my favourite games happen 2 both be about monster hunters with cool swords???) #(anyways whatever AHEM *shuffles notes*) #(i do rly like ruza in the knights garb tbf its fun and flashy. especially in game where everything is dark af) #(very fun to draw. but i prefer her in the actual hunting garb so THATS WHAT WE STICKIN WITH.) #(at least for now idk my mind changes like the weather sis thats largely why i havent given her a new ref sheet) #(or posted her new bio bc tbh im cursed!!!) #(as soon as i post a ref or a bio i immediately want to change it all. so. i just wont LOL) #(if yall still curious about her u can just send an ask or a dm or smth i dont bite 😂) #(this was supposed to be a sketch sheet can u tell i lied deceived played myself to filth) #(bonus cainhurst armor look bc i love that set SOOOOO....much) #(watch out yall sin is back at it with her nonsense cloth physics again)

[becauseplot]

i feel i should preface this with saying that this relationship analysis "takes place" before qcellbit's emotional exhaustion and motivation crash---

---but i have been having SUCH crazy thoughts abt the archivists (qcellbit n qphilza). guy who needs evidence of Everything 🤝 guy who takes pictures of and hoards Everything. two-cars-passing-each-other meme whenever cellbit (practically nocturnal at this point) makes a late-night run to the Ordo to grab some notes he left there and bumps into phil (trouble sleeping ever since the birdhouse incident) who's sitting in one of the evidence rooms organizing a new backpack of photos to hand over to cellbit.

"oh. hey phil." "hi mate."

their conversations and interactions center mostly around cellbit's investigations---the ones cellbit lets the public know about, anyway---and whatever new info phil managed to scoop up since the last time they saw each other. theories are exchanged, and photos are passed between them as easily as pleasantries. "how're you doing?" "oh, doin' alright, doin' alright. you?" "eh. busy, you know?"

they don't talk about much else.

see, they both understand secrets. intimately. things you did you would much rather leave behind you, if you can, or thoughts, worries, doubts you would much rather keep to yourself for fear of speaking them into existence. sealed lips; a tight lid. they look at each other and know they're only seeing what the other wants them to see, but that's okay. they get it. sometimes, it's just easier to focus on what is directly in front of you. what you can see, what you can touch; what you know is true, what you know is real.

what you can do.

so cellbit generates and bounces his theories off of phil, and phil is more than happy to be a sounding board. phil fills up a backpack with photographs, and cellbit is more than happy to take it off his hands. they focus on The Work, on the spiderweb of red string and loose ends and grainy pictures and scrawled notes pinned to the wall, madness-incarnate sprawled out before them. they trust each other's judgement, and they trust each other's skills, and they trust each other, and neither asks too many questions. they both appreciate it.

#like seriously most of their conversations thus far have been about everything and everyone BESIDES themselves. #and that!! makes for such an interesting relationship!! bc they trust each other despite it!! #btw i rly tried to format this so that the concepts/ideas touched on this relationship study usually came in pairs- #-the first of each pair being mostly and cellbit and the second being mostly about phil- #-with the exception of the bolded sentence which is supposed to have different meanings depending on whose perspective- #-you read it from. idk i had a lot of fun formatting this. me when parallels me when mirror images <33 #dont mind me im just rambling #qsmp philza #qsmp cellbit #q!philza #q!cellbit #also phil acting as cellbit's rubber duck is so important to me actually. #shout out to every friend of mine who has put up with my wall of texts abt an au or writing idea or incoherent mess of disjointed thoughts. #shout out to every friend of mine who's been there hanging out or on call with me as i lose my mind on a problem im whiteboarding. #u keep me sane and u help me more than u know. ily. #archivists #archivist duo

[baekuras]

Resident Evil really makes me wanna become an unhinged scientist creating horrors beyond our comprehension yet made of our own flesh and maybe a sprinkle of virus/parasite/mold in it to give it some extra ooomph

#txts #this is mostly about re4 bc its on my mind rn #the las plaga is like a dog to me #look if its big enough to be petable at some point then its a puppy-i dont make the rules #its just a more fucked up spider #which then growns into an even more fucked up spider hiding in a human suit i guess #the usual things y'know #i say this but the concept of parasite(anime) fucked me up #just the thought that i could sleep and SMTH could crawl into my ear-fucking disgusting oh god who thought of that no please #nothing you can do except die i guESS #good aesthetics there too tho #fleshy long bits with knives on the end are just a go-to-aesthetic for me i guess #i rly should go buy re4make tbh #like i already watched others play through it and enjoyed that #but i also saw some achievemtns which also made me wanna try my hand on this #which is a first #but expected tbh #resident evil #little me thought i could be whoever does autopsies bc A i cant smell B i am not easily grossed out at all and C if i studied just a bit #more and had the energy for it I could do smth smart but i dont wanna do smth like doctor smart so...dead ppl #this is just that but with extra steps and more corpses walking #to be fair-young me also thought i could go find a way to become immortal if i only managed to get cells to stop dying out #which seems really easy #but like...i am NOT a doctor so dear god do not quote my hubris here #'just stop dying'->younger me #so yes i would like all the funding and all the experimental fluids and.....things 👀 in the world to play god with thx <3 #it's been quite a week i am sure you can tell