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vinnyandthephenomena · 2 months
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college is kicking my ass
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lemonlimestar · 2 months
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whatever you do DO NOT think about kon and cassie and how their stories mirror each other in the sense that kon is born a public figure and has to learn to fall into the role of a civilian and eventually becomes comfortable in that role and sense of security while cassie has the exact opposite happen where more and more people find out she’s wonder girl until it’s public information and she can’t even live with her mom (or lead a normal life) anymore because it would put helena in too much danger and in turn puts her on edge all the time because she has no soft place to land anymore. worst mistake of my life
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fortemelody · 1 month
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❗️VENT POST ❗️
sorry not my usual content but something i really felt i needed to rant about. also nothing triggering in here btw i tried to make it non graphic.
i used to constantly complain about going to school and having a huge workload that comes along with it.
i then started complaining during the summer becus i was bored out of my mind.
i eventually realized after my mom brought this fact up to me that in reality the reason i complained during both summer and school months is that i don’t even have the motivation to live anymore. i feel too stressed to do school work but too useless when i had nothing meaningful to contribute to society/no one to please.
i could easily make more goals for myself and become an overachiever, but i feel like that’s just filling a void. in fact, that’s all life really is. you get anxious when you have too many voids to fill, but anxious when there aren’t enough to fill.
i will admit that a lot of this correlates to loneliness and what you perceive to be the meaning of life. there are small instances with the people i love that do make it seem worth it in the moment, but i wonder when or if all these moments will accumulate to ever being enough. i wonder when or if i think about my life, it’ll immediately be the tiny specs of hope or the mindless tasks i did on the daily until i died. i’ve never even had a real job yet either so i feel like the real horrors are yet to come.
in all honesty i really shouldn’t even be complaining from the get go becus i’m fortunate enough to have an education and the freedom to do whatever i want. and im not a complete pessimist, it’s possible to have goals that are genuinely enjoyable; i just personally haven’t found a ton of those yet and am obviously struggling in other ways with my mental health.
watch me delete this in like 2 hours cus i think it’s cringedjdkdjwfjdkedk
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narzissenkreuz-ordo · 4 months
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an emanator of the remembrance not affiliated with the garden of recollection might come in handy for the IPC :)
memokeepers loose their physical bodies after becoming emanators by fuli. aster not being affiliated with the garden of recollection would make her a target by other factions to take advantage of her abilities. aster is used to being quick and fluid in their appearance and does a very good job at not being caught since they can. literally melt into shadows and go poof.
but what if the IPC have some sort of curio that would lock a memokeeper in their current form, making them unable poof away and easy to capture :))))))
and i wonder who's job it was to pull this trap on aster :))))))))
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catharticbisexual · 2 months
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got so emo it made me want to start writing on here (i have no idea how this works)
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spookyvaso · 1 month
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got last minute invited to an emo orchestra concert. i’m literally having the time of my life
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peter-must-die · 4 months
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school school school
currently at my friends house waiting for them to be ready to leave to go to school But also i love all my classes this year so much (this app is sort of making me insane cus i can just yap and yap) i have drama and media studies and my module today which is drama and media RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Westopolis Dystopia part 1
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Intro Post | Next | AO3 Link And so it begins. Project Shadow, our protagonist, is over at Amelia Rose's place. All of a sudden Amy's cousin, Rob, runs in with interesting news he heard about some new changes the Eggman Empire is doing and it kick starts a new adventure.
Shadow thought he knew a lot of things, his mind wanders constantly as he walks down the smoke filled streets of Westopolis. Yet no matter where he goes, it senses a heavy feeling down his spine.
He’s never seen a calm day in his life and even less so in a world like this, recalling the days it all went down and the few months that came afterwards is rather difficult for him. All he knows is that he’s painted as a threat, a misfit. The question to be asked is.. Does he even care?
No. No he doesn’t.
Until… recently…
[JUNKYARD. OUTSKIRTS OF WESTOPOLIS. HOUSE OF THE WILTED ROSE]
“Guys, everyone! gather 'round. Pardon the rapid intrusion yet I hast important tidings that I gathered from when I was out and about!” Called out a green hedgehog in a hood with a cybernetic bow and arrows on his back as he quickly opened the door, setting down his weapons and pouch by the same door he came through.
“Huh? What’s going on, cuz?” Spoke a pink hedgehog named Amy who had been sitting on the couch of the small home, cleaning her hammer.
“HEY! Pipe down, you don’t have to scream about it!” Said a semi frustrated echidna named Knuckles who had been eating in the kitchen while listening to music.
“Oh calm down dear, what Rob has to say is probably better than your aspiring rap career.” Those words came from a bat in heels named Rouge with very nice clothes and makeup who walked up to the echidna to just mock him.
The only quiet one of the crowd that were present in the room, was a black hedgehog, our lovely Shadow who was mentioned before, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, pointy claws and a long tail to accompany it. All it did was lift up his head and look in the direction in which the chatter and yelling came from. He was only there because the bat had forced it to tag along. Something about ‘Not being an emo loner’, whatever that means.
“I be sorry if my intrusion made ye all argue. I but doth say that this is actually revolutionary information I hast gathered and it’d be best if I could tall ye as soon as possible.” Rob said as he adjusted his hood once he walked to the center of the living room.
“Eeh, don’t be sorry. You know that this is a very normal and calm reaction from everyone” The pink hedgehog giggled a little after saying that. “Especially from Knuckles” She also pointed out as she made a small sign to the echidna in the kitchen. Causing him to push out his chair and stomp his way over to where the two hedgehogs were.
“I’m not deaf you know, you could have just told me to come over here and not be a dick about it” He complained as he looked over at the pink hedgehog who made the snarky comment prior, who’s reaction to this was just to laugh a little.
As the pink hedgehog and the equidna bickered, the bat swooped in and sat on the couch with grace as she laid down slightly leaning against the arm rest of the couch with her legs crossed on the ground, one boot in the air as she got comfy.
“Settle down now you two, you’ve kept the poor boy waiting. If this is as dire as he says it is, then we probably should listen instead of picking on one another.”
The equidna and the hedgehog looked at Rouge and nodded. The equidna lifting up to fingers and making the typical ‘I have my eyes on you’ signal to the hedgehog, who just rolled her eyes and sat beside Rouge.
“Thank you kindly m’lady. As I was trying to say ere. Wherein I was out and returning from mine time of stealing riches, I befell to hast overheard some talk towards the outskirts of the Empire’s base…”
“Ooh this just got interesting, hmm~” Said the bat as she was listening to Rob speak.
“What the hell is he yappin’ abo-” Interrupted the equidna before being bonked on the head by the pink hedgehog.
“ 'Twere a couple of guards speaking about how there shall be some supposed changes 'i this land. I couldn't hark much details, yet I didst understand that there shall be some kind of alliance going on 'twixt the Empire and another group of not so pleasant people. Whom they are? I hast  not a clue. Yet I doth wot that they are not from hither”
When the green hedgehog got done talking about what he saw, Shadow got up from leaning against the wall and walked over to where everyone was gathered around.
“Alliance? And no names?”
“Ah! Yes that is correct. And I be not allowed to up and ask 'em for further details.”
“AN ALLIANCE? You have to be kiddin’ me! Those dirtbags are up to no good and the situation has already been hard recently” Shouted the pink hedgehog as she wasn’t pleased with this news.
“Calm down sugar, we can’t do anythin’ if you’re all riled up”. A sudden voice responded as a cyborg bunny wearing a cowgirl hat walked in. Everyone turned around upon hearing the lady speak.
“BUNNIE!” Amy cheered as she got up and hugged the person who just walked in.
“Hey hey, careful there little lady” replied the cyborg bunny as she hugged the pink hedgehog. She then patted her on the back and started walking to Rob.
“I couldn’t help but overhear some of your conversation, so you know about this hidden alliance that’s going on behind the scenes?”
Rob was caught off guard by the fact that Bunnie understood that so clearly, mostly because Bunnie never understands him, so she must know something. “Correct, I overheard a conversation today as I was fleeing the place where I got today's riches. We hast no names of whom the alliance is with though”.
“Funny thing ya say that bucko… Because I actually heard that it may be the Black Arms alien race.”
As soon as everyone heard those last words come out of Bunnie’s mouth, everyone was left shocked but the one who was the most stunned by it was Shadow.
“You’re telling me that..”
“Mhm. I ain’t sugarcoatin’ it one bit. Your species has returned to make our life even more of a livin’ hell.”
Shadow clenched it’s fist after hearing Bunnie say that, as much as he wanted to just go and punch her in the face, he knew that it shouldn’t because it would make the situation worse.
“Thank you for your brutal honesty and damned opinions, but I have nothing to do with them and I thought I had disposed of them.”
Bunnie crossed her arms and tapped her robotic foot on the ground as she stood there staring at Shadow. “Well, if ya did then why are they back? Answer that.”
The mood in the room started to sway as the conversation started to get heated. Everyone but Bunnie and Shadow were left sitting there in silence.
“I’ll be real, I don’t fucking know! I killed off their leader, they should be all dead and burning in the pits of hell, they can’t function without a leader!” Shadow yelled as he raised his fist a little, his claws starting to tear his gloves slightly, other than anger, he felt something more profound in it’s heart as he said that.
This is now when the bat got up and decided to intervene, walking up behind Shadow and resting her hands on his tense shoulders.
“Hey…” She said as she looked towards Bunnie. “Cut the bullcrap, I understand your frustration, I feel the same way, we all feel the same way, even Shadow. If he says he isn’t on the side of the Black Arms, then he is not. Alright? We’re not getting anywhere with stupid fights.”
Bunnie put down her arms and sighed as she faced down, before looking back up at the bat and alien hedgehog. “Right, I apologize for gettin’ myself carried away. I don’t trust you, but that doesn’t mean I get to be mean about it. It’s just stressful.”
Shadow just groaned and moved Rouge off of him before turning around and heading towards the door.
“Shadow-” Rouge said as she reached out for him after seeing it’s sudden actions. Shadow just looked at Rouge and walked out the door, slamming it from behind. Bunnie sighed and put her hands on her hips as she shook her head with disappointment. “What troublesome times. He’s gonna throw an adult temper tantrum while we sit here and suffer knowin’ that those aliens are gonna use us for food.”
“That’s enough Bunnie.” Said Rouge as she turned back to look at the cyborg bunny. “If all you’re going to do is stand there and be an adult bully, then I’m leaving too. If this is all true, I am better off spending my time preparing than having to teach you a lesson about bullying.”
Bunnie looked up at Rouge with a face of annoyance as she watched her also walk out the door and then fly away.
Everyone else who was gathered around the living room was just sitting there blinking.
“Wow. That was something.” Said the pink hedgehog as she pushed herself upwards on the couch. “Say.. How did you even get that information anyways?”
Bunnie turned to face Amy after hearing that, lifting a hand up with a finger out to poke her own cheek as she spoke. “Uhh… I know a few folks who gather information about the government’s plans and stuff.”
Rob, the hedgehog in the hood, who had been sitting there quietly for a while now took a minute to look at Bunnie and then back at Amy. He then lifted up a hand and spoke. “But dear cousin, lady Bunnie hath mentioned ere about these groups of people. I also associate with 'em from time to time, one of 'em is a lady by the name of Relic Lapis”
Amy sat there thinking for a moment, she hadn’t known of the existence of such a group before hand, probably because nobody wants to associate with her, she then lifted up her head and answered. “Huh… Interesting.”
[HIDDEN ALLEYWAY. WALLED ENTRANCE OF WESTOPOLIS.]
Once again, Shadow was left wandering the streets of the city, left alone with his thoughts that taunted him every minute and the heavy emotional pain falling down his spine.
“AAUUURGHH” A ‘schkhrouching’ noise was heard as the alien hedgehog scrapped his claws against metallic jugs in the alleyway, only to then kick said metallic jugs that were scratched.
He stood there, breathing so heavily you could see his chest moving and his eyes glow slightly, like an enraged monster. But he then calmed down and just stared at his dark reflection in the now banged up metal. Shadow lifted one of it’s hands and face palmed himself as the hand moved down from his face.
“I have to get myself together…
Nobody can stop them but me….
But why are they back…? How… How are they back…?”
Shadow said to himself as he looked out from the entrance of the alleyway, looking up to see the huge building from afar that was the Empire’s main building, where the leader of everything resided. “Whoever you are… I will find you. That’s my mission.”
And just like that, the alien hedgehog walked back into the alleyway, returning to the place in which he stays to plan out how it will proceed with the new objective he has in mind.
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chillyfrys · 3 months
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More Roddy hc’s..
I feel bad for yappin abt this goober sm- oh well
I’ve had no motivation to do much else
He is by far my fav oc, so posting all this help me remember everything and blah blah-
These are more on his past!!
(Same tw’s as last time-)
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He was born in Oklahoma
His father had been abusing his mother way before him and his brother(s) had been born
His father had got her pregnant on accident
he hated kids, so payed no mind to them.. he loved the baby bonus check though
His father is the reason why he’s Addicted to drugs. When Roddy was a crazy 2 year old he’d give lil Roddy Valium.. and continued to for years, till he left when Rod’s was five.
His dad would beat their mum black and blue, and used Roddy as an ashtray most times..
Roddy had another brother.. he was shot and killed in the middle of a gun fight.
His name was Tommy, 16 years old when he was shot, Roddy had been 11 And he saw it all.
His mom is such a sweetheart, and would let Roddy get away with murder.
She’s not home much though, she’s a nurse so busy schedule and late nights..
Donny (his older brother) is the “man of the house” or whatever
Roddy is technically just a nickname, his name is Rodwill- but he absolutely hates it. ______________________________________ just some more hc’s I forgot last time (Tw)
When he has the urge to relapse sh, he’ll just get new tattoos because it hurts..
He’s a picky eater- fav food is chicken tenders
Lives off of monster energy and black coffee
He’s got a nice fish tank with a bunch of tropical fish in his room
He’ll somedays just not have an appetite at all, and feels sick when he tries to eat
Roddy knows a lot of people, because he probably sold drugs to them- and he knows all the druggies
Angela has a weird obsession with Roddy-
Roddy has bad hearing, somedays he can hear everything and other days all he says is “huh?” “Wha?” “Pardon??”
He’s a cuddly drunk, he chooses someone and clings to them all night- it’s usually Ponyboy or Two-bit
Has a super high metabolism, bro could eat a 5 course meal and LOSE weight-
..But that also comes with low iron-
He and pony are so black cat and golden retriever 🫶🏼 Butt even though Roddy looks like he’d be the black and pony looks like the golden retriever.. it’s the opposite-
He’ll chew on his lip rings (he’s got two)
Always cracking his knuckles
Begging his brother for a nipple piercing-
Has maybe one pair of jeans without holes in them?
He’s killed someone 🎀
Roddy hates toddlers and and kid’s over 2 but absolutely Adores baby’s
and baby’s love him somehow- Probably cuz he’s so warm. but when he’s holding a baby Roddy is grinning like a fool and it’s a weird sight- a big tall emo covered in tattoos and piercings.. holding a lil baby-
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That’s it for a bit- sorry again for the Roddy spam He’s just a cutie 🤭
Love you all 🫶🏼💋
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thewarmisice · 22 days
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There's no true way to describe the joy that comes from yappin about my emo interests
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rxsethxrned · 4 years
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"im coming for you old man watch your kneecaps" - nessa waIT NESSA???
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“Wha--”
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((ey!! I already said no one’s takin his kneecaps! back off, nessa--or better yet fite me!! I’ll beat your drednaw, I got some coverage on me!! coverage moves! let’s go, I got,,,uh,,,,,,,somethin at least so like f’ing fite me bro!))
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“Er...you realize Nessa’s a Gym Leader, right? A Water type one?”
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((so? idc.))
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“...You’re a Scorbunny.”
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((not back on my other blog I’m not! not back on mobius I’m not! not in my last life I’m not! I’m sig, dude!! frickin,,,fear me!!! I got,,,power for days! weeks! like,,,forever! well, almost forever cause I kinda maybe sorta eventually died in the end but you know what I mean I’m like a smaller eternatus you hear me I--))
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“Wait, a smaller Eternatus? You mean...you’ve had infinite power this whole time...yet you refused to tell me?”
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((,,,I’ve said too much. listen man I’m not havin’ a repeat of last time, there’s gonna be no war and no betrayal and no stealing from me and no egghead and no--))
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“...Forget it. If there’s anything I’ve learned about you, it’s that you’re the most stubborn person I’ve ever met. There’s no use in trying to change your mind now that you’ve already made your decision.”
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((,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,yo,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,dude,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ye ok. thank,,,))
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narzissenkreuz-ordo · 4 months
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this is sitting in my drafts and i WILL finish it before 2.0 drops. i promise
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narzissenkreuz-ordo · 11 months
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making a renheng x oc playlist cuz im gay & i already have 6 songs by the crane wives on it.........
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