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seangelfish · 2 months

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WHEN THEIR S/O GETS JEALOUS

Featured characters: Kaoru Hakaze, Rinne Amagi ♡ Tags: (Mild) angst to fluff, established relationships (separate), fem reader (she/her pronouns), not proofread. ♡ Word count: 1,023 (Kaoru), 711 (Rinne) ♡ Synopsis: Short fics of the characters' s/o getting jealous through misunderstandings or just on purpose. A/N: Needed to clean my drafts (again) lol

KAORU HAKAZE – Accidentally making you jealous

Situated in the middle of the Ensemble Square lobby, you took a seat on one of the vacant couches. You were waiting for your boyfriend to walk you home like he usually does, but he was oddly late today. Normally, he would be the one waiting for you in the lobby, so you assumed that he just had more work to do. You didn't mind waiting for him. After all, he is an idol and he was bound to be quite busy rehearsing with the rest of UNDEAD or doing some other solo work.

However, it had already been 15 minutes and he still hadn't shown up. You were getting agitated especially because he hadn't replied to your messages asking him where he was. And the worst part? He has seen those messages too!

Today had been a draining day working at Cos Pro and all you wanted was to be with Kaoru, to be held and comforted by him. So why wasn't he here? Why wasn't he replying to your messages? ...Did he forget? No, Kaoru would never!

You decided to wait for him for another five minutes. If he didn't arrive by five minutes, you were just going to go home by yourself even if Kaoru has told you multiple times not to walk home by yourself at night.

Oh, if only he would pick your calls up too... which he didn't.

Kaoru never showed up within those five minutes you spared him. You sighed but attempted not to show your frustration. You walked out of the building and was greeted by an indigo night sky scattered with stars. It would've been nice to watch these skies with your boyfriend... if he were here with you.

You continued to make your way to the bus stop but came to an immediate stop. A few metres away stood Anzu, a fellow producer at Ensemble Square, accompanied by someone you knew fairly well - Kaoru.

"Oh, I get it," you muttered to yourself, annoyance spewing out of your system. "So that's why he never showed up."

Before the two of you started dating, people titled Kaoru a 'lady's boy' as he was constantly surrounded by girls and would do anything for their attention. But you've acknowledged that those days of his were over, it's the fact that before your relationship, he had this obvious crush on Anzu.

Is he still hung up over that? Is that why he's with her and not you? His actual girlfriend?

Were you just his second option?

You didn't know what to do at that moment. You wanted to cause a ruckus, to yell at your boyfriend, but your insecurities kept telling you that if you did, it would make him like her even more.

So you just stood there pathetically, watching them speak to each other with sweet smiles on their faces. At that moment, Kaoru turned around and his eyes fell on you instantly.

"(Y/N)-"

"I've waited so long for you, Kaoru. I texted you multiple times asking where you were, but here you are," you began. "You're so annoying. You should've just told me you didn't like me anymore..."

"W-Wait, what?" he questioned before realising the situation from your perspective. "(Y/N), did you not get my message?"

"You didn't send me a message at all."

Kaoru checked his phone and you were right, there were no messages delivered to you, but what you didn't know was that he did send you a message, it just didn't send due to an error. He explained that he was going to get you, but he did get caught up in a lot of work which Anzu was a part of. So when that was finished, he decided to walk her to the bus stop before retrieving you. After all, he stood by his words - girls shouldn't walk themselves alone at night.

After the two of you bid farewell to Anzu whose bus arrived, Kaoru continued.

"I'm so sorry, (Y/N). I had my phone on silent too so I didn't know you called. I was the one who should've called," said Kaoru with such sorrow in his voice. "I'm sorry. I can't imagine how you felt when you saw me here with Producer instead of you."

Kaoru has always been correct with your emotions and reactions, and he was spot on with this one too. Perhaps it's because he knows female emotions more than the average male as he was always with them during high school.

It was silent for a moment. Kaoru was getting increasingly nervous at how quiet you were being. He tried reaching for you, but you'd take a step back each time he did.

"Do you still like her?" you asked.

"What...? Of course not," he said. "The only girl I love is you, (Y/N). The only girl I will ever long for is you. The Producer is just a friend to me now, nothing more. You're all I ever want, all I ever see. I'm sorry that this situation has made you lose your trust in me. I will do better to show you that you mean the world to me."

Kaoru always had a way with words. He seemed remorseful too, for leaving you in the lobby. Well, you supposed he didn't do it out of malice, and his words were sincere.

You took a step closer to him. "You're sure that I'm not your second option?"

He wrapped his arms around you and you let him. "You were never an option to begin with. I just knew you were the one."

After all, when he saw you were there at the bus stop with him, his eyes instantly lit up just like the stars in the sky. You may not have noticed this, but everyone around you did. Kaoru only had eyes for you and you only.

"To make it up to you, I'll sleep over at yours tonight, okay?" he suggested in which cheered you up quickly. The two of you held hands throughout the rest of the journey back to your place, happy in each others' presence.

RINNE AMAGI – Purposefully making you jealous

You hummed to yourself happily, carrying a packed lunch between your fingers. You decided to surprise your boyfriend with a homemade lunch box since he usually buys himself lunch at the cafeteria, and it would be nice if he had a home-cooked meal from time to time.

You waited for him at the cafeteria with a smile on your face as you tapped on the lunch box excitedly. You couldn't wait to see his face when you surprise him with lunch. Imagining how he'll thank you by patting your head made you feel giddy.

When Rinne finally appeared, you stood up from your seat to call him over, waving your hands to get his attention. There wasn't too many people at the cafeteria, so he should be able to spot you without any difficulty.

His eyes lit up and his lips curled into a smile. "Ah," he said as he headed towards you.

As you opened your arms, expecting him to engulf you into a hug, he completely ignored you and passed by you without second thought.

“There you are, onee-san!” he greeted.

You turned around, confused by his behaviour. Your arms drop to your sides as you find him beginning to spread his arms wide for Anzu, the producer who was currently eating her lunch at one of the tables behind you.

You stand in your spot, completely speechless. Your hands began to tingle as your eyes threatened to spill tears.

"Oh..." you muttered.

You quickly walked away from your table, leaving the lunch box behind. Thoughts about your relationship with Rinne spun in your head. It wasn't as if he didn't see you. He purposefully ignored you and went straight to Anzu. But what about you, his girlfriend? What was he trying to imply by doing that? Is he already throwing you away for his producer?

"(Y/N)!"

A hand grabbed your wrist, forcing you to stop in your tracks. Rinne turned you around to face him.

"I was kidding!" he blurted out. "Sorry, sorry. I thought it would be funny!"

You stayed silent, your eyes focused on the ground. He didn't sound too sincere. Your hands clutched themselves into fists as your nails dug deep into your palms. Rinne was aware of this. He took your hands in his to slowly unfold them from their current position.

"(Y/N)~" he sang. "Come on, look at me..."

He held your chin up so he could look you in the eyes, but is surprised when he found out that those eyes of yours were coated in tears. Immediately, he brought you to his embrace, stroking your back apologetically.

"I'm sorry," he murmured. "(Y/N), I'm sorry."

The sincerity in his voice was apparent now.

You gripped onto his shirt angrily. "You're not funny..." you hissed. "That wasn't funny."

"You're right. It wasn't. What could I do to make it up to you, huh?" he said softly. He let you go so he could cup your face to plant a kiss on your lips. You avoided his affection by not returning the kiss. "You looked so happy when you saw me too... Argh, I feel really bad now."

"You should..." you mumbled, returning back to your table to show him the lunch box you made for him. "I even cooked you something for lunch too and this is what you pull?"

Rinne is able to read the room well, but he just couldn't help it. A laugh erupted from inside him. You were just too cute!

"Kyahaha, you cooked me lunch?!" he exclaimed excitedly. "Aww, that's so cute. My girlfriend's the best!"

He hugged you from the side in order to kiss you on the temple. A small smile appeared on your face, but you tried looking away so he wouldn't be able to see it. Rinne saw it alright.

"(Y/N), I love you," he said in his most serious tone. "I'm sorry for what I pulled on you, but let's enjoy this lunch together, okay? I'm hungry for what you cooked me!"

You rolled your eyes, but mimicked the grin on his face. Despite Rinne's childish antics, you appreciated how quickly he is able to make you smile again. The two of you eat lunch together, laughing at each other's jokes and stories.

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poetryandfluffycats · 9 days

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Enstars NSFW Month Day 8 - Rinne Amagi

A/N: wrote this in like 20 minutes enjoy. sorry that its not like full on NSFW I'm actually not sure if this counts for nsfw month but oh well

Pairing: Rinne Amagi x fem!Producer!reader

Content: You're a new producer at ES and Crazy:B is the first unit you are trusted to produce. Rinne knows this, and decides to have a little bit of fun with you.

Warnings: kinda NSFW(?), teasing, spanking, fondling, panty theft, usual rinne behaviour

Words: 787

NSFW oneshot under cut!

Somethin' Wrong, Producer?

Rinne Amagi was a man who loved to tease. His words, his hands, his voice- All of them perfect tools as his disposal. And who else was better to rile up than you, the young, sweet and innocent producer of Crazy:B?

You hated much he made you blush.

He'd pull you into his lap at meetings and rehearsals, whispering the dirtiest possible things in your ear just loud enough for the whole room to hear. His hands would roam all over your legs and thighs, sometimes trying to sneak up your skirt and only stopping if you swatted him away

God he was relentless. To top it all off, he always ended these stupid acts of workplace harassment with a laugh and a wink at the other Crazy:B members. Sometimes they'd scold him, other times they'd simply sigh and go on with whatever it was they were doing. It depended on the day, really.

It was hard to tell whether they were in on the joke or if they just couldn't be bothered with his bullshit. You hoped for the latter. How unprofessional would you look if the very first unit you produced had been making a fool out of you for months? You'd lose your job for sure.

"I wonder what ya'd look like stuffed full of my cock..."

Ah.

You'd been so caught up in your wallows of self pity while waiting for your paperwork to finish photocopying at the printer that you hadn't noticed Rinne sneak up behind you, his arm snaking around your waist, settling on your hips and pulling you close. You yelped in surprise, immediately struggling against his hold. Your struggle was mostly in vain, however, as he was easily able to overpower you by grabbing your wrists and holding them above your head.

And honestly? You didn't really want him to stop.

His hot breath tickled your ear as he laughed, only proving more to you that you looked absolutely pathetic to him. He was well aware of how his teasing made your head spin and he was going to use that to his full advantage.

"Somethin' wrong, producer?" He cooed, dropping your hands and moving his own to the small of your back, his fingers digging into the muscles there. "Yer all tense back here..."

You could have escaped there, could have slapped him and ran away. But god... something about the way he said your title made you weak in the knees. Your heart wanted him to keep talking, to keep whispering dirty things until you came undone just from his voice.

A whine left your throat as he trailed lower and lower, eventually resting on the fat of your ass and kneading the skin like a cat kneads a blanket through your skirt.

"Whatca got on underneath this, huh? Lace maybe?" Another laugh from him, another whine from you as he slipped a hand in between your legs, giving teasing slaps to your cheeks. "Nah, cotton. Just plain old cotton panties for ya. Ya don't like nothin' fancy?"

"You don't have to sound so disappointed! They're... they're comfortable! And easy to clean!" You snapped back, having to swallow a moan in the process as Rinne gave your ass another squeeze, harder than the previous ones.

"Mh, true. Good for when I get ya all wet 'n' dirty, ay?"

Oh god. He knew exactly what he was doing to you. You'd probably cum on the spot if he kept up with that voice of his.

"Maybe I'll take ya shoppin' sometime. I'd like to help pick somethin' out for my-little-slut~" He punctuated the last three words by pulling your panties down bit by bit, letting them rest just above your knees.

You groaned, body betraying you as you leaned back into his touch. "I-I don't need new panties..."

"Ya will"

Suddenly, before you had time to react, Rinne ripped the flimsy fabric of your panties right off your body, shoving them into his pant pocket and slapping your now bare ass hard, leaving a faint red mark.

"I'll give em back in a few days, allrigh'? They smell just like ya, gonna help me have a nice night if ya get what I'm sayin'"

You stood in shock with wide eyes as Rinne finally let go of you fully, giving you one final pat on the ass before strutting away like nothing had happen, turning back only to blow you a kiss and a wink, his signature laugh echoing through the small room.

You felt a warm sensation in your belly, and you quickly realised that you'd been dripping your slick all over the floors.

What on earth were you going to do with him?

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mumuugi · 2 years

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୭ 𝘄𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂.

୨୧ pairings : rinne amagi x fem!reader

୨୧ cw : oral sex (giving), rough facefucking, cumplay, fingerfucking, slapping (mentioned once), nasty mean dom rinne because he is just. he is not normal and certainly not nice!

a friendly visit to rinne’s dorm wouldn’t be so bad, right? i mean, you are meeting up with rinne after all… you sighed and prepared yourself for whatever’s the outcome from your meeting..

୨୧ a/n : ermm.. hey everyone i’m so sorry for the sudden dissapearance 😭 i literally went through a massive brain fart so i went on a break unnoticed.. my bad, most of my reqs are untouched aswell because i was so. drained out of my energy.

i’ll try to work on it soon now that i can manage to write this out. btw i got him! his fs has done.. quite unspeakable things to me (i need him) that i had to.. let it out.. i hope u guys enjoy it!

“agh, fuck.. look at you, taking my cock so well~”

rinne groaned out, looking down on you as his eyes lidded with lust. you, on the other hand was struggling trying to even get his thick cock down your throat

you sighed mentally, you knew this was about to happen everytime you come over to his dorm when no one’s around. either you end up with a sore throat or wobbly legs. or both. but it’s not his fault! rinne just couldn’t handle himself around his sweet little producer :( everytime he has his sight on you something inside of him clicks and it just makes him want to ruin you over and over until you’re all worn out~

is this even love? or are you just being used for the sake of his pleasure? nontheless, you couldn’t get out of his grasp even if you want to. everytime you do, he’d find some other way to lure you towards him and completely be at your knees.

the room was filled with sounds of rinne’s gruff groans. you won’t lie, but every little thing he did makes your body feel warm and tingly, not to mention how it’ll always leave your pussy clenching on nothing. you were obsessed with him, you’re just in denial (your body says otherwise)

soon enough, rinne git bored with your slow pace. with the sound of tongue clicking he decided to grip onto your hair tightly as he brought his hips backwards, freeing his cock from your swollen lips for a mere seconr before plunging it in again, rough.

you choked and hold onto his jeans tightly as he facefucks you with no mercy. the bitter taste of his precum coats your tongue, making you gag a bit. his cock slid in and out of your mouth as he chases after his high

he growled out something that you couldn’t even hear due to the sound of your moans and his cock fucking your mouth, you paid no mind to it. his head falls back from the overwhelming pleasure, his hips starting to stutter as he fully sinked himself down your throat until your face was against his crotch. spurts of thick cum flowed down the insides of your throat, making you choke on your own breath

after what felt like hours he finally took his cock out with a loud “pop”, you didn’t swallowed all of his cum just yet because you knew that he’d ask you to open up for him though this time, rinne decided to just grip your jaw tightly and open it himself, cursing under his breath as he examined his cum on your tongue

“shit, that’s so hot.. the best treatment always comes from my favorite little cumslut~ isn’t that right?” he breathed out, his other hand went up just to shove two fingers down your throat as you choked on it. he laughed maniacally, looking down at you struggling as he fingerfucked your throat, his remaining cum covered his digits

once he’s satisfied with himself, he took his fingers out and slathered it around your face leaving with a soft yet hard slap onto your cheek. before you could even do anything, you were flipped onto your stomach roughly with your bare ass up in the air

his laughter filled your ears again with the feel of his cock sliding between your wet lips. you felt his body against your back, gasping as he went down to whisper into your ear

“hope you’re ready for another round, because i’m not stopping until i’m satisfied with you..~”

my bad if the fic sucks, i finally got to write something after going blank for a month or so😭 also i’m sorry if some things here r ooc (i am new to enstars😞) like producer goinf to dorms n stuffs since i dont think so that’s allowed.. i feel so cringe now hrr

#ensemble stars x reader #ensemble stars smut #ensemble stars #enstars x reader #enstars smut #rinne amagi x reader #rinne amagi x reader smut #rinne amagi smut

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mariondeux · 2 years

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Although I’m still a pretty new writing account I’ve decided to take the time and participate in Kinktober!

RULES ;

• I will only be writing each character once, so a different character for each day

• Requests will only be accepted on a first come first served basis, if you request a character and the same character is already taken for a different day then it will be rejected!

• Keep checking this list to see which ones have been taken and which ones are free

• As always, I WILL NOT write dom/top readers and fem-aligned readers. I will ONLY be writing gender neutral and male readers. Please specify in your request for the gender of the reader! If you do not specify the reader will automatically be male.

• The only characters you MAY NOT REQUEST for this event is ARASHI NARUKAMI & TORI HIMEMIYA

• WARNING: The list below includes NSFW and DARK CONTENT!

TAKEN | AVAILABLE

Day one - Thigh riding | Natsume Sakasaki

Day two - Professor x student (reader) AU / office sex | Leo Tsukinaga

Day three - Stuck in wall | Hajime Shino

Day four - Double penetration in one hole | Kuro Kiryu & Tetora Nagumo

Day five - Boss x personal assistant (reader) AU | Souma Kanzaki

Day six - Lingerie & stripping | Izumi Sena

Day seven - Stepcest | Niki Shiina

Day eight - Netorare | Mayoi Ayase

Day nine - Praise Kink | Madara Mikejima

Day ten - Mafia boss x Innocent (reader) AU / Gun fucking | Nagisa Ran

Day eleven - Orgasm Denial | Hiyori Tomoe

Day twelve - Humiliation | Ibara Saegusa

Day thirteen - Breeding kink | Rinne Amagi

Day fourteen - Stoned / High sex | Jun Sazanami

Day fifteen - Biting / Marking | Hinata Aoi

Day sixteen - Dacryphilia | Eichi Tenshouin

Day seventeen - Intercrural Sex | Nazuna Nito

Day eighteen - Best friends dad | Seiya Hidaka & Hokuto Hidaka

Day nineteen - Public sex | Koga Oogami

Day twenty - Overstimulation | HiMERU

Day twenty-one - Size Difference | Adonis Otogari

Day twenty-two - Bondage | Rei Sakuma

Day twenty-three - Hate Sex | Keito Hasumi

Day twenty-four - Threesome | Mika Kagehira & Shu Itsuki

Day twenty-five - Shotgunning | Midori Takamine

Day twenty-six - Non-con | Wataru Hibiki

Day twenty-seven - Incubus | Kaoru Hakaze

Day twenty-eight - Sadomasochism | Kohaku Oukawa

Day twenty-nine - Somnophilia | Tsukasa Suou

Day thirty - Master & Slave | Ritsu Sakuma

Day thirty-one - Blood kink / Knifeplay | Tsumugi Aoba

#ensemble stars x reader #ensemble stars #ensemble stars x y/n #ensemble stars x you #ensemble stars smut #gender neautral reader #male reader #kinktober 2022 #mariondeux kinktober 2022 #kinktober

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imliterallypoe · 2 months

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no but you don’t understand… fem!amagi sisters stories would have a huge focus on misogyny because of their themes of breaking tradition, I believe fem!rinne was almost forced into a arranged marriage because a woman could not be a chief and she left because of that..

#ensemble stars #enstars #femstars #rinne amagi #hiiro amagi #enstars hiiro #enstars rinne #Amagi brothers #genderbend #Genderswap

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rabuhiiro · 1 year

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we're still underground!

[amagi hiiro / fem!reader social media & body swap au]

chapter 04 : outsider!

SYNOPSIS — being stuck in someone else's body is fictional—a myth. although people make works based off the said subject, no one has actually experienced the situation itself. well, except two people who took one glance at the mirror and saw someone that wasn't them.

— amagi hiiro and [last name] [name] have found themselves in a rather suffocating situation and have to work their way through their difficult careers as an idol and a baker. whilst learning more about the other's life, hiding the fact that their bodies swapped, and investigating who had bestowed this curse upon them, it is quite hard to stop the blossoming feelings that they assume have also been caused by the curse.

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date: october 29, 6:49 AM

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK! She heard from the door.

Well, it sounded more like a "boom."

"OIIIII! NIKIIIIII!!" Yelled the Hiiro lookalike from the other side of the door that [name] was leaning on, knocking on it so hard that she could feel the impact as if he was punching her—well, Hiiro's—back. She took a panicked glance at the phone in her hand as the texts in the group chat kept on going.

She couldn't read them properly, though. The feeling of her chest tightening and her heart racing was taking over, almost drowning out whatever the hell the man outside was saying. She was breathing as if she just did a whole marathon around a city.

Hiiro called the man 'nii-san'. It would make sense since they do look related, however...

[name] turned her head and looked through the peephole, noticing the knocking stop, much to her relief.

The man was crossing his arms, looking quite annoyed at the lack of response. His hair was relatively longer and spikier, and he wore a black bandana on his head. She could hear the tap of his foot his the floor on the other side of the door.

...Hiiro and his brother would be completely unrelated when it comes to their personalities. [name] was starting to think that the world of idols is just a big modern circus.

"Guess he's not here..." She heard the man murmur to himself, relief taking over her body. "But I haven't seen Hiiro get out of the dorm yet..." He continued, sparking anxiety in [name] once more. The latter looked back at the phone to finally read the messages left on the screen.

[Why the hell would Rinne-senpai be at your dorm???] Said Hinata.

[Maybe he's looking for Shiina! Though I doubt he wouldn't know he went to work!] Replied Hiiro.

The man's name is Rinne?

The girl remembered her first conversations with Niki and Hinata, recalling how the gray-haired chef talked about Rinne in a somehow crazy light. Was she doomed? Was she gonna die? Wait, no. She's in Hiiro's body, there's no way she'd die in the hands of his brother—

"OII! HIIRO, ARE YOU AWAKEEEE??" Rinne yelled, causing her to let out a little yelp. "I'LL KICK DOWN THE DOOR IF YOU AREN'T!"

In an instant, [name] placed the phone in her pocket and opened the door, peeking through the crack as she greeted him like how she think Hiiro would. "N-Nii-san! Please don't kick the door down, Shiina will be mad!" She said. Rinne raised an eyebrow at her and pushed the door open, causing her to step away.

"Did I wake you up? Sorry about that, little bro!" He apologized nonchalantly, rubbing [name]'s head as he invited himself in the dorm. "Where the hell is Niki? I was gonna inform him about something important."

"He actually went to work a few minutes ago!" [name] answered, trying to hide the shake in her—well, Hiiro's—voice.

Rinne scrunched up his nose. "Eh? He usually comes later, though? Also," he glanced at [name] who still stood in her place, stiff. "What's with you? You look like you've seen a ghost. Did your friends force you to watch a horror movie or something?"

[name] shook her head, walking over to Rinne casually. "I'm not feeling a bit well, nii-san, but don't worry—I have the day off. I'll be able to rest." She replied with a small smile.

Rinne paused for a second. "I don't need to worry much about you, anyway. You're strong enough to do things on your own." The red-haired man stated, placing a hand on her head again. "But don't push yourself. I don't need to order you everytime like back in our hometown."

The girl wasn't able to say anything, only staring at the floor with wide eyes. She didn't know how to react to that. What did he mean by he used to order Hiiro around in their hometown? What kind of relationship did they have back then besides being brothers? She knew siblings would tell each other to do stuff sometimes—she does that too—but Rinne's sentence sounded like it was a different kind of order, as if he used to be a king talking to his now retired knight. Why would Rinne order Hiiro to do even the bare minimum of taking care of oneself? Was their hometown completely different from the city they were in now?

She didn't mean to ask such personal questions to herself, but a side of her was whispering that she needed to know them in order to live the life of someone else smoothly, and to hide the fact that a body swapping incident even happened.

What would Hiiro feel about her asking privacy invading questions about him?

"Oi, are you still alive?" Rinne moved [name]'s head, snapping her out of her trance. "Are you dying or something?"

[name] looked up at him. "N-No, I'm fine! Somehow..." She trailed off. "You should find Shiina at his work, now. I'll take my time to rest here!"

The man sighed. "Fine, if you say so." He said. It reminded [name] of her mom everytime she said she was fine. "I was going to borrow some money from you, but nevermind. Call your friends if you need something!" He continued, waving a hand and walking out of the dorm. He closed the door as he did so, the click sound initiating silence from within the room.

She stood there, as still as a statue, processing whatever the hell just happened and whoever the hell that person was. She frowned.

Everyone has a deep past, whether it'd be morbid, sad, or random nonsense unless explained further. Who was [name] to pry into Hiiro's? She only knew about him a few hours ago, being stuck in his body and vice versa. They didn't know much about each other—in fact, they're complete strangers. She wasn't his friend who she knew for a long time, nor are they at least colleagues at the same workplace or school.

Yeah, who was she to pry into his past? In the end, she was an outsider.

She wouldn't go far as to digging deep into the remains of his life just to satisfy her curiosity. It wasn't correct, and she thought Hiiro would think the same.

Picking up the phone from her—Hiiro's—pocket, she glanced at a notification and opened it, surprised to see what her body swap partner had to say.

...tell each other about themselves?

Did he say what she think he meant?

Was he really sure?

She felt bad. She wanted to say yes immediately, but...

Again, who was she?

Knowing pasts aren't essential to living the life of someone else, she thought. She wouldn't mind if Hiiro peered into hers, but she respected his boundaries even if she was in his body.

She started to despise this weird curse that was bestowed upon them. She blamed the stress on the body swapping curse, she blamed the fact that their lives are literally on the line on this curse,

And she blamed the fact that her fingers moved by themselves on the curse.

date: october 29, 6:51 AM

What did Hiiro know about [name]'s life?

That question suddenly popped up in his head as he stared at Nyakiniku sleeping on the stomach of the body he inhabited, purring quietly and sending soft vibrations against his— [name]'s body. He had just placed her phone down after she went to confront his brother that barged in the dorm.

How would she react to his brother, he wondered?

Now that he thought about it—he exchanged bodies with someone he didn't know until then. A complete stranger, in fact. What did fate have in store for them? Why did an illogical phenomenon happen to them?

...was he allowed to ask about the life of the body he inhabited?

[name]'s life was completely different from his. He could see that just by seeing the furniture, the pictures that hung on the walls, her room, her clothes, and the people she was surrounded by. He was fascinated. He wanted to see more.

However, Aira had told him about how city people needed their boundaries to be respected. After staying for a few months and getting accustomed to the environment, he knew asking about someone else's life was disrespectful.

Yet, he was currently living the life of someone that is not him. Not as Amagi Hiiro, not as the Leader of ALKALOID, not as the beloved airhead of Star Productions, but as [last name] [name]. A normal teenage baker in the city.

From the start, he was an outsider. He had just realized that. It made him chuckle, he hoped [name] was thinking the same thing. They're both intruders, they don't belong.

Why?

He placed an arm over his eyes to block out the sunlight seeping into the living room through the curtains. The warmth was uncomfortable for him—foreign, actually. Hiiro would be lying if he said he wasn't stressed about the situation he was in. What should he do then? Live the life of someone else forever? Completely switch identities with [name]?

His chest felt tight. He felt like he was about to cry, his bottom lip shaking and his eyes starting to water. This body swapping thing was something out of his knowledge, beyond the city norm. In fact, it wasn't even the norm.

Hiiro's mind wandered to the possibilities of cutting contact with his dear friends, his family, and his brother. Never in his life would he think that had a possibility of happening until that moment.

And what about [name]? Surely she was stressed about body swapping too. From the pictures on the wall alone, he knew she loved her family dearly. He didn't want anyone to get separated, not anymore.

Determination suddenly washed over him. No, what if they figured out how to reverse the curse themselves? They're not stuck in each other's bodies forever. They wouldn't take it—in fact, anyone wouldn't.

Nothing is impossible, he thought. He, who came from a completely secluded area in Japan, unaware of the city and their ways, became an idol. What was stopping them from trying to solve their case? He's the leader of a soldier-esque idol unit, for goodness sake! He pinched his—uhm, [name]'s—cheek.

Hiiro reached for the phone, typed a few messages, and sent it with anticipation.

A few seconds later, a notification popped up. The smile on the boy's face made Nyakiniku tilt his head in curiosity as the idol tapped the screen with excitement.

TRIVIA — one of the pictures in [name]'s home was her getting a tomato thrown at her face by shou. hiiro didn't notice it, though. it was at the very top of the group of frames that it was out of his line of sight.

NOTES — i literally meant to post this like a day ago but i was out of ideas and my body was aching from dance practice 😭 yet i managed to write this in a whim on a monday. anyways, this is also considered as a thank you for appreciating my work! i hope you'll all enjoy the story as it progresses even further!

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demonichikikomori · 7 months

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Sorry, Not Sorry

Rinne Amagi x Fem!Reader Word Count: 3.2k+ Tags: Cheating/Non-Con Voyeurism/DubCon/BroCon /j Unless?/Blackmail

Art by lllistn on Twitter!

It's time... For 13 Lovely Hauntings! This was in my last tarot card vote but I wanted to write it still! Also, this might get another chapter (on Ao3 at some point) if enough people want it. If not? It's just a stand-alone fic. All of the pieces for this event are literally just my drafts I’m clearing out but didn’t know where to post. I didn’t really post the last two months so I’m stuffing you guys with content. Sorry. Not sorry. (Badum Tss.)

SUMMARY:

Your boyfriend Hiiro Amagi takes you back to his childhood home during a weekend away from college classes. He wants you to meet his father, and his older brother Rinne Amagi... I guess.

You were walking hand and hand with Hiiro Amagi with a cheerful expression down a long dirt path. Your shoulders brushing as your hands remain intertwined tightly in the chill of the fall air, your freed hand clung to your duffle bag packed with clothes and your favorite soaps for the weekend. You stepped over a small bank of snow reducing itself to slush with a smile glued to your face. Today, you finally meet and spend the weekend with Hiiro’s family. You had been dating Hiiro Amagi for almost a full year, and he thought it would be nice to spend the weekend after exams in his village. It was an honor to know Hiiro adored you so much that he was ready for you to meet those closest to him. Even if it was just his father and older brother.

“My father is excited to meet you. He kept begging and begging for me to bring you to our village when we had our next break from classes!” Hiiro chirped as the two of you entered the quiet village. The sun was starting to set along the treeline, casting a neon orange glow over the village. “I promise you’ll love him as much as he loves you. My older brother won’t be here until tomorrow though.” He gently nudged you with his elbow as your nerves began to spike with jitters. First impressions are everything, and you know how to behave in front of the head of the household. But what about Hiiro’s older brother? For some reason during the almost full year of dating, Hiiro has never once brought him up until recently.

Hiiro walked you up to his childhood home and began fishing in his pocket for a key to the door. “What is your older brother like?” You asked curiously as he patted at his pockets with a soft ‘mmmm’. “He’s reckless, but not in a bad way! Sometimes he does things that I don’t like, but that’s just his personality.” Hiiro began to frown, keeping the description vague. He finally found the key to the house and looked it over. “But don’t worry about him until tomorrow. I know you’ll like him too.” His tone picked up its usual cheerfulness as you started to puff up your cheeks. Maybe his older brother is someone you would simply have to tolerate this weekend, for your boyfriend’s sake. After all, Hiiro never actually talked about him.

Before Hiiro could push the key into the door, it was suddenly yanked open and your eyes widened with shock. “Oh! Rinne! You made it here before us!” Hiiro was just as surprised to see the man leaning in the entrance's door frame, chewing idly on a toothpick. You stood silent and stunned as you soaked in the sight of who you could only assume was Hiiro’s older brother. The cunning air around him was an extreme contrast to Hiiro’s usual heroic nature, but the similarities in appearance proved that they were indeed related.

Riine Amagi sported a head of long, wild, cardinal red hair. His skin was pale and paired well with his mischievous cyan blue eyes. The older sibling was taller than Hiiro with defined muscles he wasn’t afraid to show off which explained his current state of shirtlessness. He instead wore thick black sweatpants that hung low on his hips. A wispy trail of red could be seen peeking out from under the waistband of his expensive underwear. His eyes sparkled at the sight of you behind Hiiro with a smirk forming on his handsome face. “Who’s this fine piece of-”

“This is my girlfriend! I was bringing her here this weekend to meet you and dad. But, I thought you were coming back tomorrow.” Hiiro cut Rinne’s possibly inappropriate comment short as he outstretched an arm in front of you. Almost like he was shielding you from the older man you couldn’t peel your eyes away from. This was Hiiro’s older brother. And if you and Hiiro ever got married, he would be your older brother too.

“Hah? Tomorrow? Mmm, change of plans. Niki was busy I guess.” His response was half-hearted, still looking at you with that same sparkle in his eyes. A sparkle that began to draw you in until Hiiro obstructed his older brother's vision with an agitated wave of his hand. “Where’s father?” He asked as Rinne rolled his eyes and stepped away from the door. “He’s doing chief stuff. He’ll be back in an hour.” The older man scoffed as Hiiro quickly took your hand and led you inside.

The warm air and scent of cheesy pizza welcomed you as you and Hiiro removed your shoes with Rinne monitoring the scene. “So, how old are ya’ sis? You’re really pretty. You doin’ the college thing with Hiiro?” Rinne’s voice was deeper than Hiiro’s and smooth like gold colored honey. He didn’t look that much older than you and Hiiro, but the air he exuded felt much different. More intense than Hiiro. “I’m the same age as Hiiro! And I share one of my English classes with him, but we have different majors and minors.” You explained sheepishly as you placed your bag on the ground and placed your shoes beside Hiiro’s. When you looked up, you noticed that Hiiro looked annoyed that his brother was talking with you.

Rinne let out a soft ‘ahhh’ of understanding with his hands now settling on his hips, his fingernails were lined in a black polish that had been chipped away to specks and flakes. Hiiro never painted his nails. Even if you offered to do it for him, it was a hard no. “Well, sis, what made you like Hiiro so much? If you say his looks, just know he got them from me.” He asked playfully, far more interested in you than his own little brother as your face began to grow hot.

Before you had the chance to respond, your boyfriend began to growl as he pulled you behind him. “Leave her alone, we just got here! Ask normal questions, you sexual harasser!” The younger brother snapped as Rinne shrugged his shoulders with a laugh. “Kyahahaha☆!~! Riling you up has always been easy. And now that you have a girlfriend it’s even easier!~!” He teased as the two began to go back and forth. Unbeknownst to Hiiro, you were peeking over his shoulder to capture a few more glances at Riine.

☆☆☆

You couldn’t take your eyes off of him during dinner, and you were starting to grow fearful that he may start to notice. Hiiro, thankfully, seemed oblivious to your ogling. Hiiro’s father did nothing but compliment you all night, grateful that his youngest son was capable of finding someone as charming as you. He then jokingly asked when you and Hiiro would be married and how soon you were ready to give him a soccer team’s worth of grandchildren. To which you had to bashfully decline giving him any response so soon. You and Hiiro were still young! Rinne’s laugh rattled through your brain at the sight of your shy expression. His tone was so sweet when he called you ‘cute’, apparently ‘falling in love’ with the way you puffed your cheeks when you pouted. Hiiro wasn’t too happy about the comments his older brother made and the two began to bicker until dinner ended.

When it came time for bed, Hiiro’s father encouraged the two of you to share a bedroom. Who was he to stop anything from happening? And a girl shouldn’t be cast off to the confines of some old couch or hard floor! You couldn’t help but feel embarrassed that your boyfriend’s father would encourage something risque under his own roof and you began wondering if Hiiro got his sense of righteousness from his late mother...

As Rinne wished you a playful goodnight and vanished behind a door not too far down the hall from Hiiro’s you started to feel a sense of guilt. There was no reason to pay mind to a man you had just met. Especially your boyfriend’s older brother. But the attention he was giving you was much, much different than what Hiiro gave you. Of course you loved and adored your boyfriend. But sometimes, it felt like you were just friends instead of lovers. You never found the chance to speak up about the topic of being more intimate with your boyfriend. It could be anxiety keeping you from trying, or the deepest hope that maybe it would happen naturally. The farthest you had gone with Hiiro was a messy makeout in his dorm. But the moment you reached for his belt, he sheepishly nudged you away and you were sent back to your own room.

You feared that it could be something he saw in you that made him uncomfortable with the prompt of sex. Or maybe he was just too nervous to try? Either way, it was starting to leave you with an insecurity you couldn’t shrug off.

You settled into Hiiro’s room, silently admiring the decor that had been left untouched since he had gone away for school. Your backs faced one another as the two of you changed into your pajamas, for you? An oversized shirt and a pair of shorts. The light was shut off and the two of you crawled into Hiiro’s bed with you on the outside, closest to the door despite Hiiro’s protest. “What if someone breaks in? I need to be ready to jump up and defend you!” Hiiro grumbled as he laid on his side to face you. You rolled your eyes tiredly as you huddled closer to him beneath the blankets. “Well, what if I need a bathroom break? I don’t want to climb over you.” You already knew that you had won the conversation as Hiiro settled down and the two of you drifted peacefully to sleep.

Well, you were asleep.

You weren’t sure why you woke up so suddenly, but you were dying of thirst. You slipped out of bed with a soft yawn. Your eyes opened wider and wider as you started to recover and wake up. You looked for your phone to check the time, seeing that it was 1:37am. You hadn’t been asleep that long, and the whole house was silent other than the soft creaks of the old home settling. But you really needed a cup of water. You glanced in the darkness to see Hiiro was sleeping peacefully, his back facing you as you stretched your arms above your head and made your way towards the door.

You crept down the hall to avoid alerting anyone else in the house of your mission. But your steps halted as a sound filled the air. One that sounded nothing like the creaking of the old house. A soft pap pap pap that caused your stomach to grow tight and hot when you noticed it was coming from Rinne’s room. Maybe you were just imagining things? You keep your steps light as you pass the door while holding your breath. The sounds and soft moans beckoned you to backtrack. And backtrack you did.

Returning to the door made your face burn as you listened to the sounds within the room. Your imagination provided ample imagery of what might be happening on the other side. How fast his fist would be pumping. If he was using a toy or not. If he was smirking or if his mouth hung open with ecstasy. You reached towards the doorknob.

There was hesitation, fingers hovering over the cold brass as you stood stunned by the impulsive decision. But it wouldn’t hurt to take a peek right? You twisted the knob cautiously with a thick swallow. The pounding of your heartbeat playing in your ears as you began to crouch with the door slowly and silently being pulled open.

You peered into the pitch black room, listening to the wet sounds and Rinne’s carnal moans from within the room becoming significantly louder. You wanted to see more. You wanted to see him. Your lips parted as you pressed your face into the door with wide eyes laced with curiosity. You could feel your inner thighs becoming hot as you took the risk of cracking the door open further. With the hopes of catching a glimpse of Rinne, you pulled and pulled greedily at the door as you fell hypnotized by the sounds of lust.

And catch him you did.

Looking back at you with a stunned expression within the darkness as the sounds fell deaf.

You choked back a scream and let go of the door in a panic. Scrambling to your feet, you tried to rush down the hall as Rinne yanked the door open with his eyes narrowed into slits. You were left with no time to react as Rinne caught you by the back of your shirt and pinned you against the opposite wall. His fist now gripped your collar as he looked down at you with a tight frown. His body was pressed against yours and you could smell the scent of lust and the salt of his sweat emanating off of his skin. The way his warm breath tickled the skin of your face with each short puff. His cheeks were flushed as you began to tremble with terror. No, no, no, no.

Rinne remained silent, looking over your terrified face before turning his head down the hall where you were supposed to be sleeping beside Hiiro. There was a soft chuff as he returned his attention to you. “What’s going on sis?” He asked, his voice lined with venom and something else you couldn’t put a finger on. Your mouth filled with cotton as you looked around the dark hallway. You couldn’t look him in the eye. “… Getting water…” You mumbled as Rinne hummed, letting go of your collar to instead grab you by your forearm. He wasn’t rough, but he was firm with his grip. “Me too.” He began dragging you towards the kitchen, and you struggled to match the stride his long legs had.

The kitchen was dark, illuminated by the yellowish light glowing above the sink. Your boyfriends’ older brother let you go with a little shove, easing you towards the counter as he opened a cabinet in search of two glasses. He was silent as he walked through the small kitchen. It was strange, even though he was clearly agitated, his eyes sparkled. Just like when his eyes first met yours. You felt your stomach twist and churn with anxiety as he filled the two cups with water and held one out to you. But when your fingers brushed against his, you nearly dropped the cup out of shock. You wanted to go back to Hiiro’s room. You wanted to close your eyes and pretend this didn’t happen.

The cup was shaking in your hands as he stared at you, his gaze burning and filling you with guilt. “… I’m sorry.” You whispered, your reflection appearing in the crystal clear water. Rippling and distorted as Rinne crossed his arms in front of you. An older brother scolding his eventual sister-in-law. Well, unless Hiiro found out about this. “What are you sorry about, sis?” His voice was smooth and soft, making you straighten up with your thighs pressed tightly together. “… Spying on you…” You mumbled again as Rinne hummed with a sound of content. “Why were you spying on me, sis?” You tried lifting the cup to your lips. “I dunno…” You didn’t want to say why. “You know why.” He purred and placed his own glass on the counter, reaching towards you to poke at your stomach with his slender pointer finger.

He herded you against the edge of the counter with his usual smirk returning. Like he was planning something horrible. You felt his large body press against yours, easing his body between your thighs . “Wanna tell your new big brother why you watched him jerk off? Why did you watch while Hiiro, your boyfriend, was sleeping? Why you sat in the hall on your knees with big eyes, and your mouth wide open?” His grip on your forearm was back as he began pulling you against him. Rinne towered over you like an imposing force and you couldn’t fight the way your heart quickened. Should you say morbid curiosity? The lack of attention you got from Hiiro pushing you to take the risk? A blatant lie that you tripped and fell against his door? “I dunno…” You couldn’t muster the strength now that you had been cornered like this.

“Then why don’t we wake up Hiiro and tell him?” Rinne suggested with his squeaky cackle. Your blood ran cold and you shook your head, your glass nearly toppled out of your hands as Rinne remained smiling. “Hmm? Noooooo?” He purred teasingly as beads of stray tears rolled down your cheeks. “Curiosity killed the cat sis, but y’know…” Your boyfriend’s older brother trailed off as he loosened his grip on your arms, rubbing his thumbs over your skin. “Satisfaction brought it back.” He whispered as he removed a hand, and took the cup from your trembling grip and placed it next to his own. A small whimper rolled off of your tongue as his hips bucked into yours suddenly.

The sound was embarrassing as you looked away from Rinne, eyeing the flooring with your mouth clamped shut. “If you come back to my room, I might forget about this whole thing.” Rinne purred as he bucked his hips again, and again, and again. You could feel him starting to harden in his sweatpants as he gave your upper arms a firm squeeze. You couldn’t let Hiiro find out about this. “You… Can you promise you won’t tell?” You begged softly, refusing to look Hiiro’s older brother in the eye.

Rinne kept his grip firm on your arm, not too rough, but it was tight enough to keep you from darting away. “Me? Promise? I don’t think I should. You were the one who came creeping on me.” He chuckled softly as you allowed your eyes to shamefully fall shut as the tears dried on your cheeks. Rinne was quiet before grumbling under his breath. “Alright, alright, ‘promise I won’t say anything.” The older sibling began to pull on your body until you were flush against him. “If you do what I say, I won’t say a word.” His tone was slick as you started to feel as though there was no other choice. You could be truthful with Hiiro, or avoid that painful reality entirely.

And maybe spending the night with Rinne won’t be so bad… “Okay.” Your voice was weak as Rinne smothered his cackle with his hand. He was enthusiastically tugging you out of the kitchen and towards the bedroom. Your heart began to sink as you allowed yourself to be dragged behind him.

This was wrong. This was extremely wrong. If Hiiro found out, he would be devastated. But what he didn’t know wouldn’t hurt him. Right? Rinne promised he wouldn’t say anything if you went with him. With one final glance towards Hiiro’s bedroom, you were nudged into the one belonging to his older brother. And the door shut with a soft click.

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makur0 · 2 years

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EVENT TIME !!! [COMPLETE]

The people have requested, and now slots are full! I hope you guys enjoy!

//still my first time, so don’t judge 🫠 (I also deleted some requests before I remembered the readers gender… my mind is in the gutter :’) so if I forgot then gn! reader)

list:

Day 1: masochism - adonis otogari w/ male! reader

Day 2: rope bunny/bondage - fem!shu itsuki w/ gn! reader

Day 3: breeding - ritsu sakuma w/ afab! reader

Day 4: dacryphilia - HiMERU w/ afab! reader

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Day 8: drunk sex - tsukasa suou w/ gn! reader

Day 9: pegging - mika kagehira w/ gn! reader

Day 10: strip club - fem!hiyori tomoe w/ gn! reader

Day 11: orgasm denial - eichi tenshouin w/ afab! reader

Day 12: cockwarming - ibara saegusa w/ afab!reader

Day 13: cosplay - mayoi ayase w/ amab! reader

Day 14: camboy/girl - kuro kiryu w/ afab! reader

Day 15: somnophilia - izumi sena w/ fem!reader

Day 18: choking - aira shiratori w/ gn! reader

Day 19: aphrodisiacs - natsume sakasaki w/ gn! reader

Day 20: cross-dressing - hajime shino w/ male! reader

Day 21: shower sex - kanata shinkai w/ gn! reader

Day 22: jealous sex - rinne amagi w/ fem! reader

Day 23: size kink - tsumugi aoba w/ gn! reader

Day 24: degradation - koga oogami w/ amab! reader

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rosuuu · 2 years

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For the Sin of Swallowing the Sun

Ensemble Stars x Fem Reader

In which Yumenosaki’s first producer is forced to say goodbye

CW/TW: Blood, Animal Cruelty, Bullying, harassment, mentions of cyber bullying, alcohol, implied minors using alcohol, intoxicated intimacy, photography w/o consent, anxiety paranoia, love confession (but like not really)

Not proofreaded (I need proofreaders)

If I regret one thing about yumenosaki, it would be that night, that night and him

It was a party held to commemorate the idols for a semester well done a party that should’ve been completely innocent.

I’m not exactly sure who to blame, Maybe the Staff who had left a group of (mostly) minors to their own devices, Maybe Rinne Amagi for bringing alcohol to a school centered function

Point is someone has to take the blame and who better than Yumenosaki’s sweet producer. My thoughts run rapid and I remember that night, the music blaring through the speakers imparting my senses, my eyes flashing between the dozens of intoxicated idols stumbling across the halls

I just wanted a to get a breath of fresh air, just to take a deep breath without my lungs being filled with the acidic scent of cheap liquor and soda it only felt like a minute but I knew that it was much longer when he came to look at me.

His cheeks, slightly flushed and his breathing a bit laboured he leans his upper body against the rails, folding his arms to rest his head as he stares up at me.

It’s a blur from the lighthearted conversations we engaged in to the quiet laughs as the wind caressed our hair it was all a blur until it wasn’t and before I knew it, lips, his lips, Eichi Tenshouins lips were on mine. The kiss was soft and loving because drunken actions sober thoughts, right?

The kiss expressed so much passion so much love and I don’t know, I couldn’t bring myself to pull away maybe if I wasn’t so focused on his lips I would of noticed it, the soft shutter of a camera that was gone just as quick as it appeared

As he parts from me were out of breath, his cheeks are flushed and for a moment it’s unclear if it’s from his current state of intoxication or from the intimacy just displayed

He wraps his hands around my waist and rest his head on my shoulders and then he’s asleep, I must’ve brought him back to the party but I feel like I was on autopilot up until I wake back up in my tiny apartment from my alarm blaring.

Maybe if I was a little more put together I would of thought to check the thousands of messages, notifications and tags I had but I didn’t, maybe if I did I wouldn’t of been caught of guard by the stares directed to me during my bus trip and short walk to the school I had become so used too

The atmosphere was thick at Yumenosaki and it seemed like everyone but me knew why it seemed like I was invisible but there at the same time. The stares that would disappear the moment I turned my back wasnt helping the anxiety that grew as I approached my locker

My breathing resonated through my very bones the subtle pain in my stomach steadily making feel the urge to through up, my legs quaking and I shakily reach for my locker door resting my hand on the handle I grip it hard, my knuckles scrunching up and I desperately try to calm my rampant thoughts and ignore the eyes digging into my skin like millions of needles stabbing me simultaneously

‘Why am I like this? It’s just another day at school just open the locker what are you doing?’

I cut the thought off swiftly opening my locker as my eyes go wide and my face drops in horror. It was something out of a nightmare, one that you’d only see in dark shows that you would curiously click on

My locker, smeared in the blood of whatever poor animal was foul smelling, the mixture of animal guts, razor blades and thumbtacks more graphic than anything any horror enthusiast could ever dream of seeing I felt my body freeze

The eyes from before Now red and shadows crowded around me and chatter inflicted my thoughts, and the words written in red shined through like some kind of false light at the end of a tunnel

‘Go die, Sl*t’

My breathing was at an all time low and the feeling of ice cold water being dumped on me shook me to the core hot tears streaming down my face as I desperately push through the crowd furiously and fruitlessly wiping at my tears

I don’t know where I’m running to but I force myself to keep going like it’s the only thought my brain can muster the halls fade into a blur and. I think I hear the bell ring for class but I can’t stop I run and run and run until I collide and clash with someone

“(Y/N)? What are you doing don’t you have class? I’ll-“

I his words go in one ear and out the next I don’t even process who it is as a shove past him and out of the school. Like the world is a mirror for my emotions the once sunny sky is dull and pouring as I make my way home.

I opt to walk not wanting to be packed into the bus of the working class commuting to work. I walk as the rain weighs me down and my tears run endlessly I don’t stop until I collapse onti my bed, it isn’t until then that my the vibrating coming from my phone compelled me to open up the nearest social media,

Like opening the door inn a hail storm the news hits me like a ton of bricks, my face is everywhere on every trending page on every blacklist site on every hate forum there I am my vision becomes blurry and one headline stands out to me

“Yumenosaki Producer caught in Relations With Idol”

The media is bias willing to protect their idols more then anything the way that only his face is blurred out, the way that only his name is kept secret is like black and white to the sheer amount of information of me presented like a chef with her finest dish

I don’t have the heart to check the messages be it from the idols I adored so much of the swarms of angry fan girls my body moves on it’s own as I dial the the number, her name feels foreign on my tougue and I resist the urge to hang up.

This is a result of my foolishness, the naïvety of someone blinded by pure love and fascination, the wishful thinking of a girl who only saw the good in everyone squeezing my eyes shut I let the name flow from my mouth as my voice breaks

“Mom?”

-fin-

I wanted to write something for enstars so here I am, I might make this a series so prepare for horribly written angst

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#enstars #ensemble stars #eichi tenshouin #enstars x reader #enstars angst #rosuuuu writes #ensemble stars x reader #enstars fanfic

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