#go watch kill la kill

[mimpiece]

When will the children learn that actors are not political figures and legally, contractually can't make strongly opinionated statements about sensitive, politcal topics-

#taz skylar #he raised $2k+ for a charity but heaven forbid he say the wrong word #he's not the deciding factor in when the horrible shit going down in Gaza ends #and the kids on twitter need to stop acting like he is #he's an actor who did something kind with his time and energy #not a political figure who has any power to stop the killing #you're delusional if you think otherwise #if you stop watching opla because of this whole thing hasta la huego #no one cares

[bottombaron]

I think that Guillermo, at the end of Laszlo's 'Roast' party in episode 7, will reveal his secret.

The party will most certainly devolve into a roast of him instead, because of course it will. Because Nandor won't be able to make clever jokes or get anyone to laugh and in order to save his ego he'll do what he always does in those situations and sacrifice Guillermo in its place. He'll say unnecessarily cruel things because he thinks no one person can be more important to him than the fear of his own weakness. He'll pile it on too. One thing after the other. Maybe the other vampires invited to the roast will laugh along because familiars are easy marks. And the heat will build. There's only so many lashes Guillermo can take on behalf of Nandor's pride. And Laszlo, Nadja, and Colin are starting to grimace and wince.

And that's when Guillermo will do it.

He will stand up, with the chair he was sitting in making a horrible noise across the wood floor like a record scratch. To let you know that the party has been violently cut short.

And Laszlo will do a panicked head shake, maybe try to salvage the situation from the precipice that Nandor has unknowingly brought them to. That Guillermo is about to jump off of. With all of them helplessly attached.

Guillermo was put in the audience on the other side of the room. Already segregated from the rest of the group. He's in a room filled with vampires who were just laughing at him but now look. Nandor's peers. The whole vampire community is here, watching him.

Guillermo's vampires sit across from him at a long table with a podium, like a panel of judges. Like he's a prisoner standing before the pulpit awaiting a verdict. He's got one last moment to either swallow the pride he just started to embrace on a float earlier that year and sit back down, let himself be ridiculed like always but live to see another day ... or burn it all down like it deserves to be, with his plea of guilt.

Holding a struck match, Guillermo will finally speak the truth to Nandor. To everyone. The real truth. The one he hasn't spoken out loud yet. The one nobody knows.

He will say, "I have a joke." And everyone will listen.

"I paid to have some barely-turned, low-rank, nothing of a vampire. Who hasn't even been one longer than I have been a familiar…to bite me. And turn me. In the back room of a gas station where he works. And he did it."

"I've been turned by a vampire that wasn't my master. That wasn't you."

Guillermo's jittered, bitchy energy tapers. He no longer fidgets or looks around at the faces slack-jawed at him. He's gone cold.

Like a killer, he delivers the next blow straight at his master's heart, sitting across the room at the podium, similarly frozen in place.

"But that's not the joke."

"The joke is, I may not have known how taboo it was…that it would be such a big deal to everyone else…but I did know…" (he licks his lips and despite his unshakable intent the uncontrollable emotion he always carries inside him threatens to undo his composure. Still, he keeps his voice loud and steady. Mostly. His attention is focused. His eyes start getting a little wet, but he hardly notices. He's going to follow through.)

"I didn't even really do it because I wanted to. Not then, or like that. (Not with him). Not for the same reason I had wanted to do it before. Or the reason I told Laszlo and Nadja I did it."

"See…the joke is…"

(His voice has become softer. It still carries across the room easily. There is no one else in the whole house but Guillermo and Nandor.)

"I did it because I knew how it would make you feel."

"I did it because I wanted to hurt you."

#wwdits #what we do in the shadows #guillermo de la cruz #nandor the relentless #nandermo #and Harvey will do that thing that he does so well #that beautiful little exhale - like he's been holding his breath this whole time #like it was him not Nandor that had just been given a killing blow #and Kayvan will do that thing that HE does so well #going from being a fucking cartoon character - like he was drawn by wb in the 50s and lives by the Bugs Bunny laws of physics #he walks thru fallen anvils and acme dynamite mostly unscathed because it's funny #and then without any warning he's /real/ he's a real physical living breathing human man (vampire) #he walks on earth and lives by the same laws of nature we do and he can hurt and be hurt with equal ferocity #Nandor's mouth is slightly open and his eyes have a quality of both dissociation and focus on Guillermo #like someone watching tv instead of real life #like this horror was happening to someone other than him #and after his exhale in the dead quiet of the mansion Guillermo turns away from Nandor and leaves #after 13 years of continuous abuse of Guillermo in order to fuel the lingering dredge of Nandor's barely functioning ego #Guillermo himself kills it in one short decisive moment #because he was always the only one who ever could #who held that power over Nandor the whole time #and it cuts them apart like a guillotine

[hmvw2015]

Nonon!!!

#fanart #kill la kill #nonon jakuzure #kill la kill nonon #studio trigger #digital fanart #adobe animate #digital art #art #fan art #hmvw2015 #hannah van weelden #artists on tumblr #female artists on tumblr #cute #more to come #2023 art #my art #pink hair #go watch it #go watch anime #kill la kill anime #<3

[averlym]

"careful, or i'll quote that"

#adamandi #was going to be normal but then this scene popped into my head and played on loop and like #guys this scene just makes me Miserable. they're so friends now they're so happy and funny and then later in the show #she manipulates him and he tries to kill her and like. my god beatrix vincent friendship. omg. #im so. it kills me. i realise these arent the most accurate character styles but i Had to get it out. oh my god. literally the other day i #i was like ''oh haha im not going to directly draw scenes from the show im going to be Thinky and Extra'' but no actually sometimes the #the scenes from the show just hit. this line the delivery the Situations it kills me. im so hnnghghf about them #something also maybe about rewatching media knowing the whole plot and the extra Tragedy it all brings also. like to know the ending will #break your heart (but be also some sort of stunning catharsis) and to watch it all!!! again!!!! aaagh. #fun facts about the first time i watched adamandi proper after looking through the tumblrs and half-spoiling it for myself.. i went in with #the strangest assumptions of portia dies/ vincent makes a virus that kills the other nominees instead of actually stabby stabby and the #new invented biological thing would make him the winner a-la frankenstein style //. quincy cuts off his hand????? i am not sure where any #of these came from T-T but im glad i was wrong on literally every count. #miscellaneous brainrots from re-watching.. in the very very start i think vincent is wearing a mask in word to the wise?? like it was probs #a covid safety thing but it makes me go teehee for some reason. like the whole infectious thing was foreshadowed LMAO (approx 35 seconds in #also the balloons. and the admin. and the balloons. the way it's horrific and the balloons gently rain down #and you can see them bounce in the stunned silence. ooo that little detail. what a moment. #also at this point? i have been noticing the little inconsistencies in actions btwn shots but a) they're not seeable unless you're looking #Closely like i was for specific moments as references.. and b) it makes u think about the inconsistency of theatre as a medium and how nth #is ever delivered the same two ways which is really just !!!! to me. smth smth so so many ways to intepret characters and how everything is #always in flux every single cycle. theatre medium my beloved. #last side note from now: i am so abnormal about the marmorius society members who were phaethon nominees in their own right and instead #perished helping ambrose with HIS project. like. that is some sort of love there isn't it? like???? yes they're all bullies and awful but. #i've been reaching tag limit really quickly with all the recent posts. rambles i guess. so so many thoughts. well actual tags now i guess! #vincent aurelius lin #beatrix valeria campbell

[cicada-candy]

@moosemonstrous last one of the night i promise ":]

I just had a thought that I probably won't get to do a whole lot with but

Ghost drifting?? Very much a thing here right?

People also drift with demons in this AU.

Excuse to give Johnny fucked up eyes and teeth and voice mayhaps? I think yes

#clarification bcs i just realised i never mentioned it lmao #if johnny fled the corps after dropping the boys in/ the LA attack/ Roxannes death #methinks he would be a beast fighter #as an excuse to keep killing demons #/especially/ if roxanne is dead #and a pretty undefeated one at that >:]c #also slightly less Makes Sense thought. Would Johnny be old enough to remember Eli + Beto?? even if he was like a kid or smthn #coz [i think watch me be wrong lmao] u said everyone who remembered is Gone #not necessarily dead 👀 #CoTG where Ivanov convinces Johnny Robbies possessed by a demon and sends him to go Do Murder and hes too screwy from the fights to say no #thecicadasbuzz #ghost rider pacific rim au #[im drawing beastie fighter johnny rn if u havent already guessed ajfajfaja]

[bunnihearted]

blub blub 🫧🐠

#i dont know if i'll ever be able to travel #bc of money (i've never been able to afford it) nd even if i have a job someday nd can save up... #im not sure i'll have someone to go with. i can imagine going to like germany or norway on my own but not places further away #also like my anxiety... idk if i'll be able to w that. im so scared of flights nd airports lol #but ummm.. since i dont live in la la land im v aware that we are killing the earth at a rapid speed. thats real nd true #idk if im gnna have time to get a job nd save up before everything comes crashes down #i would love to at least travel to japan once! i rlly want that. also taiwan. vietnam. thailand. south korea... #idk why it's those countries so close to eo but i just rlly want to visit those countries. also the philippines (1/2 l's lol?) #ahhhh idk why im thinking abt traveling now when im busy being in pain #maybe it's bc one book im reading a woman nd her mom is on a trip to japan. nd im watching vlogs skksks #ughhh i hope i'll one day have the ability to at least travel once #japan is my dream trip T-T

[hauntingblue]

Stampede aka another episode of luffy turning haters into dick riders just with his kind and big heart

#i might understand all the robin law fanfare... its been 26 minutes of stampede...... #frobin reigns supreme imo still..... #VICEADMIRAL MOMONGA TOCAME LA PORONGA??? HELLO #THE LOG POSE TO LAUGH TALE???? and hancock arrived ❤️❤️ #usopp saving luffh omg..... #blonde buggy..... why are we doing this to out beautiful women... #fujitora is on his own frequency... here you go a meteorite.. whatever happens to all of you and our troops happens goodbye #mihawk intervened bc zoro couldn't do it omg.... nami keep watch he is going to end it all tonight jesus #also persona following mihaw for a second movie ajdjaks.... i love them together honestly #brosalino is the kuma guy's uncle????? nepotism...... #calling this guy the heir of the demon.... taking blame off ace akdjsksn.... you know whats funny in movies garp is very like thoughtful and #comprehensive of others peoples issues and then you get to how he raised luffy and like.... wouldn't that have been good there.... #and with ace too lmao.... i mean he didnt have abandonment issues but just wait and see to a 10yo asking if he is worthy of living idk... #i get the meaning of it and what he meant but we all know ace didnt get that at the time until luffy got there #usopp.... see how when oda writes the movies it feels different.... first steong world with namo and now stampede with usopp... #the relationship moments really hit.. i was gonna comment about zoro and the cursed sword but that was just focusing on him #well this one wasnt written by oda but supervised i will take it.... #hina taking the kids aldjakskal...... smoker and hina best straight ship behind frobin imo..... baby 5 x sai number 3 spot #sabo....... actually thank you bc smoker thinks he can take anybody #hancock and buggy AJSJAKAKLQQ omg usopp dont cry....... luffy will KILL that guy for making usopp feel like that lmao YEAAAH!!!!! #law smoker sabo the luffy lover squad..... each in their own way lmao #hancock its been so long how are you <3 omg law what are you doing here <3 my brother sabo hello. #crocodile made the plan of course.... luffy lover member too #usopps bullets omg.... #sanji and zoro against lucci omg..... YEAAAHHHH #wait a second straw hat crew costume by uniqlo design team??? THE DRIP!!! #luffy seeing ace beside luffy with the fire goodbye.... he is EVERYWHERE #talking tag #watching one piece #watching one piece movies

[shikai-the-storyteller]

I adore Luzu, so it really warms my heart that when he was mentioned today when Phil was asking about La Velada, not only did PHIL get super excited and emphasize his support for Luzu, but Chat also got excited and hyped him up. All us crows love him so much, even though we only saw him interact with Phil once :') I hope that now his training is over, he can log back in and they can hang out again

#i talk #qsmp talk #I was MIA all day today so I was watching the VOD #I'm so glad someone brought up Luzu's fight and La Velada to Phil I was thinking nobody would #I'm really happy #I gotta stop watching now though because my stomach is killing me #MAN I wish these stomach / abdominal issues would go away #Luzu te extraño #come home #I saw Cellbit wanted to see Luzu in the game too and I'm like YESSSSSSS #Luzu loves doing lore so much he'd get along SO well with Cellbit #I didn't even consider that until now #I'm talking cc Luzu and Cellbit #their characters... might not #it depends ENTIRELY on how their first meeting goes #Anyways I'm very emo about the whole La Velada thing for many reasons #but also because I straight up thought Luzu won #they suddenly they were like no he didn't #apparently I'm not in the minority thinking this though #I was like ''well maybe my boxing knowledge isn't great'' #but no #once again... another tournament with issues #and bias #and a heap of other problems I wont' spend time catching up on because YEESH that sounds like a mess #glad Luzu and the other CCs had fun though

[sunshinechay]

So I want to talk about Tai for a second.

Specifically I want to talk about this moment right here:

Tai says point blank that he’s wanted to get rid of his hearing loss but he doesn’t feel any better now that it’s gone.

Of course I think he hates the way it happened, no one wants to go through anything even remotely similar to what he is going through right now. The emotional pain of having argued with someone important to you, the mental pain of knowing you fucked up in so many situations that you can’t figure your way out of. But this is something he’s wanted for at least the last 2 years. But by his own admission, he doesn’t feel better and I don’t think that’s going to chance any time soon.

It’s been talked about by everyone that Tai’s conflict resolution style is to clam up, to go silence and refuse to communicate. This is why this moment and the ensuing arguement with Patts is so painful. I agree with @bengiyo when he said that Tai is someone who reads too much romance. He has a skewed view of the way relationships are supposed to work. I also think though, that as time as gone on Tai has become more aware of that. He is still naive and fucks up so badly it’s completely understand why Patts reacts the way he does, but I don’t think he’s unaware of his fault. However he lacks the ability to convey the way he feels ( @lurkingshan and @ginnymoonbeam both have great posts here and here in which they discuss his conflict style and lack of ability to communicate) and now he has lost the best tool he had for making Patts believe that Tai finally knows that he will always choose Patts.

For all of Tai’s hang ups about the soulmate bond, I think he also recognizes that Patts doesn’t have those hang ups and that he does hold the believe that it means that they were meant to chose each other. It’s why Patts gets anxious, angry and upset when Lomfon acts the way he does. Why he is so frantic when he tries to confront Tai about it. Sure Tai might not have talked to him for 2 years, but he was still there and they still found their way to each other and that had to meant something, right?

But now it’s gone and Tai doesn’t know how to tell Patts that he does choose Patts because not only should Patts have already known that but the connection was also always there to prove it. Tai shouldn’t have to say it out loud because he shouldn’t have too. Again he thinks Patts should already know that. It’s horribly naive and shows Tai’s lack of dating experience but it’s what he believes in that moment.

The show is of course trying to point out that they don’t need it to have a successful relationship. They need hard work and good communication, but within the internal logic of the universe, I get why Tai would think this. Why should Patts doubt that Tai would choose him. They’ve already said they choose each other and they have (had) that connection.

But now that connection is gone. It’s gone because of Tai and he already regrets that it’s gone and that he took it away. I wouldn’t be surprised if we find out later that he wants it back. A classic case of don’t know what you’ve got til it’s gone.

Hopefully before that happens (if it does), Patts and Tai will finally communicate with each other and get on the same page and learn how to work around their conflicts in way that both are able to do. Tai needs to grow up a bit more and learn that life’s not a romance novel (even though we might want it to be sometimes) and that it’s hard but worth it to try and make the best of it.

#la pluie #la pluie the series #la pluie meta #pattstai #pattssaengtai #patts x saengtai #this boy is so naive it hurts #i’m very firmly in the Patts defence squd #but i feel so tai in this moment #my conflict resolution style is a cross between his and tien honestly #clam up go silent think then soothe and give in #all four of these boys are going to kill me aren’t they #what do you guys think? #cap watches la pluie #cap speaks

[rohirric-hunter]

So... they had to have known, right? The people who live in Rivendell, I mean. Like, even if you're not particularly invested in the Doings of Mortals, Elladan and Elrohir were there when Arathorn died, and Elrond is close with all of them. It's good manners to at least know about it. It's also good manners, I imagine, to not comment on it when a woman and her son move in and Elrond insists that the boy's name is Estel. Like, you know, and he knows that you know, after all, Rivendell has been a safe haven for the families of Arnor's kings since the kingdom was founded, almost, but the one person that Elrond insists should not know is the child himself.

And that goes on for twenty years, which isn't so long, not by your reckoning, and to be fair for most of that time there's not really any call to discuss it with him, but maybe when he's 13 and starting to throw a tantrum the thought rises to your mind -- "Is this how an heir of Elendil comports himself?" And maybe you say it out loud, once, and he says, "What?" and you quickly correct yourself: "ward of Elrond." And he gives you a Look, one that says he Knows you're full of it, and he Knows it's important, but he doesn't pursue it, and you wonder if that's how an heir of Elendil comports himself, and wonder if maybe Elrond was on to something when he decided the kid could go for a while without knowing.

And then he starts going out with Elladan and Elrohir, just like his father, and maybe he knows that that's what happened to his father, but it doesn't keep him, and the twins -- time passes, for the twins, more like it does for Men than for you, and the memory of Arathorn's death before their very eyes has faded already -- the twins praise his accomplishments and part of you wonders if he knows too, and has simply chosen not to mention it.

Then an old friend who lives out of town comes to visit, and you ask for news of Lothlórien, but unfortunately the only thing on her mind is the world's worst pickup line and how she heard said pickup line this morning, right after arriving here, and how he tried to pick himself up by saying he was the heir to the throne of Gondor and Arnor, and... yeah he definitely didn't know.

#lotr #i watch this dnd game show on youtube #npc d&d by viva la dirt league #and theres this running gag where the sorcerer (whos supposed to be lying low because someones trying to get him killed) #introduces himself to pretty much everyone with his full name backstory and major weakness #i bet aragorn did that for a long time after he found out #because he really did go out and tell the very first person he met huh #as part of a garbage pickup line no less

[jaykorianddickkoriforlife]

You know I've been reading fanfiction for yrs. It was my one reprieve, and umm i just realized I need psychological help LMFAO I found out that there's a movie about an alien giving sexual pleasure to a girl, and then other people but it's becoming violent, and like I'm talking tentacles.

You know what happened? Didn't even think twice, nor was I saying what the fuck. Nah, I just saw the clip where they were talking about the movie, and all I could say was damn, she looks like she's getting the time of her life, and then I read the comments, and people were being deep about the symbolism, and what lust does to us, all that Yada Yada, and I was SEVERELY thrown off like the complete pervert I've become due to fanfiction.

... yeah, that's all I wanted to admit.

#fanfiction #i will forever be damned now #tentacles #alien smut #human and alien smut #The untamed 2016 #real name of the movie is 'La región salvaje' #so if you're as perverted as I am #umm #yeah go uh... #watch it #fanfiction reader problems #the untamed #i need help #um I read a story once #and a certain scene was exactly as what was written there #so imagination answered #kill me now

[10piecechickenmcnugget]

About to be a little #fandom critical while I’m still mildly delirious

One of my biggest pet peeves is people who draw/write cquackity and cpurpled as friends or even just like on good terms that aren’t forced

you can’t look me in the eyes and tell me that alex “no one will remember you” quackity and purpled “I don’t think there will ever be a point in time where I respect you as a person” bedwars are friends

#About to rant in the tags #Like #i understand if they have a mildly positive relationship due to just living and working in the same place #And because purpled was faking friendliness to make himself less suspicious #But they do not like each other. They are not friends. Let alone found family #mcyt #dsmp #dream smp #purpled #quackity #c!purpled #c!quackity #fandom critical #las nevadas #Like I’m all about dynamics that don’t exist have you seen my golden duo posts but this one always bugs me #purpled did not say “I’m going to fucking kill you” and kill Quackitys best friend and team up with stage duo to blow up las nevadas #For you to tell me “yeah they’re friends :)” “they have a family dynamic :):)” #There’s no genuine heat behind this I’m just tired #Also Quackity did not blow up purpleds house and watch him murder slime and CHEER AND CLAP WHEN HE DIED for you to tell me he cares about #him #like. they fucking hate each other. they’re mean little assholes who do not get along #this being said I have read fics and things where they have a friendlier dynamic but those were NOT canon compliant #If you made it down here thank you for coming to my ted talk #10piecetalks

[dredshirtroberts]

oh shit y'all.

i've done gotten invested in Gurren Lagann. we're like 19 episodes deep in this paint and i have been emotionally compromised by the silly mechs.

believe in the me.

#that believes in you #i was gonna say pray for me but that makes me actively uncomfortable so don't do that #but i figured the believe in me thing was fitting #gurren lagann #i don't know how deep this rabbit hole will go for me - but i have a drill so let's find out i GUESS #y'all i did not anticipate this being what happened to me in my 30s i thought i'd found all the anime i was going to be emotionally attache #to in my teens and HERE WE ARE I MISSED ONE I GUESS #i'm having a blast don't let my silly complaints fool you i like to be dramatically angry about things that delight me sometimes #the THEMES the MOTIFS the STORY IT'S TELLING #UGH #SO GOOD #i don't want to hear criticism about it because it's BEAUTIFUL and I LOVE IT #we're watching kill la kill when we get done with gurren lagann and i am SO EXCITED about that trigger knows my weaknesses #and it's goofy faces and tiddies while dealing with really deep subject matter in a ridiculous way #also apparently mechs? wasn't anticipating that one at all i am ambivalent about mechs in general #but BOY HOWDY DID I CRY WHEN DAI-GURREN HAD TO EXPLODE ITS SWORD OFF #anyway... where was i #oh yeah so anyway in case you haven't guessed yet this taking over my brain slowly but surely and i'm sure there will be at least one #attempt at fic in the future for me we'll see how it goes #in the meantime... #oh yeah fun fact #i fucking thought gurren lagann the mech was from gundam and so when i started recognizing it i went THAT'S WHERE IT'S FROM?? but in my hea #because i didn't actually watch gundam i was ambivalent about mechs as stated earlier but of the gundams that one was my favorite #AND IT'S NOT EVEN A GUNDAM I FEEL SLIGHTLY LIED TO BUT IN A GOOD WAY SOMEHOW??? #anyway we're having a super normal one over here don't mind me

[sucre-blue]

rolling around in my bed kicking my feetsies thinking about pirates

#okay im abt a month behind on the manga gonna go catch up now #also just finished the la. it was so good and perfect love all the changes the made excpet JANGO SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE #and im appalled they killed merry #gonna start rewatch 2 soon #i did. rewatch episode 3 like 3 times already. i liked it okay. #i need to pick up my manga reread again i was on the train in enies lobby #BUT LIKE WHAT IF #i started a rewatch of the anime.......again......... #but now i have so many ideas to draw and write!!! when is there time to read and watch #and :k my monster high repaint. headless robin is still haunting me #gonna eat some tacos and think abt it #ztext

[xcziel]

i am not kidding BLESS those jeans

if someone is somehow reading my blog and sharing last night's critique of the baggy pants vs choreo precision issue i would just like to say you are doing the work of the gods thank you SO much

#jeon jungkook #there is nothing i embrace more than an all-black wardrobe and the lines on this times square look are just *chef's kiss* #bless the piercings bless the tattoos bless the black palette is all i can say #i know it's too cold on an outdoor stage rn to do the bare arms but fck if that didn't make the choreo pop even harder #i wanna get a still from that one instant with his right arm gesturing right before The Shoulder Move #bc it's insanely hot - just the line of his extended tattoed arm and his shoulder like #it CANNOT be overstated how expressive his gestures are and how the sleeveless look really highlighted that #have i watched the mv a disgusting amount of times? i have indeed #i'm sorry it's just EVERYTHING i have been asking for from a pop song for so long #the BASS the live instruments THE BRASS SECTION .... the *BASS* #if you have followed me for more than two seconds you've probably run into me expounding on my 'horn theory' of good pop music lol #i.e. if you want a really good power hit pop song you need a goddamn brass section #evidence: the 70s and 80s. ... even beyonce knows this #but also funk/disco bass trumps everything else and i would kill to have an extended remix done by AN ACTUAL BAND #the current remixes don't add anything for me - i want an actual bass player going to town a la the disco extended plays of yore #maybe in the concert version ... kinda hoping jk takes inspo from yoongi's concert setup #i feel like that might have been part of the impetus behind recording with actual musicians #i can't believe that's so unusual these days - it's sad that i watched a reaction clip and the person was like #what sample is that?? what is that from?? #and i'm like yelling at the screen it's an actual band that's how it's *supposed* to be #also can i say i love how he (and all the maknae line now that i think of it) makes it so clear when he's singing and when it's #the backing track - like no lip syncing/pretending just sticking to the bts standards for live performance vs like music show #thinking on it part of it may be that like the rap line *can't* really coast over a backing track so then vocal line doesn't either #(i say maknae line only in reference to this last year's recent live performances bc there've been multiple from each of them) #and he's outside and it's cold - that is HARD on the vocal chords #most of your diva singers - not that jk is a diva but he does have the range of one - like mariah or ariana would never #do that to their voices - i think he's just used to being the indestructable bunny #he better have people babying him tonight and giving him hot soup and tea with honey and vitamin c and idk ginseng #having the humidifier going and getting as much rest as possible to keep healthy

[newlyy]

im closer to my family than i am to any friends just by virtue of shared history and living together. when im doing really badly, i only go to my family, when i need help i go to my family first, my anxiety is lowest around my family, etc etc. family is significant for me, which makes me afraid of getting older and losing it. idk who i’d be without my core four-person family and our home base. im about to cry just thinking about it, i NEED them, I am them, they are me

#one time i straight up bawled listening to cest la mort by the civil wars and thinking about my family #the line 'you can sink to the bottom of the sea but don't go without me' #ive had issues with my dad for my whole life #our personalities just dont mesh together #but he got cancer and i told my friend who knows that i have a rocky relationship with him and she was like 'and how do you feel about that? #girl bad. hes my dad. theres no other way to feel. #theres no like well when i was thirteen i hated him so rip #i feel bad. #oh my god! did any of you ever watch the dr. blake mysteries? #there was one episode where a woman murdered her step father after finding out that he had murdered her father #and i think the cop interrogating her said something like 'that he killed your father doesn't make it ok to kill him' and she was like #'yeah well i miss my dad' in the saddest most childlike voice #girl i know exactly what you mean