#here you go mutuals lol

[freaky-fan-official]

bam, i made a flag

in order, we got bisexual, genderqueer, graysexual, genderfuck, quoiromantic, and arohaze!

explanations under cut

im bi but in a "i can be attracted to anyone" way, yknow? and bisexual means "attracted to 2 or more genders" so yes, that is still correct usage.

i use genderqueer and genderfuck interchangeably. genderfuck is more of a "gender is stupid" type thing but i use genderqueer in public

graysexual applies to people that only feel sexual attraction sometimes. personally i think i prefer aliquaromantic ("sexual attraction under specific circumstances") but whatever

quoiromantic means "doesn't understand/struggles to differentiate between platonic and romantic attraction and is unsure if they experience either". speaking of which im on the aplatonic spectrum and amorous (as defined by this website)

arohaze applies to someone who's orientation on the aromantic spectrum is neutral, inbetween, multiple, or unclear. i fall under the "multiple" here. specifically im recipromantic (only feels romantic attraction if it's reciprocated) and demiromantic (only feels romantic attraction when there's a preexisting emotional bond).

also, she/he pronouns 👍

#freakish screams #pride flags #i needed to get this outta my system #here you go mutuals lol

[theredviper]

DAVE JONES as HALSIN SILVERBOUGH

— Baldur's Gate 3 (2023), Larian Studios

+ BONUS:

#dave jones #davejonesedit #halsin silverbough #halsinsilverboughedit #halsin #halsinedit #baldur's gate 3 #baldur'sgate3edit #bg3 #bg3edit #gamingedit #dailygaming #my gif. #useroaks #HERE’S YOUR MAN ERIN !!! #FOR ERIN <3 #the only reason i made a gif in almost 3 years #i was going to gif astarion but i thought i'd give erin a gift to show how grateful i am for them :) #mutuals if you want to be tagged in bg3 stuff then let me know #(who knows if i will take another 3 year break after this lol) #this looks so shitty on mobile #please look at this on a desktop 😭

[cloudysarts]

this show would be good if literally everything about it was different

#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW #i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe #been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected #you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns #for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft #i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way #theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting #but theyre not so. here we are #anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol #but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it #anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK #Hazbin Hotel Redesigns #Hazbin Hotel Critical #Angel Dust #Husk #Huskerdust #I guess. #genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK #im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong #EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <

[statementlou]

So I see folks pointing out that Louis' circle A tattoo is more likely an aesthetic choice than an announcement of a political commitment to anarchism, and saying basically that that maybe makes him a bit of a poser and I mean- I GUESS. But I don't like to look at things that way and I don't think it's useful. As I see it the subversive sexiness of the symbols of resistance have ALWAYS been gateways for people who are drawn to the struggle in vague ways and that's GOOD. Aligning yourself with those values is good no matter the reason, in my book, especially given the wretched options available out there, but also the journey doesn't necessarily stop there. Gatekeeping queerness victimizes people who are just trying things out and starting to discover that it may run deeper than just trying on a new look who should instead be welcomed and helped along their path, and I fail to see how gatekeeping political affiliations is any different (plus how counterproductive to actual movement building is that?)

ANYWAY. What I really want to say about Louis is that while I KNOW that Louis is probably not secretly a theory reading anti-state communalist anarchist, I think that actually Louis' optimism and idealism (and his unwavering commitment to allying himself with the working class and embracing those roots) are a perfect fit for the philosophy and always have been. I know that anarchism is mostly understood as being about throwing molotov cocktails and fighting the state (and the allure of its symbols are that they signify this, a terrific aesthetic for him to choose to sign on with in my book), but that's honestly largely cartoonish stereotyping that comes directly from anti-anarchist state propaganda. That resistance is necessary in this hellscape of oppression we live in and is super important, but in its heart anarchism is only about the state in that the state and capitalism currently stands in the way of its goals. The whole point of anarchism is that it's NOT about the state! It's about being able to imagine something better than a state, it's about how we live and about how we SHOULD live, it's about HOPE and picturing something utopian and something free of the ways capitalism pits us against one another! What could be more Louis than that?

"I need you and you need me and I love that" is as beautiful a way of talking about the cornerstone of anarchism that is mutual aid as any long winded essay I've read (even if what he meant was contextually different), and I think when he talks again and again about how special the space fans have made around him is he is expressing an intuitive understanding of the importance of autonomous zones, places and moments outside of the shitty life imposed on us by the system (also a huge part of anarchist thought). Maybe I'm just being an optimist but I think that Louis DOES understand that caring for people and wanting self-determination and freedom for all and allying himself with the working class involves a certain amount of resistance to and positioning yourself in opposition to the state. Thinking the symbols of smashing that state are cool isn't meaningless; it's a CHOICE. There are other cool symbols out there and I just happen to think that feeling a resonance with certain ones is something in and of itself, even if at this moment he does not choose to start a fight with the media about it all.

#long version of this part maybe later… (orrr maybe here and now oops lol): #I believe we are all born natural anarchists with a desire to live in mutually supportive ways and in freedom #it only gets beaten out of people by the trauma of the system and being forced to struggle to survive #Louis shares with many privileged people a certain immaturity of not understanding those struggles #but I think that 'immaturity' can include- in smart and good people- not having lost sight of that utopianism #because they are able to conceptualize it because they live the way we all should be able to #free of so many of the survival struggles #(I think that in some areas maturity is code for 'beaten down to a good capitalist') #anyway and that's why autonomous zones are important: #because you HAVE to have the experience of freedom sometimes to be able to move towards it #you have to experience wins to be able to keep fighting #it's the candy crush theory of organizing lol like: people will simply give up and lose hope if everything is struggle and despair #and nothing is hope and success #you don't have to win the whole fight to get glimpses but you have to have moments #anyway a song I love that is about that is Saturday Night by the Coup it's a BOP go check her out she feels like winning #boots is a commie but that's okay he Gets It :P #anyway #anarchism #blah blah blah #I love being a louis apologist I should add that to my header what can I say: I love him #also look how many WORDS I can churn out when there's no show😂gotta fil the time somehow #send me questions I beg you we've got a long couple months ahead #comrade louis

[coyotebrained]

GOD I desperately need more queer covid conscious furry mutuals that are not 15-20 years older than me. Please find me and be my bro I am scrounging around the whole wide web trying to find u

#PLEAAAASE covid safe queer furries if you are out there be my mutual I like lots of stuff i probably like smth u like just look @ my carrd #genuinely is hellish being 19 and covid safe I have like nooooo friends lol #I feel like barely anyone my age is cvd safe. ​especially in queer and furry spaces #the vast majority of these groups are all going balls out into the plague and it makes my mind want to explode #dweeb loser post to make right here but idfc lol #covid conscious #still coviding #furry fandom #queer community #queer artist #trans community #covid safe

[whorejolras]

your new fave hot french queer sex worker short series has reached your dash 😈🥰

description taken from Charlie's youtube for PRO:

PRO est une web série sur la vie d'une TDS queer du nom de Lou. Ses relations avec sa copine, avec ses clients et avec ses ami.e.s.

In PRO, we'll get a peek in the world of a 20 something full service sex worker named Lou while she manages her love life, personal life and work life.

go give it some support, watch, like, comment and let Charlie know you're eager for more 👀

#this is because i personally really want to see more lol help me bully my ig mutual into making more cool things 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 #also i have a deep personal interest in sex worker films 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 so here you go you can share in that special interest with me #anyway this is great it's 18+ for sure #you have to watch on youtube and confirm age #also it's in french but has cc in english #mine #not mine but the post is mine 💀 #i feel like the audience for this is here #you like modern parisian queers?

[kubfoo]

design for Artemis, an NPC for a ttrpg i've been designing :D i've posted a blog about it to my patreon if you wanna check that out

Patreon | Ko-fi | Commissions | Shop

#id in alt #furry #catgirl #mart #artists on tumblr #sfw furry #unrelated sorry for the inactivity! i have not been on here because the site is bad for my mental health #also it is just completely broken on desktop for me lately lol so ive been having trouble keeping up w people even when its not overwhelmin #if we're mutuals feel free to hit me up on discord (or ask for my discord) #im also on bluesky and uh. thats it im on bluesky. its linked on my carrd #ig im kind of active on reddit? do you guys want to add me on fucking reddit? i just go on the neopets and rpgdesign subs. hi #ok bye love you all #oh yeah hi res is on patreon

[charmac]

i don't think people hcing charlie as transfem are trying to dismiss the transmasc charlie hc! i think it's more of a projection thing for a lot of people, since i know at least a few of the main people who enjoy the headcanon are transfem themselves!! i don't think you have much to worry about in terms of people dismissing the tmasc or other genderqueer charlie hc anyways, since it's already much more popular! i think you're perhaps being a bit too critical.

I've literally never said anything like this at all, I think you've either misinterpreted something else I've said or have the wrong blog.

All of my Charlie gender-based posts or reblogs I've stated/tagged that I think any interpretation of Charlie's gender can make sense, be it transmasculine, transfeminine, nonbinary, agender, whatever you want.

I am one of the ~3 blogs that has access to The Bathroom Problem script and who posted and pointed out that you can make out/slightly hear the Joyce cuts in the episode itself. I would not have excitedly shared that for open-interpretation if I was "worried" people are "dismissing" transmasc Charlie headcanons. (Which, again, I've literally never said, but in any case, I believe it's valid for anyone to dismiss a headcanon they don't agree with, fandom is a sandbox.)

What I personally don't care for are genderbends and, almost by extension, analysis/meta on canon scenes that rename/re-gender the characters with no basis (or, one that comes off wrong). Both topics I've literally never publicly spoken out against here, nor have I said anything bad/negative to everyone who personally enjoys these things, so there is no way for me to possibly be "too critical" in that regard. I keep most of my opinions to myself and my close mutuals, almost exactly for what you're saying: I personally don't want to harsh or dismiss anyone's headcanons.

I have never said, and have never meant to imply, that anyone interpreting Charlie as transfem is attempting to dismiss anyone else's headcanon (which again would be a non issue to me anyway).

#if youre coming here from a certain twitter post #which #mind you was a 3 deep reply to one specific mutual. aka not a public criticism #i believe you are incorrectly interpreting what my issue is #bc it is not about 'headcanon erasure' #and i did not post about it on this blog. never intended to. because im not trying to be critical or dismissive. im venting to mutuals #if youre saying i cant personally have an issue with something idk what to tell you lol. ok? #and if youre one of my mutuals who ive like #personally ranted to about these various things #idk that would be very random and kinda weird to come into my askbox on anon about this #my dms are always open to chat i like having critical and opposing conversations #anyway im not trying to win the charlie gender headcanon war i literally dgaf #i dont even talk about transmasc charlie much at all? so idk where that idea comes from #like im pretty seated in him being amab i just enjoy other peoples transmasc interpretations #im way too rooted in canon in actuality to care much about all this! #hence. why canon misinterpretation bugs me *personally* #ok im going to the back office to get drunk #ask

[vidawhump]

Uhhhhh double fanart or something :D

LuLuYam AU Heather from @toyybox ‘s Spiderwebs, also everyone go listen to @luluyamofficial ‘s music and art I am going feral over it rn

#toyybox #luluyam #mutual fanart #my art #idk how heather would even end up in the nightmare but I really wanted to make her spidery so here she is #she also feels kinda like a blue character so that’s her color palette (I have based this entirely on her turtleneck colors lol) #idk what’s going on with the glowy floaty eyes around her head but theres probably more behind her head #bc she’s a spider and stuff #pls go listen to luluyam’s music tho I am obsessed rn #playing around with my art style rn #LuLuYam ur art is so pretty and I’m so excited for divine ceo :DDDDD #I know spiders have 8 legs but 6 arms is already pushing it for me #LuLuYam how do you draw the ceo and her so many arms so well

[mid-nightowl]

trick or treat <3

ahhhhh hi tauria!!!!! thank you for the trick or treat<3 🎃🎃🎃

so here's a small (very rough draft) lil drabble of a fem!jaytim idea i've had. its set in a weird timeframe, but basically jaye who's still on the outs with the bats teams up with tim (who has a massive crush on her) to take on the League of Assassins for some reason i have yet to come up with lmao

it's literally just called "tim & jaye take on the league" in my docs xD please enjoy<3

“Sorry, I’m about to be beheaded, can I call you back?” Jaye chirps into her comm, smiling up at the League assassins holding her down. 

“What?! What do you mean you’re about to be beheaded?!” Barbara shouts, voice crackling with static.

“What do I mean?” She chokes out a laugh. “I said I’m being beheaded.” 

The assassins gathered mumble and whisper to one another, motioning towards her. They seem pretty unconcerned over her kneeling in the dirt, unbothered by the fact that it might have been too easy to catch the Red Hood, one of the prodigies of Batman and Talia al Ghul. 

“I-...what?” Barbara’s words stall out, and Jaye can feel the disbelief and shock radiate through her comm. 

“Sorry about this,” She rolls her eyes and shrugs, as much as she can, being held down like this. “Work partners, what can you do?” 

“No worries, we can wait,” Koru states, in his perfect League dialect.

“Much appreciated, Koru,” Jaye responds back in the dialect, perfect accent and all.  

“Hood, be serious,” Barbara barks out.

“I am serious-!” She protests. 

“Yeah, Hood is definitely about to be beheaded,” Tim cuts in over the merged comm line. 

“Robin?! I-what are you doing with Hood?” Barbara screeches, her voice too high-pitched and crackling through the line. 

“What’s it look like I’m doing?” Tim snarks. 

“Can we not yell in my ear like a harpy? Oh hey, wait, actually, like a canary,” Jaye jokes, smothering the laughter in her throat. 

“Hood!” 

“Oh, Jesus Christ,” She mutters, rolling her eyes. 

“Robin! Where are you? You’ve been missing since Thursday and-” Barbara asks. 

“Uh, yeah. I left a note,” Tim answers.

“Timothy Jackson Drake!” 

Tim squawks at Barbara’s words and her frustrated batmom? older sister? tone. 

“I’m going to be beheaded with you two screaming in my ear aren’t I?” Jaye groans. “Koru, put me out of my misery.” 

“Can do, Hood.” Koru doesn’t hesitate to agree, rolling his shoulders slowly and stepping forward. One of his squad members steps forwards, unwrapping his sword from the green and gold fabric hiding it. 

“Oh my god, you two are worse than Cass and Steph,” Barbara groans over the comm line.

“Well, won’t be too much trouble for ya in about 15 seconds so,” She muses, watching as Koru prepares his sword and the other members get into position. 

“Hood! Goddamnit-Robin, what’s the plan here? I’m practically blind.” The rapid clack-clack-clack of Barbara’s keyboard echoes over the comm line, a soothing candace compared to the sounds of the League hideout she’s been dragged to. 

“We’re waiting,” Tim explains. 

“You’re….You’re waiting? Waiting for what?” 

“To see if they’ll actually go through with it.” Tim explains their plan like an eccentric scientist, captivated by the potential of his experiment but uninterested in the human squishy bits. 

Her successor fascinates her. She kind of wants to let him dissect her, little freak that he is.

“Repeat that again for me.” Barbara’s voice goes stone-cold. 

Jaye breathily laughs, watching Koru step directly in front of her with his sword, the silver metal gleaming in the high sun bearing down on them. 

“We’re waiting to see if Koru actually attempts to behead Hood,” Tim repeats. 

“Robin. Tim,” Barbara stresses his name. “Explain this plan to me, in full detail before they behead Jaye. Now.” 

“Ohohoho, I think you activated big sister mode there baby bird,” She laughs, grinning up at Koru. 

“I-...Koru won’t actually behead her. Talia’s orders. But it should bring out who were actually looking for.” 

“And who are you looking for?” 

Tim stays silent. Jaye observes the other league members settle into position, lips twitching with a smile at Tim’s reluctance to answer. 

“Tim,” Barbara growls. 

“Ra’s.”

“Ra’s? Ra’s al Ghul?!” Barbara screeches. 

She winces at the volume, “Hey, hey, hey! I would not like to die--again--with you two arguing in my ear.”

“Now is not the time for jokes, Hood,” Barbara hisses. “Tim, why in god’s name are looking for Ra’s al Ghul?!” 

“‘Cuz.” 

“Timothy-"

#ask game #ladytauria #🎃🎃🎃🎃 #fem!jaytim #jaytim #thank you for the trick or treat!!!!! <3 #its a rough draft for sure; kind of need to buff up tim's side of things here and maybe rework barbara's dialogue #but anyways yeah! #it was basically the idea of jaye hates tim; tim is obsessed w/her; but they have a mutual enemy in ra's and jaye realizes as they team up #she actually likes tim and basically just stakes her claim on him like 'this is my robin boyfriend now fuck off bruce' #and tim's just happy to have a tall girlfriend that could kill him with her thighs and lets him do his freaky experiments #not sure where its going though beyond that lol

[skunkes]

Did or does anything inspire your art? It’s so fun and unique

I do have artists (both Established and like Peers/Mutuals) I enjoy and I do pluck traits from art I like as I see fit to mold my own but I don't have any conscious inspiration ykwim...ive had ppl tell me my art looks like or reminds them of things i like, whether "vibe based" (stuffed animals) or a specific media (care bears) but i dont consciously draw inspiration from care bears ykwim... I could tell u i loved archie comics as a kid and i love the art style but thats not a good answer to the question bc it doesnt present itself in my work (and if it does its not on purpose) ykwim...i hope dis makes sense.

I always bring up Urasawa when this question comes up, like I love urasawa's art and often save lots of it for inspiration but my work doesnt really ever come out as an emulation of his as a result, it's more osmosed as I try to figure out how I want to draw, bc I haven't seen anyone who draws the way I'd like to yet. (Also using him as an example, as this is how I feel about all my other "inspirations").

Theres tons of different ways to draw every possible trait of a face or body etc, so I just do that, taking shapes and such from other artists i observe along the way without really picking up the influence (and if i do its never for very long), since I've yet to find anything im very happy with

#ive never understood how people do those inspiration boards and you can SEE how all the people they list influence their art #if i could scrounge together enough artists that inspire me then i dont think you'd even be able to tell unless you Guessed #if that makes sense #similarly i do have thousands of folders of artists and mutuals' art i have saved #to go look back at for inspiration...but its not direct inspiration #like zaftiguy2 on twitter (NSFW) is an inspiration of mine....you would never guess though bc what I osmose from his work doesn't #present itself very upfront in my stuff‚ if at all #does this make sense? i feel when ppl ask others this question is bc they wanna see more art adjacent to that of the person theyre asking #but unfortunately its not like that for me ykwim :( #id be much much better if there was someone who drew the way i want to draw that i could copy off of LOL #my art is so bad BECAUSE i feel like im making it from scratch. and im bad at coming up with things #anonymous #skunk mail #so thank u for thinking its unique bc i personally think its very generic as a result #like. entry level art style #off the top of my head artists i LIKE are kemafili manaohu and yawningyawns #on twitter....kemafili is on here though (kemafili1 on twitter) #those are artists i have in my ''fave'' folder. theres others i think but thats the only ones i can think of rn #i also have tons of artist folders saved in general but read my above statements about inspiration #eraserplains is another one... they're on tumblr too #i like raymodule (tumblr) and robottoast (twitter) but again not in a way where im like wow i want to draw exactly like that lets try

[spoiledsprings]

assorted artificer and co doodles

#i'm stuck and i hate you and i don't want to be here #- but i have nowhere else to go #rw artificer #rw five pebbles #five pebbles #slightly inconsistent as some of these are months apart #+ different stylizations of the same char #rw gourmand #rw lttm #looks to the moon #rainworld art #context to the last drawing is artificer when she first lost her pups / younger artie vs older artie who's attached to pebbles #i think pebbles n artie did not immediately like eachother. it was a mutual hatred of until they warmed up to eachother #they're both very mad. about the cards they've been dealt by this world. about losing the ones they loved. etc etc #oh also skateboarding pebbles lol #also also artie taking her son for ice cream. very important. #again. if u read all my tags. gold star + vegetable of your choosing for you !!! #SHOOT WAIT #blood #I FORGOT TO TAG FOR IMPLIED BLOOD

[hua-fei-hua]

read a sick as hell arlebina fic by @followerofmercy a few months ago, and the title ended up sticking in my head. i actually meant to do this more carefully on calligraphy paper, but then earlier today i noticed that i refilled my pens with colors that all go together for once and decided to ride the impulse to see how la colombe envie les cygneaux might look with them. fortunately, the light on the train decided to cooperate.

#i was so worried that the rattling of the train would mess up my strokes on cygneaux but it's been a p smooth ride so far #i had like sketches and a couple color tests done in a scratch notebook a few weeks ago where i chose black/red/grey as the palette lol #the halo n wings are in pencil n if i were doing this properly (uncertain considering executive dysfunction) i'd have traced them in ink #the original sketch had them positioned differently (and had the l in 'les' shaped like a swan head but that felt like it was ornamenting #one side too heavily) n i wasn't going to include them here either at first but then i was like 'okay. but what if.' #'wing shapes together look reminiscent of devil horns.' and i was like 'you sonofabitch i'm in' #usually i don't post these to tumblr myself i just embed them into ao3 comments but this time it's like. well we're already mutuals. #arlebina #花話

[goldkirk]

Patreon question

I'm focusing hard on budgeting, and one of the things I want to do more of in the coming year is support independent creators/small groups on Patreon and Substack, even if I can only do a little bit at a time. I have a few creators I already support on Patreon, and two on Substack, but I'd love to support more.

I know you've got creators that you love to support on these platforms! Tell me who you support and why you started supporting them if you have creators that are especially unique or near and dear to you. Anything and everything, across the board, I love supporting small business and I love finding new people and niches I never heard about before. There're no wrong answers here!

#I support a few freelance artists and writers and a couple of content creators like Crash Course and Jo Beckwith #I want to hear anything and anyone you've cared enough about to donate to/support! #ALSO FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. IF WE ARE MUTUALS OR FRIENDS AND YOU HAVE A KO FI OR A PATREON LET ME KNOW #THAT IS NOT A REQUEST THAT IS AN ORDER (unless you really truly don't want to. but if you just feel like it's too prideful or not a #'big enough' thing/deal or you don't want to 'bother me'. DO IT. I WANT TO HAVE YOU ON MY LIST TO SUPPORT IF I CAN #I often rotate small amounts of money to different creators every few months in a cycle so I can spread it around still even though #I can't help much. it feels so good to do and makes me feel like I do when I shop a true small or local business. direct action babyyy etc #especially if the creator is going through a health crisis like Physics Girl #2024 #to do #reply here or send me a dm or drop an ask in my inbox or make a post and tag me #whatever #i want to hear why you love what you love #i want to hear what you care about so much you already do or want to in the future financially support it #the world is full of so much amazing work and inspiring creativity and massive efforts #i love learning about them so i get to acknowledge and witness and support them too #i love GitHub for the same reason lol

[dawntheduckrb]

I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)

I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime 🙏🙏

#seriously though I'm sorry for just up and disappearing like that #wanna talk to people and interact with them so bad lately but I just can't bring myself to do it #so the best i can manage is blabbing in the tags like always #i don't know wtf is going on but over the past few days I've just felt like i don't deserve to talk to anyone #tried to reblog posts from mutuals several times but something in my head keeps saying; #'yeah they don't actually care for your input at all and you're being a bother for even trying etc etc' #and i know deep down that's probably not true (i hope) but i can't reason it away you know #and i know the best solution to this is to just talk to someone #let it be known that i *did* make an attempt to #i tried texting someone (and succeeded) but i couldn't keep doing it and I'm back at square one (and now feel worse lmao) #i'm not really putting this here for anybody to see it as much as i am for myself #but i know that (hypothetically) this could be seen by a real human so it still kinda feels like I'm reaching out in a way which feels nice #makes me feel less like I'm shriveling up in my own self imposed solitude #so uh hello person who might be reading the tags (there's six of you guys here now which is crazy cause i post nothing but junk here lol) #((but thanks anyway for following and even more thanks for reading this if you did)) #i'll make my way around all the posts i missed soon enough don't worry #i'm sorry i'm really not meaning to ignore anybody #i have drafted quite a few posts from moots that i couldn't finish leaving comments on but i have seen them #everyone here is super cool and talented as always <3 whether that be through art or writing or just finding neat posts to share #this wall of text is long enough and i'm very eeby so thank you again for reading this #tldr; not dead and i'll be okay eventually :) #not rb #hey look i didn't post a picture of my dog this time (a crime) #i'll make sure to share one the next time i get a good one

[yeyayeya]

I’m back! Well, not necessarily, but I’m on the road back home. I am mentally exhausted, but my break back in Mexico was fun! I won’t exactly get back to posting normally, but I will in a few days

#yeyarants #nobody probably cares #but to the few mutuals that do #hello again! #I’ve been offline the past two weeks and haven’t gotten checked on things in a bit #i NEED to watch the two TGCF season 2 episodes before posting my reaction to them #but I need a bit of a break rn lol #the break felt like nothing and now I gotta go back home #like I miss it… but also not really #Mexico just feels so different but in a good way #I will post my reactions to episodes 9 and 10 don’t worry #and the small bits of time to myself I’ve been trying to write something #I’m halfway done #and my plan is to post it here in February #and if not hopefully by March #it’s something I’ve been working on and I want to share it but I also feel self conscious about it #but it’s the most I’ve ever written! #and really want to share it #it’s basically an OTP prompt thing which is writing something about said OTP every day of the month #and if you know me then you know which two ships #Idc if it doesn’t get that much attention #even just a little bit would make me happy and I plan on posting it on ao3 and sharing it on my blog #still don’t know if I should make post it chapter by chapter or making a series and posting each prompt individually #the prompts were like one to three words and I wrote quite a lot for it #the average for most of them are around 700 words #but again #felt like sharing this small update and what I’ve been doing