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stainedstardom · 1 year

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hear me out ethan landry x fem!reader based on in my room by icp

you beautiful genius you

IN MY ROOM

ethan landry x fem!reader

it was late at night, and you knew it. it was 2;45 in the morning but you didn't care. this was ethan and if you could talk to him at any time you would , no matter what.

you knocked on his window as he let you in and he smiled at you

"youre. back" he said and you leaned in and kissed him as he kissed you back. usually you would come to his room and talk at night but tonight was different. you couldn't wait to kiss him

"is this real?" he asked and you sighed happily

"what do you think?" you asked and he smiled as you pushed him down on the bed and straddled him. you don't remember how long you made out with him , you don't even seem to care. he only remembers your cold lips.

but when he fell asleep, you were gone. you only existed in the dark of his room and he hated that. he wished he could see you during the day and he could but not like that. not in the way that he wanted to see you during the day.

he feels like he cant ignore you , hed do anything for you, he adores you and he knows that.

but tonight was different again. you laid there with him as he held you and you held him. you didn't need anyone else and that was okay

"what are we?" he asked and you stared at him

"ethan" you said

"id do anything for you, don't ignore me" he begged

"ethan this has become sick" you stated and he sighed

"this is more then a sick love story" he said and you stared. soon enough he fell asleep and the next morning , the lights come on and you were gone.

but later that night you sat in your room and then you heard a knock on your window. you saw ethan and he stared at you, you pushed your window open

"how did you find me?" you asked and he sighed

"followed you, you leave before i wake up everytime" he said as he climbed in and then he turned to you. he was covered in blood and you didn't know what to say. you knew that this was what he did but you had never seen it.

"I waited, 2,3,4 days but you didnt call or text me" he said and you sighed.

"ethan you need to leave" you tried but he shook his head

"i cant, i cant do that. if i leave, you'll go to someone else and if i cwnt have you no one can" he said and he brought out the knife as he stabbed you and sliced you open.

he then stabbed himself and you fell to the floor with him

"why?" you gurgled on your blood

"i had to" he stated and he reached his hand out as he held yours in his and looked at them together

and there your dead body laid with his, in your room

A/N: PLOT TWIST OMG

#ethan landry x y/n #ethan landry x you #ethan landry smut #ethan landry #ethan landry x reader #scream fanfic #scream 6 smut #scream 6 #scream 6 x reader #scream 6 imagines #jack champion

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bringbacktim · 11 months

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imagine doing shlatts makeup 🙁 hed just be squirming around while you try to apply lipgloss but he starts putting it on you nd kisses you "there. now i have it on."

I love this sm omg

Guyliner-jschlatt

There is no eyeliner in this , I just thought it'd be a funny title

Synopsis:above

Warnings: none

Not edited or proofread

Wc:480 words

Y/n and Schlatt were filming a YouTube video for her channel and she combined her love for annoying her boyfriend and makeup content which her subscribers loved

It took a lot of convincing him to let her do his makeup , but they made a compromise that she would go on one of his streams so he could bully her

That didn't stop him from squirming in his seat any time she put any makeup anywhere near him

"You're going to stab me in the eye with that thing" he said looking at the mascara wand in her hand as he tried to stop her from putting it on him

"I'm not going to stab you in the eye , I do this everyday" she laughed as he almost jumped out of his seat as she got closer

"Yeah, on you not me . You're going to blind me with that thing" he fussed with a huff

"Stop being such a baby" she said holding his head steady

"Okay next is lipgloss which is harmless and can't hurt you" she said standing up to show the camera then looking over her shoulder at the big man baby sat on his chair

"That feels like reverse psychology"

"It's just lip balm but liquid , quit crying"

"It comes it a fucking test tube , that shit is probably radioactive" he said holding her wrist and moving her hand with the lip gloss tube in it up to the camera

"I wish I would've asked ted or someone , you need to stop squirming or you'll probably swallow the applicator" she said sternly pointing an accusing finger

"Ted would never get this close to a woman" Schlatt laughed looking at the distance between them

" can you shut up and sit still" she grew agitated as he would not stop moving

"How is it fair that you can put this on me , but you don't have any on" he questioned taking the tube from her hand

"Fine , but this is the only thing you're putting on me" she said giving up

He held the product in his hand and tried to apply it as neatly as he could , taking his time as he'd never done this before laughing after he was done at the idea that popped into his head

So he leaned forward and connected their lips in a kiss as an apology for being a wimp, but also just cause he wanted to

"There. Now I have it on" he said all smug

"Didn't realise we were filming the chapstick challenge" she laughed trying not to believe she just fell for that

"New video idea?" schlatt said looking towards the camera knowing the comments would be full of people agreeing

#charlie slimecicle x reader #jschlatt imagine #jschlatt smut #mcyt tag #schlatt #schlatt x reader #ted nivison #jschlatt imagines

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evilestgentleman · 1 year

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Round 1, Group 5

Jin Guangyao Propaganda

His evil room of secrets where he keeps his former sworn brother’s severed head is IMMACULATELY elegant and well-appointed. Also he clawed his way to the top and is basically the president of his society. Also he is unfailingly polite.

Ferdinand Propaganda

christ where do i even begin. do i need to put warnings here? murder and cannibalism and emotional manipulation? ferdinand is um "pleasant" and rather gentlemanly in demeanor on the outside but he once murdered a little girls father and inserted himself into her family, forcing the wife and daughter into a domestic bliss fantasy while he also cooked and made them eat the husband/father. he ended up killing the wife and daughter too once the ruse was no longer useful to him. he manipulated another family into abusing their kid, ragazzo, in order to swoop in and manipulate and raise ragazzo as his own son. youll never guess what happens! ferdinand stabs ragazzo a bunch and cuts off his hand once he no longer needs ragazzo for his plans. compares it to "preparing chicken," and says hes so proud to have ragazzo as his son (meanwhile ragazzo is like "its fine so long as i was useful to him...but i wish hed pat me on the head..." as he is dying because this guy needs help like genuinely). ferdinand is completely and utterly vile but he does have cool tattoos on his hands, and he wears a suit thats rather nice if you ignore the hand motifs on it.

#tournament poll #round one #group five #Ferdinand #granblue fantasy #jin guangyao #mo dao su zhi #the untamed

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crimsononiarataki · 2 months

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And talked he did, and what he spoke of was something one would never wish to know about, He told him everything, who his so called family was. They were a powerful Mafia called The Kosei Organization, and their main goal was utter control in what they wanted. And they didn’t care how they got it…stalking? Killing? Trafficking? Many people..young and old have lost their lives and minds to this mafia. Kyokai’s father was the boss of this mafia…there was no honor code..he said he had no use for ‘weaknesses’

“When was born….his main goal was to marry me to another mafia like how he forced a marriage with my mother….he wanted me to also follow him in his footsteps…so he forced me to accompany him to every single work he had..he didn’t care if I was a child….he wanted me to learn….”

He continued speaking, his hands were shaking, it’s never anything he wanted to speak about nor remember. Kyokai’s mother had continued to defy her so called husband, she let the arranged marriage slide…but exposing a child constantly to torture methods and such death and destruction was inhumane to her. The defiance costed his mother her life…

“Things got hazy at that point…all I can remember was the gunshot and my mother wasn’t moving…the entire room was burning….i don’t even remember how I got out…..the screaming…the loud bang…”

He doesn’t remember the event of his loss of his mother, that part was hazy….he just remembered prior….and after being placed into the custody of his home-teacher

From then on…the Mafia continued to follow Kyokai, stalk him, and eliminate anyone that got too close to him. The teacher was later shot dead and they framed Kyo for the murder….it took two years to prove his own innocence because he went silent from pure shock…but the stalking and eliminating continued…..

It got to a point where felt trapped…he felt like a puppet…that if he wasn’t careful….others would pay the price

He had only recently…after he found out he was pregnant…came face to face with his own father

“He said…that if you and I remained together….hed do what ever it takes to kill you….and he’d kill our daughter along with you…”

He can still hear his father’s words, ‘don’t think about going to him~ unless you want me to follow through on my threat~…the Youkai hunters would be..so very pleased…to see the last crimson oni…’

“I went in to hiding after i got away from him…he didn’t chase me…he just laughed…but one things for certain…”

“He currently doesn’t know where you are and where you live..”

The Oni would listen as Kyokai spoke. Upon hearing the word 'Kosei' there would be a look of recognition upon his face for a few moments, he'd go back to listening there after. Taking everything that the other had to say. The house fire, murder, everything that he said.

"Wait, your mother died when ya were a kid, and the house was on fire? When I was ten I saved someone from a housefire. It was a little girl she couldn't have been older than seven."

He wouldn't know the little girl was Kyokai prior to growing up and getting surgery. He just remembered taking the little girl to a nearby house that had her teacher in it (not that he knew the gentleman was her teacher) he'd left after that, and went home. His parents were already gone at that point, having died when he was six years old. He'd been living with a kind old woman who happened to know his family.

He'd resume listening about how the Mafia hunted down and hurt, or killed anyone who got close to Kyokai. He hated that. He hated that a lot, well, at least the mafia knew better than to try fucking with him. He was an Oni, and he was a tough bastard.

"Tch, he's an idiot if he thinks he can kill an Oni. Unlike ya humans, conventional stuff doesn't work on my kind."

Being shot or stabbed hurt, sure, but it wouldn't kill him. If Kyokai's biological father kept coming after him he'd just have to deal with the human filth himself, as much as he didn't want to have to resort to that. Plus, he'd likely wind up in jail. It wouldn't matter that the Kosei man was targeting him, his daughter, and the person he was dating.

"The fact that he knows I'm the last Crimson Oni rubs me the wrong way, but the Youkai hunters ain't stupid enough to try catchin' me again."

He'd dealt with those assholes when he was a teenager. They'd intended on catching him and using him to 'breed' their own army of half Oni. It hadn't worked out, and that was fine. He had no intention of allowing them to do anything with other Youkai either. That was why the Arataki were aiding the police. Their Boss happened to be one of the rarest Youkai out there.

"He'd have a pretty hard time findin' me anyway. I want ya to stay at y place, Kyokai. You'll be safe there, and so will the little one. I can hire some guards if need be, but I don't think they'll be needed."

Not with the top of the line protections his place had. Kyokai wasn't aware of just how serious his alarm system was. Or that he was working very, very closely with the police. perhaps the real reason he'd been 'sent to watch' him, was because someone on the force wanted them to get together.

#stellaignisrosea #The Hacker who does Forensics Kyokai #Take my Hand and I'll Give you the Freedom you Crave #Of Ink and Modification (modern)#cw violence mention #cw death mention #cw murder mention #cw torture mention

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apricots11 · 1 year

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hate spending every day wishing i was someone else i wish i could look at another guy without analyzing his chest or face wishing that was me i hate being trans so much. every time i feel like ive hidden that i am or im passing im reminded im not a cis man and it feels like ive been stabbed every time. its horrible and i dont know how much longer i can go on feeling like this. i try so hard to do everything i tape my chest i bind i wear mens clothing mens perfume mens everything ive cut my hair so many times ive changed my voice and nothing ever works. even my socks make me feel dysphoric now and it sucks. i feel like i cant properly enjoy anything without feeling dysphoric. i can never come out to my family because theyre transphobic and even though my friends support me, i feel so alone. i dont have any trans friends and feel so awkward talking about anything to do with me being trans with my friends, even my closest best friend ive known for 6 years. having to quickly grab school papers because of my dead name and having to say out loud my name is different hurts, my irls give me weird looks for it and idk why. i dont know how to stop these thoughts. it makes me feel so worthless, and another thing is dating. all my irls have boyfriends, and no matter how hard i try i cant find any guy thats really into me. i dont even care about what way hed want me in i just want someone. as soon as i show my face i feel like they know, and they probably do, so thats why they suddenly go quiet on me or just stop replying at all. i feel so horrible

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tuliptyper · 2 years

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Oddly Specific Thomas Hewitt hcs;

TW mention for canon typical violence/cannibalism but also mentions of mental illness, suicide, bullying and general poor mental health. also nasty gross nail gunk

also these are long and wordy and not proofread sorry hehe

- neurodivergent, probably ADHD but it manifests in a way that he constantly second guesses his diagnosis bc people say he doesnt 'act like it' (projection? huh? idk her)

- dry asf hands because he cleans them a lot because he doesnt like feeling dirty but doesnt have much time to wash his face/shower. he hates his nails bc he doesnt know how to get the gunk out and accidentally stabbed his nail bed tryna clean them with a tooth pick

- loves his mama but he wishes she understood him better. growing up mute and being bullied by pretty much everyone, hes grown so fragile without even knowing it. sometimes he wishes he could peer into his mothers mind and tell her how he truly feels.

- i think he has some sort of relationship with self punishment. not really sh in the typical sense but he feels he deserves to be overworked to the point of sickness, he doesnt like to rest or treat himself. he gets tense when things are peaceful for too long and he feels the need to bully himself relentlessly. its awful :(

- living in an environment where hes essentially the breadwinner, bodyguard AND punching bag with no refuge to run to is incredibly hard. if it weren't for the guilt and his dedication to his family, he..well...i think you can guess the rest. (someone go get this guy some prozac)

- if he was introduced to them, hed love fairy tales. even though he was pulled from school and had very litle encouragement to persue his hobbies aside from sewing, hes a curious man who enjoys learning. fairy tales give him insight into past culture (and they also satiate his desire for romance. sigh ❤❤) ((call him your prince, he would actually get light headed from all the butterflies))

- should he ever get a taste of freedom, be it a particularly good experience with some strangers or seeing some pretty scenery on the road, he will chase that high Forever. he craves normalcy in its most wholesome form; saying hello to coworkers, picking up groceries, maybe taking his dog out for a walk and getting take out when hes tired. Hoyt knows this somewhat and makes sure tommy doesnt persue that desire with some nasty words and manipulation. ((literally grab his hand, run away into town and dont come back. discreetly send a check to mama with a small house on her name a few blocks down and leave the other old coots to rot))

- i gotta agree with the metalhead hc, he would love stupid ass nu-metal! dad metal, if you will. 2000s era heavy rock and anything with some angry lyrics. hates headbanging though, simply bc he loses his balance more than hed like to admit and also knots are fucking annoying to comb out with his curly hair. BUT ALSO his guilty pleasure music would be really sweet piano music or film soundtracks,,,its his inner romantic

- Thomas has like...hot dad personality..HEAR ME OUT omfg he finds puns funny, twirls his keys like a DAD and DIYs everything. he makes a lot of furniture, clothes and miscellaneous trinkets in his spare time. he needs an etsy shop ASAP

- but also hes such cute goth boyfriend material omg, he'd let you play with his hair, even braid or dye a strand if youre lucky! matching outfits kill him because he loves being yours. your hot goth husband. hell, he'll wear the bedazzled 'His/Hers' t shirt you got from the flea market, at least it fits him!

- dont send him to the gym, hes either the reason membership sales skyrocket or skydive ( they either see him and think 'i want to be him' or 'ill never be him' LMAO). unintentionally, hes a menace at the gym bc hes just generally so strong from all the physical labor back at the farm house

- i think he'd go vegetarian aside from those ready to eat rotisserie chickens you get from the supermarket (listen...i smash a whole chicken with a side of rice and corn like nobody's fuckin business)

#girl help idk what this is #im just..i love him so much #thomas hewitt x reader #slasher x reader #thomas hewitt #tcm the beginning #thomas hewitt x y/n #leatherface x reader #mizu writes

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pot-witch · 6 years

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I don’t know who I am right now I feel like I’m just a reflection of my ex. It feels weird it feels not right. I feel like i am myself but like less because of him. I wish it was a year from now so I knew who I was and I felt established enough to make my own destiny. But instead I feel like he’s such a huge part of my personality it’s hard to be anywhere without him. Honestly it’s confusing because I don’t even remember myself without someone else. I haven’t been alone in like 2-3 years. It feels weird to be where I always thought I belonged but felt like I couldn’t be. It feels so weird to be alone. It feels weird not to cling to someone. But also at the same time it feels amazing to be independent and exploring yourself. I don’t know what to do like do I try clinging to someone else?? Or do I just ride this out for a while and actually go through with riding it out. Like I could cling if I wanted to right now but I know it’s dangerous and I will just become a mold of someone else and not who I am. The best way to get healthy is to be yourself and know your limitations. Know what pushes you to a place you don’t want to be. I don’t know comfort anymore by myself and it’s because I let myself be bent to what others thought of me and what I needed to be. It’s weird.

I feel fine and then I like talk about him and then all of sudden I’m like breaking down? I just feel so fucked up like how I’ve been acting but also like I don’t know how else I would’ve responded. Or anyone would’ve responded. I feel like so many people would’ve flown off the rail if they were in my position. I feel like if anyone has ever dated an Aries like if they don’t like something they’ll fight you on it no matter what. I feel like I dumbed that down so much for my last two exes and i was really nice and controlled for the most part, like I’ll admit I’d have fits and like get over protective about my partner and stuff but like there are times when I kept my feelings in so much it hurt and I wish I had just been honest with how I was feeling. It felt so awful when I was feeling sad but felt like I couldn’t share it with my partner. I don’t know.

#i deleted my messages from him tonight i cant keep looking st him if. iwwnt to move on and honestly its just like #a stab everytime i see anything that has to do with him #like even just someone mentioning him like i feel like i just need to cry right then and there #idk also like idk why hes acting why its so crazy i know where he is #like there only like two places he coudk actually be #it just feels weird because i was thinking about moving there #and now it feels like i cant :(#i dont know its jsut like weird #also idk why hes acting like i kept him from making friends #like he literally would get so jealous if i talked to anyone who wasnt him.#like if i talked to or complimented or got complimented by anyone hed like flip the fuck out #so idk why hes acting like ive been keeping him from something #all i ever needed was validation snd for someone to be there for me when things got rough #like idk why things are the way they are #why did he leave like i wish he wouldve stuck it out because i could feel myself about to get better.#i wouldve done it for him #i am crying drunk as hell #i wish i wouldnt have tried texting him all those times #like i know i look like a mes #and hes telling everyone how much of mess i am there #like i dhouldnt even move to portland because like everyone i know alrewdy hates me there #i guess the only reason i was thinking of going there was for him in the firet plce #like just trying to follow him where ever he went like he did for me #i wish i hadnt gotten involved romanticsllt withvhim #who would i have become without him #i would be so different #if it werent for him id probably still be bitter the same way i wss #i wouldve been surrounded by toxic peope #shout out to you babe thanks for helping me get through all those awful people #i dont know who i wouldve been without you

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sanchoyo · 2 years

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ok some Free Range bnha thoughts. I think I left off around 300 when I paused reading it week to week so I started at 290 to Refresh. obviously, spoilers below the cut , but I'm not saying anything that hasnt been said b4 probably. just My Thoughts. turns out I wasn't like, 80 chapters behind but roughly 30-40, which is. A lot less thank GOD. but yes these are my thoughts (mostly typed as I went, borderline liveblogging lol) as I just binged and caught up completely ✌

-afo needs to Not Be a BodySnatching DICKBAG!!!! love spinners lil moment of wtf. youre not who im following </3 same bestie get your boyfriend and run!!! or pick up ur sword and Stab afo. whichever.

-I really have mixed feelings on the whole todoroki situation that im reserving to talk in depth about until the manga finishes because, im not sure if this is true but ive heard its near its end, and I'd like to see how they tie it up and 'resolve' that situation before being too harsh. but for now: rei was brave to go in the hospital room and talk to endeavor. I think bb touya is SUCH a sad situation. I just feel bad for all of them UGH. my kids now.

-the talk w the ofa users in dekus mind had me kinda laughing, it looks like a kingdom hearts cutscene w the THRONES. also deku quitting school, oof. the series is called my hero ACADEMIA NOT MY HERO DROPOUT!!! (i can make this joke as a dropout. deku 🤝me dropping out I guess) Nana asking if he could kill shigaraki HURT I KNOW SHE DOESNT WANT HIM TO EITHER BUT STILL. READING IT HAD ME LIKE NOO!!! NO!!!!! very happy with dekus answer tho. good egg. u better not. trusting u deku. dont

-first ofa user Pretty. they said his name and I immediately forgot it <3

-dekus vigilante look is SOOO SICK THE EYES MAN!!! obsessed. also all might basically acting as support/sidekick is SOOO good. making him eat n stuff. Dad Alert.

-im glad they brought back some of the villains in the jail break!! it was a rly nice way of showing dekus progress, like the muscular fight was so hard for him way way back when and he just basically took him out super fast/easily now..the Progress!!! I love to see it.

-lady nagant top 10 girlbosses. hawks wishes he was her. chad nagant vs virgin hawks etc etc shes what I wanted his character to be (im not...super disappointed w hawks bc I never 100% believed hed go bad fr like some ppl did, but I loved the fanworks that explored it, and shes basically the Defected Ex Hero I wanted...and shes VERY PRETTY and I am very much a lesbian, so I love her. Her colors too!! are cotton candy colors!!!! and shes got the Guns (literally and also Muscles!!!) she looked afo in the face without flinching and was like oh why Should I Help u U Bastard, no fear at all. even if she ended up working for him or whatever for a few chapters. still A Queen <3 a very small screentime queen but. women in shonen mangas. u know.

-class 1A literally Fighting To Get Deku to Come Home and Bathe. is touching and very sad. the power of friendship plots always GET ME. URGH. BAKUGO!!!!!!! APOLOGIZING!!!!!!! ITS FINE THIS IS F I N E "SAVING PEOPLE IS HOW WE WIN" GOD THE CHARACTER DEVOLPMENT!!! BAKUGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;O;

-I know we've seen it before (or partially) but thirteen has an incredibly cute face. it has to be said

-NAME a more iconic duo than uraraka and that bigass megaphone

-ragdoll SPOTTED. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-and the guy from the very first chapter!!! this dude has always been the real mvp. hes stll being nice and supportive. king. give him a spinoff

-im glad they explained why kurogiri(and, bc we havent seen them, im assuming also gigantomachia and compress?? are also there or somewhere thats kept private??) werent in the jailbreak (that they carted them off elsewhere) I was wondering abt that...

-all the callbacks really makes this arc feel FINAL. my god, even the woman all might saved from kamino is back!!! I knew abt stain coming back (tho I didnt know exactly what hed do) but seeing HER got me for some reason. anyway. gay icon stain . also feminist ally stain (slitting the 'woman collector' guys throat) we have no choice but to stan

-tsukauchi stubble???? ok??? its a look I guess. is all might into it

-'shigaraki tomura will be a Complete Vessel in three days time' NO THE FUCK HE WONT!!!! STOP THAT. THATS ILLEGAL

-THE WAY STARS AND STRIPES IS DRAWN MORE LIKE A WESTERN COMIC IS SUCH A NICE TOUCH LMAOOO SHES SO AMERICAN. HER QUIRK IS INSANE ALSO. ALSO SHES FROM THE MOVIE WHAT?? I REMEMBER HER. god they really are bringing every nameless minor character back im EMO

-...has spinner just been stuck in a cave with afo. stuck with him, sassing him. this is hilarious to me for some reason god I would be at my fucking limit. spinner stay strong you amazing wonderful funky guy. wheres the rest of the league. LOOK at spinners face, hes so done with this I cant. this is the Most Important Thing.

-'the one who SPINS this tale' look I know its a line from afo but that RULES and hes right. spinner is SO important. stan spinner or Die

-god, the league members basically being promoted to being cult leaders/borderline WORSHIPPED 'hold them sacred, endow them with divinity' thats SO RAW I'm!!!! losing it like they all came from nothing now theyre SYMBOLS. my god. spinner doesnt even seem happy about it, none of the league members they were showing looked remotely happy. Makes U Think...

hot. next question (wait is it weird to simp when hes partially afo. hm.) (also that HAIR GROWTH!!!!!! NEVER CUT IT NEVER NEVER NEVER.) it spontaneously grew after I typed that, so consider ME pleased

-YESSS MR WORLDWIDE COME TAG AMERICA WE LOVE U HERE. ABSOLUTE JOY. sorry about the fact ur fused with afo rn and will possibly have uhh. identity related crisises and traumas from this later but. glad u look like ur havin fun :')

-damn america getting his ass. im so sorry :( (but also, kicking afo ass which is a good thing?? SOO conflicted I dont want tomura to die but afos gotta GO)

-again, hot, which is conflicting bc afo is very much also present, but, cmon, its tomuras body and face....n probably at least 25-50% tomura still...:/

-im...glad?? they delayed the complete fusion?? but owchie. at what cost to my boy :(

-the scene with afo patting shigaraki (who is thrashing around on the floor) parallels the scene of that happening when afo had taken in shigaraki at first and he was on the floor crying and wanting to kill those random alley thugs!!! that has to be intentionally calling that back, right? the imagery is very similar. again, loving the callbacks

-I rly thought they were gonna make invigirl the traitor and i was like ok who Cares abt that tho. then they did a lil switcharoo and made it MY BOY AOYAMA?? MY SWEET SON WHO I SHARE A BIRTHDAY WITH??? WHAT THE FUCK!!! HOW DID I NOT GET SPOILED ON THIS?? I remember the cheese stuff and being like haha good red herring. FUCK!!! NO!!!! hes such a good boy im WEEPING. HE WAS ORIGINALLY QUIRKLESS TOOOOO NOOOO!!! baby. babyboy. hes never done anything wrong in his life, ever, and omg invisible girls FACEEEE SHES SO CUTE. but god. aoyama. and dekus reaction to his whole story and still reaching out to him I AM. EMO. the drama of it alllllll . hes literally one of my fav student characters in this class and HAS BEEN FOREVER bc I love his whole knightly costume and SPARKLES and this just made him SKYROCKET FURTHER ON MY LIST OF CHARACTERS OF ALL TIME. hes so so so good. I need everyone to take a moment to just. Appreciate him.

now

appreciate

HER

-THIS is what absolute perrfection looks like. look at her!!! her belt is a cat. cat girls always win and save the day.

-toga sucks her own blood as a ?? comfort thing?? thats. should I say cute?? would it be weird to call that cute. would it be weird to say dabi burning her house down was also very cute, and nice, because she said it too, so like. very nice of him. top 10 reasons hes not Totally Lost: hes Nice to His Friends :)

-spinner being the...new symbol/leader in redestros place is SO???? UGH. UGHHH. HES ALWAYS BEEN A FOLLOWER AND NOW HES JUST BLINDLY FOLLOWING ORDERS TO BE MADE A SYMBOL, OR WHATEVER, I GUESS. very sad and I feel like him saying 'it doesnt matter what I think, this cant be stopped' are u implying u want to stop it. u can. u gotta. reach out to him man u HAVE TO BE THE ONE!!! its the bakugo/kiri kamino situation all over again. even if deku has to guide u it HAS TO BE U!!!! STOP FOLLOWING AND THINK FOR URSELF!!! U CAN DO IT!!!!!! 'anyone can become someone elses hero' YEAH HES GONNA. U BET HES GONNA. I BELIEVE IN HIM!!!

-....YOU NAMED YOUR STRONGHOLD TROY???...ALRIGHT. SURE. THATS FINE AND NOT WORRYING. I mean we already KNOW the war is gonna Go Down But. cmon man. CMON.

-togachako REAL

-shouto is too good for this world he wants to go to dinner w his big bro :( DABI COME HOME 2K22

-im sure ppl have figured out theories about this before but, something about the way they phrased it when they were wondering why afo needed tomuras rage (and why he was always smiling, implying smth is Fucking Wrong with Him, besides all the Murder and Crimes) had me like. hm. are we.. actually going to get more afo backstory at all or an in depth explanation for that? I'd kind of like to, even if I think its fine if we don't because we Get The Gist and idk how much the creator wants us to sympathize/understand his character beyond the ~evil demon king~ (and thats not me saying he needs anything beyond that, tbh not every villain needs it and esp not the big bad in a lot of cases) but. this story, esp in this last arc has us AND the main characters sympathizing with the villains a Lot and exploring why theyre like that, and it makes me wonder if theyll extend that to him at all, or just, keep trying to Get His Ass. And we do know togas quirk is the reason shes Like That, so it doesnt feel like a stretch to say afos quirk is why hes Like That also. (NOT ME SAYING HE NEEDS ANYTHING LIKE REDEMPTION DEAR GOD. AFTER WHAT HES PUTTING MY BOY THRU. ARGH. deku would have to be a SAINT. which he is, but...) actually, proof of this is also just. him going after star and stripes quirk KNOWING tomuras body wasnt finished, even saying it was a risk but basically being like. 'well..but... I WANT it. even if i know its dangerous to get it Right Now. But I want it Right Now.' as a reason KJDSHKJASNJ its very likely thats the case. quirks being a very literal nurture vs nature exploration I guess?

-very glad I typed all the above out WHILE reading bc if I wouldve waited, I wouldnt have had a coherent thought. its almost 5 AM but I am...caught up. And about to look at leaks before I sleep >:")

#this got SOOOO LONG HSDFAKJDSH TURNED INTO A LIVEBLOG HALFWAY THRU I THINK #again im sure its all been said before but not by ME and i like documenting my thoughts (tm) so i can come back to them #when the series is further in/over and see if my opinions or thoughts change at all #also a lot of this is me being 'omg spinner omg tomura omg ragdoll' so. this isnt exactly well thought out meta post or whatever its just #me . reacting to things and getting back into bnha #i want to see. the new movie....#when can i pirate. yargh #i havent checked actually. is it online??? ill look later today i guess #i will probably end up getting very very attached to minor movie only characters. rip </3 #sanchoyorambles #bnha #bnha manga spoilers

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grimessbitch · 3 years

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Trauma - Father figure! Daryl x reader

//Drabble//

Warnings: talks and sign of passed abuse, no hate to Carol or Negan or Daryl they’re badass characters and I love them I just gotta have em bad, Daryl is a dickhead.

A/n: in this it’s a different ending? Rick doesnt ‘die’, they kill Negan and Carl doesn’t die, and that’s about it.

You and Daryl had always been close, very close if you asked Rick and he was grateful he found someone that you connected so well with to be your father. Only Rick knew about how your biological dad treated you especially whenever Negan took you and him to a bridge but it was only time before he told Daryl then Michonne. You understood what happened whenever you were younger and occasionally some days would be worse than others with it. You latched you Daryl because you remembered him from his time being a prisoner at the Sanctuary, everything was smooth until Daryl was interested in Carol and pushed you almost out of the picture, Rick always gave you the option to leave and go back to the remainder of the sanctuary that Dwight ran partnered with a few old Alexandrians but you never chose to because you hated remembering your dad, even dead he still haunted you.

You stumbled through the woods next to Daryl, you told everybody goodbye except for Daryl which was most definitely going to be the hardest part of leaving, he did raise you for almost ten years now leaving you at the ripe age of sixteen. “So...I’m leaving for the sanctuary with Michonne tonight..” you admitted not looking at Daryl as you continued to walk even after he stopped. “Hey! Stop!” He yelled looking at you, slowly turning around you looked at him and tried your best to stand your ground “why the hell are you going back!?” He yelled his temper slowly rising “d-Daryl..I’m not a kid anymore and I’m ready to fix what my dad did...and you need to move on with bigger things, like Carol” you smiled softly your voice cracking “no! You don’t get to just leave like that! No god Damnit you’re staying!” He screamed walking closer “we need this!” You yelled biting your lip feeling the first tear hit your cheek; you screamed and fell to the damp muddy ground holding your head as Daryl raised his hand out of anger, not realizing his mistake he growled “go then! Go! And never fucking come back! I-I don’t want to ever fucking see you!” Every chant leaving his lips felt like a stabbing pain in your chest “all you’re going to do is disappoint them all over again! You’re a kid!” He yelled, once he turned around and stormed off you left for your travel, so much for grabbing the rest of your things.

You wouldn’t get to the sanctuary for three more days, and whenever you’d get there you’d be sick, horribly sick, while you’re walk a blizzard had hit and almost killed you and every alive thing around you. Unknown to you a certain archer was panicking with stress searching every bit of the woods for you or worse..your corpse. Dwight slowly came into your room sitting on the bed next to you holding out a comic book “Michonne brought it over..said Carl wanted you to have it..” he whispered pushing the hair out of your face laying the book next to you. You were still weak and tired but the color had came back to your eyes letting you look a lot more alive and well, you also gained the weight you lost while trying to fight for your life against the cold weather. “She’s coming by today..gonna drop off some things..Daryl has been trying to force information out of us about where you are on the walkie-talkie..” he whispered “I don’t wanna talk to him...” you whispered turning away from both of them messing with your sleep pants.

You’d refuse to talk to Daryl for another two days, leaving the time you were gone to be about four almost five days, and whenever you finally did, you wished you would’ve just forgot about him, Rick’s words still repeated in your head “he left for New Mexico three days ago” you walked through Alexandria quietly hugging Carl and Judith whenever they walked up to check up on you “how are you..about your dad leaving you?..” Carl asked you as you both walked around the streets “I’m fine” you whispered shrugging “I told him it was best if..- we had a..- I don’t know what you’d call it..he was like my dad and I thought the best thing for me was to leave and fix my dad’s wrong doings...and he respected that and left..I just wish he would’ve stayed longer...” you whispered messing with you hands “I never got a chance to get better and talk to him..” you said kicking a small pebble with your foot “if he came back what would you do..?” He askee as you turned around the corner again “I dunno...I’m really not sure..” you mumbled nervously, outside was a decent day, the snow was almost melting and it smelt like fresh clean air, something you hadn’t smelt for awhile.

“So why don’t you like Carol?..” he asked shifting Judith from his left to right hip “I dunno...ever since I started staying with Daryl and he started to raise me I could never remember her actually talking or giving me any nice stares, just glares and grumbles. “So she’s...jealous?..” he asked tilting his head looking at you “thats the thing...whenever we fell into that cave because she ran off...she tried to blow it up while I was still inside...if Daryl would’ve chased after Carol instead of actually looking for me I probably would’ve became a walker snack” you giggled as you turned another corner freezing, the gate was closing and Daryl was standing there proudly with Carol, there was something different about this, as you got closer you saw it, a makeshift ring sitting on her finger and his arm sat around her waist, so while you were lost in a blizzard he was getting engaged.

Carl tried to stop you as you stormed up but there was no stopping the giant scene about to break out. “Y/n?” Daryl asked looking at you in shock “a year..you looked for Carol for a fucking year! You looked for Sophia for months!” You screamed your voice cracking as you punched Daryl’s jaw as hard as you could sending him falling to the ground. “You looked for my dad’s dead body so I would’nt see his corpse for three months...and you didn’t even look for me a week...what did I do wrong?...” you whispered ending your rant by Rick helping you up off of Daryl, allowing the man to get up and put a bandana on his now bloody nose. “Y/n..it’s not like that and you kn-“ you cut him off by glaring “end to top it off...whenever I thought you left to clear your mind like you did whenever merle died...or whenever Carol left you for the third time but turns out...you were getting hitched in New Mexico” you growled stepping closer “I’m hurt. And I’m gonna make sure you know it” you whispered turning around walking back to Dwight who was closing up a trade with Michonne.

You would return on your seventeenth birthday, you’d return to follow through with your promise, sadly you turned into exactly what Rick believed you wouldn’t, your father. You stared at the Alexandrans kneeling in front of you but you watched a certain man. “Y/n stop this. Right now. Stop acting like a god damn child!” Daryl yelled clearly thinking you could stop him while Rick cried loudly, Michonne next to him silently crying, both of them knowing one or more were going to die. Carl watched him the far right of the line up, Four year old Judith next to him kneeling whining about her knees. “Take them away. Put them in the truck..they don’t need to see this” you said to Dwight nodding towards Judith and Carl, taking a deep breath you looked at Daryl, your goal was to break him, not for leaving you or leaving with Carol of all people, but for blaming you for your dad’s actions your entire life, and for the first few years of your time with Daryl he made sure you knew how horrible your dad was. “You pissin your pants yet?” She smirked stepping back looking down the line looking at the people you grew up with. Michonne, Rick, Daryl, Carol, Eugene, Ezekiel, Jesus, Tara, and Aaron. “Go. Everybody but him go home...you don’t deserve this” you mumbled in defeat letting Lucille drop to the ground.

Watching as everybody rose to their feet and quickly ran towards Alexandria you rethought what you were doing, was this okay? Should you just back down? No. You needed to get your revenge for everything. “You...you made me feel hated...then loved then it’s like..you just got tired of raising me and quit..especially whenever Carol came along” you whispered glaring at him, as the time passed with you glaring at Daryl waiting for him to apologize more rage grew in the pit of your stomach. The apologize never came only words that encouraged your motives more “you’ve gone fucking crazy, kid.” Hed say to you before spitting his blood right next to your boot, you grabbed Lucille tighter before swinging the baseball bat watching as Daryl’s blood landed on the gravel, you repeatedly swung the bat until you fell to the ground sobbing

#dad! daryl dixon #daryl dixon x reader #the walking dead #daryl dixon #twd #angst

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mmblaq · 4 years

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Ok since you obviously love Ritsu so much (honestly who doesn’t), could you please tell me how you think he feels about the other Sohma’s? I really wanna hear what you think about the character dynamics there because that’s what really drew me into loving the series. I love what you’ve written about fruits basket, keep up the good work and have a lovey day!

omg this is such a good ask, im excited to dive into this

i am going to use they/them pronouns for ritsu so that its the most neutral lol i know some people prefer he/him, some prefer she/her, and i respect all those preferences for ritsu so ill use they/them as a middle thing lol

I honestly think that ritsu probably doesnt think they have the right to dislike any of the sohmas. Even akito. Ritsu probably feels absolute dread regarding non-zodiaca outside of their parents, but when it comes to the zodiacs, i think ritsu has a pure empathetic soul that could never just not get along with someone. but let’s go thru the zodiacs (as i think their dynamics is what you wanted to hear about right? lol)

the main 4 (yes, tohru is a sohma in my head): as we have seen- shigure and ritsu have a very brother/sibling relationship. Where shigure is the older brother and ritsu is the trouble making and naive younger sibling that are a bit distant but respect each other. shigure teases the poor monkey and ritsu thinks highly of the man. Its honestly kind of a cute relationship to me even though shigure is such an ass lmaooo as for kyo, i would have loved to see ritsu lean on his shoulder or trample him like their mother did LOL kyo’s reaction would be priceless. And yuki......i feel like yuki associates ritsu with ayame and just ignores ajdjsj but ritsu doesnt seem to mind and still loves him. TOHRU AND RITSU THOUGH 💕💕💕🥺🥺😊😊 the sweetest babies!!!! absolute angels- i think they learn a lot from each other where tohru gains a deeper understanding of the sohmas and ritsu learns its okay to want to live for someone and to want a purpose in life.

Now as for kagura: i absolutely adore kagura and ritsus relationship. Afterall, kagura let ritsu wear her dresses growing up and helped them feel comfortable while figuring out their identity. I wish we would have seen them as adults interacting!! i just know kagura would be like “i just KNOW that guy looked at you wrong, you want me to key his car? stab his tires? take out his engine? what do you want me to do” and ritsu is like “UUUHhhHHHHH PLEASE DONT”

momiji and hatsuharu: i feel like momiji would be really sweet with ritsu.....like “hey ritsu, i like your kimono :-)” and ritsu would instantly cry. Hatsuharu is really respectful and also a bby so hed probably offer some of rins clothes to borrow LOL

hatori and ayame: hatori DEFINITELY knows ritsu probably the best- other than kagura and ayame maybe. hatori is very empathetic and tries to be patient with ritsu and probably does his best to keep ritsu out of akito’s mind. Now, i headcanon that ritsu eventually starts working under ayame and ventures into fashion and clothing design, and ayame would teach them how to gain confidence. I believe ayame would be the only person to never lose his temper with ritsu’s breakdowns. He would just simply override it with his own dramatics but ritsu respects and admires him so much that they’d be like “you’re right cousin ayame........” and Mine would just be like “can you guys not do this around customers PLEASE”

for rin, kisa, and hiro: post-canon rin would be supportive of ritsu and actually hang out with them! imagine tohru dragging rin along to hang out with ritsu and kagura 🥺🥺🥺 I also feel like hiro would talk mad shit to ritsu and when they get older kisa would scold him definitely. BUT remember the fanart of ritsu helping hiro put on his traditional wear? i just KNOW that they get along and ritsu loves and cares for hiro a lot like a brother. but we definitely have haru or kyo who probably smacks him when he’s rude to them LOL. Also imagine kisa braiding ritsu’s hair or doing it to match her’s 🥺

lets seee who is left. kureno! honestly have they even met?

akito: ugh ritsu is irritating me again

kureno: ........whom?

AJDJS im jk but i feel like they would actually be the sweetest together. Kureno shares many personality traits with tohru, so it’d just be kureno being his angel self and ritsu trying not to explode cuz someone is nice to them

Thank you for sending this ask! i hope i answered it well lol tbh all i think about is ritsu interacting with the sohmas and i really had to shorten some of these haha im always down to gush about ritsu!!!

#Take a shot every time i say ritsu here #fruits basket #ritsu sohma

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15 (And Explain), 32, 48, 67, & 98 for Pen !!

haha funny guy time

15. What battle in the campaign has been most memorable to your character?

okay so basically i have three. so Like. the fight right before we found ewelin in the skew Αnd Ori Was On Death Saves and pen was just holding her and brought her back b4 he had spare the dying. like they werent that close but now that like ori is one of the most important ppl in pens life I Think Abt That Moment A Lot. also that was the first time in his whole life pen encountered the idea that ppl he knew could Die?? he just considered everyone in his life to be untouchable until that point and it was a big wake up call for him that he was in Big Real World

and then wachterhaus. lol. being paralyzed right next to juni and coming to consciousness watching ori and alba desperately trying to save them and just getting stabbed over and over and then Literally Dying, and then having a deity show him (what he thinks is) unconditional kindness when all of his patron experiences thus far had been fucked?? Did SOmething. also like,. when he came back at level 20 and killed everyone both him And me thought that was his final act before he died and like. in that moment he was completely at peace with that. all he wanted to do was help his friends and that was the moment he was like yeah fuck that i literally cant front with these bitches anymore i just unconditionally love them is the thing and im going to start openly expressing it and it helped him. a lot socially

And Then . Uh. Last Fight. Yeah. he didnt even know it was juni who got him back up and like didnt even Know he was down until he followed ori and he just like. refused to believe it and held him and tried to spare him like hed done so many times before even tho he was literally just A Wax Torso . and then he saw ori literally Sprout Wings And Bring Him Back From The Dead. and at first he was super panicked bc usually ori fire meant Bad It Was Going To Hurt Her Time but then she just?? literally became a beacon of healing??? And Juni Was Okay?? he didnt even like. fully wrap his head around not having juni there bc he Had to be okay and then ori gave him back to them and he. so many feelings abt 2 of da closest ppl he has at once. ah

32. What is your character the most insecure about? early pen wldve been like. not being nobility and not being married to the graf girlboss powerwife. but he has made a lot of progress getting over that lil dream. currently it is his pact and how he is endangering his friends By Existing and he wishes he didnt have to be like. a constant burden In That Way. like oh what new Stupid Demon Thing has his gullible ass gotten into. he just wants to be a pillar for his friends and family and not have ppl worry abt him 48. What aspect of your character’s future are they most curious about? (If they could know one thing about the future, what would it be?)

If His Friends And His Mom Will Be Safe And Okay And Recovering Living Somewhere Where Nothing Can Hurt Them 67. What is your character the most envious about, regarding anyone in the party?

I Dont Think He Envies Anyone In The Arsonparty Anymore Lol. if anything, ori’s ability to Give Advice and be Comforting , but its less of like he envies it and more like he wants to emulate it

98. What advice would your character give to a younger version of themselves?

when you go out into the real world someday, because it will happen, be kind. acting like youre better than people isnt a defense its a hindrance

#dnd tag #penance the jester #mel talks #brain be like *arsonparty*

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pikkachuwu · 4 years

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im so overwhelmed, everything is happening so fast and i just want a second to catch my breath. sometimes i fantasize about how calm id finally be if i had the guts to just kill myself. i wish i could, i really really dont want to live like this anymore, but the thought of someone finding my body and seeing how fat and disgusting i am makes me want to puke.

my teeth are decaying from forcing my finger down my throat every time my mum cooks dinner and i dont have the heart to say no, im waking up to hair on my pillow, i cant focus. reality doesnt feel real anymore. ive settled for just putting salt on my tongue when i want to eat because at least it tastes like food.

i miss feeling happy. id say i miss being able to look in the mirror and not want to tear my eyes out but i guess its always been like this, it was just a matter of time before i developed an eating disorder. i feel so proud when i get bruises from sitting down in the same position for too long, i feel like ive finally satisfied the voice in my head whenever i fit into clothes i havent worn since i was 11.

im scared ill never love myself. what point is there to being alive when i hate myself so violently. i wish i had the guts to end it, i wish so badly for that. i think so often about just stabbing myself, i dont want a painless or peaceful death, i want it to be as bad as possible to punish this body one last time but i just cant do it. My 14 year old brother would come into my room, thinking i had slept in, and hed see me there dead. i cant put him through that. I always think ‘oh ill just do it in a seculded area’ but even then the thought of someone seeing my fat ugly body tells me not to, im so so ashamed of what ive done to myself that even in death nobody can know. how am i going to suck it in and only stand in positions i know make me look thinner if im dead?

i dont really want to die though, i just want a break. i want it all to stop, i want the yelling and the fighting to stop. i want to be reborn as a baby in a loving family who will care about me from the moment im born. i just want someone to be there for me but im so alone, none of my friends know what i go though. nobody knows. i want to be a virgin again. im 15 and ive felt things i know im too young to have felt. i want a restart, everything went wrong, i want to stop thinking so much but the only way i can think to give myself these things is death

#death tw #tw eating stuff #ana thoughts #anarexx #buliimix #anamia #tw suicude #online diary

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ars0nism · 3 years

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"how are you a chrollo simp" how are you not hes fucking pretty. i want to punch him in the face. i see him cry and i want to stab him in the eye with a knife so that i dont have to feel this deep admiration and love for a man who's killed so many others. he stands in front of an open window orchestrating the chaos below him and i wish hed just trip and fall. he falls to the ground after his fight with silva & zeno and im mentally begging him to die from the fall. kurapika has him chained and my brain is empty save for the fact that im wishing kurapika would just stab him so i dont have to look at his beauty anymore, even though i just know he'd be just as ethereal in death

im a chrollo simp because no other fictional character makes me want to both be held by them and slit their throat at the same time

#idk if i want him dead or if i want him to like. love me #the good ole villain soft for 1 person #or rather villain soft for his friends and one person #my love for feitan is literally just my brain latching onto op short fucks but my love for chrollo is so... complicated #i want him dead. but i think hes so beautiful.#half of this is an exaggeration im totally down with making out with him and just living funky weirdly domestic criminal lives

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This "grover is so wholesome and nice and pure" makes me go :/ because it seems like it ignores his truama. But like... i wanna see:

Grover barely able to look at himself in the mirror because he cant recognize the hopeful kid he was barely five years ago

Grover, when he manages to look at his reflection for more then five seconds, spending too much time staring at he scars that riddle his body. On his back and arns and everywhere.

Grover staring forlornly at he plants in the woods, wishing to join them.

Percy, having to drag Grover out of the woods because he keeps falling asleep surrounded by the flowers he wants to join on the forest floor, and nearly not waking up.

The affects of the spell that was put on him before the battle of Manhattan still causing him incessant fatigue.

Grover barely being able to sleep despite the lastig spell because everytime he does, hes back in the cyclops cave, or the labyrinth, or watching thalia die, and luke stab himself again.

Grover thinking that Pan had the right idea wanting to fall asleep, and let himself be forgotten.

Grover talking in his sleep, begging for someone (it sounds vaguely like "dad" sometimes "uncle") not to leave.

Grover wondering why he ever wanted to be Lord of The Wild.

Grover wondering why he wanted to help find demigods. And immediately feeling guilty for thinking so.

Grover wishing his father had never left. Him wishing hed never went into the garden of medusa only to discover how his uncle really had "dissappeared".

Grover waking up in the middle of the night screaming. And constantly apologizing to percy for ruining so many sleepovers. And continuing to apologize. even after percy tells him he understands.

Grover losing his temper with a young satyr, and pausing halfway through a sentence, because he realizes how much he sounds like the very men who antagonized him and belittled him for years.

Grover feeling unworthy of his position of lord of the wild. And even more unworthy of being percys friend. Because he couldve been there. But he wasnt.

Grover, suffering, because he went through a lot of shit. More than people realize.

#grover underwood #percy jackson #annabeth chase #pjo #hoo #luke castellan #percy jackon and the olympians #chiron #chiron pjo #thalia grace #heroes of oylmpus #angst

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