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support · 10 years

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Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. There are many support services that are here to help. For 24/7 peer support and other resources, message KokoBot on Tumblr.

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-8255) The Trevor Project (LGBTQ youth, ages 13-24) National Eating Disorders Association (online chat, text) RAINN (National Sexual Assault Hotline)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find resources for your country.

For more resources, please visit our Counseling & Prevention Resources page for a list of services that may be able to help.

#tumblr #counseling #prevention #self harm #psa #tumblr support #tumblr help #tumblr staff #depression

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sadsickandstoned · 7 months

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Or worse, I wake up (😠😠) and am LATE to work

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interlibros · 1 year

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- Unknown

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the-dreams-in-which-im-dy1ng · 5 months

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#this

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havenodes420 · 2 years

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im either horny, suicidal, or going insane every night

#tw s3lf harm #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw selfhate #tw triggers #self h@rm #su1c1d3 #selfharn #shtumblr #tw cvts #s3lfharm #tw sh #self h4rm #sewercide #tw suicude #tw suidice

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weighted-hearts · 4 months

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When people think I’m okay because I stopped self harming and recovered physically from my eating disorder. I’m actually not at all okay and very suicidal. I’m just not using those coping skills atm. My brain is still just as messed up.

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scars-pills-pain · 1 year

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I just want a break from my mind

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nobodyimportantdaily · 6 months

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What if I just like… died.❤️

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so-tired-of-dying · 1 year

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i was supposed to kill myself today,

February 14, 2023.

it’s rainy today,

dark and dreary out.

the perfect day for me to go missing,

never make it to class or to work.

i was supposed to down a bottle of pills with vodka,

after eating things i’ve denied myself for the sake of being skinny.

i was supposed to use a rope and allow myself to swing freely,

like a child on a play set.

i was supposed to use my blades to carve deep into my skin,

watching blood bubble up to the surface.

i was supposed to stand in front of an oncoming train,

and let the impact take me away.

i was supposed to press a gun

to my temple,

or stick the barrel in my mouth,

or to pressed tightly to my chest.

i was supposed to kill myself today.

i was supposed to leave a note in my dorm,

detailing that i couldn’t go on like this.

lay out my heart all right there readily visible to the person that found me first.

i was supposed to leave a note at home to be found later.

my note was supposed to

detail

every single

horrible thing i’ve ever made it through

and every horrible thought i’ve had.

i was supposed to leave a bunch of notes

separate from the other,

to the individuals in my life i’d be letting down.

to say i’m sorry

for all the things i’ve done

to let them down.

and to tell them it’s not their fault,

i was already gone.

that i’ve been dead for years.

because it’s true,

i have.

im not ok, and i really haven’t been.

not in a long long time.

and i know it’s horrible

to make parents bury their children,

and grandparents bury their grandchildren,

but it’s also horrible to be

in just so much pain.

i was supposed to kill myself today.

but i’m still here.

February 14, 2023.

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the-entity-down-the-street · 1 month

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DREAD'S KNIFE PROJECT

Knife I tried to kill myself with in 2020 came in the mail

Turning it into an art project

Will update as I make progress

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1800anarchy · 2 months

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i just want it to stop.

i was going to do some dumb shit tonight but my sister missed my call earlier and she’s the only one i care about. she felt bad about missing the call, i cant do this to her.

if she would have answered i could have actually fucking done it.

#tw self destructive behavior #tw s3lf harm #tw sui ideation #tw sui mention #tw sucidal ideation #tw suicude

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bad-artist-kira · 2 years

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He couldn't believe how easy it was

He put the gun into his face

Bang!

So much blood for such a tiny little hole

Problems do have solutions you know

A lifetime of fucking things up fixed

In one determined flash

#postal #postal 1 #postal dude #tw suicude #tw gore #tw blood

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yodaddysobipolar · 1 month

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It’s so jarring when a flood of suicidal thoughts cascade into my consciousness. I’ve had a great day so far. Come home. For no reason the thoughts rush in. I’m simultaneously picturing previous suicidal behavior and getting a breathtaking glimpse into the absolute freedom I have to just fucking end it.

And I’m supposed to keep going, bipolar husband and dad, no worries everyone. I’m medicated so I’m sure everything will be fine. When actually I feel like eating a bullet.

#actually bipolar #cw suicide #tw suicude #suicide mention #suicide

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interlibros · 1 year

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- Unknown

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the-dreams-in-which-im-dy1ng · 5 months

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"Like most things, suicide is harder than it looks. As with most things, the majority of successful suicides practice before they succeed"

-How Not to Kill Yourself: A Portrait of the Suicidal Mind

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havenodes420 · 1 year

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all the expired pills in the kitchen have been calling my name for a while now 🤭

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