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Me when part of a fandom calls a main character "oblivious" because *check notes* they are not aware they are in a romance novel:
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heartseungbin · 5 months
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hello how have you been??
could you pretty please do hard thoughts of boypussy!skz?
BP!SKZ HARD THOUGHTS
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warnings; free use mentions, dacryphilia, pussy slapping, squirting, nipple play, strap use, exhibitionism, let me know if i missed anything!
notes; i didn't know if you wanted them as head cannons or whatever this is but here they are! gn reader except for seungmins part
Chan- mirror sex
chan loves mirror sex with you
loves watching the way his gushing pussy is clenching around your fingers
makes his toes clench watching your lidded lust filled eyes all on him
and the way you force him to look at himself in the mirror?
probably heightens the experience for him
he's sat in between your legs and loves watching your expressions in the mirror
your pinching his cute lil clit
and his milky thick thighs snap shut from the plessure:((
you forcing them back open and slapping his soaking pussy as a punishment cause poor boy can't keep his legs open for you!
Minho- free use, bratting
Minho was bein a brat
a brat who is also wearing his "use me at any time you please" band
so
you did just that!
he was cooking you both a lunch after ignoring you and being a complete and utter brat all day
what do we do with brats?
we finger them open on the kitchen counter!
he's moaning, pushing back against your fingers like a whore
slick dripping onto the floor where you have him bent over
his hands are gripping uselessly at the counter searching for purchase:((
literally attempting to flee from your harsh thrusts into his pussy, hitting all the good spots so well:((
he's shaking, pleading with you to slow down, that he's sorry, he's ready to be a good boy now
but it's too late, your hand is already on his hip pulling him back onto your punishing fingers everytime you pull out!!
Changbin- gentle sex, fingering, nipple play
changbin is such a good boy
i cannot find it in my heart to even write this man as a brat
good boys derserve gentle fuckin and lovin
fingering changbin nicely, fingers reaching the deepest parts of him:(
bunny boy is so overwhelemed at the love he's feelin, slick dripping onto the bed and all over his thighs
pullin your fingers out of him just to see the slick trail they left connecting your fingers to his pussy
i feel like he'd be so sensitive, legs quivering everytime you press a rough thumb to his pretty clit:(
lets out the loudest squeals as you touch a slick soaked finger to his nipple at the same time as you rub his clit
overall changbin is such a good boy so him and his pussy should be treated well!!
but this is hard thoughts ofc so
Binnie with a clit piercing, tugging on it watching him cry out n squirm:((
literally squirts all over you the second you slide a finger into him and tug on the piercing at the same time..
Hyunjin-clothed sex, squirting, kinda public sex/exhibitionism
gifting Hyune a cute pair of lacey panties to wear the day your all set to have a movie night together
and making him squirt through them
rubbing his pussy through the panties under the blanket while everyones unaware.
when it first happens his legs snap shut around your hand, letting out a little squeak
he looks at you with wide eyes cause??? the boys are here???
you shrug, throwing him a smirk and force his legs back open, continuing your work
he can't deny that them being here while your doing this is turning him on more then he'd like to admit..
you ask him anyway though, if he'd like too continue
he nods his head, cheeks pink with embarrassment
you push the lacey panties to the side, sliding a finger into his slick pussy
lets out a small moan, alerting everyone in the room
while everyones attention was on him he burned red hot, blush creeping down his neck to his chest
you pinch his clit at the exact moment someone, he doesn't know who, asks if he's alright and he can't help but moan loudly, legs shaking and his head lulling back
you look around the room with a smirk, the moving of your hand under the blanket making everyones eyes widen
oops the blanket falls!!
you've both been caught and hyunjin thinks it's the end of the world...but why is everyones attention unyeilding on you playing with his pussy..?
Jisung- multiple orgasms, clit play
you and jisung both wanted to see how many times he could squirt just from having his clit pinched and played with
your taking his clit between two fingers and lightly squeezing the little bud making his legs thrash and him arch his back
you smile at him smugly
"arching like a whore," you comment, making him whine
you flick his clit meanly, making him let out wet sobs, pussy drooling untouched onto the white sheets staining them grey
he's already came two times from this, at this point closing his thighs around your hand from overstimulation, begging you to stop torturing his poor clit:((
cute lil wet sobs and tears coming from his eyes, clit on fire
he's clenching around nothing cause he feels so empty, the least you could do is feed his hungry hole!!
Felix-exhibitionism
Cute lil lix expressed to you his want of being fucked in front of all his group members so ofc you had to do that for your fairy boy
he's in the middle of the room with you fingering him open slowly, and he's so wet, leaking like a facet all over the carpet
no one's saying anything and his cheeks burn from the embarrassment of being the only one naked
but he loves the attention, letting out louder than usual moans under the attention of his bandmates and lover
it's like he's putting on a show for you all to watch, arching against your touches on his nipple and grinding his pretty pussy onto your fingers
the boys can't help but jerk off too, loving the show lix was putting on for them
the way they're lust filled eyes were gazing at him made his toes curl in pleasure, legs shaking when you curled your finger deep inside him
he preens under the attention, silently thanking you for this opportunity because wow, who knew he was into being watched while getting fucked?
after all, the boy is a performer
Seungmin- choking/asphyxiation, rough fucking (fem reader) strap use
seungmin is a whore
i feel like he'd be into choking (i want to expand or talk or write about this later)
pounding into his hole that's drooling around your strap, your hand placed on his neck
his eyes are rolled back, arching into the touch, fingers gripping and scratching at your hand on his throat
he likes the feeling of it there, the lightheadedness he gets when being choked
your hand is on his waist, pulling him back onto your strap
legs flailing, toes curling as he tries to escape the harsh thrusts:((
he's panting from the force, pussy clenching around you making it hard to continue your harsh thrusts
you tighten your grip on his neck, fingers slightly pressing on his pulse points and his eyes roll back, legs shaking harshly as he squirts around your strap, slick hitting his chest
in conclusion seungmin just wants to be fucked on your strap n choked
Jeongin- plushie humping, guided masterbation
You were away and came back only to find your innie humping your cute brown bear:((
he wasn't usually being a bad boy and breaking the rules!! promise!!
so just this one time you'll let him get away with it
but oh no innie, that's not the right way to do that!
your never gonna get any friction if you do that so you have to teach him!!
you position him so his clit bumps the bears nose everytime he humps
"Now try baby," you tell him, sitting on the bed next to him
he whimpers, the nose of the bear hitting his clit just right
"just like that baby," you say, a comforting hand on his back and a hand playing with his chest
he feels so embarrassed being caught like this..
but it's okay!! innie just wanted to feel good
he bucks his hips into the bear sloppily, slick staining the bears nose
he feels so good like this, grinding his hips onto the bear and smearing his slick everywhere
you bring a gentle hand down to his clit to play with, making his pleasure increase tenfold
he sputters out thank yous and feels so goods, grinding at fast past
finally cums all over the smiling bear, collapsing onto you with a cute lil huff
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lxkeeeee · 9 months
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ANGEL SCARAMOUCHE X DEVIL FEM! READER HEADCANONS
—notes: okay... I had this idea for awhile now and I have a crap ton of headcanons.
Angel Scaramouche who manifested into being in heaven and yet hated it as his life was already predetermined by the higher beings.
Angel Scaramouche who always complain about his job and how tiresome it is to deal with idiotic humans.
Angel Scaramouche who who mutters profanities underneath his breath and complaining to God about why he made these humans so stupid
Sarcastic as always.
Angel Scaramouche who claims he hates his job but is actually diligent to it.
Angel Scaramouche who had a devilish rival that he always encounter during his mission that annoys him greatly.
Angel Scaramouche who looked at the white robe thingy that he was supposed to wear—in disgust before opting to wear a suit instead.
He burned the robe.
God is used to him complaining every damn time and just understands him.
Scaramouche who was greatly annoyed at a certain devil I mentioned earlier—[y/n] a rather annoying and mischievous individual—devil rather.
They always argue everytime he meets or sees her.
He insults her and be sarcastic with her but she always return it with some flirtatious remarks making him blush before flying away in annoyance.
Angel Scaramouche who started to get used to the she devil and actually looked forward to seeing her again.
Scaramouche who occasionally returns to heaven to file his report about his missions and when returning to earth not once did he see her.
He cheers to himself as he finally got peace.
But then time quickly passed by and the she devil wasn't seen and he was starting to get worried but decided to quickly shake away his thoughts because—she probably deserved it.
Ten years passed and he was drinking at a bar in the mortal realm and a certain devilish presence sat beside him.
They engaged in their usual banter.
Let's just say some things happened and the embodiment of temptation made him feel good that night.
Angel Scaramouche who fell inlove with a devil and willing to fight for the forbidden.
Angel Scaramouche who shudders everytime she kisses his wings—something that he didn't like having but now proud of having.
Angel Scaramouche who melts everytime she calls him, "My angel."
Angel Scaramouche who affectionately calls her, "My beloved devil."
Angel Scaramouche who used to not pray before—despite being an angel—kneels on his room in heaven as he silently prayed for her sins to be forgiven.
Especially when she has to return to hell for punishment.
He prays that her punishment won't be too severe and prays she would return to him.
Angel Scaramouche who held his devil lover as he healer her burn wounds.
His hands emitting a golden hue that slow healed the wounds she got from being burned.
His wings embracing her protectively.
His lips placing gentle kisses on the bone-like structure on her head—or her horns.
Angel Scaramouche who kisses the necklace she gave him that had her initial in every chance he has especially when she's not around.
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NSFW HEADCANONS
Angel Scaramouche who is used to sleeping with his fellow angels in heaven, gulps in nervousness and excitement as a literal devil is on top of him.
"Don't worry, I'll make sure you won't regret sleeping with the devil." She murmurs seductively as she kissed him passionately.
Angel Scaramouche who's heart swelled when she asked if he really wanted this, when she asked for his consent.
Angel Scaramouche who trembles beneath her as her hand skillfully touched him.
He felt uncharacteristically shy at her praises.
"You looked so beautiful... So pretty for me."
"My angel... I promise to make you feel good."
His hands gripped into her thighs as she rode him—an angel like him letting out such sinful noises.
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k0uk0 · 9 months
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Okay but the people saying that spiderbit is forced????
Where.
Literally where.
Give me ONE moment in which these two were either rushing the relationship or forcing it, because all I can see is one of the healthiest relationship on the island.
I'm completely honest, if you say that their relationship is rushed or forced, you've been watching the whole thing with closed eyes and ears.
Since they've known each other these two have always been somehow flirting, helping one another, supporting their works and supporting their emotions.
Fucking hell, qForever literally was one of the first ones to say to qCellbit "are you two a couple?"
Remember, not all relationships have to be slow burn, but they literally went through a whole month before marrying and also, remember this: they were desperate to not lose what they had. Because if you go back to the moment qCellbit asked qRoier to marry him, one of the reasons is "We have to take the opportunity now because who knows what will happen if we don't".
They wanted this. They loved each other and didn't want to lose it.
Now, being married, they visit each other everytime they're online, they pass time together, and the relationship is growing even stronger than before.
They might've been fast but they're not rushing it, they are developing it. And it's beautiful.
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hurthermore · 5 days
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Haaiii i wanted to come here to express how much i love A Misconduct of Love, bbygrl had me reading until 2am when i had work at 10 today 😭😭😭 i work at a library and im pretty much in the computer lab the entire day (which is exactly where i want to be because i have sweet F-A to do in here, so you're fic has taken me🩷🩷🩷) literally sitting at my little desk, kicking my feet and twirling my hair reading Alastor fawn over Reader even if his intentions are slightly ill-intended AKSHSODJWI only slightly, but I support Alastor's wrongs 🩷🩷🩷 i dont know if you listen to Will Wood at all, but I was listening to his song Vampire Reference in A Minor Key, all the while conducting my own little delusion of your Alastor having this push-pull relationship with Reader. Where its already established how crazy they are for each other, but Reader has yet to leave her vile husband (its the roaring 20's, so it's not like she's really in a place to divorce him anyway, unforch, but that does make their affair all the more enticing) (also im totally and entirely disregarding NY in this scenario btw, lemme be delusional xoxo) and I can see Reader like. Drugging her husband every night to make him drowsy and crash before he can force her into anything. Then she sneaks off into the night where she finds herself at Alastor's doorstep, and he welcomes her with open arms. Being the gentleman he is, he'll encourage her to share her feelings, how her day has been, what that disgusting husband of hers has been up to and more importantly, did he hurt her today? Is she okay? If shes harmed, he'll do his best to take care of her, console her before leading her into a soft and slow, passionate kiss. One that Reader's been desperately craving and she reaches out to hold his face. He's pulling her in and leaning her back into the couch until he's hovering over her. They're groping each other and Reader, desperate to be loved in a way thats meaningful, reaches for Alastor's collar first. Her fingers are clumsy but determined as shes releasing the buttons on his waistcoat. This certainly isnt the first time this has happened, but Alastor remains pleasantly surprised everytime she initiates first, but that doesnt mean he'll giving her the satisfaction of pleasuring him first. No matter what, its always his utmost duty to treat her until shes had her fill - until shes begging for him to finally be inside her, and god knows he could never deny her. With Alastor, she wants it all. She wants his everything and anything he is willing to provide her. Dare she say, she wouldnt even mind if she ended up pregnant with Alastor's child (i have a breeding kink IRL, and I strongly believe, after falling into bed with Alastor so many times, she'd develop her own breeding kink with him as well) 🩷 they'd become addicted to each other, and it'd be even sexier if she did end up pregnant by Alastor, falsely allowing her husband to believe its his child until both Reader and Alastor reel up and incenerate his ass together 🩷 (burn his ass alive in that horrible, awful house shes been forced to live in for the last year. And listen tearfully as Alastor begs her, genuinely and tearfully begs her to come live with him. Be his wife and let him love her the way she deserves to be loved. And they can be happy together, they can build a beautiful life together with their little one. He genuinely cannot live another day without her, and she feels the same🩷)
.....sorry for writing essentially my own fanfic of *your* fanfic in your inbox, you can delete this if you want!! You have me romanticising at my job today, trust that I will be thinking about Alastor and Reader for the rest of my afternoon xoxoxo ilu 🩷✨️
AHHH TYSM FOR ENJOYING MISCONDUCT!! I also LOVE this so much, unfortunately it’s not where I plan to take misconduct sorry.
But don’t apologise for writing this! I loved it and I kinda wished more people would write things like this for misconduct it makes me so happy sksks
Ty for taking your time to not only read misconduct but write all of this! I’m working hard to try to finish the next chapter!! 👉👈
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proseka-headcanons · 2 months
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hi hi! just wanted to rant a bit about my fav ships <3
AKIKASA where they're both pining on each other but Tsukasa is dense and Akito is in denial like why of all people i have a crush on him?? what the fuck aint no way in hell. but tsukasa's love language is touch and he likes to hug an unexpecting Akito and at first Akito would freeze up but slowly he started hesitantly hugs back and hides his face in Tsukasa's neck to hide his flaming red face...
RUITOYA where Toya for some reason always crosses path with his eccentric yet nice senpai for some reason and always felt his cheeks heating up when he's around Rui and Rui who knows he has a crush on Toya and knows Toya has a crush on him but decided not to say anything just because he loves seeing Toya all flustered. where Toya would often visit Rui on the rooftop to watch him work on his latest invention, and they would talk or stay in a comfortable silence. where Toya would smile brightly and Rui could only watch with widened eyes as he wishes that one day he can call Toya his.
MIZUAN where they always hang out after school either going clothes shopping or to the arcade, and An always reassuring Mizuki when she's insecure, using her Students Committee benefits to defend Mizuki from her bullies and trading her ribbon with Mizuki's tie to make her feel better. and Mizuki is slowly growing a crush on this determined and kind-hearted girl and An's already small crush on Mizuki grew as time passes. where when something bad happens to either of them, seeing the other would instantly make their days better, if just a bit.
ENAIRI where they have a crush on each other since long ago and they're basically the childhood friends to lovers troop. where Airi would always compliments Ena's drawings and Ena always goes to Airi's concerts. and everytime they touch each other they started blushing madly to the point that even Akito kept pushing her sister to confess. where when they're together it's just them hanging out and then half way both of them realized "wait oh god i'm hanging out with my crush fuck-" and their faces would turn as red as tomatoes.
ICHISHIHO where Ichika slowly fell first and Shiho fell harder. where they spend hours after classes to play their guitar and bass and tuning it, or syncing with each other, or they discuss what songs to sing next for their concerts. where Ichika would softly hum while playing his guitar and Shiho would watch silently in awe, not believing his eyes bc why is his friend so fuckin handsome and oh god he's heart is beating fast-
HONAKANA where it's just- so domestic. where Honami instead of usually once a week and for work now went to Kanade's home at every chances she got and its not for work anymore, bringing him homemade apple pies and they would spend hours just enjoying each other's presence over tea and pies. where Kanade would show Honami some of his songs that he's working on, where Honami would eventually show Kanade some of her songs and they would now make songs together. where Honami staying over is now a normal thing, where Kanade finally starts going out more just to meet up with Honami who'll show him some of the best places for apple pies and CD records.
...and Nene Kusanagi, who has to put up with all of their slow-burn and pining shits. because after all, the reason they all kissed in the end, is because HE PLAYS MATCH MAKER FOR ALL OF THEM-
(Nene who bought himself a new console game to celebrate the fact he managed to get all his friends together)
i can literally go on about any of them but this is long enough and my fingers fuckin hurts-
as Nene (real) I would do this - 🎮
i would not do this bc i am the real akito shinonome, i would know (he would do that) - 🥞
I just woke up so I cannot brain but hell yeaj I love gay people -🦈
AIRIENA I agree - mod ena
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where-is-vivian · 11 months
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Worth The Risk?
from @jegulus-microfic's prompt, risky (805 words)
“Oh, fuck,” James rolls on his bed, hiding his eyes in the crook of his elbow. He locks his phone, that’s still in his hand, and he groans. Though he has a downward smile on his lips threatening to grow more. His cheeks burn him. “Fuuuuck.”
“James.”
James takes his arm off his face to look at Peter staring at him from his desk chair. His roommate is always reading sociology books at his desk; at the beginning of the year, James thought he was always working, doing his homeworks and all, but no, turns out he’s almost never working for school in fact, and that he spends all his time reading these books or playing Solitaire.
“You’re being dramatic,” Peter adds without deigning to give him a look.
Don’t worry. Peter is a nice guy. He’s actually pretty chill, and he’s nice to be around. He’s just pragmatic. He doesn’t get James’ love crises. He keeps pretending that he is a fatalist, and that what happens was bound to happen anyway.
James sighs, and sits up on his bed. But unlike Peter, he’s unable to stay still for too long. So quickly, James stands up, throwing his phone on his bed, and he starts pacing in their shared bedroom. Hands on his hips, then behind him, then fidgeting together, then back on his hips. Then back on his eyes.
“Aaargh,” James lets out, and he’s thankful Peter never seems annoyed by his antics. He just keeps reading peacefully. “Why is he taking so long to answer?”
Peter doesn’t answer.
“Do you think he’s busy?” James is starting to be scared. “Oh god, what if he’s busy.”
He shouldn’t have sent that text.
“But it’s already 7 pm. No one is busy at 7 pm.”
“James, people can be busy at any hour. And at 7 pm, unlike the both of us, many people are just doing their homeworks,” Peter calmly states, without lifting his eyes from his book.
James whines in frustration. He paces a bit more.
“What if he hates me? What if he refuses? How am I supposed to face him after that? We literally have 3 classes together… Oh no!” James stops his pacing briefly before accelerating. “What if he tells Sirius?”
Sirius is his big brother. James’ best friend. James doesn’t know how he would react if he knew about James’ crush for his little brother.
“I completely forgot to tell Sirius! It’s too late now… Oh no…”
“James, can you please, sit and stop panicking? This is just a text.”
James blinks at Peter. “Pete, this is not just a text. This is The Text.”
Peter turns around, to meet James’ gaze, and rolls his eyes at him. “You’re being even more dramatic than Sirius. This is fine. Regulus gave you his number himself. Honestly, he’s been thirsting over you for weeks, and everytime you speak in our mandatory maths class, he’s looking at you with stars in his eyes,” Peter starts to enumerate, looking up at the ceiling, sitting back in his chair. Now that he isn’t reading anymore, he’s giving James his full attention. “The other day he asked if you were into blokes, by any means, and then he mindlessly asked if you were dating anyone. He was less discreet than a backhoe,” James stares at Peter while he’s monologuing, enumerating all of this as if it’s proving a point. “He even bought the only book he’s seen you with— which, by the way, is probably the only book I’ve seen you with, ever.”
“Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Seas?” James asks, unsure.
“Yes. That one. Not that good of a book, to be fair.”
James snorts, but his smile threatens to be back on his lips. “It was a good book.”
“Regulus bought it, and he managed to finish it before you. The fool.”
Honestly, it isn’t hard to finish reading a book before James. He’s rather slow. But he didn’t know Regulus bought it too. Maybe it is a coincidence.
“That doesn’t mean anything. It’s just a coincidence.”
Peter raises his eyebrows at him, giving him a look that more or less means: Are you kidding me right now?
“What?” James shrugs. “That’s true. It’s probably not that meaningf—”
In the corner of his eyes, James sees his phone light up. And he hears it vibrating. He literally jumps on it, under the amused look of Peter. He unlocks it nervously, to see his conversation with Regulus appearing.
James: hi, it’s James, from maths class :) i wanted to know if you were free tonight? i think you’re cool, and i’d like to know you better
James: so if you’re free some time, tell me
Regulus: Hi James. Thanks. I am free tonight, and yes, I think it would be nice to hang out sometime. 
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viscari-a · 17 days
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MariClaw AUs
AU thinking let's go. Bad boy x sunshine is a classic dynamic and I saw MariClaw (marinette x claw noir) and the possibilities are endless. Since I'm a love square shipper this is going to be MariClaw and Marinette x Emo!Adrien! Highkey I headcanon that Adrien became emo because Marinette did it first so I'm not going to dive into mechanics of why Adrien is emo but Marinette isn't. I would say 'maybe he watched too much anime' but the brand of claw noir feels a bit more more wattpad bad boy (back in 2016) than shoujo bad boy, depending on the shoujo. He's been pining for literal years AU
maybe she once gave him a bandaid, maybe he's always seen her from afar and curiousity became love, who knows! Point is, he's liked her for SO long and when he's given the chance to go to school, he's super excited because that's the school she goes to!! Cue manga cliches and the title is probably something like "The New Delinquent is Actually a Softie at Heart and He's is in Love With Me???" It could be so cliche, with very lighthearted and cute romcom moments. maybe a secret admirer AU!!
It could also be super angst/fluff. Marinette thinks the whole thing is a prank, or doesn't think he actually likes her, and it's the slowest burn or the most comedy romcom. OR it's the first person who appreciates her slash doesnt bully her (the standards are low here, kids, cause i'm going on the assumption she's heavily bullied), and it's a story of self-acceptance! All of these ideas assume that Adrien has the bravery to approach her and talk to her though :> (not quite romantically, thats up to you. Personally, I think he's too shy to be able to blatantly flirt) Integration of Claw Noir is possible is so many ways that I'm not going to go into it. He joined the Supreme to get back at her bullies + protect her AU I once read a villain!chat blanc fic where he and her are soulmates and he does questionable things like follow her around and is kind of wary but also curious. This would have the same vibes! Could also be more wholesome/pining where he stays in the shadows. Plus hurt/comfort when she realizes, plus the fact that his powers are corroding him! Sick fic potential Can also be a lovesquare enemies to lovers (+ mistaken/secret identity), if Ladybug is part of the Resistance and Claw Noir is with the Supreme ;) The Balcony cliche AU
Marinette has mixed feelings on the Supreme but there's one hero who she sees a lot (potential for pining on Claw's part) and it bothers her so much that one day she meets him on the balcony and gives him food and it becomes a Thing! Traditional Marichat vibes but with a more kuu/tsun-dere Noir
Reverse crush AU There's a certain brand of danmei where the MC is really really shy and it's a lot of angst until the ML realizes that the stoic MC is just shy and is actually the cutest, kindest person ever. This! Is! EmoAdrien x Marinette!! One of the potentials, anyway. Marinette thinks Adrien hates her because he keeps glaring/staring at her (and all the stares she's used to are judgemental ones), only talks to her in clipped sentences, and never goes near her. Then, something happens!! Maybe he gives his umbrella to an abandoned cat or something, idk. Point is, she gets more interested and it's a slow burn-ish progressive romance :) Now the above [she thinks he hates her] except he keeps partnering her with projects and events and everything and she's really confused by the mixed signals so can he please stop. I think everyone collectively died when EmoAdrien realized + quietly blushed in the movie so flirting would be SO fun here because both of them would get really embarrassed.
Secret Identity AU Maybe the secret is that he's Claw Noir or the secret is that he's Adrien Agreste but either way it'll be fun :> Maybe she hates his alt persona so he dies a little inside everytime she makes a comment or a jab and this can be either very comedic or very angsty or both Dengeki Daisy AU, same scenario, enough said. Would probably be more interesting if its Claw Noir + OG Adrien / Chat Noir + EmoAdrien, just to have more of a switch. (In Dengeki Daisy, MC has online friend A who she's never met, and a classmate B who she kind of hates. She talks to A about B, where she rants about B and A comforts her. A and B are the same people).
Manhwa style
Sweet, strong, feminine, girlboss MC? With a the stoic, rich, powerful, smitten ML? say less. He might be more of a tsundere than stoic, though. Gabriel Agreste is definitely the hidden boss. Could be the above but also a villainess/reincarnation/transmigation AU. Reincarnated into a game like an RPG or Stardew or something could also be fun, and bonus points if Mari liked him (as a character) before transmigation!
Gaming AU! Gaming AU. Maybe they meet in a game, on Discord, or because they're always playing at the same time and get matched? This is so beautifully canonical. Especially when Adrien is home schooled, he probably gets really attached to his online friend. And if they're both bullied?? they're each other's comfort (be careful to not let this be co-dependent, unless you're going for that). Can have secret identity AU. But, in my personal opinion, the super cute option is to also have them realize on their own! Maybe they've been doing discord calls for ages and recognize each other's voice. Maybe he's been telling her about the school and they realize they're going to attend the same one! Tbh this doesnt have to be mariclaw but the vibes are cute
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Yeah Claw Noir doesn't have to have superpowers in all/most of the AUs
Marinette is a loner/bullied in most of these AUs because otherwise it feels a bit too much like a Mary Sue/self-insert (cute competent popular girl meets famous pretty emo boy who hates everyone except her). Can it be done if she's friends with Nino and Alya? Yep. Heavier themes on friendship where Alya (and maybe Nino) are more wary at first but grow to like him and help him be more self-confident. Less romance focus, more character development/trauma healing
If we're going with canon then for all of these, a true happy ending would involve the Supreme being dealt with, but I don't want to deal with that (plus I don't think we know who he is, anyway)
I realize a lot of these are a flavor of Chat Blanc but I had already written it all anyway
Personally, I am a sucker for smitten x insecure and EmoAdrien x OGMari fit that to a tee. Emo x Sunshine I have mixed feelings on because boi have I read a lot of that, but if it's done well it's super cute and MariClaw does that really well!! I could probably think of more AUs but I've already spent at least half an hour purely typing I pretty highly doubt I'll write any of these since they feel like longer fics + I don't have enough canon info on Claw Noir to comfortably characterize him; if anyone wants to write or draw something based on these then feel free to!
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plumellaebearnook · 18 days
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I finished iwwv a few days ago, and obvi cant stop thinking about it. Here are my thoughts.😵‍💫
‼️Spoilers‼️
Specifically, I can’t stop thinking about James and how upset he must have been, for all the multitude of reasons he would be.
Everytime I think about how he didn’t want to stay in the Castle, and def didnt wanna stay in his and Oliver’s room alone (whenever oli stayed with Meredith), always on walks or somewhere else we don’t know, I felt sooo bad for him.😭 And how Oliver explained that he hadnt seen or barely saw James for a couple days before the combat class.
I was so upset I felt sick.😫 Like— James is grappling with keeping two secrets from Oliver: one, that he’s in love with him, and two, the murder. So he watches his best friend end up with Meredith and he can’t do anything about it. And then there’s the fear of letting the truth out about Richard and potentially not being accepted by Oliver anymore, not as a friend, let alone as a lover.
Just… how isolating that must have been for him. Not being able to tell—I assume—the only person in the world he’d want to speak to about what happened, and also how he clearly felt unworthy of Oliver bc of what he did. While oliver didn’t believe that he was worthy of james as well—always the sidekick. GOD I HATE IT😖😖
(Sidenote, that point when Oli realizes why James was never at the house, and didn’t want to be alone in their room, bc James asks Wren to come to bed with him. Like yeah, Oliver, catch up. That shit fucking hurt.)
For context, I read through the whole book wondering when they would kiss bc I read a spoiler about it and I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR IT TO BE 16 PAGES FROM THE END WTF. So many times throughout they were literally this close 🤏 from each other and I was like, “this has got to be it, right??” lmaoo
And I’m sure that for both of them, maybe more James than Oliver, they were afraid of messing up their friendship or afraid of being rejected by the other. Which I usually love that about the friends-to-lovers trope, but I could not handle the angst in this fucking book, i was, and still am, distraught😭😭
“‘I never wanted you to look at me the way you’re looking at me right now.’”
FUCK
And then Oliver calling James a prince in that iconic line!!
(seriously tho, Richard used the term “prince” numerous times and meant it in a derogatory way, but Oliver saying it with acceptance, forgiveness, and affection, I—🫠)
Then when the both of them notice Colborne is off to the side, they know things are not going to be the same, and James realizes he might not see oliver again (at least not out of prison, knowing he would be forced to confess im sure), so he cant hold back anymore and kisses oliver. And in that one moment, they experience all the pain and emotion of this is our first kiss, but also (likely) our last.☹️☹️☹️
I get the point of the slow burn and gay tragedy, but MY GOD I just wanted these two boys to be happy.
So I am on the delusional side of things; they deserve a happy ending. James HAS to be alive, plss omgg. (i love reading the theories in fanfics of where ppl believe James disappeared to.) (Also, didnt realize he drove all the way to washington state to drown himself btw, didnt consider where the san juan islands were, just something i looked up and thought was interesting, anyways)
They’re so in love😭😭 I can’t stand it. Espec James. I feel so fucking bad for him, just thinking about how much he was struggling.
Moments that broke me:
- When James showed up at Oliver’s house unannounced. (which ofc he would, where else would he go, who else would he go to or want to be near.)
- Alexander said James couldn’t pick himself up off the floor for like half a week when Oliver was first arrested.
- The kiss on the hand, the last time they saw each other.
- The hope in Oliver when he’s finally out and all he wants is to see James.
- Oliver breaking down at Meredith’s place.
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Okay, now this is just a few other notes I had on the story.
First is just a theory of mine, but I don’t believe James and Wren had any kind of romantic or sexual relationship. I believe it was always platonic / protective. Bc I think that James knew he was in love with Oliver way early on in their friendship, and just didn’t want to admit it for obvious reasons.
(I also think it’s possible James could have resented his feelings for Oliver bc of how Richard taunted him being the smallest of the boys and, perhaps, for being a little fruity and whatnot, so when Oliver ended up with Meredith, I think maybe he focused on Wren as a distraction, the way Oliver used Meredith.)
Also, I dont think oliver is bi, i think he is gay. I thought he was bi at first because—well clearly he’s with meredith, but i started to reconsider when I remembered how he said he’s never brought a girl home before, and he only seems to like meredith bc everyone does and everyone’s supposed to. She’s the conventionally attractive one, and yk, that’s what a lot of queer ppl veer toward. A sort of, idk if its performative heterosexuality or what, but Oliver ends up following the social script for how a presumably straight/cis person is supposed to act. Maybe there’s also the attention from someone like Meredith that feels enticing to him. How she’s considered to be “the hottest girl” at their school and all that, and what being with her would mean for him. I just think Oliver is oblivious to his superficial feelings for her.
Another thing I wanted to mention is that I feel the story lacks in-depth characterization.
Maybe that was a choice to focus on the characters’ archetypes, how they get pigeon-holed to play certain people, but I personally thought it made them feel empty and I couldn’t connect to them. I felt like I didn’t get the full or clear picture of who each character was. Meaning sometimes they didn’t feel like an actual, real person I could meet.
I wish there was more complexity to them, I wish we got to see how each of their internal conflicts—how they deal with their archtypes and their struggle to go against it or accept it, how it causes them distress. I think more explicit examples of that would’ve helped fill in the gaps of their personalities for me. There should have been more moments in the book to show the full depth of who they are, maybe compared to who they want to be. (Not to mention, some characters def got more development than others.)
To be honest, a lot of the story felt disjointed, broken, and put together with pieces missing. Apart from the lack of individual character depth, the dynamics and relationships between the friend group felt somehow superficial and empty as well. I kept thinking how they’ve been friends for three years, but it seemed as though they didn’t really know each other sometimes.
Anyway, that’s all I can think of right now, idk if anyone else felt this way. I’d like to know if someone did/does, bc I honestly felt like there should’ve been more to the story, as I said above it seems like pieces are missing that i beleive if expanded upon would have helped to really develop the characters’ identities, their relationships between each other, and also helped to connect with the audience better.
But maybe I’m just picky🤷 tbh the story resembled one of those average netflix original tv shows most of the time I read through it lol.
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kagulyhan · 1 year
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This thread is dedicated to explain whole situation going with me, my life and my dissapearance for 1 month for all of you guys.
❗️ A LOT OF SENSITIVE CONTENT AND TOPICS ❗️
I need help :c Ty for your time ♥
Hey everyone! Long time no see! I'm so sorry for dissapearing without knowing what happened but… I was hospitalized with allergic suffocation and skin illness and been in hospital for a week :) I'm home now but I could really use your help with situation I'm in >< .
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Long story short: I got cold -> my home got porch renovation right when I got ill -> smell of toxic paint toxicated me for 2 weeks (without any way to awoid it or vent it out) -> I got allergic reaction with my skin being burned and itchy -> It got worse and worse.
I had teally high temperature but worse - REALLY BAD Atopic dermatitis (AD) of 90% of my body the whole time and for the timebeing cared in my local clinic.
Sadly, their diagnosises were wrong and they treated me until I can go on my own without suffocation symptoms.
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Rest of medical research and search of the actual reasons of this hardcore AD have been on me and my finances that are still not great.
Still I managed to find some money and seek help with paid medical care. It's still going and not every details are clear for me yet.
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When I got hospitalized and healed for quite some time. I couldn't reach you all out beacuse of slow internet and lack of VPN services so I just have had to wait until now. I was in a standalone "box" for most of the time with only books to read.
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After that I was busy finding right clinic and medicine centers that could actually help me and I had to deal with annoying feeling of itchy, painfuly dry skin without proper care or literally ANY way to feel better and not worse.
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My life is not in danger anymore but I spent a lot of time and resources being ill and there's still a lot of rehabilitation ahead, mostly for my skin, immune system and GI tract that needs care. Mostly diets, medicine and some other (expencive) ristricts.
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While 90% of my skin have been damaged it will cause me discomfort almost everytime if not cared properly. It's itchy and dry, flaking here and there (not to mention a lot of microcracks causing pain) so I can't be as active as before without proper medicine for a while.
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AND DAMN THAT MEDICINE EXPENSIVE. I really didn't knew and didn't even thought about how unforgivable AD can really be for budget and mental stability of common person. It's almost imposible to handle on your own.
So I have to ask you all for help. I'm not gonna lie I did spend mote than 500$ (450€) on all of the things and there's still more to handle and get over with.
It may seem not a big number but IT IS for the country I'm currently live in…
You can help me and donate HERE
or
request comission from me with my ARTISTREE
(but I must warn you that I can't tell you the deadline because it depends on my health and resources (but I'll try and do it ASAP)
Thank you so much for your time! ♥
I'll really appreciate any reposts and any help right now! TwT
Please stay healty and remember - everything will be alright, we just need to try a little harder >w< ♥
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Louis & Mitch x Reader who loves to dance
LOUIS
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One thing if your dancing he's right there dancin' with you
It's a given
It's not full blown dancing, y'know those dances you have when you have energy to burn?
He's gonna be watching you do that
But like with full blown love
He doesn't care if it's in public
Fuck that
Doesn't care who's watching, who's around
His literal enemy could be around
But boy is immediately jumping out of his seat and joining you
Lifes too short to care what people think of you, especially after the world goes to shit
He has this little thing where he HAS to dip you
He doesn't know why
It may be the fact when everything was okay before the apocalypse
When his parents were still together and before their divorce and before he was shipped off to Ericson
His parents were like very in love, he could tell
That's a fact why he felt so guilty after what he had done to their marriage
Even from a young age
He would see his mom and dad dancing around like those people on TV
He also loved those movies where couples would be dancing anywhere, mainly in the rain
He always wanted that
And he would join in on his parents dancing when young
So to see you dancing around made him think that he has actually accomplished something
Something that he wanted since he was young, or something his parents had who were visibly in love
So yeah, he's dancing with you
Cause he shows his love, a very bubbly and affectionate boy
May crack a few jokes while dancing but never at your dancing or at you
Slow dance with him, especially if it's raining.
You have too
Won't forgive you if he asked and you don't
A grudge he will hold onto forever
Slow dancing is something he loves because he gets to hold you
It reminds him of what he has and that he has someone who loves him just as much
MITCH
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He didn't get why you danced
But hey, if you liked it you liked it
He secretly loved it though
He watches, like, everytime he sees you dancing
He's watching
Like a damn hawk
He won't up and join you in public
But alone?
Hell yeah
Someone might walk in on you both dancing like wild men but he won't care at that point
He'll probably dance with you, not slow dancing, he isn't that romantic like Louis
But he'll spin you, hell, he'll even dip you
He'll maybe even pick you up and spin you
It gives him some nostalgia
Before it all he had a little sister, he doesn't know what happened to her but before he love her
His sister watched shows where people danced
His family didn't have enough money, but his little sister was in dance class
His little was very close with him and adored him
They had an age gap, she was maybe 4-5 he was 10-11
His sister was in ballet
So he would help her practice
He would spin and pick her up
I think that's why he liked spinning you, like those small ones where you hold your S/O's hand over their head and spin them
It comforted him a little with some nostalgia
He also found it funny when you would just drag him into your dancing
He's just sitting there and yelps as you come in and drag him into it
Thinks your crazy sometimes
But eh, he loves you
So who cares
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Hello! Please could I make another request for Mitch and Louis with an S/O who loves to dance? Like she’s always dancing around in public even if there’s no music playing?
Also I just wanted to say thank you so much for doing my other requests it always cheers me up and then I’m bouncing off the walls with excitement lmao! I truly appreciate them your very talented <:) <<333
(Hey! Sure I can, I like doing some dances too, lmao. And no problem for making the others! I loves writing them, thanks for reading my stuff and requesting! Anyways, Enjoy!)
LOUIS AND MITCH X READER WHO LOVES TO DANCE
LOUIS
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(I'm sorry but look at him go 😭 I love him sm seriously, the perfectest boy ever. Can you tell I love him?)
One thing if your dancing he's right there dancin' with you
It's a given
It's not full blown dancing, y'know those dances you have when you have energy to burn?
He's gonna be watching you do that
But like with full blown love
He doesn't care if it's in public
Fuck that
Doesn't care who's watching, who's around
His literal enemy could be around
But boy is immediately jumping out of his seat and joining you
Lifes too short to care what people think of you, especially after the world goes to shit
He has this little thing where he HAS to dip you
He doesn't know why
It may be the fact when everything was okay before the apocalypse
When his parents were still together and before their divorce and before he was shipped off to Ericson
His parents were like very in love, he could tell
That's a fact why he felt so guilty after what he had done to their marriage
Even from a young age
He would see his mom and dad dancing around like those people on TV
He also loved those movies where couples would be dancing anywhere, mainly in the rain
He always wanted that
And he would join in on his parents dancing when young
So to see you dancing around made him think that he has actually accomplished something
Something that he wanted since he was young, or something his parents had who were visibly in love
So yeah, he's dancing with you
Cause he shows his love, a very bubbly and affectionate boy
May crack a few jokes while dancing but never at your dancing or at you
Slow dance with him, especially if it's raining.
You have too
Won't forgive you if he asked and you don't
A grudge he will hold onto forever
Slow dancing is something he loves because he gets to hold you
It reminds him of what he has and that he has someone who loves him just as much
MITCH
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(I love him sm. No words to describe my love.)
He didn't get why you danced
But hey, if you liked it you liked it
He secretly loved it though
He watches, like, everytime he sees you dancing
He's watching
Like a damn hawk
He won't up and join you in public
But alone?
Hell yeah
Someone might walk in on you both dancing like wild men but he won't care at that point
He'll probably dance with you, not slow dancing, he isn't that romantic like Louis
But he'll spin you, hell, he'll even dip you
He'll maybe even pick you up and spin you
It gives him some nostalgia
Before it all he had a little sister, he doesn't know what happened to her but before he loved her very fucking much
His sister watched shows where people danced
His family didn't have a lot of money, but his little sister was in dance class
His little was very close with him and adored him
They had an age gap, she was maybe 4-5 he was 10-11
His sister was in ballet
So he would help her practice
He would spin and pick her up
I think that's why he liked spinning you, like those small ones where you hold your S/O's hand over their head and spin them
It comforted him a little with some nostalgia
He also found it funny when you would just drag him into your dancing
He's just sitting there and yelps as you come in and drag him into it
Thinks your crazy sometimes
But eh, he loves you
So who cares
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I WAS MINDING MY DAMN BUSINESS LISTENING TO ONE OF MY FAV SONGS AND THE BUS OF CODE PHIL RAN INTO ME AND DESTROYED MY LIFE anyway which witch by florence + the machine (best artist ever) oh my god is literally him in the worst way possible the pain the agony (also if u don't want anymore song recs idm^^ ik I've left quite a bit in the askbox but I can slow down if needed :] )
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And it's my whole heart
Weighed and measured inside
And it's an old scar
Trying to bleach it out
And it's my whole heart
Deemed and delivered a crime
I'm on trial, waiting 'til the beat comes out
I'm on trial, waiting 'til the beat comes out
Who's a heretic now?
Am I making sense?
How can you make it stick?
Waiting 'til the beat comes out
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this verse radiates energy from the realization he has of his history with the federation combined with them realizing that he's figured them out and need to make quick work of him in order to keep him in line. not only messing with him physically in experiments but also mentally in making sure to break him down and making him look crazy in order to decrease his threat levels towards any future acts they may commit against the people of the island. also the 'deemed and delivered a crime' can also associate with the brief period of certain members of the island learning about phils federation lineage and creating contingency plans behind his back in case he goes rogue to attack them. (of course he does but not willingly ;-;)
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I'm not beat up by this yet
You can't tell me to regret
Been in the dark since the day we met
Fire, help me to forget
And it's my whole heart
While tried and tested, it's mine
And it's my whole heart
Trying to reach it out
And it's my whole heart
Burned but not buried this time
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oh this part verrrrry specifically is what made everything click right in my mind for this au- especially when thinking about his friendship with etoiles. when I hear this section, I got reminded of the 'repairs' the federation forces onto phil with every trip, how everytime they continue and continue to crack him more and more and shatter him into pieces but he keeps getting. back. up. no matter what they do to him, at the end it's etoiles who's there to keep reminding him that he is still his own person, at his core he is whole and the federation can't take away who he is for long. everytime the federation fucks him up and tries to make it seem as if nothing had happened with the memory wipes of said experiments, this time,, phil has people alongside him to help him remember who he is. the repetition of 'and it's my whole heart' is so codebreakers in this au with it being phil repeating the mantras etoiles has instilled in his mind that he's still his own person and he is still good despite all the damage the federation not only inflicts on him but attends to inflict onto others. it's very good that many of the island members he surrounds himself with are powerful enough to make sure he isn't hurting others physically. mentally though, seeing a good friend lose himself and have to constantly remind himself of who he is can be taxing on the mind.
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Chained and shackled, oh
All that gravel, oh
It's a pity, oh
Never to return
But I never learn
It's a pity, oh
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the repeating outro reminds me very specifically of the conditioning training the federation instilled in phils head. acknowledging the metaphorical weights they placed upon him to keep him shackled to them and the island- not only when referring to him unconsciously returning to them in times of enhanced stress and post-acts of rule breaking, but in the clips of his wings that leave him physically immobile when in the world of the skies that he so desperately wants to go back too
AAAAAAAAAAA so many florence songs r him rn it literally inspired me to make a q!phil playlist bc of it and the brain is braininggggggg. also wow with having like 3 song asks shoved in here im really living up to the disc anon name LMAOOOOOO - 💿
Can I just say I am absolutely in love with how you connect lyrics to things and explain them and word everything??? Because HELLO????
ADDING THIS TO THE PLAYLIST POST AS SOON AS I GET DONE WRITING THIS RESPONSE
Honestly the overall song gives me kind of.. angry vibes?? As in connecting it to the code au, it feels like a song that connects to Phils anger towards the Federation that‘s fueled by his close friends, but especially so by Etoiles who has been there for him as much as possible. Repeatingly helping him back up no matter how many times he‘s forced back down to kneel, to submit.
THIS SONG IS SO GOOD WAAAH
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btsmakesmehappy · 2 years
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C-drama recommendation (part 2)
Helloo! I’m back with another post about how Chinese drama stole my heart. I randomly watched my favorite c-drama of all time: falling into your smile for the nth time. followed by reading fanfics in Ao3 because I just couldn’t get enough of it. I just feel I want more, more fluff and love.
soo I looked for another title I can binge watch (whilst I’m depressed because of my thesis lmao, procrastinating FTW)
1. Go Go Squid! (2019)
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the story is about a girl, Tong nian, (genius, written in the official synopsis, but not really portrayed well in the drama) who fell in love with cool, hot-looking, older guy, Han, who happened to be famous. (It’s so lame how the girl just blindly followed the guy and not do her research first. I almost died from second embarrassment in the earlier episodes.) they started fake dating, and date for real.
what I love
the guy is hot, the K&K members also hot. (WUBAI my love)
the topic CTF looks fun and anti-mainstream
how tsundere Han is
the friendship portrayed nicely
how the drama literally focuses on the hugs, pats, (kisses in the latter episode), first kiss done abruptly which is so cute and real
10-year difference - kinda hot
the other characters are impactful
the misunderstandings in the earlier episodes are so funny
THE KISSES ARE SUPER HOT (cdrama classics)
What I hate
CTF looks fun, it’s shame that the competition just so fast, suddenly winning.
the flashbacks are so damn long
How Han is just so childish and mad all of the time
I just hope the awkward Han shown longer than the loving Han, because I felt it would portray Han’s character more (I know love can change people, but I hope for some dramatic and gradual changes)
I would rate 7,5/10.
I’d recommend but I don’t think I will watch it again when I’m bored
2. Go Go Squid 2: Dt. Appledog’s time (2021)
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it’s like a spinoff of the first season, maybe you can say it’s in different universe. The story tells about the man, Wubai, who fell in love with Aiqing and joined robotics because of her (as she’s like goddess in robotics). she eventually fell in love when she met him for a competition. but suddenly Wubai gone missing.
this story is like Fluff, mutual pining, slow burn in one. 
What I love
the main characters Wu bai and Ai qing are so damn beautiful
robotics looks fun, they showed the robotic combat very nicely
THE FLUFF oh my god. my heart was beating so fast, I screamed silently everytime they interact. SO FLUFFY I WANNA DIE
mutual pining and slowburn, it’s just like I want to push both of them together.
I love how he respect and care about her, his dedication to love and pursue her, portrayed beautifully in the drama.
just LOVE how he announce his love, especially the one when he changed the name of the competition for her, and how he showed everyone who were against of their relationship that he fell deeply in love with her and inspired him for 10 years by telling people what DT stands for
THEIR LOVING GAZES for each other like the world in only theirs
The pre-ending scenes in most of the episode, are so beautiful. they show how the progress of their love
It’s funnier than the first season.
how mature the couple is. no major misunderstanding.
IT REALLY SHOWS HOW PURE THEIR LOVE
THE KISSES OMG
it didn’t focus on the friendship, just their love, second couple’s love, with a some of robotics
What I hate
some of the other characters are not impactful. the face, and the acting are just meh
the head count for the K&K team is annoying (because they want to include Han, but he rarely showed up in the drama)
the settings look like studio
I would rate 9/10 because of the beautiful love story. nice plot. although cliche love story (but I just love it). (I’m just hopeless romantic)
This drama made me questioned myself, “where can I find someone like Wu bai?” he’s so pretty and unreal, and how he loves her so deeply made me drool in envy.
definitely recommend, and definitely watch it again whenever I want to watch some lovey dovey, fluffy, romance
That’s all for now. I must stop watching because I have to study lmao. C-dramas are so underrated while they have interesting plots and hot kisses. But I also hate how they have like 30++ episodes. it’s tiring and addicting to watch at the same time.
Bye for now!!
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khaleesiofalicante · 2 years
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Helloooooo!!
As promised, an update on my stupid love-life :)
So, I went out with him yesterday after classes, right?
I invited him to get ice cream but he told me he would invite me first for something to eat (we have this "fight" about how he never lets me pay. And I mean never!! And I promised him I would pay for us someday, so we kinda "argue" about it everytime we go out lmao. He couldn't even let me pay for dessert if he didn't pay first for something else😂)
Anyway, we went out to a different place that we usually go, we ate, talk, walked for some time, ate again and talk. This may seem boring but by god we have the best and weirdest conversations all the time!!!
And like, last week we were discussing about how you should be careful about telling your best friend if you have romantic feelings for then. And he was in the "You should tell them bc what if it leads to something great?!" position, and I was more in the "You shouldn't tell them bc what if it ends up really bad?!" position. We are always arguing about something (affectionate of course). We argue about cereal, flowers, music... literally you can put a subject I'm front of us, say "discuss" and we pull out the best fucking arguments against each other. Kinda love that 😎
Well, now he was the one in the "You shouldn't tell them bc friendship may be more important" argument!! And now I was in the "You should tell them bc it can lead to many good things and it can make your relationship stronger even!!" argument!!
We fucking convinced each other last week with all our arguments!! But now we were on the opposite position again!!! God, we are idiots kdhdkdjdk
And we were discussing and pulling each other's arguments and istg I think we knew we were talking about us but we both refuse to acknowledge it!!!
At the end I won (obviously lmao) and he once again admitted you should tell your friend of you've got feelings for them, even if you think the other won't feel the same, it might surprise you...
Idk what's happening??!?! Is my life a fanfic with 'idiots-to-lovers'???? 'friends-to-lovers'????? Burn slow as fuck????
Besides that, we talked A LOT more! We never run out of conversation, talking about families, sisters, alcoholic drinks, normal drinks, the russian government, how people should take a shower, places were it's illegal to be gay, etc (he knows I'm bi. And he kinda was the courage I needed to come out to my dad) And yes. We talked about all of that.
Anyway, it went great tbh. We had lots of fun. Even if its as something romantic or not, we have great time together. And we realized we are close to the anniversary of one years of knowing each other!!! (Definitely feels like more bc we know a lot about each other) so we were talking about 'celebrating' or going out or something 💙
This was long. Uff. I was going to write this yesterday but I was so fricking tired lmao.
Take care!!! And hope you are better and well rested!! This is a threat btw🔪
Ily💙💙
The way I am utterly obsessed with this 👀
I need constant updates (respectfully asking) or I will sue. Also, yall get your shit together pls. As much as I love reading slow burns, they are exhausting irl!
PS - Regardless of where this goes and what this is, I'm so glad you found this person because you absolutely deserve to have such love, laughter, and support around you. But I'm even gladder he found you because everyone deserves a Noah in their life 💙
Also, this is me these days:
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𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙙𝙤 𝙄 𝙛𝙞𝙩?
Diluc Ragnivindr x fem-bodied reader.
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❗WARNINGS ❗: MDI (MINORS DON'T INTERACT OR EREN IS COMING FOR Y'ALL), 18+ sexual contents ahead, nsfw, angst at the beginning (read the important note please) , slow burn-ish(?), SPOILER ALERT ⚠️ (Diluc's backstory is revealed a lil) Hurt/comfort, Fighting, Hatefuck, Hard Dom!Diluc x reader (later the mf is soft asf mmm), oral (receiving), fingering, temperature play, degradation, outdoor/public sex, extreme spanking, mask kink (sorry I'm kinda a whore for masks >//<), praise kink (receiving), reverse comfort, making up, emotional!Diluc (idk, I just see him being vulnerable around those he genuinely trusts) anddd I think that's it. Imk if I missed anything.
𝑷𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒄𝒆: 𝑯𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒎 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒈𝒆
𝚆𝚘𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝: 2.5k
⚠️ important note: before becoming basically a smut writer, I wrote and was into Angst (a little too much, a little sus?), I still very much am ehe~. Don't mind me posting angst now and then 🤪. On a real note, please remember this is a work of fiction, I have no intention of making a character look bad nor romanticize arguments and problems in relationships. But I will say this, it's very real. No relationships is gonna be 💯%, never. Communication is a must <3 If this may seen triggering, please avoid reading this! I love angst because there's realism in it and writing about it with comforting/spiCy (joking) endings or even reading other amazing writers helps me cope with my own bs. Lemme know what y'all think of this and if I should make more of others. Reading shit like this sometimes is very heavy, so hotties y'all better remember to take care of yourself and remember that you're loved. Mwah 💋 <3
Note : Sooo, Im in the mid of writing something 'bout Albedo 👀 (stay tuned for that babez) so like suddenly I just blink and see that I've written this whole shit about Diluc /j 🧍🏻‍♀️ damn, my bad 🤪 ik hella crazy but it is what it is. Ohhh and I'm literally going on a trip to the beach literally in the morning buuuuut it's about drive, it's about powe- anyway, sorry I lagged irl. As I was saying, fuck sleeping 😩🤟 (/j, please don't be like my dumbass.) LEMME KNOW Y'ALL'S THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS as this is my first angst here and if I should continue 👽 and uh, oh yeah THANK YOU FOR THE INSANE AMOUNT OF FUCKING SUPPORT, BRO WHAT?!!?!! YALL GOT ME CRYING AND SHIT. THANK YOUSM 💓🫂 UDRHJEDJ okay enough, I realize how long this is getting, Oop$. Reblogs and notes are appreciated alot!! Suggestions/requests are very much open. (Ya gal's a little empty in the head sometimes, it's very much appreciated too >//<) Aite I'll shutup now though lmaojshdj- (-_-;)・・・
You stare off into the distance, you felt sick and lonely. You felt hurt. This is not what should've happened. You and him were supposed to be happy. Your hand digging into the flesh of your palm, leaving a crescent mark caused by your nails. The events from 2 days ago left you restless and emotionally exhausted in the middle of the forest.
You understood being in a relationship with none other than Diluc was not going to be rainbows and unicorns, you understood he disliked PDA, wanting to keep his reputation clean and just in general wanting to keep what you two share behind the comfortable door of the Dawn winery. But for the past few weeks, you felt as though you were getting ignored, just totally shoved to the side like it's nothing. Waking up to find the cold bed empty is not something new to you but doesn't mean it hurts any less everytime. You tried to understand his problems and tried somewhat of a helping hand to him but only to get pushed aside.
"Thank you for the offer dear but I'm fine."
"I'd like to do my work in peace, I hope you understand."
"Please shut the door behind you."
Biting your lips hard and blinking away the tears, you went on, letting him be and carrying on. You were a ticking bomb, tolerating things until you couldn't anymore. You weren't asking for much, you wanted to be in a more committed relationship, like marriage. You both weren't getting any younger and have been together for years now yet Diluc didn't see the necessities of that. You accepted that too. You weren't asking for much. Just his love and time was enough but unfortunately you were deprived of them too.
Your hands slam hard on the table, "Diluc I can't explain this enough, can you not see it for yourself how distant you've been?" You yell, being already tired of the argument. From all the stress and burden of running the Tavern and being the Darknight Hero by night has already taken a toll on him. And the start of an argument with you was the last straw. Cutting the string from which he was barely hanging on. "I don't have time for this." He mumbles, walking past you but you didn't cave in this time, you raised your hand and block his way. "You don't have time for anything anymore. It's now or never! You're not going anywhere, Diluc." You say, shaky voice and fury dancing in your eyes, "it takes two for a relationship! Two goddamnit!" You say, your hand weakly hits him in the chest, "I feel like I don't exist! You're overworking yourself and I want the fucking best for you-"
"Oh? you do?" He asks, mockingly, all self restraint going out the window. "Because hearing you complain like this rather tells me a different story." You cock up your brows in irritation, "Oh so now, caring about your health is complaining. You're being ridiculous" you gritted your teeth, Diluc now standing so close to you that it was almost comforting. What changed it though was the fact he leaned down enough to be inches away from your face as he chuckles, you can tell he's angry. "You don't understand anything, do you y/n? You do know well enough I need to be present in order for my business to run smoothly and by night, Im around Mondstadt making sure the civilians are safe because I'd be damned if I ever trust the Knights of Favonius ever again." He snarled, making you nervous but from the adrenaline rush, your anger didn't falter. "Say Diluc, where do I fit? Hmm?" You ask, diluc pauses and you can see the conflict behind his crimson eyes, he was taking far too long to reply to you. Well then, I guess you had your answer.
You look away for the first time and laugh as you realize how dull you started to feel. Visually it seemed like the colours around you drained and now only darkness took over. Without another word, you run out the door faster than you ever had and mindlessly without a sense of direction, you ran. You ran and ran, from between the grapevines, then through the forest. Only stopping as you gasped for air. Your lungs screamed for oxygen, your legs ached but that wasn't even the worst part.
You never heard him chasing after you, to stop you from leaving and it crushed you.
Now here you were, heartbroken in the whispering woods, picking up lampgrass flowers lazily, for what reason? you don't know. Maybe they reminded you of him. You laugh at yourself from how ridiculous all of this was getting. You hadn't dare to step inside the city nor go anywhere around the dawn winery in the past 2 days. The nature became your home, dipping in the lakes, sleeping under the open sky and living off of fruits and meals cooked on the camp fire. You just don't know what to do. Is this the end?
Are you two officially..broken up? Just like that? You remember everything back every moment and think if you became just too overbearing, s high maintenance person. If you were expecting too much, if this is all your fault.
Tears fill up your eyes again as you held your face in your hands, stopping yourself from another crying session. Footsteps could you heard and you felt unnerved. Your head shot up and looked around frantically, standing up fast and grabbing your weapon. Before you knew it though, red consumed your line of vision and the dull blade you had in your hands, which you were clutching onto for dear life goes flying off to somewhere you can never find it again as your back hits a tree. You yelp in shock, you weren't hurt though. Not when the familiar warm arms held your back and no matter how hard the impact was, you were shield from the blow. Your eyes widening as the face of the man you love stares back at you, the only difference was the mask he had on. His chest heaving for air but still, his expression of rage never falters. "You could've gotten yourself killed!" He yells at your face, your head roll to the side as a weak chuckle escapes from your mouth, "ah, the dark knight hero. You're suddenly very caring-" "Enough already!"
He huffs out air in frustration. You look past him as you tried to struggle out of his hold. "let fucking go, Ragnivindr." your loud voice rings out into the woods, radio silence taking over as his eyes watches you struggle, you could barely push him away. "You're not going anywhere." He mumbles, lowly.
"Just fucking go, leave me alone, fucking go away- go leave leav-" "fuck you." That was the last thing he says before his lips shuts you up soon enough. The kiss was anything but gentle. It was filled rage and hate. Messy and desperate yet the relief washing over Diluc made him light headed. Teeth clattering at times but most importantly, both of you fought for dominance, diluc's teeth often sinking down on your bottom lip as you try to pull away to breathe. "Fuck-" you tried to speak, "stop- I need to b-breathe." Pulling away for a second as the long string of saliva dripped down his chin, diluc could say one thing. "You don't need to, sweetheart." You almost agreed with him. From how desperate his lips kept getting on yours, felt like you were breathing for the first time ever after so long. You felt Alive in his arms.
Soon he pulls away, both of you were panting for air but Diluc left you no chance for that as soon as you both pulled away, your body was used like a rag doll as he now had you turned around and bend over. "Wai-" you were off by the sound of your dress getting torn up along with your underwear. You gasp as you felt his warm hand smacked your ass hard. "Now- say.." he begins, rubbing his hand on your bum to sooth out the pain as your lips trembled. "What should I even do to you." You hear him say next right beside your ear. You tried to speak but the exhaustion was catching upto you. "You ran away, you ran away from me." He mutters, using his vision to warm him his hands more as then proceeds to smack your ass harder than the last. The heat from his palm had you gasping for air. He groans at your cute little expressions and tears before chuckling as he notices your arousal dripping down your thighs, "I've just now hurt you and you're getting off to this?" He mumbles, his voice darkening with lust, amused even though it was not the first time, "Disgusting little whore." Again proceeding to hit you harder as you let out choked cries out of pleasure. "S-shut up" you cry out. Tears flowing down your face, which made diluc look fondly at you for a second before a small smirk creeps up on his handsome face, his mask making him look more ominous. "Oh yeah?" He asks, "it's pathetic to see you under the impression that you have any say in this?" He questions you as if you were stupid. You felt so little under his burning gaze but it turned you on so much more. You hardly can remember when was the time you both last had sex but this, you weren't complaining but doesn't mean you'll be obedient.
"Of-ofcourse I have a say in this!" You snap, his head lilts to look at you and Archons, you regret whatever you said. Darkness consumed the man's face. "Want to repeat that, darling?" He asks, in a mocking loving tone. You notice his jaw clenched under the moonlight. "I-"
The next moments were blurry. When you were back to your senses, you realized your body was barely covered by anything, the remains of your clothing on you barely did shit but you could hardly care about it as your head was now in the clouds. Under the tree, Diluc had his tongue buried deep inside your cunt, as your head lay in the grass. Though your hips were raised enough for the man to eat you out like a starved stray animal. The filthy scene as you glanced up had you clamping down on the wet muscle of his tongue. "Fuck, you taste good." His words came out muffled as he tried to dig in his face even deeper, not even taking a second away to breathe. It was like the man was really parched for days. He hummed as all he could think of in his head was to lap up all the juices that leaked out of you and drink you up. "S-slow down!" You tried to stop him, your hand raising up and clutching onto his hair as your tried to push his head away only to have him moan and lick and suck more greedily. Soon his gloved fingers accompanied and slipped inside you with ease and started pumping in and out of you with a rough pace. His groans vibrated on your weak spots, making you let out incoherent lines as you could barely think straight. "Cum on my tongue, fucking- give it to me now." He demands as he pulls away with a pop from sucking on your clit harshly, as if on cue, you let out a gutteral moan and silence scream staying frozen on your features for a bit as your eyes rolls back from the intensity. "Atta girl, aren't you precious?" he praises you as he smiles, feeling his heart flutter by seeing you so ruined, by him and for him only. "there's my good girl, my baby." Lifting you up, you barely had the time to catch your breath as his arm grips on your hip hard enough to have control and slams you down on his hard cock. The sudden stretch was not something you were prepared for, it made you tremble in his arms as he whines, feeling your insides grip onto him tighter by the second. He starts his brutal pace, fucking you while his mouth finds home between your chest you hug his head for deal life. Then he grips onto your hair, pulling back for you to look at him as his face glows bright red as he stares into your eyes. "Fucking damnit take it" he moans, "take it take it, you dirty little girl A-Archons please, goddamnit make me cum please please" you couldn't help but whimper at him begging, he was so lost, so high off you that he let down all his guards and begged you. "Please cum- cum on me, make me cum, please hahh" by now, he was making barely any sense. He really lost it all, tears forming in his eyes from the immeasurable amount of pleasure of drilling into you while he looks upto yours, you were already sobbing at his harsh thrusts. "You. Are. Mine" he thrusts in slow and deep in-between his words as he drools, slurring on his words as his thrusts becomes sloppier. sucking on your nipples, he whines louder and louder. Muttering your name like a mantra. "Y/n i- fuck I'm close I'm close, I'm gonna cum and you're gonna take it o-okay?" With one last thrust, he emptied himself as he fills you up. From the second intense orgasm, you passed out of exhaustion.
Sometime has gone by and you wake up to the sounds of sniffles. Opening your eyes slowly and adjusting to the lights, you realize it's early morning, right as the sun begin to rise for the start of a new day. You look around and realize you're in the Dawn winery, in Diluc's room. You look to the side to see Diluc, silently crying as his comforting hands slid a warm cloth down your thighs in order to clean you up.
You tried to get up, which catches the attention of your boyfriend finally, he looks away, wiping tears away fast as he slows you down and instead helps you up, bombarding you with questions. "Are you okay love? Do you need something? Are you too sore? You've been out for days, Barbatos knows what on earth you've relied on for food. Are you hungry? Wait let me get adelinde-" you yawn, cracking into a genuine smile, "No I'm alright, stay" your tired hand lift up to caress his cheek and he buries his face into your palm, seeming very touch starved. Without his dark knight hero mask, you noticed how tired he looked, incredibly broken even. It broke your heart to see him like this."What's wrong Diluc?" You ask, concerned.
He couldn't take it anymore, he crumbles.
He crumbles like the day when his father died.
He crumbles like the day kaeya confessed about his dark secrets.
He crumbles like the day he realizes he's truly alone.
He crumbles like the day you left, falling down and never being about to stand back up and run after you.
Pulling you into a deep embrace, he cries his heart out. All of his walls has fallen down over the fear of losing you too and he was not about to watch and stand by to see you gone, like the others.
"I failed you." His voice comes out broken, "I treated you like shit god knows why, i won't- no. I can't CAN'T let you go please, I'm sorry I'm well aware it's selfish of me but just I'm so fucking sorry-" he begs, you coo and brush his hair to calm him down, whispering words of love and acceptance. The sincerity in his words are enough for you. He felt like he doesn't deserve you. Already being forgiven so easily, it hurts him.
This is who he almost lost.
Hugging you tighter, the early morning passed with him kissing you with love and apologies to which you'd reply with acceptance until you fell asleep, being secured and feeling loved again in the arms of whom you wanted only. As for Diluc, he was in the brink of collapsing but he couldn't, wouldn't stop staring at your sleeping form, it was like a fallen angel is in his arms. He couldn't help but let out the cries that re-surfaced again. This time over relief. You came back, you accepted his sins, you forgave him, you took him back with open arms even when you were wounded. And he'd be a damn fool to lose you over his own ignorance. You may have forgiven him but he hasn't, he counts down on days and plans on everything for the upcoming days where he'd do everything in his ability to make up for everything and be worthy for your love again. You are his comfort, you are his home.
He smiles as his eyes darts back to look at the little box in the nightstand before looking back at your sleeping form.
"And the day starts from today." He thinks to himself, as he falls into deep slumber on top of you, holding you and never planning to let go.
xxx
Edit: forgot to mention how much of a whore I am for this man, alright that's all. Thank you for listening to my tedtalk, love you guys <3
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