#ive said worse trust me

[crazy-maracuya]

I hope it's midnight and you never see this but crack ship take here I go:

Telemachus x Neoptolemus.

Reasons in the tags.

#greek mythology #crack ship #ive said worse trust me #leave Hermione aloneeeeeee #and also keep thinking of Telemachus whose father came back home #while Neptolemus had to be taken from his home to fight in a war when he was young. #How one became ruthless at young age while the other expirienced ruthlessness (from the suitors) at a young age. #how one had the chance to meet and go back to his father #and the other had to finish off what his father had died trying #how both of them grew up with their mother. #also its just sounds neat to think of Neoptolemus relling stories of the last moments of the war to Telemachus #btw they also have the same age I think? #If Im getting this right Telemachus was just an infant when Oddyseus left. The fight with Troy lasted for 10 years and Neo #came right in the late ninth or tenth year when he was 12. Telemachus would be around 10 since in the Odyssey #he appears to be 20— #and counting the ten years then Neoptolemus would be 22 by then. #sooo.... #i mean its likely better than any if the other relationships these two have. #telemachus #neoptolemus

[the-hilda-librarians-wife]

I've come to the conclusion that when it comes to new characters I have the same attitude as a poorly socialized dog. I swear every time new content comes around and we get the news of new characters my instant reaction is to just. Dislike them. Hope they have little to no importance in the plot. Even when the design looks nice and the characters seem interesting. They're taking screen time away from my faves and my heart tells me to Bite

#this isnt even about the Thing. Its about Astrid #that cool and interesting looking old lady #(im assuming thats her name its what ive seen people use) #Im pretty sure there's something ot be said about my autism here #i dont want things to change. I dont want to risk the show taking a turn for the worse and becoming Insane #if it were up to me #s2 would have just been a reprise of s2 while focusing on different things #and s3 would be a reprise of s2 #which means ofc that the show wouldn't be nearly as compelling as it is. that' why i trust the writers #but at the same time I HAAAAAATE CHANGE #I think the longer hiatuses contribute to this. I am given time to adjust to what can be considered canon and then BOOM #rug pulled from under me with only like 2 months of antecedence. #and I have to be prepared to let go of my headcanons and my current views of this world and its characters #and to accept that these new faces they're throwing at us will be just as important as the ones I already know and love #like I WANT to be spoiler free but at the same time I gotta prepare myself for what's coming #bc otherwise I'm gonna get the air knoked out of me fr #cons of letting a show take over 60% of your brain #turns to the other 40%: at least I've got you. you'll never change or abandon me #*the Cells look at me uninpressed and tell me to get a job* #hilda the series #hilda s3

[whimsycore]

one things I've noticed is once you've been mobbed or group bullied before you see signs ahead of time and try to get ahead of the curb just to be let down again

I just started a new job, I started in person suddenly I was seen as "antisocial, loud, unqualified" and every sterotypical attribute to black people including being repeatedly called "prioritized" by people who have offices while i'm in a cubicle

I could tell by today (I told my boss I was getting my ID) they were purposefully trying to be frustrating and gaslit me about it

the girl who usually lets me in was no where to be seen and someone WAVED at me and kept walking, I was eventually let in and told how I was a priority and they weren't when they got their ID.

Along with people coming up to my cubicle to peek at me and leave

Along with that my landlord called me greedy after forcing me to go to the store with her like....theyre wild in this City.

#shit like this happened to me in school and now I cant be fooled by it #it comes from the big boss too thats what makes it worse #i trusted two people #and they spread it around #So one of the bigwigs that needed me to talk to him that called me antisocial I went up to today #I told him to give me the benefit of the doubt he gave every other new person and that i knew i didnt have a direct degree in the field but #ive worked before and can also get that degree in 18 months #he tried to gaslight me and tell me that wasnt what it was about and so i agreed with him and he said #'oh i was in the pet food business before this' #yt ppl love forced interactions and feeling like theyre breaking u #they dont think you deserve to feel strong or be by yourself like they used to own us why would they #i told that man 'he shouldnt assume im always confused and that I am very capable of doing my job #he was flabbergasted and before that was like :3 my door is always open #these people are 40+ and have belts of accomplishments and yet some blk girl being quiet unfurled them #these idiots dont know it makes make case if i wanted to sue even stronger

[festivalofthe12]

mmmmmmmmmmmmmm when it comes to Kyou I sometimes worry if I'm being too hard on him through like a certain kind of projection, right

but. I can't be... the only one to think there's at least..a little bit of a...victim complex in him, right...?

WHICH: to clarify straight up, he was treated awfully and never deserved any of that, and is all-around 100% a victim who's right to think of himself as such. All of that is correct!!!!!!

but. The whole STORY. is that the cat is the one animal who gets exiled. The one 'bad' one. The one who's ostracised.

And with that comes a certain... I mean, it's a bit easier to think of yourself as the victim, when that's the way everyone frames it, right? That you're the one who's been hard done by? That everyone else has it out for you? That to make things right, everything should be inverted, so everyone apologises and bows down to him for once???

Especially with Yuki. And, again to be fair, Yuki is not at ALL immune to minimising the shit that Kyou's been dealt with because it's often the inverse of what happened to Yuki and that envy is toxic and because Yuki was raised to think that way and also just because Kyou is annoying to him personally hahah.

But. Yuki knows about Kyou's True Form. Kyou... doesn't actually know what happened between Yuki and Akito. And psychologically, there's a hell of lot to benefit him if he reaaaaaally doesn't think about it.

So. Am I being biased to think that, all things considered, Kyou is more dismissive of Yuki's struggles? And that even up through the end of the manga, he still sorta... doesn't really entirely get it?? (At least from what I remember... which is little........)

But here's where I feel like I'm projecting because. My experiences are WAY more like Yuki: pushing things down, trying to do the right thing, feeling like you're just supposed to be grateful for what you have because you've been so privileged. And people who match the sorta description I have of Kyou above have kinda. screwed me up mentally in a lot of ways hahahahahahhhh.

so. I know it's such a cliche thing to have people learn about what Yuki's been through and be so Shocked and Comforting and ooo weepy uke Yuki or what ever (ever notice how nobody ever gets mad at the smug asshole seme stereotype?? HMM.) and I know I might just be biased against Kyou, because of all that IRL stuff and also because early in fandom people kind of did IIRC act like Kyou was right about everything and Yuki not that far off from how Kyou saw him. but.

IDK there's always a part of me that just. keeps thinking up scenarios where Kyou like. still doesn't entirely gets it. and gets called out a bit, or proven wrong.

and maybe that's really dumb or childish of me hahahah;;;;;

#that's it that's the post. there's no point to it im just like. what if I did these things is that bad maybe. #and. to clarify AGAIN. i do think Kyou legit cares abt Yuki by the end #has grown a bit more than yuki in that respect #cause yuki always pitied Kyou. and I mean that in a morally neutral way. he always knew things sucked for him. #he just. was too caught up in his own shit to not react back when Kyou pushed his way into his life and was actively hostile #and I mean react back as an ongoing thing. obviously sometimes yuki initiated individual spats or whatever lol #ANYWAY by the end I think Kyou does. get to some extent that things are shit for yuki too. and wants them not to be??? #to which yuki is very. 'no fucking shit. i wouldnt wish that bullshit for you either if you weren't fucking attacking me all the time' kind #but. there's still some ways for them both to grow there #tbh in yukis case. I guess due to his issues with trust/opening up. #it's harder for him to think of Kyou as someone to really care about?? consciously??? #whereas like Ive said above. Kyou still thinks of himself as Worse Off than Yuki. #but he can like. Extend a Hand maybe. Graciously. for Tohru's sake as much as anyhting #I dont even fucking know Im just writing fanfic at this point #what even is this post (or any of the furuba posts on this blog) #idk maybe I should just read some Kyo/Yuki again. :/// #fruits basket #look maybe I just want the zodiac crew post-canon to start gallows humour 'bragging' abt the awful shit that traumatised them as teenagers #and when it gets to yuki it's like. jesus christ even for this group thats fucked up. or maybe its just because Nobody not even Haru knew #which. great yuki even when the topic is 'haha our childhood was fucked up wasn't it' you still made things weird. <- yuki's thoughts only

[roaringheat]

Found out a couple days ago that I have avoidant attachment style but a like huge chunk of shit abt it online is shit like "how to cope w/ being in a relationship with someone who has this" or tiktok sayin shit like everyone that has it is toxic and incapable of love

#vark posts #ppl fr cant be normal about mental health shit that inconveniences them #like do they think i WANT to be physically unable to be vulnerable or let ppl close to me #literally was reading an article and it fr said that ppl with this attachment style cant be trusted and that they can be very controlling #WHAT TF ARE U TALKING ABOUT #like this is something ive been struggling with for fucking ages and ive been called cold and uncaring and selfish #just cause of how demonized this shit is #and shit like that online is just making it worse honestly #despite all that it is nice to finally have a name for it #hopefully this is something i can work on #cause it makes it extremely difficult even with platonic relationships no matter how desperately i want to befriend some

[flintbian]

Man, life is just depressing right now

#the one thing that was keeping me sane has gone away #i would always say 'yeah every medical professional has given up and there's nothing they can do. but at least i have my PTs' well... #my current PT's are the only ones that ever treated me like a person and they always kept trying...but they've given up too #basically Clare was like we haven't made any gains in over a year and your state keeps getting worse. nothing we do helps #so it may be time to consider stopping bc throwing away money isnt helpful either #and i argued that it's damage control and improves my quality of life and i have a progressive disease i never was going to get better #not to mention mentally it helps to know there's people in my corner and at least they haven't given up on me #but now they have and im feeling so very very alone and hopeless #it's not like this is a surprise right? ive always been beyond help and it's an incurable degenerative disease #but still getting to this point fucking sucks #and i went to the new neurologist and he had nothing but crazy experiments bc ive tried fucking everything #and then to top it off the only doctor i trusted from when i was a teenager for one specific med issue had also said the same #literally this week she was like there's nothing more. i cant help find someone else. sorry kid. wishing you the best #and Xmas is a depressing and challenging time too #and i have 400 med problems while trying to find work #the past few weeks have pulverized me and i havent stopped crying in days #so yeah. terribly terribly alone #and im trying not to go down any spirals and havent. my therapist was out this week. but im seriously questioning the point #at this point maybe i should give up too #im being stubborn bc no i cant go yet i havent seen the lights yet or read my new books #but honestly i havent been able to read partially bc im afraid if i do im losing the last tethers to earth #there's not much or anything to live for #it's at times like these you truly realize how much you dont want to die. you just wish you could live #but im broke and freezing and in pain and alone. this story's ending fucking sucks #my dbt is coming in clutch but seriously. is there a point anymore? #never got to live. sick since a kid. hell was always here #sorry for the depressing state of things ill go back to being insane in a moment #p

[realbigpodcastslut]

i stumbled upon your speedfreaks playlist post and it got "Anal Flow" by Yung Buttpiss stuck in my head and I'm crying now lmao. that is not the song i want stuck in my head while I'm trying to fall asleep 😬

sending this anonymously bc i don't want to have to explain why i have ANY Yung Buttpiss songs memorized. i do recommend looking at his work on spotify tho--there's something there to offend anyone. (please read the artist bio!)

Hahahahah I love Yung Buttpiss, but I understand not wanting that song stuck in your head lol. Sorry it got stuck. Tbh i might add one of his songs to the playlist. Also Roe V Wade by him slaps

#i said what i said #lol #ask #anon #i get why you want to remain anon but trust me ive listened to worse #slut.txt

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Ya boi got a new medicine and a therapist.

#i had another psychiatrist appointment after a year! (i tend to neglect my mental health) #ive been dealing with a lot of paranoid thoughts and shit and so i told her #and she decided to put me on abilify #one of my friends takes abilify! we'll be abilify buddies #and ive realized that i need therapy #ive had a lot of shit happen to me in the last few years #and ive just been ignoring it instead of dealing with it #and now i cant ever sit alone with my thoughts because all of that shit comes to haunt me #i just dont know how to deal with it on my own #and for awhile i swore i would never go back to therapy. because my first therapist was a piece of shit #'just get used to the fact that your best friend might die so that it doesnt hurt so much if it happens' -about my suicidal best friend #'think about what your mom's going through' -about my transphobic mom who made me want to kill myself #but i realized that my life and mental state is only going to get worse if i dont deal with the shit ive got going on #and when i called to schedule. i just called for the first available therapist. and the guy said 'oh she'll be perfect for you' #and i trust this man that ive never met #i looked up the therapist. she seems lovely #she better be because i have like four appointments scheduled. the man on the phone did that so i wouldnt lose out on any appointments #he was very kind #im glad im gonna get some help. still scared. but looking forward to it

[meteoritesystem]

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#i am aboutto vent in the tags. sorry #sa tw #text #its like. i dont know #bad things judt keep happening to me #and i keep trying to heal and move on and then something worse happebs #and its like #why do i even try to feel better #like why do i try to feel like im. i dont know #like it feels like being hurt is inevitable so why do i even try to heal & take care of myself #like im just. stuck in tbis loop #i dont mnow i just want to feel safe and i dont think i ever will and i mean yeah ive felt safe but it never lasts #thsres just this contamt feeling of. something bad is going to happen to me inevitably #and like. trauma is so isolating & i was so idolated after it happens & im just tired if being one #*alone #i dont know. and the fact that i was so. i trusted them. i tdustef them not to hurt me j told them thigns i never told anyone. #and then they assualtef me and its like. how am i supposed to trust people anymore. #and my neck still hurts and its been 287 days and i still feel just as small nd scarsd nd #and idknt understand. why ithappebed why they woild do that to me when i said no and id said no and i pulled away and i was scared snf #im skrry im sorry i dont. yeah. sorry #👍 sorry. im fine.

[be-good-to-bugs]

UGH why does eating always make me feel like throwing up :/ that is the opposite of what i want

#the bin #i feel less bad todaynthan i usually do. i think. but physically my body feels terrible. i am also still super stressed and sad but. i dont #feel as utterly horrible as i usually do so thats good i guess. i wish i could turn it into something productive but thats fine #i mostly wishbthat i could being myslef to do something fun like watch something or whatever but my brain still says no #and i wishbi could draw but my brain says no to that too #well. i can probably actually afford some weed after all bc itll peobs mostky be gas i gotta pay for for thw trip so #idk when ill see my sister next but ill have to fully figure this out then. and i gotta measure the inside of her boyfriends car so i can #know how much i can pack. i can also probably afford to get the things i wanted for my siblings from here before i leave. maybe. #gas will be a lot but they still owe me $300 so that helps a lot. i should be able to afford the trip fine. im really sad i have to leave #most of my stuff though. i dont trust my sister with it. but i dont have a choice so whatever. ill just have to deal. #well. im glad i dont feel so empty and horrible now. i hope it lasts and i can do something with it. its probs bc i had a meltdown honestly #ive felt like maybe thats what ive been needing to feel better. things still suck but i feel marginally better #usually i try talking to my mom just to get an ounch of social interaction and also i can complain abt stuff to her and she doenst tell #anyone. she has issues but shes pretty good about my privacy i think because shes scared id stop talking ti her if she broke that trust #which is true. i would probably stop talking to her. that was originally the plan before she stopled being such a bad mom anyway so #but idk. i havnet talked to her since she asked if i was coming to the funeral and i said no. she wasnt mad at me or anything but i havent #talke to her about non dad dying related stuff in a bit so. i shouod tho. im moving and i need to find out when a good time for that is. #and make sure she knows around what time i had been planning. and i need to know if she got an update about some stuff too. #also helath insurance stuff. im assuming she didnt end up getting a chnace to add me yet considering what happned. shes been busy #but my tooth pain has gotten even worse this past week so id like to see a dentist in june if possible bc god this thing hurts so bad

[silverislander]

i know logically in my brain that i have a disorder that makes it hard for me to focus and do work, the symptoms of which are not gonna go away bc other people need/want me to do stuff, and still like. i'm behind on a bunch of shit for school rn and i'm kind of spiralling over it bc WHY IS IT HARD. this is stuff i like doing and that i want to do. and i can't for the life of me fucking do it and the deadlines are coming up and i NEED TO FUCKING GRADUATE so it has to get done

#i have two assignments due for indigenous lit and i havent even read/watched the materials which is fucking shameful ngl #im so disconnected and behind in that class its not even funny. ive been skating by reading part of the books and doing shit last minute #and i feel awful abt that in particular bc i WANT to give it my full attention. i want to learn. this is important and interesting to me #im also a week behind on my essay which terrifies me ngl #im a week OUT from the next deadline and thats not getting met. which begs the question of when im going to be able to submit it #when i asked my prof for extra time he said he trusts me to 'work conscientiously' which. god. thats so kind but i dont do that #theres an assignment next week for book history that i dont have even started and dont understand #and i cant make myself do fucking anything at all i want to fucking cry #why cant my brain work normally please this one time #why cant literally anyone in a position of authority take me seriously that its a problem i am literally begging rn #im tired of being told that im smart so i can do it bc i literally cant anymore! its been getting worse for years! #i Am smart enough to do this but something else is wrong!! please!! im trying so hard and i know its not this difficult for everyone #im only taking 4 courses! i know people taking 5 who arent struggling as much as me w workloads!! #its gonna take me failing for anyone to care and i cannot fail at this point. im almost done #levi.txt #vent tw #and then i also feel bad bc i blame everything on my adhd #but also. it does fucking affect all aspects of my life #and i feel like i complain too much but that simultaneously nobody is getting how hard shit is for me/how im not ok #delete later #im not asking for attention rn im just yelling into the void dw abt it. ill probably feel better in an hour or two

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

honestly even if i did date i think i would have to date people with worse mental problems than me

#random thoughts #which i know is really bad which is part of the reason i don't date #i am constantly masking in public. every moment of every day #partially because im afraid of people getting to know the real me #not in a 'ooo im super self conscious~' way #but in a 'i am flying by the seat of my pants during every social interaction because i have no idea what im supposed to do' #kind of way #and i do think the only way someone could date me and stay with me is if they were either on my level or worse #and it's really hard to describe just what i mean because how can i put to words what i know vs what i dont know #i dont know what it's like to be not like this #anyway i think the real solution would be to date someone i trust to be 'real' around #which sure part of the trust would be 'will they understand what im going through' #which would be easier if they were also mentally ill #but also i am not very interested in dating anyways sooo this is all hypothetical #i just get caught in this tornado of thoughts of 'who would i even date' that i forget i dont wanna date lol #there's just been this regular at work who said im cute and ive been thinking about it #mainly because he just started doing push ups in the store??? is that normal #cuz i dont think that is #he's cute tho. he's got dreads and a deep voice #hate when he comes in cuz he stays for hours and i can't CLEAN when there are PEOPLE in the LOBBY #hope to god he doesn't ask me out can't handle that rn #that's another thing too it's kind of hard for me to differentiate attraction from fear #which comes from this shit that happened in middle school which was. fun. #basically i never had your typical 'im feeling a kind of way' awakening because that was taken from me #either that or im ace aro and i have no idea which it is #like how can you tell when you feel a LACK of something #like when my throat isnt hurting im not thinking 'well gee im so glad my throat feels like nothing' #when my throat hurts i miss when it didnt. context. #can i just. my ideal world is just one where im alone but there's the promise of people if i just leave my room #and this is why i wont go to therapy

[stillhaventgotmydriverslicense]

I'm thinking about u a little more than everyday today

#ive spent the whole year fixing myself #welding back pieces i was holding together with tape and glue #but im so scared I'll try to make new friends again and they'll turn out like u #even worse they might see the cracks #i was watching girl meets world with sam today #i used to be riley #i was riley #now i feel like im evil #i dont have a maya rn #i do have friends who'd love to be her #who'd love to help #but i feel like the word 'mopey' is tattooed on my forehead #i cant believe u called me the mopey one even after everything u said to me #i trusted u #and u shattered it #and now i cant trust anyone

[babydarkstar]

honestly no wonder harrow forced ianthe to lobotomize her so she could save gideon. listen…LISTEN…if i was a secret-war-crime cult nunlet princess worshipped by my entire planet and the only person that (barely) kept me in check was my childhood nemesis—a butch a year older than me, towering over me in stature and physical prowess, and so hot it made my teeth hurt from how hard my jaw clenched in her presence, who wielded a two-handed seven-foot sword and had irritatingly huge biceps and told very lewd stupid jokes and also learned how to wield an entirely new weapon and be my bodyguard with startling accuracy in three months—only to have us finally learn to trust each other because we got invited to a magic murder mystery and then before the bubble burst i spilled the worst secret about myself that i was born because my parents murdered an entire generation and tried to Kill Her along with them and she just wouldnt die, and i told her this expecting a swift death i believed i deserved, only for her to fucking cradle me in her big butch arms and kiss me on my forehead with her soft butch mouth and just. forgive me for a shameful weight ive carried my entire life and then MAKE AN ACTUAL NECRO/CAV VOW with me despite every evil thing i have done to her……to have her tell me, in the end, bleeding and broken after putting up the most beautiful and glorious fight of her life, that she understands purpose and she understands duty and she knows loyalty more fiercely than ever now, that she knows who she is to me, that there is no her without me….to have her backed into a corner and make the ultimate sacrifice…..for me…..to recite scriptural wedding vows of eternity to me in her last wisps of soul-consciousness…..if i thought there was even a snowflake’s chance in the pyre that i could save her by turning myself into her very own locked tomb, i’d be begging ianthe tridentweirdius to crack my skull open and turn me to mush too, goddamn. i understand you harrowhark girl you don’t have to explain a thing to me. god said you couldn’t undo the lyctor’s bond bc it’d kill you. you told god and his angels that not even a lyctor’s bond could outshine the power of female spite and lesbianism and they didn’t listen. they didn’t believe you. but i heard you loud and clear and i was 17 and hormonal and hopelessly romantic not too long ago unlike those fucking dinosaurs and i’m saying it’s valid it’s what i would have done and really everyone should be thanking you for not being worse and more wretched about it, all things considered

#i think about gideon nav every day #she makes me want to eat drywall #shes so jesus shes so her own thing shes so god and savior It Is Finished divinity of love and sacrifice #honestly so much of harrow is so so relatable to me shes so real for everything she does #her little griddlehark meetcute au her little divine highness au #ive already waxed poetic about the harrow nova au #sorry to keep waxing poetic about this but i really am rotted about them #like im going insane. tamsyn muir when i get you tamsyn when i catch you #griddlehark #tlt spoilers #harrowhark nonagesimus #i am you as you are me we are one and two and two and one #i cannot conceive of a universe without you. #should i forget you let my right hand also be forgotten; add more also. if aught but death part me and thee. #I FELL INTO THE WATER AND NOW IM FREE

[mrfoox]

After ranting and reading out drgs for an hour: 'Miranda forget all I've said about this'

#miranda talking shit #Meanwhile ive just been sitting next to him hmming and nodding like bahsfbdnnaak #'be glad you havent gone wrong/fallen off the path in life like the rest of us' that comment made me sad but aye #I love he always tries to inprint on me that its bad and addictive and not worth doing like buddy... I havent even been drunk #You probably have nothing to worry about on my part. I just like to learn anything tbh #Getting to know people with other experiences and lives is very interesting thats for sure #But being told i should be happy im not into drgs made me sad. I mean. Im a fuck upped mess. Suicidal deppressed anxious to all hell #Without work and living off the governments payouts but at least im not addicted to drgs :') #Thats the few positives ive told myself in my most deppressed states tbh. At least im not addicted to anything lol #I guess its true but it made me sad to hear that said to me by someone else. I know he meant it well but as usual #Being told things i think when im deppressed at myself always makes me feel bad like damn... #Ive just been self harming and starving myself it could have been worse growing up #Those are genuine things i have thought in the past... Goddamn. Idk if people tell me too much things bc i seem trustworthy or what #I love it but also damn. Wish i could not care and not ask and not seem so intrested in everyone. I think i have too much sad info #But then again i like being trusted by people and it makes me feel special

[dog-girl-zezora]

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#personal #Me myself and I are having a meeting #z- I Have to do what i have to do. Surely they understand. #j- mrrrrrrrmrrrrr #i- uhmmmmm i do. i do hun but also consider: i really feel like this right now #z- I Know. I Know Youve shown me this graph before #z- But You Know. #z- I wont let your feelings ruin anything. #i- and thats why youre here so you can stop us from Destroying Everything. #i- because i realllllyyyy want to. i really really really could be worse if you let me #z- And what did we discus.. #i- that you wont let me... and i have to deal with it myself..... siiiiiiiiigh #z- Good girl. #j- ... #z- and You. #z- ... It's been harder to do things. ive noticed. You're struggling with more and more. #z- We are working on it. #z- ... it'll be okay. everything will be just fine. because i said so. #z- And you can trust me. #we take a step back #we cant... control anything #stop watching. stop looking. you are alone but that is not a bad thing when you cannot help. #Become. Comfortable. #You Have No Choice.