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footballfanficwriter · 4 months
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Spill the tea
Summary:where Jude is invested in girl drama
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"Hello?"
"Hey girl, I've got hot tea for you"
"Yeah, spill it I'm listening"
I'm on a call with Ashley my Best friend who tells me everything, well we tell eachother everything, Ashley and I have been friends for the longest time, we grew up together and she was always there for me way before I even met Jude
"Ok so I just found out that Hannah is pregnant"
"What?"
"But the plot thickens, remember the boyfriend she said she was dating?"
"Yeah?"
"Well turns out he's not the father"
"If it's not him then whose the father?"
Jude walks into the house from  training and he waves at me, I wave back at him
"It turns out that Hannah was having an Affair" Ashley says
"An Affair with who"
I see Jude turn his head towards me like my sentence has just peaked his interest and he walks to where I'm sat in the sofa and sits next to me watching me with interest
"The Gardner"
"The Gardner?"
Jude grabs my phone from my ear and puts the phone on speaker
"Whose having an affair with the Gardner?" He asks
"Hey Jude"
"Hey Ash, how are you?"
"I'm good, how are you"
"I'm good,so whose having an Affair with the Gardner"
"Hannah"
"But wasn't she with that other boyfriend of hers that she was bragging about?" Jude asks
"Yeah she was, I guess she was cheating on him"
"But, he was such a good guy"
"I know right"
"But there's more tea to be spilled"
"What Is it"
"Alice"
"I swear there's always something happening in Alice's life" I say
"Alice decided that it was a good idea to get surgery, and because she didn't have the budget for it, she went to a makeshift surgeon, and it did not come out proper, it just looks weird honestly"
"Do you have a picture?"  I ask
"Yeah, hang on I'll send it just now"
Ash sends the picture and Jude and I look at it weirdly
"What has she done" he asks
"I'm speechless"
"I don't know whether to laugh or to cry" Jude says
"Why are her lips like that"
"Who ever did this to her needs to be arrested" Jude says
"Where is she now?" I ask
"At her house, she hasn't left eversince"
"Maybe we should check on her you know, see if she's doing fine" I say
"Yeah we should, we'll do it later"
"I'll make her something to try and make her feel better"
"Oh I just got am update on Hannah's situation"
"Turns out the Gardner is actually dating Haley, and he proposed to her"
"He proposed?" Jude asked
"So how are they going to work it out are they going to be one big polygamy Family"
"Even if the do that how is he going to afford to have a baby and have a wedding, knowing Haley she's definitely going to want a big extravagant wedding and she doesn't like sharing, so how is she going to share a husband with someone else?"
"What I don't get is how you're going to cheat on a person, then propose to the same person you cheated on, like do you know how much of a negative impact you have on a person"
"But Hannah is also in the wrong, she cheated on her boyfriend and went for Haley's then boyfriend and got pregnant by him, like that messed up, on top of that they are bestfriends" Jude says
"Ash you know I love you, but i could never be a sister wife with you, with anyone for a matter of fact"
"Don't worry, you're into footballers and I'm into NBA Stars totally different sport"
"Oh I forgot to tell you that Julia is moving" I say
"Julia is moving" They both ask
"Yeah she's moving back to France"
"Why?
"Something about being caught with the boss"
"She was caught with the boss"
"Well they weren't really keeping their affair a secret, they held hands in the office and they'd flirt in front of people, it was just a matter of time"
"But the boss?"
"Yup"
"Isn't she Lesbian?" Jude asks
"She's Lesbian?" I ask
"Isn't she in a relationship?" Ash asks
"She's in a relationship?" Jude and I ask at the same time
"That's crazy you know"
"It's insane actually"
"But hey you know what these aren't our lives and who are we to judge and Comment on other people's lives"
"True"
"So we'll meet in 2 hours to go and check on Alice?"
"Yeah, see you then"
I hang the phone up and look at Jude
"Let me go get ready I wanna see her myself"
"Jude when we get there please try to compose yourself until we get back home"
"Until we get back home?, I'll compose myself until we get into the car and drive off"
"Fine but if you can't keep your side if the bargain, I'll be very upset"
"Ok fine"
2 hours later
There's a knock
I walk to the door to reveal Ash
"Hey babe"
"Hey, you ready to go ?"
"Yup, just waiting for Jude"
"Ok, so what did you make Alice"
"Soup, cause you know I figured that she wouldn't be able to eat a lot of things that are solid"
"Yeah"
Jude walks down the stairs and greets Ash
Ash decides to ride in her own car on our way to Alice's house
When we arrive there I knock on the door and after a few seconds later the door opens revealing Alice
I turn to Jude and watch his eyes grow bigger, I then turn back to Alice
"Hey Alice we heard you weren't feeling well, so we thought we might check on you see how you're doing"
"Yeah, we heard what happened" Ash says
"Come in please"
"So how have you been" Jude asks
"Is it bad like really bad can you see I got my face done"
"No, it's not that bad, your lips just look more plumb" I say
I hear Jude clear his throat next to him
"I just can't stop looking in the mirror" she says crying
"Oh sweetie don't so that to yourself, I'm sure it will get better, don't bring yourself down like that" Ashley says
"Yeah Ashley is right I didn't even notice it until you brought it up" Jude says
"Really?"
"Yeah, he's right c'mon you must be hungry Y/n made soup for you I'll plate it up for you" Ash says taking the big bowl of soup from my hands and leading Alice to the Kitchen
"What are you doing" I ask him
"What, I thought we were telling her lies to make her feel better" he says
"Jude stop ok"
"But I haven't laughed ever since we got here, though it may be difficult not to I still haven't"
"Fine just stop with the side expressions and stuff"
"Oh c'mon you're going to stand there and pretend that all of this is not funny"
"Unlike you I know how to compose myself and keep my laughter in, and plus we're in her house how rude would it be if we just came in and laughed at her face"
He smiles a little almost like he's trying not to laugh
I sigh
"I give up on you"
We stay with Alice for 3 more hours until we announce that we have to go but Ash opts to stay with Alice until she's better and we promise to occasionally visit
As soon as we enter the car He laughs his ass off
"Let's not even talk about the lips did you see the eyebrows, she can't even lift her eyebrows"
"Wait until we get home"
"I'm not waiting until we get home I'm talking now"
"Jude"
"C'mon, it's not like she can hear me"
"Fine"
"Did you see the nose, it's like this" he says laughing and making the shape of her nose in the air
As much as I don't want to laugh at Alice Jude is not making it any easier not to so I just chuckle
"Her lips are like this, babe look" he says making his lips plump by squishing them together using his hands
I laugh at his comment and the rest if the way Jude and I are talking about Alice and all the things that could have forced her to do this to herself
The rest of the day is spent hanging out and Jude and i making dinner for ourselves then watching a movie then bed
As I'm changing into my Pajamas Jude speaks up
"Babe?"
"Yeah?"
"On a serious note though, l love you just the way you are"
I raise my eyebrow wondering where all of this came from
"Ok, why are you being weird"
"I'm not I'm just saying if you ever decide to get plastic surgery or a face lift, whatever it is, Just know that I love your body just the way it is and I don't want you to be pressured or feel like it's your obligation to make yourself look younger or have more curves or to look a certain way when you're with me"
"Aww, Jude Babe thank you so much, and to make you feel better and to put you at ease, I wasn't even thinking about getting anything on my body done so, you have nothing to worry about, in fact Alice's case just pushed me futher away from the idea"
He breathes a sigh of relief and walks over to me towers over me where he kisses my forehead
"I love you and your body"
"I love you too"
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qraceiuv · 5 months
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heyy! i love your writing sm‼️🫶
i have a request for jude x singer!reader with sabrina carpenter as the fc?? reader writing nonsense about jude and bonus if she dedicates one of her nonsense outros to him while he’s in the crowd (if yk about sabrina’s nonsense outros)
thank youu! ❤️❤️
nonsense. jude bellingham.
summary — fans suspect something between you and jude, so you confirm it in your signature outro at a concert
note — thank u sm love!! sorry im so late to making this, but hopefully it turned out good. i literally love sabrina sm
warnings — none i can think of, just lots of suggestive jokes
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y/nsusername
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y/nsusername: tour is back 🩷 see u tn madrid!
username: mother
username: THE OUTFIT OMG
username: nonsense outros r back😻😻
yourfriend: hottie
username: my gf who isnt my gf but is my gf
gracieabrams: stunning
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y/nsusername
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y/nsusername: next stop: paris
username: barking
username: SEE U SOON🤗🤗
username: jude liked girl.
username: yes!! ignore the jude allegations!!
— username: LMFAOO
username: jealous of jude
username: JUDE AND TRENT LIKED
— username: TRENT?! HELLO
username: marry me pls
username: if jude shows up tn i will scream
username: who tf is jude and why is he w my gf
— username: some famous football player who is hot im not sure but im abt to become a mf fan
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y/nsusername
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y/nsusername: this leg of the tour has been so happy and im loving every second of it 🤍 thank u for the memories, heres a lil dump before i head to london!
username: WHO THE HELL.
username: GIRL U CANNOT FOOL US WITH THE SAPPY CAPTION.
username: WHO?!
username: THAT IS JUDE MF BELLINGAM
username: BELLINGOLLL
username: GIRL GET OUT
username: WHY ARE WE ALL SCREAMING
username: lol not u cheating on me 😂
username: im leaving you
username: HAHAHAHAHAH (kill me)
username: soft launch with a twist?
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y/nsusername
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y/nsusername: think i'm screwed...
username: what is this behavior
username: IM IM IM
username: hi i am jude
username: no like ur insane
username: imma be sick
username: so happy for u!! 😂😂 (im jumping)
username: THE CAPTION GIRL
username: ur a diff type of evil
yourfriend: about time
— username: ABOUT TIME?! HOW LONG
judebellingham: i have a migraine
— y/nsusername: alright now buddy
— username: WHAT THE FUCK
username: he commented WHAT
username: this is insane
judebellingham
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judebellingham: nonsense
username: logging off forever
username: THEY ARE CRAZY
username: no i love them sm
username: why are they so cute😭😭
username: 5th slide stfu
username: theres only sm i can handle
y/nsusername: of all the pics you could choose
— judebellingham: you're always so beautiful my love
— username: ALRIGHT PUT THE PHONE DOWN
y/nsusername: IM TALKIN WILD WILD THOUGHTS
— yourfriend: get a room
y/nsusername: love you🥰
— judebellingham: i love you more
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anadiasmount · 5 months
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hershey kisses - jude bellingham x reader.
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quick sum: dad! jude coming home to being left confused why his girlfriend wont kiss him. maybe a chocolate kiss could solve his worries?
wc: 1.4k | masterlist | jude's masterlist
psa🗣️: had not seen dad! jude on the timeline for a minute so i wrote a small fic! this is not my best work so i'm sorry, but I hope you still enjoy ☹️🤍
“hi, my chunky man! you finally woke up,” you cood at your 9-month-old who yawned loudly and rubbed his eyes. he had been asleep since the match started, sleeping all the way through and not once making a sound. he cuddled into your neck as you fixed his loose-fitted jersey and brushed his curls back. he smiled when you repeatedly kissed his cheek and ran your hand across his back.
“someones’ still tired,” you said noticing him yawn again, walking out of his monster's inc themed nursery and into the kitchen where you were preparing the batter for your favorite cookies. you took advantage of his nap and cleaned around the house, playing music softly against the background as you picked up clothes, toys, and dishes lingering around. 
you pulled out a go-squeeze and fed it to zak, who downed it quick. after serving water in his sippy cup, you also put a small handful of the baby puffs and sat him on his toy mat where he watched his dad on the screen being interviewed. “dada!” zak squealed, pointing and made grabbing motions at the tv with his chunky hand. “that's right. dada scored again! can you believe it?” you baby talked watching as he showed you his four front teeth. 
you quickly changed the channel and put on his favorite cartoons, going back to the kitchen and grabbing an ice cream scoop, scoping out small chunks of the dough onto the parchment paper, often looking up to make sure zak was okay. before you put them into the oven, you placed hersey kisses in the middle, popping one, well more than three into your mouth. 
“smells good in here,” jude sighed, smelling the cookies and quickly setting his stuff down by the door. zak bear crawled over to jude, making the two of you laugh at his speed to be held by his dad. jude’s heart warmed at the sight of the small but loose jersey on zak, immediately crouching down and picking up the baby in diapers. 
“scored a goal for you,” jude kissed his forehead, and then felt your hands go around his torso, “and meant it for you,” he said leaning down and giving you a kiss on the lips. “so proud of you handsome,” you squeezed his cheek and went back to the kitchen, hearing the timer go off. “that's it? that’s all i get even after scoring a goal for you?” he joked, zak kicking his feet as jude followed you into the kitchen. 
“baby, you know i'm always proud of you right? plus i’m baking us cookies,” you said in an obvious tone, jude watching you grab the christmas mitten and pull the cookies out of the oven. “you listening to this zak? momma doesn’t love me,” he muttered, tickling his neck and then sides, your baby bursting into laughter. 
you cocked your head to the side at his comment, asking yourself inwardly if he was being serious or not, but knowing he was joking, two can play for two. after putting the cookies on the rack and letting them cool down, you also prepared hot chocolate, also warming up zak’s bottle so he can be feed after he ate his dinner. 
you purposefully had avoided and dodged three of his kisses, either pulling away from his grip, or moving your head to the side, jude giving you a confused glance everytime. you wanted to tease him a bit for the joke he said, but also wanted to prank him by giving him a hershey kiss. it's not that you were trying to ignore him, jude’s kisses felt like heaven, getting lost even if it was a small peck, but it was just a small joke.  
jude was upset, left wondering if he had done or said something before he left. instead of overthinking it like he always did, he played with zak, blowing raspberries into his tummy, and played with the small firefighter toy truck he had, mimicking the sirens and watching as your son died from laughter. 
jude looked over to where you were, frowning as your attention had gazed somewhere else. An hour and a half later, zak was fussy, knowing he wanted to sleep. jude grabbed his bottle and went to his room where he changed him out the jersey and into dinosrour themed pj’s, changing his diaper as well. 
he rocked him slowly, brushing back his curls and humming a small lullaby to sleep. “i hope you know you and your mom are the best things to exist in my life. although she’s mad at me for some reason and acting stubborn with me, i love her and you to death” after placing a small kiss on his chunky cheek, he set him down gently onto his crib. tucking the white bunny under his arm, and pulling the small blanket over his body. 
jude walked back downstairs, rolling his eyes at you. not only did he let his overthinking get the best of him, but he was now annoyed you were refusing to talk to him even after avoiding his kisses. he grabbed the remote and sat on the couch, different scenarios running through his head on why you would be upset with him. 
after scrolling through some comments on his latest post, he heard your voice call for him. “babe come here for a second?” you giggled inside, grabbing a wrapped hershey kiss from the bag, almost bursting into laughter as jude walked in seriously, with crossed arms and with a pout. “what a child” you thought. 
“i think i know why you are upset with me,” you attempted to sound resentful, but jude just nodded for you to continue your explanation. “i think it's due to the fact i haven't let you kiss me…” you looked away dramatically, shaking your head. you caged him into the countertop, jude becoming nervous at your proximity. 
all jude could do was stare confused, “do you want a kiss?” you sighed dramatically, playfully rolling your eyes, watching as a frown appear on his face, now leaning against the counter top. you ran your hands against his chest and then down to his biceps, goosebumps running along his skin as you leaned up. jude became tense for some reason, all of a sudden becoming nervous. 
his lips had parted, lips barely touching his, and you quickly placed the unwrapped chocolate into his mouth, letting out a fit of giggles as he cockily smirked at you. you ran quietly around the kitchen trying to avoid the 6ft tall man who wanted to catch you. when he finally did he grabbed you by the back of your thighs and sat you onto the countertop where you had caged him before. 
“woman? do you not know how worried i was? thinking  i had done something to you?” jude confessed still laughing and catching his breath, pushing back your hair and cupping your cheek. “i was scared you were going to make me sleep on the couch again,” he said, reminding you of the time he pissed you off and you made him sleep downstairs. later tucking back into bed with you.
“so you're not mad at me?” he asked shyly, wanting confirmation you weren't mad or upset with him. “no baby, i was just joking around,” you laughed, hearing a deep chuckle come out his throat. while he continued to cup your cheek, your hands ran along his sides anticipating his next move. “i hope you know that means you owe three kisses,” he said along your lips, kissing your nose. “four after the chocolate i gave you,” you reminded him. “that's right, four kisses you owe me.”
“well what are you waiting for?” you say timidly, becoming intimidated by his strong gaze. “i'm thinking whether you deserve my kisses or not?” he says playfully, observing the way you bite your lip and your hands pulling him closer by his back. “kiss me jude… i know you want it,” you close your eyes, breathing in his still present cologne. 
“that’s right, i do want it.”
his lips brushes against yours, your tummy fluttering at his needy but soft movements, jude’s hand coming from your cheek now to your hip. he tugged you closer, wanting to fill the smallest space that was left, letting a groan at the chocolate taste that remained in your mouth. he licked his lips, pulling away and chuckling at your pout, running his thumb along your now swollen lips.
“your kisses are way better than the chocolate ones.”
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i-care-4u · 9 months
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since madrid ✹ jude bellingham
INSTAGRAM + TWITTER AU
PAIR: JUDE BELLINGHAM X SAINZ!READER
REQUESTS ARE OPEN | MASTERLIST
A/N: one year on tumblr! thank you to everyone whose been reading and giving love to my stories, big kisses!!
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judebellingham can’t wait to get started! 🤍5️⃣
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marcusrashford go smash it bro🔥
realmadrid hey jude! 🤍5️⃣
adidasfootball 🤍
culer1 devastating day for us barça fans 😔
madridista1 hala madrid 🤍👑
xobellingham that’s my man guys 😍
bellin5ham my golden boy 💫
madridista2 welcome to madrid, jude!
judebe22ingham madrid is not ready for you 🫣
heyyyjude you look so good in that jersey
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yourusername currents 🦜🌷🌱☀️
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yourbestfriend linda 🫶 [beautiful]
↳ yourusername yourbestfriend te amo amiga ☺️ [i love you bestie]
carlossainz55 😂😂😂
↳ yourusername carlossainz55 de qué te estás riendo 🤨 [what are you laughing at?]
↳ 55ainz i love this family so much
user1 what is jude doing on carlos’ sister’s page
rlmdrd give me a chance 😩
↳ bellingmemes rlmdrd me when i’m jude bellingham:
user2 i think jude is in love
user3 jude flirting with y/n, come get your sister carlossainz55
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yourusername carlossainz55 if formula one wasn’t a thing: 🍔🍟👨‍🍳
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carlossainz55 change that caption right now
↳ yourusername carlossainz55 this one got the folks laughing, sorry hermano
sainzsmoothie the caption 😭😭😭
judefan2 who’s here from that one tweet lol
judesjersey i recognize that sweater
↳ sainzfan1 judesjersey and your point is?
↳ judesjersey sainzfan1 jude bellingham is having dinner with the sainz family after getting caught liking y/n’s posts
carlos55fan when he cooks for my future sister-in-law, that’s my husband guys 😮‍💨
bvbellingham jude what are you doing here 😂
ilovejude this is so cute omg
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judebellingham hermosa
↳ yourusername judebellingham 🥹💋
↳ judestar judebellingham those spanish lessons coming in handy
↳ yourusername judestar i helped him say that ☺️ more spanish on the way
sainzketchup jude has notifications on for sure
judeluvr i get why he’s with her
bellinghames the third slide…the jude effect is real
sainzfamilyupdates the better sainz sibling just posted
judefan1 how’s jude??
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fallinforerling · 1 year
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LOVE ISN'T ETERNAL. chapter 9 - jb
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ೃ⁀➷ jude’s masterlist
ೃ⁀➷ jude’s taglist
ೃ⁀➷ masterlist
─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──
After being dropped off by Jude’s parents, you stayed on the couch for a good hour thinking about how bizarre the whole day was. You didn’t even want to check your phone right now, so you just left it in your living room and went directly to get a hot shower. 
While undressing, you noticed that you had dinner while wearing Jobe’s jersey. Hah, now it made sense why so many people took double looks at you. Not that you cared.
You just wanted to relax for once. The whole process of getting ready for bed got you in a better mood; so after doing your skincare and drinking some tea, you felt ready to check your messages.
There were some texts from the girls and some from Jobe. You went for Jobe’s first since they were the most recent.
✉️ Jobe: Thank you for the weirdest night ever
✉️ You’re welcome?
✉️ Jobe: No, seriously. I haven’t seen Jude this happy for a while now
✉️ Jobe: He’s close to giggling and kicking his feet like a little girl
✉️ lmao
✉️ Maybe that’s because I told him I was going to unblock him
✉️ Jobe: Did you?
✉️ Not yet…
✉️Jobe:  Well, maybe you should
✉️ Oh my god??? What’s happening???
✉️ Jobe: I talked to him, just… Maybe? I won’t force you tho
✉️ I’ll consider it
✉️ Jobe: That’s good enough for me… Have a good night, darling
✉️ Good night, sweetie
Odd. What could possibly be happening that Jobe was (kinda) defending his brother? You didn’t blame him, obviously. But… Again, odd. With a shrug, you hopped on the girl’s group chat, which had lots of messages from hours ago.
✉️ Nikki: Weeeeell…. I was casually checking the TikToks people were posting about the game… You know, to see how it was going
✉️ Nikki: THEN… Girl, you went a bit viral agaaaaain. You appeared on the big screen and SOME people saw the little interaction Mr. Jobe and you had. The football fandom is going crazy again, a lot of people are debating if you’re his girlfriend or Gio’s girlfriend
✉️ Mia: Since none of them had said a word about the rumors… People are kinda taking sides
✉️ Mia: I also saw that after the first half some girls were looking for you because they were near your seat and you were gone. Then they noticed you were sitting next to THE Jude Bellingham and went on trying to figure out if you were his girlfriend instead while taking videos and photos to POST?!
✉️ Nikki: MESSY
✉️ Oh god… I just saw this… WHY ME, LORD?!
✉️ It’s like… For each day of peace I get, ten days of absolute chaos are piled up on my door
✉️ Nikki: It’s the drama, the fun, the footballers, the fame
✉️ Nikki: Our beautiful little WAG
✉️ Mia: If it’s not with douchie, it’s with that Gio guy
✉️ Mia: Heʼs hot af
✉️ Mia???? 
✉️ Do you want his number?
✉️ Nikki: Omg, Miaaaa
✉️ Mia: Both of you… Shut up. This isn’t about me finding Gio the hottest man alive, this is about YOU getting shipped with half of the footballers you know
✉️ Don’t remind me of that, please
✉️ I’ll better get some sleep before the vein on my forehead explodes, bye my loves
✉️ Nikki: Bye baby! Sweet dreams
✉️ Mia: Score a goal!
✉️ Fuck you lmao
Great. You were never getting rid of that stupid “popularity” among the football fanbase… Well, at least among the people that cared about the player’s love lives. They knew your face now, even if the subject of who your “boyfriend” was died down. You were out there forever for people to see and have an opinion.  
Time to sleep.
You were on your way to turn off the lights and wash your cup when the telecommunicator started to ring; you almost let out a scream. Who on Earth was ringing your house at two A.M?! With your heart beating like crazy, you ran to answer and yell to the jerk on the other side. 
“Miss! I’m so sorry to bother you this late but…” Mel’s words were interrupted by some loud male voices. “There’s a couple of gentlemen asking me to allow them into your floor…” Oh, poor Mel. 
You couldn't scream to your sweet doorman Mel.
���Mel! Hi... Gentlemen? As... Men asking to come here?” This was unbelievable.
“Yes, uh. They'd been here for at least ten minutes. I'd tried to persuade them into leaving but nothing works."
“Do you happen to recognize these gentlemen?” Your gut feeling was very reliable, so you kinda knew who it was. 
“Well… I’m not so sure about it, but I think that’s… Bukayo Saka and Jude Bellingham, miss.” 
He surely knew them at first sight, but it was adorable he was trying to dissimulate it.
“Oh, my god…” You sighed. When was this going to end? “Just… Let them in, Mel.”
“As you wish.” 
You wanted to punch someone so bad right now. But you just stayed there, by your door, waiting for what seemed to be the night of never end.
No less than five minutes later, your door was being punched at. Because that wasn't a knock. You considered for a moment letting them outside, but you weren't going to sleep if you did that. 
When you opened it, the silliest sight welcomed you. There was Bukayo, a mutual friend that you haven't seen in very long, carrying (if you can call that carrying) a very drunk Jude. How did you know he was drunk? Well, he was (seemingly) asleep against Bukayo's side, only kept from falling because of his friend's arm around his waist. 
“Okay...” Was the first thing that came out of your mouth. “This is... Something.”
“So sorry to do this at such late hours... He's been so insistent. He got a bit too drunk and started to ask about where his girlfriend was and that he wanted to come home.” Bukayo's eyes went blank, sighing. He seemed pretty sober to you. “I tried to persuade him into visiting you tomorrow, but this guy never takes no for an answer.”
“That sounds like him.” You smiled at him apologetically. Because what else could you do? No one knew you two had broken up, and this wasn't the best moment to break the news either. “Let's take him to the couch, I'll help you.”
You got closer, feeling the smell of alcohol reeking from Jude. Iugh. You took one of his arms, putting it around your shoulders. Hah, and just a couple of hours earlier you were trying to avoid just that. With a lot of effort, both of you laid him out the best you could. That didn't mean that it was done in the most careful way. So he woke up, looking at you and then at Bukayo. 
“Am I dreaming, mate?”
“Nah, fam. I did what you asked me; I took you to your girl.” He palmed Jude's arm and then smiled at you. “Now I'm out, this whole thing tired me up.”
“That's okay. Thank you for taking care of him.” You gave him a little hug after guiding him to the door. “I hope we can catch up another time without this type of thing going on.”
“Me too.” He smiled again, looking as sweet as ever, and then turned and left. 
Now you were alone with...
“Darling?” Oh no, not the darling. 
You turned, looking at Jude, who was struggling to keep himself sat upright. He was looking at you with the most drunken-hazed eyes ever, accompanied by the biggest of smiles.
“Yes, Jude?” It was better not to argue with a drunk person this late at night.
“Can I tell you something?”  
“Yeah, sure.” You got closer, sitting on the carpet. Not too close, but not too far away from him. “What is it?”
“I'm an idiot. I'm so dumb, I got drunk tonight, and I miss you.” The smile left his face, but he was still looking at you with happy eyes. “Every time I see your face, I remember that I'm mad dumb for breaking up with you. Because I still love you. A lot.” He let himself fall back into the couch pillows, sighing. “I don't know why I panicked so much a month ago. It was a stupid chat.”
“Sorry?” Your heart was beating fast because of his past confessions, but this new phrase caught your attention way more. “What chat?”
He wasn't looking at you. He was just looking up at the ceiling, like he was trying to remember something.
“Just some stupid chat the coach gave us before you arrived at Dortmund that day... He was talking about how we, as professionals, had to settle in earlier so we didn't get carried away because of all the money and parties... And the drugs. He said that there was a reason for footballers to get married and have kids at such young ages.” He sighed again, looking tired. “And I knew he was talking to the younger part of the team, which included me... I just... I felt like I was being pressured to marry immediately... I got so carried away with my thoughts that I panicked when I saw you. You make me so happy, but I didn't feel ready for any of the coach's options.”  
“So... You broke up with me instead of talking?” Woah. “That's fucked up, Jude.”
“I know... And I'm not asking you to forgive me or... Get back together with me... Even though that's what I have been wishing since I said the words, but... I wanted you to know.”
He didn't seem drunk at all now. 
“Thank you for telling me.” That's all you could say for now. Too much information to take in. 
“Would you have said yes?” He asked after a few minutes of silence, still looking at the ceiling. 
“To what?”  
“Marrying me.”
You felt like someone punched your heart and took the air out of your body. At the same time. 
“I won't answer that.” Mostly because you didn't know the answer. “Get some sleep.” You got up, looking down at him. 
“Why not?”
You took a long look at his face. You gave him a little smile, reaching for his cheek with one of your hands. You caressed it with the tip of your fingers before regretting touching him at all. He closed his eyes, but opened them when you retrieved your hand. 
“Because there's no point in answering something that's not going to happen.”
He frowned, looking offended for a second before relaxing his face again. 
“Well, I haven't asked you.”
“And you shouldn't, because that's something you do when you're sure about it... And not drunk.” You took one of the covers you kept close, tucking him on the sofa so he couldn't move. “And when you're in a relationship, of course. Now sleep or I'll kick you out of my house.”
“Okay...” He appeared so similar to a kid now, all flustered and with big eyes. “I'm sorry for all of this.”
“I forgive you.”
And that was true. You forgave him for all of it. You couldn't hold a grudge forever. It wasn't healthy. 
“Really?” Hope sparkled in his eyes. It made your heart ache.
“I promise.”
Then you got closer and kissed his forehead to prove him right about your words. He gave you the biggest of smiles, again, before falling asleep right there. You gave him a last caress on the cheek before turning the lights off and walking towards your bedroom.
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You thought it was impossible to get any sleep after what happened, but the moment your head touched the pillow, you were out. The stress was draining your energy. You blacked out until the next morning, when a knock on the door woke you up. 
You remembered everything that had happened just a couple of hours ago. There was Jude, knocking on your door like he was a stranger. Somehow, it felt like it. 
“Come on in.” You said after a few seconds, rubbing your face.
The door slowly opened up. Jude was still covered in the blanket, holding it together with one hand below his chin while the other rubbed his eye. Pretty much the same as you. You couldn't help but smile a little at the sight. 
“Good morning.” Even his voice had a little hint of shyness.
“Did you sleep well?” Was all you said while you got up and walked towards the bathroom.
“Yes...” He followed you, just two steps behind. “Thank you.”
“Stop saying 'thank you', just come here and brush your teeth.” You grabbed one of the brand new toothbrushes you kept in the drawer, offering it to him. 
He seemed so scared yet happy about your behavior while taking the toothbrush. You weren't fooling anyone, it was fun to play with his mind a little bit. Payback.
He stood there watching you brush your teeth, wash your face, and brush your hair. It was very funny.
“I'm not going to suddenly take a knife out and follow you around the house with it, Jude. Get cleaned or you won't get breakfast.” You got out of the bathroom, smiling at him when he just blinked at you. “All yours.” And then you left him alone in there.
You entered the kitchen, ready for some breakfast. You heard the bathroom sink go on and off for a few minutes. Meanwhile, you decided to make some scrambled eggs with ham and toast some beagles. It was the best you could offer with so many thoughts taking most of your concentration. 
When you were finishing the second plate, Jude appeared by the door and stayed there. He looked at the plates with surprise, like it was actually impossible for you to be making breakfast for him. 
“It's getting cold.” You offered him one of the plates that was already sitting on the mini table you had available. 
“Are you preparing me for my sudden death, darling?” He sat in front of you, waiting for you to take the first bite. He always did that. 
“Not yet.” You took a bite off the beagle, smiling when he did the same. “Maybe after I eat.” 
He smiled but didn't say anything. You ate in silence, looking at each other from time to time. You felt different around him now that you knew what caused him to break up with you. It wasn't that you suddenly forgot about everything else or how mad you felt, but it made things easier. You wanted to talk. Now there was a real reason for it. 
“I'll wash the dishes.” Before you could say anything, he took both plates and stood up. 
“Go ahead... And after you finish them, we'll talk.”
“Do I make some tea first?” 
“Yeah, that'll be nice.” 
He seemed to understand what was crossing your mind, so he made the tea quietly and walked to the living room. You followed him. 
“Well...” You took a sip of the tea. “Do you remember what you said last night?” 
“I do...” He squirmed on the seat. He was nervous. “I wanted to tell you all that sober but... I fuck up things quite regularly.” 
You smiled, shaking your head. 
“Okay, it's good for the sake of this conversation that you remember everything. Now, when I said that I forgive you, I meant it. But that doesn't mean I'm not angry or hurt by all of it.” He nodded. “I'm still disappointed about how poorly you managed the whole thing; you just needed to talk to me, and the breakup would never have happened.”
“I know.” He covered his face, sighing. “I'm an idiot.” 
“Yeah! Look at me, I spent a month thinking you didn't love me anymore, and it turns out that you just were a bastard that didn't know how to talk to his girlfriend.” You slightly pushed his arm with your foot. “You said you didn't love me as you used to... Why?” 
“I don't know.” He groaned, taking his hands off his face. “I guess I wanted you to hate me. I’ve never stopped loving you.” He grabbed your ankle, dragging your leg closer to his body. “I think I love more than before, actually.” 
You didn't say anything for a while, you just looked at him for the longest time, trying to figure out what to do next. 
“I'm very mad at you.” You took a deep breath. “That club thing you did after we broke up is still fresh in my mind. I can't pretend everything is the same just because we talked.” 
“I know. I'm a jerk for doing that. I just wanted to see if... If I could act like I was okay. I wanted to feel okay. And couldn't accept that I regretted breaking up with you the second you left.” 
“Always your big ego, huh?” You laughed. “Don't take this as if we just got back together. We're... We're friends from now on.” 
“We are friends for now.” He said, smiling. “Because I'll do everything that's in my power to win you back.”
“Whatever you say, Bellingham.”
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To say the final started fragile would be a big understatement. Despite spending the evening making up with Leah, being reassured by Jude, and also knowing that the dream wasn't just for Noah, you still found yourself restless and anxious about the next day.
You woke up with a start, the sheets tangled around you from a restless night's sleep. The weight of the upcoming final weighed heavily on your mind, making it nearly impossible to find peace even in sleep. As you pushed yourself out of bed, your legs felt weak, barely supporting your weight as you made your way to the bathroom.
Your reflection in the mirror revealed dark circles under your eyes, evidence of the sleepless nights leading up to the final. You splashed cold water on your face, hoping the shock would snap you out of your anxious state. The water trickled down your face, carrying away some of the tension but leaving the underlying nervousness untouched.
Memories of past nerve-wracking moments flooded your mind as you tried to calm your racing heart. This feeling wasn't new; it was the same intense nervousness you'd experienced before crucial games, like the one that determined your spot on Arsenal. The pressure, the expectations, they all culminated in moments like these, testing your resilience and determination.
Taking several deep breaths, you tried to center yourself, focusing on the rhythmic pattern of your breathing to anchor your swirling thoughts. It was just nerves, you reassured yourself, something you'd overcome before. You remembered the countless hours of training, the sweat and tears poured into honing your skills for moments like this.
As you stood there, trying to gather your thoughts and calm your nerves, you felt a tinge of pain beginning to flare up in your stomach. It caught you off guard, making you wince as you tried to pinpoint the source of the discomfort.
Uncertain about the feeling, you began to stretch, hoping that maybe you had just slept in an awkward position. As you reached up to stretch your arms overhead, you felt the tension in your muscles start to ease, but the pain in your stomach persisted, a nagging reminder of the stress and anxiety you were feeling.
To make matters worse, as everyone else began to grab something to eat, filling their plates with breakfast items to fuel their bodies for the final, you found yourself unable to join them. The lingering pain in your stomach and the overwhelming nervousness made the thought of eating almost impossible.
You watched as your teammates chatted and laughed, the tension from earlier slowly dissipating as they focused on the meal before them. The aroma of freshly brewed coffee and warm pastries filled the air, but to you, it was all a blur, your stomach churning at the mere thought of food.
Feeling a pang of disappointment, you tried to push aside the discomfort, reminding yourself that you needed to stay focused and not let the nerves get the best of you. You took a few sips of water, hoping to settle your stomach and provide some relief from the persistent pain.
Despite the physical and emotional challenges you were facing, you knew that you had to stay strong for yourself and your team. As everyone settled down at the table, exchanging encouraging words and rallying each other for the final, you felt a renewed sense of determination wash over you.
Leah and Sarina, sensing the need to rally the team, stepped forward to address the players. "Remember the game against Spain," Leah began, her voice steady and inspiring. "We faced challenges, but we overcame them together. That same resilience and unity will carry us through today."
Sarina nodded in agreement, adding her own words of encouragement. "Each one of you has worked tirelessly to be here. Trust in yourselves and trust in each other. Together, we're unstoppable."
Drawing strength from their words and the collective spirit of the team, you felt a surge of confidence build within you. You knew that you were ready to face whatever challenges the final had in store, armed with resilience, determination, and the unwavering support of those who believed in you."
As the day of the final began to pass on the horizon, the anticipation and excitement were palpable. The team buzzed with energy, fans already cheering and flags wavin, a sea of colors painting a vivid tapestry of support and enthusiasm.
Amidst the throng of supporters, you spotted familiar faces making their way towards you. Your heart swelled with emotion as you saw your dad, mum, brothers Rowan and Elliot, sister Eden, and Jude—your boyfriend—approaching, their smiles bright and infectious.
"Y/N!" Eden exclaimed, wrapping you in a tight embrace. "We're so proud of you!"
Your eyes welled up with tears of joy as you hugged each family member in turn, feeling their love and support enveloping you like a warm blanket.
"Dad, Mum, I'm so glad you're here," you whispered, feeling a lump in your throat.
"We wouldn't miss it for the world," your dad replied, his eyes glistening with pride. "You've worked so hard for this moment, and we're behind you all the way."
"You've been watching" you ask. Elliot looks at you before engulfing you in a hug.
"Oh little sister, you're a bloody star you are-"
"I am?"
"I think we always worried that football killed Noah. But now, seeing you out there- we couldn't have been further from the truth." Rowan admitted, holding your niece in her arms.
Jude comes up behind you handing over a glass of water. You frown slightly before taking it. "You look pale-"
"Yeah, i feel slightly sick i think its the nerves." You admit.
"Noah used to do this too y'know. Before every game. "Rowan reminisces looking over to your dad.
"He did?"
"Mhmm. Couldn't eat anything the night before or day off a match. It was so bad that i remember forcing him to eat mushed banana at the side of the pitch, not letting the referee start before he'd eaten something-" Your mum laughs slightly, before looking down in her own bag. "Now you Mrs, eat up."
She hands you a banana, and you gratefully accept it despite the nausea still very much in your gut.
Your dad smirks before pulling you in for another hug. "I'm so proud of you my little chuck. Who'd of thought, a Morrison at a world cup final!"
Jude admired your family interaction from afar noticing how much effort your brothers especially had put into noticing your talent. It felt like a full circle moment.
Once you pulled away from your dads grasp, Jude stepped forward, taking your hands in his. In a moment filled with love and tenderness, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a small velvet box. Opening it, he revealed a delicate silver necklace with a pendant shaped like a soccer ball.
"I wanted you to have this," Jude said softly, placing the necklace around your neck. "So that no matter where you are or what you're doing, you'll always have a piece of me with you."
Tears of gratitude welled up in your eyes as you touched the pendant, moved by Jude's thoughtful gesture. The weight of the upcoming final seemed a little lighter, knowing you carried with you a tangible reminder of his love and support.
"Thank you, Jude," you whispered, your voice trembling with emotion. "I love it, and I love you."
Jude's eyes sparkled as he smiled, pulling you into a tender embrace. "I love you too, Y/N. Go out there and shine. I'll be cheering you on every step of the way."
As you stood there, surrounded by your family and Jude, the noise and excitement of the crowd seemed to fade into the background, replaced by a comforting bubble of love and support. The weight of the upcoming final felt a little less daunting, knowing that you had such an incredible support system behind you.
With renewed confidence and determination, you turned to face your teammates, their faces reflecting the same mix of excitement and nerves that you felt. The energy was infectious, the air charged with anticipation for the final showdown.
“Alright, team,” Leah called out, rallying everyone together. “Let’s channel this energy and focus on the task at hand. We’ve got a final to win!”
Sarina nodded in agreement, her gaze sweeping across the team. “Remember what we’ve worked for, the sacrifices we’ve made, and the bond we’ve forged. This is our moment, and together, we will seize it.”
The team erupted into cheers, the collective spirit palpable as you all joined hands, forming a tight circle. The unity and camaraderie among you were undeniable, the shared goal of victory binding you together.
As you broke from the huddle, your eyes met Jude’s one last time, his encouraging smile giving you the final push you needed. You knew that you were ready, ready to give it your all, ready to leave everything on the field, ready to make your family, friends, and teammates proud.
With a final nod to your loved ones, you joined your teammates, the excitement and anticipation building as you prepared to step onto the field. The final awaited, and you were ready, armed with resilience, determination, and the unwavering support of those who believed in you.
The stage was set, the moment was here, and you were ready to shine.
As the match began, the energy on the field was electric, both teams eager to seize control and make their mark early on. Despite your initial confidence, believing the match might be easier than anticipated, it quickly became apparent that the Spanish team was a force to be reckoned with.
Time and time again, they launched relentless attacks, their skilled players weaving through your defense with precision and determination. Each near miss sent a jolt of anxiety through you, the ball narrowly missing the goal on multiple occasions, the crowd's gasps echoing in your ears.
The pressure was mounting, the Spanish team refusing to back down, their relentless pace and skill testing your defensive capabilities to the limit. You found yourself constantly on the move, chasing after the ball, making desperate tackles, and clearing dangerous crosses, doing everything in your power to keep them at bay.
With each defensive play, you felt the weight of the team's expectations on your shoulders, the collective hope of victory driving you to push through the exhaustion and frustration. The Spanish team's relentless onslaught was a stark reminder that this final would be anything but easy.
Despite the mounting pressure and the relentless attacks, you refused to let doubt creep in, drawing strength from your teammates' unwavering support and encouragement. You dug deep, tapping into your resilience and determination, determined to rise to the challenge and turn the tide in your team's favor.
As the halftime whistle blew, you and your teammates retreated to the sidelines, catching your breath and regrouping for the second half. The score remained level, a testament to your defensive efforts, but the battle was far from over.
Gathering around Leah and Sarina, their words of encouragement resonated with renewed meaning, their belief in the team's ability to overcome the challenges ahead unwavering.
"We knew this wouldn't be easy," Leah began, her voice steady and reassuring. "But we've faced adversity before, and we've come out stronger. Stay focused, trust in each other, and let's show them what we're made of."
Sarina nodded in agreement, her eyes scanning the determined faces of her players. "We've got this, but it's going to take everything we've got. Let's leave it all on the field and bring home that trophy."
With renewed determination and a clear game plan in mind, you and your teammates took to the field for the second half, ready to face whatever challenges lay ahead. The final awaited, and you were ready to give it your all, knowing that victory was within reach if you stayed united and fought together as one.
A sudden wave of nausea washed over you, and you suddenly found herself doubled over in the bathroom, desperately trying to hold herself together. Unbeknownst to her, Leah noticed the distress and, acting on instinct, rushed in after her.
"Y/N, what's happening? You don't look well," Leah observed, her voice laced with worry.
Y/N, trying to mask her discomfort, managed a weak smile. "Just a bit dizzy, Leah. It's nothing, really."
Leah wasn't convinced, studying Y/N closely. "This isn't 'nothing.' You're pushing yourself too hard. You need to tell Serena; she can make a substitution."
Panic flashed in Y/N's eyes as she whispered urgently, "No, Leah, please. I can do this. I've worked so hard to be here. I just need a moment."
Leah hesitated, torn between compassion and the responsibility she felt for her teammate's well-being. "Y/N, I get it. But you're risking your health. This isn't just about today; it's about the rest of your career."
Tears welled up in Y/N's eyes as she pleaded, "Leah, please. Don't tell anyone. I promise I can get that goal. It's all I've ever dreamed of."
Leah sighed, realizing the depth of Y/N's desperation. "Okay, but you have to promise me that if it gets worse, you'll let someone know. We can't risk your health for a goal."
Y/N nodded gratefully, and the two of them set to work, cleaning up and disguising the toll the match had taken.
Returning to the pitch for extra time, your steps were steadier, though the lingering effects of your physical strain were undeniable. The silent understanding between you and Leah had forged a bond that transcended the confines of the game, a connection that fortified your resolve.
The atmosphere on the field was electric, the Spanish team intensifying their attacks with wave after wave of attempts on goal. Positioned in a defensive role, you fought relentlessly to keep them at bay, intercepting passes and positioning yourself with unwavering focus.
Amidst the relentless Spanish attacks, your resilience shone through. You blocked shots and made crucial tackles, showcasing extraordinary determination to thwart their relentless onslaught. As the pressure mounted, the nausea returned, a testament to the physical toll you were enduring.
When the crucial moment arrived, and the ball found its way to you, Leah's words echoed in your mind – a reminder of the strength that comes from leaning on your teammates. Your legs burned with exhaustion, but the goal beckoned like a distant dream.
With a burst of determination, you kicked the ball towards the goal, the weight of the team's hopes and dreams propelling it forward. The goalkeeper dove in a desperate attempt to make the save, but it was too late.
Jude's eyes widened as he watched you score the crucial equalizing goal, a surge of pride and joy filling his heart. "That's my girl," he whispered, a proud smile stretching across his face.
However, as the euphoria of the equalizing goal engulfed you, your legs gave way beneath you, the weight of exhaustion and adrenaline taking its toll. Lucy and Leah, sensing the urgency, rushed over, their faces etched with concern as they reached out to support you, preventing you from collapsing onto the pitch.
"Are you okay?" Lucy asked, her voice filled with worry.
Leah added, "Stay with us. You've got this."
The stadium, once alive with jubilation, transformed into an arena of shared apprehension. The cheers faded into a hushed silence, replaced by the collective gasp of fans witnessing the abrupt turn of events. The energy in the air shifted from celebration to concern, a palpable tension that spread like wildfire.
With Lucy and Leah's unwavering support, you managed to rise, their arms wrapped around you as they steadied your shaky steps. Their eyes met yours, conveying silent words of encouragement and reassurance.
"You've got this," Leah whispered, her voice steady and reassuring.
Lucy nodded in agreement, "We're in this together, always."
Taking a moment, you closed your eyes, taking a deep, steadying breath, drawing strength from within to push through the pain. Triggering a nostalgic feeling, you decided to acknowledge the fans, a gesture that had become your signature celebration. You bowed deeply, a symbol of gratitude for their unwavering support, and then waved, your gesture echoing the spirited celebrations of your brother, a tribute to his legacy and the strength and resilience that ran in your family.
The crowd responded with thunderous applause and cheers, their support a comforting blanket enveloping you in warmth.
"Y/N Morrison! Y/N Morrison!" a fan shouted from the stands, the chant echoing throughout the stadium, a testament to the impact you had on the hearts of the supporters.
The moment was filled with raw emotion, a blend of triumph, relief, and gratitude. Your teammates, watching from a distance, felt a surge of pride and admiration, their hearts swelling with respect for your determination and resilience.
As you stood, supported by Lucy and Leah, the weight of the moment was felt by all. It was a powerful reminder of the physical and emotional toll of the game, the sacrifices made, and the indomitable spirit that drove you to push beyond your limits.
The memories created in those fleeting moments would forever be etched in your heart, a poignant reminder of the highs and lows of the beautiful game and the unbreakable bonds forged on and off the pitch.
As the match transitioned into extra time, the intensity on the pitch only grew. Sarina, the coach, approached you, her eyes searching yours for any sign of hesitation. "Y/N, are you okay to continue?" she asked, concern evident in her voice.
You nodded, determination shining in your eyes. "I'm good, Sarina. I've got this."
Both teams displayed remarkable resilience during extra time, each side fighting tooth and nail for that coveted advantage. The pace was relentless, with neither team willing to back down.
You found yourself in promising positions, nearly getting a couple of shots on goal, each attempt narrowly missing its mark. The frustration was palpable, but you remained undeterred, your focus unwavering.
On the defensive end, you were called upon to defend with everything you had, throwing yourself into tackles, intercepting passes, and putting your body on the line to keep the opposition at bay. The stakes were high, and every moment was crucial.
Lucy and Leah continued to offer their unwavering support, rallying around you, their presence a constant source of strength and encouragement. Together, you fought valiantly, each player giving their all for the team and the shared dream that had brought you this far.
The clock ticked down, and the tension reached a fever pitch. Every play, every pass, and every shot carried the weight of the match's outcome. The stadium echoed with the roars of the crowd, each cheer a testament to the passion and dedication of the fans who stood by you through every twist and turn.
As the final whistle blew, signaling the end of extra time, both teams were left standing, exhausted but proud. The scoreboard showed a draw, setting the stage for a nerve-wracking penalty shootout to decide the winner.
Both sides huddled together, rallying one another for the impending showdown. The air was thick with anticipation, each player steeling themselves for the crucial kicks that lay ahead.
The memories of the match would forever be etched in your heart, a testament to the resilience, determination, and unbreakable bonds forged in the heat of competition. Now, with the match hanging in the balance, it was time to dig deep, summoning every ounce of strength and courage for the final chapter of this unforgettable journey.
As the shootout progressed, the tension reached new heights, every eye fixed on the pitch, every heart pounding with anticipation. The Spanish players matched your team's efforts, their shots equally accurate and powerful. The pressure was immense, but both teams rose to the occasion, showcasing nerves of steel, the scoreboard reflecting a deadlock with every successful conversion.
**Commentary:** "Spain answering back with authority! This is a shootout for the ages!"
With each successful penalty, the atmosphere grew thicker, the weight of each kick felt by every player, every coach, and every fan in the stadium. The tension was unbearable, the drama unfolding on the pitch captivating the entire world.
Then, a pivotal moment arrived. The Spanish player stepped up for their final penalty, the weight of her team's hopes evident in her eyes. With a deep breath, she struck the ball with power, aiming for the top corner. But Mary Earps, your goalkeeper, had other plans, diving acrobatically to her left to make a spectacular save.
**Commentary:** "Oh, what a save! Earps with the stop of her life! England still in this!"
The stadium erupted in a deafening roar, the momentum swinging decisively in your team's favor. The atmosphere was electric, the crowd on the edge of their seats, the air charged with excitement and anticipation.
But the realization quickly set in – the entire final result of this whole tournamentnow rested on your shoulders. The weight of the moment was immense, the pressure palpable, the silence deafening.
As you walked to the penalty spot, every step echoed with the weight of history, the enormity of the moment sinking in. The crowd fell silent, the only sound being the rhythmic beating of your heart. Lucy Bronze, Alessia Russo, and Leah Williamson offered words of encouragement as you passed them, their belief in you unwavering, their eyes filled with hope and confidence.
You took a deep breath, focusing your mind, channeling the countless hours of training and dedication that had brought you to this moment. The goalkeeper stood tall, the goal seemingly shrinking before your eyes, the net a tantalizing target beckoning you to seize the glory that lay beyond.
The ball rocketed into the net, the goalkeeper diving in vain, the stadium erupting in a cacophony of cheers and jubilation. You had done it, the weight of the moment lifted, the victory secured.
Commentary: “It all comes down to this historic moment! Morrison steps up for England! The weight of 58 years of waiting on her shoulders! Can she deliver the final blow to end England’s World Cup drought?”
The ball soared into the top corner, a rocket of precision and power, the net bulging with the force of a nation’s hopes and dreams finally realized.
Commentary: “She’s done it! Morrison delivers! England wins the World Cup for the first time since 1966! A moment that will be etched in history, a moment that will be celebrated for generations to come! The wait is over, England are champions!”
The stadium was a sea of red and white, flags waving, scarves twirling, voices raised in unison as the realization sank in. Tears of joy flowed freely, embraces shared between strangers, friends, and family alike. The atmosphere was electric, the energy palpable, a collective euphoria sweeping through the crowd like a tidal wave of emotion.
And then it was done. England had done it. They had won the world cup and it was your goal that secured it!
"Noah. We did it." You smiled to yourself before going over to celebrate with your teammates.
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england - y/n morrison only had one thing to say in her post match interview. Despite scouring both the equaliser and going on to score the decisive penalty in extra time. "Follow your dreams, cause sometimes they truly do come true." ❣️
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What Should’ve Been Us (Part II of “What Could’ve Been Us) Jude Bellingham x reader x Pedri
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Synopsis: After seeing your ex-boyfriend, you’re stuck between a second chance at love and a chance at a perfect relationship.
Pairings: Jude Bellingham x reader x Pedri
Genre: second chance, love triangle.
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Jude’s Story: 1 year ago
Jude stared at his phone; the numerous notifications from social media platforms and messages from other girls were becoming old news.
He should be happy with his life; he really should, yet he feels empty. It has been two years since the two of you broke up, yet he still can’t forget about you. Jude has told himself that he’ll be ok and this was for the best, yet every day; he wakes up to regret.
His career skyrocketed over the years, and by now, you should know, yet never once have you reached out to him. He knows he should reach out first, but you guys left things off on a rocky road and he said some things that hurt you badly.
It was never his intention to hurt you. And his promise to love and protect you is still in his heart, and if he could take back everything, he would do it in a heartbeat. He was your best friend before your lover, yet it has always felt like he belonged to you since you met. Even though he had many admirers during his school years, he was yours, and it took a while for him to confess, but you were already his. In his mind, you guys were destined to end up together, and for everything he did, he did it with a purpose. You liked the cologne he wears? He started wearing it every day. You like the haircut he had? He requests it every appointment. The food his mom made is your favorite? He starts packing it every day. Everything that he does, he does it with you in his mind. And not once have you left his mind.
Jude doesn’t understand how two people that were so in love with one another ended up splitting over some dumb reason. He tried to do the long-distance, but you were always on his case about dating rumors and the flirtatious female fans like you didn’t trust him. He was your boyfriend for years and not once has he ever thought of cheating on you, and a little fame wasn’t going to change anything, yet you questioned him. When you guys finally broke up for good, Jude thought it was for the best, but he was suffering as much as you were.
He regretted not asking you to move to Dortmund with him, and he regretted not fighting harder for the two of you, but you guys were young. You were insecure about his career, and he was uncertain that you didn’t love him enough to follow him. It was the right person, wrong timing romance, and Jude is sure you guys would get back together, but it has been two years, and not one of you reached out to another. By now, he has heard of your departure from England and has checked up on your social media regularly, but you went private recently and have also changed your phone number. The only way he knew how to get updates about you is through his brother, who you follow on social media. Jude’s mother has told him several times to move on and focus on his career, but every time he plays, he thinks of you. Every score, every assist, every win, he does it because, in the back of his mind, you are watching him. And he hopes you watch his game, even through the tv.
Jude scrolls through his Instagram DMs, consisting of too many girls, and he hates himself for using them to get you off his mind. He hasn’t been a saint since you broke up, like when his brother told him you posted yourself at a party with many guys; Jude made the headline the next day with a girl. And, like every day, he woke up regretting his decision. The girls will never be able to fill your spot, and he never once considered replacing you. They were all just a simple one-night stand, and many had slapped him for calling your name. It was very immature of him, but he was only human and once in a while has needs, but he has never felt the emotional connection he has with you.
Jude couldn’t admit his wrongdoings, but even he knew the breakup was his fault. He could’ve had both, but he chose his career over you and completely abandoned your relationship. You are Y/N, the girl who knows him better than anyone else, and he should’ve learned that you would follow him. If you did, maybe you would’ve attended a school in Dortmund, found a good job, and bought a house with him. He imagines you wearing his t-shirt to every game and sitting in the stand next to his mother. By now, everyone would’ve known that you guys are dating, and there would be paparazzi everywhere, but you’re strong; you would’ve gone through tough times with him. His teammates would love you, and some would even be jealous of your relationship with him. Your family would visit the two of you every summer, and he would discuss your future together. Things should’ve been that way, but Jude messed it up, and he was paying for the price.
It shouldn’t have hurt, but it did. Two years ago, you were his, and never once did he think that the two of you would end up in this predicament. But here he was, living in regret, missing you every day. Maybe one day, when he is finally in a good spot and has accomplished his goals, and his life is fit for you, you’ll forgive him for leaving you behind. For now, he needed to prove that leaving you behind didn’t go in vain and he could accommodate you in his life and give you everything you deserve. You’re the most understanding person, and Jude knew you didn’t blame him for anything. He’ll chase after you when you two meet again and finally get the second chance he has been dying for.
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Pedri’s Story: Three Years Ago
Pedri was always the mature one between him and his best friend. Despite being one of the youngest players on the team, he could be a captain because of his maturity and ability to play on the field. But what caught everyone’s attention about him was his calmness and gentleness. He was mysterious and quite hard to read, yet he got along with everyone.
You first witnessed Pedri playing when your roommate took you to one of the F.C. Barcelona’s games. It was a last-minute decision, but your roommate is friends with a couple of the players, so she got free tickets for you. She knew very well that you want to avoid anything soccer related because it reminds you of your ex, but she was also persistent in helping you move on. It was her idea to introduce you to one of her friends, but you had told her you were still not over your ex, so she backed down for a bit.
The goal was pretty simple, to make your roommate happy by watching the game and to go back to eating ice cream and crying over Jude again. It has been five months since the two of you broke up, yet everything reminds you of him. You still have a couple of his hoodies and t-shirts, and you’re sure your roommates notice the size difference, but she ignores it, letting you dwell in your misery. She isn’t a huge fan of Jude, mainly because he gets compared to her friends a lot, but after hearing your story, her hatred grew.
You told yourself you wouldn’t bring attention to yourself and that you’ll be in your roommate’s shadow, but she was a huge fan, and quite frankly, it was obvious she had a crush on Gavi, although he seemed oblivious to it. The whole game, she screamed louder than anyone else, and the camera panned to the two of you a couple of times. You’re sure there are TikTok videos about her, and you’re not trying to be in one of them.
Pedri noticed you several times, especially since his friend screamed and shouted more than anyone else. Your roommate has been friends with him since elementary school, and they were basically brothers and sisters. He knew she liked Gavi, and he enjoyed the chasing game between the two a lot. Gavi has no clue that your roommate likes him even though it was obvious to everyone, yet it was entertaining how no one told Gavi because they enjoyed seeing how this would play out.
He has heard of you several times and was quite curious about you, but your roommate has mentioned that you were going through a breakup and needed to be alone. He completely understood that and didn’t further anything, but after seeing you in person, his curiosity returned to him.
Pedri isn’t one to be interested in a girl, especially one still struggling to move on, but he finds you cute, and the way you get embarrassed because of his friend is even cuter. His whole life, he has only had one relationship, and it was a mutual breakup, so there were no hard feelings between him and his ex. He tries to keep peace with everyone and ensure no one is misunderstood.
It was funny how you, a foreigner attending school here, caught his eye. He has been so focused on his career that he has forgotten that romance existed. Pedri was very curious about you, so he made sure his friend brought you to the after-party at his place, and when you awkwardly showed up, he was more than excited. It was hard to approach you, though, because you had your guards up high, but his friend played the wingman and left you two to talk.
Pedri could tell you felt uncomfortable, so he asked if you wanted him to leave, but when you said no, he gently started a conversation. It took many tries to get you to open up, but by the end of the night, you did. You guys talk about life, and he made you feel safe, so you didn’t hesitate to tell him about an ex, but you didn’t mention the name then.
After that, you guys became close friends and spent much time together. Pedri always invites you to his games, and whenever he is available, he helps you study and also brings you lunch or dinner. You guys also made it a monthly thing for him and Gavi to come over and watch movies once in a while, and after five months of friendship, Pedri confesses his feelings for you.
It was hard for you, but it must’ve been harder for Pedri to hear your rejection. You explained to him that you’re still trying to get over an ex, and like the gentlemen he was, he didn’t push it further. Pedri was very persistent, though, and asked that when you’re ready, you’ll keep him in mind. And you do like him, but starting a relationship with another soccer player was too much at the moment, and you needed time to think. You know Pedri’s intentions are never to hurt you, but Jude was like that, to begin with, and you just needed a little more reassurance that it won’t happen again. Pedri knows your story with your ex, and he wasn’t going to pressure you to do anything, and he was willing to wait. The confession wasn’t to make you date him immediately; it was to let you know he has romantic feelings for you and would like to pursue things further. But for now, he was willing to wait and prove that he was worthy of your trust and heart.
Despite your rejection, Pedri treated you the same, and he continues to show that he can truly be worthy of your heart. He never hides anything from you and lets you know about his games and the transfer request he has received. He still takes you out on dates and brings you food, and once in a while, you would comfort him when he loses a game. It was like you guys were already dating without the physical intimacy and labels. So a year after his confession, you finally let go of your past and said yes to Pedri.
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Your parents were very pleased with Pedri after he requested to sleep on the downstairs couch. They were sure you guys were arranging to sleep in your old bedroom, but Pedri didn’t want to be disrespectful, so he made himself cozy on the living room couch. Your parents would’ve given the guest bedroom to him, but another family member of yours flew in, so they were staying there. Pedri didn’t mind sleeping on the couch either because it was comfortable, and quite frankly, he liked the big window that showed the sunset.
“You are sure you’re comfortable?” Your dad asked for the 20th time. Pedri smiles, “yes sir,” and you want to roll your eyes because that smile of his always fools everyone. People are so used to seeing Pedri as a child that they forget he’s a grown man who might have a freaky side to him. “Y/N don’t you dare plan on sneaking down here in the middle of the night,” your mother warned, causing Pedri to laugh. “Mom, that’s so embarrassing stop!” You whined. Your dad shakes his head and goes upstairs after saying goodnight. Your mother gives both you and Pedri a knowing look before she takes her leave. When your parent's doors closed, and you hear the lock click, you immediately strangle Pedri’s waist. “Chill, Amar, remember what your mom said,” he smirks. You playfully slap his chest and give him a peck on his lips. Pedri lays his hands on your hips and stares at you with the softest eyes. “Did you enjoy the game?” He asked while rubbing your hips with his thumbs. “I thought both teams did well,” you smiled. Pedri nods and turns his head slightly like he is thinking. “Jude seemed like he was trying to win you back,” he mumbled. “He’s a couple of years too late.” You laughed, remembering how happy Pedri was when you finally said yes to being his girlfriend. If people didn’t know any better, they would’ve thought you said yes to a marriage proposal. “He and I go way back, and I hope to be in a good place with him.” Pedri nods in agreement and pulls you down for a hug. “You’re fully mine, and I plan on building a future with you. If he is going to threaten that, I need to know now so we can fix it,” Pedri whispers in your ear. You awkwardly shift and kiss his neck, causing him to groan. “Maybe you should go upstairs and sleep before I do something,” Pedri says, causing you to giggle. “Maybe I should.”
Later on, that night, while you’re staring up at the ceiling, Pedri’s words keep repeating in your head. You’re sure Jude wouldn’t pull anything to make you question your relationship with Pedri, but even though Pedri is special, you can’t deny that Jude still has a special place in your heart. If he had shown up a couple of years ago, you would’ve gone back to him in a heartbeat, but now you’re in a committed relationship that is going so well. Everyone adores Pedri, and it wouldn’t make sense to return to Jude, but your heart still beats for him. When he touched your hand, the memories you shared came back, and most of them outweighed the pain that you went through. But it wouldn’t be right to do this to Pedri, especially since he picked up the pieces, and it wouldn’t be right to think about another man while you’re dating someone else. Sighing, you turned to your side and stared at your desk with photos of your high school years. The young Y/N was sure she’d marry her childhood sweetheart, but that was all the past now, and she should let go.
Closing your eyes, you smile while looking forward to tomorrow, and as your eyes drift, your phone starts ringing, causing you to sit up immediately. It was almost midnight, and there was no reason for someone to call, and the incoming number was also unknown. You frown, wondering who in their right mind would call this late. With hesitation, you pick up the call. “Hello?” You answered. The person on the other side doesn’t say anything for three seconds, causing your heart to race. This was bringing back memories, and you immediately knew who it was. “Y/N, it’s me, Jude.”
Your face hit the cold air causing your eyes to flinch a little, but you made sure to wear a heavy coat because you weren’t sure how long this would take. You were surprised when Jude called, saying he got your number from your friend. You would be lying if you said you weren’t happy, but you were. Some things need to be said, but you didn’t have time. But here he was, standing in front of your house like he used to.
“Did I wake you up?” Jude asked. You shook your head and just stared at him. Now that you're standing in front of him, you realize he has gotten taller, and despite it being dark out, you can tell that he is effortlessly handsome. "I needed to get some things out of my head," he mumbles, and you glance at his car, which was twice as expensive as yours. Jude was living the famous lifestyle, and all the lavishes he had dreamed about were sure to be reachable now. "Wanna go in the car? I don't want you to get sick," he says, reaching for your hand. You let him and followed him to the passenger side. You glance at your living room window before entering the passenger seat, and Jude makes his way to the driver seat. Pedri was a heavy sleeper, and you tiptoed past him without waking him up, but a part of you feels guilty for doing this. But Pedri trusts you, and he would understand why you had to do this.
"I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about you," Jude says while turning on his side so he can face you. "I told myself I should let you go because you're happy with him. But I would feel even more guilty if I left again without saying what I really need to say." Jude reaches for your hand and softly smiles, placing it over his heart. "I still love you, Y/N, and I know you might not believe me but trust me when I say I have been in pain these last years because I miss you so much. You're and will always be the one person that genuinely knows me. I don't know how far you and Pedri have gone and if you're in love with him, but I would hate myself if I didn't tell you I love you. If there is a chance that you are questioning your relationship with him, then keep me in mind. I need another chance with you, and I would be the luckiest guy if you let me have a chance. All these years, I have been keeping my life in order with you in mind. I have done everything in hope of you coming back into my life. In my mind, you're always watching me, and I am reaching you. I won't ask for anything else but to think about us and give us a second chance."
The sound of crickets and breathing was the only thing that could be heard as you stared into Jude's eyes. Everything that he has just said would've made a huge difference three years ago or if you were single. You wanted so bad to say yes, and you wanted so bad to pull him in for a kiss, but you had to restrain yourself. The last thing you want to do is break Pedri's heart, which you're sure is not Jude's intention either. You can see in his eyes that he is pleading with you, asking you to consider him an option. It was already bad that your feelings were returning during his presence, and having him in front of you was making things worse. This was your first love, and as he cups your cheeks with glossy eyes, you remember the teenager you were madly in love with. "Gosh, my baby, I've missed you so much," he whispers against your lips before he hungrily pulls you into a kiss. At that moment, you never once thought of your boyfriend.
Three years ago
"We graduate tomorrow, baby," Jude whispers as he pulls you closer to him. His sweating body tangles with yours as you try not to be so loud. It was past midnight, and you had snuck Jude in, and you guys tried to be quiet when he made love to you, but you were sure your parents would scold you tomorrow. "I know. I am so excited," you quietly squeal, causing Jude to chuckle. "We can finally plan the future that we want." Jude looks down at you with soft yet distant eyes and kisses you on the forehead. "Remember the promise I made to you when I asked you out?" He asked while caressing your cheek. You nod your head, and Jude pecks your lips. "Tell me, baby," he mumbles. As you speak, you draw a heart on his chest, "That you would become a very successful soccer player and give me the most lavish life." Jude nods and stares down at you with glossy eyes, and you aren't sure why. "It may take a while, and we may be on a bumpy ride, but I promise you, Y/N, I will come find you."
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Mi Moreno
jb5 x f!hispanic!reader
sm! au
face claim: Ariana Greenblatt (she’s gorgeous)
A/N: First time writing on here🙈!! I js wanna address something before I put everything in. I am Hondureña so I will be making y/n hispanic/pen latina, I wanna make her hispanic/latina bc we don’t get recognition when it comes to these fanfics. I am bilingual spanish being my first language and english being my second, however I did learn english at a young age so i’m very fluent in both!!
Warnings: Some Spanish words they will be translated tho!!
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judebellingham: my pretty girl😻😻. planety/n replied: my handsome boy😍😘
trentarnold66: ur staring like i jst murdered ur entire family😰. Smile for once. planety/n replied: oh shut up.
user1: i wanna look like her when i grow up😍. user2 replied: LITERALLY OMG LIKE SHE’S DEAD SO GORGEOUS🗣️🗣️
user3: break up with jude and get with me. I can treat u better.
planety/n replied: BAHAHA @judebellingham
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y/nandjudeupdates: jude doesn’t know what to do with allat🤭🤭
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Caption: Always a pleasure.🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿
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planety/n: me encanta tu sonrisa🙈🤭 (I love ur smile) judebellingham replied: thank you my love🩷🫶🏽
adidasfootball: buenas noches amigooo🔥 (good night friend)
england: 👊🏼
jobebellingham: u kinda look like me🤨?? judebellingham replied: i don’t see it🧐🧐
user2365738291582: BAHAHAHAHA JOBES COMMENT
rentarnold66: loml😋😚 @planety/n @judebellingham judebellingham replied: ur making me blushhh😳😳. planety/n replied: stop.
user67: he’s so fine omg😍. planety/n replied: IKRRRRRR🤭😳😍🥰😻
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AHHHHH ok so that was it, this is kinda trash thoooo, I’m not so sure if this is good so please criticize me🙈!! OKLKM BYEEYYEYEYEEYEYEYYE!!!
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REAL MADRID — JUDE BELLINGHAM
summary : you’re daughter of real madrid’s coach
face claim — natalia azahara
A/N : i also have a fanfic about this on wattpad, also with secret relationship sooo
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yourbff you’re the dreamy view!!!
ynancelotti love you!!!
claragalle how can a person be that stunning?
ynancelotti stop you are
carlosancelotti ¡linda mi amor!
ynancelotti gracias papá ❤️
user not jude liking and following his coach’s daughter
user1 we get jude, she’s beautiful
user2 he’s just trying to please his coach
user3 girl you WISH you were her rn
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ynancelotti take your kid to your job day + hot summer day
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claragalle ahhh 😍
ynancelotti ❤️
yourbff take me to their game PLEASE
ynancelotti your my +1 always
carlosancelotti ven todos los dias
ynancelotti yo voy
judebellingham next time, make sure you’re gonna hit the goal
ynancelotti learn how to speak in spanish and we can talk
user do i see trophy wife material?
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user1 i swear to god she’s living one of those fanfics
user2 it girl and her it boy
user3 they need to date
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yourbff madridista 4L
ynancelotti GIRL 😂
judebellingham lucky charm
ynancelotti ❤️
vinijr our mascot
ynancelotti shut up
user living her best life
user1 live laugh love jude bellingham
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user2 in her player’s wife era?
user3 in her coach’s daughter era*
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yourbff 1. yn 2. real madrid
judebellingham ☝🏻
ynancelotti i love you ❤️
judebellingham love you more
carlosancelotti 👀🫵🏻
judebellingham 🫡
user is that a hard launch???
user1 i think is kinda obvious yeah
user2 jude and yn breaking the internet
user3 COUPLE GOALS!
user4 i love carlos and jude’s interactions lol 😆
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jobebellingham you have bad taste in team and man
ynancelotti don’t talk like that about my team
judebellingham yn?
gioreyna take care of our boy
ynancelotti OUR?
judebellingham my lucky charm
ynancelotti you’re so sweet
user i wanna be her so bad
user1 sign the adoption paper please
user2 they’re so cute omg
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Absent Father
Summary:where the reader is about to give birth and Jude is not home
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"When are you going to be back?" I ask as I watch him pack his bag
"In a couple of months Love" he says
"Oh"
"But don't worry it'll be over before we know it"
"Can't you pull out of the squad and say you've got an injury or something"
"You know I can't do that, they'll examine my body to check my story out"
I sigh
"Hey, it's not that bad, we'll call eachother and face time, we're gonna be ok"
"You sound like you're trying to convince yourself"
"I'm trying to convince the both of us"
"Jude you know that I'm due any day now right"
"I know"
"And you won't be there by my side holding my hand or getting to witness the birth of your child" I say trying to hold back my tears
"I know baby, and I'm sorry"
"Sometimes I wish you were Just Jude Bellingham, not Jude Bellingham the Real Madrid and England Star
He stops packing and looks at me
"Sometimes I wish that as well darling, but that's not how it is"
"Yeah, I'm going to the kitchen to make a snack"
"Ok"
I leave the room and walk to the kitchen to make something to eat
As I'm busy I hear Jude come down the stairs with his bag
He places it down and walks up to me and towers over me, places a kiss on my forehead and bends down to kiss my belly
"I have to go" he says as he stands up
I come in for a hug and hug him very tightly as if by doing so I can just pause time and stop it from moving
He hugs me tightly as well indicating he doesn't wanna let go
As we're hugging the tears start coming out and I don't even try to fight them this time, i'm silently crying, and pretty sure my tears have now stained his shirt
He pulls away, looks me in the eyes and wipes the tears from my face
"I love you"
"I love you"
He kisses my forehead one more time walks to his bag and heads for the door where his driver waits for him
A week later:
I'm lying on the sofa watching a series that I'm not really paying attention to, all I'm thinking about is how scared I am and how I won't have anyone in the delivery room with me, and the person that I do want to be there is in another country
It's been difficult to talk and Face time with Jude, because he's either very busy or he's too tired to talk, if he's not training, he's doing press, if it's not press it's games, if it's not games he's out with his teammates, there's just always something happening and it makes me wonder if he's  trying to avoid me, because if he wasn't ignoring me then he would at least make the time to try and talk to me, it's always me reaching out and calling him but he never does the same
The only interactions we have nowadays is when he posts something and I like and comment under his post and he'll just reply to my comment
I honestly don't know what to do but I just keep telling myself that he's busy and can't talk
I stand up and walk upstairs to get my phone to check if I've gotten any call from Jude
The minute I grab my phone from my bed there's a warm liquid that I feel on my legs
I look down and see water on the floor
I start freaking out a bit but then compose myself and walk to my wardrobe to grab my bag
And walk downstairs and get into the car and start driving to the hospital
When I arrive at the hospital I ask the receptionist for my doctor, but she tells me that in order to see her I have to have an appointment
"Lady listen to me, I'm a Pregnant Woman that's about to give birth, are you really gonna tell me to wait to see my Doctor?"
"I'm sorry I was not aware, I'll go get her"
She walks down a passage and makes a left knocking on a door, 2 minutes later she returns with Doctor Ashley Johnson
"Mrs. Bellingham, what are you doing here?, Where's is your Husband?"
"On a business Trip" I say breathing heavily
"Can someone get this woman a wheelchair?"
A few minutes later I'm in a hospital gown and walking around my hospital room trying to Dilate myself enough to give birth to this baby and Doctor Johnson holding my hand
"So where is your husband?"
"He's away, on a Business trip"
"Your Mother?"
"We don't really get along, let's just say she's not happy with the decisions I made in my life"
"Like?"
"Marring my Husband"
"What's wrong with him?"
"Nothing, she just didn't want me to marry someone who is from a different country number one and from a different culture"
"Your mother in law?"
"She moved back to England to be with my Father in law and brother in law"
"Siblings?"
"They are all married and even if I were to call them they are too far away"
"So I guess it's just you and me then" she says
I nod my head realizing that no one from my family is actually coming
"Yep"
After 10 hours of walking around and trying to Dilate Doctor Johnson informs me that I'm ready to give birth
She calls the rest of her team to come and assist and after two hours
A baby Boy is born
My body is tired and I just feel absolutely exhausted
"Mrs. Bellingham, we're going to clean your baby boy, you just get some rest we'll bring him right back"
"Ok" I say falling asleep
The next day I wake up feeling much better than the previous day, I turn my head to see my baby sleeping peacefully and Doctor Johnson walks into the room
"Hi, how are we doing in here?"
"We're ok, he's asleep"
"Have you spoken to your family yet?"
"No, I haven't, I'll wait for him to wake up first, then I'll make calls"
"And a name, have you decided on a name yet?"
"No I wanna call my husband first then we'll discuss it"
"Ok"
Doctor Johnson stays with me for some time until the baby wakes up
"I'll leave you to it then"
"Thank you"
I grab my phone and the first people I call are my Four sisters
They all get excited and squeal as they see the baby for the first time
"What's his name?" One of them ask
"I don't know, I'm gonna call Jude and we'll talk about it"
"Aww, he's so cute"
"Thank you"
"Congratulations sis, we're so proud of you, we wish we could be there"
I shed some tears and tell them it's fine and that we'll all meet up eventually
The next person I call is Denise.
"Hello love"
"Hi Mom, you alright?"
"Yeah, how are you"
"Oh we're fine, but I have something to show you"
I slightly turn the phone to Show her the baby and she looks in shock
"Mark, Jobe come look"
After some time Mark and Jobe appear on the screen
"Oh God he's so adorable"
"Are you ok though love"
"Yeah, I will be" I say
"What's his name?"
"I still need to call Jude, then we'll discuss it, and then we'll let everyone know
"Ok love, take care of yourself ok"
"Ok"
"We love you"
"Love you too"
The next person I call is Jude, hoping he'll pick up but he doesn't instead he sends a text
Hubby: what's up?
Me: can you call, it's important
Hubby: what is it?
Me: Jude can you pls just answer your phone it's really important
Hubby: just text me, I'm busy rn
Me: with what?
Hubby: With Trent, Madders and Hendo
Me: so you can't just excuse yourself for some time, I'm telling you that this is important why are you being difficult?"
Hubby: no actually I can't excuse myself, we're playing UNO, and I'm losing like hell
Me: oh so you would rather play a game of UNO than to hear what I have to say?
Hubby: just text it to me, I'm sure it's not a big deal
Me: if you consider the fact that you have a son not important then Yeah, it's not important
Hubby: what 🤯 are you being serious, you game birth?
Me: yeah but don't let me stop you from your game, it's most definitely more important than the birth of your son
                           Hubby ❤
                            Calling...
I decline the call
Hubby: babe answer the phone
Me: The baby is asleep, I'll call you when he wakes up, if I answer it'll wake him up
Hubby: oh c'mon don't be like that
Me: I'll call you later, get back to your game
I place my phone next to me and admire my newly born baby boy who is fully awake
"Hey Babe, welcome to the world, I'm gonna love you so much more than anything in the world"
He only giggles and cuddles further into my arms and it makes me Coo
2 months later:
Today is the day Jude comes back and to say I'm excited is an understatement we never had the discussion of the Baby's name so I just decided it Myself
And I Decided on Jamie
Ever since Jamie's birth Jude has been calling a lot more often and calling to check on us every day, which is good because then he won't miss that many Moments
Jamie is growing so fast it feels like it was just yesterday when it was just the two of us cuddling in a hospital bed, now he can crawl
Jude should be landing in a few hours and Jamie and I are preparing something to have for dinner, hopefully Jude will be here in time for dinner
Jamie however is on top of the counter grabbing things and putting them in his mouth while I prepare dinner
After making dinner, I get Jamie cleaned up and into his pajamas
And I carry him downstairs where we'll sit and wait for Jude
I'm so excited because we're about to have our first dinner as a family also adding the fact that I haven't seen Jude in almost three months
20:00( 8pm)
Jamie and I are sitting in the dinning room waiting for Jude to come home
21:00( 9pm)
Jamie has fallen asleep on my chest
22:00 ( 10pm)
Jamie is now asleep in this crib and I'm waiting for Jude while doing the dishes and packing away all the table decor that I've put out
23:00 (11:00 pm)
Fast asleep in bed
00:00 ( 12:00pm)
01:00 am
The door to the house opens and I hear Jude walk up the stairs and towards our room, the door opens and I hear him sigh and take his clothes off leaving him in his trunks
He gets into bed and kisses my shoulder
"Hello my love" he says in a husky voice
"I know you're awake, you're a light sleeper, I know you heard me come in"
I shrug him off and try to make myself comfortable on the bed
"What's wrong, are you not going to greet back"
"Hi"
"Is that all I get?"
"Yeah"
"Why are you upset i haven't seen you in 2 months and the first time I come back you give me a cold shoulder?"
"Exactly we haven't seen eachother in 2 months, and you couldn't even get home on time for dinner like you promised"
"Oh, you know I thought I told you that I was gonna be late, because Trent wanted to party for a bit before we were all headed home because we wouldn't see eachother in a long time"
"Does Trent have a two month old  baby boy who he hasn't seen ever since his birth and a wife who gave birth on her own  waiting for him at home?"
"No"
"Do you?"
"Yes"
"So please explain to me because I must be losing my mind, you had two months, two months with these people "your sheriffs" to laugh and share moments, yet your two month old son has not even shared a single moment with you and you still put your teammates before him to make moments with them and you don't even have one with your son"
He is quiet
"So is it wrong for me to assume that from now on your international teammates and club teammates will forever be the first choice no matter what?"
"No babe, you and James are the most important thing in my life and will forever be my first"
"I can't even look at you right now"
"You were not there when he was born, when we were suppose to name him , i ended up naming him myself because I had to put something on the birth certificate, you weren't there when he started crawling and now you said the wrong name yet he's your son"
"Is his name not James?"
"If you had answered your phone on that day we would have named him together" I say getting out of bed and grabbing my gown
"And his name is Jamie" I say walking out of the room and walking to Jamie's room to sleep there
The next morning I'm woken up by Jamie's cries
I walk to him and pick him out of his crib and walk to the Kitchen to find Jude making Breakfast
"Morning babe"
"What are you doing?"
"Making breakfast, I'm making French toast, still your favorite right?"
"Yeah"
"Great, have a seat it'll be ready in just a few minutes"
Jamie lays his head on my shoulder as he looks at Jude almost as if he's asking who is the guy in our Kitchen making food
He's uncomfortable
"Hey it's ok, that's your dad" I whisper into his ear and kiss his head
I walk to the dinning table and put Jamie on my lap where he stares at me and shows his gums that are without teeth
I smile down at him and shower him with kisses and he giggles
In that moment Jude walks to us and almost  immediately Jamie's head goes on my chest and he stops giggling
"Here you are"
"Thanks" I say
He takes a seat across me and looks at Jamie and sends him a small wave, but it only makes Jamie force himself further into my chest
Jude gives me a sad look and I look back at him
He clears his throat and breaks the uncomfortable silence
"So how have you been?"
"Fine, yeah I've been fine, you?"
"Yep same just really tired"
"Yeah"
The awkward silence is among us again and we eat in silence
"Fuck" he says under his breath
"How much have I missed?" He asks
"A lot more than you can imagine" I reply
"Baby, I am so sorry, when you said that I missed so much I didn't know you meant it like that to the point where my own son doesn't recognize me"
"Yeah"
"How can I make up for it?"
"I wouldn't know either Jude, Jamie is a baby, he doesn't comprehend what's happening, it not like you can just throw the words I'm sorry to him and he'll forgive you just like that"
"You're not helping, I'm asking for solutions not for you to make me feel worse than I already do"
"Well you wouldn't be feeling like this if you had been there number 1, if you had answered your phone so we could name him together and if you had made more time to talk to us"
"I called you every day"
"Did you call me when I was a week from giving birth, huh, when our only interaction would be on Social media where I was liking pictures and commenting and you were liking or replying to my comments"
"I called you guys every day, to find out how you were doing"
"For five minutes, you can't really say anything in five minutes"
"I was tired"
"But you were never too tired to go out with your teammates, right?, all that time you spent with them, could have been used to get to know your son, given how difficult it was to be there for him when he was born"
"So what, you wanted me to stay in my hotel room and be left out while everyone was enjoying themselves?"
"If you couldn't do it for me then you could have at least done it for Jamie, you were an absent father, and it's not my fault that after I tried to get you involved in his life and you refused and now he doesn't even know you"
He's quiet and just continues eating his food
After having breakfast Jamie and i walk to the Kitchen and i get started on the dishes while He sits next me with his favorite chew toy that keeps him behaving
Jude walks in
"Let me take him" he says
He goes to pick Jamie up and Jamie starts crying
I immediately leave the dishes and walk to them
"Here take over the dishes, I'll take him
"No it's fine, he'll be fine"
"No Jude let go of him, I need to feed him he hasn't been fed yet"
He let's go of Jamie and I walk to his room to feed him
After 2 hours Jamie falls asleep for his afternoon nap
And I walk to the living room to watch some TV only to find Jude watching TV
I take a seat and Jude pauses his show
"Is he ok?"
"Yeah, he's asleep"
"That's good"
"Mhm"
"Y/n, I'm sorry, I know that the past 2 months have not been easy for you and that you were scared when you had to give birth to Jamie, because I wasn't there for you both"
"It's fine, you were working"
"Yeah but that's not an excuse, I feel horrible, I feel like I'll never get to have a relationship with my son if things go on like this"
"Don't say that Jude, Jamie will get use to you, eventually, maybe not tomorrow or next week, but eventually"
"You were right, if I made the time then we wouldn't be here right now having this conversation"
"True, but you made a mistake and you are rectifying it, now you know what to do and what not to next time"
He smiles at me and I return the smile
"Thank you"
"You're welcome"
He scoots closer to me and places his arm around my shoulder and I lay my head on his
"I've missed you so much"
"I've missed you as well"
"Can you believe it, we're actually Parents now"
"Right, times like these are gonna be fewer, where it's just the two of us bringe watching Movies and series"
"That's true, we're gonna be so occupied, it's crazy"
"Yep"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
He kisses my forehead and unpause the show he was watching.
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qraceiuv · 7 months
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XO. jude bellingham.
summary — jude bellingham x fem!reader | forgets to click close friends when posting on instagram and ends up exposing his entire relationship
note — send reqs! my inbox kept glitching but i fixed it now
warnings — none! just fluff
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y/nsusername (2 weeks ago)
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y/nsusername: lately
yourfriend: HOTTIE
yourfriend2: i want u
username: THIS IS FROM JUDES STORY
username: shes rlly pretty omg
username: JUDE HAS ALL HER SHIT LIKED WE ARE BLINDSDD
username: who else is here from jude
y/nsusername (1 week ago)
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y/nsusername: fancy dinner date @judebellingham
judebellingham: 💋💋
username: HIS COMMENT?!
username: we are dumb
username: omg I WANT HER NOT JUDE
username: hes literally tagged and we were clueless
username: oh so shes getting treated goodddd
username: me next wtf?!
y/nsusername (2 days ago)
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y/nsusername: i have a big fat crush on him (he buys me everything)
judebellingham: i love you too
— y/nsusername: thats not what i said
username: "i love you too" GUYSS😭😭
username: here from judes story
username: THIS IS JUDES GF??
username: ur so real for that
yourfriend: oh girl
username: im screaming rn
username: YALL STALKERSSS (same)
judebellingham
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judebellingham: happy 8 months❤️ (im sorry for exposing us)
y/nsusername: i said soft launch
— judebellingham: do i need to delete this as well
— y/nsusername: OMG NO
y/nsusername: 🥰🥰❤️❤️
username: kms
username: most intense day of my life
yourfriend: YEAHHH WE FAMOUS
username: THEYRE SO CUTEE
username: 8 months is crazy no way we were all blind
username: im so flabbergasted rn
username: im sick im
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anadiasmount · 5 months
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all about us? - jude bellingham insta au.
continuation insta au post to ‘more of us?’ 🧟‍♀️
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ynusername added to their stories!🔒
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judebellingham replied to your story:
stop being naïve and answer my texts
who’s this weston guy?
answer me y/n i swear
↪️ yourreply: i should be none of your concern anymore. move on like i am.
sent 30 minutes ago**
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judebellingham posted on their feed!
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liked by: westonmckennie, gioreyna, jobebellingham, vinijr, camavinga, 3,563,909.
judebellingham: power trip indeed
comments:
user209: WHEN HE LISTENS TO JCOLE>>>
vinijr: ESPECTACULAR 🤍
gioreyna: baby, not even i would want you 🥲
↪️ judebellingham: good me neither. i’m taken.
jobebellingham: amazing bro ❤️
username58: he is so sexy.
user539: why is this man always posting about this girl 💀
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ynusername posted on their feed! 🔒
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liked by: judebellingham, yourbsf, yourbsff, westonmckennie, jobebellingham, others.
yourusername: what brent said 👍
comments:
userr23: HOLD ONNNNNNN WAIT A MIN-
yourbsf: okay pics 😛😛
yourbsff: i genuinely haven’t recovered from this past weekend…
↪️ yourusername: me either, but YOLO! 🧟‍♀️
westonmckennie: woah 😍😍
liked by ynusername!
username71: ma’am how do you look so good in every pic??
yourfriend: who’s the guy… 🧍‍♀️
↪️ judebellingham: my exact question.
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ynusername added to their stories! 🔒
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judebellingham replied to your story:
i’m coming to see you.
we have to talk this out please.
i can’t lose you the way i am. how many times do i have to repeat how much i love you? i want you back y/n. please just listen to me.
↪️ yourreply: even if we do talk, we both can tell there’s trust issues involved. jude i want to do bad, but how many more times are we gonna continue doing this? it’s getting out of hand.
judebellingham: which is why i’m coming to talk to you… there’s still hope in both us, i know there is.
seen 54 minutes ago **
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liked by: gioreyna, jobebellingham, ynusername, vinijr, tobybishay, camavinga, vinijr, 4,345,790.
judebellingham: what brent said 👍
comments:
yourfriend: is that my queen?
yourbsf: dear lord… have the two of you learnt nothing?
gioreyna: happy for you lad! 🤍
jobebellingham: jesus now you won’t shut up about her fr 😂🤣❤️
↪️ judebellingham: no you won’t, you’ll hear very detail of how wonderful she is 👍👍
username3: NO NO NO NO. DO NOT EVENNNNN.
user53: NO WE LOST HIM. HE SOFT LAUNCHED HER IM SICK 😣😣
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judebellingham replied to your story:
great now my hand is cold 😒🙄
miss you so much
i love you. thank you for giving me a chance, as much as i don’t deserve it. words can’t describe how grateful i am for you and what you do to my daily life. thank you for trusting me again, for continuing to love me even at my worst.
↪️ yourreply: what did i tell you about blaming yourself? we were both at fault and i’ll admit that because i also did hurt you at one point. i wanted to you to feel how i felt, so please baby, don’t blame yourself. i love you unconditionally and i miss you like hell.
judebellingham: why are you so perfect? how did i get so lucky? 😩😩
↪️ yourreply: STOPPP
judebellingham: never. i won’t stop 🥴
judebellingham: come to my game against napoli?
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liked by: ynusername, jobebellingham, tobybishay, vinijr, tonikroos, camavinga, gioreyna.
judebellingham: 3pts and a goal, thank you for you the amount of support. in a happy state of mind with you! 🤍
comments:
ynusername: i love you handsome!! 🥹🤍
↪️ judebellingham: in love with you pretty girl 🤍
ynusername: so proud of you always!
vinijr: he does it again 📸📷
gioreyna: top player. and great bf ig 😵‍💫
jobebellingham: real. had to be you. ❤️
usernameee6128: AWW JUDEEEE
user123: if you’re happy i’m happy!
username405: hard launch!!!
user022: WERE GETTING BF PICTURES DJNDNDJJND
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footballerimaginess · 2 years
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Instagram Files | Newborn Baby
Jadon Sancho | Instagram Files Requests are open for more Instagram files. Enjoy x REQUEST:  For your Instagram files could you do a Jadon Sancho one as a parent with a new born baby and announcing it to everyone. If you feel comfortable with it
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liked by marcusrashford, tammyabraham, judebellingham and 630,298 others  jadonsancho: Baby Sancho coming soon.. Arriving in August 2022 view 532 other comments  macusrashford: congrats bro!! judebellingham: I’m so happy for you both, congratulations 👊 d_degeaofficial: congratulations my friend!  yourinstagram: i love you bby! 💖
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liked by jadonsancho, katekanex, and 63,214 others  yourinstagram: welcome to the world, my little boy. Arrived 2 weeks earlier than planned, early like his Mummy. Still thinking of a name. 💙 jadonsancho: you are incredible, I love my little family so much ❤️ majalindelof: congratulations to you both 🥰 fernhawkins_: I can’t wait for baby cuddles x marcusrashford: congratulations, can’t wait to meet him x scottmctominay: Uncle Scott can’t wait to meet my little man 
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liked by: sasha_rebecca, marcusrashford, jadonsancho and 78,099 others  yourinstagram: Meet Arlo Jadon Sancho, this little boy loves his cuddles 🥺 view 763 other comments  jadonsancho: miss you both so much, save me cuddles 💜 marcusrashford: I want Arlo cuddles soon  ↪️yourinstagram: course rashy, Arlo can’t wait to meet his uncle 
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liked by: yourinstagram, tammyabraham, judebellingham and 890,832 others jadonsancho: little man is enjoying the bed  view 623 other comments  yourinstagram: what a cutie, want to pinch his chubby legs 🥺 marcusrashford: so cuteee!! jadonsanchofan: so stinking cuteeeee
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liked by: tammyabraham, jadonsancho, and 872,321 others  yourinstagram: our holiday’s are a little different compared to usual 💖 jadonsancho: thanks for showing the world my arse  yourinstagram: oh shut up you love it 🍑 deanhenderson: alright J, when did you get so fit  tammyabraham: cute view, but that body wow  jadonsancho: glad all of you agree I have a fit arse. Thanks. But stop with the comments now. I am embarrassed. 😩
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liked by: declanrice, harrykane, tammyabraham and 798,902 others  jadonsancho: I am the luckiest man ever, he looks so grown up here view 562 other comments yourinstagram: guess that means we need to make more babies, thanks bye  ↪️jadonsancho: hmmm, always  declanrice: get a room jeez 🤮 masonmount: oh you are cuties  TAGLIST: @footballffbarbiex @meteora-fc​ @mrsmctominay​ @odegaardsblues​ @footballxixstars​ @football-rambles​ @penguintransporter​ @football-and-fanfics​ @bbychilly​ let me know if you want to be tagged in future posts x 
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footballfanficwriter · 5 months
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Late night cravings
Summary:where the reader is craving  and she wakes Jude up to her her food
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A/n: I am well aware of the war that is happening between Israel and Palestine and I just want to say I support Palestine, but I want to let you know that before reading this there will be mentions of companies that are owed by Israel so consider this a warning when reading also the timeline of these events are before the war or the war is nonexistent and is not taking place
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It's 3 in the morning and I'm tossing and turning in bed, I turn to my left and find Jude is fast asleep, how can he be asleep, how can he fall asleep so easily
I sigh, giving up on finding a comfortable position and just lying on my back, my pregnancy bump just slightly peeking out in my line of vision, I stare at the ceiling for a while and think about how life is going to be in a few months, having babies and a  being mother, and in a few years being referred to as mom, the new responsibilities I'll have, I can't lie I'm terrified, I mean you see all these cases of mother's mental health decrease and how they have post partum depression after giving birth, what If I became like that and start hating my babies because of their existence, and those poor children won't understand a thing that is happening, just that their mother doesn't want them, or what if I just get depressed, and the need to do anything just disappears, I mean I can't afford to be depressed, it's going to affect the babies especially when I'll be breastfeeding and all
I sigh again and try not to look at the negative side of the situation, Jude said I should always call him or wake him up whenever I feel like this so he can reassure me and make me feel like everything is going to be ok, but I don't want to bother him, especially when it's so late, he's already got a lot on his plate, I continue staring at the ceiling just tapping on my belly for a while, and that seems to have woken my unborn children because they start kicking, it must be a party in there
"Ok guys go back to bed, it's too early for you guys to be awake" I whisper
I sigh for the 3rd time knowing it won't work
All of a sudden I feel the urge to eat like I haven't eaten in a while, I'm craving McDonald's,  KFC, and oddly enough something sweet, I don't know what but I'm craving something sweet
I try to ignore my hunger but I can't , I use my arms and hands to make me sit up and turn my head towards Jude then sigh again
"Jude"
"Babe"
"Jude wake up"
He wakes up and looks at me with tired eyes
I instantly regret waking him up the minute I see his eyes
"It's ok honey go back to bed"
"No, what is it, what do you need me to do"
"No, it's alright, it's not important anyway"
"Well, it must be if you woke me up at 3:30 in the morning"
"No it's not, go back to sleep, I'm sorry for waking you up"
"You know I'm not going back to sleep if you're not going to tell me what's wrong" he says
We sit in silence for about 5 minutes
"I'm hungry" I say
"Ok" he says getting out of bed finding his pants and putting them, then his socks followed by his shoes and a black hoodie, he then grabs his phone and opens it
"What do you need" he asks
"No, come back to bed, you don't need to do anything"
"Honey I'm already out of bed, you might aswell tell me"
"Ok, I want two big mac's from McDonald's, hot wings from KFC 24 pieces, a medium sized pizza with cheese, chicken pepperoni, apple juice, and something sweet, I don't know what but I want something sweet"
"Is that all?"
I nod and he says
"Ok, I'll be back soon"
He slightly climbs over the bed and kisses my forehead
"Don't feel bad love, I don't mind going out to get you food"
"You sure?"
"Definitely"
He leaves the room and walks downstairs, opens the front door and he's out
It's only after an hour when I hear the front door open again indicating that Jude is home, I hear him come up the stairs, walk down the passage and the door to our room opens
I see him holding take out and he walks over to me and places everything on the bed
"Ok, so I got everything you asked me for but I didn't know what type of sweet thing you wanted so I got you your favorite sweets/candy and your favorite cake, is it too much?
"No no honey it's perfect"
"You sure?"
"Mhm"
"Ok"
"Thank you"
"You're welcome"
He takes his shoes off and goes to his closet to put them away, he comes back and sits on the bed while I start eating my food in silence
I then turn to him and see him lying on his back with his eyes, I place one of the big mac's on his lap and he looks at me
"What are you doing?" He asks
"Have something to eat"
"No it's fine babe go ahead besides you're eating for 3"
"Yes but you still need to eat"
He sighs and takes the burger from his lap and we eat in silence
"You know, we still haven't come up with any baby names" I say
"Babe we'll name them when they arrive"
"We can't name them when they arrive who do you think we are kylie Jenner?"
He laughs at my comment
"Their names have to have Js though" he says
"No"
"Their names will be different but similar"
"Like?"
"What about Ella and Alex?"
"Or Beatrice And Brandon"
"Beatrice?"
"Yeah"
"That's an old lady's name"
"Madison and Mason"
"No, I'm not really feeling it
"What about Brian and Brianna"
"Ok we'll put that in the idea box, it's not bad"
"Really?"
"Yeah, what about Cara and Carter"
"Hmm, Cara and Carter Bellingham"
"Brian and Brianna Bellingham"
"O I like it"
"I know"
"Ok but on a serious note we need to discuss how we're going to raise these kids Jude"
"What do u mean?"
"Ways of discipline, what if they do something we won't approve of how would we react, what if they come out and they're part of the LGBTQ, what then what?"
"Ok, ways of discipline?"
"Yeah, we need to think about those"
"Simple we'll just beat them"
"I'm not hitting my children"
"Fine, then I'll do it"
"Jude"
"I'm joking, we can take away the things the love, like toys ban them from going to friends, you know all the soft stuff"
"Ok what about the age they can Start dating, and being in relationships?"
"Brian can date when he's 13 but Brianna is dating when she's 28"
"That's insane, we going to treat our kids equally, we can't discriminate because of their genders"
"Fine, both at 13 then" he says rolling his eyes at me
"Did you just roll your eyes at me?" I ask
"yeah why, you wanna pull a Christian Grey on me"
"The fact that you can make that reference"
"Yeah, I can"
"Jude we're supposed to be talking about our Future and the Future of our kids"
"Ok, ok sorry"
"Then the LGBTQ thing"
"We disown them immediately" he says in a dramatic way
"Well it won't make me happy either but I guess we'll live with it, they are our children at the end of the day"
"Yeah"
"And the involvement of our parents in their lives, what boundaries need to be set"
"They need to be present that's for sure, buy them gifts and spoil them rotten, I just want them to make a strong connection and bond"
"Yeah that's for sure"
"What about sleep schedules"
"For us or for them?"
"For us"
"We'll take turns"
"One day it's my turn to stay the night with them, then then the next it's your turn, but if it's the both of them being fussy then we can both be awake, and rotate each twin  by the hour"
"What methods should we use If they don't want to sleep?"
"Music, white noises I heard that's good and relaxation for when you're trying to sleep so we'll use that or classical music it's up to them really
"And their sleep schedules?"
"20:00, that's their bed Time, everything must be done before that"
"And sports , that they'll play"
"You already know the answer to that question, I don't even know why you're asking that"
He laughs and I smile at him
"Social media for them?"
"Well considering who their dad is we need them to use other names, and they must be private accounts"
"At what age?"
"14 is when it can happen"
"So social media and phones at 14?"
"Yeah"
"And a trust fund?"
"Most definitely having that, we never know when things go South"
"Ok"
"And I think we should go for Therapy"
"Why, our marriage is not on the rocks"
"I know but I want us to strengthen our relationship and relate to eachother better, you might have things that I do that you don't like and things you do that I don't like, we were very young when we met, and they say time changes people we aren't the same people we were when we met"
"Fine, we'll go"
"And this will strengthen our marriage as well so it's a plus"
"Ok love, anything that makes you feel comfortable"
"Thank you"
"You know I'm glad we're doing this"
"Yeah same"
"That way if any problem is thrown at us we'll be prepared for it"
"True"
He leans in for a kiss and I do the same, I'm about to attach our lips when I feel something coming up my throat
Puke
I quickly open my eyes and run to the bathroom
"Oh wow if I disgust you so much then why'd you marry me"
"Jude"
"No really answer the question"
"It's the sight of your face, it makes me sick
"Very funny"
"It's not a joke" I say brushing my teeth
"Do you wanna cuddle"
"Yeah"
"C'mon then"
I walk towards him and lay my head on his chest and he plays his hand on my belly
"We've got footballers brewing in there"
"Jude, if they choose that they don't want to be footballers then please don't force them or make them feel bad about it or even force them, I want them to make their own decisions
"Fine, but I will be disappointed though"
"Understandable"
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The break up pt3
Summary:where Jude is Determined to get to the bottom of the reader's distress after finding her at Jobe's Match
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⚠️mentions of abuse and physical abuse⚠️
A/n: This is still written from Jude's POV like pt.2 also don't play the song yet I'll let you know when to play it
We just got home from Jobe's match and he's obviously much calmer then he was when we left the house
"Ok what's the first order of business, Mr.stalker"
"Don't call me that, and the first thing we need to do is search all my fanpages"
"Why are we doing that"
"If this guy posted those pictures that we took together, which he most likely did, the fan pages will tag him and reveal his profile
"So what we're just going to wait until he posts the picture?"
"Exactly" I say
"For a detective, you're a very horrible one"
"Patience is the key to success"
"I wonder where that will get you"
After waiting for about 2 hours one of the fan accounts posted the picture of me and the guy with a tag to his profile
The rest of the night is spent trying to find any information that we can but everything is just a dead end
Y/n hasn't posted anything since we broke up, her "boyfriend" also doesn't post either unless it's on his story and he doesn't  have anything highlighted so we can't even see previous stories that he's posted
"Don't you think it's time to give it all up?, we've been at it for hours" Jobe asks
"Jobe, I think I've actually lost her, there's no way we're going to find her now, nothing on her account indicates where she could be, or where she could Be living"
"Jude I think it's time to let it go"
I sigh not knowing what to so next
"I think I'm gonna go to bed" I say
"Why don't you just find someone else to be with I'm sure it won't be that difficult"
"But that's the thing I don't want anyone else, I want her, and the time I actually want to care for her and help her she's not reachable, I feel so stupid, she was right there In front of me and I didn't do anything, I didn't approach or try to at least make contact,  I just stood there"
"You're being hard on yourself"
"This is the punishment I have to face for what I did"
"You went to therapy"
"It clearly isn't enough"
"You'll get over it Jude, sooner or later you will get over it and you'll look back on this moment and you'll laugh"
I give him a tight lipped smile as I can see that he's trying to cheer me up, I mean I love Jobe but sometimes the idiot is just annoying, most of the time he's supportive and is always there as my comfort
I call it a night and go to bed and fall asleep, well I try to fall asleep, I just lie awake staring at the ceiling
For the next 3-4 days my family and I are spending quality time and sharing family moments and making memories
"Jude, c'mon mate we're  gonna be late for the reservation"
"Bro what are you on about I'm the only one that's ready amongst the four of us"
After everyone is dressed and ready to go to the restaurant that we usually go to when we spend family time
When we arrive we order our food and coverstation starts flowing
I glance out the window and see a woman walking with her child in a pram/stroller
That's Y/n, she looks totally oblivious to her environment around her and doesn't seem to notice the truck coming up next to her as she's crossing the street
I quickly get up and run out of the restaurant to try and save the baby that is about to be killed
I run as fast as I can and make it just in time to pull the pram/stroller back onto the pavement/sidewalk
All that seems to have snapped y/n out of her trans and she looks at me like she's only just noticing my presence now
(Play the song)
"What are you doing here Jude"
"I was saving this baby"
"From what?"
"The truck"
"What truck?"
"The one that was about to kill the baby"
She sight and whispers "not again" under her breath
"Give me my baby back" she says
"Your baby?"
"Yeah"
I hand the baby back to her and she takes him and places him back into the pram/stroller
"Hey listen why don't you come back home with us, you look out of it right now and it's obviously not safe for the baby, i'll drive you back home"
"No thanks"
"C'mon y/n don't be like that, I promise I'm not going to do anything, you're free to leave any time you want"
"Fine" she says
I call the rest of my family and they greet Y/n, we go back home after our dinner date was cut jot due to the events that took place
When we arrive back home mum won't let this child go, she just refuses to put him down
Y/n sits on the couch like she's scared she'll ruin something
"Can I get you something?" I ask
"No thank you"
"C'mon y/n, don't be like that, let's talk"
"Jude I've got a lot of things on my plate right now to be stressing or talking about the past"
"I don't like the way we ended things"
"We wouldn't have had to end things if you had just kept it in your pants"
I look down in my lap not being able to face her and look her in the eyes
"I'm sorry"
"How many times have I  heard those words"
"This time I mean it"
"Whatever, can I have my child back now, I wanna leave, coming here was a mistake"
"Before you go I have one more thing to ask"
"What?"
"Is he mine"
"Why would you think that?"
"Because he looks like me"
"So?"
"That's usually an indicator of parental relation"
"Give me back my baby"
"Answer the question"
"I don't owe you anthing"
"I deserve to know, did you cheat on me?"
"Oh please Jude I am not like you, I don't cheat on people I'm in a relationship with"
"Then why won't you tell me"
"Because I don't want to"
"That's not an answer"
"Well then shame, give me my baby"
"Answer the question is that little boy in there my son"
She's silent
"Answer"
"Yes, he is"
To be continued...
Kidding, continue reading
"You kept that all away from me?, didn't you think I deserved to know?"
"Remember the day I left you, we had reservations made at a restaurant and we couldn't go because you'd forgotten we had plans and you came home drunk"
I nod my head indicating that I understand
"That was the day I was gonna tell you, that you and I would be parents"
"But still you should've told me"
"You came back home drunk, you'd forgotten the dinner reservations, you came back home with a hikey on your neck and having a feminine smell on your clothes, I obviously was'nt gonna tell you"
I step closer to her and place my hands on her arms and slightly grip on her arms
She flinches like I've just hit her
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah"
"I'm so sorry"
"I refuse to do this with you Jude" she says moving away from my hold
I try to ignore her rejection but I can't it's right there and I can't ignore it
"Can I have my child back now"
"He's our child"
"You were not there when he was born, all your rights of being a father have been revoked"
"I didn't know if I knew I would have been there"
"Well it's not my fault you decided to cheat, you made the choices you made and I never pressured you to do any of the things you did"
"So what are you going to do now?, this boy needs a father in his life, how are you going to fill the shoes of both a mother and a father?"
"I won't need to, because he already has a father"
"Who?"
"Chase"
"Who, the guy you were with at the stadium?"
"Yeah"
"You can't do that"
"Watch me, now I'm leaving"
"You convinced another guy that he was the father of our child"
"Oh no he knows, he's just there for support and to fill in the shoes you can't"
"Bit harsh innit"
"Whatever Jude"
She's about to go to the Kitchen to get the baby from my mom but I pull her by her long sleeve and it reveals her shoulder where I see a bruise
"What's that?" I ask
She looks at her shoulder and quickly pulls her shirt up
I have to get out of here" she says and walks away but before she can do that I pull her back
I take her arm and pull her sleeve up to reveal more bruises
"What happened"
"I bumped myself"
"You must have bumped yourself a lot of times then"
"Yeah I did"
"You're lying"
"What?"
"You're lying"
"What makes you say that"
"Your lip slightly twitches when you lie, but you have to watch it closely or else you miss it"
"You're such a creep"
"It's not creepy to notice, things about a person it just means I pay attention to the small things"
"Yeah well I notice small things as well"
"Oh yeah like what?"
"Like I notice how before every match you go to the pitch and you step in with your left foot then right, point each foot before crossing the line, poke the grass and wipe of the dirt of your pants"
"Yeah well that's not really something" I say
"Oh what about, when you're nervous"
"What do I do when I'm nervous"
"You wipe your eyebrows with your right hand, wiping your left first then your right"
"Ok fine then, I guess you do pay attention"
"See, I always pay attention to the little things"
"Yeah,and it seems like I can as well" I say
She pulls her hand out of mine and walks away
"Y/n, is he abusing you?"
She stops in her tracks and doesn't turn around
"No, he doesn't"
"Turn around"
She slowly turns around and looks down to the floor, I walk closer to her and lift her head up with my finger
"Does he abuse you"
"No" she says
"Your lip twitched"
"No it didn't"
"Y/n it did"
"No it didn't"
"So he abuses you"
"Sometimes"
"How often is somtimes?"
"Depends on what happens"
"What would provoke him to beat you?"
"If his favorite football team doesn't win, if I don't do something the way he wants me too, if the baby is crying and I can't keep him quiet"
"Y/n, that's not right"
"It's fine"
"No it's not"
"Jude it's fine, I've gotten use it"
"I'm gonna kill him, where is he"
"Jude stop , I have to live with it, I can't leave him, he took everything from me, he  forced me to quit my job, took away my savings and took away any assets that I had for myself"
It's quiet for some time and I look at her and she looks like she's thinking about a lot
"Is my taste in men really that bad, am I really that desperate for love that even when there are clear and obvious signs that I'm not loved I still stay?" She asks herself crying
"What do you mean? I ask
" I was in love with a man that cheates then got pregnant by him, then I moved out and got into a relationship with an abuser and now I have nothing"
"Y/n, there aren't any words in this world to Express how sorry I am for everything that I've done to you, I just really need you to know that, and I'm working on myself i really am, I've started going to therapy and my therapist says that I've made a lot of progress"
"That's very good for you Jude, I'm proud of you for finally taking my advice, I know how scared you were"
She moves to the sofa and sits in silence, I move to the sofa next to her and sit next to her and we sit In silence until I break it
"Come live with me"
"What"
"I'm not saying get back together with me, I'm just saying come live with me, you and our baby boy, we'll co parent and that's as far as our relationship will go, we'll share the responsibilities of parents and we can help eachother"
"I don't know Jude"
"Please, I want to prove that I can be a good father and that I can be there for my son, I want to be present in my child's life"
"What about Chase?"
As she says that her phone rings, she looks at her phone then back at me
"It's him"
"Hello?"
"Yeah, I decided to take Enzo for a walk, he was restless and he didn't want to sleep so I thought I should take him out a bit"
"Yeah, we're on our way home soon"
"Yeah, I'll cook"
"He won't make a noise, yeah I promise it won't happen again"
"Bye, I love you too"
She hangs the phone and looks at me
"You're not going back there, I won't allow it, if I let you go there how do I know that you'll be safe?"
"Jude, please don't make this difficult"
"Y/n, I'm not letting you leave this house to go to an abuser"
"Stop"
"No"
"Jude"
"Y/n"
"Fine, but if he comes for me or my son you will be held responsible"
"Deal, so does that mean you're moving in with me?"
"Well I have no where else to go, my mother disowned me, and she doesn't know about Enzo, so yeah I guess we are"
"Great, we leave next week, so get everything you need cause we won't be back in England for some time"
"Ok but how am I suppose to do that with Chase as our obstacle, all our clothes and things are there in the house"
"We'll sneak into the house when he's at work and take your things"
"Ok"
"We'll leave tomorrow, for now just get comfortable and don't stress about anything"
"Thank you Jude"
"You're welcome y/n"
"Where is Enzo?"
"With my mom, c'mon I'll show you the guest room"
We walk upstairs and I show her to the guest room
"Here you are"
"Thank you"
"You're welcome, get some rest, I'll take care of Enzo"
"Ok thanks, remember he doesn't like to be held like a baby, also when you feed him use a spoon not a teaspoon, he doesn't like it, place a bib on him because he always makes a mess and if you want to put him to sleep hold him close to your chest and play late 90s-Early2000s R&B songs, he's just weird like that I don't know I think he gets it from you"
"Ok, don't worry I'll look after him"
"Thank you"
"No problem"
I walk out of the room and head downstairs to find everyone cooing at Enzo
"Are they staying?" Mom asks
"Yeah, they are, actually we're moving I
together"
"What?"
"They are coming with us to Madrid next week"
"Oh ok that's great" mom says
"So is he your child?"
"Yeah he is"
"Why didn't she tell you about him?" Dad asks
"Dad I wasn't honest with you when I told you the reason for My break up with y/n"
"Why did you do?"
"I cheated on her multiple  times and eventually she got fed up and left but it turns out when she left she was pregnant with my child and she didn't tell me, because I had upset her"
"My gosh Jude, how can you mess up like that"
"I know, I know but now we're ok we're moving in together and I've been going to therapy so I'm working on bettering myself"
"So you're getting back together?"
"No we're not, we just gonna be co parenting and sharing responsibilities because Y/n's boyfriend has been abusive towards her and just because we're not together anymore, doesn't mean I can't protect her"
"Well I'm glad, you know I've always wanted to be a grandma" mom says
"But taking care of a child is not easy" dad says
"That's why we'll have eachother"
"And me" mom says
I give her a thankful look and she smiles at me
"We going to get her and Enzo's things tomorrow, it's just clothes so we'll be fine"
"And what if you meat her boyfriend there, then what?"
"We won't, and even if we do he won't try anything,especially with me there"
"Ok Jude, but just be careful, you don't know what he's capable of" Mom says
"I will, I promise,Where's Enzo"
"Who?"
"The baby"
"That's his name?"
"Yeah"
"Oh how cute"
"Yeah, it is anyway where is he, he probably hasn't eaten"
I pick him up and walk to the kitchen to try and find something to each, I finally decide to in mash potatoes since he can't eat solid foods yet
After making the mashed potatoes I sit on the couch and place a towel on my leg because y/n said it gets messy when he eats
after feeding him and swiping his mouth I try to put him to sleep
So I walk to my room, switch the speaker on and put them on low volume so it's not so loud, I take my shirt off and carry him and he lays his head on my chest right by my heart and I start swaying from side to side while lightly singing along with the song
He eventually falls asleep, but I don't want to lay him down yet, and as if on queue the door opens to reveal y/n
"Hi" she says
"Hey"
"Is he asleep"
"Yeah, he is, your advice worked, he wasn't restless at all"
"Wait until you actually see his restless side, it won't be so pretty
"Yeah I can imagine, hey are ready to leave tomorrow?"
"Yeah a bit nervous but I'm ready"
"Ok, well if you need anything just let me know"
"Yeah, I just wanted to check on Enzo, Denise told me he was with you"
"Yeah"
"Ok well uhm if you need me I'll be in the guest room"
"I'll bring him in a few moments"
"Ok"
She leaves the room and closes the door on her way out leaving us both with her scent
I sigh and continue swaying from side to side with my son in my arms
After about an hour and 30 minutes I walk out of the room and walk to the guest room where y/n is
I knock on the door and she opened the door
"I just came to bring him back"
"Oh yeah, uhm you can place him on the bed"
I walk into the room and place Enzo on t3 bed and he coos
"Thanks "
"Yeah,oh and by the way we're leaving at 8:00 am Tomorrow"
"Ok, I'll see you Tomorrow"
"Great"
I leave the room and go to my own and just let the say sink in
After some time I decide to go to bed and sleep but like always I can't and I just end up starting at the ceiling until I hear my bedroom door open
"Jude?" I hear y/n voice in the dark
"Mh"
"Are you asleep?"
"No, what do you need"
"Enzo won't stop crying and I've tried everything but nothing is working, do you mind taking him, maybe he'll settle down"
"Sure bring him over" I say
She walks over towards me and places Enzo next to me, but he cries even more
Y/n picks him up and starts bouncing up and down trying to calm him down
"Come here" I say
"What?"
"Just trust me"
"Ok"
She gets into bed next to me
"Now what" she asks
"Lye on the bed and get comfortable"
She sighs but does it anyway
I do the same and enzo lies on his back and stops crying immediately
Cheeky little thing
After a few minutes I finally fall asleep.
The next day
It 7:30 in the morning and y/n and I need to leave the house in 30 minutes
We reach the apartment at 8:30 and she opens the door to the apartment and to say it was a mess would be an understatement
There were empty beer bottles lying everywhere on the floor broken glass, a couch that looked like it came from the junk yard every piece of furniture was horrible
"I'll get started" y/n says breaking me out of my trans
"Ok"
I walk around the apartment and the more I walk the more in disbelief I am, the fact that Enzo had to live here and how much abuse Y/n had to endure
I walk into a room that looks like it was once a baby's room but the cradle is in a pile of wood like it was smashed and in the corner is a mattress with a huge stain of blood in the middle with a blanket and a pillow
Y/n walks into the room
"I'm done packing"
"So quickly?"
"Yeah well there was not much anyway"
"Ok, let's go then"
We leave the apartment and drive back home in silence
"So I noticed there was no bed there, where did you and Enzo sleep"
"On the Mattress that you saw in the baby room"
"The one that had a huge stain on it?"
"Yeah"
"How did the blood get there"
"He'd hit me very hard one day and it was painful I could barely recognize my face in the mirror and instead of putting ice on my wounds I just slept on the mattress and bled there and I tried to wash the stain but it never came off , so I just cuddled him like teddy bear"
"I'm sorry, you had to go through that?"
"It's fine"
When we arrive at home Enzo is fast asleep thanks to my mother
"Hey mom"
"Hi love, you alright?"
"Yeah, we got everything we needed"
"Oh that's great, Enzo is asleep"
"Ok, thank you Denise"
"No problem love"
"Uhm y/n, I forgot to tell you but I got a message from Madrid yesterday and we have to cut our stay short, we need to leave the day after tomorrow"
"So this is our last day here?"
"Yeah it is but we'll come back eventually"
"It's fine, it's not like I have anything keeping me here"
"Ok, just be ready"
"Yeah I will, anyway I'm going to take a shower"
"Ok"
She walks upstairs and heads to the bathroom
"You still like her don't you?"
"Unfortunately, more then I would like to admit it"
"Just take it slow ok, think about your baby boy and everything will fall into place"
"Yeah, but she seems resistant"
"She's heartbroken Jude, she's obviously going to start pushing all her Male interests away"
"Yeah, I guess you're right"
2 days later
"Bye love, we'll see you soon ok , and we'll call you as soon as we arrive
"Ok mom, I love you"
"I love you too Jobe"
We say goodbye to Jobe and dad because we're going back to Spain
The time I spent here was nice I really enjoyed myself and I found y/n after I had no hope of finding her and I found out I had a son which is also amazing but I'm concerned for y/n I think she needs therapy after the things she went through she'll definitely need it
After we arrive in Madrid, we drop mom off at her house we go back to mine and the minute we walk in y/n scopes the house
"I haven't been here in a while"
"Everything is still where you left it"
"Thanks, we'll tale the guest room"
"Cool"
She walks away with her and Enzo's bags then comes back to get Enzo
"Goodnight Jude"
"Goodnight Y/n"
She walks away toward the guest room
"Oh hey I was thinking, what do you think of going to Therapy, you know maybe get someone to talk to about your trauma and stuff"
"I'll think about it"
"Ok"
"Thanks for the suggestion"
"No problem"
"And I promise I'll be out of your hair soon, I'll find a job and move out, but you'll still get to see Enzo, we'll have 50/50 % of custody over him"
"No don't be in a rush to move out, you can stay for as long as you need to"
"I don't think that's gonna work, well goodnight"
"Goodnight"
And she's gone, she's so close yet so far
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