#last few days for the set

[inkskinned]

it mattered because when my brother asked me what if this is the happiest you'll ever be? the best you'll ever get? the thing i felt was fear, not peace. everybody thought you were so perfect for me. even i thought you were "helping me grow". i had to challenge every internal clock. make myself more thoughtful, more kind, more beautiful.

i told my therapist it was good because i like the changes i made and there's something so strong about saying i did that. the problem is that i can like the difference all i want, but i changed for you. something akin to getting your name tattooed, all my progress is stamped with fuck you.

it was the happiest i'd ever been and also the best i'd ever gotten. i would still get in the car and think what the fuck just happened.

#warm up #writeblr #i spent a lot of time picturing our future #how funny to think: in each version of our future #i was never myself #i was someone smarter kinder braver #better adept. #who could navigate the way you shouted and got angry at small things and never fucking believed the best of me #i would never be needy and you'd never get tired of me #people usually talk about how we picture people as being “fixable”. but i assumed i was the problem. my idyllic picture wasn't of you. #it was a version of me that wasn't ill. that needed no extra help. that could be your wife and happy #the fact i wasn't happy was because there is something so wrong inside me. it's always been that way. i convinced myself: #if i stay i can change. if i stay i can make it worth it. i can apologize and fix this. and make us both okay. #for the last year i've been thinking about how you blamed our whole breakup on me. how it was my fault for whatever thing. #and i agreed with you. because of course i did. you'd trained me to believe everything was my fault . that you wanted to love me and i made #it far too hard. that i was always finding ways to ''set you off'. #a few days ago while i was doing something else #i realized that while i was in crisis you told me to fuck off and find someone else to get help. and you never fucking apologized . #you said i made you do that because i wasn't being sensible. i had been crying too hard to speak clearly. #you said: you're doing this to manipulate me. #you forgave yourself for that. i had to forgive you without apology. you said you were right to react that way. and then you were SO #SO annoyed. any time i said: i feel like you aren't nice to me. it is hard to trust that you love me. #i don't think about you that much anymore. but these days when i do: all i can think is that im not sure u ever really understood kindness #you were the cruelest to the people closest to you. and most of the time. that meant it fell to me.

[puppetmaster13u]

Prompt 278

You know what I’ve gotten obsessed with and inspired by? Dredge. 

You know what is also fun? Merfolk. What’s even better? Lovecraftian corrupted merfolk. Especially if say, one goes with the Lazarus Waters being a form of ectoplasm. So, in this? Lazarus waters are like lakes, while Amity Park, thanks to the Portal, and the barriers? It is an entire sea. 

There are islands, small areas that were once the tips of buildings that have gathered more landmass around them. There are mangroves, trees not like anything on earth or anywhere else stretching up in canopies dark enough to block out the sun, yet lit by the green waters. 

It goes deep. Mariana Trench deep, despite it being impossible. The GIW have explored for caves or tunnels, they’ve tried to find some sort of explanation, but there isn’t one. 

Now all that ecto? That has an effect on people. They mutate, they change, they adapt. Anywhere else would have been a slow death- something the GIW might have even been counting on. But Amity Park? It was founded by witches, it was the hotspot for the supernatural, even before the Fentonwork Portal. They’ve been dealing with this sort of energy in microdoses from the moment they first began to live in the city in any generation. 

But they begin to adapt. Shift into something… other. Some stay contaminated, clinging to human forms as they form homes on the tiny islands, fishing and farming what they can. Others become Liminal, almost seeming to meld with fish, some similar to ones of the Living and others something just to the left. Similar yes, but not quite… right. And then there are those that have truly melded with the energy of the dead, forms torn asunder by it, ripped apart and made anew by it. 

The first sign back when the barrier was activated, when they could no longer leave and were trapped were the fish in the lake. And now they are the same, with gazes of something Else, with gnashing teeth and a hunger gnawing at where hearts once were. 

But they aren’t monsters. They’re still themselves. Just a little… Other now. 

#DCxDP #DPxDC #Prompts #Eldritch Ghosts #Liminal Amity Park #Merfolk AU #They see nothing wrong with each other because they’ve gotten used to it #Also yes they can ‘swim’ in the air too #Seriously check out the Dredge Wiki if u aren’t up for playin- at least look at the Aberrations #Even the more human-looking Parkers (usually elderly but not always) still look Off #While others have become deep sea nightmares #I see the fact there’s an entire Lazarus ecosystem in the middle of nowhere Illinois interesting Absolutely No One #People Definitely Doesn’t Have A Fishing Boat Out There Trying To Fish Up The Pit Creatures #Honestly GIW might do that too & have some fucked up fish- they keep failing at catching a parker who knows better #Clockwork and others visit too sometimes & it’s like seeing a Fucking Incomprehensible Leviathan #If the Infinite Realms is the Open Ocean then Amity is a Sea where whales go to set up their nursery #Idk if any of this makes sense I’ve been sick the last few days lol #Dredge Au

[expelliarmus]

#mine #doctor who #dwedit #david tennant #catherine tate #haven't giffed this in a while..... #you'll be back with him very soon donna ;A; #big finish i would like another set of ten and donna adventures pleaseeeee #hi friends i've been too tired the last few days to make gifs #but now parent teacher conferences are over so here i am again!!! #and it's a short work week coming up so that's exciting

[01432853]

@asiandramanet event 05 ㅡ women :

favorite c-actresses ♡

(insp. x x / c. x x x x x x x)

#asiandramanet #usergif #cdramaedit #cdramasource #dramasource #dailyasiandramas #liu yi fei #ni ni #karlina zhang #janice man #li yi tong #crstyal zhang #wu jia yi #lu yu xiao #yu shu xin #ren min #yangzi #jackie li #wan peng #he lan dou #cactoredit #asiandramaedit #mer gifs #🎨 sets #appreciating the ladies #some of my fav actresses #posting this super late #i felt so stuck and no energy after i started this set this month #but since the last few days i've been working on it like crazy😭😭😭💃

[falsehero]

#! doodles #tales of zestiria #sorey #if i can pick one most favorite drawing i've ever made it would be this #so.. obligatory posting here #ALSO IT WAS TOZ'S ANNI A FEW DAYS AGO! so! hhhhhhhh #2/3 so far.. when will kimuryo get into arknights so i can complete this set of 3 drawings of his characters #fun fact i didnt get him in asteria last week so i.. stopped playing. f ig

[ignatiusteto]

valerith, the red swan

#dungeons and dragons #dnd #dnd 5e #ttrpg #dnd oc #digital art #sketch #dnd art #dnd oc art #original character #original character art #can i tag her as bg3 bc I've imagined her in the bg3 setting besides just fr #guys you have no idea how much brain rot I've had about her in the last few days. it's extensive #i may even need to see a brain rot specialist if it continues #if you've been here u may remember regular valerith but as I've been playing bg3 I was like. wait a minute #dnd valerith. she's already a demon let's make her a proper devil. a lot of her backstory is the same just dnd'ified #verchiel was a im going with planetar that served lathander bc actual angel verchiel fits lathander's stuff pretty well #her goodness and honestly got her into some deep shit she considered as a possibility but very very very very unlikely of happening #lathander was like man well. cant just let this slide. also why not use it as an example sorry #so she was cursed to become a devil and her angel s/o followed her after trying to interfere and be like um no??? this is bs #so now theyre in the hells and still love each other but also are extremely conflicting bc while valerith SHOULD be lawful evil she's not #she's on a fine line between chaotic good and neutral. #if valerith were an npc in anything she'd have a quest after trusting whoever enough being like. hey. so. i don't want to be a devil anymor #i'm tired of it. i heard about this ritual that might be able to fix it but it's dangerous in both getting the supplies and performing it #and if anything goes wrong i could very well suffer significantly in multiple ways for it. #her s/o doesnt like this just as much as she doesn't like the idea of them wanting to overthrow fierna in the 4th circle of hell where #they reside so. theyre kind of at a conflicting neutral state. they love each other but they also dont talk about those things in a good wa #anyway valerith i think would have a chance to become a quasi-deity being that's true neutral #and i have a design in mind but :> #if you read all of this youre actually insane.

[nikki-rook]

"Thank you. For having my back in there." "Always."

#these two give me so many feels i've basically been spending the last few days and weeks in a state of heart exploding & feeling like puking #castle #abc castle #caskett #castlegraphics #kate beckett #nathan fillion #richard castle #stana katic #castle tv show #making one gif set giving me ideas for more #now i need a list of every time he or she says always and idk how im going to manage to catch them all #3x13 #knockdown #season3

[skrrtscree]

just another day spreading the autistic transmasc minato and adhd transfem hamuko agenda😎

#persona #persona 3 #p3 #persona 3 portable #p3p #minato arisato #makoto yuki #hamuko arisato #kotone shiomi #persona 3 femc #persona 3 protagonist #persona 3 art #persona 3 fanart #persona fanart #my last few art posts havent been getting as much attention and idk whats up with that #is there a set time or day the p3 fandom wakes up and check the tags?? #eh whatever imma keep posting

[msommers]

FROM APHRODITE AND THE LOVERS, TO OUR LITTLE DOVES 🕊️💌 to celebrate the release of the ethereal lovers club, we're offering a limited-edition cassette of the album exclusively for our top fans on spotify. a limited quality is available for this offer - until april 30th or while supplies last - so act quickly!

mc & band for @infamous-if [templates]  [psd]

#ch: aphrodite #graphic #graphic: aphrodite #so i have a new wife. and she's horrible but she's hot and talented so it's fine #been waiting for an excuse to make a popstar for years at this point and the infamous IF finally gave me one lmao #infamous if #created bc of the if but bound to spread out across verses bc i'm already thinking so far ahead for her tbh #this set created w the vibe of like. between starting to get noticed > upgrading to mainstream #aphrodite's her chosen name n they really dug their heels in w the aesthetic/themes after she became their sole lead singer #caption is a play on those emails you get from spotify when a new album comes out bc why not it's silly #anyway i've been staring at this for about a week and i'm getting fuckn sick of it bye #if you notice a mistake no u didn't <3 #edit: blows a kees to kite for putting up w me yelling about this in dms the last few days ily #edit 2: how'd it take me over a week to realize i didn't mention the if in the captions yikes

[starrymelosblog]

Clothed you guys!

#me #nsft #bi nsft #my settings made my posts get less engagement the last few days this is a test #cute shirt ngl #send asks

[icantalk710]

Bracing myself for the post-concert depression in the morning

#ore no kao #[wavered on posting the last one but it was a fun night and i'm feeling it 😌] #[one of these days it'd be nice having/meeting a cute boy at one of these shows so that we can have our own set of performances after lol] #[also wanna do a more sfw post with these shirts for the band tag lol--neat having one for a few of their eras #with the white being their newest album i've been obsessed with--but i saw the What Did You Expect shirt and had to get it #now to sleep off this mood i guess 😪😴 #[gave myself a two-hour work delay in the morning yet still found a way to sleep <6hrs 🥲]

[ahollowgrave]

I've been trying to queue things more so as not to spam people, idk if it's working or if it's just double spam (':

#ooc #why am i here i should be working !!! #but also... i love whene my things have clearly been queued and they get a lil boost a few weeks later #and i hope you guys like that feeling too #the queue is 700+ rn and its a mix of odette posts like words and aes and shit #and a lot of other people's stuff from the last few months #i only have it set to post 7 times a day so its slow going #mayhaps i think too much about apamming people but anhHHHHHHHHH #too much to share and not enough time to share it all

[b4kuch1n]

langa special

#sk8 the infinity #hasegawa langa #kyan reki #renga #sure. every shrimp is a prawn etc #man. listen. langa is my core ''freaks make the world go round'' baby rn #I have like. a Thesis in my brain abt skateboarding and how its viewed in sk8 and like. deviancy and social norms and #the intrinsic relation between being cool and being a weirdo. gods I did Not shut up at mim abt it last night #or two nights ago. time is fake #fuckign brought up adam in relation to warfred bartosz too that was embarrassing #(for the record my opinion on adam is ''he is too rich and being less rich would literally cure him'') #but yeah I'm laying a bit of ''purposefully thick'' on langa here. its not that the boy doesnt know its that he doesnt care #guy who deals with anxiety by simply not thinking #every day in langas brain he walks into a room full of smashed cups and vases and he like. picks up a few pieces at a time #and puts em on the counter. hes been doing this for months #bet kid has set fire to something in a steel barrel at least once. langa youre a real one to me #anyways! the ''tastes like ant'' thing is real I just experienced it. idk why but I think? oolong caramel? #can smell Really close to the ant smell. it is Very weird #(I did finish that piece of cake anyway. paid for that shit) #last night has been full of events! that I am still digesting. theater very good. hangin out with friends very good too #heres to freaks. makin the world go round. gotta be weird to be cool! #have a good night! I pass the fuck out now. goobaba. tilt ur stage a little bit it makes a world of difference

[wildpokemon]

Aang airbending in (almost) every episode (x) ~~ S03E21: Sozin's Comet: Part 4 - Avatar Aang

#and we finish up with ozai's blow dry!! im glad i finally came back to this series i had a lot of fun rewatching after so long #the compilation set should be out in a few days! #atla #aang #avatar the last airbender #airbending every ep #my gifs #mine #ozai

[refractical]

#I MADE ONE A FEW DAYS AGO BUT #I JUST REALIZED I SET IT TO 1 DAY DURATION #AND I MEANT FOR IT TO LAST FOR A WEEK! #anyway................ #i hope lakey dies

[tophatz]

Hello everyone! I'm afraid I'll have to take a hiatus from now 'till the middle of may. I'll dig at drafts every now and again but I'll only get back to posting them at that point, since I have plenty of work to do these coming months and probably won't be be able to keep up with much.

#✮ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴇʏᴏɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴏᴜʀᴛʜ ᴡᴀʟʟ ʟɪᴇꜱ. . . ✮—✒ ooc ↲ #gonna reblog this again over the next few days )) #I've my last set of mocks and examinations so I need to be completely focused is all