#literally i will never recover.

[chuuyafucks]

Read a fanfic where ada dazai is still in love with chuuya but the blast from dazai blowing up chuuyas car made chuuya go deaf and dazai didnt find out until the dungeon scene. And get this.... dazai actually tries to make it up to him and learns sign language IM HURTING SO BADLY

#best believe I was crying my eyes out by the end #literally i will never recover. #the most happy on ao3 I just want to thank you #bsd #skk

[dazais-crab-addiction]

Tonight I learned that my 20 yr old partner has never played chess and doesn't know how to play chess. This is mind boggling to me. They claim its not weird for people to not know anything about chess so I. I need to see. Please.

Okay so, I made a mistake in not elaborating the meaning of the options. You do not have to be good or know what you are doing in the slightest to pick that you have played before. The middle three options are for your understanding of the game having never played it at all. The reason there's a percentage on the last option is because my partner made a tumblr so they could pick it because they think they are hilarious.

#crab says words #chess #tumblr polls #i learned how to play in elementary school and so did all my siblings #i use to play chess with random people constantly in highschool #im really bad at chess but its still fun to play ya know #i just am so shocked they literally knew nothing other than “the horses can move in an L shape” #i taught them how to play and made then play with me so dont worry i fixed the situation 😌 #pls reblog this 🥺 #i take it back!! my notifications will never recover!!! pls stop reblogging this!!!!!!

[davidtennan-t]

if I speak-

#if this man slays this hard one more time I will never recover #the literal meaning of stars in your eyes #I just love him #david tennant

[thatsitso]

So I finished orv

#omniscient reader's viewpoint #omniscent reader #kim dokja #orv #orv fanart #Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint fanart #My art #Drawing #Sketch #And uh I was fully expecting it to be the most tragic and depressing thing that I'd never recover from but?? It ended on a positive note??? #That's NOT the impression I was getting from the fandom 😭 #I mean it was indeed the most tragic and depressing thing I read but the last chapter healed me idc #Like the ending literally depends on us readers 🤨 so I choose to believe everything is great and they live in a big house together #But yeah IT WAS SO GOOD IT'S CRAZYYYY I can't recommend it enough and I am forever changed #Don't be scared read orv guys.........

[soulluvs2read]

dont

The Raven King ch.7

fu€k!ng

talk to me🤚🏻

#rereading aftg can you tell #i’m dead on the floor #i’m sobbing #its literally only the first damn line i will never recover #please leave me in my grief #all for the game #aftg #the foxhole court #tfc #the raven king #trk #the kings men #tkm #neil josten #the sunshine court #tsc #jean moreau #nora sakavic

[houseswife]

appreciation for the sheer melancholic fondness in wilson’s gaze at house during what he knows is the last normal interaction they’ll ever have; during the final comparatively trivial rant in which they don’t both have to pretend the world isn’t collapsing beneath their feet

#ITS SO FORLORN GODDAMNIT #it’s the way that he waited a few minutes just to savour the normalcy of it all #acting like his eyes aren’t glazed over as house jibes about hooker innuendos #rsl has to be a sociopath I swear because if this was ME acting out this shakespearen ahh tradgedy…. I would never recover #would literally have to move into the forest in order to contemplate the inevitability of all good things coming to an end #I’m juiced up if you can’t tell. and feeling TOTALLY normal about these fictional middle aged men. #house md #greg house #gregory house #hilson #james wilson #hatecrimes md #house/wilson #robert sean leonard

[crueldesire]

eros the bittersweet, anne carson / saltburn (2023) dir. emerald fennell

#I’ve literally been going insane over this movie for weeks #I simply will never recover #it’s about DESIRE and fuckedupedness of DESIRING #anyways #saltburn #eros the bittersweet #anne carson #jacob elordi #barry keoghan #emerald fennell #oliver quick #felix catton #web weaving #comparatives

[lotus-pear]

when drawing soft skk it's important to get good references *googles pics of kitty cats cuddling*

#tumblr user evilkaeya i hope you emotionally recover from beast here is my present to u 🫶🏼 #RAAAAH I HATE ANATOMY UEUEUUEUEUEU #i cannot draw feet im sry guys ik its called bungou stray DOGS but im physically incapable of drawing grippers #i cant draw animals either HELP im sry cat lovers #also ik dazai would be one of those rly fluffy himalayan cats like look at his hair no way he'd be calico. chuuya would be a mean tabby cat #im never doing this again i hate drawing men i literally end up twinkifying them bc muscles are👎🏼👎🏼 #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

[uncanny-tranny]

Anger is such a normal part of recovery, and I wish it were normalized. I think it is genuinely harmful to depict recovery as this era of your life that only sets you free and makes you euphoric, and there will never again be a cloud in the sky because you have Ultimately Healed.

It's the fucking opposite sometimes. Recovery can feel violent, because the things you are recovering from are often (though not always) violent. It is so common to feel white-hot rage, grief, catharsis, elation, numbness - in essence, a whole host of emotions that aren't pretty, or aren't simple little categories to be neatly boxed and sorted and understood by the "normals."

Those recovering: Your emotions are real, and they aren't bad. You aren't a bad person for how you are processing and healing. You, however, aren't alone. You are doing so fucking well, no matter what it is you are healing from or for. I genuinely hope you can be proud of that.

#mental health #mental health advocacy #recovery #the first time i actually *let* myself feel anger and rage was truly the point i felt free #because throughout my time trying to recover i was TERRIFIED and HORRIFIED that i could feel those Bad Emotions #and that rage hit me suddenly because i couldn't hold that anger in anymore #it's almost funny to me now though #me driving: 😀 || my brain: I Am So Fucking Irate About [recovery thing] I Never Deserved That || me: 🤬 #i know for a fact that i have talked about this but i quite literally still need to talk about this

[andi-o-geyser]

*record scratch*

Yup, that’s me, watching my future wife fall to the ground dead from a trap I set off. I bet you’re wondering how I got into this situation. Well, my life’s a little crazy, but it all began when my family was murdered in a political coup and I made a pact to create the first gun with a smoke demon...

#poor guy cannot catch a break #percy de rolo is the only character ever actually #fucked up nerdy preppy angsty white haired anime gun boy with a secret soft side who makes clockwork presents for his friends? #literally nobody is doing it like him #you go gunslinger; get that trauma! #try to make up for your curse and atone for your sins but fuck everything up anyways! go crazy have a mental breakdown!! #decide to say ''fuck it'' and insult your love intrest's father to his face in such a savage verbal dressing down he'll never recover! #i support him in all his endeavours and hes never done anything bad actually #critical role #percy de rolo #percival de rolo #including his full name for kicks #percival fredrickstein von musel klossowski de rolo iii #tlovm #tlovm spoilers #cr1 #critical role spoilers #the legend of vox machina #legend of vox machina #lovm #tlovm season 2 #tlovm s2 #vox machina #perc'ahlia #andis thought geyser

[quercus-queer]

Snow was truly built different cuz how do you survive a “you’re just like your father” of that caliber

#tigris snow #coriolanus snow #hunger games #hg:bosas #bosas #bosas spoilers #my mom said that to me once and I literally have never recovered #the hunger games

[silver-dusted-scribbles]

angel (derogatory) to angel (casual) to angel (romantic) to angel (desperate)

#just finished season 2 and i am UNWELL so this is all i can muster #literally knew what was gonna happen but it hurt anyway #never recovering actually #good omens #good omens season 2 #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands

[karkatbug]

I need you to know how much I appreciate your art & content, I have been OBSESSED with homestuck grubs ever since I first saw those fuckers. They're so shaped and it activates my paternal instincts and every single time you post karkat grub I spend like a solid five minutes looking at it before going into a new tab and starting up wigglersim

he is saying thank you

#NO SERIOUSLY THANK YOU YOU'RE SO SWEET #i totally understand when we first learned that troll babies are in fact literal insects i died and never recovered #theyre so so ittybitty and cutiewootie #ty for enjoying my art it means a lot to me ; w; #homestuck #hsfanart #wriggler karkat #my art #ask bug

[imwritesometimes]

at least Mariko got to spend her last days doing exactly what she wanted. Living beyond Buntaro's reach. Getting laid. Being defiant. Furthering her father's legacy.

#shogun spoilers #shogun #shogun fx #I mean. It's still devastating. and I will literally never recover from it. but at lest she got to have her one last like. free day......

[highlifeboat]

Sobbing in the trunk of a car at the bottom of a lake right now.

#i will never emotionally recover from this #rip Lin you were literally the best character in this game #saints row #saints row lin #Lin and Carlos from SR2 deserve better than this

[unpretty]

decided last night to stop taking spiro because it turns out without testosterone i go absolutely bugfuck insane but in an insidious way where i seem normal

#original #impulse control GONE money GONE waistline EXPANDED horniness RABID #i wouldn't care about my waistline so much but it literally did not change this much when i had and then recovered from an eating disorder #it has never in my entire life changed this much and this fast and it's hurting my bones