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witchofthesouls · 3 months

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Tbh Star Saber’s reaction is justified. Sentinel just claims this random bot as a bride (probably doesn’t even know their name too) I’d be miffed too if I was his protector. But what about said bot’s reaction? You wake up after passing out and suddenly your hitched, I’d be backing up Star Saber in the background as he yells at Sentinel.

(You're going to be busy trying to deal with alien biology to start yelling. If anything you're yelling at whatever drop-kicked you into this timeline that's the dumpster fire that makes up Bayverse.

Get ready for misunderstandings and failed negotiations:)

Consciousness doesn't gently trickle back. It kicks you in the teeth without any warning. One moment, darkness. The next moment, you're heaving up and accidentally slamming into something hard.

That something yelps.

While you have the grace of facial protection, Sentinel isn't as lucky. You still have a throbbing headache, though. It flares whenever there's the incomprehensible electronic noise of their native tongue is being spoken.

Your head pulses to an excruciating degree when suddenly it clicks. The noise becomes words.

And you don't like them.

"Look, it can't even speak. Let alone understand us." Star Saber - your HUD factually pings, rapidly scrolling all of his positions, achievements, strengths, and possible weaknesses - says like an absolute cunt.

"Oooooo. Cooon-tuh." The High Lord Protector sounds out the English your ass of a mouth that not even a supercomputer brain could leash have shot out. The Seeker is unamused, and you don't even resist the urge to stick your tongue out since you're wearing the visor and he can't see.

You have a vague sense that you're forgetting something important. The wisps of a strange dream linger in the periphery edges of your mind, but a hiccuping wail interrupts everything.

Nearby and attached to the berth (fanon terminology don't fail you now!) are the infants. You immediately pick up the crying one. The tiny face warps from the force of their distress. Something compels you to cradle it up to your chest, and they settle down to snuffly whistles.

Of course, the other one starts up when your hands are full.

Sentinel picks the second infant to maneuver them to you. You never expected this asshole to have gentle hands, but he does. At least for the babies.

"They're split-spark." He explains as both of them grab a hold of each other, whistling and chirping between a songbird and a hot kettle. "They have to remain close together until they're third in-star."

There's a moment of silence in the room, only interrupted by the newsparks' chirping babbling and fretful meeping.

"Not to be rude," you slowly test out the digital language, and Star Saber doesn't snort or move his expression, but he definitely disproves. Fucker. "But why am I here?"

"Yes, Prime," the Seeker knows how to turn a soft voice into an assassin's thread. "Why do we have such a guest here?"

The words he chose have so many insulting undertones and stresses that if you didn't have your arms full, you might as well slap him. High Lord Protector be damned.

He wants you far away, and you want to be farther than Star Saber could dream of.

Of course, neither you nor Star Saber gets those desires granted.

"You're here," Sentinel’s tone shifts. Formal. Very formal. A strange mix of anticipation and... duty? "In the privacy of my household and in the presence of my most trusted-" Star Saber's expression is set in stone and just as cold "-to declare our sparks together in front of Primus."

Unlike fanfics where Sam Witwicky has the Allspark to handily act as a translator, you only have the equivalent of a more sensible Google translate with all of the additional kinda-helpul-but-not-really dings of subharmonics and underlying glyphs to provide more context. It sounds like a marriage proposal, but the way Sentinel emphasized it is more akin to a 'Guardian seek out an equal partnership in a (business) venture.'

Thanks, Google. Great help as always. Never change.

Unless you've taken over the body of a noble with capital to buy out galaxies or some sort of daring pirate/elite assassin with that ghostly possession of hidden skills, you have no idea why he's asking you for this kind of proposition.

You need to bite the bullet because you don't know what you're walking into, and maybe you can jump out another window and speed away.

You start searching the lexicon for the right words. Hopefully.

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Even with the visor eclipsing your face, you're refreshingly honest and it's something Sentinel profoundly misses ever since he's been taken from the Guiding Hand's Towers.

And right now, they know your possible intention to jump again beneath the tangle of confusion and worry.

The windows here are reinforced and capable of withstanding artillery blasts and extreme heat resistance as well.

:: The foundlings are completely attached to this one. :: Hard and unforgiving Star Saber may be, but there are a few things that soften the mech. It may be the Seekerkin-coding in him that invokes protective feelings towards the very young.

You and the newsparks have sealed a guardian/parental bond. They can't separate them from you. The strain will most likely kill them, and possibly you with your recent recklessness. You may have a powerfully dense spark -a hallmark of mecha with Primal heritage- but you're still young, barely past the ninth in-star, and still developing towards an adult frame.

Ratchet had been torn between absolute fury and begrudgingly impressed by the one that had done your frame-schematics. It's a remarkable mix of stealth modifications, hidden components, and security. Your systems had literally chewed up suppression codes and medical overrides and spat them out.

Either you have a creator that's a fiend of a weaponsmith or you have ties to the legendary War-Forged, too. Unbelievable, but no one expected any frames out in the Wastelands to be blessed by Primus, and yet here they are with not one, but two individuals.

And Sentinel is asking the mechling for a formal courtship with the intention of bonding.

"Are you-" you speak carefully, testing out the glyphs, and he wonders what kind of dialect the Wilders speak "-asking me to bond with you?"

The phrase makes logical sense. However, Sentinel can't help but choke at the subglyphs you used. Instead of 'unity of wedlock between two parties,' you attached something akin to sponsoring a courtesan for an exclusive relationship. An explicitly sexual one.

Star Saber doesn't budge. The Seeker's body langauge is impeccable and beyond reproach to stand as a witness to this mess, but Sentinel feels the icy talons of their shared bond flare to a vicious burning grip.

:: If you say any sort of agreement to that poorly worded question, Sentinel Prime. :: Star Saber's terrible words cut into Sentinel's spark. :: I will personally make the rest of your limited time on this planet a new level of Unicron's Pits. ::

Sentinel had to lock his joints to keep himself upright and not sprawled on the floor. After a long moment, he manages to grapple with the bond to sear away Star Saber's influence. :: I wasn't! ::

Slag all those that deify their partnership as the original split-sparks Prima and Megatronus, it's a slaggen mockery of a marital bond.

Sentinel gathers every scrap of his intentions to make it work with the newly found Primal-descended and throws it at Star Saber's end. It's still a raw wound. He finds it deeply discomforting to be intimately tied to the Seeker upon the confirmed demise of an unmoored Zeta Prime. Just barely after the Temple's blessings to establish suitable compatibility as a Prime and a new Protector.

(If Sentinel thinks too much about it, he will scream until he burns out and -)

Star Saber quirks a plate at his efforts and releases the onslaught. :: Look at that. Perhaps there's a warrior underneath that softness, librarian. Correct your Intended before the Wilder escapes with the newsparks. ::

During their internal spat, you pressed your back against the wall, plating closed to minimize noise. You've silenced your biosignature as well. Even the foundlings are silent -a natural defense that's driven by terror of the sudden tensions and your own reaction.

Fan-fragging-tastic.

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sciderman · 2 months

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I swear I have read your big post regarding Peter Parker's neurodivergence and why it is best to avoid labelling him, but he definitely has a weird brain

Can't find it and feel kinda sad about it cuz I deeply related to it

i know exactly which post you're talking about and i can't find it either! i've raked through my archive, and it's just - nowhere to be seen. i think tumblr eated it (it happens.)

really, tumblr's search functionality is so so useless, i don't know what to tell you. there are plenty of keywords i can search to find it that post, but the search functionality actually just does not work!

undiagnosed audhd-addled peter parker, my darling, my light, my life, my everything.

i think peter parker's such an interesting creature to write, because a lot of people will point to a certain behaviour about him and say "this is an autistic thing, right?" but a lot of those behaviours are actually, in my head, tied to certain traumas in peter's life too.

people say "oh, the food thing, peter's a picky eater because he's autistic" and yes, absolutely. but also it's tied to his trauma with his parents.

peter gets overstimulated, and yes, it's an autism thing, but also he was bitten by a radioactive spider and his senses are dialled to 11.

it's a similar case i've found for myself, too – where a lot of friends i have kind of diagnose me because i have autistic traits, but actually - i'm hesitant to claim the label or pursue diagnosis because, actually, i know where these certain behaviours come from, and they come from certain traumas. there are events i can pinpoint in my life and say "yep. that's where this behaviour comes from."

so - i think there's a lot of overlap between trauma and autistic traits. the brain is very complex! i think the reason for that overlap is maybe as simple as the fact that people with autism and people with trauma are both doing the same thing - developing behaviours to protect themselves or soothe themselves. so - i think it's nice to be able to see a character like peter parker, who may or may not be autistic, but recognise behaviours in him and see yourself in him.

people who go undiagnosed for whatever reason - people who are really good at masking - so good, in fact, that they have no idea they might be on the spectrum - everyone and anyone at all can look at peter parker and recognise themselves. because i think we discredit the thought that every single brain does the same thing! develops certain behaviours in order to survive. every brain has that same software - we've just all been faced with different hardships that we need to overcome, and that's were all the differences come in.

autism is a spectrum, i guess - everyone falls into it to some degree. and i think events in your life probably push you along on it. but i don't know, i didn't study brain science. probably what i'm saying is very stupid and uninformed. of course there's brain chemistry involved. but i know people in my life living with autism and certain events in their life have exacerbated certain behaviours or made coping with it a lot more difficult. so maybe trauma is a catalyst.

#a lot of my traits have been exacerbated lately and i remember it was much easier for me before #and some of my friends have said “oh it's because you've been masking too long and now you're facing autistic burnout.”#and that made sense to me i think.#but then i found out about the stress thing. me overproducing stress hormone. and that's a very physical thing.#and that explains why i've been overstimulated more than usual lately. and why everything feels like too much.#and i wonder how many of these traits of mine are going to subside once i have lamar removed #and it makes me wonder a lot of things. and it's so weird how much your brain is tied to your biology.#i wonder how much i'll change. i wonder how i'll feel. i wonder if i'll still feel like me. i wonder how much me is me right now.#and how much of me is being altered by weird freaky hormones. who am i?? who will i be??#i'm almost looking at this as like. a superhero origin story of some sort. like this is my spider-bite moment. maybe.#will i be different? will i cope with things differently?? now that my body isn't fighting something anymore??#maybe i'll be normal. i don't know. i don't know.#i don't know what it'll mean for me.#but all of these things mean i relate to peter parker in a certain kind of way #i don't think you have to be diagnosed with autism to recognise and empathise with those traits i think #i think everyone can see themselves in peter. and i think that's the benefit of having characters that aren't diagnosed.#because there's so much overlap in the human experience. and certain feelings aren't exclusive to just one group of people.#peter has such a rich identity actually. it's an autistic thing. it's a queer thing. it's a jewish thing. it's a trauma thing.#there are so many overlapping parts of peter's identity that inform who he is and how he behaves and it's never just one thing.#it's a product of all of his things.#just like me! just like everyone.#so me? i guess i can be a million things. you can explain what i am in a million different ways.#a hundred different psychologists can all come up with different ways to explain why i be the way i be.#i don't think it's something that can be simplified.#sorry wow. i'm really going off here in the tags.#i hope people don't think i'm stupid. i don't know brain science. i'm just philosophising as usual.#sci speaks

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milquetoad · 1 month

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gamers thinking they’re oppressed….try playing stardew and marrying alex

#everyone ‘’he’s a misogynist!!’’ um yea he’s a white gay it’s not like we’re looking for clothes at the soup store here #no but fr. he’s not that bad 😒 AND he has a tragic backstory AND he has educational trauma AND he’s a jock #made in a lab 4 me specifically i don’t care what u whores have to say #my posts #sdv alex #not taking questions at this time

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voidscreamns · 1 year

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#i dont think i’ve talked my nonverbal!Diluc hc on here yet #but i keep seeing posts abt disability/chronjcally ill/neurodivergent hcs for genshin characters so here’s one from me #idk i feel like after That Night™️ and being on the run from the Fatui/working with a secret organization #diluc not just learns the ‘value’ of keeping secrets and staying quiet but also internalizes his guilt and trauma of saying smth that could #hurt people #it started with him telling Kaeya that he’s not a Ragnvindr anymore and then is exacerbated by his 3-4 Year Fatui Murder Rampage thru Teyvat #and with all ghat trauma and self-deprecation and paranoia he just. stops talking.#he picks up sign language in Fontaine and still writes but at some point he just stops talking and never speaks again #when he comes back to Mondstadt it was hard to adjust to for both him and the people around him #Kaeya initially assumes that Diluc just refuses to talk to him until he later hears gossip abt how no one has ever heard him speak since he #came back. he goes to Adelinde and/or Elzer abt it and they tell him that they neve even hear Diluc so much as hum or grunt #afterwards everyone changes up real fast— Kaeya and Venti drinking at the bar and seemingly just talking at Diluc but they’re always #observing his reactions and body language even when they’re drunk #Jean tries her best to be patient but she has a hard time reading him bc he’s changed so much in the time he’s been gone #Adelinde & Elzer and the winery staff are the most communicative he’s with— Diluc is far more likely to write with them to communicate #at some point Diluc has a business meeting with some rich dude from Fontaine or smth #Kaeya walks in bc he has an actual important mission thinf to discuss and he sees Diluc and this Fontaine dude and the dude’s wife #moving their hands so fast and with all kinds of gestured and stuff #and it’s the first time Kaeya sees Diluc look so EXPRESSIVE— he’s frowning and raising his eyebrows and mouthing words and all this #and Kaeya just goes ‘what’#turns out the Fontainian dude is deaf and both him and his hearing wife know sign; she helps interpret this to kaeya for the dude and Diluc #and Kaeya is like ‘oh okay’ and goes to the kitchen like ‘i’ll just wait here till yall are finished’#and he sees Adelinde and Elzer there with stoic faces and they just. stand there in quiet for so long.#Kaeya finally says ‘…..so. sign language huh’ and Adelinde and Elzer have the most pained looks on their faces #later that week Diluc finds like everyone around suddenly doing basic signs with him #he later learns that the winery has ordered a shitton of signing books from Fontaine and are trying to learn #+ Kaeya and Jean too with help from Lisa bc like dont you know learning several languages is a requirement for graduation from the Akademiya #soon the use of sign starts spreading in Mondstadt— there might be some small communities where they have their own native sign but it’s not #as standardized nor widely known as it is in Fontaine #this is getting really long so I’ll stop here but yeah. nonverbal Diluc who signs fjskdjs

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rat-rosemary · 24 days

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Sometimes I want to talk about my horror road trip au where C!Dream and Quackity are best friends and then I remember that au is pure nonsense

#the dog barks #dreblr #Quackity is reincarnated and had no memories of the dsmp #C!Dream isnt. and lives kinda... trying to keep a parallel reality stable?#everyone was reborn and C!Dream needs to deal with all the weird paranormal shit they left behind #and then Quackity accidentally drives right into it #C!Dream is just... look I dont like the guy but he's going to die if I dont help him. Hes not even the same guy!! <-ignoring his trauma #so Dream sneaks into Quackity's car. but he's kinda stuck as his prison body because he's stupid and very much still traumatized #so he tells Quackity to not look behind him. and Quackity is terrified so he doesn't #so Quackity just has SOMETHING in the backseat of his car guiding him through hell or wherever the fuck he is #anyway. yeah it doesn't make much sense and I dont explain it really well here #dreamwastaken #c!dream #... im scared of properly tagging Q #ask me about this au please

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psikind · 3 months

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give it up for the unfortunate souls 🎉🎉🎉

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theboarsbride · 7 months

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me: *is overwhelmed by multiple WIPs, writing assignment, essays, and newspaper articles, and-*

my brain: time to plan a new WIP!

#....yeah i'm brining back my POTC fic...#revamping and redoing it...#gonna give it a more horror edge heehee #(and also enemies to lovers romance mayhaps... delphine and capt. salazar have very bold and unwavering willpowers + trauma lol)#(and delphine isn't afraid to stare literal death in the face and talk down to him like a mongrel)#(.....even if she's fucking terrified on the inside)#also now she has a soft spot for astrology but hardly talks about it because women in science bad #but it makes her lowkey decent (not great) at navigating so she uses 'navigating' as an excuse to just look at stars lol #also sorry to literally everyone idk if anyone here is in the POTC fandom or not...but.........yeah...#i kinda am but also not really (mostly not really)#i'm literally in it only bcs of the 5th movie because mmmmm javier bardem as n ugly brooding goth ghost man mmmmmmm gimme #but yeah this fic is a lot like 'serpentine whispers' where i glance over the lore of the story and run with what the movies give us #i just turn the canon characters into my personal dolls that i hope still resemble their canon counterparts lol

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why-fucking-bother-anymore · 1 month

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I swear I've gone through every emotion known to man.... (And then some) today...

#spiteful angry a little happy and proud judgemental upset sad mourning #the list can go on #its been a day #my thoughts #mom went to detox today and will be in recovery for a month #i already feel lighter with her gone #but conflicted because i wasn't there for her #but i couldn't be because she wouldn't let me #and genuinely i didnt want to be because she was simultaneously never there for me #but shes done more for me than i ever could've asked in some ways #but i also never asked to be born wish i was never born and feel like ive never belonged here #like i was meant to be aborted but was born instead #and yet despite it all I'm angry at the world for the cards she was dealt #for the way she was treated as a child #and the way no one was there for her and moved on pretending like all was fine #(some generational trauma she picked up and carried over)#upset at her siblings and friends for never being there for her like she needed (but i also understand that she pushed everyone away and im #In the same boat as them in that sense #but also shes my mother and im her child and shes never been there's for me so how could i possibly know how to be there for her #i hate being understanding because white hot anger and hatred is easier #so much easier #ignorance is bliss frfr #part of me is also proud of her for finally doing this #scared that she might get mistreated at the facility furthering her trauma scared of her relapsing and what that will look like #wanting to be a support fixture for her when she comes back at the end of the month but realistically knowing i cant #spiteful because where is her support system right now? everyone has failed her #spent years enabling and ignoring her #i hope she has a support system or can curate one because it cant be me #it just cant #mother wound

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wondersbeyondcompare · 1 year

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🔉Loud Sound Warning🔉

its the sega meme lol

Played around with rough doodles of my twst OCs’ potential overblots!! But honestly I just did this for Yuusuke’s part at the end, so don’t take this too seriously design-wise 🥴

#kodi on a normal basis doesnt have a merform #its either fully human or fully cuttlefish w/ him but i think his overblot might make an exception #both b/c the cause of his ob would be finding out the truth of his fathers death (who was a cuttlefish merman) + him snapping under the #pressure of trying to meet everyones expectations (allows him to take a stronger form to take back power in his life)#plus i just think it looks cool #majids ive already talked about + shown on here before 😗#still has the lava scars and his outfit is simpler b/c his ob is rooted in childhood trauma #as a poor kid struggling to survive day to day on the streets #not always being taken in by good company #berenice is twisted off of the river styx whirlpool and therefore the greek goddess styx as well #so her ob appears the most human and made the most out of ink #tho ig you cant see much from the angle i drew her in 😗#and juro’s ob would be the most monstrous form in contrast #tho i honestly just freestyled on it for now the ugliness of his ob goes against his desire for cuteness #and also represents her toxic personality literally bubbling up to the surface #and yuusukes just jamming it we dont talk about grim ob yet shhhh #twisted wonderland oc #twst oc #twisted wonderland mc #twst mc #twisted wonderland yuu #twst yuu #Kodi #my art #my post #Majid #Berenice #Juro #Yuusuke #video

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aria0fgold · 3 months

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Anyway all that to say that I (bi, aroace, president of the non-existent Going Home club at my school cuz that's my topmost priority once classes ended) am now wondering about what kinda dating history Ray (straight, allosexual, mister popular in school that also participates in parties and whatnot) has cuz I'm looking at him right now and I think, "He has never dated before...?" but I'm also unsure cuz at the same time...

I'm looking at his personality and everything and I'm just "He wouldn't have dated anyone cuz of Reasons but at the same time he could also have dated someone too cuz of Other Reasons but he is a confusing wreck that I do not know that much right now." So I am a bundle of confusion.

#aria rants #the disadvantage of me being Me is that the only knowledge i have about dating is from fiction. cant even use my school #experience cuz i was literally like not paying attention at all. you know the feeling of one day youre chilling and then the next #suddenly everyone is in an uproar cuz apparently Things happened and my classmates are dating? when was that bro #maybe the times i rushed to the school gate the moment school ended like. how exciting-- i have no idea what happened #so now im looking at ray like: have you dated? and hes in the corner shrugging cuz ofc you dont know #i dont either and we're sharing the same brain bro. you gotta think harder than that. cooperate with me #for alec its easy. Trauma. there we go. but like fr cuz of Reasons in the past. alec didnt have time to date #and for mel its also easy. Cats (and trauma). he has no time to date he needs to feed his cats #marcie-- trauma. seph? trau-- aroace and doesnt wanna get into a qpr rn #all my ocs have trauma its just that ray has it a lil to the left but also a lil to the right so like can ya see my problem here?

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years

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kirin of daigo

#ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 3 #yakuza 3 #yoshitaka mine #snap sketches #i have this thing where if i draw a character and i dont like how it looks i draw them again #aka I Wasnt Happy With The Mines I Drew Last Post #i struggle drawing him its just that no matter what i do i cant draw him in a way that makes me happy #i wanna be able to draw him in a way that makes me happy because he's my favorite Area Man With Unresolved Trauma Has Separation Anxiety #and i want to inflict him on everyone #even with this i dont know if im entirely happy with it. i think its PROGRESS but we're still gettin there #i kinda concept doodled this on that initial doodle pile i posted a while back but i didnt like it enough to post it #and now we're here: a totally redrawn version im only Slightly happier with

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void-tiger · 5 months

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Oxytocin low. Send hugs.

#tiger’s roar #it has…been overcast for days. with no snow to maximize light output #and since it’s been so warm the trees think it’s fucking SPRING…not likely gonna get The Mirror Effect + Seasonal Coziness any time soon #and it’s when it looks like a so called Tender Tennessee Christmas outside…is when I actually get the winter SADs #because tennessee in winter is nothing but bizarre tempts and overcast browns. it’s miserable #also…I really only get People Hugs from a ‘what even are we really’ ‘s mom #like…once every two weeks. there’s only so much pets being snuggly and burrowing my face into a jumbo squishmellow can do to help with this #and…Someone told on me to 3rd Party. either someone broke confidence who was told to keep it #OR… ‘what even ARE we?!’ and their sibling (and possibly their parents) all played detective. and spoke to 3rd Party #I…would rather believe the second. vs betrayed Yet Again #because of the timing and because…they’re really the only ones who have Visibly been allowed to see just how Awful this was for me and…#still trying to put on a brave face. redraw boundaries. protect everyone #but I still feel so so fragile. and I need them HERE. and it feels so so selfish to want that #and doing my best to Brave Face is…walking on a fractured leg. but what else am I supposed to do #and…I feel so embarassed to basically expose just how damaged my attachment is #and that using friendships and longing for friendships and prioritizing platonic over romantic is…apparently not normal.#prolly a trauma response actually. and I cannot force people to be friends. because to me friends are surrogate family. literally #and that is…too intense. probably.#(…and did I mention that needing this just feels…selfish?)

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autistic-shaiapouf · 1 year

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Am I the problem. Do my coworkers hate me

#scrambling to restore my reputation so they can at least put in a good word for me when i switch jobs #it's like. it's hard bc all my experience with communication and emotions is terrifying for me bc of my trauma #so i act really irrationally and passively; occasionally passive aggressively and everyone has picked up on it and it's like #i cant just say i didnt go directly to someone and speak my mind bc i was afraid of violence. i cant just say i was afraid #oh also to be able to freely express displeasure with someone without the fear of debilitating guilt.. a theme for me #I'm just. i can only say i have a lot on my mind so many times before it just sounds like an excuse #there is so much effort involved in the masking process and i can only keep it up for so long before i burn out #i try to be a good person i swear on my life i do; i just struggle and feel like I'm expected to not let that become other ppl's issue #like let me be absolutely clear when i say that i was in the wrong and was being frustrating and annoying with what i was doing #I'm just sitting here like. why did we wait so long to say something. i dont know what my behavior looks like #not to express profound sadness on main or anything but. a lot of things feel quite difficult for me #and it feels like the best thing to do is to keep that quiet so i can meet everyone else's baseline #i think. i may need a new job for my mental health. and physical bc my joint pain is worsening with the pharmacy work U_U #hoatm rants

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m0e-ru · 9 months

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the more i get into other media and broaden my horizons and have fun and be full of glee and whimsy i realize even further how fucking cursed i am with this gas station

#kommento #// diagnosed with gender trauma now the severe and chronic not like other girls disease #// call me a doutan kyohi with how i'll climb on top of people trying to shake my hand because i wear a stupid uniform #// cosplay a moel uniform and you'll be the fucking president with how everyone wanna shake your hand #// watch me get into a media because the main character looks like blorbo and realize how the way you engage yourself with this new guy #// is behavior you'd fucking despise if it happened to the blorbo that this new guy resembled in the first place #// 'haha wow hes a bit out of character here but itsok because it's a bit funny' but if it happened to mimi id start growling at the screen #// i dont think i'll ever loosen my grip on mimi. everyone has to hate my guts or desire me carnally theres no inbetween #// i'll be serving as much as i can until the stars align & i'll be free from the thousand curses but i will always still forever love mimi #// ohh im finally getting sleepy now hoorayy. heres another one of manager's diary entries ohohoho goodnight my dear customers

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space-ninja-fashion-show · 1 year

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Taking a break from writing to join in on the Child Sharing but also I'm not crawling back on the game for this so the best screenshot I have is from Steam Achievements Doing A Whoopsie the other day

Anyway this is Kohlrabi and I have bestowed upon them every bit of clumsiness and enthusiasm i wield when playing this goofy ass game. If they had a superpower it'd be making friends with everyone except they have no idea how they keep achieving this. They collect found family like lint

They're the hyperactive kid to their volt prime Alden's jock dad status, but they also have fuckall spatial awareness so they're constantly covered in bruises

They used to have an interest in ecology before Shit Went To Hell and now they're rediscovering that interest via open world conservation. Also by wading around barefoot in lakes on the Plains

They're mostly a softie and still just trying to Be A Kid which also means it can be terrifying when Shit Gets Real and they're Very willing to kick ass about it. But also they've looked at this wounded, horrible world and decided it's worth saving bc the ppl they love are in it

#basically shit sucks but at least kohlrabi has a support system and a bit of room to exist #NO clue where their void scar came from ive yet to figure it out #i just thought it looked cool #kata's chatter #oc: operator kohlrabi #god everyone is here with their cool as hell oc names and then theres me #with the one that popped into my mind like a wholeass weak into sucking at this game #yknow. approximately 200 hours before i played the second dream #also theyre basically wearing a sleeveless hoodie over everything else :) i really need to draw them properly already #i always feel like they seem too happy for a tenno but like #they have a fuckton of trauma they just also have hope #also theyre good at. not showing the bad parts #despite being 16 theyve taken on a leader role for the group which is. not always the best for them

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dimiclaudeblaigan · 7 months

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if any of y'all think i will not go all in on stomping on my blorbo's haters for basically going out of their way to ignore his development, i am sorry, you are incorrect

#DCB Comments #imagine looking for art and half or more of it is just insulting the character #like okay nice art was gonna reblog that but now im not #tbh it was worse on Twitter which I don't rly use anymore but it's not completely absent here #imagine if you were a soren fan right? you go looking for soren art #but all you can find are good artworks of ppl like ''everyone's favorite laguz-hater''#even considering by the end of RD he STILL isn't really comfortable with laguz #it's technically not a correct assessment of him bc he's trying but it's difficult to get past the trauma he has toward laguz #now mind you I HAVE met someone who expressed hating Soren for being uwu racist #and said they don't care abt his reasons they just hate him for it. that's such a closed-minded view of smth way more complex than that #but really. consider going through Jill artwork or Soren artwork and ppl just ignore all their development #and leave annoying ass comments in their own art. like. no I'm not gonna reblog/retweet that as a FAN of the character #would expect ppl post their art to share it with others so not sure why ppl would post it and then #say smth that would make someone have an aversion to interacting with it???#like. yeah. I'm tired. that's partly why I pay for artists to draw for me lol

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