#moth having a bad time

[mothlegs]

cw selfharm and related

hhholy fuck i am SUCH a pussy jfc i accidentally cut my finger while setting up to cut (lol) and it's like near a finger vein and keeps bleeding so im kiiiiinda freaking out lol and ofc no one to talk to about it. like it's such a tiny cut but fuuuuuuuck gahh and it hurts way worse than normal cuts

#moth having a bad time

[vickyvicarious]

he can command all the meaner things: the rat, and the owl, and the bat—the moth, and the fox, and the wolf;

I've always been curious about this list of creatures. Most of them come in large numbers, swarms or packs, except owls which are marked as solitary hunters, and foxes which are only in small family units. They're not all carnivores. I guess they might all be seen as pests or vermin, but several aren't considered dangerous. Do they all have a really bad reputation when this was written? I'm pretty sure not all of them are linked with folkloric vampires, though some are. Why are they considered the meanest creatures?

#dracula daily #i'm sure it has to do with them having a bad reputation but i don't know the details for say. moths #at the time

[dollsuguru]

thank you to the person who requested geto being obsessed w gojo’s gf because the idea of it is DELICIOUS - here’s a lil teaser!

#just wrote this part in a few minutes so i deffo need to decide how i wanna take this story! #i have a Vision but i need to articulate it better #this is so broken and choppy tho it’s pissing me off smh #also you’ll have to bare w me this is my first time writing so if it sucks BALLZ that’s my bad 💯 #idk. suguru wallowing in guilt & shame but being drawn to reader like a moth to a flame #the betrayal the uneasiness of does satoru know? does reader know? idk either girl! #SO WHOEVER ASKED THIS ASK I AM SORRY IF IT TAKES A WHILE!!!!! idk how i wanna go abt it but i deffo wanna make it into like #a decent story/oneshot that actually makes sense & shows progression and how his brain works idk kween #ALSO 😭😭😭 #i’m using the FAWK out of ___ synonym on google rn NDNFNDNDMDND #personal #snippets

[toytulini]

the challenge of i should commission art of my ocs. would love to commission like, siiyr or bokrae, maybe krachyn or jula. siiyr or bokrae would make the most sense, maybe krachyn. i think theyre the ones with the most detailed notes on their anatomy

but also

oh god i cannot subject another artist to the anatomical war crimes i committed in making these ocs

#toy txt post #ig id be best off commissioning someone w a lot experience w like. centaurs. let alone commisioning them actually doing anything #interesting. the good bad news is ai cant do it either. fucking i cant even do it. why did i make these bitches. i gave bokrae a gf #but shes not. she cant even. her lips dont really do a kiss shape shes all teeth #siiyr has too many fucking elbows and a weird skull situation #bokraes skull continues to break my brain. i think it does break physics in universe. birdie did weird shit w that eye #its constantly trying to explode #the art ideas i have for bokrae and siiyr have plagued me for years even now in my depression funk of no new ideas #i cant bring myself to subject other artists to them????? #i should specify Bokrae's teeth more tho probably. i used to jokingly explain it away as she has all the teeth/they change #and. they do. canonically birdie has to replace all of her bones over time especially her skull. but also #that was me being lazyyyyyyyyyyyy #idk i know you dont necessarily need like a super detailed ref sheet to commission things but like. if i was commissioning my own ocs id #want that probably? #maybe i will try to draw the girls today. probably not doing anything interesting #bc i have not drawn for One Billion Years and im out of practice with Normal Human Anatomy let alone #these fucking Monsters #also maybe one day ill figure out Jared #pigeon head on a deaths head moth body with gemstone eyes is something i can see in my head but when i try to draw it it doesnt look right #so. need to work on that? the main thing about jared is that he needs to Scuttle #and id like to incorporate a pigeon #hm #hmmmmmmm

[ratcandy]

i was SPOILED with zote and sozo for real. i go into the monch tag and SUFFER. i go in there and STARVE TO DEATH. i am WEAK AND PITIFUL and there's not nearly enough MOTH to SATIATE ME

#IT'S ALL ME!!!! I'M THE TAG!!!! throws down my hat and stomps on it #whatever. WHATEVER!!!! #i don't even care <- cares so deeply #and i can't even WRITE right now because of the vaccine in my aerm. Arm hurt so bad. Just typing this right now SUCKS #AGHHHHH everyone should just fall in love with monch instantly . moth blast 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 #whatever. #Me when. I'll write a symphony for the departed and I have no time for second chances./lyr. or whatever. #nobody understands me . kicks a rock to the side. <- could solve this issue by writing faster #clamtalk #i need a 'bitching' tag/j

[rubeau-art]

One Cowboy who gave up everything he had for a man he totally doesn’t love.

#MotH project #His working name is Rhett Porter #cowboy #Penpusher turned sharpshooter #He is having a bad time #Before anyone gets at me for him looking like other OCs I have #That’s because his design started as me trying to smoosh Jax and Reynard together for fun

[marc--chilton]

still losing my mind at the way houses relationship with john would have fucked up the way he sees being an omega. just,,, teen house, young and confused, experiencing these absoloutely brutal heats. not understanding why they are so bad and hard when theyre supposed to be a time where an omega feels good. already feeling broken and wrong, and then having to face john's anger and disappointment over him being an omega

like i can only imagine how it would affect him in heat, a time where he would be less able to think coherently. and constantly remembering how traumatic and horrible his heats as a teen were, the memory making him feel bad and in turn making him feel physically worse. just like,,, a constant feedback loop of remembering and feeling bad -> feeling physically worse in turn -> reminding himself even more of his childhood and feeling worse

i feel like after having to deal with his first few heats without a strong family net to acclimate to the changes, once house is outta there and doing his own thing he tries to never deal with his heats alone. he marks his cycle religiously, makes deals with alphas in med school to help him through them, or even finds street suppressants if he's especially desperate.

man. you just know john has put him outside for some of his heats, too. nothing to nest with, no scent blocking patches, just left him in the yard like a sacrificial lamb. it goes without saying how dangerous that is.

hell, once he's employed i wouldn't be surprised if he stole something from the hospital to bring home in case a heat comes up that he can't deal with, something that'll knock him out for the worst of it.

#asks #certified-moth #house md #writing a fic that is basically just heat whump for a lot of it as i type this #house's heats are bad always it's just how it is for him #but once he has the infarction it's even worse #his leg becomes another focal point for pain to localize to and the scar is so severe that when he's in heat #it runs scary hot. like where the muscle is missing sits just a molten core of pure agony #fainting spells and delirium become new side effects as a result #it is a pathetic miserable sight and he WANTS to be alone so no one can see him like that #but dealing with them alone is torture so he just doesn't win. it fucks with his issues of self #something else to resent about his body #he and wilson develop a fairly solid unofficial........ thing early on in their friendship #it would have taken wilson more convincing had he not witnessed the effects himself and got his caretaker heart twanging #even when he's married. which doesn't necessarily mean he's cheating but uh. it doesn't help in his case #all of it compounds into a very big mess that does not help the success rates of his marriages #goes to show how much more time wilson spends with house than his wives when he's more synced with house than them #now THAT is an offense. THAT'S what can get feelings hurt #it makes him feel bad but he tries to reassure himself by comparing their heats to house's. they don't understand how bad it is #<- probably the cause of several arguments #wilson trying to get bonnie or julie to understand why he Needs to do this and bristling when they Just Don't Get It #“house didn't break up our marriage but he sure didn't help” etc #mgv

[rogdona]

i did it i drew Sakira so Pinsentia won't have to stay single forever

here

she is a lunar moth and loves the smell of flowers

SHES SO CUTE I LOVE HERRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

sadly i dont think shes a good fit w pisentia, sakira deserves better😭😭

#the thing is im very hesitant to ship some of my characters w other ppls ocs bc even tho i hate to use good and bad boxes some of my charact #would b bad people... pisentia being a great example!! shes like a Nice Guy if u dont accept her compliments shed be like'well youre lucky #even gave u my time im the only one whod even bother w someone as ugly as u' and shed try to get u to have sex w her or let her suck #ur blood and shell stop if u say no enough times but she WILL guilt u about it and make u feel bad... moth girl DOES NOT DESERVE THAT!!!! #and her only friend is a guy i never got around to design but hes similar to her and she kinda hates him but they fuck eachother regularly #even tho shes a lesbian bc no one else bothers w them bc they suck...........anyways have u noticed most of my character lore is in the tag #art #my art #ask #fanart

[chiropteracupola]

saunter!

#em draws stuff #oc time again hehe #moth and compass #the cannon spike: matthew worley #nice new outfit for the boy! he was a tailor before he wound up pressed so he's still rather fashion-conscious #this would be the first set of clothes that haven't had to survive him having the stuffing kicked out of him while wearing them for a while #but just in case of that happening again (It Will Happen Again) he's got his hands on something equal parts practical and pretty #in this weird mood lately where I only want to draw funny little guys. which is not actually a bad thing but boy is it overwhelming #I'll be trying to do something else and my whole body just screams FUNNY LITTLE GUY RIGHT NOW FUNNY LITTLE GUY #so here is today's funny little guy. mafew :]

[paperhats-and-evil-schemes]

OMG OMG OMG WHITE HAT'S SUMMONER IS A MOTHMAN??? EEEEEEEEEE BOY I FLIPPING LOVE MOTHMAN CHARACTERS I'M SO FLIPPING HAPPY RIGHT NOW I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Man I gotta be honest with u I literally just went to a random superhero name generator years ago to figure out what to do for WH's summoner, the fact that it spat out "Long Moth" as a hero name was weirdly funny to me and so it just happened at random. 😂 Glad you like mothmen, because the dice of fate has decided that one for me! Lmao

#villainous #white hat #OP #Like I always knew his summoner's role in the story and all that but I didn't have any name/concept ideas for him at the time #A lot of the generated names were actually really stupid so I just kept rolling until I came across one that kinda made sense #And so Long Moth was born. Lmao #I am notoriously bad at coming up with superheroes so this weirdly worked out 😂 #I totally agree with you on moth characters being awesome though because wow the amount of really cool moth people designs I saw while #working on his visual concept?????? Amazing

[mothlegs]

being (probably) borderline suuucks actually. i would like to not, please. and it's also kind of funny, because sometimes i almost manage to convince myself i Definitely do not have bpd, and then i feel joy about a friend and get hit with sudden terror that they'll become my fp and i'll ruin everything again

and well, i don't know, is it really too much to ask not to feel like that? apparently yes, it is, because no one except my mom and grandma even takes it seriously. because when i had a therapist and tried to ask for help i was told this shit was normal

i don't wanna go into details but in short, none of that was normal and it was extremely unhealthy for everyone involved

man i don't know. i'm getting angry over all this cause i'm so scared of it happening again, of me hurting someone again, and i have no one to talk to. there's no one to help me. i have no one to turn to if it starts happening again, i am so terrified of becoming that again

i don't know what to do

#moth having a bad time #probably delete later

[immatrashpanda]

THREE!!!

#tw caps #toh #the owl house #the owl house season 3 #girls when they realize they actually have to make 2 more of these cause they fucked the count up so bad last time #moth's mutterings

[inkykeiji]

there is this massive moth that has been tormenting wesley (my cat) since 4am ._. i think he’s ruined the poor thing’s wings because it can’t fly away and it’s moving very slowly, but also it won’t allow me to put it out of its misery because it keeps hiding behind the bookshelf the moment i come wielding a sneaker in hand :c

anyway good morning dead dove alastor piece being posted tonight!!!!! <3

#it’s valentino #100% it’s valentino #LMAOOOOO #it’s fucking huge tho i hate looking at it #i know wes got it in his mouth a few times so he probably bit it more than once #but he wouldn’t fully eat it #wesley rly likes to play with bugs like #he never kills them on purpose #either he plays too roughly and kills them by accident or he mortally wounds them with his razored claws and sharp lil fangs #the amount of times he’s accidentally killed a spider and then so gently tried to nudge it with his paw to make it move again is #more than i can count LMAO #such a cutie #feel bad for the moth tho #i hope we all have a better day than that moth #clari chatters #clari chapters

[rose-n-gunses]

Occasionally I'll see posts where people talk about feeling alienated from their peers growing up and I'll be like hey same except for the fact that like. I wasn't bullied and I had friends and I "fit in" and such so I feel like I must not be as different as I think or maybe I'm more "normal" than I feel but then like. Sometimes I go out with people my own age and I'm like yeahhhh we are not the same

#and i dont mean this in a pick me way #it's like. when i hang out with people i feel like im sitting behind a wall of glass so i'm there but not quite? #and i feel bad about it because it makes me feel fake! #like you know how people go and have dinner and sit and talk about stuff i just always feel like im doing it Wrong #and i dont even know if the differences are as noticeable to other people as they are to me #but it's like.. i feel like there are certain things that are typical amongst age groups #(music and fashion and other things like that) #that i don't share in/relate to #so i feel like i have nothing in common with these people #and it makes it difficult for me because when people tell you to make friends it's like.. #1) that is. not something that i am able to do easily #2) do they know how difficult and draining it is to be friends with someone you have literally nothing in common with #it makes the friendships feel superficial imo #idk #it's not even just with having no interests in common it's also very clear that like. we do not think the same way #and sometimes i feel like a robot just like. going through the motions of being a person in social settings #it's always been like this or at least has been for a long time #and i dont know why #but if u ask my parents theres mothing wrong with me! #irl #just r's thoughts #delete later

[mothsantics]

me: oh boy! i got started on a webcomic finally! now i just need a place to host it. neocities always looked neat, i’ll just make a website there rq!

me, five hours later: if i get one more error in my code just because i tried to make the font in a specific area be bold i will destroy all machinery ever

#moths thoughts #im Struggling #coding is fighting a machine for hours and then your reward is now the text is the right size #i just want to draw funny pictures #why must i be punished for my hubris #if ANYONE AT ALL has tips on making a neocities i would appreciate it so very much #cos im having a bad time

[smileymoth]

protip: clean your room more often than once every 4 months

#moth post #hate having bad depression bro like what is this #last time i cleaned it was like. august. ive obvs tried in the meantime but its been like.. cleaning my desk so i could work and thats it