I know I keep yelling my problems out into the void, praying that somehow, my voice is heard. It's not like I expect any single person to answer, but, it would be nice if someone had some kind of idea on how to turn this around....I'm trying to earn my way. I am doing all the legal hustles i can do. I've been trying to sell my belongings, priced my art cheaper than I really should just trying to move it...I physically cannot donate plasma because of my multiple disabilities and the incredibly low bmi.
On Monday, I go to get my bottom denture made, and on Thursday I have surgery scheduled to remove the rest of the broken teeth I do have. It's going to cost $1500, and since I work less than 16 hours on a paycheck, you can imagine how hard this is hitting me. I have hit the 3 year mark on waiting for approval for disability payments. There isn't much else I can live without, and i don't want to negotiate living without teeth.
I applied for care credit, but since my current income is almost nothing and my credit score isn't over 600, well.... I'd have better chances getting a title loan on my 1996 truck, even though it's engine is in dire need of replacing.
Ask yourself this... if you were without income because you couldn't work due to your failing health, while dealing with health problems and getting no assistance or benefits.... how long would you last? I don't just mean financially.. I mean mentally, as well.
My new fixation is Never Understand and here comes a thought about fem Yuri and Jaerim.
That there is some guy flirting with Yuri and Jaerim can't handle this and wants him away from her girlfriend. The guy ends up thinking she's in love with him or something. Bro she wants you to stay away from her girl.
Idk, I guess it works with the boys too, but I thought about it with they female versions.
Manhwa: Never Understand/Out of control/Nunca entiendes
AU for out of control where that traumatic "favor" never happened and Ayeon actually told Jaerim that he was being pushed away from Yuri by Soyeon,
where he apologizes and Jaerim accepts it and him
(they could have been so good and i love a good ditching the redflag boyfriend((just my interpretation)) he deserves a chance with Jaerim in all honesty (if he didnt assault him )
Men will literally say this and literally give me the most horrible lasting emotional trauma but u have to hand it to them bc they keep it so real w/ u