#no self awareness whatsoever

[icharchivist]

In a way, present day Sandalphon is a great foil to Lucilius, because he also doesn't get answers from the god-like figure he looks to, but Sandalphon knows that his creator loves him and loves him back

TRUUUUE.

Like i mean, Sandalphon and Lucilius were already foil because they were basically driven to madness by the fact they were clearly created by a higher being and they had no idea why, even more so learning later that their creator (Lucifer and Lucio) didn't even know why they were created (Lucifer didn't know Sandalphon's purpose/Lucio doesn't even know how he happened to have a clone). And both of them tried to destroy the world if only so that the absent figure they're blaming for their pain would pay attention to them.

but Sandalphon learnt he was loved, and that his creator would drop the whole world if he had to, if only Sandalphon could be happy. And being loved by the person he devoted himself to at least was enough for Sandalphon to try to figure out how to give this love back to the world around him, the world his beloved loved so much.

while Lucilius is still left on mute by Bahamut, and Lucio treated him more like a curious experiment than someone he could care about (credit where credit is due Lucio still was developping his people skills), and even there Lucilius was already too far gone anyway.

Sandalphon foils people in wmtsb in such a way because everyone who has huge impact on the story is craving for love and recognization or pure free will, and Sandalphon was the one who managed to reach that by being loved by his creator who freed him from all of his burdens, while the rest of the antagonist are left abandonned in some way, and while the Astrals have learnt to be self reliant it left the one primal who stayed behind even more starved for it than they could be.

anyway many thoughts but yeah the way Sandalphon foils Lucilius even more because they were much more similar than Lucilius was to Lucifer actually, which enrages Lucilius, but Sandalphon managed to move past that. Lucilius, meanwhile, is still stuck in this homeostasis he hates so much.

crazy huh....

#alsooo actually many thoughts because technically if the tree is Bahamut>Lucio>Lucilius #then the other one is Lucilius>Lucifer>Sandalphon #and Lucilius treated Sandalphon with the coldness and lack of interest he would blame Bahamut for his own treatment #and while the absence of relationship between Lucilius and Lucio is what cause this whole thing to go wrong #Sandalphon has totally abandonned whatever the Original Creator would want of him as long as he had Lucifer's #but Lucilius doesn't even realize just how he treated Sandalphon the same way he's been treated in that sense #no self awareness whatsoever #playing god and reproducing the exact same mistakes #but Sandalphon transcending anything Lucilius could be because he's allowed to change while Lucilius is not. #anyway head full #ichareply #ichafantalks gbf #anonymous #ichablogging wmtsb

[familyabolisher]

like, "a lot of people we knew were either [sic] doing boring office jobs, lonely phds, or burning out in pursuit of a high-flying career" tells you everything you need to know, doesn't it

#.txt #NO self awareness whatsoever #yeah a lot of people YOU knew!

[papirouge]

pro lifers being more pissy about my post calling out their hypocrisy than about the struggling pregnant women and babies in Palestine ironically proves my point even further...

#HELL WORLD. #no self awareness whatsoever #i legitimately fail to understand why they feel the compulsive need to bring Hamas into this #'hamas is responsible of killing these people uwu' cool story jane - can we start speaking up abt how this war affects babies and pregnant #women??

[gruelproponent]

Genuinely kind of disgusting the lack of solidarity manufacturing workers show toward anyone in any kind of service industry. Like sorry you're pissed about whatever pittance the cashier at wendys makes for dealing with a hundred times the amount of bullshit you do. If only they had found a job performing the noble act of putting stuff in a box or pressing a button or filling a hopper with plastic then maybe they'd deserve that kind of pay. Zero perspective. Crabs in a bucket behavior.

#the amount of times people at my job have talked shit on service workers #food service workers especially #while hanging out and doing the bare minumum #drives me fucking bonkers #no self awareness whatsoever #put on the polyester shirt and sling whoppers yourself if youre so fuckin mad about it

[selfshipseaside]

#This is for curiosities sake only! I've been seeing a lot of people identifying as this recently #so I want to gauge how many we have here and self-shipper's opinions on it as a community as well as Yumejoshi's #I'm a bit mixed about it. #Not in a negative way #just a “trying to be aware” kind of way. I think mayhaps it might be getting romanticized/used more because of the Japanese terminology #rather than say. it's literal differences in title and identity. I just don't know! That's why I'm asking. #lord knows this community has an asian fetishist problem! #fandom spaces and titles get murky and it's hard to gauge a lot of things like intention #So let me know y'all!! #Once again. not trying to be negative whatsoever. I'm just curious! #selfship #selfshipping #yumejoshi #yume #self ship community #self ship poll

[shitouttabuck]

my heart’s over-pumping and your mouth is an ambulance

buck/eddie | 8.7k | rated t

“Eddie Diaz, such a considerate guest, really committing to the party theme. And here I was feeling good about coming early to help tape up the banners,” Karen grins, gesturing at the pink Valentine’s bunting above them.

“What?” Eddie repeats, this time in confusion.

“The goddamn heart-eyes, Diaz,” she laughs. “I feel like I’m interrupting something here. I’d say put 'em away, but 'tis the season, and also, I don’t think you actually could if you wanted to.”

or, a fever, a party, a late night tv show: three times eddie’s heart falls out his ass because buck keeps looking at him like that. he’s just got to find a way to tell him that doesn’t involve a convoluted cephalopod analogy about love

#buddie fic #911 fic #911 #buddie #wrote a second one....... it's nearly 9k of self indulgent nonsense #leaned into octopuses for no reason whatsoever. like this is based on the alison sudol song playground. which doesnt mention octopuses once #and yet #if u know the song dont accuse me of having a breeding kink #im already fully aware of it but there's none of that here because im trying to hold onto whats left of my sanity #writing tag #thats the new tag i guess #mine

[werewolfenthusiast]

tell me why i just saw a tiktok account dedicated to rating fics ?? and they’re SO MEAN??? and also referring to certain fics as the “classics” this is actually deranged you people need help

#also being a bitch about fics that have previously been taken down bc of people being bitchy about them #like?? absolutely no self awareness whatsoever #marauders

[intertexts]

roswell will literally b like "omg why do i feel so terrible why have i been consistently low-level headached and exhausted lately" & then the list of Circumstances is like. Worst month of the fucking year haven't seen the sun for more than a day in months vitamin deficiencies 21 credit semester was sick since xmas & Just finally on the upswing super close 2 Bad Trauma Memories Time Of Year need our fucking wisdom teeth out life has deigned to recreate everyday living circumstances deeply reminiscent of two of the Worst periods in their life hasn't been eating very well work looming over their head threat of getting behind in classes looming over their head crystallized stress of being an undergrad student haven't been sleeping enough chronic fatigue katsup blast. etc.

#like truly no self awareness whatsoever. #txt #neg #gnnnnnnnnn

[scumlafeccia]

I like throwing hints that I'm against pornography like by complaining about the greasy ass gamer idiotic moid who walked into class loudly stating "if one wants to see boobs, there's pornography for that"

#hate is a strong word but him and his group of deficient terminally online friends deserve it all #a couple of them are still decent enough if you can ignore the pronouns and similar bs #but some are incredibly annoying like no self awareness whatsoever and the dumbest things to say in class in the most pretentious way #personal

[noctswife]

AZAZEL??? WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE

#freak (affectionate) #gbf liveblogging #this man has no self awareness whatsoever it’s great

[vaugarde]

ohhhh thinking about the parallels between odin/maya and frost/marlow/valerie rn

#the way it all comes down to the need to be in control #like theres more nuance to it than that and there are multiple factors in each dynamic but maya and valerie were both isolated #and their respective toxic relationships w their families were allowed to fester and break them bc of that isolation #man. always imagined that valerie was closer to cheri but maybe she should connect more with maya #maya and cheri are sorta aware of the situation? but they dont know just how bad it is and unfortunately theres not a lot they can do #without marlow denying them access to valerie at all the way he did to felicity and aisling #i think maya would try to talk to him gently without oversharing but he’d probably be quick to shut it down #and even if he did know mayas backstory hed be like ‘’wtf im not like that guy at all!! that guy got aggressive with his kid i dont do that’ #which is also what he does with frost. ‘’no ofc im not like my mom. my mom didnt give a fuck about me. i care so much about valerie!!’’ #tfw you try so hard not to be like your abuser that you end up being toxic in the opposite way #echoed voice #tbh very curious to know how marlow will be recieved #assuming he’ll either be hated or all his worse actions will be shrugged off as ‘’oh its ok hes dad of the year anyways’’ #maybe both w no inbetween whatsoever #personally i like him. hes my personal little trainwreck. he fascinates me. i want to put him in a tube and study him #he needs therapy sooo bad but unfortunately hes way too proud for it #also in his own way sakura does want marlow to stop self isolating w valerie #like hes not as clear about it as like cheri would be. i think hes mostly motivated by their rivalry. he wants marlow to better himself #and be a more worthy rival for him basically which is why hes constantly rubbing souvenirs in his face #sakura likes valerie but i think he kinda like. disregards her compared to her brother. he hasnt really picked up on whats going on based on #their interactions. but hmmmm…: perhaps now that hes staying in serenade for an extended amount of time….?

[usareiis]

Some of you guys get way way too excited when idols have blonde hair and blue eyes without one scrap of self awareness 🙏

#i am talking about txt today even though i have seen people acting weird about other idols before #obviously this goes with their little prince concept and it's not wrong obviously for any idol to do blonde hair and blue eyes #but the way people on twitter are screaming crying throwing up over it isn't even run of the mill aww they look pretty #it's like FINALLY they have blonde hair thank god they're blonde yay their eyes are blue #i saw someone so so happy that they 'look like barbie' and it's like i wish some of you had never remembered barbie actually #i saw the blurred versions of the concept photos the other day and knew people would be freaks about them and they are #it's not even fun like yay blue hair you guys are literally making tweets like thank god finally blonde hair and blue eyes #finally THE standard of beauty!! no self awareness about this whatsoever #and what is it about that fucking movie that made everyone so excited about being like. straight and white and blonde. there are other... #...women in the movie besides margot robbie right 😭 if you guys care about women 😭 #different rant. anyway. #just say they look pretty or something shdjd. they always look pretty they're idols #it's a pretty concept people are just being freaks about it sjdjd

[monsterkissed]

if you are getting all your takes on AIs from people who proudly declare that they've never used them or worked on them or studied them and never will because it's Evil but nevertheless speak with complete confidence about how they work as if they were authorities or had any expertise on the subject at all then you don't get to laugh at the gullible antivaxxers circlejerking about nanomachines and MRNA shedding anymore

#the number of posts ppl r circulating on here and twitter that are simply factually incorrect with zero sources cited is embarrassing #or ones that blatantly contradict each other! that ppl share anyway with no self-awareness whatsoever! #''chatgpt is dangerous bc it will spout nonsense confidently'' chatgpt wishes it could bs ab things it doesn't understand like tumblr users

[ozlices]

Have you considered the 2003 anime's version of Envy instead? Almost identical in character design, and still an antagonist but wasn't the one to orchestrate the genocide in Ishbal

imma assume ur well intentioned here but respectfully if i wanted to consider anything from 03, i would talk abt it. but i don't. for many reasons lol. so no.

#mine #i dont like saying it bc ik ppl genuinely like 03 & that's fine! no offense to them whatsoever im glad they enjoy it #but i personally did not enjoy it whatsoever. #im not gonna rip it to shreds bc again ik ppl do like it so i just stay quiet abt it lol. #also like... the homonculi are handled SO differently between the adaptations envy is Not the same across both of them lol #sorry if this at all comes across as snippy im not trying to catch an attitude or anything i just rly do not like 03 ahshshdvds #& also openly said im self aware & humiliated by liking a chara like envy we don't need to hammer it in like this lmao.

[jinouchibhue]

love seeing e begging posts and it's from the most repulsive online personality you've seen in a long time.

#jinouchi.txt #just no self awareness whatsoever. it's so insane and happens so much for some reason????? #also really love how they aggressively try to get around filtering

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

NEED thoschei to make another catastrophically ill-fated attempt at fixing what went wrong this round because i NEED to hear one of them say this

#can you IMAGINE #SCREAM #hysterical #they like. they get all self-aware. learom from their mistakes like #and they like #you know each from their respective learning experiences #therapies #whatEVER #they have come to the conclusion both that maybe the need to try talking before genociding #this time #cue the two most fucked up people in the universe now knowing WHAT to do but having NO FUCKING CLUE WHATSOEVER of HOW to do it #perform a stumbling pantomime of 'open & honest communication about our feelings' #oh my GOD #i'd die #i mean we've reached rock bottom right #worse than rock bottom we've reached the centre of the earth #can only go up?? #but they dont know what stairs look like so #they make a tunnel that must function as a tower #or a tower thats a tunnel #not sure which way we're going but we're aiming for up #oh my god i need to see it