#or i'm still mentally ill

[meandmyrandomstuff]

The Chronicles of Narnia where everything is the same but whenever Susan's horn is blown it plays Holding Out for a Hero by Bonnie Tyler.

Thank you very much.

#i had another epiphany #or i'm still mentally ill #the chronicles of narnia #susan pevensie #lucy pevensie #edmund pevensie #peter pevensie #aslan #Narnia #incorrect narnia quotes #holding out for a hero #bonnie tyler

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID in alt text, transcripts for comics also found there!]

🎉🎇HAPPY NEW YEAR!🎇🎉

Sure was a year...This is just me taking the end of year opportunity to post the various DC comics doodles that have been gathering dust in my files! Disclaimer that I'm a heathen who mostly reads batfam comics (and also a lot of. Sidekick-y stuff? Like YJ98) and these are all for fun! (Image #3 is a direct adaptation of this text post I made)

#dc comics #dc #cassandra cain #damian wayne #roy harper #lian harper #cassie sandsmark #maya ducard #flatline dc #kathy branden #...im hesitant to tag steph bc i feel like everytime i tag her the post refuses to show in her tag #stephanie brown #anyway yeah uhhh recently bought the yj98 omnibus (IT'S FUCKING HUGE) so that's why cassie redesign #years and years ago i posted a draft of a cassie redesign that's like. similar to what i have but i vastly prefer this version #OH! #i forgot to tag stephcass :( #whoopsie #but yeah i did a lot of steph reading this year (STILL SO MUCH TO DO) and ouughh boy. she's had her claws in my brain ever since #damian and dick are there. nough said #<- I'm extremely mentally ill about them there's just still a lot for me to read. i have nightwing rebirth with them! and some early b&r 09 #also robin 2021 issue. 4? i wanna say? the one where dick gives damian his bday present. makes me cry like a pressure washer #also I'm so sorry if I've somehow managed to (in my extremely limited presentation of them) present roy and lian as ooc in anyway #I've only read arsenal 1998 bc it was a mini. hit or miss but it did imprint a love of roy and lian on me #I'm only semi following the current green arrow run rn mostly for those 2 #(also sidenote the guy who writes current GA is ALSO writing B&R AND SUPERMAN??? AND A G.I JOE COMIC????- #-girl say what you want about his work it's a miracle any of it is comprehensible at all w/ all those titles going on) #(he said he's not sure how long he'll stay on GA tho. I'm also low-key not sure how long he'll stay on B&R- #-though i imagine it'll be at least a years worth bc he said that's how much notes he has for plot? also idk if many other writers at dc- #-are interested in damian rn especially next to Bruce) #HOO this got away from me I'm outta tags. uhhhh see u guys in 2014! woo!

[lastofgallifrey]

twelve spending 4.5 billion years punching through a 20ft thick wall of azbantium, a material apparently 400x harder than diamond, dying repeatedly in the process, all so he could get clara back... like whether you see them as platonic or romantic you cannot deny that he quite literally loved her to death

#me when i'm mentally ill #he had a duty of care or something #funny ass way to say i love you so much i'd spend 4.5 billion years dying and destroy time itself so we could explore the universe together #there is a rot in brain that is just Them #they still get to me BAD #tears in my eyes #sobbed #sobbing #will continue to sob #doctor who #twelveclara #clara oswald #twelfth doctor #12th doctor #peter capaldi #jenna coleman #the doctor #whouffaldi

[mroddmod]

"everybody loved contractors."

"nice."

#me when it's time to get mentally ill about another troubled father daughter duo #anyway i watched the show last year and ever since i wanted to play the game so i finally did #finished it like a month ago and then rewatched the show twice #so #i guess u could say i enjoyed it a fair deal 👍 #gonna start the second game soon #i know what's coming but i'm still not ready so i've been putting it off LOL #the last of us #the last of us hbo #tlou #tlou hbo #joel miller #ellie williams #my art #mods draws

[hoofpeet]

yo, if ur lavingo brain worm isnt gone yet can u draw more of them??? i jus saw ur lavingo stuff and its my new fav ship, u draw them so awesome its insane 2 me...

HEEHEE here's 1 thang from an old sketchpage...

#mailbox #i'm still definitely very mentally ill about these 2 old men #lavingo #still thinking about this #completely unneccessary. Ingo has every fire type in the region and a lighter in his hand

[saint-miroir]

Revolutionary Girl Utena illustration by Shinya Hasegawa included in Animage Magazine (01/1999).

#revolutionary girl utena #shoujo kakumei utena #rgu #sku #shinya hasegawa #hasegawa shinya #utena tenjou #tenjou utena #90s anime #retro anime #classic anime #magical girl anime #mahou shoujo #magical girls #animage magazine #my scans #yeah i'm alive #back at home and am in a somewhat better place mentally #not going back to that place #still mentally ill but that's always been the case #here's an utena for everyone's troubles

[rocketbirdie]

it would have been less gay if they'd kissed

#i'm still not over it. #don't even get me started on how earth-shatteringly mentally ill i'm going to be when we get a pc version with model swap mods. #oh god i'm doomed. #AND YOU'RE TELLING ME THERE'S GOING TO BE A PART 3?????!???!!?!!???!!???!!!! #zakkura #zack fair #cloud strife #rebirth spoilers #ffvii

[uncanny-tranny]

Hey, gentle recognition for the people who are taking care of themselves in "not aesthetically-pleasing" ways. To the people who have to do things they don't want to because they know they would suffer more if they didn't, to the people who have to brush their teeth with their fingers, to the people who have to use washcloths to bathe, to the people who need to punch pillows or scream into them to express their intense emotions, to anybody ashamed about the way they need to live and take care of themselves.

You are doing the very best you can with the hand you've been dealt. It's not easy, it's not pretty, but it sure as fuck takes so much to do these things. You are doing what is best for yourself, and I, for one, think you deserve to be proud of that. Self-care isn't easy. It isn't pretty, often, but it's something you shouldn't be ashamed of or hide away because it's deemed "grotesque" or "not really self-care (because self-care is pretty and non-threatening to 'normal peoples' senses)"

#mental health #mental health support #self care #like when i was still in school i would end up forcing myself to go because i knew i would feel worse if i hadn't... #...and i don't think people get how difficult that is. it isn't like you choose to be difficult when you struggle #and feeling ashamed about doing these things only makes the situation worse for them (the person struggling) #something i've just been thinking about #i hate this idea that self-care *only* looks like the 'healthy' person's treat days... #...like lighting candles around your bathtub and putting rose petals in the water... #...because that isn't the only aspect to taking care of yourself. sometimes it looks like forcing yourself to bathe and grieving... #...and using rough washcloths because you can't stand the feeling of your own skin and you can't stand how dirty you feel... #...and obviously i'm not saying that mentally ill people doing self-care is the only way it looks... #...but that it really doesn't help us when self-care is almost made into a 'non-threatening' activity that is pleasant and nice-looking #and of course the examples i used in this post were examples and aren't the end-all-be-all

[mwagneto]

for the love of god please help me

#ALL IN OCTOBER 😭😭 EXCEPT GOS2 BUT I'M STILL MENTALLY ILL ABT IT IN OCTOBER SO #loki s2 which im probably not gonna watch and murdoch s17 are coming in october too but I didn't have enough pancakes #also my real life 😐 and uni and travel AND I HAVE A JOB NOW #im literally going to DIEEEE PLEEEEEEEEASE 😭😭😭😭 #I'd be happy with just One of these for months.... #i literally had nothing for like over a year and now💀 #ofmd #our flag means death #good omens #gomens #bbc ghosts #doctor who

[inniave]

keep seeing shit about the new ts album & mental illness and i am so so tired. please be nice to actually "crazy" people if ur gonna use us for the aesthetic. i'm not schizophrenic cause it's cute. don't joke about asylums if u haven't had those experiences (and even some of y'all who have been treat it like a vacation & to the rest of us it's prison. i mean literally. prison. incarceration. that's not new shit. and yeah, i'm that "actually crazy" person screaming in the ward. ur not any better than me.)

idk i keep posting and deleting about this cause i can't get my thoughts out properly i just. i'm tired. there was already a worsening problem of "socially acceptable" mental illness pushing out the rest of us (as it's always been) and now there's the top artist in the united states calling herself crazy, saying you should be scared of her, she was raised in an asylum, etc. and it's like.... that's my lived experience. medical doctors refuse to treat me because they're scared of my psychiatric disorders. i've had the cops called on me for episodes. i spent a decade rotting in the mental health system & institutions and i only got out after years of planning how to get away. and so much more i cant even put into words.

and now not only are y'all using folk like me & our experiences for the aesthetic. you're not even a decent human being to those of us who have actually lived through this shit. idk man. really rubs me the wrong way.

#idk if this makes any sense my brain is spaghetti this morning but i'm just frustrated and need to put it somewhere #and i still keep thinking about that tiktok where that girl films another psych patient without their consent #and everyone is making fun of them for being crazy in the comments #and it's just like????? what the fuck. and i keep encountering people like that. who are just absolute shitheads #even if they claim to understand my experiences #idk man #fuck #actually schizophrenic #actually mentally ill

[mothcpu]

it looks like it's going to be a hot night

#touhou #touhou project #remilia scarlet #touhou project jumpscare. I beat 6 on normal difficulty and Ive been playing 8 on and off. I'm a fairly casual fan but I'm having fun #making myself take a break from drawing full illustrations for a bit due to exhaustion from [graduating/moving/job search/mental illness]- #-but fortunately this gives me a chance to dig through some unposted art drafts... I still really like this remilia :)

[junipvelt]

I'm uh working on a visual novel btw

#if anyone wants to playtest it in like a month lmk #centricide #jreg #centricide fanart #not tagging all of them #art tag #q: how did you find the time for this? #a: i've converted my daily 7 hours of youtube watching into mental illness power hour #q: dating sim? #a: no yes #i'm still working on the common route atm but the dating sim parts will probably be shorter than the main plot #that's right there's a plot stay tuned

[liakunemui]

"We should have taken more pictures together."

"We should have taken better ones."

Some of my favorite details are, of course, the bedrockbros at the bottom left. And the L'manberg sticker purposefully slashed. Then on the top right is most likely an image of a young Wilbur with Phil's crows, (always a sprinkle of sbi) so it looks older than the rest. The state of the photos depend on the time they were taken. (yes)

I think I drew this around december of 2022. It still remains to be one of my favorites.

"We should have taken more pictures together." Tommy said. I wish we had more time.

"We should have taken better ones." Wilbur replied. I wish we could've been better to each other.

#crimeboys #ctommy #cwilbur #i love being able to ramble about my mentally ill drawings #I'm sorry for the emotional damage i may have caused #dsmp fanart #tommyinnit fanart #ccrimeboys #crimeboys fanart #wilbur soot fanart #fanart #dsmp art #im still a little insane over them #why are they like this #dirty crime boys #they are brothers your honor

[depressiv]

ʷʰᵃᵗˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᶠᵘᶜᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵖᵒⁱⁿᵗ

#im so tired #tired of this shit #im tired #i'm tired #tired #mentally tired #mentally unstable #mentally fucked #mental illness #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing #self destruction #depressiv's indirects #bpd mood #bpd life #tw self destruction #depressiv #bpd thoughts #whats the point #theres no point #why am i still here #why am i still alive #tw sui ideation #su1cide #su1c1d4l #su1c1dal #su1c1d3 #bpd shit #988blr #988twt

[warningsine]

Do you know what passion is? People think it’s sex, excitement, but the actual definition of passion is to suffer. That’s what it is about her, isn’t it?

#yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #killingeveedit #mistynat #villaneve #killing eve #keedit #villanelle #misty quigley #natalie scatorccio #eve polastri #tvedit #sine's gifs #q #ke vs yj #DID YOU LET ME DIE IN YOUR ARMS? DID YOU LET ME? #they were both pierced. (i'm ignoring 4x08 'cause eve didn't get to hold her then and it's bullshit.) #anyway i still stand by my lottie/nat == helene/eve take. except unlike helene lottie isn't evil hot she's mentally ill hot.