#recovery is so funny

[binart]

YOU'RE ALIVE BINA HIII

HELLO!!! SOMEHOW BARELY YES!!

my mental health has been Actin Up like a bad back ok. DO i need to be institutionalized?? maybe at some point. AM i going to continue thinking about little fictional dudes and painting them in front of sunsets instead?? you know the answer. B^)

#recovery is so funny #i genuinely thought i had my mental health issues Figured Out as of three months ago #HAH #what a fool i was #apparently you can't JUST take care of your flesh bag and expect your severe childhood trauma to go away #2022 i have learned many things #LOL #binask

[uncanny-tranny]

Anger is such a normal part of recovery, and I wish it were normalized. I think it is genuinely harmful to depict recovery as this era of your life that only sets you free and makes you euphoric, and there will never again be a cloud in the sky because you have Ultimately Healed.

It's the fucking opposite sometimes. Recovery can feel violent, because the things you are recovering from are often (though not always) violent. It is so common to feel white-hot rage, grief, catharsis, elation, numbness - in essence, a whole host of emotions that aren't pretty, or aren't simple little categories to be neatly boxed and sorted and understood by the "normals."

Those recovering: Your emotions are real, and they aren't bad. You aren't a bad person for how you are processing and healing. You, however, aren't alone. You are doing so fucking well, no matter what it is you are healing from or for. I genuinely hope you can be proud of that.

#mental health #mental health advocacy #recovery #the first time i actually *let* myself feel anger and rage was truly the point i felt free #because throughout my time trying to recover i was TERRIFIED and HORRIFIED that i could feel those Bad Emotions #and that rage hit me suddenly because i couldn't hold that anger in anymore #it's almost funny to me now though #me driving: 😀 || my brain: I Am So Fucking Irate About [recovery thing] I Never Deserved That || me: 🤬 #i know for a fact that i have talked about this but i quite literally still need to talk about this

[kagooleo]

aside from my rice here’s a doodle dump of my timeskip johto kiddos all scribbled during classes! forgot to upload this some time ago but it's a mix of silly doodles, profile studies and outfit ideations 📝

#kagoodles #pokemon gsc #pokemon hgss #rival silver #trainer kris #trainer ethan #trainer lyra #tag wall incoming guys waHA #practicing with profiles is fun but keeping consistency at various angles? hoogh #alright time for more rambling abt these guys (specifically lyra and ethan) for a bit :D #I wanted lyra's champion dress to have a bit more inspo from filipiniana dresses but also retain parts from her sygna suit in pmex! #celebi inspired to honor her role as ilex's shrine protector when her grandparents pass that torch to her #not sure of a specific battle gimmick but it would involve hp recovery and defense/sp def buffing with a mix of lessening critical hits #and then she hits ya with the steel chair equivalent azumarill backed with huge power + belly drum!!!!!!!!! sweep em girl!!!!!!!!!! #silver and lyra would be the last guys you'd face for double battles at the battle tower but Watch Out #what else what else uhhh ETHAN #ethan's revolves around the pokeathlon so he's a bit more showy in competition compared to when he does photography work #he can jump between being a popular pokeathlete to intensely focused on taking wildlife pictures with like. several 'mons surrounding him #very dedicated to his research and study; his friends would find him in crazy phototaking positions just to take a pic of a heracross #i think it'd be funny that ethan and kris are rivals at the pokeathlon they would have some beef (they'd tally wins against each other) #I haven’t forgotten abt everyone else tho I have so much on the mind I wanna draw #maybe I’ll finish some of these doodles for when I feel like working on my neocities but website building is a whole beast in and of itself #but I’ll persevere if the results come out decent >:]

[lavenoon]

"I trust you."

@naffeclipse hope we all enjoyed the funnies because (:

*self insert is not a girl (he/ she)

og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

#post let luce #dcamv #bloodstain fool #my art #naffeclipse #cw blood #minimal but yknow. out of principle and because a lot more is implied #we'll probably go back to our usual program of pastel purple bg after this #bc i wont change it for every doodle page #it just did *not* feel fitting for this one fghdsj #relapses suck and in his line of work the consequences are dreadful #but a relapse does not negate the trying. it does not erase the recovery. theres a support system waiting for you. #anyways yes we had so many fluffy funnies apparently my brain had to balance it out #enjoy <3 #menace4menace

[1071png]

xillia pokemon teams ^.^

(left my long ass comments about the teams in the notes for the curious)

#tales of #tales of xillia #jude mathis #milla maxwell #king gaius #pokemon #crossover #fanart #milla gives me the vibes of some1 having a team of starters #master of elements and all that shit #efreet in particular reminds me of emboar #and i gave her mega rayquaza because its cool #jude gets some fighting types of course #pawmot has a lot of healing and recovery stuff surprisingly! and its so cute fits him so well #his sylveon is shiny because i thought the colors fit better #and uh i gave him lugia in tribute of the fractured dimension where he is dating a a gay bird (aska) god bless #gaius team rules because kingambit is literally him like even his abilty is it powers up after his friends die! so cool #i know it would have been funny to give him a wingull but its too ooc gaius would never have a rain team and #what else are you using wingull for #so sorry #and i think his arcanine has flash fire instead of intimidate to eat up all the fire attacks #tbh that strat never worked for me but it will work for him i know it

[lionpointe]

Is it so wrong that I wanted to see this old queer man, who has done terrible things in the past and made moves to make amends in his own fucked up way, live on and grow with this rag tag community that he's grown to love. I'm so heartbroken with the way they chose to end his story.

There is so much beauty and love in a found family and for just a few fleeting moments he had that.

I'm so fucking crushed right now.

#Tune in to the new season I said #This show is fun and full of love I said #It's so hard finding my inner live laugh love right now #It's not even funny #I had a nasty fever this morning but I speedran my recovery cause it was finale day #Only for this to happen #ofmd spoilers #spoilers #Izzy hands

[traumatizedjaguar]

Humans are the most disgusting species. Everything with them is all about violence, harming people or animals, lying, and hedonistic behaviors. Nothing is about forgiveness, love, or virtues anymore. Virtues have become deeply stigmatized it’s seen as laughable to even practice them.

#my text #also I don’t see the point of a DNI list bc people do what they want anyway #and if I say DNI: anti recovery it won’t work bc anti recovery people think they’re pro recovery #it’s be funny seeing how people react if the gods came down to eartj to set us straight in our behaviors #and put us in our place #and give us the self awareness back that we lack #people would be so guilt and shame ridden for what they’ve done #and I’d laugh at everyone #cognitive distortions #cognitive dissonance

[crispinkiss]

system collapse!! system collapse!

i just finished the audiobook and im crying sohard. quotes and whatever i thought was funny while listening (spoilers) ->

"i can't handle that right now so I'm just going to archive it for later" in response to ratthi having read its letter is so real

"she made an aborted gesture like she wanted to throw it against a wall. been there. threw my entire body against a wall once" LMFAO???

okay this sounds exactly like the group video project where everyone procrastinates until the last hour before it's due

"iris' jaw did something like she was thinking about biting someone" iris i love you go bite people

"it wasn't dead, it was just catastrophically damaged. i know, who isnt 🙄"

ART wear your seatbelt!! safety first!!

"booped by the pathfinder"????? lmao

iris being so worried about her sibling :( her half sob.. im going to full sob over them OH MB IS HAVING A BIG OVERWHELMING EMOTION TOO they both care so much crying emoji

HOLISM LMFAO and three being three is so fantastic always

#mb has grown so much since all systems red and its finally happy!! it's on the road to recovery!!! #everything about this book was just so funny and heartwarming and amazing (yeah yeah the actual action was great too) #the murderbot diaries #system collapse spoilers

[egglygreg]

Ok, so I had this dream last night right? And it was mostly nonsensical and weird and silly, but there was this moment...

#I was the winged fairy girl at this point during a big battle #someone sliced me right down the front through my corset and dress #it was inspired I think by that fight in Zorro between Zorra and Elena #except NOT flirty dude was trying to kill me and sliced a wound down my chest #not super deep but still #and then this other guy #the one in the drawing #defected from the enemy side killed the other dude and very distressed tried to help me #which involved a very funny moment of him pulling my hands back to see the wound and realising my corset had been cut clean through #and us both getting extremely embarrassed and him pulling the corset back together and telling me to keep pressure on it #literally the most YA romantic comedy moment I've ever experienced #I think the main influences of this dream were that I recently watched a youtube reaction vid of someone watching Zorro for the first time #A drawing someone I follow did of that popular YA fae novel that I've never read #and looking at tangled concept art #and actually definitely the first aid course I did this week #because I remember them talking about how you need to cut clothing off someone to put the defib pads on their chest #and I was uncomfortable with the thought of someone having to do that to me #AND the fact I was paired with a cute guy I'd never met and we had to practice putting each other in the recovery position #which was SUPER awkward #so clearly my brain was like You know what would be fun? an even MORE awkward and painful scenario! #but make it fantasy! #ellennart

[every-sasuke-uchiha]

#every sasuke #everysasuke #sasuke uchiha #naruto #chapter 218 #sasuke recovery mission #// i love sasuke's pose in this panel #it's so funny to me

[ace-apple]

thinking about how the federation saw q!cellbit killing their workers and just decided to put him in the super mega hell dimension where he gets to relive his trauma for two weeks straight and make him worse. like yeah thats gonna get him to stop doing that mhm

#mcyt #qsmp #IM SORRY BUT I FIND IT SO FUNNY. #LIKE WHAT DID YOU EXPECT TO HAPPEN. #HE'S GONNA GET WORSE. #i have faith in recovery but BRO NOT LIKE THIS #also i know thats not what the federation was like. doing. but i find it funnier to pretend that it was. #just for the joke

[moonilit]

more rambling about Joshua and Jote and clive

tw: mention slavery

the topic is heavy, but in a story where they try to change the world were people live and die free it ties in thematically that one of the protagonist, the heir to the throne, the archduke, end up loving and caring for this bearer girl who the world considers a slave class

what Joshua already knows as wrong now he get to be even more involve with it’s horrors, Clive was branded and enslaved for 13 years, he have seen it first hand, Joshua on the other hand had to see his closest companion, his childhood friend live in constant fear of being discovered

#The softness joshua have for jote is so sweet #Clive went to hell and came out of it im sorry my boy #Joshua: loving and owning a lot of his recovery to this bearer girl and so gain a deeper insight of being a bearer #Clive: *get sent to hell on earth* #Its not even funny thats the cures of being a protagonist 😭 #Elwin in his grave watching his son’s naturally fall into his agendas: 🍿🍿 #Happy dilf #clive rosfield #joshua rosfield #jote #I personally love shouta i think they are the cutest and sweetest and softest why SE didn’t u give us more #SE really said drop the slavery plot line we are going to blame aliens for all if this #Ffxvi #final fantasy xvi

[t4tails]

y’know i’ve had rvb on my tubi watchlist for ages and i can’t sleep atm i think im gonna go start it right now bc of your posting thanks man

YIPPEE YAY YAYYYY it starts a bit slow bc season 1 was literally recorded on mobile phone mics but imo gets solid with all the characters figured out by s3... have fun!!!

#og post #ask #hidingoutbackstage #theres also a couple plot important mini series between s4 and 5 and s5 and 6 #former is out of mind and latter is recovery one 👍 im 99% sure both are on youtube lol #ALSO I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS ON TUBI? thats so funny

[trans-axolotl]

having a lot of thoughts about eating disorders + how some of us end up developing chronic illnesses directly because of the physical effects of our eating disorders and how Cruel doctors can be about that and just trying to untangle so much shame and blame from that experience rn

#personal #vent #eating disorder tw #disability #idk. i don't quite have the words for this right now but #had another meeting with my doctor where they said yeah its your fault that you are now physically disabled for life #(literally i was chronically ill and physically disabled before i even developed an eating disorder because of CAH and comorbidities but #(they love to ignore that !) #which is like. i do not tie any morality to health and it should just be #a completely neutral statement. that my eating disorder caused other physical complications #they said i'm going to have orthostatic problems the rest of my life. #'since your gastroparesis was caused by your eating disorder that means there is no point in treating it' #which is so funny bc literally every time i see her my dietitan wants me to get a feeding tube! lmfao!!!! #i am actually doing pretty well in recovery in terms of meeting my energy needs through food. but i stopped being able to orally supplement #so my dietitan wants a tube for ARFID nutrient reasons. supplemental nutrition etc etc. and she thinks it will help gastroparesis symptoms #they also think i have osteoporosis and want to test me for that #when i had to use forearm crutches/ wheelchair because of physical ed complications doctors were SO fucking rude even though they were #the ones PRESCRIBING IT!!! like!!! you all are the ones telling me i HAVE to do this! #idk i also have a friend with permanent brain damage. from seizures in the refeeding process #and her doctors are so fucking rude to her all the time. #it makes me so mad

[ned-gerblansky]

it is canon that randy and sharon used to be hippies, specifically hippies who were just there for sex drugs and fun and ignored all the serious subject matter that a lot of privileged hippies were in a position to ignore

#i talk #it's funny because randy's relationship with progressive ideas is very strained #like it's clear that he has some severe depression due to not being happy with his life right #he also has this attention complex #like it's heavily implied he became a scientist only for the love and attention of other people #so the guy is perpetually trapped in this death loop of being the guy his family needs him to be and actually discovering himself #he is a guy who would heavily benefit from progressive ideas but he would only ever do it if it got him the attention he wants from others #the road to self recovery is a long and arduous one. like it's not pretty or fun or exciting #it makes perfect sense why a guy like randy wouldn't choose the road of recovery #sad as this is to say but a guy like him is going to be chasing fleeting happiness until something actually changes this guy or he dies

[switchcase]

The intersection of racism and ableism is so frustrating because people really feel like they can say and act however they want to me and fully expect me to tolerate it without saying anything.

The number of times I've been called aggressive, intimidating, told that they're afraid of becoming as disabled as me, crossing my boundaries after being told about them, taking shit from me directly and passing it off as their own, expecting me to do shit for them, etc over the years repeatedly is so much.

If you're wondering why I act very closed off and why I tend to be very detached in responses, surprise! It's because of racism and ableism. :) A show of emotion inherently makes me irrational and insane, so I learned from a young age to be factual, logical, and ensure there is as little to criticize as possible. And the fact that the vast majority of the worst treatment like this I receive is actually from white marginalized people (disabled, queer, what have you) is not at all lost on me.

#the way white people react when I actually speak up about how horribly they're treating me is SO funny #especially when I have literally Never been treated like this or accused of any of this by other POC #and tbqh...it would be very good for me to learn how to be more emotional as part of my trauma recovery but it is incredibly difficult #to make progress at all in it because of how white people interpret that #.log