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quirkle2 · 2 years

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tell me abt warriors I dare you <33

you've made the worst mistake of ur life /lh

(mind the tags btw . might get a lil dicey for some)

TL;DR: im mentally ill.

god where do i even start . fuck.shit .

i think what i like about him most is his Goofiness. he just ? does really silly things solely to get a laugh out of people, even if it makes him look stupid or ridiculous in the process. he Lives to make legend laugh especially, and he's basically always tryin to get a smile out of him someway or another

he's dramatic and cranks his reactions up to a 9 purely to spark some smiles. legend gently kicks him in the shins for making a dumb joke and it doesn't hurt him in any way, but he still yelps and holds his foot and hops around like it's been run over by a boulder. twi playfully shoves him back when they're joking around and wars makes a show of leaning away until his back is on the ground as if the push had really been that strong. wind is sitting in front of him, and wars' drink is on a table behind the kid, so he takes the opportunity to lean forward to Squish wind underneath him, going oh so sorry kid so sorry i'm in ur way it'll just be a second so sorry oughh this sucks doesn't it while he's literally already got his hand around his drink. he's just staying there to listen to wind giggle. he's just a silly guy

he's also just,,, so fucking gentle dude. he's so Gentle w everybody. when he was young he learned all that bullshit abt never showing weakness, never crying blah blah blah Gross . wars thinks that's gross. he was raised on that for most of his childhood, but first, he learned to be gentle and caring from his mom :) she taught him that and he's always stuck to it

he's always so ready to help ? to Fix? he is 100% constantly looking to make sure everybody is okay around him. he lives off of hugs, loves them to death, and is prolly the most cuddly of the chain in my eyes. is always offering them, gets sad when he doesn't get one within like a day VGIEAYVGA and he's always right there to comfort the others; always holding them, always lookin out for them. rly emotionally open i guess ? always happy to listen and happy to comfort. gentle big bro vibes

^ due to all that, sometimes the chain genuinely almost,, forgets he's a captain. he can look scary on the outside if he's fully geared up, but the chain has long-since been desensitized to how dangerous they all look and they see Family there instead of Hero Figure. wars is so gentle and kind and loving and doting that sometimes their memory of what that scarf around his neck rly means fades a bit

that's not to say they don't think he's a good captain—quite the opposite, they think he's an incredible one—but it's just,,, wild to see him hugging people and ruffling hair and being Silly one moment, and then he's a fucking cold, unstoppable force the next. eyes kind and fond at first, but when a battle starts they r Crazed and focused and he's slitting enemies with such perfect swipes that they are cut clean through. it makes them all realize just how gentle he rly is w them ? there is just Something abt that . smth that gets me

^ expanding on him looking out for them, he's really good at spotting when somebody needs a break ? he's . rly good at People. he knows how to read them, how to approach them, what to say, when to say it. and after a while of getting to know the chain, he knows how to look for signs Individually for the different boys. he knows his family very well; if something is wrong, he will likely be able to tell. true to his captain instincts, he keeps them all in his sight, looks after his family closely. a good leader,, good brother :)

he likes to gently remind them to take care of themselves. he's definitely one of those people that mother hen you a bit; he likes to check on everybody, ask if they've drank anything, if they've eaten yet, are they okay, what's on their mind, stuff like that. he needs to know everybody's okay,,, he worries otherwise :(

^ he loves to preach about self-care, and i think one of his biggest flaws w that is that he doesn't follow his own advice at all. he's a huge fucking hypocrite. he knows the consequences of lack of self-care, knows how important it is, and he's even said so most of his life—it's one of the biggest reasons he's such a revered leader in his era, bc he's just,, The Best in terms of tending to his troops and paying attention to mental limits as well as physical. he just,,,, seems to think he himself is exempt from that

he thinks he can just keep working. he thinks he's immune to every type of exhaustion and he will keep going until he collapses. he's got a nasty habit of throwing himself away to keep others standing, and the most concerning part of that is that if somebody points it out or asks if he's pacing himself, he seems to be absolutely clueless to the damage he's doing to his mind and body

. i'm gonna go on a mini-tangent inside this bigger tangent if you don't mind <3: a lot of people tend to characterize him as this over-confident asshole who thinks he's amazing—and that's a perfectly acceptable characterization btw, the freedom of interpretation is a wonderful thing—but i personally see him very differently. i think that characterization tends to stem from that mission in his game, where he gets overconfident after receiving the master sword ?

and to me, that was . a very small fraction of that game. like so small. it was One mission, and then they never touched on it again. and when i think abt that mission, i always remember a line from the start of the game; i don't quite remember when it was said, but at some point the narrator says, "Link did not believe himself to be worthy," in response to him being a Hero ? or smth of that manner. and i think abt that line all the goddamn time.

wars did not have a lot of confidence in himself. he's gotten much better over the years, especially when it comes to combat and leading, but he still doesn't have the confidence he maybe should. when he got the master sword, he felt Power in his hands that he previously had not owned. he'd felt useless before, just a Fucking Guy who suddenly got promoted to Captain and Hero Status, fumbling around and hoping for the best. and then he suddenly had power in his hands. i don't blame him for feeling unstoppable and taking advantage of that—he'd wanted to help, and he finally had a way to do so effectively. he just went too far in an attempt to make things better, and became a little blind to his limits

so he is Not confident. my wars isn't, at least. he has faith in his own combat and leadership skills, but that's pretty much where the confidence ends. he doesn't think of himself as this unstoppable, perfect Heroic symbol. he thinks of himself as Guy Who's Pretty Good At Swinging Swords and Yelling.

and that's ? part of why he thinks he's exempt from all that self-care stuff. he either forgets and gets too caught up in everybody else's problems to care for himself, or he,, genuinely thinks that throwing himself away to keep others up is Okay . like he Deserves that.

i won't get super into it here cuz it's part of his dumb backstory created by my dumb brain, but a lot of that has to do w how he was treated in the army, and his dumbass dad <3 worked him to the ground and pretty much, overtime, made him think that if he wasn't being useful, he didn't have worth. and he's experienced people leaving him bc he "stopped being useful."

so yeah he has abandonment issues . but the chain slowly and surely helps him through those insecurities :] tries to make sure he knows he doesn't have to work himself to death for them to love him,, doesn't completely fix things obviously, and he still struggles w it, but it helps A Lot

another thing w him preaching self-care and then not caring for himself,, he tends to think like that with trauma as well. continuously tells the others that it's okay to Not be okay and that whatever trauma they're dealing w is valid and it's okay to be vulnerable, but then he ,,, goes against all of that for himself.

tries not to "burden" the others w his shit, kinda keeps it locked up, and he tends to think badly abt himself when he's having a tough time. just,, rly beats himself up for Having Trauma, especially when it gets in the way of his productivity and he ends up being "less useful" bc of it. and sometimes he doesn't seem to realize that the chain seeing him like that hurts them a lot, and they're more than willing to console him and try to make it easier on him.

^ over time they Also help him w that,, they help each other a lot. for years, he's tried to repeat the same stuff he tells other people to Himself—stuff like self-care, vulnerability being natural and Okay—but he's never had the self-worth to rly put much stock into it. the chain showing him love even when he was "being useless?" that helped him get over that hurdle

and his constant Care and reminders to take care of themselves r eventually gently reflected back at him—"have you eaten today buddy?" "yeah. what about you?"—just to get wars in the habit of asking Himself the same questions. they do a lot of little things like that in hopes that eventually it adds up to him healing

they care each other they love each other im soso So. ososs ososo ioghugohughgo /pos

wow okay uh im literallyso sorry i just . think abt him lots. this was completely unnecessarily long okay bye

#qktalks #qkhcs #circuitofficial #tw abuse #<- if u squint at the one line abt his dad. i don't go into it tho #all u need to know is that his dad fucking sucks VWJSHSHS #tw low self esteem #?? i am not taggin this shit right am i #tw trauma #i covered a lot here but this is in no way all of it. i have many thoughts on this matter #don't even get me fuckign STARTED on qpr stuff. don'teven lookat me #sorry it ended a bit abruptly iam sleeby tiredso tiredsleepy #btw ty for ?? asking me this ???was so sweet of u #i hope i didn't bore u w my fucking academic essay GVIEAYGV

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homenecromancer · 1 year

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thank god i have almost all of next week off, work is killin me right now lmao

im fine it’s just. i look at work as a combination of two things:

1. i get paid to practice socializing with people, and when i am not actively doing that i generally have time to read or write

2. i am continually running my Act Normal routine, and that shit takes way more energy than i really want to pour into it day after day

...so right now im very low on ability to socialize outside of work, which even extends to like. replying to messages in online games lol

overall im doing okay, counting the days until next month starts... not lookin forward to the dental implant installation, still a little stunned that I Am Getting A Hysterectomy

i still need to like... let my work know that im not gonna be able to lift anything for some time after my hysterectomy, but that is an email i can write next week lmao. being more-or-less stealth at work def makes it more complicated, but fuck em, all they and my coworkers need to know is “i had abdominal surgery and can’t lift anything, can you please lug this [item] for me” :|

also while im postin i guess, i have been experiencing doubt about the whole hysterectomy thing, and it’s really weird bc like. i’ll catch myself thinking “i could learn to be a dad” and then i have to remind myself “you have never, ever in your life wanted to carry a child yourself, and you don’t have to do that to be a dad anyway”... also while my uhhhh gynecological cancer risk is only a little bit above normal, it’s still like... i worry that bc i don’t have a period, “hey has your menstrual cycle changed” is not an alarm signal i can respond to, so if i did have a cancer pop up, fuck knows how it would be detected...

idk. i worry. its my thing.

at this time im not rly interested in external bottom surgery, so im also faced with the breathtaking thought that holy shit. this is all the transition surgery i’ve been considering. damn. wow. in a little less than two months it’ll just be... done.

transition for me has been a journey and not a destination, and this whole process of setting up the hysterectomy has had me feeling like, to simplify, there are two rooms next to each other: Man and Woman. and i have been walking down the hall that separates the latter from the former, and now i’m standing in the doorway, looking back at where i used to be. like all those past versions of me are still standing around in the Woman room, even if they don’t realize that they are* -- and i wish i could say to them “you aren’t stuck here; you can leave; i am leaving”. kind of a wistful, melancholy goodbye to the people i used to be. and then opening the door, and i know i said “rooms” earlier, but in this metaphor it’s like a dream where you realize something as though it were always true -- and i open the door and find myself not in another room, but outside. i can go anywhere i want.

* true life, it took me well into high school to realize that other people were actively perceiving me as A Girl; i didn’t really perceive my own gender at all lmao

#personal

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ur-ghostgirl · 8 months

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oooh, hope you feel better sooner than later!!

any recent show/movie/animation you've gotten into?

What is something you're looking forward to this fall?

👋🏼😊

i'm rewatching buffy but for a newish show i've liked, i finished the bear recently and rly rly enjoyed tht !!

lookin forward to pumpkin patches and cosy lil movie dates :p

#ask #rosecoloredknight

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sleevesareforlosers · 1 year

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DISCUSSION GROUP!!!!

i’m looking forward to having some more free time at some point 😭 hopefully i’ll have more time to do sewing and stuff i haven’t gotten to in ages 🤞 & i’m really gonna try and continue my mandatory happiness mindset!!! (<- read abt it in laura jane grace’s book it’s like. maybe everything sucks but u can often choose to look at things in a positive light it’s really really helped me!! like. i can go into things w a positive mindset instead of a miserable one and control that at least yk?)

i’m currently out of town & it’s around the 30s. not bad wish it was snowing but i’ll take what i can get, i can wear my $10 80s windbreaker which i’m happy about!! and if i could be anywhere i’d want to be somewhere with snow but honestly? i’m quite content where i am i love doing big family christmas together.

and. i will be honest as much as i try to seek out new stuff to read/watch/listen to. i love rewatching &c. it’s rly nice and comfortable yk? i’m restarting how to train your dragon actually which is. so lovely <3 and i just did my semiannual big hero 6 watch which was delightful

uno reverse!!!! hope ur doing wonderfully :)

!!!!! fingers crossed for more free time! i've been doin a lot of sewing recently and i forgot how NICE it is so im rlly manifesting you get some more time w ur arts too! and YES thats a good thing to bring w you! i love ljg thats a rlly good philosophy. i should read her book huh

oh thats so fun! not bad weather and ALWAYS a bonus to be wearing a nice windbreaker. im glad ur havin fun doing family + xmas stuff! its one of my fave holidays for like exactly that reason

also okay SO fair of you. i feel like im rlly the same except im not even consistent w my rewatches lol. i SHOULD watch httyd again though. i never watched the third one but ik a lot of my friends rlly liked it

also i AM doing wonderfully thank you!!! for the uno reverse:

im lookin forward to getting cracking on a real job search again in the new year (not gonna start too far out from my current contract ending) and also my boyfriend is gonna come up here again at the end of january so thats like. SUPER exciting. and i think im gonna try and bring forward just like. idk i guess just trying to work on my communication and stuff ive def been working on that lately and i want to keep doing so!

it is currently cold as balls here (-11) and sunny today but its been snowing the last few days so we got like. two feet of snow. which i DO LIKE. i love snow even if its a little functionally irritating. idk where i would be if i could be anywhere rn. itd be nice to see my halifax friends again but itd also be nice to be [where my boyfriend lives] so. yknow. hard choice

and i think it kinda varies actually! im def better at reconsuming whatever media kind but i think i reread books a LOT less often and i try to do the same w movies. but i hardly EVER listen to new music and shows r id say a 50/50? i started derry girls today tho its fantastic

hope you're doing well too matt!!!

#discussion group #paralytic-states

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uniformbravo · 1 year

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i have obtained ITEMS.......

so here's the rundown (short version):

1. BOY. SON BOY. IN MY POSSESSION. i fuckigng have him hes my son & hes REAL i can hold him in my hands right at this very moment waaaaaAAA i saw him on the shelf and yoinked him so fast aughgughgh....,.,.,..,, they had the two others in the set (a sensei and a little fox) but they were $15 each and i couldn't be dropping $45 like that 😭 but it's ok bc i got a fuckign real life natsume in my home i cannot fucking believe it HE'S SO CUTE. HE IS SO SMALL. SCREAMS

(kind of want to sculpt a tiny sensei for which to enplace beside him at his side..... right in the path of the leg that's abt to kick forward-)

2. BOOKE......... vol 22 of natsuyuu & holy shit what a GORGEOUS cover i wanna do a redraw of it so bad now that i FINALLY have it hsmgnsghj absolutely my fave cover in the series TBH. also this is a big deal bc it's one of the last few volumes i need to complete the series and it's SERIOUSLY hard to find rn (i will get into this more below but just know it's basically a miracle i have this 🙏)

3. ANIMORPHS WAAAAAA so the store i went to had a bunch of different shit including both manga & normal books (i see no difference love is love) so ofc i HAD to check the children's section and they had these two animorphs books for a few bucks each!! i honestly didn't really even pay attention to which ones they were beyond checking the numbers to make sure i didn't already have them but as soon as i got home i got a good look at them AND THEY ARE??? BOTH BANGERS????? YOOOOOOOOOO

#19 The Departure (butterfly book) is the one where cassie cheats death thru a bullshit morphing rules loophole and it's GREAT and oh yeah a lot of philosophical "see from the enemy's pov" gray morality stuff which goes so much harder than im making it sound.... it's always been one that stood out to me as a special one so i am Thrilled to have it

as for #33 The Illusion i fucken lost it when i recognized the cover IT'S THE BIRD TORTURE BOOK aka book where they are so so fucking mean to tobias #458283049 THEY ARE SO MEAN TO HIM LEAVE MY SON ALONE i love this book A LOT i cannot believe what these two books turned out to be w/o me even realizing it, and they were the only two animorphs books they had like??? god favors me

ok that was the short version now here's my saga:

SO FUNNY STORY LOL i've been rly into manga collecting videos on yt which frequently dip into manga shopping vlogs right. they go to stores & film the shelves & it's a lot of fun to see all the stuff they have but Most Importantly whenever they get to the N section my eyes ZOOM TF IN lookin for those natsuyuu spines bc i'm on the fuckin hunt and i'm obsessed i NEED to see what they have (which is why i always die inside whenever they skip over the entire naruto section bc natsuyuu is usually RIGHT after it and EVERYBODY MISSES IT slams fist on the ground)

the main thing i look for is volumes i don't have which is a dangerous game bc if i DID see smth i needed and was unable to obtain it i would simply perish and wither away on the spot because these last 3 volumes i need are SO IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND they are not ANYWHERE online except on ebay for like $150 which SUCKS so if i knew they were out there existing on a shelf completely out of my reach i wouldn't make it

anyway i was watchin a shopping vlog & this guy's like we're going to the book-off in this exact location and im like wowie that's near me maybe i should check it out sometime and he's like here's the manga section and im like 👁👁 bc ofc i am and it's not like he's showing every shelf in detail, doesn't even really look at the N section BUT what do i see with my Combat Trained Eagle Eyes

👀

(this is zoomed tf in on like the corner of the screen BUT IT'S VOLUME FUCKEN 22 BABEY DO U SEE IT UUAAHGH) (so bizarre to look at that screenshot now knowing that that book on the shelf is MY specific copy that i now own like god. i really did just reach into the screen and YOINK)

so i immediately check the video's upload date & it's only been a Week but also that portion of the video had been filmed a week prior to the rest of the footage and on top of that there's no telling how much time passed between filming and uploading so we have at LEAST 2 weeks definitely more on the docket so im like ooohhgh but also like i mentioned before. these books are fucken IMPOSSIBLE to find for a reasonable price online rn so i have absolutely nothing to lose ok

i call the place & ask abt it and they're like ya we have it forrr $7.99 and i scream in my head so so loud bc that's $2 below retail and like $75 below the asking price on ebay (some fucking goon is selling a goddamn raw unrestored library copy for over $80 hello?????? absolute clown behavior SMH meanwhile this below retail copy is in Wonderful condition it's BEAUTIFUL)

ik i said earlier that i was "nearby" the location in the video but that was a lie it's a fucking hour drive which is Small Price To Pay for Natsume's Book of Friends Vol 22 by Yuki Midorikawa in MY mind but since i don't drive i had to find someone who agreed w/ me lmfao. the store does not ship either to ur home or to a closer location so i had literally no other option and on top of that they only do same day holds on items, to stress out Me Specifically (joking tho they were so so nice. the person i spoke to was like "well this series doesn't sell v often and we've had it for a while, so there's a good chance it'll still be here whenever you can come out" like 😭 they didn't have to reassure me like that but they did and it helped me make it thru the week goddamnit)

so luckily i was able to get out there the very same weekend and like bro. they have so much shit it's a rly cool store... i believe they have new items but their whole thing is resale & second-hand stuff so u can find some rly neat stuff there... i spent so long in the merch section oh my god. they have this entire aisle that's just pins & buttons & charms and it's absolute madness, like This Shit (different location but same idea)

and good god u would not BELIEVE the sheer amt of ososan stuff they had there, i genuinely believe a flat 50% of it was just ososan AT LEAST (even in this pic i can see a kara on that second shelf there gksdngskdf 2nd to last row on the far right), i think i would have died if i'd gone there during the height of my obsession bc holy shit. why did they have so much osomatsu san. it was bananas (i might've gotten smth if i found one i liked but it was mostly like official art lookin stuff & that style doesn't rly appeal to me so rip. there were a LOT of karas & ichis tho)

anywayyyyy i shouldn't have spent so much time going thru all that but among the sea of buttons & pins were those rubber character charms here and there which i WAS interested in, specifically bc one of the kimi to boku sets i want so dearly is the rubber charms like LOOK at them.........

i am not only screaming & crying but ALSO throwing up LOOK AT THEMMMMM i would die for all 5 of them. anyway they didn't have any of em as far as i could see which wasn't that surprising since it's not a very well-known series but also i saw a million guys i'd never seen in my life in that section so IT WAS POSSIBLE..........

i wandered around the books section for a while bc i wasn't ready for the manga yet (busy aisle) & that's where i found the animorphs WHICH btw are in SUCH good condition like obvs the pages are yellowed but the covers & spines are clean af and both of the cover illustrations underneath are intact so i'm super happy abt that!! i looked around for a few other things just for fun, like they had a few deltora quest books, neither of the ones i need but it was still neat to see. o they also had a copy of wayward son (simon snow book 2) which was rly fun bc hey i know those guys!!! need to get back to reading their shit rly bad but uh u know!!!!! i will

the manga section wasn't super big, just like. one aisle, both sides. they had alphabetical markers to organize them but man things were pretty out of order within each section so i hope i didn't miss anything gskdnkfdg.... it's not like i was planning on buying a whole lot but i did have a list of things to keep an eye out for and if they happened to be a good price then,,,

i didn't find anything tho rip. i rly wanted to check out some japanese manga too but it didn't look like they had any so i was like oh well but fuckin. i'm SO mad at myself, the next morning i found out that APPARENTLY all the jpn manga's in the dollar outlet version of the store they had upstairs, which i KNEW existed but didn't end up checking out gjgaughagjsdgj i'd even thought about asking one of the employees if they had any but i DIDN't and now im DYING oh my god. i'll never be able to get out there again, not any time soon, this was like a One Time Thing i'm so OTL

(i was gonna look for like, natsuyuu fanbooks, some of midorikawa's other works, maybe some monthly magazines like the one natsuyuu gets published in if they even had that sort of thing.... oogh im lying down)

anyway i pretty much checked out after that, they had my book at the counter bc i had called ahead to place a hold JUST TO BE SAFE..... who knows how many other people watched that guy's video and paused obsessively over that one part bc they caught a glimpse of natsuyuu spines in the bg and spotted the elusive vol 22 sitting Right There for all the world to see and immediately started planning how to get out there asap before it disappeared like a dream evaporating into mist as soon as you wake up

anyway that's where the book shopping saga ends but the last magical thing that happened was the mall had a somisomi aka taiyaki babeeyyyyyyy (v exciting bc the one at my local mall is GONE) so i got some w the taro filling (taro my beloved) and it was THE BEST

somisomi's main thing is like, ice cream taiyaki (left) but i always just get the regular kind (right) bc hmnmgnhm i like the it

so that concludes my funny lil weekend trip, even if i missed the outlet store i still got some super gr8 stuff & i'm v happy about it ;v;

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ok addendum (i didn't know where else to put this): i realized in the middle of writing this that getting the lil natsume meant i could actually fuckin update my myfigurecollection page for the first time since making an acct gkjgskndgkd so i did that but it was a CURSE bc I GUESS there's a new natsume figure that i didn't know about and it's SO FUCKING CUTE IM IN AGONY

HE'S SO CUTE AAAAAAHHGHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭 I'M HAVING AN ANEURYSM OOOOGHHHH HE'S WEARING THE HAT i adore that hat and his scarf & coat & the way he's stumbling? running?? AND SENSEI'S LIL OUTFIT STOPPPPPPPPPPPP my life is fucking over i cant take this goodbye. farewell. sora death noise.mp3

ok this is really the end thank u for ur time o)-<

#not me posting this now as if it just happened when it was actually last weekend💀#doesn't matter!!! it's never too late to be like hehe look what i got :)#retag later #today posts #ny blogging #animorphs blogging #ig im collecting animorphs now #not actively tho just whenever the opportunity arises #i got the first 10 minus a couple & visser a while back bc the library at my mom's work was gettin rid of em #so now im just like why not. it's another one of my fave series in the whole world sooo #plus i've been buying all the graphic novels on release sooooo #whatever happens happens

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subskz · 1 year

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damn u rly clocked me lmao ur soemthin else /pos

i looooved the changbin birthday fic btw whew,, what i luv about ur writng is tht it’s kinky but sweet at the same time. rly tugs my heartstrings yanno

lookin forward to what u post next 🖤

-⛓ anon

hehe thank you but it’s all thanks to the hint you gave me! i probably would’ve said chan otherwise 🫢

i’m so happy you enjoyed it!! it might be impossible for me not to make everything a lil soft lmao so if it’s to your liking then that’s great news for me ♡ thank you so much for ur kind words n enthusiasm! i hope i can keep writing fics that you enjoy 😸

#ask #⛓ anon #💌

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kagehinafromtheconcrete · 2 years

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Mayhem with the Karasuno First Years || Ch 04: kageyama tobio is bby

Summary: What starts as a late-night idea from Hinata turns into something none of the other Karasuno first-years (or other Karasuno VBC members) expected. "Enemies" become friends. Friends become something more. Home-life secrets are revealed. And a whole lot of chaos ensues.

Or: A group-chat fic centered around the Karasuno first-years with cameos from other characters. Other warnings are to be added.

Find on ao3! Ch 01 // Prev ch

Ch 04 below:

[7:03pm]

Grandpa Kageyama is online. Grandpa Kageyama attached an image: [a cat sitting on the lawn, grooming herself, in the distance, blurred. picture taken from his bedroom window.] the baby is online.

the baby: whats that??

salt is online.

salt: What the fuck is with that shitty quality

Grandpa Kageyama: hey

Grandpa Kageyama: it was moving but i wanted a pic

Grandpa Kageyama: isn’t it cute

salt: Just In: King of the Court Karasuno Setter Loves Cats.

Grandpa Kageyama: wtf have i ever done to you

the baby: it is cute!!!

the baby: hey tsukishima >:( he doesnt like it when u call him that so stop

salt: No.

Anxiety™ is online.

Anxiety™: Living up to your name I see

the baby: oh i just thought of something

the baby changed salt’s name to tsalt.

Anxiety™: Clever!

the baby: u think im clever?? :D

the baby attached a gif: [cat receiving head pats.]

Grandpa Kageyama: i do like cats

Anxiety™: Awwww

Anxiety™: And yes Hinata I think you’re very clever, you learn very fast

the baby: :D :D :D !!!! wow tysm!!!

Grandpa Kageyama: cats don’t like me tho

the baby: maybe its ur face

Anxiety™: :)

Anxiety™: Wait sorry Kageyama that was meant as a reply to Hinata’s msg

Grandpa Kageyama: what’s wrong with my face?

the baby: well nothing rly!! just

the baby: ur always glaring like some1 took the last juice box in the fridge when u came home thirsty after practice n were lookin forward to it all day at school

Most Chaotic is online.

Grandpa Kageyama: ???

Anxiety™: That was oddly specific lol

Most Chaotic: It was Natsu, wasn’t it?

the baby: ofc it was

the baby: it even had my name on it >:(

Anxiety™: I know you’re grumpy about it but that just makes me want a sibling even more

Anxiety™: It’s not fair guys, learn to share

Most Chaotic: You’re not alone lmao I’m an only child too

tsalt: Nii-san adores you.

Most Chaotic: :)

tsalt: It’s almost annoying how much he adores you.

the baby: wow ur coping mechanism game is strong today huh

tsalt: Stfu

Anxiety™: Can we see your brother Tsukishima?? If you’re okay with it

tsalt: Idk if I’ve got any pictures of him on my phone, sorry.

Most Chaotic attached an image: [younger version of yamaguchi & tsukishima on the couch at the tsukishima residence. tsukishima is grinning wide at his brother, a mirror of akiteru’s smile. yamaguchi smiles shyly at the camera but looks equally happy.]

tsalt: I’ve been betrayed again by the only person in whom I placed my trust.

Anxiety™: HOLY CRAP

Anxiety™: IS THAT TSUKISHIMA

the baby saved 1 attachment. Anxiety™ saved 1 attachment.

the baby: YEAH WHAT THE FRICKETY FLAPJACKS

Grandpa Kageyama: huh

Most Chaotic: Sorry Tsukki ;)

Anxiety™: You’re both such babies oh my word

Anxiety™: You’re so cute why don’t you ever smile like that at school Tsukishima??

Most Chaotic: Oops

Most Chaotic: Sorry, you haven’t reached the level of friendship to unlock that backstory just yet

tsalt: Shut up, Yamaguchi.

the baby: yet

the baby: we will wait for u

Anxiety™: Yeah Tsukishima we’ll wait for you :)

Anxiety™: Also Yamaguchi you have a nice smile

[7:42pm]

|| private message: Yamaguchi, Tsukki ||

Yamaguchi: Tsukki did you see that

Tsukki: Yes I saw. I’m in the chat too.

Yamaguchi: Maybe she said that to be nice tho

Yamaguchi: She’s nice to everyone

Tsukki: She wouldn’t do that. Now go respond.

Most Chaotic: Awww thanks @Anxiety™

the baby: btw i have the patience of a saint tsukishima

tsalt: Oh my god all of you stfu.

Grandpa Kageyama: i didn’t say even anything

Grandpa Kageyama: who shit in your cornflakes

tsalt: Idc the whole class suffers.

Most Chaotic: @Grandpa Kageyama hold on I have something for you

Most Chaotic attached an image: [a grey cat with white paws, approx. 11 lbs/5 kilos, laying on his side in the sun.] Most Chaotic attached an image: [the same grey cat in a loaf position, looking out the window.] Most Chaotic attached an image: [the same grey cat, resting in tsukishima’s lap as he reads a book.] Most Chaotic attached an image: [the same grey cat kneading his paws against yamaguchi’s chest, the camera angled so only yamaguchi’s smile is visible.]

Most Chaotic: Meet Chunk

tsalt: When tf did you take that picture

Most Chaotic: Well originally his name was Nobu but he got fat and so that name stuck

Anxiety™: Cute!!!

Most Chaotic: The vet says he’s still okay tho

the baby: oh adorable!!!! i wish i had a cat

Grandpa Kageyama saved 4 attachments.

Grandpa Kageyama: h

Grandpa Kageyama: he’s so c

Grandpa Kageyama: is he soft

Grandpa Kageyama: how old is he

Grandpa Kageyama: does he let you pet him

Grandpa Kageyama: does he like strangers

Anxiety™: Oh my god Kageyama you’re literally bby

Anxiety™: You saved the pics omg so pure

Grandpa Kageyama: ??

Grandpa Kageyama: yes i saved them ??

Most Chaotic: Very soft, 6, yes, and most of the time yes

Grandpa Kageyama: how long have you had him

Most Chaotic: We got him as a kitten! A few months before my mom passed

Grandpa Kageyama: oh um

Grandpa Kageyama: i’m sorry

the baby: :(((

Anxiety™: Oh I’m sorry about your mom Yamaguchi

Most Chaotic: Nah :) it was a long time ago

Most Chaotic: Thanks tho :)

Grandpa Kageyama: your cat is cute

Most Chaotic: You can come meet him sometime!

Grandpa Kageyama: really?

Most Chaotic: Yeah! My dad’s not usually home in the evenings so I have the apartment to myself

Anxiety™: Omg I’d love to meet your cat too

the baby: same!!!!

the baby: hang out at yamaguchi’s place!! :D

the baby: can we do it tomorrow after practice??

Most Chaotic: Sure!

Most Chaotic: Wanna come Tsukki

tsalt: Why

Most Chaotic: I’ll buy strawberry shortcake on the way home

tsalt: …okay I guess I’ll come.

the baby: yay!!! this will be so fun!!! party at yamaguchi’s house!!

Most Chaotic: You can call me Tadashi btw

Most Chaotic: Most of the second years do

the baby: ok!!! :D party at tadashi’s house!!

the baby: u guys can clal me shouyou i dont mind

Most Chaotic: Kay :)

Anxiety™: Wait if we’re doing given names you guys can call me Hitoka

the baby: hitoka-chan!! :D

tsalt: Call me by my first name and I’ll kill you.

the baby: >:(

the baby: thats harsh

Most Chaotic: This is usually the part where I tease you Tsukki but I don’t want to make you that uncomfortable

Anxiety™: I won’t do anything anyone is uncomfortable with!

tsalt: …

tsalt: Okay so in the chat I guess it’s fine but do it in person and I’ll kill you.

the baby: :D!!!

tsalt: Nvm I’m already regretting my decision.

Grandpa Kageyama: i think only 4 people i know have ever called me by my first name

Grandpa Kageyama: im pretty sure oikawa-san does it to fuck with me

the baby: oikawa-san calls u by ur first name im kinda jealous

Grandpa Kageyama: wtf why

the baby: he’s the grand king!!! he’s so cool!!!!

Grandpa Kageyama: oh

Anxiety™: Do you dislike it Kageyama?

Grandpa Kageyama: dislike what

Anxiety™: Being called by your first name?

Grandpa Kageyama: not really

Anxiety™: Okay!

Grandpa Kageyama: you can if you want

Grandpa Kageyama: i don’t think i’ve had anyone who let me call them by their first name tho

Anxiety™: Go ahead!! We’re friends so it’s cool

Grandpa Kageyama: um

Grandpa Kageyama: ok

Anxiety™: Tadashi-kun!

Anxiety™: Shouyou-kun!

Anxiety™: Tobio-kun!

Anxiety™: Kei-kun!

the baby: ヾ(´▽｀;)ゝ

the baby: hitoka-chan!!

Most Chaotic: Hitoka-chan :)

Grandpa Kageyama: hitoka-chan

the baby: hey tsukishima >:(

tsalt: What?

the baby: (｀皿´)

tsalt: That emoji is god awful, please refrain from using it again.

the baby: Ψ (`益´# )屮

tsalt: I take it back. You found one even worse.

the baby: join the chain!

tsalt: Sigh.

tsalt: Hitoka-chan.

[9:13pm]

Grandpa Kageyama: if i p

Grandpa Kageyama: uh

tsalt: Don’t worry, King. Sound it out. We’ll wait.

Grandpa Kageyama: shut the hell up

Grandpa Kageyama: if i pet chunk

Grandpa Kageyama: will he biet me or scratchh me

Anxiety™: Awww Kageyama you’re literally so sweet

Anxiety™: @Most Chaotic

the baby: what other animals do u like kageyama???

Grandpa Kageyama: all of them

Anxiety™: 🥺

Most Chaotic: Nah :) He’s very docile, he’s got a resting bitch face but don’t let that fool you, he’s a total purrboat

Grandpa Kageyama: what does docile mean

tsalt: Lmao.

Anxiety™: It means tame or passive :)

tsalt: Your level of patience for him and Hinata astounds me, Hitoka-chan.

the baby: >:( hey!!!

the baby: she called me cleever earlier jsyk!!

tsalt: No she called you clever.

Grandpa Kageyama: seriously youre an asshoel

tsalt: And you two don’t know how to spell.

the baby: this is is a gc not school

the baby: like who even types with full sentences with grammar n commas n punctuation u undercooked pasta noodle

Most Chaotic: XD

tsalt: …commas are punctuation.

the baby: (ง•͈-•͈)ง

the baby: sorry im not good enough to be in a college prep class, jeez

Grandpa Kageyama: nee-san says i don’t always have to be good at school

Grandpa Kageyama: fuck you tsukishima

tsalt: I decline. I’m ace.

Most Chaotic: Lol

tsalt: I can’t believe you told on me to your sister lmao

tsalt: Didn’t peg you as the tattletale type.

Grandpa Kageyama: i didn’t

Grandpa Kageyama: it’s just what she said when i was in middle school

Grandpa Kageyama: part of the autism or some shit ig

the baby: oh wait back up

the baby: ur autistic???

Most Chaotic: Autism?

Anxiety™: Oh! I didn’t know that about you Tobio-kun but suddenly I’m wondering why I didn’t see it before

Anxiety™: Like all the signs are there

Grandpa Kageyama: ya wh

Grandpa Kageyama: what of it

Grandpa Kageyama: why

Grandpa Kageyama: is it surprising or smth

tsalt: Huh. Interesting.

the baby: nothing!!! i just, you never told me before

Grandpa Kageyama: it never came up

Most Chaotic: It’s not surprising, it actually makes a lot of sense

Anxiety™: Right??

Anxiety™: Also @tsalt I like tutoring, that’s probably where the patience comes from :)

Anxiety™: Wait does that mean we have two neurodivergents on the team

the baby: 2??

the baby: what’s neodruviergt and whos the other person

tsalt: Wow that wasn’t even close.

Anxiety™ attached an image: [screenshot of neurodivergent definition.]

the baby: oh!

Most Chaotic: Don’t you have adhd Hinata?

the baby: no?? i don’t know what that is

Most Chaotic: Oh

Anxiety™: Oh

tsalt: Oh.

Grandpa Kageyama: i mean i’ve heard of it, it came up a lot when i was a kid

Anxiety™: I’m sorry for assuming!!!! D:

Anxiety™: I didn’t mean to!!! It’s just, the stimming! Easily being distracted! Hyperactivity! Struggling in academics until we worked out a routine! Having trouble holding still…

tsalt: Don’t forget the massive hyper fixation on volleyball

tsalt: And excessive sound effects.

Most Chaotic: @the baby do you have other hobbies that you seemed interested in it at one point but it didn’t last?

the baby: yeah all the time

the baby: up until i found out abt vb

the baby: i'm so confuzed

Anxiety™: Oh sorry I got ahead of myself, adhd is a disorder where your brain has trouble regulating your attention

Anxiety™: You really don’t have it??

the baby: wait

the baby: u mean theres a reason?

Grandpa Kageyama: wdym

the baby: i’m not just ??? annoying and lazy and not smart???

Anxiety™: Of course not!!!

Anxiety™: You’re very intelligent!!! You may just have different roadblocks than others

Most Chaotic: Neurodivergent ppls brains work differently than neurotypicals

the baby: oh um

the baby: sry i g2g dont wanna wake natsu

the baby is offline.

Grandpa Kageyama: wait where are you going

Most Chaotic: Hinata? Are you okay?

Most Chaotic: …Shouyou?

Anxiety™: :(((( Shouyou-kun? What’s wrong?

Anxiety™: the baby I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you!!! I promise!!

Anxiety™: I’m really sorry Shouyou-kun

Anxiety™: Can I still call you that? I’m sorry, Hinata

the baby is online.

the baby: im fine sorry

the baby: ofc u can still call me shouyou

Most Chaotic: Do you want some space?

Anxiety™: Are you feeling overwhelmed?? :(

Grandpa Kageyama: do you uh

Grandpa Kageyama: do you need someone to come over or smth

the baby: no its getting late and dark out and we have school tmrw

the baby: i just

the baby: i dont even know what to do??

the baby: like i thought it was normal

Anxiety™: it is your normal!!

Anxiety™: Everyone’s normal is different

Grandpa Kageyama: you shouldn’t use that word like that hinata

Grandpa Kageyama: normal

Grandpa Kageyama: it’s like

Grandpa Kageyama: a weapon

Most Chaotic: He’s right, it’s dangerous bc it’s so easy to use it to hurt yourself

the baby: ok

the baby: what do i do?

Anxiety™: What do you want to do? 💕

the baby: how do i know 4 sure if i have adhd?

tsalt: You could pursue a professional diagnosis.

the baby: how do i do that?

tsalt: Well the first thing you should do is talk to your mom or another adult. Maybe Takeda-sensei, he could help. Then you can go from there. If you think about the entire process at once you’ll probably get overwhelmed.

the baby: oh ok

the baby: thank u

the baby: thanks u guys

the baby: tbh i was crying n i didnt want natsu to hear me but i feel better now

Anxiety™: Awww you’re welcome Shou-kun!! ヾ(*‘ᴗ‘*)ゞ

Anxiety™: I’m sorry you were crying tho :(

Grandpa Kageyama: good

Grandpa Kageyama: i mean good that you feel better

Grandpa Kageyama: not um

Most Chaotic: I’m glad to help!

Grandpa Kageyama: not that you were crying

the baby: awww ty

tsalt: Now I’m going to bed. Don’t spam the chat or I’m muting you.

Anxiety™: It is late!!

Anxiety™: I’m so used to accidentally staying up late I didn’t even notice

Most Chaotic: It’s only 10pm??

tsalt enabled do-not-disturb mode. tsalt is offline.

the baby: wow real sour patch kid energy tsukishima

the baby: but i’ll forgive u cuz u were nice a second ago

Anxiety™ changed tsalt’s name to tsourpatchkei.

Most Chaotic: Wow I’m impressed with how seamlessly that fits him

Anxiety™: 😌

Anxiety™: Got the idea from Shouyou-kun!

the baby: :D!!

Grandpa Kageyama: well it is late

Most Chaotic: Again?? Only 10pm???

Grandpa Kageyama: we’re athletes Yamaguchi

Anxiety™: Student athletes!

the baby: yes true 5am awaits

the baby: good night everyone!! to tadashi’s after practice tmrw to meet chunk!!

Most Chaotic: Yes :) maybe then we can see if Tsukki will let you all meet his pet turtle

Most Chaotic: Gn!

Anxiety™: Good night!!

Grandpa Kageyama: good ni

the baby is offline. Anxiety™ is offline. Most Chaotic is offline.

Grandpa Kageyama: wait his what

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