#sorry about deleting it lol

[eyembby]

(REPOST) boyfriends

#sorry about deleting it lol #restart #sonadow #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonic #my art

[veryluckyclovers]

#lol sorry about improper link on my previous post (I deleted) #have no idea how that happened #@__@ #my art #doodle #drawing #art #dog #cat #banana #silly art #cute art

[ink-the-artist]

I’ve been thinking back to artist stuff in high school and man people are really weird about furry stuff in a way that seems like they’re super afraid to be associated with it at all. I don’t/didn’t consider myself a furry but I recognize my art is obviously furry-adjacent at times and I don’t mind that.

I’d almost always bring my sketch book to school with me so I can draw during breaks and stuff and the amount of times people (sometimes complete strangers!) would randomly insult me for drawing “furry shit” (once this happened bc I was drawing bojack horseman characters LMAO) like ppl are usually polite when they see me (or others from what I’ve seen) drawing in public, will either ignore it or say something nice or funny if they do comment on it, unless it’s something they think is furry art.

It’s baffling to me like this is so obviously not how these people would normally behave but it feels like they’re so afraid of being seen as cringe they feel they have to point out any cringe they see so that no one thinks they’re cringe. Grown adults can do this stuff too but it was obv much more common for me in high school.

And it was so shitty how it made me actually somewhat ashamed of drawing anything that could be perceived as furry, even though I’ve loved drawing animals my whole life since I was a child, and I never had anything against furries and had both irl and online friends who were furries.

I don’t feel any of that shame anymore and just draw whatever I want (it helps that I’m no longer getting strangers commenting on my art like this irl, and that I’m not as insecure a person as I was in high school) it’s just so fucking weird that people feel comfortable acting like this

#to be clear this isn’t abt people just calling me/my art furry or tagging it as such etc #it’s about people who act like assholes #people shouldn’t act like this towards ppl who consider themselves furries either #honestly furries are braver than any us marine for putting up with this shit way more than I had to #I’m lucky I was pretty confident with my art at that time but #doing this to someone who isn’t could really stifle them a lot #how fucking demoralizing would it be as a beginner artist to be berated by a stranger in public #I’m hoping this is a less common thing to happen now bc #when I was in high school it was during the height of anti sjw cringe culture shit #so it was probably worse bc of that #long post #sorry for the ramble lol might delete later idk

[tmmylovejoy]

One thing I hate so fucking much about people dig up shit to “cancel” people for is that they are never part of the affected demographic. They are not looking for shit someone did wrong 10 years ago because they want to make sure they’re a good person, they’re doing it because they want an excuse to hate them.

The obvious consequence of this, however, is that suddenly an entire demographic is deeply uncomfortable with a creator who once brought them joy.

A thread recently came out about how when Wilbur Soot was 19 he made a lot of very harmful antisemitic jokes. He is now 25 years old. He has talked numerous times about how much he hates the person he was before he was about 22, and how much he’s grown since then. He’s demonstrated this growth too.

The person who published this thread was not jewish and I would assume that the person who gave them the information is not either.

I am jewish. Seeing these screenshots of “jokes” about the genocide of my people fundamentally hurt me. These screenshots do not show his current beliefs or behaviors. It would be impossible to find these jokes if you hadn’t gone actively searching for them. However I still felt betrayed and panicked, no matter how much I knew that Wilbur has changed. I do not know if I can ever watch his content again and find comfort.

This is the problem with digging into peoples past this way. It is never, and never has been, a selfless act nor a form of activism. It is the very opposite. It is the exploitation of marginalized identities to justify your dislike of someone.

#this is ok to rb 👍 (please rb) #obviously I am not trying to minimize marginalized emotions that get brought up by this sort of thing #because I am one of those ppl. idk if i can ever watch wilbur’s content again. #however there’s also no reason I needed to see that thread. it was not indicative of a current problem. #it feels as though a great comfort of mine was forcibly taken away by someone for no reason. like a little game to play. it’s infuriating. #wilbur soot #adora lore #also not adding a link to the thread cause I don’t think the person who posted it deserves that attention lol #i deleted all my old posts about it because they just like. didn’t accurately show how I felt and i didn’t wanna just have that up #sorry to anyone who has had to watch me process all of this #had a category red tornado siren sounding autism moment for a while there

[martianbugsbunny]

"Can you take orders" "I don't know. give me one" LOGAN HONEY BE MORE OBVIOUS

#GIRL.HONEY.LOML.SUGARSLICE.SWEETIEPIE. #WHAT THE HECK #thing is with him I can't tell if he wants the rumble or if he secretly wants to be bossed around a lil #probably a bit of both lol #love is a battlefield #also I am quite sorry this is like the third post I've done about this same deleted scene #and I also know these posts are devolving rapidly at this point I'm just throwing my brain goo at the wall and trying to decipher the splat #(losing my mind just a wee bit) (and by a wee bit I mean I am in pieces) #Logan howlett #wolverine #Scott summers #cyclops #scogan #Scott x logan #Logan x scott #xmen #xmen movies #xmen original trilogy #deleted scenes #martianbugsbunny ships

[francy-sketches]

the king of drip ✨

#joffrey baratheon #game of thrones #got #my art #3rd outfit should also have subtle brocade but. im not doing that ❤ #sorry for so much show art it will happen again. teehee #something about show joffrey is very fun to draw lol. his face is kinda hard to get right but ill keep trying until i succeed by rng #edit I looked at this again its not that bad lol. deleting that tag rant ❤ #still think i could have done better with the face but i dont wanna be too negative about my art also like who cares #are the joffrey stans gonna come for me. no <3 the beauty of drawing unpopular characters <3

[leshyleaf]

Mystery!! Intrigue!! It’s !!

…a work in progress, lol. I’ve had this idea for a long time, I’ve just never been sure that it’s any good. Can’t know until you try : P

#sorry for my low quality art this is just a bunch of concept stuff #again it’s a work in progress!!! #cringing at myself so hard rn #wishing I had papyrus’s confidence aahhh #feel free to send asks about it but I really can’t answer much lol #ALSO I MAY DELETE THIS #undertale #utdr #undertale fanart #papyrus #papyrus undertale #undertale art #my art #sans #alphys #wd gaster #bpbc au

[poppyseed799]

JOEL GOT A WITHER ROSE!!! THE FLORIST HAS A WITHER ROSE!!!

I can’t type any cohesive thoughts sowwy

But can we talk about how obvious it is when something is on Joel’s mind, first it was rapunzel/tangled and now in ep6 of secret life his answer for the bonding question was gardening and his idea for a Cool Name was the florist. Like okay I wonder what you’re thinking about today.

#secret life spoilers #secret life smp #slsmp #trafficblr #smallishbeans #sorry to the person who wanted to see my thoughts I deleted that would be my own post not only can I not seem to articulate my thoughts but #I also seem to have kind of forgor 💀 what it was #I know I did think about how Jimmy got Martyn in on the florist thing and only Martyn survived lol #and also when Martyn ran in when the wither was almost dead Joel yelled at him to leave cuz they couldn’t lose any more people #which is sweet and sad I mean the two weren’t even close. and Martyn was stressing thinking they were trying to kill reds #but the first thing he gets told when he bravely approaches is to get to safety <3 #maybe I’ll make that into its own post. about Martyn. with a sprinkle of how I think Joel is one of the nicest on the server surprisingly

[skunkes]

ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page

#delete later #deleting soon bc eyes on me #for those of you who kept asking about Something last year LOLLL #sorry this is too entry level vent comic ykwim i jst needed to get it out #im over it in the sense that like ok yeah whatever #but not in the sense that i came out worse than before. i was already Small. ive been further Smallened #i was a rebound and lied to and discarded...which thank god i was Set Free but wow! #all my personal fears reinforced. it is embarrassing for me to want and need...i get it neow. i was a stepping stone i am an npc #idk that i could do it again! im not sure its worth trying i am too much of a...project. #as i was told from day 1 but still ran directly into it #and i was too much of a coward to leave myself. if it happened again i wouldnt be able to leave then either. #im happy that i dont think it could get much worse than all that for my first experience but it was also exhausting #and weirdly at the same time i dont think i cld ever expect better #its almost been a year since its been Done and the words and treatment linger <3 #this is also why i had to enlist talon as imaginary bf number 2 LOL need extra reinforcement and love #cringe as fuck but it rly will never be as good as whats in my brain...i know that neow. i will spare everyone the trouble #and remove myself from the dating pool (<- implying he was ever even in it) #i dont even hold any ill will toward em bc they were right...its just hurts ykwim

[seventh-fantasy]

江湖风波恶 楼里莲花清 (the outside world of jianghu is perilous and it is pure as the lotus within this tower)

lotus tower is his body

(never beating the i'm thinking about lhl with reference to nezha 1979 allegations)

anyway.

#i just wanted to have llh in the nezha rebirth lotus dance pose #bc. clearly i've been thinking about Things #(and mark u know i am tagging u in any lhl/nezha content) #sorry i literally only have unpolished doodles </3 #if i was a Serious Artist i would have also drawn more poses but unfortunately i'm not </3 #江湖风波恶 楼里莲花清 is subbed as 'i prefer solitude to venturing into the perilous world' #which gets the meaning across but. is totally different in expression #this tl i did is NOT meant to be accurate. nor is it polished. but should be smth closer to the og line #莲花楼 #mysterious lotus casebook #lhl #rin doodles #my posts #i might have been awake for too long today i have never drawn this much lhl #its like almost 2am now I might wake up wanting to delete this lol #i drew these on my phone...

[polterrrgeist]

Some things for an old friend's fic/AU? It was called Fatal Phantom, I don't remember the context for these but I think it was something along the lines of Fenton/Phantom being 2 separate people and Phantom not entirely being accepted by Jack and Maddie as a member of the family

#danny phantom #m #fatal phantom #fenton #phantom #2012 #i wrote a fic for it at some point but deleted it off ff.net and from my files but #iirc it was about jack/maddie planning a family vacation and phantom not being invited cause he wasnt Really their son #but i dont remember what the og fic/au was about im sorry lol

[fenrishion]

growing older is weird once you start becoming more emotionally mature than your parents and start realizing how emotionally instable they are and that none of these fuckers should be allowed to have kids in the first place

#sorry i treat tumblr like a vent blog but. delete this later i promise #fr tho i feel like im at my limit this year #when your first reaction as a parent when you've done something wrong isn't to apologize but say “its not a big deal” #and wonder why your children dont come to you with their problems at all and remain at a cordial distance #or constantly berate them about their spending despite them telling you it's only a certain portion of their income #or complain that their partner is spoiling them with gifts then idk man??? like what do i tell rin to do #stop buying stuff for me? lol

[violent138]

I'm happy to report that during this school week that counts for sixty percent of my grade in three classes, I have consumed an ungodly volume of caffeine, stayed up repeatedly to hasten my death, and worked incredibly hard on Tumblr.

#personal #about me #chaotic academia #it's the last week and I couldn't fucking care less academia #very tired sorry lol #felt vaguely poetic now might delete later

[babacontainsmultitudes]

*breathes in*

#Delete later?? #Just venting lol #The bad Sparrow takes on this one are starting to be a lot ngl #Also the bad animal welfare takes?? Trying to hold myself back on that front cause that's not the kind of thing I wanna- #-argue with online strangers about. But like yikes is all. #Regarding Sparrow you will be hearing from me later. But mm not just yet- gotta cool down. #And arguing with the fandom again isn't how I planned to spend my day so I will be finishing S4 of tma like my heart desires #Debating on logging off? Mostly cause I don't want to unfollow certain people too impulsively. Mutuals that is. #Not really trying to throw shade with this either so sorry if it feels that way but ehh I'm grumpy ahaha #Always caught between “love the fandom it's so fun” and “fandom is genuinely ruining the podcast for me” smh #Anyhooooo #*breathes out* #Ooh I just saw some lightning there is still beauty in the world after all

[cowboycarters]

it’s 2024. you can mute and blacklist tags and unfollow people if you must. you curate your space. y’all need to do that more

#i’m sorry but there is so many people i hate #and i never see them #you know why? #i purposely block things #i get complaining but that’s kinda your fault seeing things you don’t want to #and it’s kinda mean too to always complain when your friends are excited about things #perhaps mute them 😭 #i feel this is so mean so i may delete this but y’all can get annoying when it’s your fault lol

[moeblob]

So turns out I have The Bronchitis..... which is annoying to know I've had something treatable for an entire week. BUT! I'm on the road to recovery now!

Starting yesterday I played some Potion Permit (which I've had purchased for a... while..... and never really played it until yesterday). I named my chemist Adam and he's just a really good boy! I hc him as mute? So like as he diagnoses people and treats them he just kinda. gestures and emotes a lot?

I was talking to someone about it yesterday like "it's so funny how I look at this romance option and go AH YES Dr. Strange. HE HATES ME AND I WILL MAKE HIM THE MOST MISERABLE PERSON ALIVE via friendship." And then I was on the wiki page and saw how the PPermit refers to bachelors/bachelorettes? "Romance Target". It feels like an assassination mark. I'm ready to kill this man with my love and he will hate every second of it.

#potion permit #chemist adam #idk if i ever discussed it on this blog and if i did i deleted it #but aside from fish names i normally name my characters? #ive fallen for the name adam and it all started as a typo bc my phone autocorrect my name to adam once #and i thought it was hilarious so every once in a while #if my mom says something i should have known but wasnt paying attention to i just go #oh idk this is adam #and she laughs bc i told her about the autocorrect #so shes like ah yes adam my bad im sorry #and then tells me the thing again #so anyway theres only two games ive used the name adam in and this is the second lol #i probably will draw more for ppermit later when i can function but im wheezing again so resting time