#that one online father

[steiiedore]

the pfp change hurt me

#foxy #that one online father #roulette server #endergirl's roulette

[buggachat]

Part 118 of my bakery “enemies” au!

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Kofi

#ml #miraculous ladybug #miraculous #marinette dupain cheng #marinette dupain-cheng #adrien agreste #adrienette #adrinette #ladybug #chat noir #ladynoir #my art #bakery enemies au #if anyone's curious about the ''last updated'' its just a byproduct of him viewing the folder a lot-- #like maybe he noticed a duplicate image and deleted one #or found a new image online that he didnt have before and added it #doesnt matter how it was updated just goes to show that it's not some Old Forgotten Album That He Forgot About #ALSO THE BLURRED SEARCHES ARENT ANYTHING WEIRD they're just blurred because theyre irrelevant #something something ''top 10 baking puns'' something something ''how to tell if your father is lying about joining a prison gang'' idk #blurred because marinette didnt pay them a second thought because they didn't include ''ladybug'' #fun fact: i almost had him google something like ''5'3 black hair blue eyed freckled women around the age of 19ish near me'' #but i didnt. ur welcome. or maybe im sorry? idk

[filurig]

OK I WENT AND SCANNED THE ZINE I MADE AND... here are most of the pages - so every middle "spread" has one left and right page on the back of it and then a bigger pic once its unfolded, but didnt include every side for every larger spread.

this basically explores a bit of folke and adrian's relationship - adrian, the Creature, ends up finding folke's brother's recently deceased corpse and imitates his appearence, the only real way for a basilisk in their world to learn to shapeshift into something.

So their relationship is a bit complicated. but also, it ends up eventually settling into something that isnt only full of bitterness...

#oc #original character #oc art #long post #comic #sorta?????? #fantasy #illustration #zine #sorta?????? HAHAHA #it was made for a publication course in uni and we were prompted to make zines. i just wanted to make this ok #pareidolia tag #oc: adrian #oc: folke #theres also folkes family in there a bit... u see glimpses of signe and their father #art #shapeshifter #so i didnt really sell most of them at the faire - but im selling the ones i have to ppl online so some ppl can see the whole thing in the #physical format LOL #dont think there's any left now unless any of the ppl who dm'd me changes their mind...

[s1eepy-0]

well,,

#i can be patient #But like #I'm slowly turning into my father with how upset I get. It's scary #And I am infact violent #I've been told many times I'm way to aggressive #By like.. My closest friends (besides the online one) #So yippie #Temples under the cut

[cowboyx2]

- on desperately wanting to be better but never quite reaching it (miya osamu)

Unknown | User @/stllbejeweled | Miya Osamu s4 | Chantal Akerman, from My Mother Laughs (2013) tr. Daniella Shreir | Fathers by Jose Olivarez | User @/inanotheruniverse | miya twins s4 x2 | thanksgiving 2006 by ocean vuong | normal people by sally rooney | Unknown

#i couldn’t find the first and last quotes UNFORTUNATELY #the last one i found way too many different reposts all without a citation so.. #maybe it doesn’t have an exact origin? #tue first i found matching sets with more quotes but yet no origin either #all i could find online abt was people reposting it so i’m unsure where it came from #if i find the authors of them then i will update!!!! #anyways.. i’m crazy abt osamu #i will give him soooo many issues #he thinks he’s a stepping stone kinda guy fr </3 #the kinda person who can’t hug his brother without hitting him first bc what if all his love is violence #how do you love someone when your hands are coated in blood and your father made them that way #what do you do when he’s gone and your hands are still bloody #feel insane abt him #will be doing an actual miya twins one too and probably a sunaosa one bc i can’t stop myself #miya osamu #miya twins #web weaving #hq #haikyuu!! #haikyuu #osamu miya #no lookey

[jokest3r]

Shot through the heart (fatally) and he's to blame ❤️‍🩹

Introducing "Blue" / "Norton" Shark, sole (begrudging) heir to the Shark fortune as well as budding Nepo baby psychopath I play as my GTAO PC !

#my art #gta online #gta oc #gta oc: blue/norton #still find it funny that i wrote him to be more of a vagabond that dislikes most government agencies/organizations yet has exes in both- #NOOSE and FIB #he is not water or plane friendly #he hates his father but doesnt deny the money given to him #he is the one blackmailing him for it anyways #i love my bastard son (affectionate) #hes mute for most people besides his mom and his favorite IAA agent #he will need his own tab soon i swear #my favorite criminal #maybe i can finally work on my agent 14 fic LOL

[skillzissuez]

Depression is all fun and games until your skipping school even though you’re weeks behind because you quite literally can’t get out of bed

#god I hate it here #not to mention you mother and father #SEEING this #simply decides to ignore you like your Alr dead #like damn okay 💀💀 fuck you too ig 💀💀 #I don’t know how to fix this #I’m literally gonna be held back or taken to court bc I’ve missed so many days #but oh well the sillies r keeping me alive #Also I told myself I wouldn’t vent online anymore but I honestly don’t care anymore 😭 #it’s so bad though #I tried to do some of my homework last night and ended up throwing up from the stress #and it’s not like my friends just forgot about me they are GOOD friends I’ve just been pushing them away; telling them I’m just sick etc. #it’s my fault so I’m not mad at them for not knowing what to do. The closest ones try to call me #sometimes I answer and we talk. sometimes I don’t and they leave me a message abt how their a good listener and they KNOW something’s wrong. #Truly I love my friends but at this point I just need to be medicated or in a mental institution ong #but again; it’s not like my parents actually care. they canceled my therapy that was court appointed to me #My support system otherwise is gone; my older siblings have moved out and I’m supposed to protect my younger ones from my parents #but deadass my entire family is well aware that I’m useless in that department #I shake scream and sob everytime my parents yell at us so I’m no help; really #I mean recently I’ve been able to keep my emotions under control but the only reason why is because I’m dead inside 💪 #As I’m typing this out I’m realizing that I should be telling the world this especially not in my mental state but like. I dunno 🤷‍♂️ #I know most of you don’t care or if you do your just concerned or feel bad bc you know what it’s like and I thank you. #seriously; I thank you for being human and reminding me the world can be kind #if anything im just distracting myself from whatever this is. whether it be playing a silly game or drawing about said silly game it helps #but it also makes me feel guilty bc I RLLY should be focused on trying to pass this year. but I’m pretty sure it’s too late now. #anyways; that’s why I’ve been inactive lately so I apologize #it’s funny bc I’m typing this out but I rlly don’t feel anything while explaining this to you guys #I’ll tag this properly; I don’t know why I’m posting this and I might delete it later I dunno #tw vent #tw mention of abuse

[not-that-syndrigast]

I also want to do this

#my polls #tumblr polls #hyperspecific poll #funny poll #funny #This is probably too specific #My best friends name is Cesar. His parents called him fucking Cesar. #A few years back a firework flew against my should and exploded resulting me in not hearing a lot of things #You can technically buy the book online but it's bad because it was for a competition and I wouldn't do it again #One lady he knows from his cult meetings has studied the bible with the 9/11 attackers #9/11 #tw 9/11 #I thought it was cool when David Hasselhoff wore a crop top #My father won lady gaga tickets Calvin Harris tickets but didn't go because he had work that day and didn't feel like calling in sick #More artists from our country coupons and such stuff also #For at least $1000 dollars

[notmygrave]

she posted like parts of a photo from this summer on her instagram story doesn’t matter whatever i am in that photo and it’s the beach at the end of my street and i am going to be fucking sick i hope i really fucking hope it makes her a bit sick too

#it’s soooo something’s missing and it’s me and it’s on purpose! and i’ll probably see her next week at a house party #and she promised to call when she gets better just to let me know and she is better and she’ll never reach out #and i tried so hard to be anything she wanted me to be anything she needed and i wasn’t doing well and i tried so hard not to put that #weight on her and i was still a burden! and she said that she wanted to stay friends and i would’ve taken anything she was willing to give! #anything at all! i loved her and she was my best friend and i would’ve coped with anything just to have her around sometimes! and #she promised and she never fucking called! just one lousy fucking call to let me know she isn’t going to kill herself or anything! and i wa #working two fucking jobs 6 days a week and going to uni to pay off a debt to my father getting harassed constantly i went through first #semester barely alive barely awake constantly cold and hungry! and in the middle of all that she decides to just leave bc her online fuckin #therapist told her that because she’s feeling guilty over not being present in the relationship and that guilt is just fucking suffocating #as if i’m not drowning in guilt and self pity my entire fucking life #this is so stupid and i’m oversharing but i’ve already typed it out and i can’t keep crying to my friends over same shit from 3 months ago

[taeyungie]

nobody called me Emi for so long and that's like my fav shortcut of my name I'll cry 😔

#my father wanted to name me emily just so he can spend less time pronouncing my name when he's calling me #that's why i'm called EM 99% of the time because it's literally just one syllable 😭 but 🥺 emi is my fav she's so cute #also yeah my real name is emilia for y'all's knowledge which is where emi even comes from #so that's a fun fact about me! i dont know if i ever shared this here #i prefer to go by emily online cuz it's like the same thing but easier to pronounce and em is used with both versions so THE SAME THING 👍 #ANYWAY

[soldier-poet-king]

Had an argument about unions with my father at the prime hour of SEVEN AM today, so glad to see that my solidarity forever button on my bag is doing The Good Lord's Work

#this is not a labour family/house #BUT I AM GOING TO MAKE IT ONE DAMMIT #literally WE ARE THE POOR WORKING CLASS FOLK UNIONS ARE FOR #but my dumb as fuck family is like #oh nooo. some of us are working are way into white collar jobs #we are not longer DESPERATELY poor paycheck to pay check #clearly this means we dont need unions :) and can be bootlickers instead :) #EXCUSE ME??? WHAT THE FUCK MY DUDE #learn ur labour history or be doomed to repeat it #my father. whos like. oh no my ununionized workplace is gr8 :) #FUCCKKKK #i cant say more or ill reveal info that shouldn't be public online abt his work #BUT LIKE. GOT DANG #anyway #everyone should be unionized :) it's abt class exploitation #man was not made for work. work should serve and enrich man :) #work can be good and fulfilling and excellent! im not saying we shouldnt work #im saying we shouldnt be exploited or bound to an unjust system #are labour unions as they currently stand here perfect? far from it #BUT ID RATHER THAT THAN NO UNION #anyway. fuck that shit. i am a one woman labour household by sheer willpower alone #literally like. labour history 101 for absolute dummies in my family #i am going to beat them all over the head with it

[todayisafridaynight]

having my Art Specialty be described as 'daddies' is technically not wrong but also its very hard to not scream when being told so to my face in the dorm lobby regardless. like im just supposed to accept that description with a smile and nod as if i dont know we aren't thinking of the same kind of daddy

#snap chats #HEEEEEELP #like its one thing to be told that online but right to my face where im looking professional and Not Terminally Online is a whole new thing #i went to watch spiderverse with my dormmate and her friend- the friend that wanted to comm me last week #and because our mutual friend fucking sucks dick at being on time we had to wait for her even tho she invited us ANYWAY-- #last time she was looking to get one of her gal oc's drawn but then she went to look through my other art #and she really come back to me like 'ive noticed you draw really 'daddy' characters SO :))' and i heard NOTHING ELSE AFTER #LIKE. LIKE YEAH BY TECHNICALITY YOU ARE RIGHT. I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT DRAW FATHERS FOR FIVE MONTHS #god has it really been five months 🧍‍♂️ #but anyway..... //screams// ive been profiled as a dilf specialist by someone at school i need to leave NOW #i thank god every day ive essentially stopped postin my saucier works cause THAT woulda been an even more awk convo #its just so funny cause i really havent drawn anything particularly 'attractive'. like im just drawin these dudes bein silly LMAO #im just grateful she doesnt have a twitter or tumblr so she doesnt see me post EVERYTHING in real time yk #anyway... im gonna stare at the wall until i relent and go to bed #spiderverse was great 8/8. its really funny that i've watched both spiderverses multiple times cause of school events LMAO #ok bye

[matsui-sinclair]

the way people talk abt dnd*ds characters is insane. have none of you ppl ever had a parent before. sometimes your parents can try to be the best parent they can be and still traumatise you in the process. sometimes a parent can be healing from their OWN trauma and still traumatise you in the process. it's no one's fault and it's messed up but that is simply the nature of being raised by another human being peace and love amen

#i don't think will saying normal never reconciles with sparrow is a slight against sparrow's character or even necessarily his parenting #i just think normal is a kid who got messed up by his dad and never really got over it And Who Fucken Isn't #That's Just The Way It Is With Fathers #anyways. this isn't even the thing that has annoyed me the most abt how ppl talk abt the oaks #but it is probably the least petty #wait one last thing: ofc henry reacted differently to lark and sparrow releasing the doodler #lark was thirteen. sparrow was A Full Grown Man #there is a slight difference there #the oaks mean soooooo much to me and i'm soooooooooo normal abt seeing ppl talking abt them online #anyways anyways in conclusion: #henry should get to kill his dad lark & sparrow should get to kill their dad and normal should get to kill his dad. do NOT break the cycle

[darthvaderofmiddle-earth]

Really feeling the height dysphoria tonight y'all... :))))))

#seriously there is only one grown adult man in the world alive who i know is shorter than me #most children are taller than me an adult dude of 24 fuckin years old #i can only buy children's shoes and often online because they dont really sell those in stores #i am swimming if i get an adult medium shirt and pants are always far too long for me because 30in is way too much #working anywhere is so hard because all equipment abd surfaces are far too high up for me #and then the job refuses to buy a stool or ladder tall enough to accommodate me #my father renovated the kitchen around 2 years ago and raised everything in height #the counters are now up to my neck and the cabinets are entirely unreachable but for all other folks theyre fine #even with a stool i cant reach beyond the front of the second shelf for anything #i cant even sit down in chairs unless they are table chairs and not restaurant or bar stool height #if they are i just straight up fall over trying to sit in them or the chair falls down or both #if im going to a seated event i have to research the venue first to be sure they have tiered seating and its tiered enough #otherwise i wont see anything because the person in front of me regardless of age is always far taller #the entire world already is run by folks who are against trans people like me and who dont accommodate me #doctors dont accommodate my chrochic conditions and pain at all and never have so i just suffer #and the entirety of every place house and establishment is specifically built for people above my height by tons #so i basically live in a world that wasnt made for someone like me and i just already feel like i dont belong here #and this lack of accommodation just makes it worse

[featherfur]

Ethically I know it’s wrong and therefore I won’t do it

But sometimes I come across posts about ships and I just want to go “You’re not original, you’re not special, you’re obnoxious and frankly childish. Keep your shit out of the tags if you’re going to just be hateful. Until you have the balls to say that George R.R. Martin is a freak who deserves to die for problematic content like you say about randos on the internet, you need to sit down and shut up so the rest of us can exist without your bull in the tags of the things we like.”

Like yes I block them, and the ppl who encourage them in the tags, but it never kills the urge to snap at them.

Like on one hand, curate my own experience by blocking, on the other hand if no one counters and tells them that they’re wrong in so many ways and have turned disgust into morality that they would never hold against mainstream art and they’re regurgitating purity culture bullshit they may never actually realize why so many older members of fandom hate them and gets so aggressive and will continue to think that they’re in the right to be hateful and attack real people

#Danny rants #like someone needs to tell them #probably not me because I’ll call them a fucking idiot and that tends to put people on the defensive #but it does need to be told #I’ll probably delete this later I’m just annoyed rn #the amount of people who I thought were pretty cool and then a *fanon* created problematic ship exists and they turn so hateful and #aggressive #(and by fanon created i mean this was a ship that fanon decided had a father son relationship #despite the characters having a very different dynamic and one part of the ship saying ‘I don’t want you bowing to me I want you to be my #equal’ but fanon says father and son so clearly it’s basically incest) #and the amount of my own personal friends who have been attacked for liking ‘problematic ships’ by these people #who go ‘well no offense to those who ship it but it’s disgusting and not good at all and it’s pulled out of their ass and you’d have to be #a freak to like it’ #is frankly unacceptable #I know fandom is a very small niche of the world but the people in it are very real and the people who are attacked because of purity #culture are very real and sometimes I feel like blocking does nothing because no one’s telling them to knock it off #also the fact that adults are doing it… have some awareness #go be a Greek mythology hater and tell Martin he’s a freak and leave randos alone online

[nedsseveredhead]

what if i write a semi-autobiographical webcomic about someone who is addicted to online solitaire leaderboards

#cryp txt #i actually have a story idea for this drafted about a transman who bonds with his father through free online card games #and the father doesnt know hes talking to his son #based on the fact that me and my dad are both hopelessly addicted to playing spider solitaire online #and the idea that one day we'll compete for a spot on the leaderboard without realizing its eachother has always been on my mind #anyway #this would require me to draw consistantly so alas