#the man is CONSTANTLY confused

[just-slightly-chayotic]

Jeff Satur as my favourite reaction images (3/?)

'????' edition

#jeff satur #the man the meme the saturn #wait i should start tagging these as something probably #is that good enough? #sure yeah #whatever #good enough #the man is CONSTANTLY confused #he's so funny and such a mood #me too jeff #me too #i hope you all know that i am nowhere NEAR running out of these

[mewtwo24]

I finally finished reading the fourth volume of svsss in full, and thing is--the first time through I only read the bingqiu content because I was ravenous for more of their happy ending.

Turns out that was a perilous mistake.

Because I started reading the airplane extras. And I swear to god. MXTX is trying to kill me

What do you MEAN demon lord Binghe was sitting on his big fucking throne. All stoic and forbidding. Surrounded by his demon generals who don't know shit about human courtship. Asking them what he should do, fully demoralized by constant rejections from sqq, only to have airplane tell him to act more pathetic and needy. Which is already hysterically funny and insane, UNTIL LBH'S RESPONSE IS THIS, KILLING ME INSTANTLY:

LUO BINGHE. WHY DOES HE SAY IT LIKE: "I already tried that, didn't work--nothing works :/ not mean, not maidenly, not housewife, not spicy, not capable disciple. Is doubling down on clingy really all it will take? What's a born hater with only one love in his life to do????"

The dichotomy of him sitting there like 'how can I reach the unfathomable depths of shizun's heart?' A HEART HE'S ALREADY WON OVER, MIND and then in the Holy Mausoleum solving the puzzle without blinking and being like 'oh yeah you just have to hit the acupoints, no sweat.' Literally the comedy writes itself I'm so--

How am I supposed to be normal about this. MXTX understands the juicy quintessential queer joy of a person with the world's power at their fingertips wishing only for love. Willing to do anything to earn that love, when unbeknownst to them it's already been freely given. Totally not screaming and yelling and clawing at the walls

And that's not even touching airplane's uproarious account of events. The way he's like 'lol what's next, lbh and sqq are best friends now? smfh' only to see lbh TACKLE SQQ LOVINGLY. FOR SQQ TO BE BASHFUL ABOUT IT BUT SO SO FOND OF THE LITTLE SCAMP. This when we've been experiencing sqq's constant inner monologue of 'I'm so cool and so dignified about my role, truly the epitome of propriety and poser-level fortitude.' Meanwhile, in their universe:

Airplane constantly flaming???? Sqq and lbh in his observations????? His absolute bewilderment and confusion????? Legendary. No notes every single second of this shit was hilarious.

Airplane's comment that sqq + older adolescent lbh traveling together was just watching a couple in their honeymoon phase. OR the fact that lbh is exceedingly petty and refuses to share their food in the wake of airplane's interruption of their time together, until sqq relents sheepishly and insists airplane eat what's left (ONLY AFTER PLACATING LBH WITH MORE FOOD FROM HIS PLATE, SOBBING)

Watching airplane salivate over Mobei-Jun and acting like that's totally normal behavior. Finding out mbj and airplane got together first. Finding out sqq encouraged airplane. LIKE THIS. WHILE HE IS STILL IN DENIAL ABOUT HIS OWN FEELINGS:

Mobei-jun clearly thinking their arrangement is a forever thing, heartbroken his human abandoned him with all the hapless fury of a scorned wife swept away by false promises of fidelity. Airplane writing demons to be the type to beat up their crush lovingly and still unable to connect the dots about mbj's feelings. Mbj letting him go and respecting his wishes, only relenting when there's indication airplane was poorly processing his own feelings and didn't actually want to leave. Mbj caring for him and listening to him as soon as airplane voices what he needs directly and with clarity. None of these gays are functional and it's everything to me

Unrelated, but I physically can't hold this information in anymore:

I'm still reeling from younger lbh having his sexual awakening from the image of sqq wrapped in the immortal binding cables. Condemn me as you like he was so, so real for that.

And no I will not be taking any comments about how luo bingge couldn't bear to see luo binghe cherished in ways he never got to have and all the haunting implications of that. I will also not be taking any comments about luo binghe's instinct to look for sqq in that alternate universe, only to be shaken to the very core to be unable to find his shizun anywhere. The unspeakable and latent horror of his relentless mind likely piecing together what happened, but unable to say it; to suspect what is true, and live with the harrowing confusion of his double's actions. To blame himself, to assume that he had let his anger get the better of him in that world and result in unspeakable folly...

I also refuse to talk about how heartrending it is to hear Tianlang-jun weakly say "In the end, I really can't bring myself to hate humans." The implication that the foolishness of that hope and bright-eyed fondness--the very thing that put him through such unspeakable agony--couldn't be beaten out of him entirely. To discover that his faith in Su Xiyan hadn't been misplaced, to the contrary: his beloved hadn't scorned him at all, but rather fought to the miserable end to protect the fruition of their genuine feelings of love when she couldn't protect tlj or herself.

How MXTX has sqq deliberately draw parallels between their situation and that of ygy+sj and tlj+sx; desperately wishing it might not be too late for them. The concept of breaking cycles of abuse and harm pervasive throughout the newly devised story, how it evolves for the better only when love takes the place of power, pride, and domination. How the moment sqq chooses vulnerability instead of saving face, the genre shifts to the so-called "cringe" girly genre where most if not every character is more fulfilled, more true to themselves. How the "male-oriented" former genre was aimlessly sensationalized and sexualized, how it was a sustained performance of aspirational toxic masculinity. How men objectify other men without end. All of the unspoken gendered implications that come with that.

Anyways. Going to go put my head in a sandbox and try to process everything I just witnessed because even a second reading is not enough to find a modicum of closure.

#svsss #bingqiu #moshang #i swear to god this series is just 'gay man who doesn't know shit inflicting his delusional reality on everyone else and inciting chaos' #and literally it's slapstick levels of hilarious every single time; mxtx never change #also i fully agree that we did not get NEARLY enough mobei-jun and sqh/airplane content #the amount of mental illness to mental illness communication going on there was astonishing #mobei-jun being afraid of his uncle and bringing sqh because that's the only person he trusts fully (WAILING NOISES) #sqh having a tantrum but running away because for the first time he was honest about his needs + his dissatisfaction with catering to other #how that reflects his narrative compulsions and how he felt forced to warp more creative story paths for the sake of survival as a writer #how sqq's restoration of much of his original intent--as well as mobei-jun's acceptance of his needs--helps airplane begin to heal #how his happiness begins; how just like sqq he wanders in such confusion and denial before he's forced to realize what truly matters to him #SHREK VOICE: STORIES HAVE. L A Y E R S #it feels like modern day shakespeare and when i say that i don't mean it in a hollow elevating sense i mean it more like #mxtx just hits that perfect balance of poignance but also hilarious concentric circles of botched communication and brainworms #okay but real talk for a minute? .........;-; #the way lbh constantly struggles with such a crushing feeling that he'll be abandoned over any little mishap/thing/problem #really hit me where it hurts??? if only because its so clearly an anxiety that stems from original goods' upbringing #the way it becomes even more heartrending when you think back to all the sect leaders clamoring that he should have been killed as an infan #that he should have been aborted as a fetus--insisting right in front of him that his birth was a mistake and a disgrace #over having demon blood in his veins. like my god that scene is so viscerally upsetting i struggle to read it #the way its so easy to see the demons as a manifestation of otherness in precipitated form #how both sqq and sqh are influenced by human rhetoric without evening meaning to--assuming the worst against their better judgment #how both sqq and sqh both struggle with their own otherness in different ways and only find solace when they begin to accept who they are #how their lovers (lbh and mbj respectively) both are willing to navigate those confusing waters with them #how both demons love them as they are--accept them as they are despite how difficult forgiveness of perceived betrayal is for them #ty mxtx for changing my brain chemistry #as i get older i have such a fondness for the messiness of thematic queer self-discovery and growth into self-acceptance #that and how youth can so easily be defined by perfectionistic self-harm and the violence of repression

[of-chaos-and-flame]

saw a post abt tmagp versions of tma characters having different but similar names (ie: Melanie King -> Melody Prince or smth)

and my first fucking thought was “omg Martin Blackwood secretly hit minecraft youtuber Martyn Littlewood”

And now that thought will not leave my fucking head

#idk why my brain finds this so fuckin funny #it’s just the image of mr littlewood going thru the Horrors is So Good to me #and for a straight man he’s got they gay pining down pretty well #tmagp #the magnus protocol #martin blackwood #mcyt #martyn littlewood #inthelittlewood #I don’t think it helps that before I was into tma I followed both tma blogs and mcyt blogs #and I constantly got confused on which mart(i/y)n ppl were talking abt

[pisshandkerchief]

the obvious double standard with which we as a society treat amab nonbinary people and trans women who don't fit the level of feminity that they're expected to is actually disgusting.

#I see it every day in the way my gm (and closest friend at work) is constantly misgendered without anyone apologizing #but everyone uses the correct pronouns for me and quickly corrects themselves if they mess up. #I see it in the way my nonbinary dad #couldn't be friends with women in our old homeschool group #without rumors being constantly spread that they were just trying to get in the women's pants. #I see it in the way my mom was disgusted and disturbed by discovering my dad's early forays into crossdressing #but is proud of me for being my authentic self. #I see it in the way my dad is still scared to wear a skirt despite frequently expressing a desire to #for fear of being seen as “an ugly man in a dress". #I see it in the way my theatre director is constantly called they or he despite clearly having she/her pronouns on her email. #I see it in the way my mom refuses to use the correct pronouns for my dad even though they are out to her #and constantly “forgets” my gm's pronouns even though I've used they/them for them for months. #deep down I know if I was born with a penis my mom would think of my transness much differently. #when “women” embrace masculinity they are seen as empowered at best and at worst as victims of the patriarchy. #confused little girls who don't know any better. #when “men” embrace feminity they are seen as predators. traps. manipulative freaks. #I see it every day. It's so deeply ingrained in our society it seems like there's no escaping it.

[volos-wish]

Yes, yes he did.

Bitch you're basically his dad

#i just realized #hope is constantly being confused by the ffvii people #like my favorite quote: #'the man knows the difference between right or wrong #hope looking at cait sith in fear: #y talks #ff #dffoo #dissidia #ffvii #angeal hewley #zack fair #cloud strife #hope estheim

[yay-depression]

hello! quick reminder that as all the media surrounding demi lovato’s interview where they said they were “tired” of using they/them pronouns show misleading headlines about how demi was “exhausted from using they/them” what actually happened is that demi lovato said it was exhausting having to constantly explain themselves and constantly educate people on they/them pronouns.

#i want to talk about this more but there’s a very specific kind of exhaustion that comes from being out as nonbinary #i detransitoned for several years bc of it and it actively takes more energy (which i already don’t have a lot of) #i’ve talked to a couple of my binary trans friends about it and also one person who came out as a trans man #who then later came out as nonbinary and not a trans man #and there is a specific exhaustion that comes from constantly being a walking educator but also a walking topic of debate #and i specify nonbinary people here bc we face an increased amount of like ‘this is not real’ or ‘this is not correct’ in very medial things #like no trans man or trans woman will have to spend the mental energy to explain to ppl that she/he are real pronouns #they may expend energy in other —equally infuriating— ways. but not on that way specifically #and it’s really exhausting to have to —in the best of exhausting cases— spend time explaining what they/them pronouns are #explain how to use they/them. and also go through the other shit trans ppl have to do #like i know from multiple friends how exhausting being told ‘you’re not a boy you’re just a confused girl’ is but i know personally #how exhausting ‘you’re not nonbinary you’re just a confused girl ALSO nonbinary isn’t real’ is #nonbinary #queer #demi lovato

[anotherpapercut]

I know several people who like LOVE seasons 5-7 (11th doctors run) and think the storylines and moffats writing are brilliant and I don't get it!!! what am I missing??? why does literally every single episode have the exact same stakes: Rory/Amy/the doctor is dead. forever. so dead. but wait!!! what if they aren't!!! why do so many of the explanations for why they're not actually dead feel so rushed like they were added at the last minute!! why does every single queer character act kind of weird and awkward about being queer!! why does the doctor casually say that women are inferior when no one's around!!! what the fuck!! hello!!!

#why is rory continuously proving himself as the Only Man To Ever Exist only for the characters/narrative to continuously imply hes lesser #amy tries to kiss the doctor?? at her wedding?????? #when amy is stuck for 36 years why is she like i forgot how much rory loved me?? GIRL HE WAITED 1000 YEARS FOR YOU???? WHAT???? #he is CONSTANTLY the butt of the joke despite being unequivocally without a doubt the best character from this era #what the fuck was up with river being their kid #THE 50TH ANNIVERSARY???? WHAT?? THAT SHIT WAS WEIRD RIGHT??? #does anyone else find it annoying that moffat changed the opening theme and the tardis and the sonic and the doctor ALLLL at once #and then retconned the entire storyline the early seasons are based off of?? #WHY IS THE DOCTOR SO GODDAMN ANNOYING?? LIKE SO MUCH MORE ANNOYING THAN THE OTHERS #and fucking sexist!!! so sexist!!! #anyone remember the characters who were like 'were the short fat and tall skinny gay men why do we need names' LIKE HUH??????? #gay people still have names steven 😭 #i feel like im going insane bc i have no one else to talk to abt it until my partner catches up #but you guys still think these seasons kinda suck right? like coming off of martha and DONNA and her AMAZING storyline #these just kinda pale in comparison right?????? #the last centurion is probably the last really good plot of that era imo. none of the other plots come close to having an ending that cool #like rivers story couldve been amazing and then it was just uh. kinda weird. a bit confusing IDK #i dont want to be a dick when talking to people and like shit on smth they love but i genuinely have a hard time #finding kind things to say abt a lot of this era #also and this might just be me but i do not like amy and clara v much 😭 theyre so fuckin mean and not even funny #why were martha donna and rose sooooo well written and they all have rich backstories. we know their fuckin families!! #literally its never even fully explained what the fuck happened to amys parents 😩😩 they just move on. the only friend of theirs #ever shown is fucking river??? as a kid?? #am i the only one who found all thay confusing

[meddlelyn]

i wanna rewatch generator rex so much rn but like id have to get out my laptop bc pirating on an ipad sucks but slso man it was such a good show.

#thinking constantly abt the episode where six beats two through five and rex is confused why he isnt one #and its bc six Cares #he is Attached #he has weak points and they are so so visible and so so reachable #(REX ITS YOU) #me and my friends were talking abt old shows and their theme songs and genrex came up #and Man the unlocked memories #also xmen evolution #canon hs au that shit was crazy #generator rex

[iamthemaestro]

I realize I think a lot about my life in terms of “maybe when I’m a boy…” my brother in christ. maybe you are an EGG

#idk. idk! #I’m not a Man. but I do resonate with Boyhood a lot #that’s the thing #I’m still nonbinary either way #but like. what kind of nonbinary. that is the question #and more and more it feels like Boy Nonbinary #but idk what to do about that. you’d think I would after like four years of being out to people #but I don’t. like what else can I change. I’ve already got the pronouns #I think I’m like… More Trans than I give myself credit for #(that’s a joke you can identify as trans however you want) #but my ocd brain is always like well you’re not trans you didn’t trans anything #which is not true but I mean it like. if I had the chance would I? #I might. but at the moment I don’t have the chance #so I’m just. confused #constantly #it’s exhausting #I don’t feel comfortable for the most part #also intrusive thoughts go brr right now I’m trying to Think #whatever tag ramble over #gender #mine

[mokutone]

A dumb lil headcanon I have is that Yamato was assigned Naruto’s legal guardian in shippuden. (And that before it was Hiruizen, then Kakashi, then Jiraiya) just for convenience because he’s watching over Naruto all the time anyways.

oh god. sorry my response got really long but the fact is anyone even breathes a word of yamato being fatherly to naruto and i lose my shit and start beating my fist against the earth sobbing and shaking and etc.

now TO BE FAIR. i think if anyone should be naruto's legal guardian it should probably be iruka because iruka was the one who took care of naruto when naruto needed it most, and canonically naruto thinks of iruka as a father figure so much that he like, asks him to act as his father at his wedding, and he has this whole moment as a kid

THAT SAID. i like ur ask, and when it comes to the idea of legal responsibilities, i find the idea of Yamato being granted (even temporary) guardianship over Naruto to be extremely funny and entertaining.

i think yamato would personally take a lot of pride in that and really enjoy it. i think he would love nothing more than to have a practical, obligatory tie to enable him in his desire to take care of the people he loves. i also think that he would be obnoxious about it, at least a little bit. partially because his sense of humor is a little weird, and partially because he has no idea how to act as a guardian figure.

like i think he'd say shit like "bedtime! that's an order!" and naruto would be like "oh, piss off!" and then yamato would use his scary face and naruto would get even more frustrated, and the whole time yamato would be like "wow, naruto is a great kid (if a little disobedient!) and this is such a fun game we are playing, even if it tires me out :)"

unfortunately i think, out of all the guardian/mentor figures that naruto has had, (sandaime, iruka, kakashi, jiraiya, tsunade, those elderly frogs, yamato...) i think yamato is the one he is least close with, and would least like to be a permanent fixture in his life.

i'm not saying that he doesn't like yamato, just that...i would be really surprised if there's a point after yamato gets captured, where naruto is like "man, we should really save yamato!" y'know?

i could be wrong! i haven't gotten there yet. but like. i'm not anticipating it. thats okay tho i love naruto and hes got a lot going on.

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#yamswers #agstudio9 #sorry for SUCH a long response but i am constantly thinking about them bc yamato seems to care so much abt his stepstudent #that said. the idea of a story where yamato gets put in charge of naruto PURELY bc he has the mokuton + naruto has the 9tails #and naruto confuses and entertains tenzō #and tenzō upsets and frustrates and unnerves naruto #is an EXTREMELY funny concept to me. #especially if it happens before the shippuden timeline. now. listen. im being very silly here...but hear me out #imagine your name is [actually you don't have a name] and your ninja president tells you its time to be a ninja guardian to this ninja kid #and the kid is freaked out by you because you're impossible for him to get a read on and you scare him sometimes #and on top of that your former captain is laughing at you and the young man who was taking care of this kid is pissed and maybe jealous? #like it has all the makings of one of those wacky early 2000s movies about fail dads and their rebelious children #''THIS SUMMER...WATCH AN OUT OF TOUCH BLACK OPS SOLDIER TRY TO RAISE...KONOHAS DEMON FOX????'' #now in theatres! #oh agstudio9. now im thinking on this. now im really dwelling on it. #iruka being over all the time bc he does not like the way this is shaping out and feels frustrated that naruto's guardian was assigned— #—not based on care or relationship to the boy. but on kekkei-genkai. but trying not to take it out on tenzō whose just Doing His Job #tenzō who has to learn how to make food more complex than vegetables in a pan/reheated frozens/Survival Gruel #ah. and. and maybe kakashi + tenzō dual-leading team 7 from the get-go... :) bc sasuke needs a sharingan-using teacher :)

[the-blue-phantom]

just replayed treasure in the royal tower and oh my goddddd its such a tedious game i missed all the qol upgrades they added to later games so bad

#the halls are confusing and by the time i reached the endgame i was constantly #going to bed and waking up just to progress to the next step #and then having to go back to the tower and resolve all the questions and make sure #that the elevator is in the right spot? man #also its so funny that you find lisa's fake ids right at the start and she's like ummm its because im a photojournalist duh? #and nancy just doesn't question it #blue talks #nancy drew

[menlove]

gender rant under the cut

good things abt testosterone and passing: do not often get called a woman or miss/ma'am, get called sir, getting closer every day to my gender goals (I just want to look like jack black/meatloaf/laszlo from wwdits), terms like "boyfriend" are very gender euphoric, overall much much happier with my physical appearance

bad things abt testosterone and passing: constantly assumed to be a gay man despite that being so far from my sexuality. this in itself is fine up until I start to get to know people and explicitly tell them many times that I am not a man, I do not like being referred to as a man, and I do not like binary men and yet everyone Still constantly refers to me as a man and acts like I have no experience liking women (including cracking jokes abt how much I wouldn't understand liking women. laughing my fucking ass off.) and as if I have not, do not, and could never experience misogyny, never or rarely feeling welcomed in spaces w women, etc etc

like don't get me wrong being called a woman gives me the same amount of dysphoria but it happens much less now and this kind of dysphoria is incredibly infuriating bc it's usually done by other queer people who unquestionably support gender conforming afab people's genders/sexuality but god forbid the bitch w a beard tries to say they're a dyke that likes women bc obviously he's just a silly little smol gay boy!!

#never knew how much dysphoria being called a man would cause me until it happens constantly now and I feel like hitting people with brooms #what's even more annoying is I can't express this to my family at all bc they're already confused and I think #if I tried to explain to them that I am simply a gender queer butch dyke who likes other gnc people and wants to look like jack black #their heads would explode #so I have to just keep letting them assume I'm a Binary Trans Man and it's simply. exhausting #esp bc my mom would insist I shouldn't be on t or get top surgery if I'm ✨still a woman✨ #which I'm not but that's immediately how she'd take it

[jkpng]

#bts ik u can do rock please…………… #im constantly manifesting rock song cb and only hobi threw me a bone w more. my man #like i spent half of 2023 hoping for a rock song on jks solo album even tho i KNEW it woudlnt happen. it wont happen but he’d be so good #i KNOW it. we could have at it all. i couldve had it all. #the standing next to you punk/funk translation confusion felt like a sick joke. toying w my emotions. for what #like i cant forget class idea in 2016 i know u guys have it in u……please……….. #anyways. sorry #audio #~

[cherrysnax]

ik tumblr is a safe space for many people but I feel like the most vunerable ppl on this website are the only ones getting ran off and punished for the simple crime of existing. you can’t get away from the bigotry of real life anywhere, and it’s not just on here, there’s fucking ads basically calling all nonwhite people the devil getting spread on YouTube and Twitter, real life hate groups crowdfunding and making thousands on thousands it’s so fucked it’s so fucked

#Twitter YouTube here instagram all u get are ads calling minorities the devil #ppl complaining about trans ppls existence #it’s everywhere #I feel like we’re constantly going backwards #ppl are digging up antiblack slurs that maybe my 90yo grandmother has heard #ppl showing images of black ppl getting lynched over arguments abt spider-man #niggas being absolutely blasé over the many genocides going on rn #and basically being like not my country not my problem #are you people fucking bonkers #it feels like nobody fucking cares about anyone anymore #but that’s not true. I worry abt college because what if it gets shot up #me and Chevy aren’t like in the closet or anything and I’ll probably be fine I’m just agender #but not every trans person will just get seen as just a ‘confused girl’ it’s like. so fucking dangerous #and it’s on purpose. people are getting other people killed on purpose #there’s such cruelty that I can’t understand for the simple crime of existing

[dirtytransmasc]

Ya know what I just thought of?

Teen Spiderwoman who's bonded with a symbiote [like venom but maybe artificially made, like a Frankenstein's creature type symbiote] and they have a "perfect symbiosis".

Them hiding the symbiote from the other Spider's at first, scared about being unfairly judged but it's revealed on a mission when saving someone.

Getting judged, rejected, etc.

I have some stuff written down but big point is Pav off-handingly asking "We're bad friends aren't we?"

this is gonna be a running theme, but I am not at all into marvel/dc/spiderman outside of into/across the spiderverse, just never got into it, so I don't really know anything about symbiotes or like... how they effect people or how they are perceived by others, so I don't really know how to answer this ask, but its a cool concept none the less.

also, my baby pav being sad makes me sad.

#your gonna have to explain some of the context to this #cause I get the basic idea #but I feel like I don't get the full scope of it #y'know #idk anymore #I need to do some research on the meat and potatoes of the spiderman series as a whole #cause I'm constantly confused about anything outside of i/atsv #I feel a little embarrased ngl #atsv #itsv #spider man: across the spider verse #across the spiderverse #across the spider verse #into the spider verse

[catacropolis]

Don’t mind me having a whole breakdown and a half loosing my mind over this

#twst chapter 7 spoilers #twst chapter 7 #twisted wonderland #twst #twisted wonderland chapter 7 #SPOILERS FOROM HERE ON OUT PEOPLE #SPOILERS #ok well holy fuck my dudes I am loosing my shit rn #silver lore and malleus lore omg I’m shitting bricks #finding out what everyone wants to go into a career was just so amazing #color me surprised to hear rook going into fuckin archeology and Leona beings geologist what #not surprised that Idia has job opportunities but more surprised taht his parents were so encouraging about it tbh I’m confused #malleus moments here were great it’s good to see yuu question about the seven and who they were in the eyes of the cast #lillia is making me sob and laugh and loose my mind and I can’t handle this man #I love silvers character he’s one of my favs and I genuinely think about them constantly #I want to see him and lillia have more father son moments and I want lillia to stop being criyptic as fuck like the bracelet who gave you it #was it from malleus was it from a former lover was it from mals grandma wtf man #we all knew but I’m still loosing my mind over it but like silver being royalty holy shit man I want to know more #why does it make him sleepy is he going to be affected by his curse more often because of this is this the source of his curse and who did #seeing malleus vunrable about his childhood and loneliness before yuu ripping off the bandaid and saying we’re leaving #I love lillias parental moment there of showing malleus the consequences of his actions and inviting him to change and fox it on his own #like man he’s so great I want him to be my dad #I do wish we got more Sebek and lillia interaction and silver was being way to nonshalabt about his dad #tbh don’t think he has prossessed it quite yet #I’m really hoping we see Sebek and malleus have a fight Sebek sees malleus the way malleus doesn’t want to be seen and I want them to fight #I want mal to push Sebek away and just be brutal to him #guys pls don’t kill me I love Sebek but he’s so steadafast in his belief that his vision gets clouded and he can’t see the full picture #I think it would be eye opening and really good for him to see the imperfections in the person he idolizes so much #holy shit this is long ummm anyways hope none of y’all were spoiled cuz this sequence hits harder without spoilers